The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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dlong dash abates—where I once was, the
waders team, rich foraging is // // in their sights—time for a gentle
// I stand motionless within a frame. 
Wading fearlessly through // // the cold receding sea, with hair the
nd of dark // // We’ll sing waes hael,
waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // //
f Fruit Trees // // We sing waes hael,
waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // // A cup and a toast to seed, sapling,
ic of day and of dark // // We’ll sing
waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // //
Planting of Fruit Trees // // We sing
waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // // A cup and a toast to seed
gamboling gluttonous // // through the
waft from the grasses // // and unseen by their neat // // nihilaria
My skin feels ’kin to a burning fire’s
waft , // // Sizzling at every edge and spitting ’oft.  // // My open’
hlegethon, // // Carrying your burning
wails into Acheron // // Your river of woe and death.  // // Never to
t the breast against // // And worship
waist -deep in hands // // That tilled the salty earth // // No less
// // I want her to cut me open at the
waist with her clavicle // // And put me back together and seal the w
our mouth.  // // My hand falls on your
waist // // your body is so familiar // // yet I have never known yo
r mask // // with steel miles ahead in
wait // // and then a new city.  // // Now you are relegated to obser
ait instead.  // // Like a Wiccan would
wait , because she knew // // That such a thing as Spring would come a
ter // // And should keep me going for—
wait …!  // // DAEDALUS // // I blame the King’s first commission //
ng and swimming, and I swum back to you—
wait , don’t kiss me, I’m trying to finish the story.  And I swam back t
o return to dream—the // // Stars will
wait for him.  // //
s // // moles tubers // // worm roots
wait // // for spring // // when dried blood scatters // //
/ // Men and listening children // //
Wait for the ring of a bell, // // hush, presents, crib, Christ Kind:
// Right?  // // All Mary had to do was
wait .  Give it three days and He’ll return // // And bring salvation a
// But maybe I don’t need to sing; just
wait instead.  // // Like a Wiccan would wait, because she knew // //
e arrive too late.  // // Ariel.  I am a
wait .  // // So light a fire to the fang // // that cannot be reached
em now.  // // After all, it was in the
wait that we glimpsed magic.  // // We witnessed in the silence, the d
ween the shining silver trees // // He
waited for the world to freeze // // And ice to form upon the breeze
// and to the place where I anxiously
waited with my coffee.  // // Hours later we lay on the floor of your
same bar // // with the same familiar
waiter pouring wine, awed and appalled // // by our own consistency,
ed me.  // // In no-color, no-shape cup
waiter serves // // My tea.  Sugar bowl fills not-white tablecloth sea
time we found coffee and wine, // // a
waiter who looked like a brother, and a place to talk.  // // Years la
ps.  // // I replay too detailed memory
waiter’s goodbye, smile of cabbie; // // Ambient objects.  // //
ips and scores // // his mark into the
waiting clay; // // Telling the future his signature flaw.  // // Cre
neath your branches, breathless, // //
Waiting for a moment to arrive, // // When out of your body comes un
low depth of field // // Like a spirit
waiting for its clay; // // Because the abstractions of experience //
you’d been sat there for days and days
waiting for me to come back, the tea was still hot.  And so we just sat
st past my horizon.  // // Body aching,
waiting , for my chalk outline.  The last mark I’ll make, // // White a
ay I feel // // My bones grow old with
waiting for the feel // // Of earth against their sides instead of fl
// // and, dressed for dinner, // //
waiting for the gong // // and one day to be asked.  // // My own—a s
el— // // This is where I hide, // //
Waiting for the smell in order to // // inhale the air that you’ve //
// Sighing, I make up my mind, // //
Waiting for when, the // // Doors clamp tight shut, like an oyster, (
red blue sleeve; we’re worn // // with
waiting in dissention and denial.  // // What will our children think,
ows gnaw at something worse. // // the
waiting lists are long, and you are drained. // // the billows settle
ating crashed-crushed // // Ideas, the
waiting of night upon night, // // An expectant lie on the grass, //
t rush now past the wee hours of // //
waiting on fronted news, the foreplay tense, // // the hot slit in a
ad my chance—I have no more— // // I’m
waiting on tomorrow’s world; // // I’m ill; I’m hurt; I’m tired; I’m
the bones you crushed can rejoice. it’s
waiting there for you. maybe one day my skin will be stripped enough. 
you exist outside of me // // Am I the
waiting well?  // // For rainy days are far between, // // In restles
follow him.  // // There was a week of
waiting while they fought it out.  // // There was a lull— // // But
to Its challenge.  He slows down, stops,
waits , pontificates.  Time and flux goes ahead of him, leaving him in t
// // The Sun, gentle, is rising in my
wake .  // //
and rhythm of a bell…  // // Were I to
wake alone I would be weeping // // With shiftless sorrow, restless,
e living things?  // // With dreams you
wake , and feel as if you’d never shut your eyes, never ever not been s
il it breaks— // // Onward—I watch the
wake — // // And further—the ships nestle // // In their resting plac
Here be dragons // //
Wake as three screams take // // Flight, from window to shadow // //
Epicycle // //
Wake .  // // Feel the water.  Push out below, // // tendrils into the
Home, with you // //
Wake me up to the smell of smoke, // // Midday, in dirty sheets with
Could I foretell the future // // The
wake of light on water // // Curved ache of a clear horizon // // Yo
/ You hold your hand in mine // // The
wake of light on water // // Whales singing the day in // // You hol
y-five // // Blow through the windows,
wake the paper rose.  // // This is Sweet Briar, the Tudor seal, it bi
.  // // Behind each moored boat runs a
wake : time to gush full spate.  // // Now my headlong dash abates—whe
tless, rootless dread.  // // Instead I
wake to warmth, to find you sleeping, // // My living comfort, burrow
home, // // Until you’re gone.  // //
Wake up alone to empty thoughts, // // In the early evening now, day
A Hymn to a Loved One // // We
wake up to Radio 3, // // Hark! the herald angels.  // // Float downs
stirs, // // As our son within // //
Wakes , to return to dream—the // // Stars will wait for him.  // //
For you will see the Dayspring at your
waking , // // Beyond your long last line the dawn is breaking”.  // /
ry.  // // They rustle through me in my
waking dreams // // And so I’ll have a heart-, a head-, a handful whe
les’, as it were.  // // But yesterday,
waking early, I observed // // open-a-fraction doors, down the corrid
happens that we miss or forget, // //
waking from dreams of the house in my head, // // that old haunt stil
ways I found myself staring at the sea. 
Waking , sleeping, dreaming.  // // I am still dreaming; everything bre
[
Walcott begins Omeros] // // Walcott begins Omeros with cutting down
[Walcott begins Omeros] // //
Walcott begins Omeros with cutting down some cedars:  // // We shudder
south to the Martello tower, // // we
walk along the banked-up track // // behind the wall, level with the
tting on my neck.  // // I know now you
walk as a man angel hunter.  // // I could vomit // // Blood and wate
new city and in love, we took a mapless
walk // // at dawn, choosing our course by instinct, taking // // le
meadows // // to Grantchester.  As we
walk back // // against the wind it starts to snow.  // // A snowdrif
skin, the seeping rot of loneliness.  I
walk // // Barefoot across the damp ground of my thoughts, // // Squ
all along, it seems.  // // And we can
walk smugly, the both of us, into the Spring sunset, // // Because th
e subsoil of your oldest memory.  // //
Walk through the outer darkness of the world // // Towards a buried m
ried in the rubble of your fall.  // //
Walk through the present darkness till you come // // To the stone st
he open path leads on, // // a gentler
walk , to bare bleak Malham Tarn.  // // Then back to skirt the edge of
/ One cold winter’s afternoon // // we
walk to the edge of town and on // // the mile across the river meado
/ // That golden afternoon in which we
walk // // Together through the meadow?  Touch and talk // // Are min
/ and every mile is two, // // and I’d
walk twice that for you.  // //
at themes as these, // // talking they
walked and walking talked— // // but never once of cheese.  // //
// Everything snapped and you left, you
walked away.  // // So I struggle to find an end, an epilogue.  // //
Cheshire cat accosted them, // // then
walked his wild way // // alone.  In Swale- and Wensleydale // // th
de of blue.  // // We hugged goodbye.  I
walked home and made coffee, // // then sat and poured my thoughts ov
ether, dreaming // // of nothing as we
walked through the waves.  // // Lying dizzily on the cliffs, we liste
On plaster casts.  // // No longer when
walking down the street can one compare each specimen, // // Like one
Three Ways of
Walking // // // // 2H // // ‘Two Hard’, too hard.  // // School s
, flying, feeding in the fields, // //
Walking , hopping, stirring earthly leas, // // Serenading us among ou
// my index finger extended in front,
walking in a straight line, tied to the inexorability of pace and //
king in the meadow] // // They saw him
walking in the meadow // // In May he stood beneath the willow // //
[They saw him
walking in the meadow] // // They saw him walking in the meadow // /
Walking in winter // // Berkshire, 1962-3 // // This year it snows o
Wooden // // Her
walking -stick is a divining-rod // // or an oil rig, thudding into th
s these, // // talking they walked and
walking talked— // // but never once of cheese.  // //
// more boat or cycle rides // // more
walks , more bluebell woods // // more curlews, more ragged, slanting
After the blood has been wiped from the
wall — // // After the wires we'll thread through your jaw— // // We'
A continuous shriek throbs against the
wall // // And the tree falls silent after receiving no entry.  //
ry wave tries hard // // to breach the
wall .  And when it hits just right // // the spray rises a mile into
-gated pointed arch // // piercing the
wall , built like the house // // of weathered Cotswold stone.  // //
// forgotten quotations unpeel from the
wall // // glide down.  // //
g the banked-up track // // behind the
wall , level with the top, // // running the gauntlet of the winter st
// surety of pressing the phone on the
wall miles away // // in a world of digit meets digits, // // space
You glimpsed it once within the garden
wall , // // The image of an ancient apple tree, // // The fall of l
it’s only your head // // Hitting the
wall , then the floor // // As it consumes you // // And it’s not a s
A Translation of
Wallace Stevens’s ‘Notes Towards a Supreme Fiction’, section 1:  ‘It Mu
ouse; enclosed within its arms // // a
walled garden, left untended // // for maybe thirty years.  A winding
oreign coin of size of 20p fell from my
wallet in stopping taxi, // // Filled that space for years—It makes n
breaking // // concentration until the
walls dissolved around me, the small house // // of my room washed aw
about breaking // // things scratching
walls hiding under bedsheets, // // buoyed by the colourless memory o
the steady gaze of grey // // hospital
walls .  Roses in empty wine bottles unfolded in the house, // // anxio
feel too much.  // // // // …Bleached
walls stare into pale skin, each keeping the warmth // // In while th
by-faced gangster chic, // // How many
Walts do we see in Market Square on a Friday night?  // // We distrust
// and Barden Bridge—and now I flick my
wand // // some miles of dale and moor to skip across // // and find
rly in the evening, we left the school. 
Wandering out along the darkening lanes we went to cross the river, bl
Wandlebury Hill // // Are // // you // // Gog or // // Magog?  Tell
gged cleft.  // // A wax of fire—shrill
waning hearts— // // Then silence, and my life bereft.  // // Dinner
o make a difference old, // // I don’t
wanna be told ‘I love you’.  I want it // // To come and wreck me.  //
ping // // and deleting, admit my ugly
want as the drummer // // sweats because it’s supposed // // to hurt
emanates always from her eyes.  // // I
want her to cut me open at the waist with her clavicle // // And put
d my legs start to give, // // I don’t
want her to pay any attention.  // // She’s too busy cavorting around
limping blind through Siberia, // // I
want her to restart the solar system with the light // // That emanat
something (“how are you?”) // // and I
want her to say something back.  // // I open my eyes // // She is no
/ I don’t wanna be told ‘I love you’.  I
want it // // To come and wreck me.  // // And I don’t mean ‘wreck’ a
I want them there // // Or whether you
want my voice, my eyes.  // // Probably not.  // //
// Obsessive over the kind of love they
want reserved // // For romance but I am too porous, every touch soak
the College bird.  // // The burr-sore
want some fast relief:  // // Heat-treatment is the only cure; // //
dered catatonic by the impact.  // // I
want someone whose smile makes the sun fizzle out in modesty // // So
fate, // // You’d best make a bet I’d
want that wave to be set // // in motion by my beloved, her gleaming
f their imaginations stoked // // Some
want the facts as hard and cold, as they very thing cheese! as it is g
t their soul to be gently stroked; they
want the fire of their imaginations stoked // // Some want the facts
ough the air and out // // of reach.  I
want the rest.  // // I want to hold the book // // of you.  You woul
heese! as it is growing old // // They
want the superb, the surreal, the mundane, a torrent of individuality
e more from art that cheese // // They
want their soul to be gently stroked; they want the fire of their imag
nto mine.  // // I can’t tell whether I
want them there // // Or whether you want my voice, my eyes.  // // P
id not ask them to come, I did not even
want them to come.  You feel this too don’t you: in your sleepless nigh
d my bones will clatter.  // // I don’t
want to align my chakras; I want to them to shatter.  // // I’m sure i
// the softness of her hair.  // // I
want to ask her something (“how are you?”) // // and I want her to sa
ailed to spot, // // But I feel like I
want to be entirely destroyed by love.  // // Not like that.  // // I
ot through to me.  // // I don’t always
want to be having this conversation with myself.  // // For years—for,
if it doesn’t kill me // // I at least
want to be rendered catatonic by the impact.  // // I want someone who
ccess comes sweet at last.  // // All I
want to do is cut you up.  // // My hands snip snip in the air.  // //
rge to fit inside your head.  // // You
want to escape // // But you can’t, // // But you won’t // // Becau
and a sky of blue.  // // Like a seed I
want to grow.  But all I have is cold coffee, and an empty page.  // //
// Telling you about things you don’t
want to hear.  // //
// to hurt and the crowd hear what they
want to hear; // // instead I’m staring at want’s damp shoes // // o
// of reach.  I want the rest.  // // I
want to hold the book // // of you.  You would be soft, // // whole,
ing anywhere but near.  // // Here they
want to leave, // // There, the sound of boots make me dry heave.  //
below.  Pause.           I think I just
want to really feel.  // // Un-pause.  Furl my sparrow wings poised at
ow to write poems // // because I just
want to scream them until I’m hoarse, // // to admit my narcissism be
ate.  // // Death certificate.  // // I
want to see the rest: // // a ticker-tape parade, // // a paper-show
hild” and I can bend and break when you
want to snap me. cleanse me with hyssop and I won’t be clean. wash me
s // // three years in boxes.  // // I
want to take this moment and fossilise it. // // forgotten quotations
// the focus of her gaze: does he not
want // // to tell?  // // This painting has a private life.  // //
// I don’t want to align my chakras; I
want to them to shatter.  // // I’m sure it’s not abnormal.  Otherwise
jected love letters abandoned.  // // I
want you to feel the same, but— // // I’ll call you back soon.  // //
acker than coal. if my truth is wrong I
want you to gouge it from me. use blunt, hoping, hoping and hoping. le
aise // // might just be musing if I’m
wanted now // // by you alive or dead?  Live I could raise // // a co
resco eyes, // // I had to show what I
wanted so to tell.  // //
in an instant // // when all I’d ever
wanted was to be free // // from any of the associated risks and haza
n thinking // // ‘that’s what she’d’ve
wanted ’.  // // Her scarf, her necklace.  // // That brooch.  // // Or
ly, // // Muscles eased and tired, not
wanting everything.  // // There was a hint or flash of something //
eless and hopeless, pathetically // //
wanting no more and // // expecting no // // less.  // // Tim was th
ipping my toe // // This is where s/he
wants me to stay.                    Wishing for a chest.  // // I am
to hear; // // instead I’m staring at
want’s damp shoes // // on the dark path back from college, refusing
ebb // // ignites arena morn:  // // I
war dirt-up, image-bled, // // if nine demon ever did, god-won // //
/ Nameless faces tell us we’re going to
war , // // I wonder where they think we’ve been.  // // Each in our u
// // There was a bitter, civil // //
war in Jordan.  // // There was a gun.  // // There was a bullet, stra
War is not nice’—Barbara Bush // // There is a picture of you that we
an unseen enemy on his way up.  // // ‘
War is not nice’, but we accept the battles // // In return for our s
the silence spell our hexagram.  // //
War means supplication: the hexagram— // // Once print, now prayer—in
ing by our narrative.  // // Isn’t this
war ?  // // She points to the sky.  // // See from up there, // // T
// // Just so his father, prisoner of
war // // Then casualty of blue austerity; // // Just so my father,
Black September // // // There was a
war .  // // There was a bitter, civil // // war in Jordan.  // // The
lds its fire- // // Tongued text: this
warfare is the strife that binds.  // //
Urban
Warfare // // Nameless faces tell us we’re going to war, // // I won
rm the space.  // // Our voices, // //
Warm .  // //
the valley sound // // through still,
warm air, // // clear to my vantage point on higher ground.  // // Vo
the valley sound // // through still,
warm air.  // // On the top deck of a 68 // // Voices, ipods, phones
s a bore.  // // How he strides, // //
Warm air turbulent // // expanding billowing fabrics, // // Exquisit
d Mountain Thyme, // // And our voices
warm // // And swell around // // The sunken armchair left // // Em
// The swamp up which I move, ever more
warm , // // And though at start I find I face a swarm // // Of loose
promise of a BA gown // // can keep me
warm , // // but I shall not despair // // now men can come to tea.  /
grief— // // Have protests along her (
warm ) corridor.  // // Every Girtonian burrs like a Scot, // // At ev
rness of their own oceans.  But drinking
warm earl grey // // tea with you, all I could taste was pure happine
was to miss the glory of it— // // The
warm egg // // Dropping from the golden heaven of her vent // // Mis
on for one brief hour // // the air is
warm enough to melt // // the topmost layer.  The frost returns // /
— // // is-my-beloved-son yawn.  // //
Warm flesh through feathers pressed // // like a sponge-print.  // //
/ I’m roped on to the source, luminate,
warm , // // Floating up seemingly by force ’gainst law // // Of Newt
u look so nice: fresh-dressed and still
warm from // // Your bath—calm as the sun’s unknowing light, // // N
on air’s pale vellum, // // Us in the
warm , in the yellow, // // The outside plumbing blues and blacks.  //
the nilherds are snoring // // wrapped
warm in their nilpelts // // the nil strain – tight pressed // // in
els to be standing here // // but it’s
warm inside // //   so we leave // //
it amongst the blooming heather, // //
Warm it, // // Pick around it.  // // Our voices warm the space.  //
at sundown // // when it rains great,
warm // // Mediterranean drops.  // //
ight // // drink! and be merry!  // //
Warm , mellow bread breath    chanting   and a song // // drink to win
offee, // // filling and unfilling the
warm mug in murky waves.  // // The ink I wrote to you in was always b
f you.  You would be soft, // // whole,
warm .  Not paper.  // // I am using scissors to cut // // a square aro
slept on // // their chest to keep it
warm // // or the ones holding hands // // as the sun disappears.  //
throes, // // Now, bursar, now, let us
warm our toes.  // //
Christ! and be merry!  // // Sanitized
warm parsnip smells  tender goose   and the great pudding // // drink
er twelve months now.  // // Our voices
warm the space around it, // // Hide it amongst the blooming heather,
/ // Pick around it.  // // Our voices
warm the space.  // // Our voices, // // Warm.  // //
light bulb, // // It takes its time to
warm up, and can, apparently, cause a rash, // // But you’d roll your
essly, compact // // No more as to the
warm we came, and roll’d // // Away to join my sweat and flesh below,
only reach the red front door, porridge
warm with honey // // sits upon the stove, and my Grandmother will lo
heets creak in the night as you wrap up
warm with worn-out future thoughts, // // Of poems half-remembered, l
top moth-light.  Rendered absurd— // //
warmed by un-canned laughter and crackling fire-breath // // (Sound-b
d.  // // In it you’re lying on the sun-
warmed , deep-veined wood // // Of an old pine table.  Between the wood
ispered words hushed round // // a sun-
warmed pillowed land of // // South Georgia sunsets, and // // bouga
ult // // of night-time on my radiator-
warmed skin // // And the crunch of the season underfoot // // And t
l at home // // the small gas fire has
warmed the room // // against the cold outside.  // // (But that was
o that, your pancake-batter skin is the
warmest retort.  // // The days still dis-leave.  Pale envy-green, wet-
// grass and trees outside her window,
warming // // in the sun?  Or maybe nothing—maybe she // // is pensi
Spread out a green canopy // // in the
warming sunlight.  Soak up the rays and the air.  // // Transform the c
colours of the flames.  // // Drawn by
warmth , I came to see you, // // which I do.  You look back at me.  //
// // I’ll call you back soon.  // //
Warmth in 5 o’clock dark, // // You smell like watching rain fall //
stare into pale skin, each keeping the
warmth // // In while the branch outside knocks, drum-like, // // Po
hundred years // // With this aura of
warmth // // Its amber hues remind me // // of what it is to be aliv
rt made of // // iron and stealing the
warmth of his ring.  // // Fiddling, jittering, spluttering, crying //
, // // smell the air, // // feel the
warmth of the fire, // // listen to the lapping of the water, // //
ernoon as my leg // // slumbers in the
warmth of the radiator // // and the snow is no longer faintly fallin
e water and unremarkable in the morning
warmth ; // // our exquisitely ice-etched selves drowned, like ice cub
such thing as cold, just an absence of
warmth ?  // // That can’t be right.  // // Let me check the textbook a
ootless dread.  // // Instead I wake to
warmth , to find you sleeping, // // My living comfort, burrowed in ou
e seen the sun?  // // I still feel its
warmth .  // // [You’d brighten my day more.] / [Too long.] / [ Winter
rust.  // // The shuttle flits through
warp and weft // // And hands recall hands from silent dust.  // // T
any which way, were still turf slightly
warped .  // // Eat junk?  You might as well rummage through bins, //
en wave-shapes // // dipping into knot
warps and sanded-down blemishes) // // To imagine // // (your contou
who dares me eat a peach?  // // Time’s
warring chariots can clatter by— // // we have the earth, the water a
e.  // // Its five red petals breed six
warring tongues // // That in the silence spell our hexagram.  // //
balance.  // // The brave and fearless
warrior will cross the road // // To avoid the reminder that success
the verge of sleep // // When all our
wars are done, // // Falling towards the verge of sleep // // Where,
the fathers                    they had
wars but not like these       did they ever ask the question // // Wh
battle rolls, // // The skirmishes and
wars , // // What peace or treaty can there be // // Between two worl
way, the ideal me, // // A little less
wary , a little more loved, // // Turns away and continues onwards //
And you, perhaps, in Mars.  // // What
wary orbits we must keep // // Around our dying sun, // // Falling t
things that Michael breaks // // Will
wash away his refuge.  // // As he watches from the window // // For
mpty sushi restaurant.  // // 3.  Always
wash blood off in cold water. // // 1, given to me for the first time
k bleeds a honey // // that will never
wash from my hands.  I guard myself like a honeycomb house.  // // I wo
aggers cold.  // // My eyes obscured by
wash , I blindly dug // // My place, lifting my molten body’s mold //
se me with hyssop and I won’t be clean. 
wash me and I will be blacker than coal. if my truth is wrong I want y
tain your hands forever.  // // Does it
wash off, I wonder, does it truly subside and quietly die in a corner
liquid form, they blend.  // // A faded
wash seemingly moves o’er all; // // A slight light pigments the cold
d me, the small house // // of my room
washed away on a tide of sleep.  Suddenly I’m running.  Grey // // wolv
eful compromise, // // the hours spent
washing bathroom tiles of blood. // // you pray for rain, but no reli
through the stacks // // Of discounted
washing powder and // // Garish Christmas wrapping paper, // // Look
ced that you’d slipped away?  // // The
Washington distraction must have helped.  // // So good of you to come
ft, // // I let my body fall again, be
wash’d // // Into direction mapp’d by playing drums.  // // One knife
ept a gust // // Of fumes and dust and
waste , and she was left a- // // mid the disappointing debris of the
ice.  // // And, I wish // // We could
waste another afternoon // // away.  // //
g off our kids: ruthless in cutting off
waste !  // // Fairy-free gardens have as many colour purples raining;
and charr’d, // // Destin’d to be the
waste fate does discard.  // // Yet, time allowed, what seems fine cha
says: // // you should’ve written The
Waste Land first time round Nickerson.  // //
// // the next: “getting so drunk is a
waste of // // my time, the college’s time, the porter’s time,” etc. 
f me, // // Though you might, let this
waste of sea intervene.  // // The horizon, I know, won’t let me forge
, unkind // // and lewd; you onanistic
waste of shame, // // pretentious, with a hateful maggot’s mind.  //
y with the rest.  // // The man has not
wasted his life— // // It’s been well-spent, and’s gone exactly as he
e and claim it—take it back— // // you
wasted ink and were bound to miss.  // // From now on all unaccountabl
s can’t tell me enough, // // That I’m
wasting my life away— // // But your room is my escape, // // You, w
tirring forms are flickering.  // // We
watch and hold each other’s hands till evening, // // And as we watch
tered windows of the next train— // //
Watch , as all the panes steal your reflections.  // // I look at you,
th, // // Where frontiersmen stand and
watch // // Elbowed dog-wise against the rumour // // Of Africa.  //
’s hands till evening, // // And as we
watch , our souls dart to and fro // // Between the lights of speech a
d remote— // // His angel sisters keep
watch over // // The stillness of their mother’s house.  // // The to
from // // out of the darkness, // //
watch the brightness // // squirm, then smile, then // // strike wit
tusk! tusk! // // your eyes, weighted,
watch the glass // // snatch its sound out the air. // // in little
as we sit beside the stream // // And
watch the minnows swim against the flow.  // // They dart between dark
/ sighs to my teeth.  // // Deafness, I
watch the sea.  // // See ripples.  She’s watching too.  // // He needs
ldn’t you just sit,’ I ask, // // ‘and
watch the street outside change, // // and the people // // change,
brims until it breaks— // // Onward—I
watch the wake— // // And further—the ships nestle // // In their re
ve set you going like a fat gold clock (
watch !) ticking // // Boxes on an Apollo checklist; stuck at some poi
of words unspoken— // // She hopes to
watch you drown.  // // When you exist outside of me // // Am I the w
ellation lost // // On a promontory we
watched // // And the night stared back // // The shock of a constel
om that night // // On a promontory we
watched // // As the thunderstorm struck the sea // // The shock of
s with its swinging fleur-de-lys // //
watched by the crystal prism’s sharp-cut eye?  // // It represented su
/ // ankles, her throat.  It squatted,
watched her, penned // // a tribute with a claw pisswet, bloodwhorled
we’re not in Kansas, anymore // // I
watched my grandfather die in his voice. hurry boy, “your light points
/ So we lay on the rock in the heat and
watched the sea’s magic // // unfold to the music of wind and the gli
// cutting through the quiet.  // // I
watched you, crossing // // your arms.  At the Railroad // // we were
turned a page, // // and every night I
watched your mind dreaming // // before my unconscious swallowed me l
Will wash away his refuge.  // // As he
watches from the window // // For the final stroke // // In Lily’s m
// Sat behind the counter, // // old
watches spread, // // bracelets, teaspoons // // neatly priced, //
ping us tied to the hundrum: // // you
watching and I, lamely, pretending // // to read.  Then you were bendi
// no-one else to spend her days // //
watching , and so thought she might // // hide the fact // // in stal
ll the wide obliging sea // // Nor his
watching from the window, chin-heavy // // Will sweep away this red r
painting very seriously // // Nor his
watching from the window, impassive // // Blood dries quicker than pa
other sits in the corner, // // she is
watching me as I sleep, // // from the wicker chair.  // // I need no
your kohl eyes must have stared // //
Watching new generations play.  Then dared // // A young voice call:  ‘
// For something always exists - // //
Watching others, irregularities abound, and you realise how very diffe
n 5 o’clock dark, // // You smell like
watching rain fall // // In burnt amber light, // // With an old mov
bone-ground my eyes linger; // // I am
watching the boy take off his shoes, // // Slipping them easy as peel
all alone with our // // Camel lights
watching the floating moon.  // // We went driving in your parents’ ca
atch the sea.  // // See ripples.  She’s
watching too.  // // He needs to hear the screams, // // But all I do
Urban bird
watchingOn the Huntingdon Road.  // // They found him, petrified, //
urse // // has a source // // of pure
water : a still.  // // Garden shed // // with a still?  Local // //
re.  // // The others too I love—Earth,
Water , Air—but Fire // // is something else again.  // // A memory //
ing to echoes through earth, I long for
water and a sky of blue.  // // Like a seed I want to grow.  But all I
re, // // listen to the lapping of the
water , // // and gaze into space.  // // We have the space // // and
me lives in fire, // // leaving us the
water and the air.  // //
atter by— // // we have the earth, the
water and the sky.  // //
t frosted on car windows // // will be
water and unremarkable in the morning warmth; // // our exquisitely i
eet.  // // The speckles of weed on the
water are like chips of dark gold // // Under the magnesium moon.  //
To touch and brush a sheen of light on
water // // As though behind the sky itself they traced // // The sh
seconds before waves flooded my boots,
water breaking // // into damp dust around my knees and my smile brea
—I’m used to humour.  // // Yeah.  Drink
water ?  // // Can’t drink anything without it.  // // You know what I
ised and primed // // as she flees the
water channelling below.  // //
sunk without trace // // to greet the
water channelling below.  // // And you, voyeur, // // approach the l
is, // // she jumps // // to meet the
water channelling below.  // // Held aloft by spray // // she floats
ing beneath her feet // // to meet the
water channelling below.  // // The crowds stand restless with suspens
d the gleam // // Of sunlight in green
water —come and go // // Like us from depth to height—suddenly seem //
the future // // The wake of light on
water // // Curved ache of a clear horizon // // You hold your hand
hang up her cross, // // Pour the holy
water down the sink, // // Take up the pom-pom instead.  // // But th
ed into the shattered trees // // Like
water flows down drains.  // // If there had been a bird // // No dou
down below, the earth // // is mostly
water .  // // From across the waters // // blow the evanescent airs /
ndergrowth.  // // Silent drip-drops of
water from pelt.  // // Soundless patter of padding paws.  // // A pan
// // 3.  Always wash blood off in cold
water . // // 1, given to me for the first time while helping me with
is pointed foot will break the skein of
water ; // // I love that bubble-burst every time.  // // The cold he
Diorama // // Sheets of
water laminate the windows // // as if to reverse // // the myth of
ll not dry // // The boat rocks on the
water like a drum.  // //
be shown, // // Did seem to rise that
water made of stone.  // // Away dropp’d all my fat as up I rose, //
Epicycle // // Wake.  // // Feel the
water .  Push out below, // // tendrils into the dark and damp.  Now pus
g dark.  // // Feel the earth.  Feel the
water return // // to the dry ground.  Let the cooling dark // // set
I find I face a swarm // // Of loosen
water rocks, I soon surmise // // The more I climb the softer each st
und along my path // // are elemental: 
water , sky and earth // // and rock and air; no fire and no gold, //
// Absentmindedly I missed the jar of
water , swirling brushes in my coffee.  // // As much as I tried to for
ght from space // // reflected in inky
water , // // the cool night air // // slows down time.  // // Now is
Fugue by
water // // The heart trips and is under way // // A harbour adorned
ky?  // // Well, the skies became
water .  The moon was the only thing keeping the sky in place, you see,
pilots—that’s your blood // // In the
water —they’ve always been lying.  Is this the poem?  // // The cloud sh
.  // // I could vomit // // Blood and
water upon my feet // // And say never, never forgive him // // He k
Crummock
Water // // Wend your way // // Towards the edge // // Where fell b
and in mine // // The wake of light on
water // // Whales singing the day in // // You hold your hand in mi
ck will they do if they catch the what,
water ?  Why would aquarium be a freshers’ event?  // // You’re not anno
moving-you- // // over-the-face-of-the-
water wings, // // detaching the head, and ploughing // // a red tro
t, because although it sat alone in the
watercloured skies, the moon could never be king.  And I was king
n layer upon layer of blue // // until
watercolours splattered my sleeves and the drowning page.  // // Absen
und and round, stuck to the bed, // //
Watered into the ground by the // // Endlessness repeating crashed-cr
are thrown and fired, // // crops are
watered .  // // Seasons and years are counted and timed.  // // Philos
// Adrift on spewing, insipid, lusting
waters , // // Aren’t I porous and malleable in the gloaming?  // // I
is mostly water.  // // From across the
waters // // blow the evanescent airs // // moistening the many-colo
// // and the time // // to cross the
waters , // // explore the earth, // // and send signal fires // //
Frighteningly Inert // // Adrift on
waters // // Stagnant, charged, ion wet, // // The pumice golem //
Troubled
waters // // The good Lady Lumley is pondering glumly.  “I // // nee
laintive notes of accordion-song on the
waters , // // The voices straining from the windows of sunken palazzi
m cloud to cloud.  // // The world went
waterwards again.  // // Her right hand slackened slightly, // // Mus
e your head will explode // // And the
watery sounds take control of your body // // But no one can hear the
es!  // // It falls away // // Through
water’s edge // // To depths unknown (in feet at least) // // To Mel
eping the old girls— // // Grey in the
wattle , scabbed about the arse // // Eating us out of chicken feed.  /
a bit monotonous.  // // But if a tidal
wave as tall as the Empire State // // Really is gonna come to make u
ny faces // // far too clear.  // // A
wave breaks over us like a stage curtain, // // and it is last night
ting, feet cresting // // The concrete
wave .  // // Days stretch out, like a wingspan // // And feathers for
// // But you won’t // // Because the
wave is a chain, // // Keeping you from moving, // // Clanking, as y
/ drawing my thoughts along your wooden
wave -shapes // // dipping into knot warps and sanded-down blemishes)
things // // that dazzle and move and
wave ; // // small but unending—Ondine.  // // But finding a form to c
a serpent // // But a great big black
wave // // That crashes over you // // And you try to gasp for breat
man down // // Might and strain of the
wave -thick // // tentacular lashings at surge; // // and I in my bel
// You’d best make a bet I’d want that
wave to be set // // in motion by my beloved, her gleaming eyes wet /
orm.  // // The tide is high, and every
wave tries hard // // to breach the wall.  And when it hits just righ
understand why you never came back.  The
waves // // always return to comfort the shore.  The pain ached in wav
led through snow and ever nearer to the
waves , // // and to the place where I anxiously waited with my coffee
crease sea-squalls cannot reach // //
Waves are my shelter, I’m not far off off-shore // // Close to the la
led and rushed to become bubbles in the
waves around my shoulders.  And I was scared that my skin would get sog
en now I remember little of reading The
Waves // // except your soft smile each time my fingertips turned a p
// a sound.  // // A sound // // whose
waves expand, // // whose echoes still expend // // themselves in ri
era light // // flashed seconds before
waves flooded my boots, water breaking // // into damp dust around my
gated to observer, // // My gallery of
waves framed behind glass.  // // And I gaze too // // At frozen even
el and blood, // // While the ideal me
waves from a mile away.  // // Bloated on turkey and stale conversatio
And ebb of love like beaches touched by
waves // // From dawn far into the nights, before the words // // Be
to comfort the shore.  The pain ached in
waves .  // // I painted my feelings in layer upon layer of blue // //
dreaming; everything breaks over me in
waves .  // // Like a seed listening to echoes through earth, I long fo
// of nothing as we walked through the
waves .  // // Lying dizzily on the cliffs, we listened to echoes upon
use of ages, // // Sounding over black
waves of the sunset hour.  // // Softly the last gondolier, dipping hi
ing and unfilling the warm mug in murky
waves .  // // The ink I wrote to you in was always black, never blue,
sea.  // // I am glad of the sheltering
waves // // Until the ferry comes into harbour // // And I see that
faintly, far away, the churn // // of
waves upon the sand.  Eastwards we turn, // // along the open beach,
on, and in the air my grey // // scarf
waving like a distress signal—fossilised.  The camera light // // flas
.  // // Of shoes and ships and sealing
wax , // // and such great themes as these, // // talking they walked
, and so I build myself like honeycomb. 
Wax might create candlelight, // // but for now my light is stored, a
t choking from a jagged cleft.  // // A
wax of fire—shrill waning hearts— // // Then silence, and my life ber
lations // // Of shorn hair and candle
wax , to the saint; // // The ram-head of the corpse cracks a smile.  /
ort // // and make her proud; and four
wax -white earplugs // // in case one snored too loud.  Two bashed hal
ow push out above, // // buds into the
waxing light, the spring rain.  Throw open // // the fire-coloured tem
ill // // another day // // to find a
way .  // //
in // // The heart trips and is under
way // //
ter // // The heart trips and is under
way // // A harbour adorned with lights // // Shoeless feet and unst
osted them, // // then walked his wild
way // // alone.  In Swale- and Wensleydale // // they passed the fo
ve the necessary skill // // to find a
way .  // // And now today // // is ending.  I suppose tomorrow’s stil
its own // // And I, the more I let my
way be shown, // // Did seem to rise that water made of stone.  // //
/ After a little while, looking in this
way becomes annoying.  It just comes and goes—we are forever anxiously
/ // Ships hang in the sky much in the
way bricks // // Might, if we built a Babel enough crane.  // // Bums
seems to fit the air, // // And down,
way down in the pit of your stomach // // Is the fear, the absolute d
// this flower—momentary and no— // //
way ever to be preserved or pressed?  // // And so the big words, disp
your natural law.  // // What a pitiful
way for a predator to die, // // Alone in the desert, strangled by a
ing to B.  // // Words fumble along the
way , // // From there to here, // // Ringing in my ear.  // // //
/ // We pick our path along the hollow
way // // Handfast; we unscroll your youth // // When ash-keyed bran
nting glory in the great not-me.  // //
Way -hey, blow the man down // // Might and strain of the wave-thick /
last year.  // // People finding their
way home.  // // People leaning against this horizontal barrier // //
Hollow
Way // // // Horse hooves sunk deep into sticky clay.  // // Between
present absence, still // // to find a
way .  // // I hear you say, // // “But life is for the living, do not
// and I can’t quite remember the first
way I saw it; // // lost    like all beauty.  // // But knowing that
ar— // // But still I don’t know which
way is home.  // // My still eyes make their movement static, // // C
ult to look and experience life in this
way .  It has no name, it exists, it shines outside of language and conc
// // go white, and nothing hurts the
way it should. // // resent the years of careful compromise, // // t
n, // // My practic’d pattern forged a
way its own // // And I, the more I let my way be shown, // // Did s
girl once it’s over; // // There’s no
way I’d promised to love her.  // // I beached her on Naxos, written o
// // I’ve lost my keys; I’ve lost my
way ; // // I’ve had my chance—I have no more— // // I’m waiting on t
time // // You said this was the only
way .  // // Just please arrive too late.  // // Ariel.  I am a wait.  //
chicken // // is just the egg’s // //
way of making // // another egg // // then what I should // // not
eils, then flickers past // // A Milky
Way of twinkling roseate light— // // Shape-shifting, whispers ‘there
Woolly-jumpered existence in out-of-the-
way places, // // Lounging on a bench or pew, some character in a pla
t I have a lipstick smudge scar all the
way round my torso.  // // And as the seal starts to weep and my legs
rry of speckled limbs lobbed apples her
way .  // // She spat the pips, for they could choke you, yet // // Sh
and take away my will // // to find a
way .  // // The final fray // // remains in memory, for good or ill,
t belong there, because it was the only
way // // The world would start again the next day.  // // A clockwor
joke in that) // // Catch at only half
way there.  // // Feathers blacken and unpeel // // With the mourning
tarmac.  As you // // fingertipped your
way through // // measured musings, down below // // your tightwires
ld sway // // In harmony, it shows the
way // // To reach beyond—to touch the light // // And now the song
in her garden // // in Reigate, on her
way to // // recognition, fellowships // // (Linnean Society 1904, /
ey say that each creature must find its
way to this tree // // And that each life is a movement towards conte
Crummock Water // // Wend your
way // // Towards the edge // // Where fell breaks // // On nothing
// The pinked sky of dinner has given
way .  // // Under the transparent blister of a moon, // // A thumbtac
t down // // By an unseen enemy on his
way up.  // // ‘War is not nice’, but we accept the battles // // In
ffles could be wrapped // // any which
way , were still turf slightly warped.  // // Eat junk?  You might as
e?  // // Please, allow me to fade this
way :  // // Wind-beat cotton, holes at the knee, // // Day into day,
aspersions // // upon your nature, the
way you nurture, // // but as we intertwined at the centre // // of
// // // // // // // // // Dear
Wayne of Interpol:  I have your mail.  // // Your writhing at my death
first – // // you’re in the trash dear
Wayne – you wongaboy – // // since you forgot to check if I was verse
// // Days for seeing you in different
ways .  // // Days enough for giving and receiving.  // // Did I give e
// Began to stick and move in different
ways .  // // I see it all, like spring it follows // // All before.  E
Three
Ways of Walking // // // // 2H // // ‘Two Hard’, too hard.  // //
/ // This is convenient // // In more
ways than one.  // //
llible than our own, // // To find new
ways to hold, // // To hold without hands.  // // But serene pain is
a mouthful of smoke, // // To find new
ways to no longer hold.  // //
nd I bet I’d get more dates // // Than
WB Yeats // // For all his talk of old men’s lust and rage.  // // I’
Desiring this man’s style or that man’s
wealth , // // But tonight I smile and say, // // As I put their book
x of tricks.  // // Just like you can’t
wear medieval sleeves // // Or habits while you bike your kids to sch
pity he’s a bore // // I imagine he’d
wear my armour well, // // And send sandal’d feet scuffling back on t
vites me in.  // // Like everything you
wear , of course, it’s mine.  // // You’ve taken residence beneath my s
new laces in, // // Because you can’t
wear quirky May Ball maroon-laced shoes // // To bury your mother.  //
e encumbered, // // Or maybe forced to
wear something restrictive, // // But that’s not even where I’m going
ou know there’s nothing that I’d rather
wear // // Than the crease of your brow emblazoned in my hair.  // //
d them again // // In the meat-market,
wearing each step forward // // Into last night’s night I cut // //
, // // The ice with which I rose grew
weary , crack’d // // So softly and remorselessly, compact // // No m
Recasting the balance, // // the hill-
weary nilherds // // return to their high stools // // for extended
ns away.  // // She stands, hunched and
weary , too tired // // To have held on.  Head lowered, but her eyes //
el.  // // POLONIUS It is backed like a
weasel .  // // HAMLET Or like a whale?  // // POLONIUS Very like a wha
ed.  // // HAMLET Methinks it is like a
weasel .  // // POLONIUS It is backed like a weasel.  // // HAMLET Or l
on’d ape, and stay the same, // // you
weasel without words, uncouth, unkind // // and lewd; you onanistic w
ist-blue port, so // // Defying stormy-
weather and determinism both, tonight // // I only say: there’s not m
where you are?  // // Very blue.  Lovely
weather .  // // [Bad weather.  Very blue.] // // So, how are you?  //
/ and the people // // change, and the
weather // // change // // like friends with time.’  // // Everythin
// You always alone?  // // Not in fair
weather .  // // [My heart is a convertible with the roof always down.]
sixth seal // // Whilst you speak the
weather of our little world // // (Wednesdays it rains; pumpkins pock
so slow.  // // I hear whispers in the
weather // // Tell of flames beneath shed skin, // // The old so nea
Very blue.  Lovely weather.  // // [Bad
weather .  Very blue.] // // So, how are you?  // // Small fish, big po
he wall, built like the house // // of
weathered Cotswold stone.  // // The box and holly // // were magnifi
ins nor jewels; just the old // // and
weathered hills, created by some force // // beyond imagination; and
rows, // // Thrushes migrate where the
weather’s hot, // // Only we are left in its throes, // // Now, burs
ne— // // And in the fabric of life, I
weave my name // // For these are the things we can call our own.  //
picking now:  // // For there she was: 
weaving a registry of fifty shades of brown.  // // Ships hang in the
other’s face, // // Beaming an endless
web around my field, // // Housing my growing self inside a shield, /
know that mercy // // Is the spider’s
web that catches the spider?  // // All is not yours to surrender //
– // // some, having parted, choose to
wed again.  // //
mped on the shore // // And now I have
wed Dionysus // //
of sunlight in criss-cross rays // //
wedding chimes of line and light that got through to me.  // // I don’
orne on the wind?  // // Just a list of
wedding favours // // And a line not drawn on paper.  // //
in a ball // // of steel and titanium,
wedged in the hole, // // with a stem in your marrow to go with the p
Wednesday // // Another day of fresh cigarette burns, // // not fail
Wednesday Evening // // Brought my new friend to the Poetry Group //
the weather of our little world // // (
Wednesdays it rains; pumpkins pockmark; cushion-thief strikes) // //
h.  // // We must not rush now past the
wee hours of // // waiting on fronted news, the foreplay tense, // /
my booted feet.  // // The speckles of
weed on the water are like chips of dark gold // // Under the magnesi
in a finflick.  // // Our nets, turning
weed , revealed nothing: no blenny, no bream— // // It was just a smal
ng and turning and tumbling me into the
weeds .] // // Make sure to come up for air.  // // Course.  // // Goo
r her to follow him.  // // There was a
week of waiting while they fought it out.  // // There was a lull— //
But cram enough inside and surely in a
week or two // // A miracle will occur, // // A sonnet or tetrameter
background— // // I’m not around this
week .  // // Play with that same flowing vein, // // Running between
ere. // // 3, told over the phone last
week , with me complaining about a getting a nosebleed on // // A cris
GCSE Physics, and repeated // // On a
weekly basis, // // Almost as often as him trying to teach me to chan
in red light, // // Endeavours in but
weekly shut out blunt.  // // They all are shunned and I am shut out t
odour, // // the musk and slip of six
weeks ’ work, either // // mustard gas and ether or your man’s flesh /
torso.  // // And as the seal starts to
weep and my legs start to give, // // I don’t want her to pay any att
side, // // The angels of our planets
weep // // To see two worlds collide.  // //
// // Were I to wake alone I would be
weeping // // With shiftless sorrow, restless, rootless dread.  // //
nches are unseen.  // // Her white hand
weeps about its canopy, // // and her clipped trunk is an ash boomera
// The shuttle flits through warp and
weft // // And hands recall hands from silent dust.  // // The mis-st
scared that my skin would get soggy and
weigh me down.  I was so scared that I could feel a fear trembling and
casts of forms— // // Icons for us—of
weighed and measured mass // // Ten billion years from this.  Yet few’
// Around in the passages—just losing
weight // // So it ends as a snack—not my feast on my plate.  // // A
hink // // ‘This time, it will hold my
weight .’  // // But every step it drops you down // // into soft snow
sk! tusk! tusk! tusk! // // your eyes,
weighted , watch the glass // // snatch its sound out the air.  // //
rs with her laugh.  // // It’s not that
weird , right?  // // It’s like how I don’t enjoy a yoga class until my
d tides to carry // // In light like a
welcome guest.  // //
n // // the fire-coloured temptations,
welcome in // // the roaming bees.  // // Feel the fire.  Spread out a
Who am I, Bernard?  // //
Welcome to absence, these open // // Arms stretched as sundown.  // /
eshly laid for tea, // // Bid hieratic
welcome to those gods, // // Or ghosts, or guessed-at others who—she’
the fire bore us no grudge, // // and
welcomed us back into its glow.  // // Another twenty one years, // /
Wells in winter // // We take the path beside the wood—the fir // //
Crummock Water // //
Wend your way // // Towards the edge // // Where fell breaks // //
s wild way // // alone.  In Swale- and
Wensleydale // // they passed the following day.  // // Of shoes and
a place to talk.  // // Years later we
went back and made the same unchartered // // trip, remembering nothi
of things that are gone // // Since we
went driving in your parents’ car.  // //
/ Of dunes on the windshield.  // // We
went driving in your parents’ car // // And didn’t stop until we’d go
For A.  // // We
went driving in your parents’ car // // Out to the desert, // // Swe
s watching the floating moon.  // // We
went driving in your parents’ car // // To see if we could stop the m
// // Boarding passes from times they
went for broke.  // // Gifts they could never be bothered to wrap.  //
behind us when we left // // and then
went home to get the dinner on.  // // Tomorrow—the same. // // find
// a slight encouragement.  As the day
went on, // // we generated quantities of fuel // // and built a roa
train did the talking // // and we all
went quiet // // but he wasn’t quiet // // ‘it’s ail road rail road!
dering out along the darkening lanes we
went to cross the river, black and cruel.  This city now extinguished,
fle(with double cream) // // Dr Foster
went to Gloucester // // for a summer spin— // // and liked a lass f
/ From cloud to cloud.  // // The world
went waterwards again.  // // Her right hand slackened slightly, // /
legends is reduced to droplets of pity
wept by the few that can see your footsteps in the stone.  // // I wil
like « me ».  // // To the East, to the
West , // // I wish a witch would show her face.  // // But, Christ!  F
- // // ing him closer to the pristine
West Isles.  Tears would pay for the glor- // // y of the find in the
, // // Down border-lanes, and further
west // // Leaves and scraps of paper cluster // // In clouds and ti
s last night on the M56, // // heading
west , somewhere near Chester, // // the fog lights catching great dar
her face.  // // But, Christ!  From the
West to the East, // // All I can see is the Beast.  // // Here’s to
Decomposed on
Westminster Bridge, January 3, 2002 // // Early in the evening,
motion by my beloved, her gleaming eyes
wet // // From the cold wind on a bench on a freezing night, // // b
ain // // Great Skellig slate grey and
wet // // Gazing from a clifftop grave // // Your tears mingling wit
ch beech nuts // // and heave clods of
wet grass. // // cowbwebs catch on tongue and mesh eyes // // blinki
Dimming // // Four bare feet in the
wet grass; he and she, // // Having abandoned their shoes some time a
Now I start to trickle back // // over
wet ground, under sky, // // from marsh just covered in the slack: t
shoes have turned a whole new shade of
wet .  // // My Frost-bit ears resound with words I know.  // // (How m
// frost // // black // // sky // //
wet stones // // skittering onto the // // drain cover // //   //
ach // // Great Skellig slate grey and
wet // // The ocean rolling beneath us // // Your tears mingling wit
on waters // // Stagnant, charged, ion
wet , // // The pumice golem // // On and off again, // // Averse to
days still dis-leave.  Pale envy-green,
wet -yellow, gold-wrought // // Over-thought in the tail-end; by day a
pull myself into // // the comforting
wetness of your mouth.  // // My hand falls on your waist // // your
Leviathan // // I, in the belly of the
whale fast, // // fasting, feasted on the sea: // // its scales, its
ke a whale?  // // POLONIUS Very like a
whale .  // // Odd things have strewn the floors today: quicksand clump
like a weasel.  // // HAMLET Or like a
whale ?  // // POLONIUS Very like a whale.  // // Odd things have strew
e, // // You were the lashings and the
whale , // // You were the lark and yours the song // // I sang in ja
Whales sing because they have a song // // How are you?  // // [Long
hoeless feet and unsteady ground // //
Whales singing the day in // // The heart trips and is under way //
/ // The wake of light on water // //
Whales singing the day in // // You hold your hand in mine // // Sho
/ against the stream, back up the river
Wharfe , // // to Bolton Abbey, and the Strid beyond, // // and Barde
all, love is universal and you can bet
whatever I say // // Someone, somewhere has heard it before.  // // I
e past // // Dully and daily deleting,
whatever is not next // // Sneering, and sniping and snipping, // //
vacation as // // The hot work begins,
wheeling // // Round and round, stuck to the bed, // // Watered into
parrow snatched from flight // // With
wheeling thump.  // // Icarus, spread-eagled in the cycling lane.  //
unpeel // // With the mourning of the
wheels .  // //
espite // // The best attempts of two
wheels // // To end this trip early.  // // “Sorry” // // Your abs
// My arm fading back now, rocking with
wheels ’ folly, // // Gliding over crystalline tarmac.  // // The lime
t play— // // The carter’s mare as she
wheezes on through; // // The triumphant honk of a goose (astray) //
// // To bless the fruitful earth from
whence they spring.  // // These colours seem to fall from Eden’s ligh
// But hindsight is always wise, // //
Whereas such beautiful moments, // // Rarely present themselves.  //
they swim into that mirror pool, // //
Wherefrom they bounce onto the canopy, // // Sprinkling their light t
another day.  // // I cannot say // //
whether I have the necessary skill // // to find a way.  // // And no
lastered onto mine.  // // I can’t tell
whether I want them there // // Or whether you want my voice, my eyes
ystery.  // // As the importance is not
whether it was meant to be, // // But merely that on the page it lies
r domain, // // Not much caring // //
Whether there was a // // World beyond to explore.  // // We sought t
ell whether I want them there // // Or
whether you want my voice, my eyes.  // // Probably not.  // //
e he pontif- // // icated through the
whiff // // of sweat and gin.  // // I thought if I, // // demurely
grow their food amongst the sand // //
Whilst colonists enjoy resplendent views:  // // Oppression’s language
been silent about cheese // // Because
whilst every subject is the message.  // // Cheese is the very medium
msays’ sitting room and listen to music
whilst I work // // And let the words go on like I’m not there.  // /
Blank!  Crack open the sixth seal // //
Whilst you speak the weather of our little world // // (Wednesdays it
g // // left or right according to our
whim , or how the light // // was caught.  After time we found coffee a
o // // burnish my halo.  Ah, I have a
whim // // to build a fine bridge clear across a great river, where /
Is there no more you can do // // Than
whine with your final breath?  // // I am one of those dread ancients
// // Unleashed.  A tongue of blinding,
whippèd flame // // Sears all before, while bearing all we’ll know; /
first hurdle, // // Snaps like a rope
whipping in a breeze on a desert-plain, // // The pitch-white lake be
canopy too // // to the winds, let it
whirl away // // into the encroaching dark.  // // Feel the earth.  Fe
ge right accompanied by the ineffectual
whirring of defunct machinery] // //
bones to pick up.  // // A camera lens
whirs to focus on a hunched // // Body.  One of the crowd in particula
liss, ’cause // // he tracked down his
Whiskas // // while the dear mouse dropped dead of starvation.  // //
team // // of chameleon shrimps held a
whiskery love-in and hoydenish // // bivalves blew bubbles.  Beneath t
all fixing // // Absences with cream,
whiskey , // // Guinness, the whole room // // A-glow.  // // A postc
’d by playing drums.  // // One knife’s
whisk’d out my hand, flies back and falls; // // The other comes to s
spered my name into the trees] // // I
whispered my name into the trees // // I mumbled my name to the dank
[I
whispered my name into the trees] // // I whispered my name into the
ich to rest—safe in the sound // // of
whispered peace around.  // //
// // His fighting machine.  // // He
whispered sweet nothings // // And proffered a posy.  // // She clutc
luc bat to mr. beam // // your
whispered words hushed round // // a sun-warmed pillowed land of //
ter, old fiend, that I can hear, // //
Whispering across the sea, // // A name a little bit like « me ».  //
jar, the one thing left. she only hears
whispers , “I just think of him as a child” and I can bend and break wh
nce spelled time so slow.  // // I hear
whispers in the weather // // Tell of flames beneath shed skin, // /
ed and now I’m torn apart…  // // These
whispers of our unquiet hearts // // I wonder what he’s going to say?
r is undone, // // I’ll grasp the last
whispers .  // // Over ocean, the storm sullen // // Slowly starts to
yesterday’s wonder: // // a chorus of
whispers painted on // // the imprimatura of your skin; // // delica
g roseate light— // // Shape-shifting,
whispers ‘there is more to know’.  // // Imprisoned in this cauldron w
Until the worm is a serpent // // And
whispers things.  // // And the voice grows louder and louder // // A
ows about our windows // // And chases
whispers through my dreaming head; // // Dry voices sift and fall in
tread over a foreign space // // Which
whispers with frustration at its // // Invasion.  // // A loop of ste
plane.  // // Your life defined by the
whistle of the kettle; // // Rhythmed by the clink-clink-clink of tea
fy your age— // // Meanwhile, the wind
whistles in the chimney.  // //
far from home.  // // Red, white.  Red,
white .  A yellow glare: // // 222 deaths in Cambridgeshire last year. 
gain I imagine it forked by lightening,
white above again and // // the blood below.  Pause.           I think
ears ago // // —these days his hair is
white all through.) // // ‘Every mile is two’? no, hardly thus.  //
e stands beyond their glow.  // // Red,
white , and black words disappear.  // // I’m not so far away from home
fast that all the colours blurred into
white .  And I felt sorry for it, because although it sat alone in the w
ike a woodlouse and the skies // // go
white , and nothing hurts the way it should. // // resent the years of
utline.  The last mark I’ll make, // //
White and pure, unlike the life taking it’s last steps.  // // // //
ce // // Of souvenir china:  // // The
white and yellow honey-pot // // With matching spoon; // // The mini
// Is man no less when odd and painted
white .  // // Another having naught but shop door front, // // Who sh
/ An expectant lie on the grass, // //
White at first, newly-mowed, // // Shorn beneath its reasonable limit
ictorian tobacco-stains upon the creamy-
white // // Bernard Shaw, the voluptuous Darwin, the natty Disraeli. 
rm, then smile, then // // strike with
white branches in a // // flash of white lights against // // bright
h my tears.  // // Momentary flashes of
white coats and pitying faces // // And her, sobbing, while our futur
// // and make her proud; and four wax-
white earplugs // // in case one snored too loud.  Two bashed half-he
// // As my hands grasp blindly for a
white flag.  // // “I don’t know” spills from my lips in a constant li
a getting a nosebleed on // // A crisp
white formal shirt, // // And me realising that the method of erasing
rs and eyebrows, a great flow // // Of
white from top-to-toe.  Each day I feel // // My bones grow old with w
its frailty tuned by too bright, // //
White -gold light, suspending patterned navy seats.  // // Accompanying
o lie upon the lease // // Leaving its
white grace.  // // And then he breathed his last blue breath // // A
and the branches are unseen.  // // Her
white hand weeps about its canopy, // // and her clipped trunk is an
nd losing his lunch // // all over the
white hillside, // // snow white upon snow snow-white.  // // This i
eze on a desert-plain, // // The pitch-
white lake bed bare of life, // // All mountains and hills around, //
ith white branches in a // // flash of
white lights against // // bright, pale yellow, // // the same branc
Bridge // // Red and
white lights guide their journey, // // Light foliage for their const
you trade for an eye?  AI might be cis,
white , male, hetero, // // but at least it won’t talk to me on the tr
fill your name already, // // Cast in
white marble by two gentle breaths.  // // How different we look—you a
teps, the lions, the façade, // // The
white Museum with its plate-glass doors.  // // Through these you pass
Centaur // // Black on
white on black // // In your suit, you’re urbanely monochrome; // //
Salvage // // The ghost of the impact,
white on the window, // // catches my eye as I enter the kitchen:  //
remember your thick handwriting on that
white page // // as your letters arrived, tangible amidst my dreaming
I feel very far from home.  // // Red,
white .  Red, white.  A yellow glare: // // 222 deaths in Cambridgeshire
bodies on the table in // // The dust-
white room are children.  // // Part of the news they lie upon, they c
stare into reality // // I see a blank
white sheet, and withdraw, // // Back to my drooling muse, because //
/ //   // // … // // above us // //
white stars pierce // // the sky // // below us // // the dark gras
ves // // My tea.  Sugar bowl fills not-
white tablecloth sea.  // // Daily no-feeling recurs in identical morn
recognition as your // // skin faded,
white .  That was not your life.  // // That shadow of your life was onl
lside, // // snow white upon snow snow-
white .  // // This is the time of old shoes, // // when every step i
sionally, // // Left hand knotted in a
white tissue, // // The right hanging, something sad inside.  // // A
blowing a cool kiss, // // prone on a
white toboggan, // // doubling your speed, and again; // // the su
ll over the white hillside, // // snow
white upon snow snow-white.  // // This is the time of old shoes, //
a lass from Lancashire; // // so milk-
white was her skin.  // // In Cheddar Gorge the chaffinches // // wer
// // Each crescendo blasts my mind to
whiteness .  // // Who will join me in the temple?  // // A hand will s
sehold gods, // // Found tokens of her
whiter soul, // // Icons for his orphaned heart, // // Angelic messe
red, too short.  I could // // see the
whites of your ankles.  // // Lunch was hard, strong cheese // // tak
ion, reputation, devour and swallow her
whole , // // Drive her mad within the recesses of your rabbit’s hole.
ust the bearded barleycorn // // But a
whole field springing, // // The vine and all its tendrils, // // Un
ing more.  // // My shoes have turned a
whole new shade of wet.  // // My Frost-bit ears resound with words I
just passing the time, // // that the
whole reason she was // // sat, hunch-huddled // // behind the count
th cream, whiskey, // // Guinness, the
whole room // // A-glow.  // // A postcard with the robin // // And
esence.  // // My Grandmother fills the
whole room with // // her hands, the wrinkles round her eyes, // //
trong // // Emotions felt when read in
whole .  // // The writer scoffs when hearing praise // // Of how mast
/ // of you.  You would be soft, // //
whole , warm.  Not paper.  // // I am using scissors to cut // // a squ
asier than it sounds—and I swallowed it
whole . // //   // // What happened to the sky?  // // Wel
ow.  // // Become an open singing-bowl,
whose chime // // Is richness rising out of emptiness, // // And tim
their last seconds // // like the one
whose dog slept on // // their chest to keep it warm // // or the on
sound // // whose waves expand, // //
whose echoes still expend // // themselves in riffs of time and space
ng in the purple phlox, // // The hare
whose eyes at equinox // // Eyed the slowly roving ox // // Bellowin
Towards a buried memory of light // //
Whose faded trace no photograph records.  // // You glimpsed it once w
crid conversation with the dead, // //
whose ghosts go round in circles down from heaven, // // whose ghosts
und in circles down from heaven, // //
whose ghosts go round in circles up from Hell, // // Whose pace, with
ev’ry face we meet with Blight, // //
Whose knived line carv’s out a trace, a Well // // Cascading in with
ngs circling in my strange heart // //
whose meaning will forever elude you— // // tell me something else I
o round in circles up from Hell, // //
Whose pace, within the strictest measure even, // // Breaks in the dr
l where that big baby hybrid is, // //
Whose sibling stood guard (to keep access barred) // // In a stench t
ic by the impact.  // // I want someone
whose smile makes the sun fizzle out in modesty // // So that the Ear
ve built a pyre // // To all the words
whose smoke the sky swallowed.  // //
and mistle- // // toe as an instrument
whose strings sing of souls hurt.  // // Blind, dumb, deaf upon the pe
creatures— // // ‘You go!’  ‘Now me!’  ‘
Whose turn for riding?’  Is this the poem?  // // Last night’s kiss a b
, // // a sound.  // // A sound // //
whose waves expand, // // whose echoes still expend // // themselves
to old men when young, // // The kind
who’d spent a lifetime in the pit // // And come away with bruises an
sing; just wait instead.  // // Like a
Wiccan would wait, because she knew // // That such a thing as Spring
watching me as I sleep, // // from the
wicker chair.  // // I need not say anything because // // she fills
Wicker Chair // // My Grandmother sits in the corner.  // // There is
// // There is a chair there, made of
wicker // // For her to perch on.  // //
// // There is a chair there, made of
wicker // // For her to perch on.  // // I am lying in the bed, my ey
eir shoes some time ago, // // Print a
wide arc, then slope down towards // // A still canal, laced with rus
e I had ’fore in-gazed faced me, // //
Wide -as-the-horizon, an endless hill.  // // The top did seem but furt
rter’s time,” etc.  // // To some other
wide -eyed labour-eager chosen one // // I shall leave this garden ins
er the kitchen: // // a dove, sprawled
wide in its this— // // is-my-beloved-son yawn.  // // Warm flesh thr
nes // // poor yew transplanted // //
wide -lipped pots // // ornamental // // shape clipped // // wind cu
s quicker than paint // // But all the
wide obliging sea // // Nor his watching from the window, chin-heavy
ts // // And now our hearts are opened
wide // // To hear the Word which sings of life // // To hear the So
// and the great big massive enormous
wide universe full of galaxies and black holes and stars // // makes
d strong— // // May your spores spread
wide , your mycelium long, // // And your dark decomposing run all the
do you still feel // // Their loss?  My
wife stirs, // // As our son within // // Wakes, to return to dream—
of a goose (astray) // // Or the farm-
wife , with clippings from the youngest ewe, // // who cursed as the b
ingless // // thing.  // // Molly, his
wife , would pursue his creation with // // care and affecting mathema
ips, then my mouth will praise you. the
wild dogs cry out in the undulating skink night, “mother will never un
for the annual nil return.  // // Nil,
wild -eyed and woolly, // // pent in a furry fury // // at the nilher
ntones // // The first notes to // //
Wild Mountain Thyme, // // And our voices warm // // And swell aroun
Wild Mountain Thyme // // Christmas day.  // // We’re all at my gran’
Later we scatter the ashes // // in a
wild part of the old South London cemetery.  // // Perhaps I should pl
t accosted them, // // then walked his
wild way // // alone.  In Swale- and Wensleydale // // they passed t
gh above desk-jockey Cardiff // // the
wild wind // // from the heights of Gwyngachu, // // sweeps over the
r— // // to leave behind, for now, the
wilder moor.  // // The treasures to be found along my path // // are
aim you, // // You will never know the
wilderness of mirrors // // For you there is naught but this.  // //
he screams, // // But all I do is bark
wildly at the moon.  // // Bitter Creek, last time // // You said thi
behind us.  // // And now, deep in the
wilds of the Irish Sea, // // the new year is sleeping within // //
against this horizontal barrier // //
Willing it to disappear— // // But still I don’t know which way is ho
c or Dylan // // If my muse were only
willin ’ // // I’d be On The Road, or in-between the sheets.  // // I
adow // // In May he stood beneath the
willow // // In June he lay among the yarrow // // Pollen gilding hi
, we have nothing, everything swims and
wills around us.  // // 5.  // // For example, in my mind: here comes
// like overwound springs; // // nilly-
willy their horns reap // // the full cornucopia, // // gamboling gl
histle // // sprout from its neck, to
wilt upon each soft pale shirt, // // teaching by strange example tha
equality and love, // // the fight to
win our rights.  // // We have the vote, // // a royal charter too, /
that you dangle me from.  // // Frozen
winches and stays– // // I never earnestly looked at you // // (only
March-
Wind // // All night the March wind blows about our windows // // An
a’s magic // // unfold to the music of
wind and the glittering ebbstream // // that trickled the head of the
/ I once held you close; now I hold the
wind // // As it howls, painlessly, through my embrace.  // // If onl
ease, allow me to fade this way:  // //
Wind -beat cotton, holes at the knee, // // Day into day, into day //
March-Wind // // All night the March
wind blows about our windows // // And chases whispers through my dre
ornamental // // shape clipped // //
wind curves // // moles tubers // // worm roots wait // // for spri
ove desk-jockey Cardiff // // the wild
wind // // from the heights of Gwyngachu, // // sweeps over the rumi
er.  As we walk back // // against the
wind it starts to snow.  // // A snowdrift forms against the wire brus
nd alder, // // What news borne on the
wind ?  // // Just a list of wedding favours // // And a line not draw
gleaming eyes wet // // From the cold
wind on a bench on a freezing night, // // because let’s not go home
urned strangely, oddly quiet // // The
wind that blusters is strangely keen.  // // A dance, hypnotic; long,
ualls through your hair // // Like the
wind that I cannot contain by // // Mapping its every minuscule alter
ight fall // // What news borne on the
wind ?  // // What winged seed has taken root, // // Those drawings I
signify your age— // // Meanwhile, the
wind whistles in the chimney.  // //
he depths hum through the reeds, // //
Winding past colonnades and the ruins of markets, // // Coiling round
ended // // for maybe thirty years.  A
winding path // // leads from the glazed back door // // through box
the
windmill’s lament—a short play // // O, // // MUST i keep on going r
ave learned.  // // Now I listen at the
window // // As the branches dance and turn, // // The startling cha
rds, // // but grander far, a corniced
window bay // // in darker wood.  Clear morning sunlight fills // //
re // // And the misting-up Dickensian
window .  // // Bravely, someone intones // // The first notes to //
/ The ghost of the impact, white on the
window , // // catches my eye as I enter the kitchen: // // a dove, s
ng sea // // Nor his watching from the
window , chin-heavy // // Will sweep away this red refuse.  // // Bloo
// // Stockings   spongy carpets   the
window clad in lights, closed against the great grey sky // // drink!
stmas // // I’m perched inside an open
window // // drinking coffee that leaves rings // // slowly absorbed
s refuge.  // // As he watches from the
window // // For the final stroke // // In Lily’s masterpiece.  // /
where October seeps through // // the
window frame.  The city is a puddle of glistening yellow and grey, //
// The sun flattened // // Outside her
window , // // Hardly touched the panes, // // Instead was broken int
iously // // Nor his watching from the
window , impassive // // Blood dries quicker than paint // // But all
te ink.  // // The snow has reached the
window ledge.  // // No promise of a BA gown // // can keep me warm,
woman leans // // upon a table in the
window , looks // // out into sunlight, over grass, towards // // som
// // (only out of you // // (Like a
window )); // // My pride clings like // // The pixillating condensat
ructionless.  // // I will slip off the
window of her lily-ridden house and // // pursue the sunrise with a n
the first to be drawn.  // // Under the
window , on the patio table, // // a kestrel is plucking the flunked c
ve, our lives, our blood, and // // My
window on the world in all its hues:  // // Our dialect, sweet sister
ke, // // Midday, in dirty sheets with
window open, // // Your newest song on the speaker, // // A cold cof
thing in the splinters of the shattered
window pane.  // // There was an overcrowded hospital.  // // There we
chance to be divine; // // Outside our
window the cedar tree // // Shook its head along with me, // // Blan
plight // // To where, in street-side
window the octogenarian sits: caught // // in the—“today there’s been
he sun // // presses through the dusty
window // // to fade the colours of the carpet, // // and people com
three screams take // // Flight, from
window to shadow // // A child’s voice deepens, // // Like a changel
ey use their words, saying eyes are the
window to the soul // // but eyes don’t talk to God: // // mouths do
wing // // grass and trees outside her
window , warming // // in the sun?  Or maybe nothing—maybe she // //
ll night the March wind blows about our
windows // // And chases whispers through my dreaming head; // // Dr
ama // // Sheets of water laminate the
windows // // as if to reverse // // the myth of glass, // // but m
nd of the lawnmowers // // Outside the
windows , // // High-up, grass-cutting, // // Swaying like fans // /
rd // // for the desire to look in the
windows of other peoples’ homes, // // but I don’t remember or care w
s, // // The voices straining from the
windows of sunken palazzi // // Where mosaics are defaced with algae
t there’s // // a sickly glow from the
windows of the house on the corner, madly // // yellowed and drastic;
// // Or be eclipsed by the shuttered
windows of the next train— // // Watch, as all the panes steal your r
// // the fluster of lights // // in
windows of work-stale rooms.  // // Stepping out, // // the crisp, ex
teen forty-five // // Blow through the
windows , wake the paper rose.  // // This is Sweet Briar, the Tudor se
/ The patterns the night frosted on car
windows // // will be water and unremarkable in the morning warmth; /
/ // From random junctures in primeval
winds // // a billion random patterns form—until // // an accidental
.  // // Feel the air.  Turn in the four
winds .  Broadcast the secret // // to earth, as far away as it will go
recipice and reel // // Back to lupine-
winds , fire burn and chthonic cauldron bubble.  Incorrigible night //
Sixteen Forty-Five // // Untimely
winds in sixteen forty-five // // Blow through the windows, wake the
Now throw the canopy too // // to the
winds , let it whirl away // // into the encroaching dark.  // // Feel
oors and were blown // // About by the
winds of change.  // // Something seemed greater // // Than the door
, the sandy scar // // Of dunes on the
windshield .  // // We went driving in your parents’ car // // And did
/ // I mouthed my name silently on the
windswept tip of the hill // //   // // I bellowed my name to the sl
caught.  After time we found coffee and
wine , // // a waiter who looked like a brother, and a place to talk. 
/ with the same familiar waiter pouring
wine , awed and appalled // // by our own consistency, but back where
// Pour out the last of this Burgundian
wine // // Before those wretched wreckers draw the line // // That s
y // // hospital walls.  Roses in empty
wine bottles unfolded in the house, // // anxiously mourning red peta
sultry heat; // // Memory lost in the
wine -fugue, the beautiful // // Give themselves to pleasure, and are
st as much for detection and wit as for
wine ?  // // Has she guessed that this doggerel, painfully wrought, //
// // The bread stayed bready and the
wine // // Passed up its chance to be divine; // // Outside our wind
searching for a word // // amongst the
wine stained lips and glasses, // // teabags gone furry in the heat,
// less a hatchling, head under my own
wing , // // and more an egg, framed by a serpentine // // mouth; les
and struck him blind and dead.  // // A
winged beast can be so underhanded; // // its pupils were graves dug
hat news borne on the wind?  // // What
winged seed has taken root, // // Those drawings I made years since /
the cycling lane.  // // With borrowed
wings a hedgehog // // Sprawls upon the pavement, // // Bristles for
name.  // // I could fold my shattered
wings // // And speak the word too mundane to say // // And expire w
igy caves in, // // And far away green
wings are flying—is this the poem?  // // In the Marianas, old souls d
hears make for irate avians // // With
wings clipped, // // Clipped wires and frames, // // Circuit mid-fli
-you- // // over-the-face-of-the-water
wings , // // detaching the head, and ploughing // // a red trough.  /
feel.  // // Un-pause.  Furl my sparrow
wings poised at the precipice and reel // // Back to lupine-winds, fi
.  // // Each step is pain // // With
wings too heavy to fly // // Drenched in the love that screamed from
e wave.  // // Days stretch out, like a
wingspan // // And feathers form the funeral parade.  // // A sparrow
d cannot // // bear very much reality (
wink here)”; // // next head: “bet you were a difficult child”; // /
ng.  // // Tiny fingertips.  // // (The
winners in heartbreak.) // // “Biology is just stamp collecting” and
and sleight // // And don’t count your
winnings ’til you’re in the clear.  // // Play your men like your card
arwin, the natty Disraeli.  // // Youth
wins , // // Confines the noble beard to a // // Woolly-jumpered exis
clash where flesh meets wire and no-one
wins // // Except you, you and your line victorious.  // //
The Green Man, Mid-
Winter // // Amidst the tympanum // // His stone hair startles from
  chanting   and a song // // drink to
winter ! and be merry!  // // Fat boar bubbling in oil spit, and the la
, and the lamb is bled // // drink! to
winter ! and be merry. // // joy, pride swelling in the belly    fear
Walking in
winter // // Berkshire, 1962-3 // // This year it snows on Boxing Da
Cycling Home on a
Winter Evening // // // // // // // // // // As if the act of
ighten my day more.] / [Too long.] / [
Winter has a jealous moon.] // // How’s the course?  // // Coursing. 
arson— // // under the brown fog of a
winter noon // // Tiresias the stripper’s son // // turns to me and
he’s shedding her leaves for // // the
winter now, // // but she’ll be blooming, // // and she’ll be spiral
ntying // // Itself from the hardened
winter nut // // And the half-hearted rust remains // // Of another
top, // // running the gauntlet of the
winter storm.  // // The tide is high, and every wave tries hard // /
splinter // // The Green Man comes to
winter , // // To the harness and the harrow // // As flails fall to
Wells in
winter // // We take the path beside the wood—the fir // // and silv
/ Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One cold
winter’s afternoon // // we walk to the edge of town and on // // th
e door— // // After the blood has been
wiped from the wall— // // After the wires we'll thread through your
ead.  // // The clash where flesh meets
wire and no-one wins // // Except you, you and your line victorious. 
w.  // // A snowdrift forms against the
wire brush // // of David’s thick black hair, // // staying in place
gravel in my throat pulling // // The
wire from within taught // // I’ll hide behind my Wyatt today who kne
ized, // // demanding silence for each
wireless news: // // vainglorious hope they’ll trumpet forth your K. 
// With wings clipped, // // Clipped
wires and frames, // // Circuit mid-flight shorted.  // // I am unsul
n wiped from the wall— // // After the
wires we'll thread through your jaw— // // We'll build you up better
ed, // // I crave to be equal to your
wisdom , // // But instead I find my mind is flawed.  // // But then
e satisfied.  // // I am a fool without
wisdom , // // Feeding on borrowed wit.  // // Your voice echoes off m
The Tree of
Wisdom // // I thought I understood you once, // // Believed you we
at me, somehow knowing, // // Somehow
wisdom in fresh eyes showing.  // // Somehow you fill your name alread
e’s something to be said // // for the
wisdom // // of poor folk // // who come from the hills // // looki
smen stand and watch // // Elbowed dog-
wise against the rumour // // Of Africa.  // // The sky stretched, //
/ // The boys scrambled up, toecurling-
wise and like two young // // Eves, in a flurry of speckled limbs lob
ess as // // Paterfamilias; // // Son-
wise , he’s probably // // Better than some.  // // Higgledy Piggledy
Beginning to write essays that in some
wise start to feed us, // // When from the trees in Girton’s driveway
Mosquito nights // // It would be
wise to stop scratching now, // // And spare myself the future pain. 
re pain.  // // But hindsight is always
wise , // // Whereas such beautiful moments, // // Rarely present the
// To the East, to the West, // // I
wish a witch would show her face.  // // But, Christ!  From the West to
ll to you // // Just grant me this one
wish I beg you // // No flowers for my grave I pray you // // Mercy!
y you ascended.  // // Amended death.  I
wish I could be faithful.  // // Lover, brother, I have done you wrong
slow i wish that // // i could SLOW i
wish that i could // // SLOW DOWN ... o ... i think i’m slowing // /
reak? // // i WISH that i could slow i
wish that // // i could SLOW i wish that i could // // SLOW DOWN ...
// // without rest or break? // // i
WISH that i could slow i wish that // // i could SLOW i wish that i c
et lost seemed too rotten.  // // Now I
wish that I had, the arrogant cad, // // But time passed—and I hadn’t
// // might just be you, despite your
wish that I // // should rest in perfect peace.  I’m circumspect // /
eading Habits // // At first I used to
wish that I were Keats // // And then I wished I’d been one of the Be
Over Easy // // I don’t
wish to cast any aspersions // // upon your nature, the way you nurtu
ins // // Or your voice.  // // And, I
wish // // We could waste another afternoon // // away.  // //
ish that I were Keats // // And then I
wished I’d been one of the Beats // // I’d be Kerouac or Dylan // /
A Void // // The void between our
wishes // // And the reality we face // // Has never seemed greater
ight // // now trade in futures on the
wishing bone // // and flocks of starlings, sparrows, swallows know /
night // // we trade in futures on the
wishing bone // // and learn too late that one and one make none //
rcula // // // Trading futures on the
wishing bone // // clavicles fuse in birds’ ancestral night // // in
light // // to trade in futures on the
wishing bone // // Hall in Bones and Cartilage has shown // // the f
he wants me to stay.                    
Wishing for a chest.  // // I am here.  // // This is me.  Period.  //
ess nights, clutching your pillow case,
wishing those ‘thoughts’ away, thoughts that are not yours.  In your en
e surprise of the quiet couples and the
wistful young mothers     to the surprise of the small boy playing in
d the light beyond, // // Quenched any
wistfulness // // For light, for love, for greater // // Things, and
t // // Just as much for detection and
wit as for wine?  // // Has she guessed that this doggerel, painfully
hout wisdom, // // Feeding on borrowed
wit .  // // Your voice echoes off my skull.  // // Your eyes are plast
the East, to the West, // // I wish a
witch would show her face.  // // But, Christ!  From the West to the Ea
y // // I see a blank white sheet, and
withdraw , // // Back to my drooling muse, because // // When I write
// less.  // // Tim was their orphan,
withdrawn with elation at // // endless results embryonically won.  //
e your house, // // I stand motionless
within a frame.  Wading fearlessly through // // the cold receding sea
sh Sea, // // the new year is sleeping
within // // cyclizine dreams, // // and I am reminded of yesterday’
enade of barbed calories // // nestled
within each bite of Cadbury’s, // // so bring on the celery.  And a s
us.  // // L-shaped the house; enclosed
within its arms // // a walled garden, left untended // // for maybe
severed // // From the life which lies
within .  // // Oak and hazel, beech and alder, // // What news borne
, lost Space and Earth and form.  // //
Within our bubble, Hubble shows the forms // // Of roiling supernovae
my throat pulling // // The wire from
within taught // // I’ll hide behind my Wyatt today who knew // // E
grease spots // // Leopard-like // //
Within the corrugated cage.  // // The petrified wood // // Of my gre
avy sockets. rust // // me down // //
within the crepusc // // -ular tone, the tusk // // is ground // //
ph records.  // // You glimpsed it once
within the garden wall, // // The image of an ancient apple tree, //
board, // // Raw-edged— // // Wrapped
within the glossy blackness // // Of Dad’s funereal car.  // // Later
falls; // // The other comes to slush
within the marsh, // // Melting into a liquid form, they blend.  // /
swallow her whole, // // Drive her mad
within the recesses of your rabbit’s hole.  // // Teach her dutifully
ircles up from Hell, // // Whose pace,
within the strictest measure even, // // Breaks in the drill and rhyt
ng exactly where you are, // // Remain
within the world of which you’re made.  // // Call nothing common in t
ents of incarnation down // // to burn
within these apples and this bough, // // Which here and now at last,
corpse to rush // // you finite proof ‘
within three working days’.  // // In limbo here I can no longer vouch
loss?  My wife stirs, // // As our son
within // // Wakes, to return to dream—the // // Stars will wait for
ir.  // // She’ll stone you back // //
Without a care.  // //
darkening hour they saw // // The boy
without a face.  // //
till his breath ran cold // // The boy
without a face.  // // Between the shining silver trees // // He wait
his stiffened body there // // The boy
without a face.  // // His only keepers were the fox, // // Crouching
took the place of tears // // The boy
without a face.  // // July came, and the woods grew pretty // // Loc
        these days it’s all I Am Legend
without a hint of irony // // Spin’s more dangerous // // Myth more
the head rolls inwards, implodes // //
Without a sound or sight of anything unusual - // // And the sheets c
t anxieties // // and sexual confusion
without any explicit // // engagement from responsible adult figures.
, you know, nothing can even be a thing
without anything, // // For something always exists - // // Watching
ing keep repeating // // DO i have to,
without ceasing, // // without rest or break? // // i WISH that i co
to read and pen and thrive, // // even
without degree.  // // My maths proves useful:  // // I can assess my
things we’d seen, // // choosing again
without design.  We ended in the same bar // // with the same familiar
w eyes to his // // Point of the ring,
without disclosing the secrets // // He holds to his chest.  // // Wr
o find new ways to hold, // // To hold
without hands.  // // But serene pain is found in the effort to learn
inside a shield, // // And bathing me
without inside this place.  // // I close my eyes and feel their cacoo
rink water?  // // Can’t drink anything
without it.  // // You know what I mean.  // // Course.  // // You alw
/ DO i have to, without ceasing, // //
without rest or break? // // i WISH that i could slow i wish that //
d and seven demons rise, // // Let him
without sin cast the first stone, // // Let her without skin be the f
in cast the first stone, // // Let her
without skin be the first to cry.  // // Rosemary for remembrance and
This Easter Sunday was the first // //
Without the old sun-dancing Christ:  // // The bread stayed bready and
/ Negotiate the other passengers // //
Without too many ‘please’, // // ‘Thank you’ and ‘excuse me’s slips f
med // // to dive // // is gone, sunk
without trace // // to greet the water channelling below.  // // And
r will be satisfied.  // // I am a fool
without wisdom, // // Feeding on borrowed wit.  // // Your voice echo
fear reflects between our eyes, // //
without words or comforts.  // // We burn.  // // We can’t touch or ev
e, and stay the same, // // you weasel
without words, uncouth, unkind // // and lewd; you onanistic waste of
noriginal.  // // If I told you I’d die
without you, that our love flows through me // // Like blood, that I
sia // // (even the kitchen sink bears
witness // // to Soviet columns of ice).  // // But you seem unpertur
wait that we glimpsed magic.  // // We
witnessed in the silence, the darkness and the secrecy // // When to
he game, and then dear // // Keep your
wits about you and your hand sleight // // And don’t count your winni
k is an ash boomerang.  // // Old woman
wobbles back to her old man.  // //
wails into Acheron // // Your river of
woe and death.  // // Never to taste, never to touch // // Drift amid
extol, the properties of a property so
woefully dull.  // // Are we not glad it was an epic cause the Greeks
/ Anyways, how was your today?  // // I
woke up at 5.  // // [P.M.] // // Shit.  How long since you’ve seen th
llow and grey, // // and everybody has
wolf -eyes in the rain.  Their irises keep breaking // // me, and so I
leep.  Suddenly I’m running.  Grey // //
wolves behind me and I’m running, running from the grey // // teeth b
/ // Teach her dutifully that // // A
woman fallen has no reason to live, // // But do beware // // Someth
A
Woman Fallen // // Scarlet skins and serpent leaves, // // A paradis
s // // the room we glimpse inside.  A
woman leans // // upon a table in the window, looks // // out into s
o cramping bend to lunar bow.  // // No
woman ruled by orbing tyrant queen; // // Umbilical tangen skywards,
d trunk is an ash boomerang.  // // Old
woman wobbles back to her old man.  // //
would be beards to compare, // // Men,
women , and children all.  // //
ay, right?  I mean // // what about the
women come and go and talk                                           
er and must be exemplar for // // The ‘
women’s college’ where the third years saw // // They had just funds
led, // // if nine demon ever did, god-
won // // Arrêt.  // // Anger // // art // // Lunar // // vos rêve
at // // endless results embryonically
won .  // // Perfect formation and heartless damnation // // as Paradi
// // and I am reminded of yesterday’s
wonder : // // a chorus of whispers painted on // // the imprimatura
myself like a honeycomb house.  // // I
wonder about your house by the sea, and how long that photo remained t
onder] // // Your eyes are filled with
wonder as they gaze // // so deep between the colours of the flames. 
et salt, // // a red nick cuts…  // //
wonder began // //   // // or I // // Iron Age bred, // // now stu
ree violent crimes”—tv-light // // and
wonder : do I have it, or no? this meme of after-night // // On the th
nds forever.  // // Does it wash off, I
wonder , does it truly subside and quietly die in a corner like the liv
deflects skilful asking darts, // // I
wonder if I have no choice but to be selfish, presumptuous, breakable.
oured images of flames.  // // Should I
wonder if my eyes deceive me?  // //
dhood days.  // // Now far from home, I
wonder if new children might // // Monkey-like prance from branch to
to explore // // When I write a line I
wonder // // Just exactly where it came from // // And if it’ll happ
whispers of our unquiet hearts // // I
wonder what he’s going to say?  // // We are but notes the piano plays
es tell us we’re going to war, // // I
wonder where they think we’ve been.  // // Each in our uniforms, black
eir mother’s house.  // // The townsmen
wonder why he draws // // When all he draws are pots and pans, // //
[Your eyes are filled with
wonder ] // // Your eyes are filled with wonder as they gaze // // so
ought, ‘nothing ever // // changes.’  I
wondered // // if she’d pictured // // her dresses // // being brou
Sestina to an English Teacher // // I
wondered if // // you hated words— // // those words that you could
words with your // // endless life.  I
wondered if your // // thinning blood resented life, // // words moc
sure, to be frank, part of me’s always
wondered // // What it might be like to be tied up, or otherwise encu
body comes understanding, // // And a
wonderful point to be derived.  // // For inside you are a million pa
rd to relate it to tragedy), // // And
wondering , as you roll into the snug sheets, if ink will stain your ha
r.  // // I can see that I’m one of the
wonders , // // Can’t fault the regime that I’m under:  // // Meals: f
history in the face, // // The bearded
wonders from a bygone age // // Of yellow Victorian tobacco-stains up
, he lies back in damp grass // // And
wonders when on earth all this will end.  // //
// you’re in the trash dear Wayne – you
wongaboy – // // since you forgot to check if I was versed // // in
our grasp on // // The reality of the
wood // // And mortar which cut // // Us off from the rest of // //
/ // Of an old pine table.  Between the
wood and you, // // There is the day’s newspaper, blazoned with //
a corniced window bay // // in darker
wood .  Clear morning sunlight fills // // the room we glimpse inside.
// Now burns blackened words into dead
wood ; // // Cremates Glede-eyes garnet // // Tightens coils, wrenche
o kept away // // From the elm- // //
Wood door, not daring // // To step beyond our domain, // // Not muc
bull’s-eye.  // // Not quite seeing the
wood for the balsa, // // knowing the great hereafter for elsewhere. 
ed // // (as I trace my hand along the
wood -grain // // which falls from the mantelpiece in rivulets) // //
lackstrap coaly seams // // making the
wood marbled.  // // Or maybe // // it could sort of peel away in pap
re lying on the sun-warmed, deep-veined
wood // // Of an old pine table.  Between the wood and you, // // The
e corrugated cage.  // // The petrified
wood // // Of my great-grandmother’s rolling pin, // // Solid as her
us, the sky is clear.  // // Across the
wood , onto the beach.  We hear // // the gulls, and faintly, far away
nter // // We take the path beside the
wood —the fir // // and silver birch along the dunes that run // // b
/ // My open’d eyes do look around the
wood , // // The ghoulish form’s tear in the air re-sewn // // So thr
/ And your dark decomposing run all the
wood through; // // Here’s to you, damson, and cherry, and plum // /
o skip across // // and find myself in
wooded Janet’s Foss.  // // Upstream again to clamber Gordale Scar //
Wooden // // Her walking-stick is a divining-rod // // or an oil rig
beat of a pun, // // She presents the
wooden phallus, // // Sharpened with female power.  // // Poof!  // /
s // // drawing my thoughts along your
wooden wave-shapes // // dipping into knot warps and sanded-down blem
ban mould // // not suited to // // a
woodland glade // // and dappled shade— // // and suited too.  // //
ngs to an autumn frost. // // 1am, and
Woodlands court // // is the same as it always is: // // at once a p
t a courtyard.  // // Still just me and
Woodlands court, // // separate beneath the stars, // // at 1am.  //
se] // // // // time rolls up like a
woodlouse and the skies // // go white, and nothing hurts the way it
[time rolls up like a
woodlouse ] // // // // time rolls up like a woodlouse and the skies
thout a face.  // // July came, and the
woods grew pretty // // Local people left the city // // Moved by lo
rides // // more walks, more bluebell
woods // // more curlews, more ragged, slanting lines of geese // //
n roses I once destroyed.  I’m up in the
woods , now. it’s good in the dark, good in the dark, hoping, hoping an
Pseudonymous-ify:  // // Called himself
Woody , // // And promptly found fame.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // //
is likeness glimmering // // On coarse
woollen lapels // // As proof of our labour.  // // After the red dus
har those swatches dotted with herds of
woollen teeth.  // // I will close your goddamn curtains for you.  //
// Confines the noble beard to a // //
Woolly -jumpered existence in out-of-the-way places, // // Lounging on
l nil return.  // // Nil, wild-eyed and
woolly , // // pent in a furry fury // // at the nilherd’s final dema
ritten word is paramount, the universal
word , a thrifty fox-thought, golden delighted kept at bay from the qui
from the tongue // // That speaks the
Word // // Amidst the tympanum.  // // But hard by the rood-screen he
orning after // // I’m searching for a
word // // amongst the wine stained lips and glasses, // // teabags
// // yellowed and drastic; there’s a
word // // for the desire to look in the windows of other peoples’ ho
, // // No images allowed, the written
word is paramount, the universal word, a thrifty fox-thought, golden d
inventive // // And when I give you my
word , I’m giving you my all, // // These meaningless metaphors and si
Thirteen LinesA song in
word -music.  // // Love sent you to the desert’s hush-parched silence.
ill follow soon enough; // // A little
word so easy to excise // // Another snippet for the cutting room //
e he couldn’t see the afterlife of that
Word .  // // Speckled by starlight:  You smoke-sigh and observe // //
/ Of faces lost and undefined.  // // A
word that initiates thoughts in the mind // // Of every thinker it la
e turkey, // // He was better than his
word .  // // The crackers sound, the jokes renowned— // // Thank God
my shattered wings // // And speak the
word too mundane to say // // And expire with the curse of your name
cci // // Once upon a time, // // one
word was all it took // // to set the pair of them off— // // it was
arts are opened wide // // To hear the
Word which sings of life // // To hear the Song, beyond the notes //
cop to shape   the songsmith // // The
word -worm breaks from the bone-cage // // The word-worm encircles, ti
rm breaks from the bone-cage // // The
word -worm encircles, tightens its coils, and the wordsmith // // And
magma moltenly golden // // Hardens to
wordhoard -gems // // In the mind   For the scop to shape   the songsm
lution’, ‘what?’, or ‘no!’.  Now they’re
wordless : // // unpenned letters from the past, encrypted // // in a
// // Trust that the old choices hold
wordlessly .  // //
Like saliva onto the paper.  // // The
words and ink slowly // // Seep deeper into the page, my skin, // //
akable twist // // their kisses aren’t
words // // and the great big massive enormous wide universe full of
// // you knew we saw you through your
words // // and your sardonic jokes, could // // see your hands shak
is hard.  // // It is not that forms or
words // // are fixed, but that they slip // // and meanings multip
// Like rain.  Staining stones darker as
words attempt to fill the gap // // Between this point and somewhere
t your eyes, never ever not been seeing
words before you, // // The guilt and hideous shame of not doing, rat
om dawn far into the nights, before the
words // // Began to stick and move in different ways.  // // I see i
othing can drown out this voice and its
words .  // // But then you look around // // And no one can hear it /
hile writing ‘is this the poem?’  // //
Words catch my mouth, bitter as lightning—is this the poem?  // // The
o save your life— // // if only // //
words could // // save your life.  // //
/ // // At first they were covered in
words : critical diatribes // // in small.  Then they took on the look
heir glow.  // // Red, white, and black
words disappear.  // // I’m not so far away from home.  // //
erved or pressed?  // // And so the big
words , dispossessed // // by our ramshackle fumbling // // with phon
to your many mouths that // // breathe
words down the phone // // which I’ll never hear because I feel // /
contact with anything other than // //
Words .  Each man seeks to draw eyes to his // // Point of the ring, wi
only— // // is only—the memory of kind
words // // fixed to a comforting face that could // // keep its hum
eum, Cambridge // // I translate Greek
words from a slab of stone // // the size of an ancient kin’s era //
// // Starting in A going to B.  // //
Words fumble along the way, // // From there to here, // // Ringing
music whilst I work // // And let the
words go on like I’m not there.  // // I hate doing it, but I // // S
c bat to mr. beam // // your whispered
words hushed round // // a sun-warmed pillowed land of // // South G
.  // // My Frost-bit ears resound with
words I know.  // // (How many miles to go till I can sleep?) // // B
I’d imagine you sitting and reading my
words in echoes.  // // Just as my memories of you began to feel like
ks and love celestial.  // // Two-faced
words incarnate, bastard breed of loathing and love.  // //
ft calfskin, // // Now burns blackened
words into dead wood; // // Cremates Glede-eyes garnet // // Tighten
// thinning blood resented life, // //
words mocking your condition—if // // you knew we saw you through you
ty (if only I could remember those long
words more better), // // Ranging over the snow sheets, stained now w
ver the dragon // // speaking powerful
words // // not a reader of riddles // // but the riddle himself //
wed and bumbling along, // // Airwards
words off the tongue.  // // The sky was blue.  // // That she knew, h
land.  // // When you dismiss my bitter
words offhand, // // Both you and I have everything to lose.  // // O
f // // you hated my words, // // the
words on tragedy and elegy, words // // you praised so much—if you wo
flects between our eyes, // // without
words or comforts.  // // We burn.  // // We can’t touch or even speak
tery with silence // // For had cheesy
words ravaged the page, then never would they have been engraved // /
e absolute dread of what may be.  // //
Words run slipshod, all across the page and onto the desk and away, //
e tongue of love. // // they use their
words , saying eyes are the window to the soul // // but eyes don’t ta
the fruit to me, // // That kept the
words so secretly.  // //
rself to the moment when these immortal
words spilled from the Shakespearean pen // // And flowing across the
than mine // // But for now just these
words tether us together to our old home.  // // Home is a name spoken
/ They buzz like passengers, the // //
words that please the mind, // // navigate the gap of have-been and w
ar shot dead, // // he thought of some
words that Pol Pot said, // // and he almost did best her // // with
if // // you hated words— // // those
words that you could // // say by heart—the ones you save // // ins
r could work out if // // you hated my
words , // // the words on tragedy and elegy, words // // you praised
mossed cottage trees // // tasting the
words themselves lke cottage cheese // // To Eliot, difficult, in col
my ears to Antigone, blot out my dear’s
words .  // // They can’t be talking to me.  // // I’ll be interested t
r // // I wondered if // // you hated
words — // // those words that you could // // say by heart—the ones
garnet // // Tightens coils, wrenches
words // // Tightens coils, a crucible // // Refining through fire. 
fe.  // // Your young voice brought old
words to life, // // age only antique, frailty perceivable only // /
le to tell // // —could I but find the
words to make it plain.  // // Two book-ends bracket our shared domain
ordsmith // // And wrings and wrenches
words to verse // // Scorched calfskin with meaning // // Of the sku
tay the same, // // you weasel without
words , uncouth, unkind // // and lewd; you onanistic waste of shame,
etched as sundown.  // // Echo calls of
words unspoken— // // She hopes to watch you drown.  // // When you e
ur mothers milk // // But poets curdle
words until they bite, // // With substance and a flavour of their ow
ble only // // by sight.  For you these
words // // Were nature, these forms so often taught that you could /
ed gifts.  As slowly // // the strange
words were sung // // by few, familiar voices.  // // For some reason
tive // // Sense, began to mime // //
Words which once we could // // Speak, to lose our grasp on // // Th
.  I have built a pyre // // To all the
words whose smoke the sky swallowed.  // //
ft and low.  // // Stay with the music,
words will come in time.  // // Slow down your breathing.  Keep it deep
etry, you could save // // these dying
words with your // // endless life.  I wondered if your // // thinnin
et’s run when you can run and talk when
words you have mastered, // // Let’s sit cross-legged at home and lau
eld fast, though those rattling serpent-
words // // You heard hissed ‘Arrogance.  Omnipotence,’ // // Augment
ommand.  // // They are not mine, these
words you make me use:  // // Oppression’s language does not understan
// // the words on tragedy and elegy,
words // // you praised so much—if you would // // think I’d misunde
encircles, tightens its coils, and the
wordsmith // // And wrings and wrenches words to verse // // Scorche
need the poets who grew old // // And
wore the bottoms of their trousers rolled, // // I need characters li
“A Nasty Piece of
Work ” // // A-rise, you poyson’d ape, and stay the same, // // you w
tting room and listen to music whilst I
work // // And let the words go on like I’m not there.  // // I hate
breeze is on vacation as // // The hot
work begins, wheeling // // Round and round, stuck to the bed, // //
// // the musk and slip of six weeks’
work , either // // mustard gas and ether or your man’s flesh // // f
I’ll never
work for Hallmark // // If I could show you how I love you with this
// They advertised who wasn’t made for
work .  // // Now, blank verse seems to break those systems down:  // /
[Oh
work ] // // “Oh work, // // ye fill the night; // // Oh time; // /
less love of life.  // // I never could
work out if // // you hated my words, // // the words on tragedy and
fluster of lights // // in windows of
work -stale rooms.  // // Stepping out, // // the crisp, exhilarating
/ // Mendacious bigots do their deadly
work , // // Those creeping politicians breathing hate, // // Who pro
// Cheese is the very medium of their
work .  // // We drink in language with our mothers milk // // But poe
[Oh work] // // “Oh
work , // // ye fill the night; // // Oh time; // // ye slip, slip,
eats.  // // Accompanying us: families,
workers , couples, // // Phone-paralysed and book-engrossed, // // Pr
o here I can no longer vouch // // for
working days, or if my real malaise // // might just be musing if I’m
h // // you finite proof ‘within three
working days’.  // // In limbo here I can no longer vouch // // for w
Rs and layering up— // // Nothing else
works for the College bird.  // // The burr-sore want some fast relief
the self-confessed skeptics // // run
workshops and digs // // and stand in the temple // // announcing //
and // // fade, longing to change the
world ?  // //
was // // A hideous threat to all the
World .  // // A hideous threat to all the World?  // // Lie?  To prove
and so odd, // // With the gain of the
world and the loss of God.  // //
ng on and // // on—the noise the dream-
world appropriates for its own // // but you Break it with a smile an
t being touches and reshapes // // the
world around her, far as she can reach.  // // Who is this now, who da
aring // // Whether there was a // //
World beyond to explore.  // // We sought to do away // // With silly
he gap // // Between your body and the
world .  // // Careful, things might fall // // Where the senses canno
intertwined at the centre // // of the
world , dragonlike, I was, I think, // // less a hatchling, head under
he ice, // // ‘Doesn’t the idea of the
world ending sometimes sound a bit nice?’  // // Everybody occasionall
// // Drinking the potions // // The
world forced us // // To drink, potions which // // Were excellent (
ulls, // // Born of earth into stalled
world .  // // Have you forgotten the early months of silence?  // // O
Ode to a map of the
world // // Here’s to failure, here’s to fear, // // To the monster,
// // announcing // // UNESCO // //
world // // heritage // // status // // but saying // // that the
our blood, and // // My window on the
world in all its hues:  // // Our dialect, sweet sister of our land.  /
// mid the disappointing debris of the
world :  // // Its fag ends and canisters of laughing gas.  // //
more— // // I’m waiting on tomorrow’s
world ; // // I’m ill; I’m hurt; I’m tired; I’m bored; // // I’ve lov
rld.  // // A hideous threat to all the
World ?  // // Lie?  To prove there was // // He had to.  // // ‘It’s t
[The world moves the same] // // The
world moves the same:  // // It turns but doesn’t alter // // Its alt
[The
world moves the same] // // The world moves the same:  // // It turns
we must show you outward // // to the
world .  Naming // // you was not hard, we chose // // a name that mea
I remember you called me a diamond in a
world of coal.  A light // // through the mist, softly luminous and gu
hone on the wall miles away // // in a
world of digit meets digits, // // space and time exploded // // to
ly missed from the critically acclaimed
world of the immortal rhymists // // It would take a poet with suprem
f you, // // but may you revel in this
world of things // // as I today: you look and autumn springs.  // //
where you are, // // Remain within the
world of which you’re made.  // // Call nothing common in the earth or
zed blankly at the branches.  // // The
world swam occasionally, // // Left hand knotted in a white tissue, /
er, blazoned with // // The spin of a
world that isn’t yours and can’t // // Seem true.  But there you lie—i
y.  // // I am the king that buried the
world ; // // The only map of his kingdom perfect enough // // (For y
g silver trees // // He waited for the
world to freeze // // And ice to form upon the breeze // // And snow
Walk through the outer darkness of the
world // // Towards a buried memory of light // // Whose faded trace
ll’d dice // // I plucked from falling
world two daggers cold.  // // My eyes obscured by wash, I blindly dug
ll slide through the mesh // // Of the
world up into a vast, unyielding sky // // Untouched by bird, unseen
lst you speak the weather of our little
world // // (Wednesdays it rains; pumpkins pockmark; cushion-thief st
// // From cloud to cloud.  // // The
world went waterwards again.  // // Her right hand slackened slightly,
make itself again, and fill // // the
world with dittoed offspring.  Yet it will // // occasionally not bree
because it was the only way // // The
world would start again the next day.  // // A clockwork Abraham, read
ill be irrefutable.  // // We will shed
worldliness // // For a spasm of enlightenment.  // //
s of our planets weep // // To see two
worlds collide.  // //
w there to be ice, // // For such cold
worlds do not let flowing be, // // so passed I through, life’s ocean
treaty can there be // // Between two
worlds like ours?  // // Could I be lost in Venus, // // Could you be
lead us if we dare // // to unimagined
worlds that scare // // me.  Something creepily malign’s // // throug
t clucked, and spat at the best of both
worlds .  // // The monster hatched by a mother-serpent // // from an
eaking; // // True predators fear this
world’s raw // // Venality that spurns your natural law.  // // What
o shape   the songsmith // // The word-
worm breaks from the bone-cage // // The word-worm encircles, tighten
eaks from the bone-cage // // The word-
worm encircles, tightens its coils, and the wordsmith // // And wring
el it growing, growing // // Until the
worm is a serpent // // And whispers things.  // // And the voice gro
wind curves // // moles tubers // //
worm roots wait // // for spring // // when dried blood scatters //
r history, and that is where // // the
wormholes lead.  // //
ollow where, by cute design, // // the
wormholes lead, // // I have a very real fear // // there’s no assur
Wormholes // // The
wormholes lead us if we dare // // to unimagined worlds that scare //
Wormholes // // The wormholes lead us if we dare // // to unimagined
ed my two feet, too small, // // Into
worn and ripped slippers // // And shuffled over hardwood floors, //
// Through the hollows the years have
worn away.  // //
into dense coils, // // Chopped up and
worn away until I forget how it sounds when you clear your throat, //
not made: revealed.  // // Confused and
worn , I don’t know if I’m here.  // // My form: beauty induced in smea
ime they fix— // // You can’t revive a
worn -out box of tricks.  // // Just like you can’t wear medieval sleev
k in the night as you wrap up warm with
worn -out future thoughts, // // Of poems half-remembered, long ago de
d through our shared blue sleeve; we’re
worn // // with waiting in dissention and denial.  // // What will ou
l, don’t worry.  // // [I’ll try, don’t
worry .] // // Give me a ring.  // // You got it.  // // [Once your vo
to go.  Drive safe.  // // I will, don’t
worry .  // // [I’ll try, don’t worry.] // // Give me a ring.  // // Y
tuck at some point, still.  // // Don’t
worry Karl we have a program for the picking now:  // // For there she
needs to understand.  // // And doesn’t
worry with the rest.  // // The man has not wasted his life— // // It
k thereof, because there isn’t anything
worse // // Than boredom.  Except the non-existent tick // // Of your
// and in the hollows gnaw at something
worse . // // the waiting lists are long, and you are drained.  // //
/ To beat the breast against // // And
worship waist-deep in hands // // That tilled the salty earth // //
.  // // In Eastern Cape men show their
worth by rite, // // Both those who fit and those in awkward guilt.  /
Listen, kid:  // // Broken ribs aren’t
worth it, // // Kid: bandages aren’t for this kind of wound, // // K
ooks on Mass.  // // So was the project
worth it?  Should we mass- // // Protest the by-pass if the Vogons kno
n; // // The miniature tea pot // // (
Worth mending, Nan said, it’s genuine Limoges); // // The milk jug fr
rinks // // Tell me, is there anything
worth more // // Than the light dancing on this face?  // // Than the
sses; // // That five pence that isn’t
worth the creak // // Of bones to pick up.  // // A camera lens whirs
loser to the exotic East.  Each tear was
worth the glor- // // y of the find in the name of God for the sake o
To tell the solid // // Cost from the
worthless losses; // // That five pence that isn’t worth the creak //
/ He’ll never lose time, he’s carefully
wound .  // // A finer example will never be found.  // // His talents
on tarmac soar // // No scar or battle
wound , // // Just resting, feet cresting // // The concrete wave.  //
/ Kid: bandages aren’t for this kind of
wound , // // Kid: you’re twenty-four years old.  // // Get over it.  Y
/ And put me back together and seal the
wound with her mouth // // So that I have a lipstick smudge scar all
// // Then I might search your tender
wounds // // And you my battle scars, // // Then you might pull me f
// // The rails were like // // lives
woven in cloth, // // a tapestry, // // by which // // all that’s l
ur shadows converged and it fled to the
wrack in a finflick.  // // Our nets, turning weed, revealed nothing: 
/ Gifts they could never be bothered to
wrap .  // // Ties, from when he tried to make an effort // // and mak
nd the sheets creak in the night as you
wrap up warm with worn-out future thoughts, // // Of poems half-remem
ce // // That fine-boned beauty, linen-
wrapped and masked in paint?  // // How many years your kohl eyes must
re a tensed trap, and truffles could be
wrapped // // any which way, were still turf slightly warped.  // //
tin of icing tips, // // Individually
wrapped in kitchen towel.  // // One by one, // // I hold these thing
point.  // // “Feel better soon” // //
Wrapped in layer after layer, like I’m // // Experiencing that first
/ While the nilherds are snoring // //
wrapped warm in their nilpelts // // the nil strain – tight pressed /
led cardboard, // // Raw-edged— // //
Wrapped within the glossy blackness // // Of Dad’s funereal car.  //
hing powder and // // Garish Christmas
wrapping paper, // // Looking for that one item on my list.  // // Tr
I don’t mean ‘wreck’ as in emotionally
wreck .  // // I mean wrecked as in ended.  Leave nothing intact.  As in,
love you’.  I want it // // To come and
wreck me.  // // And I don’t mean ‘wreck’ as in emotionally wreck.  //
exit, // // Discover that we might yet
wreck their brexit.  // //
as in emotionally wreck.  // // I mean
wrecked as in ended.  Leave nothing intact.  As in, if it doesn’t kill m
ndian wine // // Before those wretched
wreckers draw the line // // That severs, and condemns us to decline,
and wreck me.  // // And I don’t mean ‘
wreck ’ as in emotionally wreck.  // // I mean wrecked as in ended.  Lea
gain.  // // Ostara didn’t need viscera
wrenched by obsessed obsidian.  // // The Sun will keep turning.  We ju
lede-eyes garnet // // Tightens coils,
wrenches words // // Tightens coils, a crucible // // Refining throu
and the wordsmith // // And wrings and
wrenches words to verse // // Scorched calfskin with meaning // // O
understanding wretch who thinks rhymes
wrench’t // // sufficiént; you claim sans rhyme it’s prose, // // ob
aggot’s mind.  // // Lame understanding
wretch who thinks rhymes wrench’t // // sufficiént; you claim sans rh
his Burgundian wine // // Before those
wretched wreckers draw the line // // That severs, and condemns us to
embrace // // of scaffold.  And why not
wriggle our toes in bits of old bran and chaff // // mixed up with sa
// // groans and secrets // // blood! 
wriggling life! a name! love!  // // Candles, hats—shake the snow from
its coils, and the wordsmith // // And
wrings and wrenches words to verse // // Scorched calfskin with meani
e whole room with // // her hands, the
wrinkles round her eyes, // // the softness of her hair.  // // I wan
the new year is held back, firm by the
wrist .  // // // // And, lover, consider the running down of the str
y line to line // // Controlled by the
wrist of an amputee, // // I fear I am not in my perfect mind.  // //
With balanced clay and graphite, // //
Wrist responding to each thought // // That strides in freedom on an
er // // twisted copper about a girl’s
wrists , her // // ankles, her throat.  It squatted, watched her, penn
ts // // He holds to his chest.  // //
Wrists , shackled by counterfeit silver, // // Steeled against the dis
Writing to explore // // When I
write a line I wonder // // Just exactly where it came from // // An
my drooling muse, because // // When I
write a poem, I can be // // Just exactly who I mean to be // // And
ew blanks?  // // There’d be nothing to
write about for one. // // (but they’d find something) // // They’d
ns to show how we might speak // // Or
write , approaching her in skill and elegance.  // // New arts are need
oise of chain saws, // // Beginning to
write essays that in some wise start to feed us, // // When from the
On nature // // To
write on nature is always ironic.  // // These are leaves I write on,
lways ironic.  // // These are leaves I
write on, // // Where the dendrites of the mind // // Grow branching
est emo and now I can’t remember how to
write poems // // because I just want to scream them until I’m hoarse
them feel or empathise.  // // For the
writer may agree, but he lies, // // He put no thought into that verb
ons felt when read in whole.  // // The
writer scoffs when hearing praise // // Of how masterful his pen appe
come freely, and look what nonsense it
writes !  How it is determined by sound, rhythm, and repetition rather t
done you wrong.  // // Only an infidel
writes thirteen lines.  // //
Is this the poem?  // // Strange loops
writhe inside, nightmares can be sensitive creatures— // // ‘You go!’
Interpol:  I have your mail.  // // Your
writhing at my death has deeply touched // // me.  Though unknown to y
et, stray.  // // There was a young man
writhing in the splinters of the shattered window pane.  // // There w
// // Found prophesy fulfilled.  Their
writing binds // // Past with present: a poet’s hexagram // // Of ev
of // // I catch myself thinking while
writing ‘is this the poem?’  // // Words catch my mouth, bitter as lig
ne of mine?  // // She scorns me and my
writing , I’m sure it’s the end // // Of a love that would flourish we
// // you find from the smug graffiti-
writing reader:  ‘Foucault!’, // // ‘evolution’, ‘what?’, or ‘no!’.  No
sun you saw him lean // // To read the
writing , say that you had been // // A teacher and must be exemplar f
Writing to explore // // When I write a line I wonder // // Just exa
xisting as echoes // // of former pain
written across me, transforming the body’s blank page.  // // I don’t
arcana // // runes from the root-tree
written in the deeps, // // leaves from the tale-tree lifted, swift a
ove her.  // // I beached her on Naxos,
written off as a tax loss, // // Raised black sails, and now I’m in c
ave piled up eight or nine // // Close-
written sheets, but as for me // // I fear I am not in my perfect min
ns to me and says: // // you should’ve
written The Waste Land first time round Nickerson.  // //
vieux corse and swiss // // Had I not
written this I confess with deepest regret, I would banish this rubbis
sual aid, // // No images allowed, the
written word is paramount, the universal word, a thrifty fox-thought,
it gets clear, // // This pain is very
wrong !  // //
lk problems // // and though they were
wrong // // about the girl on the stool // // the earth is not silen
nly sung // // can’t be sung, can’t be
wrong // // and when their lips and legs lock together in an unbreaka
/ // lines” I said. // // “somethings
wrong ” I said, // // cutting through the quiet.  // // I watched you,
ll be blacker than coal. if my truth is
wrong I want you to gouge it from me. use blunt, hoping, hoping and ho
// // Lover, brother, I have done you
wrong .  // // Only an infidel writes thirteen lines.  // //
Played on over things that were // //
Wrong , that heartbreaking song // // Reminding me of things that are
vitality.  // // 4.  // // Modernity is
wrong .  We cannot control nor predict anything.  They preceded us, auton
rpus // // With Berlin in mind.  // //
Wrote of his life in his // // Autobiographies, // // Loved for his
rm mug in murky waves.  // // The ink I
wrote to you in was always black, never blue, // // and I’d imagine y
// I have lost the receipt on which I
wrote your address and, as such, will be leaving this letter her
eye?  // // It represented such a fine-
wrought craft // // and skill, and yet I never thought you deft // /
eave.  Pale envy-green, wet-yellow, gold-
wrought // // Over-thought in the tail-end; by day at poet’s sea of g
e guessed that this doggerel, painfully
wrought , // // Pretentious and meaningless, is one of mine?  // // Sh
ithin taught // // I’ll hide behind my
Wyatt today who knew // // Existing on hot coals blisters the feet //