The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

This concordance provides an index to every word in the poems, excluding a list of common "stopwords".  It may be useful in finding a half-remembered poem, and perhaps in looking at the usage of words in the poems as a whole.  It will be readable only on a large screen.

H

Three Ways of Walking // // // // 2
H // // ‘Two Hard’, too hard.  // // School store supply; // // Comp
ands snip snip in the air.  // // Ha ha
ha .  // // Great things I can destroy, // // Look, the sun is dead.  /
y hands snip snip in the air.  // // Ha
ha ha.  // // Great things I can destroy, // // Look, the sun is dead
/ My hands snip snip in the air.  // //
Ha ha ha.  // // Great things I can destroy, // // Look, the sun is d
nation progress flowers— // // An open
habit jointly stitched anew.  // //
f grace, if from // // the dull hearts
habit made can grow // // this flower—momentary and no— // // way ev
Poets in Ageor A Study of Reading
Habits // // At first I used to wish that I were Keats // // And the
u can’t wear medieval sleeves // // Or
habits while you bike your kids to school.  // // Pointy hats—and coup
ight have done sitting in an omnibus or
hackney cab:  // // ‘That one is too large, too small, cut close or no
grind me up and scatter my ashes, Ba’al
Hadad , I submit.  I lie to you like a dog, like Shaitan or Kafir soft i
the Jura // // Mandala.  // // As the
hadrons collide, // // I’m counting beside // // The flickering gree
dark // // We’ll sing waes hael, waes
hael , hurrah! hurrah!  // //
it Trees // // We sing waes hael, waes
hael , hurrah! hurrah!  // // A cup and a toast to seed, sapling, and s
day and of dark // // We’ll sing waes
hael , waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // //
ting of Fruit Trees // // We sing waes
hael , waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // // A cup and a toast to seed, sap
Hail , Holy Houston:  A Discourse on the Anxiety of Mechanised Racial Pr
’s southern shore.  Behold!  Sailors, all
hail !  // // No isle is truly godforsaken, give thanks for His majesty
r deck, makes oblations // // Of shorn
hair and candle wax, to the saint; // // The ram-head of the corpse c
d // // Campions covered his outspread
hair // // And mildew took the place of tears // // The boy without
// The dead lived on in my genes and my
hair // // And the tea-leaves showed me nothing to fear; // // But I
he crease of your brow emblazoned in my
hair .  // // And you, around that narrow spotless nape, // // Might,
nd to freeze this: // // you with your
hair cut day-short, // // blowing a cool kiss, // // prone on a whit
the polystyrene cemetery, // // Blonde
hair flicking like a snake’s tongue.  // // But her stylish-yet-afford
your perdition she’ll rise with flaming
hair , // // Having found grace at last in the depths of your lair.  //
runs his perfect hands through perfect
hair .  // // He tells us he is having an affair.  // // Like I’d know
/ His cheeks to them that pluck out the
hair , // // His spring is come to shame and spitting, // // Under th
nd her eyes, // // the softness of her
hair .  // // I want to ask her something (“how are you?”) // // and I
accept.  // // He maps out his face and
hair // // In creams and gels.  // // His teeth are polished by profe
tes the Sun’s furthest edge.  // // His
hair is a lustrous shadow cast by earthly forms of that abyssal goddes
falling // // but grows into ice as my
hair is chilled // // by all the breath of Russia // // (even the ki
h // // the year.  You tell me my honey
hair is darker now, and my eyes are a deeper grey.  // // You tell me
forty years ago // // —these days his
hair is white all through.) // // ‘Every mile is two’? no, hardly th
he air // // Led you here?  See her red
hair // // Last night, gaping smile, // // Sharp with the earth’s sl
l falls // // And squalls through your
hair // // Like the wind that I cannot contain by // // Mapping its
hands shake, could not save // // the
hair on your head from pallor, save // // you from admiring recogniti
This one here too ginger for the colour
hair , or too straight, too curly.’  // // In days gone by it was the f
y night?  // // We distrust this facial
hair perhaps, or what it means.  // // Perhaps it seems archaic, rathe
), // // little hessikan, your juniper
hair // // shines like strands of the sun resting // // upon my shou
// Amidst the tympanum // // His stone
hair startles from // // A face in the foliage, // // Not just the b
ire brush // // of David’s thick black
hair , // // staying in place until at home // // the small gas fire
ough // // the cold receding sea, with
hair the colour of honey // // obscuring itself across my vision, and
, after // // The syllables through my
hair // // Then my bare feet on coarse carpet, // // I hit what I he
l in the mirror when fiddling with your
hair .  // // You could trace a line, like a long sleek ribbon, through
now, frost and snow // // Crustate my
hairs and eyebrows, a great flow // // Of white from top-to-toe.  Each
s up I rose, // // Away dropp’d loosen
hairs , my sweat it froze // // And fell, and dropp’d beneath, pass’d
get back what you need.  // // So that
HAL might set gravity back to nine point eight metres per second // /
ashing, shrieking, // // Half longing,
half caution.  // // Should I let myself sink into the caressing depth
ble anchored to demotic towers - // //
Half -deserted, effluvial.  // // A surety of sound and shining light /
pple green branches, // // Remembering
half -forgotten lives, // // Are obscured by Middle-Eastern tales.  //
ather than doing different - // // The
half -formed house // // Of the brain trying to crystallize, but so of
// And if it’ll happen again.  // // If
half -formed thoughts will drip // // From the lips of this voice //
much time for times past.  // // So the
half -full tin of strawberry mints // // must mean a sentry asleep at
ll now there’s only been a fist, // //
Half giving and half holding fast:  // // A green knot slowly untying
the hardened winter nut // // And the
half -hearted rust remains // // Of another autumn’s dying.  // // But
n case one snored too loud.  Two bashed
half -hearts, // // the Valentine that sparked a fight.  Clothes pegs.
nly been a fist, // // Half giving and
half holding fast:  // // A green knot slowly untying // // Itself f
ught me to my feet remember // // And,
half in mind, Ascent of Cascade start.  // // Behind the flow I knew t
glass and fire; // // (too hopeful by
half in the dawning).  // // End-tale:  November song seeks mist-blue p
heck the textbook again. // // 2, said
half -jokingly on holiday in Singapore, but actually just very sound ad
ony, // // Crashing, shrieking, // //
Half longing, half caution.  // // Should I let myself sink into the c
ly overcome; // // This thirteen-and-a-
half mile Eden seemed to be divine.  // // And so they thought of what
dead?  Live I could raise // // a cool
half million.  Dead it goes to Joe.  // // If I’ve ‘been DEAD’ am I now
nto harbour // // And I see that he is
half of me.  // //
ain.”  // // Play it, Sam.  // // BBC1,
half past ten.  // // Here’s lookin’ at you, kid.  // //
rn-out future thoughts, // // Of poems
half -remembered, long ago destinies rolled up and placed in possibilit
d by a swan // // I mean, talk about a
half remembered mythic method // // I can’t even remember where I lef
to stow.  // // I swim through slush of
half -solid and rise, // // The swamp up which I move, ever more warm,
tic, stylish, and it’s deft:  // // Any
half -taught infant can contrive // // To lean a pile of lines towards
(no joke in that) // // Catch at only
half way there.  // // Feathers blacken and unpeel // // With the mou
e in futures on the wishing bone // //
Hall in Bones and Cartilage has shown // // the furcula might prove a
in my perfect mind // // In the lonely
hall where I’m confined.  // //
ngst my fact-debris.  // // In the inky
hall where I’m confined // // As my pen moves blankly line to line //
ate—discuss …  I see // // In the panic
hall where I’m confined // // My friends have piled up eight or nine
ners so cruelly, // // In the chilling
hall where I’m confined, // // Tell us to start the task assigned //
I’ll never work for
Hallmark // // If I could show you how I love you with this poem //
ing pain // // Of lashes; a thorn halo
hallows your head, // // Vice-like; your pierced side holds your scep
from the quiet and rustling examination
halls .  // // This is my revision, it has no structure and no plan, //
ter, gets her gas, // // runs down the
hallway , quick as one // // intent on small house agents’ clerks //
ome shiny erection to // // burnish my
halo .  Ah, I have a whim // // to build a fine bridge clear across a
singing pain // // Of lashes; a thorn
halo hallows your head, // // Vice-like; your pierced side holds your
sand to rest for two millennia.  // //
Haloed by Hawara sun you saw him lean // // To read the writing, say
ary sense // // (machine clanging to a
halt , // // mind looks on in horror) // // but in the true sense:  //
zal for Rumi // // Look at you—born of
halves and fulls, // // Born of earth into stalled world.  // // Have
ks long since sundered from their other
halves // // And ghostly shimmering nylon stockings curled // // Lik
// He’s in with top brass and so scorns
Hamas .  // // Where we die to live, he has zero to give.  // // Conseq
Phonecall // //
HAMLET Do you see that cloud?  That’s almost in shape like a camel.  //
ss and it’s like a camel indeed.  // //
HAMLET Methinks it is like a weasel.  // // POLONIUS It is backed like
NIUS It is backed like a weasel.  // //
HAMLET Or like a whale?  // // POLONIUS Very like a whale.  // // Odd
ubbeen and brin d’amour?  // // And had
Hamlet said ‘Forsooth, I must punish my uncle’s transgression but feta
bathroom a Thursday // // I am a naked
Hamlet shaving in the mirror // // Clearing the gravel in my throat p
ed his mattress with // // beating his
hammer against his new heart made of // // iron and stealing the warm
ar, and never // // Keep your cards in
hand after you’re quite done; // // Discard and shuffle quickly if yo
// I have tried // // (as I trace my
hand along the wood-grain // // which falls from the mantelpiece in r
to the small hole in my side where your
hand , // // cold, // // now rests. like malagas // // through the d
orting wetness of your mouth.  // // My
hand falls on your waist // // your body is so familiar // // yet I
rums.  // // One knife’s whisk’d out my
hand , flies back and falls; // // The other comes to slush within the
ything branded by Nestlé, // // that a
hand -grenade of barbed calories // // nestled within each bite of Cad
lifting my molten body’s mold // // By
hand , hardening to the rocks each tug, // // The upstream coming down
singing the day in // // You hold your
hand in mine // // Shoeless feet and unsteady ground // // Whales si
of a clear horizon // // You hold your
hand in mine // // The wake of light on water // // Whales singing t
he world swam occasionally, // // Left
hand knotted in a white tissue, // // The right hanging, something sa
apes pinnate and toothed, // // Like a
hand , lobed or broken, // // When will they bear fruit?  // // Each s
my escape, // // You, with my heart in
hand , my home, // // Until you’re gone.  // // Wake up alone to empty
y, cannot defend, cannot explain with a
hand or description - no visual aid, // // No images allowed, the wri
orduroys, // // Moulded by no volcanic
hand // // Other than his own.  // // Horrified by the profanities of
Reflections // // Her
hand rests on her now vacant stomach // // Her blushed cheeks moisten
went waterwards again.  // // Her right
hand slackened slightly, // // Muscles eased and tired, not wanting e
/ // Keep your wits about you and your
hand sleight // // And don’t count your winnings ’til you’re in the c
a gaudy colour.  // // Like a trap the
hand snaps shut, // // Creases more, // // Folds into itself.  // //
blade which breaks.  // // The potter’s
hand that slips and scores // // his mark into the waiting clay; //
about to knock when the dream drops my
hand through // // the air, and back to the little room where October
his best where there’s fighting // // (
Hand to hand with a bull/man’s exciting), // // But I turned on the c
e branches are unseen.  // // Her white
hand weeps about its canopy, // // and her clipped trunk is an ash bo
ho will join me in the temple?  // // A
hand will skim mine as we present our offerings.  // // Dutiful eyes,
where there’s fighting // // (Hand to
hand with a bull/man’s exciting), // // But I turned on the charm: m
the switch, grabs her car-keys, // //
handbag , puts her sneakers on, // // downs a double shot of gin // /
nt for your public with an even- // //
handed air of gravitas.  Our thanks, and come again’.  // // The Envoy.
ng sun, picking your lip.  // // You’ve
handed me back the earbuds we were sharing, // // And our new-born ar
at passed here have passed away.  // //
Handfast couples picked their path and left you // // Deserted.  Only
ck our path along the hollow way // //
Handfast ; we unscroll your youth // // When ash-keyed branches dipped
/ And so I’ll have a heart-, a head-, a
handful when // // The scissors come for me.  // // For at my back, l
uth // // From the handshake.  // // A
handheld spotlight skims the gravel, revealing // // Fleeting instanc
of the novel that dwindled between your
hands , as the deep blue // // sky darkened and embellished around you
keep it warm // // or the ones holding
hands // // as the sun disappears.  // //
ew ways to hold, // // To hold without
hands .  // // But serene pain is found in the effort to learn to relin
n but home.  // // Ah but before little
hands can tear at tissue // // Stille Nacht must be sung before the c
Softly the last gondolier, dipping his
hands // // For ablutions, kneels on the slender deck, makes oblation
the snug sheets, if ink will stain your
hands forever.  // // Does it wash off, I wonder, does it truly subsid
h warp and weft // // And hands recall
hands from silent dust.  // // The mis-struck stone.  The blade which b
n, swollen mangoes unpicked by childish
hands // // Giving a final dull thud as they fall to the ground.  //
unched from all directions // // As my
hands grasp blindly for a white flag.  // // “I don’t know” spills fro
ney // // that will never wash from my
hands .  I guard myself like a honeycomb house.  // // I wonder about yo
/ // Small and high up.  // // With my
hands I try and cut the sun.  // //
/ // as you pray for strength, head in
hands , // // in a kitchen that isn’t yours.  // // Kat couldn’t do Tu
race of a head bowed // // By superior
hands into a prayer, in the back // // Of a car who’s doors can only
flits through warp and weft // // And
hands recall hands from silent dust.  // // The mis-struck stone.  The
ft memory immolates its body beneath my
hands .  // // Rings of ash are black MIDI:  // // All that is left of
r sardonic jokes, could // // see your
hands shake, could not save // // the hair on your head from pallor,
l I want to do is cut you up.  // // My
hands snip snip in the air.  // // Ha ha ha.  // // Great things I can
gainst // // And worship waist-deep in
hands // // That tilled the salty earth // // No less than home.  //
y one, // // I hold these things in my
hands — // // The familiar blunt fingers and shallow nails // // Of p
// Creation stutters through faltering
hands // // —The shuttle shatters on silent stone— // // And in the
crusts.  // // The revival of lifeless
hands .  // // The utensils that outlive them.  // //
er fills the whole room with // // her
hands , the wrinkles round her eyes, // // the softness of her hair.  /
Sits there, // // And runs his perfect
hands through perfect hair.  // // He tells us he is having an affair.
.  // // We watch and hold each other’s
hands till evening, // // And as we watch, our souls dart to and fro
nsets, and // // bougainvillea blooms;
hands to hold // // and promised stories told // // of daughters, lo
, I’m confirmed.  // // Your mind, your
hands !  You stroked me into light…  // // Eternal concept, crystalline,
o that shield the truth // // From the
handshake .  // // A handheld spotlight skims the gravel, revealing //
ient page.  // // I remember your thick
handwriting on that white page // // as your letters arrived, tangibl
of fifty shades of brown.  // // Ships
hang in the sky much in the way bricks // // Might, if we built a Bab
Plus a few extra.  // // She could just
hang up her cross, // // Pour the holy water down the sink, // // Ta
re] // // So the moon was there,
hanging low in the sky.  And it looked just like an orb, or an egg, or
// like a good Pollock should, // //
hanging on a nail inside my eyelids.  // // Is it true that a thing of
ted in a white tissue, // // The right
hanging , something sad inside.  // // A cloud broke, and she saw it sh
constant litany, // // Until my shame
hangs , heavy, in the frosted air.  // // A mile away, the ideal me, //
r faces are // // Rubbed out.  In Beit
Hanoun , the sun seems spent:  // // The blasts drop like a shutter’s b
if you’re clever // // And find a new
hapless victim to con.”  // // So if you think your love and your rose
where it came from // // And if it’ll
happen again.  // // If half-formed thoughts will drip // // From the
wed it whole. // //   // // What
happened to the sky?  // // Well, the skies became water.  The mo
surely room for one more.  // // Now it
happens my old friend is crowned mayor of London, he // // goes by th
Pallium // // So much
happens that we miss or forget, // // waking from dreams of the house
ld you come over?  // // Then it’s your
happiness again, // // Lost in bottles and found, // // In your unev
ea with you, all I could taste was pure
happiness and honey.  // // Summer swam round, and the bees spread rum
need others’ breezing breath to fill my
happiness ?  // // Glances, yeses, and the mystery of mustard yellow ti
British, you’re out of // // step with
happiness .  You human anti // // climax, nothingness.  You are mewling
y over my ears, and I was happy, really
happy .  I was stood in a forest of pink trees and it would have been pe
nd the stars couldn’t sing, but we were
happy . // //   // // Is that the end?  // // Yes. //
outside, // // So they say I should be
happy now.  // // Success comes sweet at last.  // // All I want to do
pulled tightly over my ears, and I was
happy , really happy.  I was stood in a forest of pink trees and it woul
e themselves to pleasure, and are alone
happy .  // // Shadowed-masses in the depths hum through the reeds, //
me in trim— // // now the Gurkhas are
happy —some shiny erection to // // burnish my halo.  Ah, I have a whi
gon he’ll be glad.”  // // The Boris is
happy .  “We need a designer with // // boldness and vision—I know jus
If I close my eyes I still see // // A
harbour adorned with lights // // On the festival of Ferragosto // /
e heart trips and is under way // // A
harbour adorned with lights // // Shoeless feet and unsteady ground /
waves // // Until the ferry comes into
harbour // // And I see that he is half of me.  // //
ns stoked // // Some want the facts as
hard and cold, as they very thing cheese! as it is growing old // //
r the exercise alone.  // // HB // // ‘
Hard Black’ appears as grey:  // // The universal, standard and // //
asonable limits // // And covering the
hard brown earth.  // // Blurry, out of focus and unfeeling // // Tim
row, // // Amidst the tympanum, // //
Hard by the rood-screen here.  // //
// // Amidst the tympanum.  // // But
hard by the rood-screen here, // // His face is set like flint, // /
m to carve // // to remember you by is
hard .  // // It is not that forms or words // // are fixed, but that
/ // // // 2H // // ‘Two Hard’, too
hard .  // // School store supply; // // Compass control; // // Consi
whites of your ankles.  // // Lunch was
hard , strong cheese // // taken amongst the bums // // in the silenc
feeling.  // // Stomach, clenching, so
hard the butterflies // // Brush the back of my throat.  // // I shou
/ // Not even Chesterton would find it
hard to believe that men can desire more from art that cheese // // T
The tide is high, and every wave tries
hard // // to breach the wall.  And when it hits just right // // th
e smallest matryoshka doll is always so
hard to open.  // // Hold it to your ear, do you hear someone crying? 
// // Of everything you see (trying so
hard to relate it to tragedy), // // And wondering, as you roll into
to the world.  Naming // // you was not
hard , we chose // // a name that meant all things // // that dazzle
/ // second, store in cool place until
hardened into rock // // third, freeze for centuries until // // cry
slowly untying // // Itself from the
hardened winter nut // // And the half-hearted rust remains // // Of
g my molten body’s mold // // By hand,
hardening to the rocks each tug, // // The upstream coming down ’comi
// Rises, magma moltenly golden // //
Hardens to wordhoard-gems // // In the mind   For the scop to shape  
scape.  Getting nowhere, I stare // //
Harder , longer.  Trying to be less alive, // // To lose this odium bef
sks going against the grain.  // // The
hardest part is to grow another nature.  // //
ough.) // // ‘Every mile is two’? no,
hardly thus.  // // Some miles are ten, while others swiftly pass.  //
tened // // Outside her window, // //
Hardly touched the panes, // // Instead was broken into pieces, // /
on drugs // // up a hill // // could
hardly translate // // for a snake // // that was itself // // spok
ipped slippers // // And shuffled over
hardwood floors, // // Through spaghetti-stained carpet // // With a
f Walking // // // // 2H // // ‘Two
Hard ’, too hard.  // // School store supply; // // Compass control; /
ouching in the purple phlox, // // The
hare whose eyes at equinox // // Eyed the slowly roving ox // // Bel
ne // // We wake up to Radio 3, // //
Hark ! the herald angels.  // // Float downstairs, put on the tea.  //
Vogons know // // The earth is mostly
harmless , with a past // // Of telephonic hygiene?  It never forms //
into persons, into us, // // conscious
harmonics , singing face to face.  // // Resounding into music now, we
d let the music now hold sway // // In
harmony , it shows the way // // To reach beyond—to touch the light //
m-like, // // Pounding out a rhythm in
harmony with cold machinery.  // // A continuous shriek throbs against
, the song // // Called you; in triune
harmony you ascended.  // // Amended death.  I wish I could be faithful
reen Man comes to winter, // // To the
harness and the harrow // // As flails fall to split the bearded husk
ot reach, // // high on your bristling
Harris Tweed lapel.  // // The smell of disappointment and of smoke.  /
o winter, // // To the harness and the
harrow // // As flails fall to split the bearded husk // // And seed
/ A slight light pigments the cold pond
harsh , // // Revealing smokey lines of my knife’s end.  // // I’m rop
plaice.  He’ll gobble me up instead with
haste // // An uncooked morsel.  // // How do I taste?  // //
friend he’d picked // // —his tasseled
hat // // and pink cravat— // // just gazed at Nick, // // and Nick
// ing end, Portugal could only tip its
hat .  Columbus would sail // // again.  Columbus was the beginning, he
s like one who // // couldn’t find his
hat in the dark so he put on the cat instead.  // // Columbus was the
by magic, // // Out of the magician’s
hat the rainbow bunny of being able to remember the names of the metri
best of both worlds.  // // The monster
hatched by a mother-serpent // // from an egg laid by a too-proud roo
agonlike, I was, I think, // // less a
hatchling , head under my own wing, // // and more an egg, framed by a
ords go on like I’m not there.  // // I
hate doing it, but I // // Shut my ears to Antigone, blot out my dear
egaard said, // // am I everything you
hate in yourself, // // all those feelings circling in my strange hea
can’t fain it:  // // With every line I
hate the bugger more.  // // And so my theory for this open sore:  //
// Those creeping politicians breathing
hate , // // Who prostitute the offices of state, // // Reduce the co
// I never could work out if // // you
hated my words, // // the words on tragedy and elegy, words // // yo
thes pegs.  // // He, of course, always
hated sentiment, // // and she never had much time for times past.  //
Teacher // // I wondered if // // you
hated words— // // those words that you could // // say by heart—th
te of shame, // // pretentious, with a
hateful maggot’s mind.  // // Lame understanding wretch who thinks rhy
bike your kids to school.  // // Pointy
hats —and couplets—fade like leaves // // In fashion’s autumn, followi
ing life! a name! love!  // // Candles,
hats —shake the snow from your coat, uncle— // // drink! and be merry!
of sadness.  // // Helium and hydrogen
hauled together // // at our heart’s core.  // // I keep us cold in a
eart's core.  // // Helium and hydrogen
hauled together.  // // I'm not sure when we collected this specimen o
ed // // in a circlet of steel.  // //
Haunch -heaving and panting // // they dream of their freedom, // //
f the house in my head, // // that old
haunt still knocking about breaking // // things scratching walls hid
/ But my saccharine breath pleads for a
haven .  // // I have little hope that either will be satisfied.  // //
est for two millennia.  // // Haloed by
Hawara sun you saw him lean // // To read the writing, say that you h
// from any of the associated risks and
hazards .  // // You see it differently.  // // You claim I would have
ently roaring // // In a late summer’s
haze // // Now, days become shorter // // And we know that soon, //
life which lies within.  // // Oak and
hazel , beech and alder, // // What news borne on the wind?  // // Jus
om Trebetherick Point // // I hold the
hazy shades at bay— // // The sun sits sessile— // // The sand is ye
along to your favourite lyrics, // //
Hazy summer light filters through torn curtains.  // // You shed dust
/ Pacing for the exercise alone.  // //
HB // // ‘Hard Black’ appears as grey:  // // The universal, standard
ams // // And so I’ll have a heart-, a
head -, a handful when // // The scissors come for me.  // // For at m
h.  ’Twas in this pinch // // I rose my
head .  Above it to my heart // // A crack in distance shone—’twas my e
window the cedar tree // // Shook its
head along with me, // // Blankly dismissing the old sublime; // //
ur struggle.  // // It’s a roar in your
head and it keeps getting louder and louder // // And you can’t stand
f-the-water wings, // // detaching the
head , and ploughing // // a red trough.  // // I cough a protest.  No
/ // And yet you stay // // inside my
head , and take away my will // // to find a way.  // // The final fra
much reality (wink here)”; // // next
head : “bet you were a difficult child”; // // the next: “getting so d
as port, as rich as Tokaji, // // your
head bobs in peace upon a heart’s-blood bouquet.  // //
/ // Steeled against the disgrace of a
head bowed // // By superior hands into a prayer, in the back // //
ou try to catch them in the net of your
head , // // But deep and troubled the head rolls inwards, implodes //
of grace.  // // Briers grew about his
head // // Campions covered his outspread hair // // And mildew took
And chases whispers through my dreaming
head ; // // Dry voices sift and fall in ash and cinders, // // In ac
ggle.  // // So you curl up inside your
head , // // Feeling much too small, // // And yet, // // Much too l
t on coarse carpet, // // I hit what I
head for // // And study my imprint.  // //
rt—the ones you save // // inside your
head for your // // gawping students, that define your life.  // // Y
could not save // // the hair on your
head from pallor, save // // you from admiring recognition as your //
e instead at your mirror, // // Rested
head gentle against the cool glass, // // But blotted quickly by a tu
ing, pounding // // But it’s only your
head // // Hitting the wall, then the floor // // As it consumes you
board // // as you pray for strength,
head in hands, // // in a kitchen that isn’t yours.  // // Kat couldn
// between the places where I laid my
head .  // // In the prehistoric, melting dawn, // // stretched her ga
eary, too tired // // To have held on. 
Head lowered, but her eyes // // Stare through me, past my skin, to t
your digital clock, resting next to my
head .  // // “No milk” // // Pushing a trolley through the stacks //
andle wax, to the saint; // // The ram-
head of the corpse cracks a smile.  // // Silk sheets in the houses of
ring ebbstream // // that trickled the
head of the pool.  Sand shivered a hermit // // crab’s claw from its r
head, // // But deep and troubled the
head rolls inwards, implodes // // Without a sound or sight of anythi
o their high stools // // for extended
head -scratching.  // //
/ waking from dreams of the house in my
head , // // that old haunt still knocking about breaking // // thing
he pearls in her mouth, the gold on her
head , // // To afford the crowns of Cain, the trademarks of Hester, /
// // Delirium freely falls around my
head , // // Tuxedoed and awaiting recognition // // Of how bizarre t
was, I think, // // less a hatchling,
head under my own wing, // // and more an egg, framed by a serpentine
// Of lashes; a thorn halo hallows your
head , // // Vice-like; your pierced side holds your sceptre-spear.  //
you can’t // // And it feels like your
head will explode // // And the watery sounds take control of your bo
/ // Much too large to fit inside your
head .  // // You want to escape // // But you can’t, // // But you w
and it is last night on the M56, // //
heading west, somewhere near Chester, // // the fog lights catching g
time to gush full spate.  // // Now my
headlong dash abates—where I once was, the waders team, rich foraging
eet lamps passing by show no-texture of
headrests .  // // Foreign coin of size of 20p fell from my wallet in s
ver the tanning-bed tan that won’t glow
healthily .  // // But they miss the glimmer of primal fear, // // Tha
er hour gone // // Paper crumpled in a
heap // // I don’t have a clue!  // // Another hour in despair // //
e cutting room // // A sweeping on the
heap of history.  // // But still at night, I tiptoe to the door //
led and moss-gilded // // a summerwake
heap of sawdust and soil // // misting in the middle of a cracked car
ling you about things you don’t want to
hear .  // //
h— // // And down the tone I never can
hear — // // And rise again— // // And don’t go sharp— // // And onw
// your ever-reaching steps, // // to
hear and touch and see // // what is buried well inside.  // // Yes,
// // And it’s shouting and you can’t
hear anything else // // And nothing can drown out this voice and its
down the phone // // which I’ll never
hear because I feel // // future lights heating, burning brighter now
’t it?  // // Like a breath of old air. 
Hear from you soon?  // // Course.  // // [I missed you] // //
‘It’s him’ you said // // and I could
hear in the quiet // // my heart, once yours, had stopped.  // //
rt and the crowd hear what they want to
hear ; // // instead I’m staring at want’s damp shoes // // on the da
n you look around // // And no one can
hear it // // And no one has seen your struggle.  // // It’s a roar i
render // // My love, surrender // //
Hear me gods!  I will surrender // // All // // All to you // // Jus
Hope that the gods of Underground will
hear my silent pleas // // To clear a seat or two and make a gap //
’s language does not understand.  // //
Hear !  Our songs of love, our lives, our blood, and // // My window on
pen.  // // Hold it to your ear, do you
hear someone crying?  Is this the poem?  // // On Valentines Day a kick
e // // At my back, like you, I always
hear // // The edge, the cutting edge is coming near.  // // Not the
// Across the wood, onto the beach.  We
hear // // the gulls, and faintly, far away, the churn // // of wave
She’s watching too.  // // He needs to
hear the screams, // // But all I do is bark wildly at the moon.  //
the Word which sings of life // // To
hear the Song, beyond the notes // // Oh onwards, onwards, draw us on
lunt, hoping, hoping and hoping. let me
hear the sound of joy and gladness so that the bones you crushed can r
ow our hearts are opened wide // // To
hear the Word which sings of life // // To hear the Song, beyond the
trol of your body // // But no one can
hear them // // And no one has seen your struggle.  // // So you curl
ay it, // // If you say it people will
hear , // // Then where would we be?  // // In a tirade of sad sad son
rumour of honey, // // but all I could
hear was the smash of lights inside me breaking, // // and the low bu
s supposed // // to hurt and the crowd
hear what they want to hear; // // instead I’m staring at want’s damp
/ To the monster, old fiend, that I can
hear , // // Whispering across the sea, // // A name a little bit lik
ich once spelled time so slow.  // // I
hear whispers in the weather // // Tell of flames beneath shed skin,
e, still // // to find a way.  // // I
hear you say, // // “But life is for the living, do not kill // // a
gers are not daggers, // // No one can
hear your screams // // And no one has seen your struggle.  // // It’
ince no-one remembers—no— // // nobody
heard from that // // bullet-proof hideout their // // life’s melody
those rattling serpent-words // // You
heard hissed ‘Arrogance.  Omnipotence,’ // // Augmenting the fourth li
A change, some things remain, I must be
heard // // I must be free.  A timed renaissance, I // // Must change
ver I say // // Someone, somewhere has
heard it before.  // // I could declare our love to be an energy savin
ghosts, or guessed-at others who—she’d
heard — // // Patrolled the streets of late modernity.  // // None cam
rr // // Under the bark it is seen and
heard // // Rolling Rs and layering up— // // Nothing else works for
the door ajar— // // She thought she’d
heard the breath of the unknown— // // But through the door there onl
playing in the street // //   // // I
heard the reply and it was terrible and dreadful and silent // //
in whole.  // // The writer scoffs when
hearing praise // // Of how masterful his pen appears, // // When it
mason jar, the one thing left. she only
hears whispers, “I just think of him as a child” and I can bend and br
Like spring, eternal spring, inside my
heart .  // //
ts, he exists, in the combustion of his
heart !  // //
h // // I rose my head.  Above it to my
heart // // A crack in distance shone—’twas my ember.  // // The flam
waking dreams // // And so I’ll have a
heart -, a head-, a handful when // // The scissors come for me.  // /
ed of compact mist, all soft, // // My
heart alight, the ember grown aloft, // // My skin feels ’kin to a bu
gut-punch // // of the snowman losing
heart // // and losing his lunch // // all over the white hillside,
// // And onwards, forwards, into the
heart , // // And now we let our voices rise // // And let the music
ter soul, // // Icons for his orphaned
heart , // // Angelic messengers in clay— // // Angelic messengers wh
and time // // stilled, and out of the
heart // // came a song of our first // // spring; an ache and burn.
epest depths of will, // // With heavy
heart embarking on its sea.  // // The cascade I had ’fore in-gazed fa
oken now // // The stillness stops, my
heart has now left the pit.  // // A sense of hope, a sense of fear, a
room is my escape, // // You, with my
heart in hand, my home, // // Until you’re gone.  // // Wake up alone
// // Not in fair weather.  // // [My
heart is a convertible with the roof always down.] // // I have to go
ching by strange example that the human
heart // // is as much a network of rooms as a muscle, // // is as m
sounding into time.  // // And when the
heart is full of quietness // // Begin the song exactly where you are
Into a child’s chest, and tear out his
heart // // Like it didn’t belong there, because it was the only way
// beating his hammer against his new
heart made of // // iron and stealing the warmth of his ring.  // //
ed renaissance, I // // Must change my
heart , must build my soul anew.  // // As old as the oak, as this oak
and I could hear in the quiet // // my
heart , once yours, had stopped.  // //
nd let us grow, // // One thought, one
heart , one voice, one song.  // // Diminuendo— // // soft soft, come
ep us cold in a glass jar // // at our
heart 's core.  // // Helium and hydrogen hauled together.  // // I'm n
// Is it true that a thing of // // (
heart -stopping) beauty looks at you // // you do not look at It // /
the grey church spire // // In to its
heart : the arching apple boughs…  // // The sky is dark, intense, a s
ose words that you could // // say by
heart —the ones you save // // inside your head for your // // gawpin
// Whales singing the day in // // The
heart trips and is under way // //
Fugue by water // // The
heart trips and is under way // // A harbour adorned with lights //
he thoughts that race // // Through my
heart when I breathe in what you breathed // // Out are unintelligibl
l those feelings circling in my strange
heart // // whose meaning will forever elude you— // // tell me some
red strips of love, // // And strew my
heart with scraps of poetry, // // Forbidden hopes and shards of mys
// by the flickering torch // // of a
heartbeat .  // // Over the bow // // I can see the evening’s // // l
Tiny fingertips.  // // (The winners in
heartbreak .) // // “Biology is just stamp collecting” and // // You
ver things that were // // Wrong, that
heartbreaking song // // Reminding me of things that are // // Sweet
hardened winter nut // // And the half-
hearted rust remains // // Of another autumn’s dying.  // // But now
ebb and flow of melody // // Ends on a
heartfelt sigh.  // // As the violin plays triplets // // The final n
cally won.  // // Perfect formation and
heartless damnation // // as Paradise offers // // a thrice-empty //
// Be bearers of fruit and cheerers of
hearts — // // And a cheer for you, inkcap, and dark brittlegill // /
sts from our throats // // And now our
hearts are opened wide // // To hear the Word which sings of life //
lling, at artificial sparkle // // And
hearts as target practice.  // // I should have gone a long time ago,
ource of grace, if from // // the dull
hearts habit made can grow // // this flower—momentary and no— // //
t…  // // These whispers of our unquiet
hearts // // I wonder what he’s going to say?  // // We are but notes
ing body.  // // Five minutes after our
hearts stop // // everything (nothing) // // is night-mute // // an
[Five minutes after our
hearts stop] // // Five minutes after our hearts stop // // we’ll fe
rts stop] // // Five minutes after our
hearts stop // // we’ll feel where we are for the first time:  // //
e one snored too loud.  Two bashed half-
hearts , // // the Valentine that sparked a fight.  Clothes pegs.  //
eft.  // // A wax of fire—shrill waning
hearts — // // Then silence, and my life bereft.  // // Dinner Party. 
ce beneath my skin, // // And sewn our
hearts together using twine.  // // You’re sure our threads are finall
, ‘pure power’, ‘exhilaration’ ‘beating
heart ’ and ’fresh blood’.  This reality is primitive, musical, and Dion
, // // your head bobs in peace upon a
heart’s -blood bouquet.  // //
hydrogen hauled together // // at our
heart’s core.  // // I keep us cold in a glass jar, // // but secretl
t, who binds // // The aged with their
heart’s desire, the rose // // With senseless fear: your ancient hexa
Three Pieces of Advice // // 1. 
Heat always travels from hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never eat at an empty
asses, // // teabags gone furry in the
heat , // // an empty bookshelf // // what remains // // three years
that her kerosene eyes have lost their
heat // // and the snows and skies of memory // // always diminishin
sh.  // // So we lay on the rock in the
heat and watched the sea’s magic // // unfold to the music of wind an
// That we’re always going to give our
heat away?  // // That passion never gains, we just lose it to our lov
/ // Slip from bare skin in the sultry
heat ; // // Memory lost in the wine-fugue, the beautiful // // Give
exhilaration of rowers, // // The pink
heat of burnt necks and thirsty flowers.  // // I taste the faint rust
s getting hot instead of a flame losing
heat .  // // So what does that say about us?  // // That we’re always
l flame.  // // Just passed on far more
heat than light.  // //
burr-sore want some fast relief:  // //
Heat -treatment is the only cure; // // Everyone should give the bursa
aze.  // // Even now, // // I feel the
heat upon my face.  // // Twenty three years later, when my mother die
make no love to the girl // // on the
heath , // // Releaseless, ceaseless.  She // // sighs to my teeth.  //
it, // // Hide it amongst the blooming
heather , // // Warm it, // // Pick around it.  // // Our voices warm
e buses which boosted my ego—the // //
Heatherwick’s sure to produce a fine plan.  // // We also need money—o
ear because I feel // // future lights
heating , burning brighter now // // that her kerosene eyes have lost
here boots crunch beech nuts // // and
heave clods of wet grass. // // cowbwebs catch on tongue and mesh eye
/ you pray for rain, but no relief. dry-
heave // // over the sink. sing miserere, doubt // // the notes, you
with packet, pop, superseded.  // // No
heave -some ebb and flow.  // // No cramping bend to lunar bow.  // //
/ There, the sound of boots make me dry
heave .  // // South of here, the sun will shine, // // And through th
bless by its // // psalmodic tone—only
heaven can sing.  // // Parodied mastery, pantomime mystery // // rul
arm egg // // Dropping from the golden
heaven of her vent // // Misshapen, shitten, and matted with old feat
on the lake // // But the things that
heaven takes, // // Human things that Michael breaks // // Will wash
// The grave is made the very gate of
heaven // // We sowed in tears, but here’s the golden grain:  // // W
se ghosts go round in circles down from
heaven , // // whose ghosts go round in circles up from Hell, // // W
// So why does New York City from the
heavens look so flat?  // // And why do all the names sound like a rob
nt tongues // // their eyeballs rolled
heavenward , phonemes falling thick and fast // // their babble: tongu
se three hills awash in blooms, arching
heavenwards in certain praise // // state His glory.  This land I name
my throat.  // // Her chest, like mine,
heaves with caged spite // // Threatening to escape.  Getting nowhere,
// in a circlet of steel.  // // Haunch-
heaving and panting // // they dream of their freedom, // // of succ
is asleep!  // // 7.  // // The awkward
heavy giant is the figure who succumb to Its challenge.  He slows down,
a tight circle of moon, eyelashed with
heavy grasses.  // // His pointed foot will break the skein of water;
my deepest depths of will, // // With
heavy heart embarking on its sea.  // // The cascade I had ’fore in-ga
nt litany, // // Until my shame hangs,
heavy , in the frosted air.  // // A mile away, the ideal me, // // A
own, // // deep among your dusk // //
heavy sockets. rust // // me down // // within the crepusc // // -u
ach step is pain // // With wings too
heavy to fly // // Drenched in the love that screamed from my veins
y boots, // // Slip out from under the
heavy trees // // And join the boy who bathes in the light of the moo
Nor his watching from the window, chin-
heavy // // Will sweep away this red refuse.  // // Blood dies quicke
ling lane.  // // With borrowed wings a
hedgehog // // Sprawls upon the pavement, // // Bristles forced to c
where.  // // Athlete’s foot, Achilles’
heel , mouth ulcer, // // one for the stomach, two for the money.  //
ets and plazas names that have a little
heft .  // // To name your best street simply ‘Fifth’ must surely be a
fathom and far enough to fall at from a
height in swift surrender.  // //
ome and go // // Like us from depth to
height —suddenly seem // // Translucent in the glancing lights that sh
ff // // the wild wind // // from the
heights of Gwyngachu, // // sweeps over the ruminant chomp // // of
// // of succulent grass // // on the
heights of Gwyngachu.  // // They jostle and press ’til, // // abradi
scratchy biro ink.  // // Each domestic
heirloom bearing // // The curly script of a generation // // Framed
lucent team // // of chameleon shrimps
held a whiskery love-in and hoydenish // // bivalves blew bubbles.  Be
eet the water channelling below.  // //
Held aloft by spray // // she floats above the curl and spume of sea,
e will come a time when the new year is
held back, firm by the wrist.  // // // // And, lover, consider the
its mights to Hell?  // // The vapours
held betwixt these lines move tight // // Into gaping personages then
ds, being pulled by an invisible string
held // // By a clenched fist, soon to become a fatherly // // Embra
ad and glinted eyes, // // Holding and
held by darling thoughts, // // Smile’s phantom echoing inchoate affe
e comes.  // // So on I flow, my breath
held deep but soft, // // I let my body fall again, be wash’d // //
sert’s hush-parched silence.  // // You
held fast, though those rattling serpent-words // // You heard hissed
hed and weary, too tired // // To have
held on.  Head lowered, but her eyes // // Stare through me, past my s
voice deepens, // // Like a changeling
held // // Over the flame, some strange trapped, // // Untranslatabl
at was will not be again.  // // I once
held you close; now I hold the wind // // As it howls, painlessly, th
lected this specimen of sadness.  // //
Helium and hydrogen hauled together // // at our heart’s core.  // //
jar // // at our heart's core.  // //
Helium and hydrogen hauled together.  // // I'm not sure when we colle
the forms // // Of roiling supernovae;
helium flame // // From Alpha Caeli’s rim; the Pleiad mass // // Of
/ You’re dumber than most, and that’s a
hell of a lot // // There are no limits and we’re all in boy // // a
// Cascading in with all its mights to
Hell ?  // // The vapours held betwixt these lines move tight // // In
hose ghosts go round in circles up from
Hell , // // Whose pace, within the strictest measure even, // // Bre
d and prayed // // Not to hollows, but
hellos —the crying of news // // (“She’s birthed!  She’s birthed!”)—chi
fire // // Alone holds fast that which
hell’s fire unbinds.  // // But now our cropped, uncivil Samson binds
/ // Transgenerationally, // // Can’t
help but emulate, // // Try as they might.  // // Higgledy Piggledy /
, our fingers entwined, // // While we
help disentangle some alphabet soup // // Served iambic, al dente, bu
e. // // and this magpie says: can you
help me? // // and the girl says: no, I’m sorry. // // and the magpi
black shoes, // // And who’s going to
help me put new laces in, // // Because you can’t wear quirky May Bal
// But I turned on the charm: made her
help me to arm— // // And reel in my return once I’d knifed him.  //
the perfection of his thought.  Who can
help this helpless man?  Perhaps only the ecstasy and the trembling of
lped.  // // So good of you to come and
help us celebrate // // Completion of our necessary task to fight //
// The Washington distraction must have
helped .  // // So good of you to come and help us celebrate // // Com
1, given to me for the first time while
helping me with GCSE Physics, and repeated // // On a weekly basis, /
ction of his thought.  Who can help this
helpless man?  Perhaps only the ecstasy and the trembling of love could
We wake up to Radio 3, // // Hark! the
herald angels.  // // Float downstairs, put on the tea.  // // Ding do
// and the smell of their burning will
herald the day.  // //
nanosecond’s blazing light, // // The
herald to a straining fecund mass // // Unleashed.  A tongue of blindi
nings.  // // I need these layers, this
heraldry // // That codes and siphons off and binds me here // // An
n to the household fire:  // // Here is
Herbert , Tyndale, Eliot—rare tongues // // Who in the fires of sixtee
// // // // // // // // // //
Hercules et Oracle // // . // // lose dream // // or sever // // S
t type of beard that looks like that of
Hercules // // On plaster casts.  // // No longer when walking down t
the ruminant chomp // // of a mutinous
herd of nil.  // // Below them, the sharp-suited nilherds // // insin
I will char those swatches dotted with
herds of woollen teeth.  // // I will close your goddamn curtains for
’s law entirely // // On the dithering
herds that daily assert // // Their dependence on this concrete deser
for the balsa, // // knowing the great
hereafter for elsewhere.  // // Athlete’s foot, Achilles’ heel, mouth
g.  // // They say its name is ONCE and
HEREAFTER // // WAS, IS, and SHALL BE EVERMORE // // That it stands
ng: can we doubt // // that somewhere
herein lies some deep philosophy?  // // Voices, ipods, phones speak o
ncing // // UNESCO // // world // //
heritage // // status // // but saying // // that the earth beneath
Hermione // // No school today.  Miss cannot teach us Greek; // // No
d the head of the pool.  Sand shivered a
hermit // // crab’s claw from its recycled shell, while a translucent
e for you.  I will be your umbilicalised
hero . correct and repossess and play “sleeping satellite” with my scor
ould make her a sick sis.  // // When a
Hero formed part of the tribute // // The girl fell for the muscular
// // this is their Balaclava – // //
heroic but futile, // // impetuous thunder // // and ultimate paymen
ner we fell in (or down), // // little
hessikan , your juniper hair // // shines like strands of the sun rest
its sound out the air. // // in little
hessikaner we fell in (or down), // // little hessikan, your juniper
d the crowns of Cain, the trademarks of
Hester , // // Until she falls dead.  // // O reputation, reputation,
r an eye?  AI might be cis, white, male,
hetero , // // but at least it won’t talk to me on the train.  // // T
// of your fresh skimmer’s // // river-
hewn back.  Now bend…  // // It hums // // it skates // // it skates!
/ // With senseless fear: your ancient
hexagram // // Is riven oak, for sixteen forty-five // // Has purged
ds // // Five foxes, brush to brush, a
hexagram // // Of blazing damage.  Kinship, threat, and fire // // Co
inds // // Past with present: a poet’s
hexagram // // Of ever-living fire and unseen rose.  // // This is ou
ram.  // // War means supplication: the
hexagram — // // Once print, now prayer—in sixteen forty-five // // F
ire and unseen rose.  // // This is our
hexagram : the Tudor rose // // Of sixteen forty-five unfolds its fire
es // // That in the silence spell our
hexagram .  // // War means supplication: the hexagram— // // Once pri
/ Hidden behind the candyfloss burps of
hey and how are you, // // Concealed beneath ‘I don’t know’ defence,
g glory in the great not-me.  // // Way-
hey , blow the man down // // Might and strain of the wave-thick // /
[And,
hey , maybe if I continue to sing] // // // // // // // // // A
// // // // // // // // // And,
hey , maybe if I continue to sing, that thing // // That’s on the tip
lt cheated by // // that twenty-minute
hiatus .  // // But the fire bore us no grudge, // // and welcomed us
[
Hidden behind the candyfloss burps] // // Hidden behind the candyflos
den behind the candyfloss burps] // //
Hidden behind the candyfloss burps of hey and how are you, // // Conc
sacred // // In the glaring static of
hidden foamy currents.  // //
the vast, dust-filled // // Maria of a
hidden // // Moon.  Now your shadow // // Blots the sky, what is //
river // // Flowing unbidden from its
hidden source; // // The Day-Spring, the eternal Prima Vera.  // // B
d flower into coloured flesh // // and
hide a secret inside.  // // Feel the air.  Turn in the four winds.  Bro
// by touch and instinct you descend to
hide among // // the seeds spun by the breeze, between lines of sonne
re are some scars a business suit can’t
hide .  // // And I still faint from nosebleeds.  // //
ell inside.  // // Yes, this is where I
hide — // // and you can look for me forever // // on the passing tra
a royal charter too, // // no need to
hide behind anon // // or to reflect a man // // at twice his natura
The wire from within taught // // I’ll
hide behind my Wyatt today who knew // // Existing on hot coals blist
// just dropped.  // // This is where I
hide below // // your ever-reaching steps, // // to hear and touch a
// shearing me.  Clearing me myself from
hide .  Hide?  // // No plaice.  He’ll gobble me up instead with haste //
/ But still their young steal shells to
hide in—is this the poem?  // // The smallest matryoshka doll is alway
voices warm the space around it, // //
Hide it amongst the blooming heather, // // Warm it, // // Pick arou
aring me.  Clearing me myself from hide. 
Hide ?  // // No plaice.  He’ll gobble me up instead with haste // // A
even vicars, touched by God, nothing to
hide ?  // // Or the classicist, that type of beard that looks like tha
knows— // // Did you, or did you not,
hide // // The body?  Did you, or did you not, // // Keep digging— //
tching, and so thought she might // //
hide the fact // // in stale jumpers // // and behind // // shelves
ses cannot feel— // // This is where I
hide , // // Waiting for the smell in order to // // inhale the air t
e are terrified of what the beard might
hide , // // What it might mean if all we saw were beards upon the fac
words before you, // // The guilt and
hideous shame of not doing, rather than doing different - // // The h
// // Lie, to prove there was // // A
hideous threat to all the World.  // // A hideous threat to all the Wo
deous threat to all the World.  // // A
hideous threat to all the World?  // // Lie?  To prove there was // //
ody heard from that // // bullet-proof
hideout their // // life’s melody.  // // “Fiddle-dee-dee,” said the
t honest.  // // The only thing a beard
hides is a chin.  // // Perhaps we’re scared to look history in the fa
crown.  // // Young and old.  // // It
hides my nephew’s eyes.  // // God bless us, everyone.  // // Baby, co
lope-edge: // // horns lowered, // //
hides steaming, // // hooves pounding // // they charge…  // // Ah! 
breaking // // things scratching walls
hiding under bedsheets, // // buoyed by the colourless memory of pain
linen freshly laid for tea, // // Bid
hieratic welcome to those gods, // // Or ghosts, or guessed-at others
robably // // Better than some.  // //
Higgledy Piggledy // // Allan S.  Konigsberg // // Knew that he would
unny // // As well as his Kind.  // //
Higgledy Piggledy // // Brideshead Revisited:  // // Nostalgic advent
// // And promptly found fame.  // //
Higgledy Piggledy // // Christopher Isherwood // // Quickly ditched
/ Scans quite well on the page).  // //
Higgledy Piggledy // // Jesus of Nazareth // // Born on a solstice /
Double Dactyls // //
Higgledy Piggledy // // Oedipus Tyrannus // // Murdered his father /
ulate, // // Try as they might.  // //
Higgledy Piggledy // // Oscar Pistorius // // Slaughtered his girlfr
saw the collision, // // Revealed the
Higgs boson.  // // Briefly.  // // But just one illicit // // Blink
een // // Of my screen.  // // Here in
Higgs ’ Field // // I keep my eyes peeled, // // For each mil-billion
// // // // Nil Charge // //
High above desk-jockey Cardiff // // the wild wind // // from the he
our sceptre-spear.  // // What passion. 
High and clear and far, the song // // Called you; in triune harmony
of the winter storm.  // // The tide is
high , and every wave tries hard // // to breach the wall.  And when i
// // He lay there till the grass grew
high // // He lay there till the stars turned blue // // He lay ther
staken.  // // A girl on a stool // //
high on drugs // // up a hill // // could hardly translate // // fo
at microphone I could not reach, // //
high on your bristling Harris Tweed lapel.  // // The smell of disappo
s // // Do sometimes quake.  // // Her
high school sits right above // // A pair of hormone-infested jaws //
luctant.  // // He holds his generosity
high // // So everyone can see, // // But his gifts are empty on the
l-weary nilherds // // return to their
high stools // // for extended head-scratching.  // //
Reflections // //
High up above, at the edges of the air // // and the beginning of spa
wers // // Outside the windows, // //
High -up, grass-cutting, // // Swaying like fans // // Or parroting p
in this landscape // // Save mustangs
high up in the hills.  // // Surely a tragic loading, // // Something
imes at night I drift.  // // Small and
high up.  // // With my hands I try and cut the sun.  // //
ir, // // clear to my vantage point on
higher ground.  // // Voices far across the valley sound.  // // The h
Wandlebury
Hill // // Are // // you // // Gog or // // Magog?  Tell // // me
stool // // high on drugs // // up a
hill // // could hardly translate // // for a snake // // that was
me silently on the windswept tip of the
hill // //   // // I bellowed my name to the slate grey sky // // I
:  // // So Donne is sharp and Geoffrey
Hill is sour // // Larkin ascerbic, Tennyson has power // // (But on
love // // than I could moralise that
hill .  News of // // the fact of you (your real- and rightness) makes
// // Wide-as-the-horizon, an endless
hill .  // // The top did seem but further every inch // // But ’hind
akes.  // // So, plummeting down Castle
Hill today // // past the old motte, I cast away // // all such sign
/ // Recasting the balance, // // the
hill -weary nilherds // // return to their high stools // // for exte
.  Jerusalem, 3 March 2009 // // Giggly
Hillary // // Met mean Binyamin // // In the offices running // //
// // turf scalped red, ley lines and
hillforts , // // invasions and massacres, all the savagery that // /
bare of life, // // All mountains and
hills around, // // Nothing living in this landscape // // Save must
nks for His majesty, // // these three
hills awash in blooms, arching heavenwards in certain praise // // st
hanks for majesty // // or those three
hills awash in blooms, arching skyward only to praise // // nature’s
wels; just the old // // and weathered
hills , created by some force // // beyond imagination; and of course
// Yes, there will be more.  // // More
hills , dales, crags, beaches // // more boat or cycle rides // // mo
/ of poor folk // // who come from the
hills // // looking for folk answers // // to folk problems // // a
umn // // The day breaks slowly on the
hills of green // // Everything turned strangely, oddly quiet // //
umbus was the beginning, he saw triplet
hills peak- // // ing out from the emerald isle’s southern shore.  Beh
far across the valley sound.  // // The
hills ranged all around // // —they little care.  // // Voices far ac
ape // // Save mustangs high up in the
hills .  // // Surely a tragic loading, // // Something to analyze her
rkness all is gold:  // // The slope of
hills , the fields of barleycorn.  // // The loaded branches of the app
ing his lunch // // all over the white
hillside , // // snow white upon snow snow-white.  // // This is the
seem but further every inch // // But ’
hind did seem sure death.  ’Twas in this pinch // // I rose my head.  A
pare myself the future pain.  // // But
hindsight is always wise, // // Whereas such beautiful moments, // /
ed You in the Eyes:  // // Focus is the
hinge // // Between experience and reality that you dangle me from.  /
the stool— // // After the grip of the
hinge of the door— // // After the blood has been wiped from the wall
ese days it’s all I Am Legend without a
hint of irony // // Spin’s more dangerous // // Myth more toxic //
wanting everything.  // // There was a
hint or flash of something // // Mundane, a gaudy colour.  // // Like
one of china and tin.  // // After your
hipbone , we'll put in a ball // // of steel and titanium, wedged in t
rattling serpent-words // // You heard
hissed ‘Arrogance.  Omnipotence,’ // // Augmenting the fourth line wit
/ I sang my name in the church // // I
hissed my name to the cold pebbles and the cold sand // // I roared m
read- // // eagle evenings fading skin
histories // // from violent to -et to rose-risen blush.  // // We mu
e cups // // more tragedies, comedies,
histories // // more shapes, more colours, more darknesses // // mor
// on any past and redefine // // our
history , and that is where // // the wormholes lead.  // //
/ is flickering between needling trees;
history assures me it’s a house.  // // If I can only reach the red fr
g room // // A sweeping on the heap of
history .  // // But still at night, I tiptoe to the door // // To ru
in.  // // Perhaps we’re scared to look
history in the face, // // The bearded wonders from a bygone age //
th a slice of Red Leicester, // // but
history judged he was not fed.  // // So the cat sat, so thin and impa
/ // Later, unpacking, // // I find a
history — // // My history— // // Of mothers and grandmothers:  // //
ing, // // I find a history— // // My
history — // // Of mothers and grandmothers:  // // Overcooked recipe
a long sleek ribbon, through all lived
history // // that would show the immortal endeavour to preserve, //
) might say.  // // The beard is living
history , we are too close to the past, // // The razor might not last
d gone so far // // That dusky silence
hit // // Sweet like shalimar.  // // We were all alone with our //
I’m immortal, powerless, // // Until I
hit the ground, // // And look up at what I achieved.  // // Disappoi
cigarette burns, // // not failing to
hit the side of a barn // // but falling far short of a neat bull’s-e
my bare feet on coarse carpet, // // I
hit what I head for // // And study my imprint.  // //
teps aside for a second.  // // The sun
hits .  // //
// // to breach the wall.  And when it
hits just right // // the spray rises a mile into the air // // (or
g // // But it’s only your head // //
Hitting the wall, then the floor // // As it consumes you // // And
se I just want to scream them until I’m
hoarse , // // to admit my narcissism behind the twinkling guitar riff
e, // // To find new ways to no longer
hold .  // //
d // // bougainvillea blooms; hands to
hold // // and promised stories told // // of daughters, lovers old,
Hold // // Coffee-stained breaths // // I pull myself into // // th
rms are flickering.  // // We watch and
hold each other’s hands till evening, // // And as we watch, our soul
doll is always so hard to open.  // //
Hold it to your ear, do you hear someone crying?  Is this the poem?  //
// of what it is to be alive.  // // “
Hold me tight” you say // // and my fear is I will not live up to the
t, you think // // ‘This time, it will
hold my weight.’  // // But every step it drops you down // // into s
all beauty.  // // But knowing that to
hold on // // would tarnish it all I can do // // is let it pass thr
// May your sap run quick and your bark
hold strong— // // May your spores spread wide, your mycelium long, /
oices rise // // And let the music now
hold sway // // In harmony, it shows the way // // To reach beyond—t
each.  I want the rest.  // // I want to
hold the book // // of you.  You would be soft, // // whole, warm.  N
From Trebetherick Point // // I
hold the hazy shades at bay— // // The sun sits sessile— // // The s
in.  // // I once held you close; now I
hold the wind // // As it howls, painlessly, through my embrace.  //
chen towel.  // // One by one, // // I
hold these things in my hands— // // The familiar blunt fingers and s
han our own, // // To find new ways to
hold , // // To hold without hands.  // // But serene pain is found in
// To find new ways to hold, // // To
hold without hands.  // // But serene pain is found in the effort to l
igns— // // Trust that the old choices
hold wordlessly.  // //
ought you once had, // // But couldn’t
hold .  // // Yet, when I stare into reality // // I see a blank white
ps never to kiss // // There’s none to
hold you // // Here’s Thanatos to claim you, // // You will never kn
hink— // // I should very much like to
hold you // // over // // a // // volcano.  // //
blished, now at last you know // // We
hold you treasure, evermore to teach.  // //
// Whales singing the day in // // You
hold your hand in mine // // Shoeless feet and unsteady ground // //
rved ache of a clear horizon // // You
hold your hand in mine // // The wake of light on water // // Whales
, steady tread and glinted eyes, // //
Holding and held by darling thoughts, // // Smile’s phantom echoing i
een a fist, // // Half giving and half
holding fast:  // // A green knot slowly untying // // Itself from t
/ // stormclouds like a flower, // //
holding for an instant // // it trembles // // and // // vanishes. 
hest to keep it warm // // or the ones
holding hands // // as the sun disappears.  // //
of fire and fire, for fire // // Alone
holds fast that which hell’s fire unbinds.  // // But now our cropped,
here?  // // Some object or event which
holds her stare?  // // Or is it just the clarity of light, the glowin
me across, // // Reluctant.  // // He
holds his generosity high // // So everyone can see, // // But his g
y to return to gobbets of          that
holds no        for me // // yes // //
ur briefcases // // Like the paperwork
holds the keys to victory, // // Like they’ll protect us when our cos
evision one and one makes one // // it
holds the stress in the thoracal zone // // springing the bird to pos
ithout disclosing the secrets // // He
holds to his chest.  // // Wrists, shackled by counterfeit silver, //
barely move at all.  // // The illusion
holds until // // a single truck tyre appears, // // a sudden coales
ad, // // Vice-like; your pierced side
holds your sceptre-spear.  // // What passion.  High and clear and far,
defence // // drops thirty feet into a
hole .  // // Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One cold winter’s afternoon
// // is ground // // into the small
hole in my side where your hand, // // cold, // // now rests. like m
ad within the recesses of your rabbit’s
hole .  // // Teach her dutifully that // // A woman fallen has no rea
// Angel’s feet once, through the key
hole .  // // That was before she was old enough // // To join their b
en your fingers, // // bore that small
hole through. // // the marble caught the glass, // // where the sun
// of steel and titanium, wedged in the
hole , // // with a stem in your marrow to go with the pin // // and
ide universe full of galaxies and black
holes and stars // // makes no sound // // only their tongues // //
fade this way:  // // Wind-beat cotton,
holes at the knee, // // Day into day, into day // // Into night.  Tr
again. // // 2, said half-jokingly on
holiday in Singapore, but actually just very sound advice.  // // Noth
Limoges); // // The milk jug from bank
holidays // // At Dungeness Lighthouse; // // The rusty sweet tin of
/ // And so, for two successive summer
holidays , // // we chopped and sawed and dug and then set fire to //
in the sidings.  // // And houses have
hollow // // Fishbowl eyes // // Looking over sidings.  // // Their
nd blooded tongues // // Master of the
hollow forest, who binds // // The aged with their heart’s desire, th
bloom // // We pick our path along the
hollow way // // Handfast; we unscroll your youth // // When ash-key
Hollow Way // // // Horse hooves sunk deep into sticky clay.  // //
ranches dipped and prayed // // Not to
hollows , but hellos—the crying of news // // (“She’s birthed!  She’s b
much-too-muchness out // // and in the
hollows gnaw at something worse. // // the waiting lists are long, an
oms; only ivy strays // // Through the
hollows the years have worn away.  // //
rhaps I should plant // // some box or
holly .  // //
glazed back door // // through box and
holly grown to full maturity // // to an iron-gated pointed arch //
produce of our labours.  // // A box or
holly root, smouldering slowly, // // will burn for ever.  The fire o
ered Cotswold stone.  // // The box and
holly // // were magnificent, but could not be allowed // // to rema
Hail,
Holy Houston:  A Discourse on the Anxiety of Mechanised Racial Profilin
’s glory.  He renamed you La Trinitaria,
holy // // Trinity, and then conquered and claimed you in the name of
glory.  This land I name, La Trinitaria,
holy // // Trinity.  Let’s alight now and claim her in the name of God
just hang up her cross, // // Pour the
holy water down the sink, // // Take up the pom-pom instead.  // // B
appear.  // // I’m not so far away from
home .  // //
ral breath, // // This is how you lose
home .  // //
zing, in a cavern // // so unknown but
home .  // // Ah but before little hands can tear at tissue // // Stil
tered, // // Let’s sit cross-legged at
home and laugh at our crooked little fingers.  // // Promise me—don’t
lue.  // // We hugged goodbye.  I walked
home and made coffee, // // then sat and poured my thoughts over a jo
from, // // at once somewhere that is
home // // and somewhere that is utterly devoid of remembrance.  // /
ill there but it just doesn’t feel like
home anymore // // yeah, tell me about it, but just don’t tell me she
st as I feel like letting go, // // My
home appears, a home that I can keep.  // // Your Fair Isle-knit embra
// By me, who gapes up from my shelter
home .  // // At once, in shock, the cloud on which I float, // // Doe
, // // abandoned the embarrassment of
home , // // but now I’m back // // to teddy and a baby brother’s cry
ese words tether us together to our old
home .  // // Home is a name spoken well, // // By stranger or grandfa
You Have Left // // “Make yourself at
home ” // // I eased my two feet, too small, // // Into worn and rip
static, // // Constant, never reaching
home .  // // I find that I am not alone // // As streetlights guide m
my childhood days.  // // Now far from
home , I wonder if new children might // // Monkey-like prance from br
st days of pain, // // another summer,
home in Camberwell.  // // Between the endpoints there were many days
her us together to our old home.  // //
Home is a name spoken well, // // By stranger or grandfather—it is a
zing night, // // because let’s not go
home just yet, all right?  // //
an to feel like echoes, // // you came
home .  Measuring the miles decreasing with every page // // of the nov
A Room of Her Own // // My
home , my space, // // except for nanny and the maids, // // my needl
// But still I don’t know which way is
home .  // // My still eyes make their movement static, // // Constant
Cycling
Home on a Winter Evening // // // // // // // // // // As if
t year.  // // People finding their way
home .  // // People leaning against this horizontal barrier // // Wil
stant “go”.  // // I feel very far from
home .  // // Red, white.  Red, white.  A yellow glare: // // 222 deaths
e letting go, // // My home appears, a
home that I can keep.  // // Your Fair Isle-knit embrace invites me in
led the salty earth // // No less than
home .  // // The burden of Egypt, // // The burden of the desert of t
hair, // // staying in place until at
home // // the small gas fire has warmed the room // // against the
ng in my ear.  // // // // This is my
home .  // // This is where I am.  // // .F                            
s return // // push against my trickle
home , // // to creep back in when I have gone.  It’s time: my end has
nd us when we left // // and then went
home to get the dinner on.  // // Tomorrow—the same. // // find a bun
, // // You, with my heart in hand, my
home , // // Until you’re gone.  // // Wake up alone to empty thoughts
Home , with you // // Wake me up to the smell of smoke, // // Midday,
ll.  // // What a beautiful and strange
home you have been gifted, // // Blonde and blue-eyed Sufi, upright a
[In my Grandmother’s
homeland ] // // In my Grandmother’s homeland, // // The Christmas ro
’s homeland] // // In my Grandmother’s
homeland , // // The Christmas room is readied // // By the mothers a
o look in the windows of other peoples’
homes , // // but I don’t remember or care what it is.  I never could /
// in the—“today there’s been fifteen
homicides and sixty-three violent crimes”—tv-light // // and wonder: 
nor scales ever clad // // A perfectly
honed piece of mortal machinery // // Like you, that stalked like one
he skin provides, // // But we are not
honest .  // // The only thing a beard hides is a chin.  // // Perhaps
t do they know?  // // “The Romans were
honest // // they thought it was all // // girls, grapes and snow.” 
ed now, // // Roman, concerned with an
honesty which we think the skin provides, // // But we are not honest
am round, and the bees spread rumour of
honey , // // but all I could hear was the smash of lights inside me b
through // // the year.  You tell me my
honey hair is darker now, and my eyes are a deeper grey.  // // You te
d receding sea, with hair the colour of
honey // // obscuring itself across my vision, and in the air my grey
enir china:  // // The white and yellow
honey -pot // // With matching spoon; // // The miniature tea pot //
the red front door, porridge warm with
honey // // sits upon the stove, and my Grandmother will love me agai
ll I could taste was pure happiness and
honey .  // // Summer swam round, and the bees spread rumour of honey,
I lay awake and kept them company with
honey // // sweetened coffee, a palimpsest of limbs and layers leafin
tored, and the slightest knock bleeds a
honey // // that will never wash from my hands.  I guard myself like a
sh from my hands.  I guard myself like a
honeycomb house.  // // I wonder about your house by the sea, and how
g // // me, and so I build myself like
honeycomb .  Wax might create candlelight, // // but for now my light i
eezes on through; // // The triumphant
honk of a goose (astray) // // Or the farm-wife, with clippings from
ex-officio // // crash corpse?  Those ‘
hoodlums scammers’ I reflect // // might just be you, despite your wi
lowered, // // hides steaming, // //
hooves pounding // // they charge…  // // Ah!  Nihilist nil, // // ni
Hollow Way // // // Horse
hooves sunk deep into sticky clay.  // // Between rutted mud and thist
has now left the pit.  // // A sense of
hope , a sense of fear, a bough // // Cracks like fire, burning so bri
an do // // is let it pass through and
hope // // I get one last look.  // //
fee // // before falling asleep in the
hope I would avoid dreaming // // of you.  The thoughts still hurt.  Li
aving me // // Gripping the tatters of
hope in my fist.  // // With nothing left to fight for, I battle.  //
ming more tame // // The closer to the
hope -made sky I came.  // // Then, as a blacksmith finds his mold self
, but I see a turn // // Before me and
hope , somehow, for // // Neither.  // //
leads for a haven.  // // I have little
hope that either will be satisfied.  // // I am a fool without wisdom,
d other things, how they please, // //
Hope that the gods of Underground will hear my silent pleas // // To
y of preservation - // // but secretly
hope there is.  // // I keep us cold in a glass jar // // at our hear
old in a glass jar, // // but secretly
hope there is // // no possibility of preservation.  // // You tell m
each wireless news: // // vainglorious
hope they’ll trumpet forth your K.  // // So when the silver thief (wh
ave been you // // Dear Alan, // // I
hope this finds you // // Dear Alan // //
Dear Alan // // Dear Alan, // // I
hope this finds you well // // Dear Alan, // // I have lost // // D
own of the strong stag, // // its only
hope to lead the quick spear into the subtle mist.  // // You strike f
// Oh! must you leave so early?  We had
hoped // // You’d stay and see the fireworks when they start.  // //
or a cry // // too carelessly into the
hopeful abyss // // please come and claim it—take it back— // // you
et’s sea of glass and fire; // // (too
hopeful by half in the dawning).  // // End-tale:  November song seeks
uess.  // // Fearless and shameless and
hopeless , pathetically // // wanting no more and // // expecting no
ith scraps of poetry, // // Forbidden
hopes and shards of mystery.  // // They rustle through me in my wakin
cho calls of words unspoken— // // She
hopes to watch you drown.  // // When you exist outside of me // // A
her their needs, (all fame, // // all
hopes will doubtless end in shallow // // graves), share confessions
in the dark, good in the dark, hoping,
hoping and hoping. grind me up and scatter my ashes, Ba’al Hadad, I su
to gouge it from me. use blunt, hoping,
hoping and hoping. let me hear the sound of joy and gladness so that t
nd analysing dirts; // // A break from
hoping father just would guess.  // // In Eastern Cape men show their
k, good in the dark, hoping, hoping and
hoping . grind me up and scatter my ashes, Ba’al Hadad, I submit.  I lie
t’s good in the dark, good in the dark,
hoping , hoping and hoping. grind me up and scatter my ashes, Ba’al Had
ant you to gouge it from me. use blunt,
hoping , hoping and hoping. let me hear the sound of joy and gladness s
from me. use blunt, hoping, hoping and
hoping . let me hear the sound of joy and gladness so that the bones yo
unspecific love poems to myself, // //
Hoping one day you’ll understand that I’m not so inventive // // And
answers // // to folk problems // //
hoping today // // she’d speak // // common Greek.  // // No one ask
feeding in the fields, // // Walking,
hopping , stirring earthly leas, // // Serenading us among our garden’
e in-gazed faced me, // // Wide-as-the-
horizon , an endless hill.  // // The top did seem but further every in
n this point and somewhere just past my
horizon .  // // Body aching, waiting, for my chalk outline.  The last m
top grave // // Curved ache of a clear
horizon // // Could I foretell the future // // The wake of light on
this waste of sea intervene.  // // The
horizon , I know, won’t let me forget— // // That is its place, to enc
on water // // Curved ache of a clear
horizon // // You hold your hand in mine // // The wake of light on
ome.  // // People leaning against this
horizontal barrier // // Willing it to disappear— // // But still I
und // // meaningless sound, vertical,
horizontal , meaningful // // the solar system’s magicians and musicia
chool sits right above // // A pair of
hormone -infested jaws // // From which stomach-swirling growls // //
mp in a sweep to the slope-edge:  // //
horns lowered, // // hides steaming, // // hooves pounding // // th
wound springs; // // nilly-willy their
horns reap // // the full cornucopia, // // gamboling gluttonous //
// // —now usb 3.0 compatible— // //
Horrified by the naïveté of younger affirmations:  // // I am in contr
hand // // Other than his own.  // //
Horrified by the profanities of his family god, // // Horrified by th
e profanities of his family god, // //
Horrified by the refrain of his digital anima, // // Luminescent soul
ging to a halt, // // mind looks on in
horror ) // // but in the true sense: // // beating mind dying with b
Hollow Way // // //
Horse hooves sunk deep into sticky clay.  // // Between rutted mud and
w pane.  // // There was an overcrowded
hospital .  // // There were the children to look after— // // there w
beneath the steady gaze of grey // //
hospital walls.  Roses in empty wine bottles unfolded in the house, //
for me to come back, the tea was still
hot .  And so we just sat there, and the trees weren’t pink and the star
[Red-
hot and tear-kissed] // // Red-hot and tear-kissed under mask // //
[Red-hot and tear-kissed] // // Red-
hot and tear-kissed under mask // // with steel miles ahead in wait /
My visitors all knock.  // // We share
hot chocolate, // // play tennis on the lawn, // // talk of equality
Wyatt today who knew // // Existing on
hot coals blisters the feet // // Just when I found them again // //
[Hot] // // Hot.  // // Too
hot .  // // Delirium freely falls around my head, // // Tuxedoed and
[
Hot ] // // Hot.  // // Too hot.  // // Delirium freely falls around m
Every time I thought a pot was getting
hot instead of a flame losing heat.  // // So what does that say about
rmly to large rock, add eagle and serve
hot liver with vengeance // // second, store in cool place until hard
// Thrushes migrate where the weather’s
hot , // // Only we are left in its throes, // // Now, bursar, now, l
// // The quick, brown fox sticks his
hot sharp stink in ones and zeroes.  // // We are buggering the ineffa
ed news, the foreplay tense, // // the
hot slit in a letter, the shriek.  // // I have never treasured the fi
vice // // 1.  Heat always travels from
hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never eat at an empty sushi restaurant.  // //
[Hot] // //
Hot .  // // Too hot.  // // Delirium freely falls around my head, //
The breeze is on vacation as // // The
hot work begins, wheeling // // Round and round, stuck to the bed, //
// // the start, the lobby of a Greek
hotel // // in summer, where we met and all was well; // // the end,
s men, with fire.  // // Come with your
houndsmen to the household fire:  // // Here is Herbert, Tyndale, Elio
Poems on the Underground // // Rush
hour and my fear for how I would // // Negotiate the other passengers
Imposter // // Another
hour gone // // Paper crumpled in a heap // // I don’t have a clue! 
// I don’t have a clue!  // // Another
hour in despair // // It was so easy before // //
Sounding over black waves of the sunset
hour .  // // Softly the last gondolier, dipping his hands // // For a
ain.  // // One afternoon for one brief
hour // // the air is warm enough to melt // // the topmost layer. 
with boughs // // But in the darkening
hour they saw // // The boy without a face.  // //
But he was dead: // // had died three
hours after his arrival, // // was buried in an unmarked grave.  // /
oint of the years // // Where minutes,
hours , and days run not to time // // But to a vivid centre— // // T
n looked so sad that I stayed there for
hours and hours until it began to sink, and I said // //   // /
the task assigned // // For three grim
hours .  For my degree // // I fear I am not in my perfect mind // //
anxiously waited with my coffee.  // //
Hours later we lay on the floor of your house, sipping sleepy coffee /
// // The fire will be lit in the dark
hours of night, // // when dawn is stuck in its casual delay.  // //
/ // We must not rush now past the wee
hours of // // waiting on fronted news, the foreplay tense, // // th
rees and towers // // I’d gaze away my
hours // // safe from view; surrounding spectra // // blinding from
years of careful compromise, // // the
hours spent washing bathroom tiles of blood. // // you pray for rain,
o sad that I stayed there for hours and
hours until it began to sink, and I said // //   // // Please d
Small Particles in the Small
Hours // // Yawn, // // Dawn // // Five o nine, // // Swiss time;
The Christmas Dolls’
House // // A house gestated in paternal love // //
ay, quick as one // // intent on small
house agents’ clerks // // and busted city slickers on // // the dol
slip off the window of her lily-ridden
house and // // pursue the sunrise with a net of silver crunching aph
s in empty wine bottles unfolded in the
house , // // anxiously mourning red petal fingernails.  You looked sad
ycomb house.  // // I wonder about your
house by the sea, and how long that photo remained through // // the
roducing six of us.  // // L-shaped the
house ; enclosed within its arms // // a walled garden, left untended
The Christmas Dolls’ House // // A
house gestated in paternal love // //
e for a while // // to take him to the
house .  // // I always regretted, felt cheated by // // that twenty-m
before stumbling barefoot back to your
house .  // // I remember you called me a diamond in a world of coal.  A
omewhere on the mantelpiece inside your
house , // // I stand motionless within a frame.  Wading fearlessly thr
hands.  I guard myself like a honeycomb
house .  // // I wonder about your house by the sea, and how long that
edling trees; history assures me it’s a
house .  // // If I can only reach the red front door, porridge warm wi
orget, // // waking from dreams of the
house in my head, // // that old haunt still knocking about breaking
Bright, Pale Yellow // // Our
house is in darkness.  // // I shut my eyes, but // // my eyelids are
he walls dissolved around me, the small
house // // of my room washed away on a tide of sleep.  Suddenly I’m r
oing different - // // The half-formed
house // // Of the brain trying to crystallize, but so often falls at
/ // piercing the wall, built like the
house // // of weathered Cotswold stone.  // // The box and holly //
/ a sickly glow from the windows of the
house on the corner, madly // // yellowed and drastic; there’s a word
Hours later we lay on the floor of your
house , sipping sleepy coffee // // as your guitar filled the room wit
omewhere on the mantelpiece inside your
house ] // // Somewhere on the mantelpiece inside your house, // // I
: // // the large, dilapidated country
house // // that is my mother’s next big venture after // // produci
tmas day.  // // We’re all at my gran’s
house , // // The full, Catholic-size family, // // Cramped into the
// // The stillness of their mother’s
house .  // // The townsmen wonder why he draws // // When all he draw
// // Come with your houndsmen to the
household fire:  // // Here is Herbert, Tyndale, Eliot—rare tongues //
s evident:  // // These objects are his
household gods, // // Found tokens of her whiter soul, // // Icons f
/ That grows in the sidings.  // // And
houses have hollow // // Fishbowl eyes // // Looking over sidings.  /
acks a smile.  // // Silk sheets in the
houses of ill-repute // // Slip from bare skin in the sultry heat; //
t.  And rising left // // the Cape Cod
house’s painted clapboard side.  // // At centre, as if growing from t
an endless web around my field, // //
Housing my growing self inside a shield, // // And bathing me without
Hail, Holy
Houston :  A Discourse on the Anxiety of Mechanised Racial Profiling //
// In return for our shiny new lives,
however long they last.  // //
rom cheese an immortal sensation // //
However , no man has dared to extol, the properties of a property so wo
rs as they slept // // and rolled them
howling down a rocky slope.  // //
close; now I hold the wind // // As it
howls , painlessly, through my embrace.  // // If only I could feel its
eon shrimps held a whiskery love-in and
hoydenish // // bivalves blew bubbles.  Beneath the flushed sea-tail,
rth and form.  // // Within our bubble,
Hubble shows the forms // // Of roiling supernovae; helium flame //
oons // // neatly priced, // // hunch-
huddled , // // a child-like smile almost // // discernable beneath t
whole reason she was // // sat, hunch-
huddled // // behind the counter, // // was because she had no other
, tangible amidst my dreaming.  // // I
huddled by the flickering fire and read it with my coffee, // // fill
/ // My window on the world in all its
hues :  // // Our dialect, sweet sister of our land.  // // When you di
th this aura of warmth // // Its amber
hues remind me // // of what it is to be alive.  // // “Hold me tight
singing her serenade of blue.  // // We
hugged goodbye.  I walked home and made coffee, // // then sat and pou
// ARIADNE // // I blame that bronzed
hulk and his vanity // // Claimed his dad was a sea god—insanity— //
Pimm’s // // I taste the
hum of pub chatter // // And the tang of good-humoured sweat // // A
y.  // // Shadowed-masses in the depths
hum through the reeds, // // Winding past colonnades and the ruins of
out of // // step with happiness.  You
human anti // // climax, nothingness.  You are mewling death.  // // I
// teaching by strange example that the
human heart // // is as much a network of rooms as a muscle, // // i
nge skin; // // Are more and less than
human .  // // I read the unspeakable // // Between the lines // // A
h to found // // Our release from this
human pound.  // //
Human Pound // // Existence was a problem // // In the under-stair c
ut the things that heaven takes, // //
Human things that Michael breaks // // Will wash away his refuge.  //
t // // Us off from the rest of // //
Humanity , drove a rut // // Between our consciousness // // And the
d sex— // // But I did seek a bit more
humanity .  // // My mistake was suggesting the cotton— // // Though t
at stone shrines were built.  // // All
humans feel the change // // And, if we look, we can still see.  // /
t // // Is but one of many.  // // All
humans feel the change.  // // Seeking the return of the light, // //
room // // While doomed to perish are
humble verses such as this, which misguidedly discuss vieux corse and
blues and blacks.  // // Damp limestone
humming and spectral, // // The absence, eerie, of mountains, of peop
ncing that first childhood snow.  // //
Humming show tunes to test my voice // // Or lack thereof, because th
a people dead.  // // Ieri- Land of the
Hummingbird , give no thanks for majesty // // or those three hills aw
/ Course.  // // Good one.  // // I use
humour —I’m used to humour.  // // Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t drin
Shirts meticulously casual.  // // His
humour still hasn’t crawled // // Out of the bathroom.  // // Mock an
forting face that could // // keep its
humour through elegy and tragedy, could // // smile and tease and pas
od one.  // // I use humour—I’m used to
humour .  // // Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t drink anything without
pub chatter // // And the tang of good-
humoured sweat // // Along with the crispness of a river’s skin.  //
rolling beneath us // // Like seeing a
humpback breach // // Great Skellig slate grey and wet // // The oce
between the stars // // Like seeing a
humpback breach // // The fire which leapt over us // // The ocean r
// river-hewn back.  Now bend…  // // It
hums // // it skates // // it skates!  // // It falls away // // Th
teaspoons // // neatly priced, // //
hunch -huddled, // // a child-like smile almost // // discernable ben
at the whole reason she was // // sat,
hunch -huddled // // behind the counter, // // was because she had no
future drains away.  // // She stands,
hunched and weary, too tired // // To have held on.  Head lowered, but
/ // A camera lens whirs to focus on a
hunched // // Body.  One of the crowd in particular // // Distinct, o
leaping between my synapses.  In all six
hundred and forty muscles, and all ten toes.  But the moon saved me—
ight // // it pulls the final prop.  A
hundred yards // // of man’s best effort at defence // // drops thir
known you before.  // // I could stay a
hundred years // // With this aura of warmth // // Its amber hues re
he tv on, // // keeping us tied to the
hundrum : // // you watching and I, lamely, pretending // // to read.
your tongue, // // That reason why you
hung around in the first place // // Will come back to you.  You knew
y.  // // Unpacked her bags, // // and
hung her quiet fripperies // // between the places where I laid my he
skin felt too big for my bones.  It just
hung there softly, crumpled at the elbows and knees.  But the moon look
ated ending stretches forward, dripping
hungrily on the path // // Like rain.  Staining stones darker as words
// Cries, but falls fallow?  // // Go
hungry dear fox // // Do not bloody my door, there // // Is nothing
ime: // // in the dark of dark, // //
hungry every second of our lives, and // // blood-fed, or starved to
The Failing of the Cheese // // A
hungry old cat (Siamese) // // tried to draw out a mouse with some ch
ed like one who had // // Mastered the
hunt with effortless effrontery // // And imposed the jungle’s law en
// I know now you walk as a man angel
hunter .  // // I could vomit // // Blood and water upon my feet // /
Urban bird watchingOn the
Huntingdon Road.  // // They found him, petrified, // // Frozen in fl
temple down on English tongues.  // //
Huntsman , lord of a thousand blooded tongues // // Master of the holl
get up and over // // The latest life
hurdle means we grab and claw // // For the meagre protection of a ba
allize, but so often falls at the first
hurdle , // // Snaps like a rope whipping in a breeze on a desert-plai
e’ll sing waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! 
hurrah !  // //
/ We sing waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! 
hurrah !  // // A cup and a toast to seed, sapling, and snag— // // A
// // We’ll sing waes hael, waes hael,
hurrah ! hurrah!  // //
es // // We sing waes hael, waes hael,
hurrah ! hurrah!  // // A cup and a toast to seed, sapling, and snag— /
atched my grandfather die in his voice. 
hurry boy, “your light points to the sky”. he says it’s a figure, a lu
sweats because it’s supposed // // to
hurt and the crowd hear what they want to hear; // // instead I’m sta
instrument whose strings sing of souls
hurt .  // // Blind, dumb, deaf upon the pedestal of a saint, // // by
n tomorrow’s world; // // I’m ill; I’m
hurt ; I’m tired; I’m bored; // // I’ve loved and now I’m torn apart… 
aming // // of you.  The thoughts still
hurt .  Like bruises, existing as echoes // // of former pain written a
the skies // // go white, and nothing
hurts the way it should. // // resent the years of careful compromise
tic precision to // // better her dear
husband’s still-mortal guess.  // // Fearless and shameless and hopele
c.  // // Love sent you to the desert’s
hush -parched silence.  // // You held fast, though those rattling serp
// Wait for the ring of a bell, // //
hush , presents, crib, Christ Kind: // // tree aspark and fizzing, in
to mr. beam // // your whispered words
hushed round // // a sun-warmed pillowed land of // // South Georgia
s the crux, // // right in that light,
hush’d // // lull brown, // // deep among your dusk // // heavy soc
// As flails fall to split the bearded
husk // // And seeds fall to the furrow, // // Amidst the tympanum,
h // // To conceal where that big baby
hybrid is, // // Whose sibling stood guard (to keep access barred) //
pread.  // // Over the bus as it rounds
Hyde Park, // // Down border-lanes, and further west // // Leaves an
s of a snore.  // // We shall not sever
hydra stalks for fear of fresh // // blooms: already one says: “manki
specimen of sadness.  // // Helium and
hydrogen hauled together // // at our heart’s core.  // // I keep us
at our heart's core.  // // Helium and
hydrogen hauled together.  // // I'm not sure when we collected this s
mless, with a past // // Of telephonic
hygiene ?  It never forms // // Intelligence, to burn a gem-like flame.
A
Hymn to a Loved One // // We wake up to Radio 3, // // Hark! the her
with every judder.  // // My body is a
hymn to Cupid; // // He is in its arches and secluded pathways.  // /
cle— // // drink! and be merry!  // //
Hymns rattle around the silverware    cadences vibrate the port // //
ters is strangely keen.  // // A dance,
hypnotic ; long, yet savour it // // The leaves are moved, their path
en you want to snap me. cleanse me with
hyssop and I won’t be clean. wash me and I will be blacker than coal.