The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

This concordance provides an index to every word in the poems, excluding a list of common "stopwords".  It may be useful in finding a half-remembered poem, and perhaps in looking at the usage of words in the poems as a whole.  It will be readable only on a large screen.

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ander, aiming well, // // Took out the
vacant ground floor flat, // // So those I loved precipit fell // //
ctions // // Her hand rests on her now
vacant stomach // // Her blushed cheeks moistened with my tears.  //
ick // // As they dance into shape, do
vacate back // // To blackn’d smog which as the ocean shifts // // O
o my sole, // // Your nightbed briefly
vacated .  // // My arm fading back now, rocking with wheels’ folly, //
s come to town, // // The breeze is on
vacation as // // The hot work begins, wheeling // // Round and roun
r death.  // // Curst to know yourself,
vain paragon, // // Your tears will recreate Cocytus and Pyriphleget
silence for each wireless news:  // //
vainglorious hope they’ll trumpet forth your K.  // // So when the sil
O
Valentine // // Master of love and much-loved mystery, in short.  //
ud.  Two bashed half-hearts, // // the
Valentine that sparked a fight.  Clothes pegs.  // // He, of course, a
one crying?  Is this the poem?  // // On
Valentines Day a kick from the stomach, the tender // // Violence of
; // // descend the steps to reach the
valley floor— // // to leave behind, for now, the wilder moor.  // //
er ground.  // // Voices far across the
valley sound.  // // The hills ranged all around // // —they little c
ushup Edge // // Voices far across the
valley sound // // through still, warm air, // // clear to my vantag
ttle care.  // // Voices far across the
valley sound // // through still, warm air.  // // On the top deck of
/ “Sorry” // // Your absence, far more
valuable // // Than your self, leaves me reversing // // Those step
pedigree and personal grooming, how he
values himself.  // // But nowadays it’s stubble or baby-faced gangste
the soil // // iron rusted // // pump
valves // // good for scattering // // from plastic tubs // // feed
ngled in cables.  // // Spirit, they’ve
vanished !  // //
nt // // it trembles // // and // //
vanishes .  // //
anité! // // vanité! tous n’est ce que
vanité !  // // But, creeping further in, she finds a tree // // ablaz
ng forest drums that cry vanité!  // //
vanité ! tous n’est ce que vanité!  // // But, creeping further in, she
/ brings rumbling forest drums that cry
vanité ! // // vanité! tous n’est ce que vanité!  // // But, creeping
/ // I blame that bronzed hulk and his
vanity // // Claimed his dad was a sea god—insanity— // // But he di
there.”  // // Sadik says “The Boris’s
vanity project has // // gone off the rails.  I’m not such a mug.  //
ugh still, warm air, // // clear to my
vantage point on higher ground.  // // Voices far across the valley so
with all its mights to Hell?  // // The
vapours held betwixt these lines move tight // // Into gaping persona
al stress // // expresses change.  Some
variant has found // // how good sex is—to mix the genes around.  //
dant in silicon amber.  // // Plain and
varied multitudes of senses strung out in series and enfolded into den
into the ground; // // But now // // (
varnished , sanded, rooted into cold // // carpet) // // there is sim
[A still life, with ceramic
vase ] // // A still life, with ceramic vase // // And small black-st
vase] // // A still life, with ceramic
vase // // And small black-stoppered oil caster.  // // The year is n
ers, kettles, glassware, cruets, // //
Vases , ash trays, cups, and bowls.  // // What does he see in jugs and
/ // Its shadow to bloom // // In the
vast , dust-filled // // Maria of a hidden // // Moon.  Now your shado
// // How are you?  // // [Long shot,
vast sea.] // // Long time, no see.  // // [I missed you.] // // Sto
the mesh // // Of the world up into a
vast , unyielding sky // // Untouched by bird, unseen by any eye.  //
son thinking // // ‘that’s what she’d’
ve wanted’.  // // Her scarf, her necklace.  // // That brooch.  // //
ers in the shadows, // // a green silk
veil against her frame, // // the sedge, the princes’ steeds lie fall
Pleiad mass // // Of gas and dust that
veils , then flickers past // // A Milky Way of twinkling roseate ligh
eek.  // // Play with that same flowing
vein , // // Running between the knuckles of your // // Ring and midd
it you’re lying on the sun-warmed, deep-
veined wood // // Of an old pine table.  Between the wood and you, //
here:  // // A glisten from your sullen
veins — // // A promise, a signpost, // // And us, deciding to stay. 
moving weren’t a chore, // // As if my
veins weren’t pumping acid yet, // // I carry on, as though I’m cravi
nched in the love that screamed from my
veins // // When you pierced me with your unseen blade.  // // I wil
ounded // // A starting point of sharp
velars // // That cut and crack and cold consume, // // And leave no
// // Liquid time daubed on air’s pale
vellum , // // Us in the warm, in the yellow, // // The outside plumb
predators fear this world’s raw // //
Venality that spurns your natural law.  // // What a pitiful way for a
ith this your justice // // (It is not
vengeance but justice) // // This I give to you.  // // Drift, despai
ock, add eagle and serve hot liver with
vengeance // // second, store in cool place until hardened into rock
yson, // // Who improve, like port and
venison , // // And turn life’s lead to poems of pure gold.  // // I n
tra regna terra.  // // Now dog, did re-
venom Eden // // infidel beg!  // // Am I putrid, raw // // in Roman
Dropping from the golden heaven of her
vent // // Misshapen, shitten, and matted with old feather.  // //
use // // that is my mother’s next big
venture after // // producing six of us.  // // L-shaped the house; e
rom yours, // // Were I, perchance, in
Venus // // And you, perhaps, in Mars.  // // What wary orbits we mus
ds like ours?  // // Could I be lost in
Venus , // // Could you be found in Mars, // // Then I might search y
s no longer my goddess.  // // I praise
Venus with every judder.  // // My body is a hymn to Cupid; // // He
/ // The Day-Spring, the eternal Prima
Vera .  // // Blake saw it too.  Dante and Beatrice // // Are bathing i
ies, // // He put no thought into that
verb , // // But to tell the truth would greatly disturb // // The po
r dying sun, // // Falling towards the
verge of sleep // // When all our wars are done, // // Falling towar
rs are done, // // Falling towards the
verge of sleep // // Where, lying side by side, // // The angels of
so my theory for this open sore:  // //
Verse forms, like fashions, fit the time they fix— // // You can’t re
fool to feel bereft // // Because old
verse forms rarely see the light // // The truth is that they’re dead
// // And wrings and wrenches words to
verse // // Scorched calfskin with meaning // // Of the skull, once
wasn’t made for work.  // // Now, blank
verse seems to break those systems down:  // // It’s open and adaptive
en taught that you could // // chat in
verse , speak in poetry, you could save // // these dying words with y
another tyrant’s coat.  // // So, free
verse , then, seems fittest to survive.  // // It’s democratic, stylish
// since you forgot to check if I was
versed // // in things grammatical, your bubble burst.  // //
ust be sung before the crib, // // Two
verses , slow as moonrise // // Sung beside the candled tree.  // // I
/ // While doomed to perish are humble
verses such as this, which misguidedly discuss vieux corse and swiss /
On and off again, // // Averse to new
versions , // // Soldering patches over kneed corduroys, // // Moulde
lely on sound // // meaningless sound,
vertical , horizontal, meaningful // // the solar system’s magicians a
in slow motion // // And I am drunk on
vertigo // // when I picture him as St.  Sebastian, // // Nailed to p
ng place— // // You—my dear—are such a
vessel // //
rmac.  // // The limestone’s awake, the
vestibules are glowing, // // The Sun, gentle, is rising in my wake. 
and twisted everywhere.  // // Though,
via a chink a softer glare // // suggests I need not now despair //
fficient details to impart one specific
viable // // meaning and are instead cultural constructions // // on
attle around the silverware    cadences
vibrate the port // // drink to Christ! and be merry!  // // Sanitize
nd bones in the ground), // // Or even
vicars , touched by God, nothing to hide?  // // Or the classicist, tha
merchants, and // // the acne-crusted
vicar’s son— // // the old podiatrist next door, // // ‘Eternal Foot
a thorn halo hallows your head, // //
Vice -like; your pierced side holds your sceptre-spear.  // // What pas
Vicious or Virtuous?  // // Metallic disks land on a surface // // Ca
can // // Tear with a sharp breath or
vicious statement.  // // But your line stands, reinforced, leaving me
re clever // // And find a new hapless
victim to con.”  // // So if you think your love and your roses // //
ave.  // // There were no victors: only
victims .  // //
Above the diaphanous sea // // Of her
Victorian dress.  // // She sits still above the mantelpiece // // In
g to fear; // // But I cried a splashy
Victorian tear, // // Finding the day so new and so odd, // // With
ders from a bygone age // // Of yellow
Victorian tobacco-stains upon the creamy-white // // Bernard Shaw, th
ns // // Except you, you and your line
victorious .  // //
an unmarked grave.  // // There were no
victors : only victims.  // //
// Like the paperwork holds the keys to
victory , // // Like they’ll protect us when our cosy lives explode.  /
to left.  // // Milan and Barcelona and
Vienna and Berlin // // All give their greatest streets and plazas na
such as this, which misguidedly discuss
vieux corse and swiss // // Had I not written this I confess with dee
ng sickly flame // // And peer.  Myopic
view , fragmented past // // And impotent.  Neutrino looks on Mass.  //
/ // The red to Gordon.  I’m afraid the
view just now // // Is rather badly marred by smoke but, as you // /
I’d gaze away my hours // // safe from
view ; surrounding spectra // // blinding from refracted // // oil-li
mell of morbid recycled air.  // // Our
viewing of the cinema landscape in that filthy glass // // Will only
// Whilst colonists enjoy resplendent
views :  // // Oppression’s language does not understand.  // // You cl
tle mound, // // swelling with cartoon
vigour from the surround- // // ing shops and offices, has seemed a s
umboots.  The mile or two // // to the
village shop to seek supplies // // becomes a daily ritual.  // // Su
Exam Room
Villanelle // // I fear I am not in my perfect mind:  // // As examin
But a whole field springing, // // The
vine and all its tendrils, // // Unfold from the face, // // Trip fr
he blight // // that had fallen on the
vineyard .  // // A few self-confessed skeptics // // privately though
e, // // Before the best that Europe’s
vineyards yield, // // And all the fruits of forest, farm, and field
ick from the stomach, the tender // //
Violence of a body’s ripening—is this the poem?  // // Soon, make the
menting the fourth line with discordant
violence .  // // The angel-song, the music of the spheres // // You l
been fifteen homicides and sixty-three
violent crimes”—tv-light // // and wonder: do I have it, or no? this
wkwardness // // Of searching eyes and
violent kisses // // To adjust myself, realise // // That Life’s not
nings fading skin histories // // from
violent to -et to rose-risen blush.  // // We must not rush now past t
not see it again.  // // It lingers     
violently // // like a good Pollock should, // // hanging on a nail
Ends on a heartfelt sigh.  // // As the
violin plays triplets // // The final note is sung // // Diminuendo—
has two untold names:  // // It is:  The
Virgin and her Child; // // The Mother and her only Son.  // //
arean pen // // And flowing across the
virginal canvas of the page was the fluid skill of the masterful mage
makes me look // // for virtue in the
virtual // // but supervision faces // // seem too near—and yet too
r of technological advance, // // Its
virtual descendants grace // // The screen on my mother’s PC).  // //
// The virus makes me look // // for
virtue in the virtual // // but supervision faces // // seem too nea
Vicious or
Virtuous ?  // // Metallic disks land on a surface // // Causing a sou
dy and a baby brother’s cry.  // // The
virus makes me look // // for virtue in the virtual // // but superv
d come again.  // // Ostara didn’t need
viscera wrenched by obsessed obsidian.  // // The Sun will keep turnin
city to contain nothing more than their
visible capacity // // So that cheese is not sorely missed from the c
honey // // obscuring itself across my
vision , and in the air my grey // // scarf waving like a distress sig
eed a designer with // // boldness and
vision —I know just the man.  // // He has built me some buses which bo
g which was meant?  // // My tilt-shift
vision // // of Prospero’s storm: // // cellophane sea and scattered
and Adam’s // // sins of the sons are
visited upon the fathers                    they had wars but not like
Euclid // // and Thucydides.  // // My
visitors all knock.  // // We share hot chocolate, // // play tennis
explain with a hand or description - no
visual aid, // // No images allowed, the written word is paramount, t
ss // // against their boundaries.  The
vital stress // // expresses change.  Some variant has found // // ho
e pierces us at once with an unease and
vitality .  // // 4.  // // Modernity is wrong.  We cannot control nor p
they died as they lost touch with true
vitality of nature.  // // 3.  // // But poets have not given in to th
r past before it intrudes // // In the
vitality of your present.  // // I fear what was will not be again.  //
nd the top-floor library– // // Like a
vitreous slogan of a monument, // // Reading.  // // Pride was a shiv
nd days run not to time // // But to a
vivid centre— // // There stands a tree // // Radiant in its being. 
, companiable but mute // // Remains a
vivid memory of my childhood days.  // // Now far from home, I wonder
would, but I can’t.  Not even close.  My
vocabulary // // Can describe many things, but the thoughts that rac
mass- // // Protest the by-pass if the
Vogons know // // The earth is mostly harmless, with a past // // Of
rrhizal in my dependency on // // Your
voice , all 25 years of me dissolving into the bed, // // The stain an
sheets or torn curtains // // Or your
voice .  // // And, I wish // // We could waste another afternoon //
e // // And nothing can drown out this
voice and its words.  // // But then you look around // // And no one
hat define your life.  // // Your young
voice brought old words to life, // // age only antique, frailty perc
rations play.  Then dared // // A young
voice call: ‘who’s that?’ and no-one knew.  // // You joined relations
from window to shadow // // A child’s
voice deepens, // // Like a changeling held // // Over the flame, so
// Feeding on borrowed wit.  // // Your
voice echoes off my skull.  // // Your eyes are plastered onto mine.  /
// And whispers things.  // // And the
voice grows louder and louder // // And it’s shouting and you can’t h
g.  // // You got it.  // // [Once your
voice has stopped ringing.] / [If only it would keep you here].  // //
// I watched my grandfather die in his
voice . hurry boy, “your light points to the sky”. he says it’s a figur
uneven smile, sharp teeth, // // Your
voice , I love the sound— // // I need you.  // //
our struggle.  // // It’s only a little
voice in the back of your mind, // // Telling you about things you do
will drip // // From the lips of this
voice // // Like saliva onto the paper.  // // The words and ink slow
hem there // // Or whether you want my
voice , my eyes.  // // Probably not.  // //
I can be a leader, a fighter, // // A
voice of reason, an echo // // Of some thought you once had, // // B
row, // // One thought, one heart, one
voice , one song.  // // Diminuendo— // // soft soft, come down— // /
// Listen // // to // // His // //
Voice // // Opening like the sky opens round // // -ing a road as yo
w.  // // Humming show tunes to test my
voice // // Or lack thereof, because there isn’t anything worse // /
miserere, doubt // // the notes, your
voice too much your own. believe // // the news. can’t starve the muc
ret, if I used them to save your // //
voice , your image, tried to save your life— // // if only // // word
vantage point on higher ground.  // //
Voices far across the valley sound.  // // The hills ranged all around
Voices // // On Rushup Edge // //
Voices far across the valley sound // // through still, warm air, //
around // // —they little care.  // //
Voices far across the valley sound // // through still, warm air.  //
words were sung // // by few, familiar
voices .  // // For some reason I remember this, // // Not the torn ti
.  // // On the top deck of a 68 // //
Voices , ipods, phones speak out— // // add to the road’s cacophony.  /
erein lies some deep philosophy?  // //
Voices , ipods, phones speak out— // // add to the road’s cacophony.  /
and ether people mutter, shout, // //
voices , ipods, phones speak out.  // // So many people talking: can w
Voices // // On Rushup Edge // // Voices far across the valley sound
to the heart, // // And now we let our
voices rise // // And let the music now hold sway // // In harmony,
rs through my dreaming head; // // Dry
voices sift and fall in ash and cinders, // // In acrid conversation
ccordion-song on the waters, // // The
voices straining from the windows of sunken palazzi // // Where mosai
// Dutiful eyes, obedient lips, // //
Voices synchronising in prayer.  // // Our devotion will be irrefutabl
/ Our voices warm the space.  // // Our
voices , // // Warm.  // //
// Wild Mountain Thyme, // // And our
voices warm // // And swell around // // The sunken armchair left //
Just over twelve months now.  // // Our
voices warm the space around it, // // Hide it amongst the blooming h
m it, // // Pick around it.  // // Our
voices warm the space.  // // Our voices, // // Warm.  // //
A Void // // The
void between our wishes // // And the reality we face // // Has neve
A
Void // // The void between our wishes // // And the reality we face
r kneed corduroys, // // Moulded by no
volcanic hand // // Other than his own.  // // Horrified by the profa
to hold you // // over // // a // //
volcano .  // //
dness:  // // The private put away, the
volumes shelved, // // Her thoughts, like chairs drawn out from table
e creamy-white // // Bernard Shaw, the
voluptuous Darwin, the natty Disraeli.  // // Youth wins, // // Confi
k as a man angel hunter.  // // I could
vomit // // Blood and water upon my feet // // And say never, never
// Anger // // art // // Lunar // //
vos rêves Roma:  // // Erde…  // // Sol… // // tod // // elcaro te s
t to win our rights.  // // We have the
vote , // // a royal charter too, // // no need to hide behind anon /
’.  // // In limbo here I can no longer
vouch // // for working days, or if my real malaise // // might just
of geese // // more travels, journeys,
voyages , expeditions // // more books, more coffee cups // // more t
ater channelling below.  // // And you,
voyeur , // // approach the ledge to find // // the girl poised and p
/ // But blotted quickly by a tunnel’s
vulgar arrival.  // // Those old eyes are achingly familiar.  // // —‘