The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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B

This Boy’s in Love—Section C Part 2
b (i-ixx) // // I fell into it by accident.  // // A barrier was miss
doigt.  » // // // // Point A.  Point
B .  // // Starting in A going to B.  // // Words fumble along the way,
rgi does not even pull the lead // // 2
B // // ‘Two Black’ too black?—what sun beyond that shade; // // Wit
Point B.  // // Starting in A going to
B .  // // Words fumble along the way, // // From there to here, // /
he window ledge.  // // No promise of a
BA gown // // can keep me warm, // // but I shall not despair // //
mes falling thick and fast // // their
babble : tongues, their diphthongs dripping, from // // their lips and
way bricks // // Might, if we built a
Babel enough crane.  // // Bums are falling off our kids: ruthless in
but now I’m back // // to teddy and a
baby brother’s cry.  // // The virus makes me look // // for virtue i
.  // // God bless us, everyone.  // //
Baby , come and sit with me, // // We pick this time to fall in love. 
lf.  // // But nowadays it’s stubble or
baby -faced gangster chic, // // How many Walts do we see in Market Sq
yrinth // // To conceal where that big
baby hybrid is, // // Whose sibling stood guard (to keep access barre
is like a weasel.  // // POLONIUS It is
backed like a weasel.  // // HAMLET Or like a whale?  // // POLONIUS V
light, // // With an old movie in the
background — // // I’m not around this week.  // // Play with that sam
10th September // // With domes at our
backs — // // the city ragged like old // // lace, all behind us.  //
gone by it was the fashion, Sweeney did
bad business.  // // You can tell a lot about a man from his beard, so
ain.  // // This might have been a very
bad move.  But don’t panic, carry on.  // //
// Very blue.  Lovely weather.  // // [
Bad weather.  Very blue.] // // So, how are you?  // // Small fish, bi
claw pisswet, bloodwhorled, // // and
badinaged with her would-be saviour // // and caught his eye and stru
e all of my love and describe it // //
Badly .  // //
// Avoids being distracted where it’s ‘
badly impacted’ // // But meets ‘business leaders’—which means he won
raid the view just now // // Is rather
badly marred by smoke but, as you // // English say, an omelette’s on
s well as generous supplies // // From
BAE .  Do please sit here and Tzipi, pass // // The red to Gordon.  I’m
nt, // // Who shivers cold in sleeping
bag at night // // Looks in to see them dancing in red light, // //
me to stay one day.  // // Unpacked her
bags , // // and hung her quiet fripperies // // between the places w
our, fruit of the citronnier // // and
bakes a tarte au citron meringuée.  // //
ockburn dreaming – // // this is their
Balaclava – // // heroic but futile, // // impetuous thunder // //
// For the meagre protection of a bank
balance .  // // The brave and fearless warrior will cross the road //
im of their ridge.  // // Recasting the
balance , // // the hill-weary nilherds // // return to their high st
what sun beyond that shade; // // With
balanced clay and graphite, // // Wrist responding to each thought //
ily, // // Lead on, Spirit.  // // Dad
balances the turkey, // // He was better than his word.  // // The cr
/ // Because you can’t wear quirky May
Ball maroon-laced shoes // // To bury your mother.  // // And me real
// After your hipbone, we'll put in a
ball // // of steel and titanium, wedged in the hole, // // with a s
nted this poem, it was in fairly strict
ballad form—four-line stanzas, three tetrameter and one trimeter, rhym
Leaves22 May 1998 // // The
ballot -slips are counted in // // And somewhere someone’s saying yes.
/ // Not quite seeing the wood for the
balsa , // // knowing the great hereafter for elsewhere.  // // Athlet
/ // between the end of the Chatterley
ban // // and the Beatles’ first LP; // // strangely, though, not se
ble feeling in you?  // // Who’s there? 
BANARDO // //
roken ribs aren’t worth it, // // Kid: 
bandages aren’t for this kind of wound, // // Kid: you’re twenty-four
dong, merrily.  // // We enter mass to
bands of brass, // // We stand as the choirs pass.  // // Gaudete.  //
mboyant adventure—to // // jump on the
bandwagon he’ll be glad.”  // // The Boris is happy.  “We need a desig
I confess with deepest regret, I would
banish this rubbish to the first dustbin I met // // And the moral of
w // // For the meagre protection of a
bank balance.  // // The brave and fearless warrior will cross the roa
uine Limoges); // // The milk jug from
bank holidays // // At Dungeness Lighthouse; // // The rusty sweet t
ur roses // // Your good looks, better
bank statements and embrace, // // Will catch me this time and make m
artello tower, // // we walk along the
banked -up track // // behind the wall, level with the top, // // run
ist nil, // // nil desperandum.  // //
Bannockburn dreaming – // // this is their Balaclava – // // heroic
in without design.  We ended in the same
bar // // with the same familiar waiter pouring wine, awed and appall
‘War is not nice’—
Barbara Bush // // There is a picture of you that we love, // // Ta
y Nestlé, // // that a hand-grenade of
barbed calories // // nestled within each bite of Cadbury’s, // // s
brance and pansies for thoughts, // //
Barbiturates for the beauties and kitchen ovens for the fraught, // /
h’ from right to left.  // // Milan and
Barcelona and Vienna and Berlin // // All give their greatest streets
Abbey, and the Strid beyond, // // and
Barden Bridge—and now I flick my wand // // some miles of dale and mo
tender // // Forever stained with the
Bard’s loving lines, she found herself immortalised.  // // If Chester
ath leads on, // // a gentler walk, to
bare bleak Malham Tarn.  // // Then back to skirt the edge of Malham C
Dimming // // Four
bare feet in the wet grass; he and she, // // Having abandoned their
yllables through my hair // // Then my
bare feet on coarse carpet, // // I hit what I head for // // And st
-plain, // // The pitch-white lake bed
bare of life, // // All mountains and hills around, // // Nothing li
e houses of ill-repute // // Slip from
bare skin in the sultry heat; // // Memory lost in the wine-fugue, th
// // The tickle of its many spears on
bare toes, // // And the fragments that get stuck to my clothes.  //
ing that his blood would have come from
bared fists against jaws, // // From tumbling to the concrete, eyes s
ht as well rummage through bins, // //
barefaced as a Buddhist monk.  Enough buns // // and you’ll look like
eeping rot of loneliness.  I walk // //
Barefoot across the damp ground of my thoughts, // // Squelch the com
// // into laughter, before stumbling
barefoot back to your house.  // // I remember you called me a diamond
and envelops us, // // so it seems we
barely move at all.  // // The illusion holds until // // a single tr
E EVERMORE // // That it stands in the
bareness of eternity // // At the austere edge of the real // // And
// // May your sap run quick and your
bark hold strong— // // May your spores spread wide, your mycelium lo
k has developed a burr // // Under the
bark it is seen and heard // // Rolling Rs and layering up— // // No
ear the screams, // // But all I do is
bark wildly at the moon.  // // Bitter Creek, last time // // You sai
/ We were so young when we smoothed the
bark with our feet // // Firm in convictions that a tree so generous
he foliage, // // Not just the bearded
barleycorn // // But a whole field springing, // // The vine and all
/ // The slope of hills, the fields of
barleycorn .  // // The loaded branches of the apple tree, // // Glow
// // not failing to hit the side of a
barn // // but falling far short of a neat bull’s-eye.  // // Not qui
ose sibling stood guard (to keep access
barred ) // // In a stench that should make her a sick sis.  // // Whe
y it scratched across the scene, // //
Barricading your past before it intrudes // // In the vitality of you
// I fell into it by accident.  // // A
barrier was missing contrary // // to the mountains of advice // //
People leaning against this horizontal
barrier // // Willing it to disappear— // // But still I don’t know
ight be permitted and/or recommended if
barriers are not in place.  // //
/ Squeezed, through concrete’s piercing
bars , // // Soft choking from a jagged cleft.  // // A wax of fire—sh
to the lung-stinging surface?  // // My
base animal is out for blood // // But my saccharine breath pleads fo
/ Afterwards Colin and I go down to the
basement // // —the real crematorium— // // and see her consigned to
/ // in case one snored too loud.  Two
bashed half-hearts, // // the Valentine that sparked a fight.  Clothe
hysics, and repeated // // On a weekly
basis , // // Almost as often as him trying to teach me to change the
pon those souls of those modern men who
bask in the flames of that revered pen.  // // Not even Chesterton wou
youngest ewe, // // who cursed as the
basket spills in sticky clay // // and scraped the mud off of her own
// // You strike him and deep crystal
bass -notes resound.  // // He’ll never lose time, he’s carefully wound
tial.  // // Two-faced words incarnate,
bastard breed of loathing and love.  // //
luc
bat to mr. beam // // your whispered words hushed round // // a sun-
dressed and still warm from // // Your
bath —calm as the sun’s unknowing light, // // New but not news, a sig
hat you know // // Soaped Titan in his
bath .  He loved the light // // Refracted—'til it burst—became a mass
heavy trees // // And join the boy who
bathes in the light of the moon.  // //
w it too.  Dante and Beatrice // // Are
bathing in it now, away upstream…  // // So every trace of light begin
rowing self inside a shield, // // And
bathing me without inside this place.  // // I close my eyes and feel
rehabilitation // // It is 8:11 in my
bathroom a Thursday // // I am a naked Hamlet shaving in the mirror /
still hasn’t crawled // // Out of the
bathroom .  // // Mock anti-Semitism, amusing Islamophobia.  // // My s
promise, // // the hours spent washing
bathroom tiles of blood. // // you pray for rain, but no relief. dry-
I persist?  // // To that, your pancake-
batter skin is the warmest retort.  // // The days still dis-leave.  Pa
aily Planet // // All day the noise of
battle rolls, // // The skirmishes and wars, // // What peace or tre
ch your tender wounds // // And you my
battle scars, // // Then you might pull me from my sphere // // Or f
r in front.  // // It seemed a constant
battle to // // Conform, a crime to confront.  // // The light trickl
flight on tarmac soar // // No scar or
battle wound, // // Just resting, feet cresting // // The concrete w
/ // With nothing left to fight for, I
battle .  // // Your line, not for emphasis, but division, // // Pushe
ng, swelling, // // Oozing towards the
battlegrounds ahead.  // // The clash where flesh meets wire and no-on
// ‘War is not nice’, but we accept the
battles // // In return for our shiny new lives, however long they la
Solid as her steel-stern face— // // A
battleship floating // // Above the diaphanous sea // // Of her Vict
round // // -ing a road as you reach a
bay and the sought-for sea.  His sound.  // //
y fox-thought, golden delighted kept at
bay from the quiet and rustling examination halls.  // // This is my r
// but grander far, a corniced window
bay // // in darker wood.  Clear morning sunlight fills // // the ro
Point // // I hold the hazy shades at
bay — // // The sun sits sessile— // // The sand is yellow—until it i
ping. grind me up and scatter my ashes,
Ba’al Hadad, I submit.  I lie to you like a dog, like Shaitan or Kafir
on again.”  // // Play it, Sam.  // //
BBC 1, half past ten.  // // Here’s lookin’ at you, kid.  // //
e met again // // on a Suffolk shingle
beach .  // // In November the days were short, // // and dark night f
astwards we turn, // // along the open
beach , in rich sea air.  // // Look up, look up, my love—the sky is ca
ought in on the flow: time to mark the
beach .  // // Now I start to trickle back // // over wet ground, unde
s // // on piles all along the shingle
beach .  // // The mile south to the Martello tower, // // we walk alo
clear.  // // Across the wood, onto the
beach .  We hear // // the gulls, and faintly, far away, the churn //
way I’d promised to love her.  // // I
beached her on Naxos, written off as a tax loss, // // Raised black s
more.  // // More hills, dales, crags,
beaches // // more boat or cycle rides // // more walks, more bluebe
ew the flow // // And ebb of love like
beaches touched by waves // // From dawn far into the nights, before
lip’s corner and streams // // Into a
bead collecting at his chin’s peak.  // // Orange dew drop, // // Pro
t.  // // You denied yourself, and like
beads loosed from tassels // // the cap of each i let lavender and th
arched frantically, // // blotted with
beads of light, // // for shadowed gifts.  As slowly // // the stran
luc bat to mr. 
beam // // your whispered words hushed round // // a sun-warmed pill
ng direct into eachother’s face, // //
Beaming an endless web around my field, // // Housing my growing self
mixed up with sawdust from our new cut
beams !  // // We’re a curio.  Grain shovel is propped up all ornamental
he mind // // Grow branching thoughts,
bear fruit.  // // A song // // Where birds once chorused a dew brigh
lobed or broken, // // When will they
bear fruit?  // // Each spent page something taken // // For somethin
ion, then an elephant, and presently, a
bear .  I did not ask them to come, I did not even want them to come.  Yo
with burdens that they never sought to
bear ?  // // It’s not as though we’ve ceased all intercourse.  // // I
ding light?  // // How could you // //
bear to // // close your eyes, // // how could you // // fall // /
lready one says: “mankind cannot // //
bear very much reality (wink here)”; // // next head: “bet you were a
are not honest.  // // The only thing a
beard hides is a chin.  // // Perhaps we’re scared to look history in
ven and in black) might say.  // // The
beard is living history, we are too close to the past, // // The razo
ia.  // // We are terrified of what the
beard might hide, // // What it might mean if all we saw were beards
You can tell a lot about a man from his
beard , so I’m told; // // His pedigree and personal grooming, how he
// // Or the classicist, that type of
beard that looks like that of Hercules // // On plaster casts.  // //
/ Youth wins, // // Confines the noble
beard to a // // Woolly-jumpered existence in out-of-the-way places,
ace in the foliage, // // Not just the
bearded barleycorn // // But a whole field springing, // // The vine
rrow // // As flails fall to split the
bearded husk // // And seeds fall to the furrow, // // Amidst the ty
Bearded Thoughts // // Beards seem to be out of fashion nowadays— //
to look history in the face, // // The
bearded wonders from a bygone age // // Of yellow Victorian tobacco-s
Bearded Thoughts // //
Beards seem to be out of fashion nowadays— // // The domain of eccent
// // Then all we’d have left would be
beards to compare, // // Men, women, and children all.  // //
/ What it might mean if all we saw were
beards upon the face, // // A Mr. Twit complex, the psychologists (cl
damson, and cherry, and plum // // Be
bearers of fruit and cheerers of hearts— // // And a cheer for you, i
èd flame // // Sears all before, while
bearing all we’ll know; // // Its megallanic stream expands to form /
// Now I rush on down the creek // //
bearing loose things left afloat.  // // Behind each moored boat runs
biro ink.  // // Each domestic heirloom
bearing // // The curly script of a generation // // Framed by the d
of Russia // // (even the kitchen sink
bears witness // // to Soviet columns of ice).  // // But you seem un
uck him blind and dead.  // // A winged
beast can be so underhanded; // // its pupils were graves dug amid sa
o the East, // // All I can see is the
Beast .  // // Here’s to failure, here’s to fear, // // Here’s to bein
allow me to fade this way:  // // Wind-
beat cotton, holes at the knee, // // Day into day, into day // // I
Buffy // // // In the
beat of a pun, // // She presents the wooden phallus, // // Sharpene
ty of sound and shining light // // To
beat the breast against // // And worship waist-deep in hands // //
e sense: // // beating mind dying with
beating body.  // // Five minutes after our hearts stop // // everyth
us will’, ‘pure power’, ‘exhilaration’ ‘
beating heart’ and ’fresh blood’.  This reality is primitive, musical,
os that soiled his mattress with // //
beating his hammer against his new heart made of // // iron and steal
r) // // but in the true sense:  // //
beating mind dying with beating body.  // // Five minutes after our he
nd of the Chatterley ban // // and the
Beatles ’ first LP; // // strangely, though, not sex but fire).  // //
era.  // // Blake saw it too.  Dante and
Beatrice // // Are bathing in it now, away upstream…  // // So every
/ And then I wished I’d been one of the
Beats // // I’d be Kerouac or Dylan // // If my muse were only will
r thoughts, // // Barbiturates for the
beauties and kitchen ovens for the fraught, // // She’ll sell the pea
a peculiar, potent spell.  // // What a
beautiful and strange home you have been gifted, // // Blonde and blu
// Memory lost in the wine-fugue, the
beautiful // // Give themselves to pleasure, and are alone happy.  //
, your justice // // You will still be
beautiful in death.  // //
ght is always wise, // // Whereas such
beautiful moments, // // Rarely present themselves.  // //
The cat yowls, and it all comes // //
Beautifully crashing down, // // Life flying in.  // // Everything I
elt, you’re a god, // // Pied, impious
beauty ; // // Below, bestial lust // // Striped with trust, meaningl
t way I saw it; // // lost    like all
beauty .  // // But knowing that to hold on // // would tarnish it all
y literal, // // Purgatory lenses your
beauty .  // // Glacial.  Tangled in cables.  // // Spirit, they’ve vani
don’t know if I’m here.  // // My form: 
beauty induced in smears of paint.  // // Yet in this well-formed imag
can they enhance // // That fine-boned
beauty , linen-wrapped and masked in paint?  // // How many years your
that a thing of // // (heart-stopping)
beauty looks at you // // you do not look at It // // sees inside yo
ity now extinguished, empty, spent; the
beauty of the day submerged in silence.  Buses, bicycles, cold commuter
he light // // Refracted—'til it burst—
became a mass // // Of scum.  For us, lost Space and Earth and form.  /
The sadness settled once you’d left.  I
became blue, // // artificially structuring my days around coffee //
mall it was, // // How narrow its eyes
became , // // But I couldn’t stop.  // // All around me // // Noises
o the sky?  // // Well, the skies
became water.  The moon was the only thing keeping the sky in place, yo
of light begins a grace // // In me, a
beckoning .  The smallest gleam // // Is somehow a beginning and a call
held // // By a clenched fist, soon to
become a fatherly // // Embrace between insubstantial beings who feel
h my age, // // Like Coleridge I could
become a sage, // // And I bet I’d get more dates // // Than WB Yeat
reathing.  Keep it deep and slow.  // //
Become an open singing-bowl, whose chime // // Is richness rising out
olescence was the end // // what do we
become ?  And now someone new // // playing the part, such Jungian subt
oon, the stars all smiled and rushed to
become bubbles in the waves around my shoulders.  And I was scared that
n a late summer’s haze // // Now, days
become shorter // // And we know that soon, // // Another flock of b
en the suns are this or that // // And
become the moons before we know // // What time it is, before we can
inues onwards // // Until the mile has
become two // // And the image of what I ought to be // // Looms lar
he village shop to seek supplies // //
becomes a daily ritual.  // // Suffolk, circa 1958 // // After the fl
ter a little while, looking in this way
becomes annoying.  It just comes and goes—we are forever anxiously on t
ll be time to meet— // // now my flesh
becomes fare: // // meat for man.  He’ll greet my coat with the least
n every corridor, // // And everything
becomes impinging, a necessity for greed and proof of love or life, no
sert-plain, // // The pitch-white lake
bed bare of life, // // All mountains and hills around, // // Nothin
// of her skin, like // // an unmade
bed .  // // ‘Couldn’t you just sit,’ I ask, // // ‘and watch the stre
r to perch on.  // // I am lying in the
bed , my eyes // // are closed.  I can feel that she is there, // // I
e face, the light, I fall // // Upon a
bed of compact mist, all soft, // // My heart alight, the ember grown
flows uneasily // // Over the tanning-
bed tan that won’t glow healthily.  // // But they miss the glimmer of
all 25 years of me dissolving into the
bed , // // The stain anxiety leaves, I cannot remember // // A time
ng // // Round and round, stuck to the
bed , // // Watered into the ground by the // // Endlessness repeatin
// My living comfort, burrowed in our
bed .  // // You reach across and still the drilling bell // // And st
// things scratching walls hiding under
bedsheets , // // buoyed by the colourless memory of pain, // // as i
hich lies within.  // // Oak and hazel,
beech and alder, // // What news borne on the wind?  // // Just a lis
/ // a burial mound where boots crunch
beech nuts // // and heave clods of wet grass. // // cowbwebs catch
at the other passengers.  // // Shrill
beep as the // // Doors open, the // // Train disgorging scores of ‘
the supermarket tills’ // // Incessant
beeping // // A granite sword looming, // // We gaze across, to that
ptations, welcome in // // the roaming
bees .  // // Feel the fire.  Spread out a green canopy // // in the wa
oney.  // // Summer swam round, and the
bees spread rumour of honey, // // but all I could hear was the smash
skin.  // // I taste the contentment of
bees , // // The exhilaration of rowers, // // The pink heat of burnt
e Judith has chosen the music, // // a
Beethoven string quartet.  // // Afterwards Colin and I go down to the
w dog, did re-venom Eden // // infidel
beg !  // // Am I putrid, raw // // in Roman era, // // set in gibbet
ou // // Just grant me this one wish I
beg you // // No flowers for my grave I pray you // // Mercy!  I impl
arkened and embellished around you.  You
began dreaming // // as the train travelled through snow and ever nea
, // // a red nick cuts… // // wonder
began // //   // // or I // // Iron Age bred, // // now stuck, //
ts through your eyes.  // // As the sky
began seeping liquid gold // // and blood rust // // we were both ma
// // and blood rust // // as the sky
began seeping liquid gold, // // the kind that still refracts through
hoes.  // // Just as my memories of you
began to feel like echoes, // // you came home.  Measuring the miles d
oon we lost our cognitive // // Sense,
began to mime // // Words which once we could // // Speak, to lose o
ayed there for hours and hours until it
began to sink, and I said // //   // // Please don’t go!  // //
nto the nights, before the words // //
Began to stick and move in different ways.  // // I see it all, like s
Song // // Pianissimo // // We
begin .  // // A long sustained note; a perfect third; // // Each of u
splint and the stent that are where we
begin .  // // After the knife, there follows the scar, // // and afte
m stardust.  // // For this is where we
begin , // // at the moment where opposites attract.  // // Oh take me
n the heart is full of quietness // //
Begin the song exactly where you are.  // //
Singing Bowl // //
Begin the song exactly where you are, // // Remain within the world o
e other passengers.  // // And thoughts
begin to press into my mind // // Of poetry and other things, how the
es attract, // // for this is where we
begin .  // // We were both made from stardust // // and blood rust //
The smallest gleam // // Is somehow a
beginning and a calling; // // “Sleeper awake, the darkness was a dre
ria // // ONE // // Columbus was the
beginning , caravels cresting over cor- // // al, usurping canoes cont
Destination(and
beginning —for G) // // From random junctures in primeval winds // //
uld sail // // again.  Columbus was the
beginning , he saw triplet hills peak- // // ing out from the emerald
verything, for everything // // in the
beginning , in the end, // // is only this, // // a sound.  // //
at the edges of the air // // and the
beginning of space // // the sky is dark, but the raging fire // //
-Theory(for Girton choir) // // In the
beginning , // // only this, // // a sound.  // // A sound // // who
the jarring noise of chain saws, // //
Beginning to write essays that in some wise start to feed us, // // W
pstream…  // // So every trace of light
begins a grace // // In me, a beckoning.  The smallest gleam // // Is
[Walcott
begins Omeros] // // Walcott begins Omeros with cutting down some ced
[Walcott begins Omeros] // // Walcott
begins Omeros with cutting down some cedars:  // // We shudder here wi
e is on vacation as // // The hot work
begins , wheeling // // Round and round, stuck to the bed, // // Wate
o—soft, my love, // // We end where we
begun .  // //
// will burn for ever.  The fire once
begun // // would last for days and days.  Each morning I came down,
nderstand Karagiozis the lantern // //
behind a stretched sheet, can you feel the rods // // are they strong
yal charter too, // // no need to hide
behind anon // // or to reflect a man // // at twice his natural siz
r // // Than the door we ranged // //
Behind , but never in front.  // // It seemed a constant battle to //
rarely shown, // // We scuttled around
behind // // Doors and were blown // // About by the winds of change
earing loose things left afloat.  // //
Behind each moored boat runs a wake: time to gush full spate.  // //
reach the valley floor— // // to leave
behind , for now, the wilder moor.  // // The treasures to be found alo
rver, // // My gallery of waves framed
behind glass.  // // And I gaze too // // At frozen events, pale memo
us was the end.  He left the quiet dawns
behind , left too // // a strange new religion, new gold mines, new la
uddenly I’m running.  Grey // // wolves
behind me and I’m running, running from the grey // // teeth breathin
ipping // // to the ghosts which drift
behind me, // // swaying in a Finnish tango // // to the ship’s pitc
ire from within taught // // I’ll hide
behind my Wyatt today who knew // // Existing on hot coals blisters t
fact // // in stale jumpers // // and
behind // // shelves of chipped china.  // // I smiled.  She was right
[Hidden
behind the candyfloss burps] // // Hidden behind the candyfloss burps
ind the candyfloss burps] // // Hidden
behind the candyfloss burps of hey and how are you, // // Concealed b
In a charity shop // // Sat
behind the counter, // // old watches spread, // // bracelets, teasp
he was // // sat, hunch-huddled // //
behind the counter, // // was because she had no other cause, // //
n mind, Ascent of Cascade start.  // //
Behind the flow I knew there to be ice, // // For such cold worlds do
nets, // // in the secret of the space
behind the new moon.  // // And elsewhere, as deep as port, as rich as
heen of light on water // // As though
behind the sky itself they traced // // The shift and shimmer of anot
but carefully composed: // // the sky
behind the trees beyond the meadow, // // tall grasses glowing in the
m hoarse, // // to admit my narcissism
behind the twinkling guitar riff // // and yell my apologies instead
e walk along the banked-up track // //
behind the wall, level with the top, // // running the gauntlet of th
e bouquets // // thrown into the night
behind us.  // // And now, deep in the wilds of the Irish Sea, // //
when they came at one, // // locked up
behind us when we left // // and then went home to get the dinner on.
e city ragged like old // // lace, all
behind us.  // // Your jeans were rusty // // red, too short.  I could
from the emerald isle’s southern shore. 
Behold !  Sailors, all hail!  // // No isle is truly godforsaken, give t
ours like sand-dunes // // against the
beige of my fingertips // // against the straight planes of your edge
akespeare will forevermore consume, the
beings , bodies and souls of any given room // // While doomed to peri
ly // // Embrace between insubstantial
beings who feel too much.  // // // // …Bleached walls stare into pa
their faces are // // Rubbed out.  In
Beit Hanoun, the sun seems spent:  // // The blasts drop like a shutte
sh News // // Scientist says: meme for
belief in life after death // // Old man sits bespectacled in laptop
// When to sense was to make ourselves
believe .  // //
was that return.  // // How can we not
believe in some // // beneficent source of grace, if from // // the
t even Chesterton would find it hard to
believe that men can desire more from art that cheese // // They want
he notes, your voice too much your own. 
believe // // the news. can’t starve the much-too-muchness out // //
thought I understood you once, // //
Believed you were more than you appeared, // // But a realisation fal
You reach across and still the drilling
bell // // And stretch and yawn and kiss me.  All is well.  // //
children // // Wait for the ring of a
bell , // // hush, presents, crib, Christ Kind: // // tree aspark and
ne fits, but // // It misfits, kills a
bell in a burning crucible.  // // The cat yowls, and it all comes //
// Will be quenched before your passing
bell is rung.  // // But now I need the poets who grew old // // And
// Breaks in the drill and rhythm of a
bell …  // // Were I to wake alone I would be weeping // // With shift
gifts them in return a rose, // // la
belle dame.  // //
e princes’ steeds lie fallow, // // la
belle dame.  // // In thrall to notions of her name, // // tame linne
La
Belle Dame // // La belle dame shivers in the shadows, // // a green
La Belle Dame // // La
belle dame shivers in the shadows, // // a green silk veil against he
dash for the mountain, // // turn and
bellow their challenge // // from the rim of their ridge.  // // Reca
swept tip of the hill // //   // // I
bellowed my name to the slate grey sky // // I shouted my name at the
// // Eyed the slowly roving ox // //
Bellowing his song of grace.  // // Briers grew about his head // //
e, // // is as much an altar draped in
bells and mistle- // // toe as an instrument whose strings sing of so
r lashings at surge; // // and I in my
belly cave singing // // to the rib-dark sky, larking my demiurge.  //
erry. // // joy, pride swelling in the
belly    fear // // the forbidden room // // groans and secrets //
Leviathan // // I, in the
belly of the whale fast, // // fasting, feasted on the sea: // // it
ike Shelley, // // Or the fire in your
belly // // Will be quenched before your passing bell is rung.  // //
ear out his heart // // Like it didn’t
belong there, because it was the only way // // The world would start
t wave to be set // // in motion by my
beloved , her gleaming eyes wet // // From the cold wind on a bench on
sprawled wide in its this— // // is-my-
beloved -son yawn.  // // Warm flesh through feathers pressed // // li
at, // // Does drift away, discovering
below’t // // A pool of stillness, dotted with specs chrome:  // // T
slips on significance.  // // Above the
belt , you’re a god, // // Pied, impious beauty; // // Below, bestial
leaving this letter here, on this
bench , for you to collect // // Dear Alan, // // I don’t suppose you
eyes wet // // From the cold wind on a
bench on a freezing night, // // because let’s not go home just yet,
of-the-way places, // // Lounging on a
bench or pew, some character in a play // // With Brian Blessed // /
just think of him as a child” and I can
bend and break when you want to snap me. cleanse me with hyssop and I
h skimmer’s // // river-hewn back.  Now
bend …  // // It hums // // it skates // // it skates!  // // It fall
ed sleeves and scarves // // The sandy
bend that was my elbow, crooked // // Round old socks long since sund
e-some ebb and flow.  // // No cramping
bend to lunar bow.  // // No woman ruled by orbing tyrant queen; // /
retending // // to read.  Then you were
bending // // your mouth to mine and mine // // was answering, and t
gang of children you // // are scales
beneath a sheepskin you are crow’s // // feet in a mirror, so many qu
sed and primed, // // ground crumbling
beneath her feet // // to meet the water channelling below.  // // Th
f hey and how are you, // // Concealed
beneath ‘I don’t know’ defence, // // Reflex that deflects skilful as
// // but saying // // that the earth
beneath // // is completely // // indifferent // // and that there’
ite at first, newly-mowed, // // Shorn
beneath its reasonable limits // // And covering the hard brown earth
ember a time // // When I didn’t feel,
beneath my clothes and the fallen // // Leaves of my skin, the seepin
ot the torn tissue or even the treasure
beneath .  // // My Grandmother says she saw // // Angel’s feet once,
// Your soft memory immolates its body
beneath my hands.  // // Rings of ash are black MIDI:  // // All that
t’s mine.  // // You’ve taken residence
beneath my skin, // // And sewn our hearts together using twine.  //
t it froze // // And fell, and dropp’d
beneath , pass’d ’neath my toes // // To endless death, rinsing me fee
rs in the weather // // Tell of flames
beneath shed skin, // // The old so neatly severed // // From the li
t cold, but every day // // the embers
beneath the ash were darkly glowing, asking only // // a slight encou
intense, a stormy grey, // // But just
beneath the darkness all is gold:  // // The slope of hills, the field
hoydenish // // bivalves blew bubbles. 
Beneath the flushed sea-tail, a gleam— // // It was just a small fish
ld-like smile almost // // discernable
beneath the map // // of her skin, like // // an unmade bed.  // //
crafty sea is also digging down // //
beneath the piles.  Then one stormy night // // it pulls the final pr
me and Woodlands court, // // separate
beneath the stars, // // at 1am.  // //
// // and the low buzzing of machines
beneath the steady gaze of grey // // hospital walls.  Roses in empty
ng in the meadow // // In May he stood
beneath the willow // // In June he lay among the yarrow // // Polle
leapt over us // // The ocean rolling
beneath us // // Like seeing a humpback breach // // Great Skellig s
e grey and wet // // The ocean rolling
beneath us // // Your tears mingling with the rain // // Great Skell
e truth that I had feared.  // // I sit
beneath your branches, breathless, // // Waiting for a moment to arri
/ How can we not believe in some // //
beneficent source of grace, if from // // the dull hearts habit made
what’s needed.  The // // real public
benefit’s not even there.”  // // Sadik says “The Boris’s vanity proje
// // You’d have to be a fool to feel
bereft // // Because old verse forms rarely see the light // // The
earts— // // Then silence, and my life
bereft .  // // Dinner Party.  Jerusalem, 21 January 2009 // // ‘I’ll t
her joints.  // // Or it’s a tree long
bereft of its roots, // // a prop for mother nature’s grand exit, //
croach— // // Everything of which I am
bereft .  // // Slowly, time makes its approach // // On this idle bre
Walking in winter // //
Berkshire , 1962-3 // // This year it snows on Boxing Day.  // // The
// Milan and Barcelona and Vienna and
Berlin // // All give their greatest streets and plazas names that ha
// Quickly ditched Corpus // // With
Berlin in mind.  // // Wrote of his life in his // // Autobiographies
cco-stains upon the creamy-white // //
Bernard Shaw, the voluptuous Darwin, the natty Disraeli.  // // Youth
Who am I,
Bernard ?  // // Welcome to absence, these open // // Arms stretched a
ept cool in the shade // // My brother
beside me, companiable but mute // // Remains a vivid memory of my ch
wo verses, slow as moonrise // // Sung
beside the candled tree.  // // It was so for my childhood too // //
he hadrons collide, // // I’m counting
beside // // The flickering green // // Of my screen.  // // Here in
h and talk // // Are mingled as we sit
beside the stream // // And watch the minnows swim against the flow. 
Wells in winter // // We take the path
beside the wood—the fir // // and silver birch along the dunes that r
in life after death // // Old man sits
bespectacled in laptop moth-light.  Rendered absurd— // // warmed by u
oordinated purpose which only they know
best , // // As we linger in our lovely, darkening bowers // // Of bu
to keep on course, despite // // The
best attempts of two wheels // // To end this trip early.  // // “S
prop.  A hundred yards // // of man’s
best effort at defence // // drops thirty feet into a hole.  // // Ca
Pol Pot said, // // and he almost did
best her // // with a slice of Red Leicester, // // but history judg
make us all meet our fate, // // You’d
best make a bet I’d want that wave to be set // // in motion by my be
at an ode to cheese would have been the
best // // No, in fact I am sure we all can attest he would have ackn
rice // // It clucked, and spat at the
best of both worlds.  // // The monster hatched by a mother-serpent //
the sheets.  // // I used to think the
best songs had been sung, // // That genius is destined to die young,
have a little heft.  // // To name your
best street simply ‘Fifth’ must surely be a sin.  // // Maybe the new
ndemns us to decline, // // Before the
best that Europe’s vineyards yield, // // And all the fruits of fores
// Now my achievement’s lauded as the
best :  // // To get inky fingers in a Cambridge college // // And pil
Cretan abuser.  // // I’m a man at his
best where there’s fighting // // (Hand to hand with a bull/man’s exc
// Pied, impious beauty; // // Below,
bestial lust // // Striped with trust, meaningless fucks and love cel
dge I could become a sage, // // And I
bet I’d get more dates // // Than WB Yeats // // For all his talk of
meet our fate, // // You’d best make a
bet I’d want that wave to be set // // in motion by my beloved, her g
as many colour purples raining; // //
Bet we can make them all in micro, soft, paint— // // Art in the age
fter all, love is universal and you can
bet whatever I say // // Someone, somewhere has heard it before.  //
eality (wink here)”; // // next head:  “
bet you were a difficult child”; // // the next: “getting so drunk is
and your roses // // Your good looks,
better bank statements and embrace, // // Will catch me this time and
books away, // // Oh sod the lot!  I’d
better be myself.  // //
ffecting mathematic precision to // //
better her dear husband’s still-mortal guess.  // // Fearless and sham
I could remember those long words more
better ), // // Ranging over the snow sheets, stained now with black,
ed our path to this point.  // // “Feel
better soon” // // Wrapped in layer after layer, like I’m // // Expe
ugh your jaw— // // We'll build you up
better than ever before.  // //
Dad balances the turkey, // // He was
better than his word.  // // The crackers sound, the jokes renowned— /
; // // Son-wise, he’s probably // //
Better than some.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Allan S.  Konigsberg
mights to Hell?  // // The vapours held
betwixt these lines move tight // // Into gaping personages then, qui
// me.  Though unknown to you, still you
bewail // // my loss – but ask my cooling corpse to rush // // you f
en has no reason to live, // // But do
beware // // Something’s gotta give.  // // From your perdition she’l
n edge // // Between idea and infinite
beyond .  // //
, // // to Bolton Abbey, and the Strid
beyond , // // and Barden Bridge—and now I flick my wand // // some m
red hills, created by some force // //
beyond imagination; and of course // // extracted from my fickle memo
ld I never love.  Built of a bulk // //
beyond my comprehension; lensed eyes ‘big // // as saucers’ x-ray-bur
om the grey // // teeth breathing just
beyond my shoulder blades.  An unsteady light // // is flickering betw
there’s nothing // // above // // or
beyond // // or below // // that has anything to say // // to the p
// Wood door, not daring // // To step
beyond our domain, // // Not much caring // // Whether there was a /
our consciousness // // And the light
beyond , // // Quenched any wistfulness // // For light, for love, fo
// // ‘Two Black’ too black?—what sun
beyond that shade; // // With balanced clay and graphite, // // Wris
nted fireworks // // in the dark edges
beyond the flickering light.  // // Nearly-five-year-old Colin // //
mposed: // // the sky behind the trees
beyond the meadow, // // tall grasses glowing in the morning sun //
ng fringe of rich green leaves, // //
Beyond the music of the shepherdess, // // Down through the dark towa
sings of life // // To hear the Song,
beyond the notes // // Oh onwards, onwards, draw us on // // Into th
and // // Yet we deemed // // It far
beyond the realm // // Of serfs, and so kept away // // From the elm
he some more the cool clear air.  // //
Beyond the scree the open path leads on, // // a gentler walk, to bar
arks.  Of the rest many did not progress
beyond the second part, with many simply claiming incorrectly that the
low path:  // // Your silhouette stands
beyond their glow.  // // Red, white, and black words disappear.  // /
// // Whether there was a // // World
beyond to explore.  // // We sought to do away // // With silly notio
rmony, it shows the way // // To reach
beyond —to touch the light // // And now the song bursts from our thro
ee the Dayspring at your waking, // //
Beyond your long last line the dawn is breaking”.  // //
of the day submerged in silence.  Buses,
bicycles , cold commuters, they passed us by as we stood on the bridge,
like linen freshly laid for tea, // //
Bid hieratic welcome to those gods, // // Or ghosts, or guessed-at ot
ugal, but when land (oh finally, land!)
bid their seek- // // ing end, Portugal could only tip its hat.  Colum
illed the bits of my skin that were too
big and suddenly I could fit it again.  And although the skies never re
/ beyond my comprehension; lensed eyes ‘
big // // as saucers’ x-ray-burning to my five- // // year infant gu
labyrinth // // To conceal where that
big baby hybrid is, // // Whose sibling stood guard (to keep access b
d it’s not a serpent // // But a great
big black wave // // That crashes over you // // And you try to gasp
e been perfect, except my skin felt too
big for my bones.  It just hung there softly, crumpled at the elbows an
ts a magpie on the road. // // like, a
big fucking magpie. // // and this magpie says: can you help me?  //
/ // Teetering on the edge of // // A
big idea.  // // Each line, a step, // // Towards that moment // //
// Faced with the end result // // The
big idea no longer seems so big // // The fall, awkward // // And un
ors or men with knitted jumpers // // (
big ideas on rocks and bones in the ground), // // Or even vicars, to
isses aren’t words // // and the great
big massive enormous wide universe full of galaxies and black holes an
n by.  On his 13th birthday we had that
big party down the pub, // // and for her 21st, well she was away at
// So, how are you?  // // Small fish,
big pond.  // // But staying afloat?  // // I move a little, and the r
thistle-scratch // // and bounce back: 
big prizes! // // glossier glamour! more glorious to spend yours //
// // The big idea no longer seems so
big // // The fall, awkward // // And unspectacular.  // // But, onc
y house // // that is my mother’s next
big venture after // // producing six of us.  // // L-shaped the hous
preserved or pressed?  // // And so the
big words, dispossessed // // by our ramshackle fumbling // // with
// // Ah! this one looks chipper—it’s
bigger and fitter // // And should keep me going for—wait…!  // // DA
ing through the murk, // // Mendacious
bigots do their deadly work, // // Those creeping politicians breathi
eval sleeves // // Or habits while you
bike your kids to school.  // // Pointy hats—and couplets—fade like le
ree fraught years – with bitterness and
bile // // sieved through our shared blue sleeve; we’re worn // // w
s must compete for life.  // // Another
billion random changes: all // // —or almost all—are duds.  Neverthele
om junctures in primeval winds // // a
billion random patterns form—until // // an accidental spiral sequenc
of weighed and measured mass // // Ten
billion years from this.  Yet few’ll then know, // // Or knowing grasp
eep my eyes peeled, // // For each mil-
billionth strike // // Might give the psych- // // Ological boost //
// Warm air turbulent // // expanding
billowing fabrics, // // Exquisite timpani of sole on pavement.  // /
e long, and you are drained. // // the
billows settle low, cold as a curse, // // but though the thunder roa
rpet, // // and people come in, // //
binbag -laden // // with mum’s blouses, // // dad’s old shirts and tr
pelling silence into sound, // // they
bind and loose, they find and are not found.  // // Re-call the river-
t-rust, // // they burst through their
binding // // like overwound springs; // // nilly-willy their horns
d text: this warfare is the strife that
binds .  // //
// But now our cropped, uncivil Samson
binds // // Five foxes, brush to brush, a hexagram // // Of blazing
y // // That codes and siphons off and
binds me here // // And keeps me earthed, but, if I could be free //
This is Sweet Briar, the Tudor seal, it
binds // // One kingdom with another, fire with fire.  // // Its five
Found prophesy fulfilled.  Their writing
binds // // Past with present: a poet’s hexagram // // Of ever-livin
// // Master of the hollow forest, who
binds // // The aged with their heart’s desire, the rose // // With
ring nylon stockings curled // // Like
bindweed .  Deposited, blooming with the taint // // Of former stages
unk?  You might as well rummage through
bins , // // barefaced as a Buddhist monk.  Enough buns // // and you
9 // // Giggly Hillary // // Met mean
Binyamin // // In the offices running // // His fighting machine.  //
amp collecting” and // // You are just
biology .  // // I am the king that buried the world; // // The only m
// (The winners in heartbreak.) // // “
Biology is just stamp collecting” and // // You are just biology.  //
side the wood—the fir // // and silver
birch along the dunes that run // // between the marshes and the sea.
// downwards to slug lickings on empty
bird box // // with flightless eggshells mouldering.  // //
Cracks like fire, burning so bright, a
bird // // Cozied in its nest, snuggles down somehow.  // // A change
down drains.  // // If there had been a
bird // // No doubt she would have seen it.  // // She gazed blankly
ed trough.  // // I cough a protest.  No
bird sings.  // //
black MIDI:  // // All that is left of
bird song.  // // Phoenix upside—down.  // // Pigeon panicking inside
// Nothing else works for the College
bird .  // // The burr-sore want some fast relief:  // // Heat-treatmen
the thoracal zone // // springing the
bird to post-Jurassic flight // // to trade in futures on the wishing
ast, unyielding sky // // Untouched by
bird , unseen by any eye.  // // And I know you are there, amongst them
Urban
bird watchingOn the Huntingdon Road.  // // They found him, petrified,
ll been lost in transit, // // and the
birds and the branches are unseen.  // // Her white hand weeps about i
bear fruit.  // // A song // // Where
birds once chorused a dew bright dawn.  // // Immortality // // Is in
know that soon, // // Another flock of
birds will settle— // // Confusedly— // // Here, with us.  // //
u love me again // // Is like notating
birdsong .  // // I made you the ideal theory:  // // An unsystematised
e wishing bone // // clavicles fuse in
birds ’ ancestral night // // in this revision one and one makes one /
/ // and the tactless scratch of green
biro .  // // I have to keep running to feel I’m going somewhere.  // /
origin immortalized // // In scratchy
biro ink.  // // Each domestic heirloom bearing // // The curly scrip
- // // life.  They are too few.  // //
Birth certificate.  // // Death certificate.  // // I want to see the
Pushing 60 // // My sixtieth
birthday is nearing— // // brings a thought that is far from cheering
oking back, it’s flown by.  On his 13th
birthday we had that big party down the pub, // // and for her 21st,
g of news // // (“She’s birthed!  She’s
birthed !”)—children at play— // // The carter’s mare as she wheezes o
ellos—the crying of news // // (“She’s
birthed !  She’s birthed!”)—children at play— // // The carter’s mare a
you covered instead— // // put out the
biscuits , the chairs, the cat, // // drew up rotas, tidied up upstair
whole new shade of wet.  // // My Frost-
bit ears resound with words I know.  // // (How many miles to go till
across the sea, // // A name a little
bit like « me ».  // // To the East, to the West, // // I wish a witc
// Sometimes your routine just gets a
bit monotonous.  // // But if a tidal wave as tall as the Empire State
like good sex— // // But I did seek a
bit more humanity.  // // My mistake was suggesting the cotton— // //
a of the world ending sometimes sound a
bit nice?’  // // Everybody occasionally dreams of apocalypse.  // //
bed calories // // nestled within each
bite of Cadbury’s, // // so bring on the celery.  And a slice // //
he frequent sticky thrill of that first
bite of fruit // // While propped against the tree trunk, kept cool i
/ // But poets curdle words until they
bite , // // With substance and a flavour of their own:  // // So Donn
and crackling fire-breath // // (Sound-
bites for both now!)— // // because he couldn’t see the afterlife of
lanea, fool’s gold, bric-a-brac, // //
bits and pieces, odds and ends, junk, old rope.  // // Boarding passes
’s how it saved me.  The moon filled the
bits of my skin that were too big and suddenly I could fit it again.  A
affold.  And why not wriggle our toes in
bits of old bran and chaff // // mixed up with sawdust from our new c
into the night // // I fed it all the
bits that it had missed: // // fragments around the edges of the blaz
the poem?’  // // Words catch my mouth,
bitter as lightning—is this the poem?  // // The cicada’s memories dis
// There was a war.  // // There was a
bitter , civil // // war in Jordan.  // // There was a gun.  // // The
wo months // // are clear and fine and
bitter cold.  // // Every step, // // your foot upon the crust, you t
I do is bark wildly at the moon.  // //
Bitter Creek, last time // // You said this was the only way.  // //
: // // its scales, its tales, and its
bitter // // fomenting glory in the great not-me.  // // Way-hey, blo
of our land.  // // When you dismiss my
bitter words offhand, // // Both you and I have everything to lose.  /
// // than three fraught years – with
bitterness and bile // // sieved through our shared blue sleeve; we’r
so thin and impatient, // // but then… 
bittersweet jubilation!  // // He was filled up with bliss, ’cause //
h // // Drops spray silent // // Zest
bittersweet scent // // Syrupy fingertips // // Slide past lips //
a whiskery love-in and hoydenish // //
bivalves blew bubbles.  Beneath the flushed sea-tail, a gleam— // // I
and awaiting recognition // // Of how
bizarre the night can be, // // Roof falling down, // // The sound o
ening lanes we went to cross the river,
black and cruel.  This city now extinguished, empty, spent; the beauty
n this night.  Redshift // // The stars
black —do you still feel // // Their loss?  My wife stirs, // // As ou
o lift a stained glass // // skull, my
black eyes my light eyes, this arched spine, // // do you remember wh
ELS LIKETO BE HERE IN THIS PLACE // //
black // // frost // // black // // sky // // wet stones // // sk
the wire brush // // of David’s thick
black hair, // // staying in place until at home // // the small gas
mous wide universe full of galaxies and
black holes and stars // // makes no sound // // only their tongues
Centaur // // Black on white on
black // // In your suit, you’re urbanely monochrome; // // A real s
t // // And come away with bruises and
black lung // // And purple dermal chunks of coal and grit.  // // Ju
neath my hands.  // // Rings of ash are
black MIDI:  // // All that is left of bird song.  // // Phoenix upsid
the psychologists (clean-shaven and in
black ) might say.  // // The beard is living history, we are too close
// The ink I wrote to you in was always
black , never blue, // // and I’d imagine you sitting and reading my w
Centaur // //
Black on white on black // // In your suit, you’re urbanely monochrom
the year // // but no Murder of absurd
black penguins // // congregate this afternoon as my leg // // slumb
ritten off as a tax loss, // // Raised
black sails, and now I’m in clover.  // // ARIADNE // // I blame that
Black September // // // There was a war.  // // There was a bitter,
neral suit, // // And only one pair of
black shoes, // // And who’s going to help me put new laces in, // /
tinctive stride // // As your polished
black shoes emerge stealthily // // And know the simple tie, knotted
PLACE // // black // // frost // //
black // // sky // // wet stones // // skittering onto the // // d
ife, with ceramic vase // // And small
black -stoppered oil caster.  // // The year is nineteen fifty-five; //
e’ve been.  // // Each in our uniforms,
black suit, striped tie // // Marching to the front line, clutching o
d in your unmaking, // // Of the fatal
black suit, that only I saw // // Fit you ill, and added to your brea
er clumsily // // into the slow // //
black treacle of the night air // // and see the simplicity // // mo
’s not a serpent // // But a great big
black wave // // That crashes over you // // And you try to gasp for
nd refuse of ages, // // Sounding over
black waves of the sunset hour.  // // Softly the last gondolier, dipp
over the snow sheets, stained now with
black , what if one day all the books drew blanks?  // // There’d be no
e lead // // 2B // // ‘Two Black’ too
black ?—what sun beyond that shade; // // With balanced clay and graph
yond their glow.  // // Red, white, and
black words disappear.  // // I’m not so far away from home.  // //
at only half way there.  // // Feathers
blacken and unpeel // // With the mourning of the wheels.  // //
consume, // // And leave nothing but a
blackened gloom, // // Of faces lost and undefined.  // // A word tha
tack lighting the midges and her // //
Blackened soles, he lies back in damp grass // // And wonders when on
corched soft calfskin, // // Now burns
blackened words into dead wood; // // Cremates Glede-eyes garnet //
I won’t be clean. wash me and I will be
blacker than coal. if my truth is wrong I want you to gouge it from me
edged— // // Wrapped within the glossy
blackness // // Of Dad’s funereal car.  // // Later, unpacking, // /
ce into shape, do vacate back // // To
blackn’d smog which as the ocean shifts // // Over itself, a growing
, // // The outside plumbing blues and
blacks .  // // Damp limestone humming and spectral, // // The absence
hope-made sky I came.  // // Then, as a
blacksmith finds his mold self-grown, // // My practic’d pattern forg
// a section of spalted trunk— // //
blackstrap coaly seams // // making the wood marbled.  // // Or maybe
exercise alone.  // // HB // // ‘Hard
Black ’ appears as grey:  // // The universal, standard and // // Unth
ven pull the lead // // 2B // // ‘Two
Black ’ too black?—what sun beyond that shade; // // With balanced cla
// When you pierced me with your unseen
blade .  // // I will see you before I die // // Face to face.  // //
dust.  // // The mis-struck stone.  The
blade which breaks.  // // The potter’s hand that slips and scores //
teeth breathing just beyond my shoulder
blades .  An unsteady light // // is flickering between needling trees;
.  // // ‘It’s true’ // // Lied // //
Blair // //
arch 2009 // // Now we must cheer, for
Blair is here.  // // After two years’ pay, this is the day // // He
Fibbing // //
Blair // // Lied, // // It’s true.  // // He had to // // Lie, to p
-Spring, the eternal Prima Vera.  // //
Blake saw it too.  Dante and Beatrice // // Are bathing in it now, awa
Cretan Quartet—a
blame game // // MINOTAUR // // I blame my mother, Zeus bless her.  /
oaf, resolute.  // // THESEUS // // I
blame my dad.  Such a loser // // To marry Medea.  I accused her // //
t—a blame game // // MINOTAUR // // I
blame my mother, Zeus bless her.  // // She’d this need for a bull to
I’m in clover.  // // ARIADNE // // I
blame that bronzed hulk and his vanity // // Claimed his dad was a se
ing for—wait…!  // // DAEDALUS // // I
blame the King’s first commission // // He just saw in me a magician
You claim it “impedes progress” and is “
bland ,” // // But, full of energy and youth, I choose // // Our dial
ve // // What?  I stare at you looking. 
Blank !  Crack open the sixth seal // // Whilst you speak the weather o
tten across me, transforming the body’s
blank page.  // // I don’t understand why you never came back.  The wav
etheless.  // // Here, the courtyard is
blank .  // // Still just a courtyard.  // // Still just me and Woodlan
d who wasn’t made for work.  // // Now,
blank verse seems to break those systems down:  // // It’s open and ad
hen I stare into reality // // I see a
blank white sheet, and withdraw, // // Back to my drooling muse, beca
rovelled on the ground, // // Our eyes
blank , with nothing to // // Consider, no reason on which to found //
And it was just sitting there, looking
blankly at me, like a globe spinning so fast that all the colours blur
he would have seen it.  // // She gazed
blankly at the branches.  // // The world swam occasionally, // // Le
// Shook its head along with me, // //
Blankly dismissing the old sublime; // // The dogs that passed, for t
ere I’m confined // // As my pen moves
blankly line to line // // Controlled by the wrist of an amputee, //
ack, what if one day all the books drew
blanks ?  // // There’d be nothing to write about for one. // // (but
and scent // // than I was fried by a
blast from your snout.  // //
Hanoun, the sun seems spent:  // // The
blasts drop like a shutter’s blink and break // // The moment when th
ecluded pathways.  // // Each crescendo
blasts my mind to whiteness.  // // Who will join me in the temple?  //
/ // fragments around the edges of the
blaze .  // // Even now, // // I feel the heat upon my face.  // // Tw
ties of fuel // // and built a roaring
blaze .  Then late into the night // // I fed it all the bits that it
s, brush to brush, a hexagram // // Of
blazing damage.  Kinship, threat, and fire // // Contend for right in
th, // // and send signal fires // //
blazing into the air.  // // Our space is the earth, // // time lives
Sestina // // Abyss.  A nanosecond’s
blazing light, // // The herald to a straining fecund mass // // Unl
u, // // There is the day’s newspaper,
blazoned with // // The spin of a world that isn’t yours and can’t /
ings who feel too much.  // // // // …
Bleached walls stare into pale skin, each keeping the warmth // // In
eads on, // // a gentler walk, to bare
bleak Malham Tarn.  // // Then back to skirt the edge of Malham Cove,
r bubbling in oil spit, and the lamb is
bled // // drink! to winter! and be merry. // // joy, pride swelling
arena morn:  // // I war dirt-up, image-
bled , // // if nine demon ever did, god-won // // Arrêt.  // // Ange
// Sharp with the earth’s slow // //
Bleed , four nights till it sheds // // Its shadow to bloom // // In
nights, more dreams // // more seasons
bleeding into seasons.  // // Just not so many more.  // //
ight is stored, and the slightest knock
bleeds a honey // // that will never wash from my hands.  I guard myse
dipping into knot warps and sanded-down
blemishes ) // // To imagine // // (your contours like sand-dunes //
// // Melting into a liquid form, they
blend .  // // A faded wash seemingly moves o’er all; // // A slight l
ets, turning weed, revealed nothing: no
blenny , no bream— // // It was just a small fish.  // // So we lay on
old rubber fingers and let their priest
bless by its // // psalmodic tone—only heaven can sing.  // // Parodi
MINOTAUR // // I blame my mother, Zeus
bless her.  // // She’d this need for a bull to caress her.  // // Lef
e and gold and bow themselves // // To
bless the fruitful earth from whence they spring.  // // These colours
/ It hides my nephew’s eyes.  // // God
bless us, everyone.  // // Baby, come and sit with me, // // We pick
e character in a play // // With Brian
Blessed // // Squeezed into the frame, the dusty sepia.  // // We are
as awoken?  // // Your glance is like a
blessing on the broken // // I tender this in thankfulness, a token /
e to face; // // Your glance is like a
blessing on the broken, // // Your smile a sudden grace.  // //
A Token // // Your glance is like a
blessing on the broken, // // Your smile a sudden grace.  // // And w
y love-in and hoydenish // // bivalves
blew bubbles.  Beneath the flushed sea-tail, a gleam— // // It was jus
milk // // the sick cow // // and the
blight // // that had fallen on the vineyard.  // // A few self-confe
// Surrounding ev’ry face we meet with
Blight , // // Whose knived line carv’s out a trace, a Well // // Cas
/ // and caught his eye and struck him
blind and dead.  // // A winged beast can be so underhanded; // // it
hose strings sing of souls hurt.  // //
Blind , dumb, deaf upon the pedestal of a saint, // // by touch and in
ing edge is coming near.  // // Not the
blind fury // // With the abhorred shears // // But this is what I f
/ // while I // // Am dancing on your
blind spot // //
pixillating condensation // // Bolting
blind the top-floor library– // // Like a vitreous slogan of a monume
heir sockets, // // And as I’m limping
blind through Siberia, // // I want her to restart the solar system w
cretary // // Eyeless for Gaza, // //
Blind to the consequence:  // // Tabula Rasa.  // //
Look.  Just look, look around!  Don’t be
blinded by preconceptions that pretend to be the foundation of things.
fear; // // The stealthy scissors of a
blinded time // // Cutting through accretions of the past // // Dull
e from view; surrounding spectra // //
blinding from refracted // // oil-light off tarmac.  As you // // fin
// // How can you sleep in this // //
blinding light?  // // How could you // // bear to // // close your
cund mass // // Unleashed.  A tongue of
blinding , whippèd flame // // Sears all before, while bearing all we’
old.  // // My eyes obscured by wash, I
blindly dug // // My place, lifting my molten body’s mold // // By h
all directions // // As my hands grasp
blindly for a white flag.  // // “I don’t know” spills from my lips in
// // The blasts drop like a shutter’s
blink and break // // The moment when the child looks and the lens //
ly.  // // But just one illicit // //
Blink and I’ll miss it.  // // Too much strain // // For dawn brain;
bs catch on tongue and mesh eyes // //
blinking on a pimpled trunk // // snail-spotted and blooded // // by
ce, // // in overlapping amplitudes of
bliss , // // pattering into patterns, into persons, into us, // // c
ubilation!  // // He was filled up with
bliss , ’cause // // he tracked down his Whiskas // // while the dear
given way.  // // Under the transparent
blister of a moon, // // A thumbtack lighting the midges and her //
y who knew // // Existing on hot coals
blisters the feet // // Just when I found them again // // In the me
ns // // Looks and the newspaper image
blithely grins // // Into a million messy shards.  // // The table a
ideal me waves from a mile away.  // //
Bloated on turkey and stale conversation // // The pack turns their i
// // // // // Manhattan’s built on
blocks because they planned it out like that // // (You don’t get per
ey raised the ramparts: giant concrete
blocks // // on piles all along the shingle beach.  // // The mile so
range home you have been gifted, // //
Blonde and blue-eyed Sufi, upright and serious and oblivious.  // // P
leave the polystyrene cemetery, // //
Blonde hair flicking like a snake’s tongue.  // // But her stylish-yet
yew needs dried blood in spring // //
blood ancestry // // phantoms // // graveyard cadavers // // spicin
ds, // // All that remains is dripping
blood // // And an empty frame.  // //
his moment’s pulse, this rhythm in your
blood // // And listen to it, ringing soft and low.  // // Stay with
Hear!  Our songs of love, our lives, our
blood , and // // My window on the world in all its hues:  // // Our d
gel hunter.  // // I could vomit // //
Blood and water upon my feet // // And say never, never forgive him /
ening, white above again and // // the
blood below.  Pause.           I think I just want to really feel.  //
your head bobs in peace upon a heart’s-
blood bouquet.  // //
rface?  // // My base animal is out for
blood // // But my saccharine breath pleads for a haven.  // // I hav
// Immortality // // Is in time, our
blood coloured autumn.  // // Artifice // // Risks going against the
my desires // // I am unsullied by the
blood crystals on my palm // // I am unsullied.  // // Ornithologists
Will sweep away this red refuse.  // //
Blood dies quicker than paint // // Shouts the gunshot on the lake //
ching from the window, impassive // //
Blood dries quicker than paint // // But all the wide obliging sea //
// You shed dust from your eyes, // //
Blood dripping from your next cigarette, // // And we feel bored and
y every second of our lives, and // //
blood -fed, or starved to oblivion // // in five minutes.  // // The p
the hinge of the door— // // After the
blood has been wiped from the wall— // // After the wires we'll threa
yew needs dried
blood in spring // // blood ancestry // // phantoms // // graveyard
ever turned on their pilots—that’s your
blood // // In the water—they’ve always been lying.  Is this the poem?
sushi restaurant.  // // 3.  Always wash
blood off in cold water. // // 1, given to me for the first time whil
ife.  I wondered if your // // thinning
blood resented life, // // words mocking your condition—if // // you
were both made from stardust // // and
blood rust // // as the sky began seeping liquid gold, // // the kin
ky began seeping liquid gold // // and
blood rust // // we were both made from stardust.  // // For this is
ait // // for spring // // when dried
blood scatters // //
t our love flows through me // // Like
blood , that I pine for you, and yearn for you, // // And can taste th
me realising that the method of erasing
blood was stated with experience, // // And me realising that his blo
/ A crowd of faces linked by tinsel and
blood , // // While the ideal me waves from a mile away.  // // Bloate
ience, // // And me realising that his
blood would have come from bared fists against jaws, // // From tumbl
n room // // groans and secrets // //
blood ! wriggling life! a name! love!  // // Candles, hats—shake the sn
e hours spent washing bathroom tiles of
blood . // // you pray for rain, but no relief. dry-heave // // over
pimpled trunk // // snail-spotted and
blooded // // by stagnant recess overfull trickling // // downwards
aughtered his girlfriend // // In cold-
blooded rage.  // // (Nothing too funny here, // // Uxoricidally, //
es.  // // Huntsman, lord of a thousand
blooded tongues // // Master of the hollow forest, who binds // // T
that // // during the days are // //
bloodshot .  // // How can you sleep in this // // blinding light?  //
d // // a tribute with a claw pisswet,
bloodwhorled , // // and badinaged with her would-be saviour // // an
in it— // // Why Rhyme Royal is such a
bloody chore.  // // I’m trying to be cheerful, but can’t fain it:  //
see through is a pierced calcite skin,
bloody ingrown nails and an incorrection.  Adonai, Adonis, open my swor
// // Go hungry dear fox // // Do not
bloody my door, there // // Is nothing for you // // In this night. 
xhilaration’ ‘beating heart’ and ’fresh
blood ’.  This reality is primitive, musical, and Dionysiac.  Nature chan
ghts till it sheds // // Its shadow to
bloom // // In the vast, dust-filled // // Maria of a hidden // //
o the lifter of leaves, of branches and
bloom // // May your sap run quick and your bark hold strong— // //
.  // // Between rutted mud and thistle
bloom // // We pick our path along the hollow way // // Handfast; we
// the winter now, // // but she’ll be
blooming , // // and she’ll be spiralling // // back in spring.  // /
e around it, // // Hide it amongst the
blooming heather, // // Warm it, // // Pick around it.  // // Our vo
urled // // Like bindweed.  Deposited,
blooming with the taint // // Of former stages of my seven skins; //
r hydra stalks for fear of fresh // //
blooms : already one says: “mankind cannot // // bear very much realit
esty, // // these three hills awash in
blooms , arching heavenwards in certain praise // // state His glory. 
ty // // or those three hills awash in
blooms , arching skyward only to praise // // nature’s glory.  He renam
// A still canal, laced with rust that
blooms // // From old fashioned, swan-necked cycles.  // // The pinke
orgia sunsets, and // // bougainvillea
blooms ; hands to hold // // and promised stories told // // of daugh
left you // // Deserted.  Only bramble
blooms ; only ivy strays // // Through the hollows the years have worn
but I // // Shut my ears to Antigone,
blot out my dear’s words.  // // They can’t be talking to me.  // // I
den // // Moon.  Now your shadow // //
Blots the sky, what is // // It looks to flower in your // // Cries,
ntle against the cool glass, // // But
blotted quickly by a tunnel’s vulgar arrival.  // // Those old eyes ar
en my eyes searched frantically, // //
blotted with beads of light, // // for shadowed gifts.  As slowly //
, // // binbag-laden // // with mum’s
blouses , // // dad’s old shirts and trousers, // // sorry to let the
r.  // // From across the waters // //
blow the evanescent airs // // moistening the many-coloured earths.  /
ng in jail.  // // Give me some time to
blow the man down // //
ry in the great not-me.  // // Way-hey,
blow the man down // // Might and strain of the wave-thick // // ten
mely winds in sixteen forty-five // //
Blow through the windows, wake the paper rose.  // // This is Sweet Br
ter, // // Up there in the sky, // //
Blowed and bumbling along, // // Airwards words off the tongue.  // /
ou with your hair cut day-short, // //
blowing a cool kiss, // // prone on a white toboggan, // // doubli
g around space, gay as Galactus, // //
Blowing out more stars with her laugh.  // // It’s not that weird, rig
led around behind // // Doors and were
blown // // About by the winds of change.  // // Something seemed gre
ation brick-dust from our lungs.  // //
Blown away through our empty sails, over the fields.  // // We’re righ
at the creature, transfixed by its time-
blown boughs, // // Will find itself returned to the perfect lightnes
ch-Wind // // All night the March wind
blows about our windows // // And chases whispers through my dreaming
to shame and spitting, // // Under the
blows the cut stones splinter // // The Green Man comes to winter, //
wrote to you in was always black, never
blue , // // and I’d imagine you sitting and reading my words in echoe
dness settled once you’d left.  I became
blue , // // artificially structuring my days around coffee // // bef
prisoner of war // // Then casualty of
blue austerity; // // Just so my father, labouring before // // The
e.  // // And then he breathed his last
blue breath // // And left it in the shining air // // And left his
you have been gifted, // // Blonde and
blue -eyed Sufi, upright and serious and oblivious.  // // Promise me—l
// He lay there till the stars turned
blue // // He lay there till his breath ran cold // // The boy witho
gh earth, I long for water and a sky of
blue .  // // Like a seed I want to grow.  But all I have is cold coffee
/ // Stormy where you are?  // // Very
blue .  Lovely weather.  // // [Bad weather.  Very blue.] // // So, how
// End-tale:  November song seeks mist-
blue port, so // // Defying stormy-weather and determinism both, toni
windled between your hands, as the deep
blue // // sky darkened and embellished around you.  You began dreamin
d bile // // sieved through our shared
blue sleeve; we’re worn // // with waiting in dissention and denial. 
vely weather.  // // [Bad weather.  Very
blue .] // // So, how are you?  // // Small fish, big pond.  // // But
ords off the tongue.  // // The sky was
blue .  // // That she knew, had known all along // // It seemed, only
conscious swallowed me like an ocean of
blue .  // // The sadness settled once you’d left.  I became blue, // /
along // // It seemed, only it wasn’t
blue today, // // It was deep and grey when // // It appeared, the s
// I can see the evening’s // // last
blue twilight, // // pressed between // // stormclouds like a flower
nted my feelings in layer upon layer of
blue // // until watercolours splattered my sleeves and the drowning
sea incessantly singing her serenade of
blue .  // // We hugged goodbye.  I walked home and made coffee, // //
or cycle rides // // more walks, more
bluebell woods // // more curlews, more ragged, slanting lines of gee
the yellow, // // The outside plumbing
blues and blacks.  // // Damp limestone humming and spectral, // // T
/ // But the service gets slow when it
blunders // // Around in the passages—just losing weight // // So it
things in my hands— // // The familiar
blunt fingers and shallow nails // // Of proud practicality.  // // W
ong I want you to gouge it from me. use
blunt , hoping, hoping and hoping. let me hear the sound of joy and gla
ors, new scissors: // // no stone will
blunt them.  // //
/ // Endeavours in but weekly shut out
blunt .  // // They all are shunned and I am shut out too, // // The p
ide was a shiver.  // // I float in the
blur of your // // Shallow depth of field // // Like a spirit waitin
s perhaps are good, // // But slightly
blurred and ill-conceived, // // But cram enough inside and surely in
e spinning so fast that all the colours
blurred into white.  And I felt sorry for it, because although it sat a
h // // pages upon pages of poetry.  My
blurry eyes resisted breaking // // concentration until the walls dis
d covering the hard brown earth.  // //
Blurry , out of focus and unfeeling // // Times, when the suns are thi
/ // from violent to -et to rose-risen
blush .  // // We must not rush now past the wee hours of // // waitin
ts on her now vacant stomach // // Her
blushed cheeks moistened with my tears.  // // Momentary flashes of wh
ngely, oddly quiet // // The wind that
blusters is strangely keen.  // // A dance, hypnotic; long, yet savour
ink to winter! and be merry!  // // Fat
boar bubbling in oil spit, and the lamb is bled // // drink! to winte
p-drip of drying plates on the draining
board // // as you pray for strength, head in hands, // // in a kitc
, odds and ends, junk, old rope.  // //
Boarding passes from times they went for broke.  // // Gifts they coul
ills, dales, crags, beaches // // more
boat or cycle rides // // more walks, more bluebell woods // // more
out // // And will not dry // // The
boat rocks on the water like a drum.  // //
left afloat.  // // Behind each moored
boat runs a wake: time to gush full spate.  // // Now my headlong das
rt, as rich as Tokaji, // // your head
bobs in peace upon a heart’s-blood bouquet.  // //
e will forevermore consume, the beings,
bodies and souls of any given room // // While doomed to perish are h
n that all is right.  // // The line of
bodies on the table in // // The dust-white room are children.  // //
/ dusted cogs very still above sleeping
bodies .  Our grist is long gone // // and we’re lighter, quieter.  Let
e gap // // Constricting in a press of
bodies that would // // Never normally indulge in such proximity with
hane sea and scattered // // doll-like
bodies , their tiny faces // // far too clear.  // // A wave breaks ov
somewhere just past my horizon.  // //
Body aching, waiting, for my chalk outline.  The last mark I’ll make, /
ntine // // mouth; less folded in your
body and scent // // than I was fried by a blast from your snout.  //
// // Mind the gap // // Between your
body and the world.  // // Careful, things might fall // // Where the
d // // Your soft memory immolates its
body beneath my hands.  // // Rings of ash are black MIDI:  // // All
the watery sounds take control of your
body // // But no one can hear them // // And no one has seen your s
ent to arrive, // // When out of your
body comes understanding, // // And a wonderful point to be derived. 
id you, or did you not, hide // // The
body ?  Did you, or did you not, // // Keep digging— // // All night—
ath held deep but soft, // // I let my
body fall again, be wash’d // // Into direction mapp’d by playing dru
// // beating mind dying with beating
body .  // // Five minutes after our hearts stop // // everything (not
n gall, // // they found it indide her
body .  // // I imagined its cross section like a burr, // // or like
aise Venus with every judder.  // // My
body is a hymn to Cupid; // // He is in its arches and secluded pathw
My hand falls on your waist // // your
body is so familiar // // yet I have never known you before.  // // I
lens whirs to focus on a hunched // //
Body .  One of the crowd in particular // // Distinct, only, because it
ining air // // And left his stiffened
body there // // The boy without a face.  // // His only keepers were
ain written across me, transforming the
body’s blank page.  // // I don’t understand why you never came back. 
dug // // My place, lifting my molten
body’s mold // // By hand, hardening to the rocks each tug, // // Th
tomach, the tender // // Violence of a
body’s ripening—is this the poem?  // // Soon, make the screen a mirro
our faith // // that all of life still
boils down to love.  // //
happy.  “We need a designer with // //
boldness and vision—I know just the man.  // // He has built me some b
is nineteen fifty-five; // // The man,
Bologna’s drawing-master.  // // He lives a quiet, four-cornered life,
tle and press ’til, // // abrading the
bolt -rust, // // they burst through their binding // // like overwou
// The pixillating condensation // //
Bolting blind the top-floor library– // // Like a vitreous slogan of
am, back up the river Wharfe, // // to
Bolton Abbey, and the Strid beyond, // // and Barden Bridge—and now I
es // // more storms, gales, lightning
bolts // // more days of sun or rain or passing cloud // // more mee
t, // // The razor might not last, the
bomb might fall, // // Then all we’d have left would be beards to com
// now trade in futures on the wishing
bone // // and flocks of starlings, sparrows, swallows know // // th
// we trade in futures on the wishing
bone // // and learn too late that one and one make none // //
// but in the ritual splitting of the
bone // // as Martin’s morning breaks upon the night // // we trade
th // // The word-worm breaks from the
bone -cage // // The word-worm encircles, tightens its coils, and the
// // Trading futures on the wishing
bone // // clavicles fuse in birds’ ancestral night // // in this re
Nightwatching // // By the
bone -ground my eyes linger; // // I am watching the boy take off his
// to trade in futures on the wishing
bone // // Hall in Bones and Cartilage has shown // // the furcula m
into pits // // Girded with chalk and
bone .  // // Tarweed takes root and // // Its appetite carves sharp t
And, likewise to two falling trees, my
bone , // // Unseen or seen, did spark a tiny fire.  // // A lonely em
now: can they enhance // // That fine-
boned beauty, linen-wrapped and masked in paint?  // // How many years
ures on the wishing bone // // Hall in
Bones and Cartilage has shown // // the furcula might prove a midline
opp’d on me, // // and with my brittle
bones and star roll’d dice // // I plucked from falling world two dag
he town’s past, but of your fine // //
bones , feather-forming in the fast- // // ness of your mother’s side.
ion, thick // // To perfect brew’d.  My
bones grow Ache and Lack; // // But drown’d out is their path—it floa
m top-to-toe.  Each day I feel // // My
bones grow old with waiting for the feel // // Of earth against their
jumpers // // (big ideas on rocks and
bones in the ground), // // Or even vicars, touched by God, nothing t
ect, except my skin felt too big for my
bones .  It just hung there softly, crumpled at the elbows and knees.  Bu
ce that isn’t worth the creak // // Of
bones to pick up.  // // A camera lens whirs to focus on a hunched //
rock back and inch, I’ll tumble and my
bones will clatter.  // // I don’t want to align my chakras; I want to
e sound of joy and gladness so that the
bones you crushed can rejoice. it’s waiting there for you. maybe one d
, // // Grown grave, recite the Prayer
Book and the Rose.  // // This is the trial of fire and fire, for fire
ong the passengers) // // Take out the
book before the faceless passengers // // And fill my mind // // To
the words to make it plain.  // // Two
book -ends bracket our shared domain: // // the start, the lobby of a
rs, couples, // // Phone-paralysed and
book -engrossed, // // Pret-a-Manger munching, soul searching, love-li
he reader that was me.  // // In an old
book I see a yellow square, read the part // // marked, and am amazed
ant the rest.  // // I want to hold the
book // // of you.  You would be soft, // // whole, warm.  Not paper.
I smile and say, // // As I put their
books away, // // Oh sod the lot!  I’d better be myself.  // //
where’s the tragedy?  // // Back to the
books , // // Back to the justification, // // The deliberate slow co
now with black, what if one day all the
books drew blanks?  // // There’d be nothing to write about for one.  /
rneys, voyages, expeditions // // more
books , more coffee cups // // more tragedies, comedies, histories //
grandmothers:  // // Overcooked recipe
books — // // Tough, stringy leather around crumbling // // Pages //
gone furry in the heat, // // an empty
bookshelf // // what remains // // three years in boxes.  // // I wa
ted // // From its place on our shared
bookshelf // // When I see desire distilled in the juice that runs //
// // and her clipped trunk is an ash
boomerang .  // // Old woman wobbles back to her old man.  // //
/ Might give the psych- // // Ological
boost // // Of being the first // // Who saw the collision, // // R
// // He has built me some buses which
boosted my ego—the // // Heatherwick’s sure to produce a fine plan.  /
.  // // The cold he feels nudges at my
booted feet.  // // The speckles of weed on the water are like chips o
amel carpet // // a burial mound where
boots crunch beech nuts // // and heave clods of wet grass. // // co
.  // // But her stylish-yet-affordable
boots // // Do sometimes quake.  // // Her high school sits right abo
nt to leave, // // There, the sound of
boots make me dry heave.  // // South of here, the sun will shine, //
/ // One night soon I will take off my
boots , // // Slip out from under the heavy trees // // And join the
flashed seconds before waves flooded my
boots , water breaking // // into damp dust around my knees and my smi
bus as it rounds Hyde Park, // // Down
border -lanes, and further west // // Leaves and scraps of paper clust
a mere bromide.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a
bore .  // //
byssal goddess.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a
bore .  // // How he strides, // // Warm air turbulent // // expandin
’Tis pity he’s a
bore // // I imagine he’d wear my armour well, // // And send sandal
l of the pieces:  // // He turned out a
bore —I was dumped on the shore // // And now I have wed Dionysus //
ch my neck between your fingers, // //
bore that small hole through. // // the marble caught the glass, //
enty-minute hiatus.  // // But the fire
bore us no grudge, // // and welcomed us back into its glow.  // // A
// In truth, you stagnant, solipsistic
bore , // // You’re nothing, utter nothing, nothing more.  // //
your next cigarette, // // And we feel
bored and lazy, // // And my parents can’t tell me enough, // // Tha
/ // I’m ill; I’m hurt; I’m tired; I’m
bored ; // // I’ve loved and now I’m torn apart…  // // These whispers
hat they also threw // // Into the asp-
bored sand to rest for two millennia.  // // Haloed by Hawara sun you
there isn’t anything worse // // Than
boredom .  Except the non-existent tick // // Of your digital clock, re
/ —but Sadik the Most Evil deposes poor
Boris , and // // gets the Red Margaret to look at the case.  // // “I
he bandwagon he’ll be glad.”  // // The
Boris is happy.  “We need a designer with // // boldness and vision—I
London, he // // goes by the rubrik of
Boris the Mad.  // // He’d adore such a grand and flamboyant adventure
not even there.”  // // Sadik says “The
Boris’s vanity project has // // gone off the rails.  I’m not such a
/ Seeming deathless, // // The year is
born again.  The festival // // Of a boy-king // // Is but one of man
Is but one of many.  // // The year is
born again.  The festival // // Seeking the return of the light // //
uds we were sharing, // // And our new-
born argument is furrowing your brow, // // So I glance instead at yo
at you—born of halves and fulls, // //
Born of earth into stalled world.  // // Have you forgotten the early
oose Ghazal for Rumi // // Look at you—
born of halves and fulls, // // Born of earth into stalled world.  //
iggledy // // Jesus of Nazareth // //
Born on a solstice // // The prophecised son (/sun) // // Sceptics w
the occasion, // // we read the flower-
borne messages // // and talked to relatives not seen for years.  //
azel, beech and alder, // // What news
borne on the wind?  // // Just a list of wedding favours // // And a
leaves might fall // // What news
borne on the wind?  // // What winged seed has taken root, // // Thos
// to the ship’s pitch and yaw, // //
borrowed eyes seeing // // some earlier draft of things, // // lost
eagled in the cycling lane.  // // With
borrowed wings a hedgehog // // Sprawls upon the pavement, // // Bri
fool without wisdom, // // Feeding on
borrowed wit.  // // Your voice echoes off my skull.  // // Your eyes
k // // its scream, // // Deep in the
bosom of the // // gentle night.  // // I make no love to the girl //
he collision, // // Revealed the Higgs
boson .  // // Briefly.  // // But just one illicit // // Blink and I
r.  // // Did I just close on // // My
boson ?  // // ‘Standard Model’ perfection!  // // Professorial electio
// Fin de siècle.  // // Ethel Sargant,
botanist // // (Girton student 1880s) // // builds a lab in her gard
broke.  // // Gifts they could never be
bothered to wrap.  // // Ties, from when he tried to make an effort //
’s your happiness again, // // Lost in
bottles and found, // // In your uneven smile, sharp teeth, // // Yo
ampagne, // // Drink down the last few
bottles that remain, // // As though delirium could dull the pain.  //
// hospital walls.  Roses in empty wine
bottles unfolded in the house, // // anxiously mourning red petal fin
poets who grew old // // And wore the
bottoms of their trousers rolled, // // I need characters like Tennys
/ // South Georgia sunsets, and // //
bougainvillea blooms; hands to hold // // and promised stories told /
// A sense of hope, a sense of fear, a
bough // // Cracks like fire, burning so bright, a bird // // Cozied
// to burn within these apples and this
bough , // // Which here and now at last, you recognise.  // // This i
/ // They came to strew his grave with
boughs // // But in the darkening hour they saw // // The boy withou
tree at last, the buried light.  // //
Boughs form an arch, the painting draws you in // // Under its framin
// In to its heart : the arching apple
boughs …  // // The sky is dark, intense, a stormy grey, // // But jus
g by such slender stalks from its laden
boughs .  // // We were so young when we smoothed the bark with our fee
creature, transfixed by its time-blown
boughs , // // Will find itself returned to the perfect lightness of i
houghts that thistle-scratch // // and
bounce back: big prizes! // // glossier glamour! more glorious to spe
that mirror pool, // // Wherefrom they
bounce onto the canopy, // // Sprinkling their light through ground,
it back— // // you wasted ink and were
bound to miss.  // // From now on all unaccountable post // // should
populations press // // against their
boundaries .  The vital stress // // expresses change.  Some variant has
// Let the treasure maps go Marcus.  The
boundary between two // // Things is just a matter of timing.  Is this
head bobs in peace upon a heart’s-blood
bouquet .  // //
/ // then passes, // // catseyes like
bouquets // // thrown into the night behind us.  // // And now, deep
// // of a heartbeat.  // // Over the
bow // // I can see the evening’s // // last blue twilight, // // p
flow.  // // No cramping bend to lunar
bow .  // // No woman ruled by orbing tyrant queen; // // Umbilical ta
, // // Glow red and ripe and gold and
bow themselves // // To bless the fruitful earth from whence they spr
Steeled against the disgrace of a head
bowed // // By superior hands into a prayer, in the back // // Of a
/ As we linger in our lovely, darkening
bowers // // Of bushes, trees, and living, dying flowers.  // //
Singing
Bowl // // Begin the song exactly where you are, // // Remain within
cup waiter serves // // My tea.  Sugar
bowl fills not-white tablecloth sea.  // // Daily no-feeling recurs in
and slow.  // // Become an open singing-
bowl , whose chime // // Is richness rising out of emptiness, // // A
ets, // // Vases, ash trays, cups, and
bowls .  // // What does he see in jugs and jars?  // // What meaning i
rom the glazed back door // // through
box and holly grown to full maturity // // to an iron-gated pointed a
of weathered Cotswold stone.  // // The
box and holly // // were magnificent, but could not be allowed // //
The Box // // The
box arrived— // // Crumpled cardboard, // // Raw-edged— // // Wrapp
fix— // // You can’t revive a worn-out
box of tricks.  // // Just like you can’t wear medieval sleeves // //
// Perhaps I should plant // // some
box or holly.  // //
// the produce of our labours.  // // A
box or holly root, smouldering slowly, // // will burn for ever.  The
The
Box // // The box arrived— // // Crumpled cardboard, // // Raw-edge
// I reapply to the inside face of the
box to make // // An inventory of items, // // A register for each c
ownwards to slug lickings on empty bird
box // // with flightless eggshells mouldering.  // //
// what remains // // three years in
boxes .  // // I want to take this moment and fossilise it. // // forg
fat gold clock (watch!) ticking // //
Boxes on an Apollo checklist; stuck at some point, still.  // // Don’t
re, 1962-3 // // This year it snows on
Boxing Day.  // // The country road not cleared for days // // —and t
// There are no limits and we’re all in
boy // // and I’ll take you for all that you’ve got.  // //
id: are you, or are you not, // // The
boy in the poem?  // // He knows I’m here; he knows // // What I soun
is born again.  The festival // // Of a
boy -king // // Is but one of many.  // // The year is born again.  The
red by Middle-Eastern tales // // Of a
boy -king.  // // Seeming deathless, // // The year is born again.  The
others     to the surprise of the small
boy playing in the street // //   // // I heard the reply and it was
y eyes linger; // // I am watching the
boy take off his shoes, // // Slipping them easy as peel from his moo
der the heavy trees // // And join the
boy who bathes in the light of the moon.  // //
the darkening hour they saw // // The
boy without a face.  // //
ere till his breath ran cold // // The
boy without a face.  // // Between the shining silver trees // // He
eft his stiffened body there // // The
boy without a face.  // // His only keepers were the fox, // // Crouc
ldew took the place of tears // // The
boy without a face.  // // July came, and the woods grew pretty // //
my grandfather die in his voice. hurry
boy , “your light points to the sky”. he says it’s a figure, a luminesc
playfulness, // // On Tuesdays for the
boys in crinkled shirts, // // A break from labs and analysing dirts;
thes, as seemed appropriate, // // The
boys scrambled up, toecurling-wise and like two young // // Eves, in
This
Boy’s in Love—Section C Part 2b (i-ixx) // // I fell into it by accid
// // Miscellanea, fool’s gold, bric-a-
brac , // // bits and pieces, odds and ends, junk, old rope.  // // Bo
ent.  // // Pens open and ready, // //
braced with crossed ledgers // // and steelily smiling, // // the ni
nter, // // old watches spread, // //
bracelets , teaspoons // // neatly priced, // // hunch-huddled, // /
to make it plain.  // // Two book-ends
bracket our shared domain: // // the start, the lobby of a Greek hote
// // Too much strain // // For dawn
brain ; // // And does matter // // Matter // // That much?  // // W
perfect mind // // As I try to get my
brain on line, // // Searching amongst my fact-debris.  // // In the
// The half-formed house // // Of the
brain trying to crystallize, but so often falls at the first hurdle, /
for greater // // Things, and left our
brains lame, // // Reduced to an inability to cater // // For our in
last steps.  // // // // …Screeching
brakes and crunching metal as gravity falls away.  // // Tumbling upw
path and left you // // Deserted.  Only
bramble blooms; only ivy strays // // Through the hollows the years h
why not wriggle our toes in bits of old
bran and chaff // // mixed up with sawdust from our new cut beams!  //
are we fell // // And how, so root and
branch do both curse spell, // // Where fog, encoal’d, imbues with cl
keeping the warmth // // In while the
branch outside knocks, drum-like, // // Pounding out a rhythm in harm
/ // Monkey-like prance from branch to
branch , preserving those // // Old childhood traditions of tree climb
en might // // Monkey-like prance from
branch to branch, preserving those // // Old childhood traditions of
uck— // // To the lifter of leaves, of
branches and bloom // // May your sap run quick and your bark hold st
tree, // // The fall of light through
branches and the fling // // And curve of colour on the golden fruit…
n transit, // // and the birds and the
branches are unseen.  // // Her white hand weeps about its canopy, //
I had feared.  // // I sit beneath your
branches , breathless, // // Waiting for a moment to arrive, // // W
ow I listen at the window // // As the
branches dance and turn, // // The startling chartreuse yellow, // /
scroll your youth // // When ash-keyed
branches dipped and prayed // // Not to hollows, but hellos—the cryin
ir re-sewn // // So through it dancing
branches from roots grown // // Do frame the stars, suspended, unders
en smile, then // // strike with white
branches in a // // flash of white lights against // // bright, pale
fields of barleycorn.  // // The loaded
branches of the apple tree, // // Glow red and ripe and gold and bow
e pagan echoes.  // // The supple green
branches , // // Remembering half-forgotten lives, // // Are obscured
-Eastern tales.  // // The supple green
branches , // // Seeming deathless, // // Are obscured by Middle-East
// bright, pale yellow, // // the same
branches that // // during the days are // // bloodshot.  // // How
een it.  // // She gazed blankly at the
branches .  // // The world swam occasionally, // // Left hand knotted
e the dendrites of the mind // // Grow
branching thoughts, bear fruit.  // // A song // // Where birds once
d carefree // // In the darkness of no-
brand car’s back seats.  // // Fresheners’ smell is the only thing we
ctly straight lines, // // And chose a
brand new name to give to every single one.  // //
ld Adam must have done:  // // Alone in
brand new Paradise with infinite-ish time.  // // And so they split th
chew nettles // // than touch anything
branded by Nestlé, // // that a hand-grenade of barbed calories // /
won’t need us— // // He’s in with top
brass and so scorns Hamas.  // // Where we die to live, he has zero to
rrily.  // // We enter mass to bands of
brass , // // We stand as the choirs pass.  // // Gaudete.  // // Cand
ur memories, why did // // he stoop to
brass ?  Why do I chiefly mourn // // that little gap where we had alwa
e exchanges of false // // Smiles and
bravado that shield the truth // // From the handshake.  // // A hand
rotection of a bank balance.  // // The
brave and fearless warrior will cross the road // // To avoid the rem
he misting-up Dickensian window.  // //
Bravely , someone intones // // The first notes to // // Wild Mountai
And me realising there’s still a street
brawler inside him.  // // And there are some scars a business suit ca
eneath us // // Like seeing a humpback
breach // // Great Skellig slate grey and wet // // The ocean rollin
the stars // // Like seeing a humpback
breach // // The fire which leapt over us // // The ocean rolling be
gh, and every wave tries hard // // to
breach the wall.  And when it hits just right // // the spray rises a
rink! and be merry!  // // Warm, mellow
bread breath    chanting   and a song // // drink to winter! and be m
atter from John Lewis, cinnamon infused
bread sauce and incongruous prosecco // // drink! // // to Christmas
the old sun-dancing Christ:  // // The
bread stayed bready and the wine // // Passed up its chance to be div
dancing Christ:  // // The bread stayed
bready and the wine // // Passed up its chance to be divine; // // O
captors.  // // The nilherds sense nail-
break // // and sharpen their needling, // // call out their manager
cles must i keep on // // GOING till i
break ?  // // DO i have to keep repeating // // keep repeating keep r
from labs and analysing dirts; // // A
break from hoping father just would guess.  // // In Eastern Cape men
r the boys in crinkled shirts, // // A
break from labs and analysing dirts; // // A break from hoping father
without ceasing, // // without rest or
break ? // // i WISH that i could slow i wish that // // i could SLOW
appropriates for its own // // but you
Break it with a smile and portion and peel // // these days to savour
ow, at least.  // // Teeth, showing, to
break the ice // // And cut the tension.  // // I should have spoken
t having one of its stupid questions to
break the ice, // // ‘Doesn’t the idea of the world ending sometimes
blasts drop like a shutter’s blink and
break // // The moment when the child looks and the lens // // Looks
y grasses.  // // His pointed foot will
break the skein of water; // // I love that bubble-burst every time. 
work.  // // Now, blank verse seems to
break those systems down:  // // It’s open and adaptive and it’s free:
Splitting // // // Our
break -up has been roiling now for more // // than three fraught years
k of him as a child” and I can bend and
break when you want to snap me. cleanse me with hyssop and I won’t be
choice but to be selfish, presumptuous,
breakable .  // // Do I need others’ breezing breath to fill my happine
Breakfast // // A grapefruit squeezed // // Spoon cuts crimson flesh
Beyond your long last line the dawn is
breaking ”.  // //
n every darkness is a reminder of their
breaking .  // //
hear was the smash of lights inside me
breaking , // // and the low buzzing of machines beneath the steady ga
ages of poetry.  My blurry eyes resisted
breaking // // concentration until the walls dissolved around me, the
English say, an omelette’s only made by
breaking eggs.  // // Oh! must you leave so early?  We had hoped // //
ght.  // // Slanting lines are forming,
breaking , forming // // ordered chaos with a raucous song:  // // A t
ds before waves flooded my boots, water
breaking // // into damp dust around my knees and my smile breaking /
damp dust around my knees and my smile
breaking // // into laughter, before stumbling barefoot back to your
olf-eyes in the rain.  Their irises keep
breaking // // me, and so I build myself like honeycomb.  Wax might cr
and my Grandmother will love me again. 
Breaking // // slowly, I’m about to knock when the dream drops my han
rough breathes a change in them, // //
Breaking their sheen into a certain shade // // Particular and unrepe
// that old haunt still knocking about
breaking // // things scratching walls hiding under bedsheets, // //
w // // Fit you ill, and added to your
breaking ; // // True predators fear this world’s raw // // Venality
pe   the songsmith // // The word-worm
breaks from the bone-cage // // The word-worm encircles, tightens its
thin the strictest measure even, // //
Breaks in the drill and rhythm of a bell…  // // Were I to wake alone
// Towards the edge // // Where fell
breaks // // On nothing but the shiver // // of your fresh skimmer’s
is grey— // // The sea brims until it
breaks — // // Onward—I watch the wake— // // And further—the ships n
// // I am still dreaming; everything
breaks over me in waves.  // // Like a seed listening to echoes throug
ces // // far too clear.  // // A wave
breaks over us like a stage curtain, // // and it is last night on th
Autumn // // The day
breaks slowly on the hills of green // // Everything turned strangely
/ The mis-struck stone.  The blade which
breaks .  // // The potter’s hand that slips and scores // // his mark
of the bone // // as Martin’s morning
breaks upon the night // // we trade in futures on the wishing bone /
My judicious removal of selected line
breaks was universally acknowledged to be the making of this poem.  —
takes, // // Human things that Michael
breaks // // Will wash away his refuge.  // // As he watches from the
g weed, revealed nothing: no blenny, no
bream — // // It was just a small fish.  // // So we lay on the rock i
nd and shining light // // To beat the
breast against // // And worship waist-deep in hands // // That till
// And then he breathed his last blue
breath // // And left it in the shining air // // And left his stiff
over you // // And you try to gasp for
breath , but you can’t // // And it feels like your head will explode
and be merry!  // // Warm, mellow bread
breath    chanting   and a song // // drink to winter! and be merry! 
note stays unfinished.  // // One last
breath drawn, shakily, then I end something // // For the first time.
s to those who see // // Pentameter as
breath from nature’s throat; // // To me it’s just another tyrant’s c
h stroke comes.  // // So on I flow, my
breath held deep but soft, // // I let my body fall again, be wash’d
an do // // Than whine with your final
breath ?  // // I am one of those dread ancients // // Dispensing just
ng each other, wasn’t it?  // // Like a
breath of old air.  Hear from you soon?  // // Course.  // // [I missed
as my hair is chilled // // by all the
breath of Russia // // (even the kitchen sink bears witness // // to
jar— // // She thought she’d heard the
breath of the unknown— // // But through the door there only swept a
ng Fall in tattooed cold, // // Misted
breath on misted grass.  // // Dew dappled on falling trees, // // Da
cate as I, can // // Tear with a sharp
breath or vicious statement.  // // But your line stands, reinforced,
// like a sponge-print.  // // The last
breath out is the first to be drawn.  // // Under the window, on the p
out for blood // // But my saccharine
breath pleads for a haven.  // // I have little hope that either will
urned blue // // He lay there till his
breath ran cold // // The boy without a face.  // // Between the shin
.  Miss cannot teach us Greek; // // No
breath remains to show how we might speak // // Or write, approaching
y un-canned laughter and crackling fire-
breath // // (Sound-bites for both now!)— // // because he couldn’t
// This is how you lose the ancestral
breath , // // This is how you lose home.  // //
able.  // // Do I need others’ breezing
breath to fill my happiness?  // // Glances, yeses, and the mystery of
be for good.  // // Start with the very
breath you breathe in now, // // This moment’s pulse, this rhythm in
annot understand you // // Because you
breathe .  // // I only included everything important.  // // Everythin
.  // // Start with the very breath you
breathe in now, // // This moment’s pulse, this rhythm in your blood
ot rain. // // your ribs are kindling;
breathe in, strike a match: // // the matter’s so compacted it won’t
hat race // // Through my heart when I
breathe in what you breathed // // Out are unintelligible, or unorigi
amber Gordale Scar // // and rest, and
breathe some more the cool clear air.  // // Beyond the scree the open
arettes to your many mouths that // //
breathe words down the phone // // which I’ll never hear because I fe
verything squalls and // // Everything
breathed and // // Your soft memory immolates its body beneath my han
ing its white grace.  // // And then he
breathed his last blue breath // // And left it in the shining air //
ugh my heart when I breathe in what you
breathed // // Out are unintelligible, or unoriginal.  // // If I tol
ight, // // The air they shine through
breathes a change in them, // // Breaking their sheen into a certain
ere: // // those undulating ring-lines
breathing // // age into you // // and sighing into the ground; //
work, // // Those creeping politicians
breathing hate, // // Who prostitute the offices of state, // // Red
/ // I do feel the cold— // // and my
breathing is rather uncertain.”  // //
ing, running from the grey // // teeth
breathing just beyond my shoulder blades.  An unsteady light // // is
ill come in time.  // // Slow down your
breathing .  Keep it deep and slow.  // // Become an open singing-bowl,
s a    piece    of itself there?  // //
Breathless , I stand being looked at // // immobile    open   ripped a
ed.  // // I sit beneath your branches,
breathless , // // Waiting for a moment to arrive, // // When out of
// Cast in white marble by two gentle
breaths .  // // How different we look—you and I, // // More darkness
Hold // // Coffee-stained
breaths // // I pull myself into // // the comforting wetness of you
an // //   // // or I // // Iron Age
bred , // // now stuck, // // cinder at last ebb // // ignites arena
// Two-faced words incarnate, bastard
breed of loathing and love.  // //
e with fire.  // // Its five red petals
breed six warring tongues // // That in the silence spell our hexagra
ng.  Yet it will // // occasionally not
breed true.  Now strife: // // the different dittoes must compete for
erent we are, // // And the loneliness
breeds like dysentery down every corridor, // // And everything becom
freeze // // And ice to form upon the
breeze // // And snow to lie upon the lease // // Leaving its white
makes its approach // // On this idle
breeze , // // And summons me with gentle reproach // // Of the thing
hide among // // the seeds spun by the
breeze , between lines of sonnets, // // in the secret of the space be
e carnival has come to town, // // The
breeze is on vacation as // // The hot work begins, wheeling // // R
// // Snaps like a rope whipping in a
breeze on a desert-plain, // // The pitch-white lake bed bare of life
us, breakable.  // // Do I need others’
breezing breath to fill my happiness?  // // Glances, yeses, and the m
growing potion, thick // // To perfect
brew’d .  My bones grow Ache and Lack; // // But drown’d out is their p
Discover that we might yet wreck their
brexit .  // //
w, some character in a play // // With
Brian Blessed // // Squeezed into the frame, the dusty sepia.  // //
ke the paper rose.  // // This is Sweet
Briar , the Tudor seal, it binds // // One kingdom with another, fire
earing // // Miscellanea, fool’s gold,
bric -a-brac, // // bits and pieces, odds and ends, junk, old rope.  //
s // // Like a building falling // //
Brick by brick.  // // I couldn’t make it out.  // // You were not the
aydream // // and puff that renovation
brick -dust from our lungs.  // // Blown away through our empty sails,
Like a building falling // // Brick by
brick .  // // I couldn’t make it out.  // // You were not there, // /
Until your notes covered it like yellow
bricks .  // //
/ Ships hang in the sky much in the way
bricks // // Might, if we built a Babel enough crane.  // // Bums are
s Kind.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // //
Brideshead Revisited:  // // Nostalgic adventures // // Of Ryder and
and the Strid beyond, // // and Barden
Bridge —and now I flick my wand // // some miles of dale and moor to s
h, I have a whim // // to build a fine
bridge clear across a great river, where // // trees, grass and flowe
re will I pay for—and // // now on the
bridge I am pulling the plug.”  // //
Journey // // From Ilkley’s old stone
bridge I trace a path // // against the stream, back up the river Wha
Decomposed on Westminster
Bridge , January 3, 2002 // // Early in the evening, we left the
poem?  // // Last night’s kiss a broken
bridge —now we’re both in the abyss.  // // In the darkness I keep rewr
Bridge // // Red and white lights guide their journey, // // Light f
s, they passed us by as we stood on the
bridge , suspended sense of solid pavement in smokefilled grey.  I asked
ngers // // And fill my mind // // To
bridge the gap // // And space between the // // Ones that live as t
an island offshore.  // // There are no
bridges between here and there.  // // Only an infrequent ferry carrie
s can stretch shore to shore.  // // Of
bridges traversing the Thames here in London, we’ve // // just thirty
discourses on mozzarella, richelieu and
brie // // Fixing anyone who disagrees with an impenetrable stare, ye
// Uncase the Camembert, bring out the
Brie , // // The precious freight that crossed the sundering sea, //
ows again.  // // One afternoon for one
brief hour // // the air is warm enough to melt // // the topmost la
// I was always earth-strewn, // // A
brief interlude of disequilibrium.  // // This pumice golem was never
he experience of reality, if only for a
brief moment.  This reality is coextensive with ‘unconscious will’, ‘pu
rching to the front line, clutching our
briefcases // // Like the paperwork holds the keys to victory, // //
// // Revealed the Higgs boson.  // //
Briefly .  // // But just one illicit // // Blink and I’ll miss it.  /
hat filthy glass // // Will only pause
briefly , // // Or be eclipsed by the shuttered windows of the next tr
d flat to my sole, // // Your nightbed
briefly vacated.  // // My arm fading back now, rocking with wheels’ f
// Bellowing his song of grace.  // //
Briers grew about his head // // Campions covered his outspread hair
ugh // // Cracks like fire, burning so
bright , a bird // // Cozied in its nest, snuggles down somehow.  // /
// // Where birds once chorused a dew
bright dawn.  // // Immortality // // Is in time, our blood coloured
Bright , Pale Yellow // // Our house is in darkness.  // // I shut my
// my eyelids are glowing with // //
bright , pale yellow, // // the kind that shines through your // // s
// flash of white lights against // //
bright , pale yellow, // // the same branches that // // during the d
plastic floor, its frailty tuned by too
bright , // // White-gold light, suspending patterned navy seats.  //
I still feel its warmth.  // // [You’d
brighten my day more.] / [Too long.] / [ Winter has a jealous moon.]
l // // future lights heating, burning
brighter now // // that her kerosene eyes have lost their heat // //
w suns, // // and, picking four of the
brightest ripest ones, // // takes yard eggs, flour, fruit of the cit
/ out of the darkness, // // watch the
brightness // // squirm, then smile, then // // strike with white br
/ how else to explain, sheltered by the
brimming chest, // // the shivering sceptic, afraid, at last, of ghos
yellow—until it is grey— // // The sea
brims until it breaks— // // Onward—I watch the wake— // // And furt
instead of finlandia swiss, gubbeen and
brin d’amour?  // // And had Hamlet said ‘Forsooth, I must punish my u
ithin each bite of Cadbury’s, // // so
bring on the celery.  And a slice // // of cake was suicide, and suga
orry Park.  // // Uncase the Camembert,
bring out the Brie, // // The precious freight that crossed the sunde
three days and He’ll return // // And
bring salvation and sunshine and the smell of fresh grass with Him.  //
taboo.  I wasn’t even // // allowed to
bring up the subject of Lindt.  // // All of which left just me.  You
estled in a form I had not meant // //
Bringing a message I had not planned // // Screaming in my mind for r
ish were it not for the curse // // Of
bringing her here.  But now someone’s penned // // A delicate sonnet—t
My sixtieth birthday is nearing— // //
brings a thought that is far from cheering: // // that while the past
sterful his pen appears, // // When it
brings its audience to tears // // Or lets them feel or empathise.  //
kings—all rot away, while night // //
brings rumbling forest drums that cry vanité! // // vanité! tous n’es
the simplicity // // moonlight // //
brings to an autumn frost. // // 1am, and Woodlands court // // is t
/ // Sprawls upon the pavement, // //
Bristles forced to comic angles.  // // A pigeon’s slow, ungainly step
I could not reach, // // high on your
bristling Harris Tweed lapel.  // // The smell of disappointment and o
mp, decant- // // ing fungus.  Brutish,
British , you’re out of // // step with happiness.  You human anti //
ocean dropp’d on me, // // and with my
brittle bones and star roll’d dice // // I plucked from falling world
/ And a cheer for you, inkcap, and dark
brittlegill // // And a drink for you, fungus, and your magic fruits—
dream perchance to sleep …        Brrng! 
Brnng !  // // No time for that sunshine, get up and go // // you’ve g
/ Feel the air.  Turn in the four winds. 
Broadcast the secret // // to earth, as far away as it will go.  Let t
g, something sad inside.  // // A cloud
broke , and she saw it shatter, // // Up there in the sky, // // Blow
oarding passes from times they went for
broke .  // // Gifts they could never be bothered to wrap.  // // Ties,
is the poem?  // // Last night’s kiss a
broken bridge—now we’re both in the abyss.  // // In the darkness I ke
d their seventy-percent // // Of newly-
broken foetus-leaves // // In the last May bursts of spring.  // // T
, cut clean.  // // I am the moon-child
broken free, // // Losing mother and maternity.  // //
/ Your glance is like a blessing on the
broken // // I tender this in thankfulness, a token // // Of what ca
y touched the panes, // // Instead was
broken into pieces, // // Collapsed into the shattered trees // // L
all such signs.  May the new // // and
broken morning be no song of you, // // but may you revel in this wor
ngs // // Burning.  Listen, kid:  // //
Broken ribs aren’t worth it, // // Kid: bandages aren’t for this kind
alling, // // Kneeling on a cushion of
broken shards, // // All that remains is dripping blood // // And a
alling trees, // // Dancing shoes over
broken shards.  // // Burnished leaves line damp concrete, // // Reje
ill left locked // // anything not yet
broken , so tell me // // contrary poltergeist what is it you // // s
d toothed, // // Like a hand, lobed or
broken , // // When will they bear fruit?  // // Each spent page somet
/ Your glance is like a blessing on the
broken , // // Your smile a sudden grace.  // //
/ Your glance is like a blessing on the
broken , // // Your smile a sudden grace.  // // And what is it your p
.  // // The divine condensed to a mere
bromide .  // // ’Tis pity he’s a bore.  // //
n me a magician // // Who could cast a
bronze bull to let his Queen pull, // // And commit all her sins of e
// // Coiling round temple pillars and
bronze effigies, // // Usurping the old shore with the new tide.  //
ver.  // // ARIADNE // // I blame that
bronzed hulk and his vanity // // Claimed his dad was a sea god—insan
// Her scarf, her necklace.  // // That
brooch .  // // Or if she ever // // leant back on her stool // // an
wine, // // a waiter who looked like a
brother , and a place to talk.  // // Years later we went back and made
trunk, kept cool in the shade // // My
brother beside me, companiable but mute // // Remains a vivid memory
wish I could be faithful.  // // Lover,
brother , I have done you wrong.  // // Only an infidel writes thirteen
ute:  // // Provided a thread, left her
brother stone dead, // // And sailed with the oaf, resolute.  // // T
now I’m back // // to teddy and a baby
brother’s cry.  // // The virus makes me look // // for virtue in the
ictured // // her dresses // // being
brought back here, // // her son thinking // // ‘that’s what she’d’v
s far as I can reach // // the flotsam
brought in on the flow: time to mark the beach.  // // Now I start to
shone—’twas my ember.  // // The flame
brought me to my feet remember // // And, half in mind, Ascent of Cas
Wednesday Evening // //
Brought my new friend to the Poetry Group // // To sit on a sofa, our
fine your life.  // // Your young voice
brought old words to life, // // age only antique, frailty perceivabl
It was a strange attraction // // That
brought us here:  // // A glisten from your sullen veins— // // A pro
/ They had just funds enough to pay and
brought you here.  // // Three X-rays and a CAT scan for an air- // /
her wear // // Than the crease of your
brow emblazoned in my hair.  // // And you, around that narrow spotles
our new-born argument is furrowing your
brow , // // So I glance instead at your mirror, // // Rested head ge
k—you and I, // // More darkness in my
brow than in your entirety.  // // You may yet grow to resemble your m
// To find the case and lift the dull
brown cover // // To see, at first, your image in the glass.  // // Y
right in that light, hush’d // // lull
brown , // // deep among your dusk // // heavy sockets. rust // // m
ble limits // // And covering the hard
brown earth.  // // Blurry, out of focus and unfeeling // // Times, w
but too quick, arson— // // under the
brown fog of a winter noon // // Tiresias the stripper’s son // // t
duction is draining.) // // The quick,
brown fox sticks his hot sharp stink in ones and zeroes.  // // We are
: weaving a registry of fifty shades of
brown .  // // Ships hang in the sky much in the way bricks // // Migh
Fresh as the day although freckled and
browned // // And frowned.  // // With the royal standard let him be
constant, fruit-laden, generous and sun-
browned // // Golden, swollen mangoes unpicked by childish hands //
rth, as far away as it will go.  Let the
browns // // and reds and golds replace the greens.  Now throw the can
Ah, to dream perchance to sleep …        
Brrng !  Brnng!  // // No time for that sunshine, get up and go // // y
BURR (or
Brrrrr ) // // The Girton oak has developed a burr // // Under the ba
// For in the name of Mammon, you still
bruise // // Our dialect, sweet sister of our land.  // // The poor m
me in the pit // // And come away with
bruises and black lung // // And purple dermal chunks of coal and gri
/ of you.  The thoughts still hurt.  Like
bruises , existing as echoes // // of former pain written across me, t
amson binds // // Five foxes, brush to
brush , a hexagram // // Of blazing damage.  Kinship, threat, and fire
ines along the east // // To touch and
brush a sheen of light on water // // As though behind the sky itself
// A snowdrift forms against the wire
brush // // of David’s thick black hair, // // staying in place unti
enching, so hard the butterflies // //
Brush the back of my throat.  // // I should have smiled by now, at le
uncivil Samson binds // // Five foxes,
brush to brush, a hexagram // // Of blazing damage.  Kinship, threat,
dly I missed the jar of water, swirling
brushes in my coffee.  // // As much as I tried to forget, the memorie
haeological tools // // extracting and
brushing each letter // // in return he translates Latin eulogies //
etes a turn in the air // // with slow
brute grace, // // then passes, // // catseyes like bouquets // //
/ // The girl fell for the muscular he-
brute :  // // Provided a thread, left her brother stone dead, // // A
, like damp, decant- // // ing fungus. 
Brutish , British, you’re out of // // step with happiness.  You human
rsed // // in things grammatical, your
bubble burst.  // //
the skein of water; // // I love that
bubble -burst every time.  // // The cold he feels nudges at my booted
e and Earth and form.  // // Within our
bubble , Hubble shows the forms // // Of roiling supernovae; helium fl
-winds, fire burn and chthonic cauldron
bubble .  Incorrigible night // // in which sailors drown at sea becaus
it just passed, // // Expanding in a
bubble that you know // // Soaped Titan in his bath.  He loved the lig
e-in and hoydenish // // bivalves blew
bubbles .  Beneath the flushed sea-tail, a gleam— // // It was just a s
e stars all smiled and rushed to become
bubbles in the waves around my shoulders.  And I was scared that my ski
o winter! and be merry!  // // Fat boar
bubbling in oil spit, and the lamb is bled // // drink! to winter! an
age through bins, // // barefaced as a
Buddhist monk.  Enough buns // // and you’ll look like you’ve one in
rk and damp.  Now push out above, // //
buds into the waxing light, the spring rain.  Throw open // // the fir
you lose sight of the mountains, of the
buffalos .  // // Promise me—don’t compromise your name, // // This is
Buffy // // // In the beat of a pun, // // She presents the wooden
n it:  // // With every line I hate the
bugger more.  // // And so my theory for this open sore:  // // Verse
stink in ones and zeroes.  // // We are
buggering the ineffable; Satan’s a spot we can see!  // // What will y
h my halo.  Ah, I have a whim // // to
build a fine bridge clear across a great river, where // // trees, gr
ce, I // // Must change my heart, must
build my soul anew.  // // As old as the oak, as this oak tree grew //
rises keep breaking // // me, and so I
build myself like honeycomb.  Wax might create candlelight, // // but
l thread through your jaw— // // We'll
build you up better than ever before.  // //
// Noises fell in puddles // // Like a
building falling // // Brick by brick.  // // I couldn’t make it out.
sawing of their trees, // // Choosing,
building , flying, feeding in the fields, // // Walking, hopping, stir
nd distant, // // My frustration, ever
building , swelling, // // Oozing towards the battlegrounds ahead.  //
sins of emission.  // // The sequel was
building the labyrinth // // To conceal where that big baby hybrid is
st // // (Girton student 1880s) // //
builds a lab in her garden // // in Reigate, on her way to // // rec
h in the way bricks // // Might, if we
built a Babel enough crane.  // // Bums are falling off our kids: ruth
fire.  // // The page is filled.  I have
built a pyre // // To all the words whose smoke the sky swallowed.  //
generated quantities of fuel // // and
built a roaring blaze.  Then late into the night // // I fed it all t
light, // // Great stone shrines were
built .  // // All humans feel the change // // And, if we look, we ca
short, // // and dark night fell as we
built and lit the fire // // on the dark stones, and planted firework
/ // A soft man from the oddest matter
built , // // Is man no less when odd and painted white.  // // Anothe
pointed arch // // piercing the wall,
built like the house // // of weathered Cotswold stone.  // // The bo
ll see.  // // Great stone shrines were
built // // Many lifetimes before us // // And, if we look, we can s
sion—I know just the man.  // // He has
built me some buses which boosted my ego—the // // Heatherwick’s sure
Reading // // You could I never love. 
Built of a bulk // // beyond my comprehension; lensed eyes ‘big // /
p Lines” // // // // // Manhattan’s
built on blocks because they planned it out like that // // (You don’
ome cheese.  // // But his scheming was
built on // // her fondness for Stilton // // when, sadly, it just m
e our love to be an energy saving light
bulb , // // It takes its time to warm up, and can, apparently, cause
// You could I never love.  Built of a
bulk // // beyond my comprehension; lensed eyes ‘big // // as saucer
’s fighting // // (Hand to hand with a
bull /man’s exciting), // // But I turned on the charm: made her help
bless her.  // // She’d this need for a
bull to caress her.  // // Left me stuck in a maze to the end of my da
magician // // Who could cast a bronze
bull to let his Queen pull, // // And commit all her sins of emission
o— // // nobody heard from that // //
bullet -proof hideout their // // life’s melody.  // // “Fiddle-dee-de
// There was a gun.  // // There was a
bullet , stray.  // // There was a young man writhing in the splinters
// // but falling far short of a neat
bull’s -eye.  // // Not quite seeing the wood for the balsa, // // kno
Up there in the sky, // // Blowed and
bumbling along, // // Airwards words off the tongue.  // // The sky w
/ // Like chestnuts in an oven.  // //
Bums ache on floors, // // Perch on arms of chairs, // // Settle int
f we built a Babel enough crane.  // //
Bums are falling off our kids: ruthless in cutting off waste!  // // F
strong cheese // // taken amongst the
bums // // in the silence of exiles.  // // No surprise at sundown //
// // Tomorrow—the same. // // find a
bunch of flowers for a suffering friend // // —cancer, poor dear, we’
/ Out of the magician’s hat the rainbow
bunny of being able to remember the names of the metrical forms, // /
/ barefaced as a Buddhist monk.  Enough
buns // // and you’ll look like you’ve one in the oven.  // // Teacak
ng walls hiding under bedsheets, // //
buoyed by the colourless memory of pain, // // as if there were any d
th // // No less than home.  // // The
burden of Egypt, // // The burden of the desert of the sea.  // // Fa
// // The burden of Egypt, // // The
burden of the desert of the sea.  // // Fatness sluiced clean, // //
s the offspring of divorce, // // with
burdens that they never sought to bear?  // // It’s not as though we’v
sink, // // Pour out the last of this
Burgundian wine // // Before those wretched wreckers draw the line //
le of a cracked caramel carpet // // a
burial mound where boots crunch beech nuts // // and heave clods of w
pple tree // // And here the light you
buried for so long // // Leaps up in you to life and resurrection. 
ree hours after his arrival, // // was
buried in an unmarked grave.  // // There were no victors: only victim
yes are deep dark centre stones, // //
Buried in squinting distance, // // And his skin demarcates the Sun’s
colour on the golden fruit…  // // All
buried in the rubble of your fall.  // // Walk through the present dar
/ // And through the tree at last, the
buried light.  // // Boughs form an arch, the painting draws you in //
darkness of the world // // Towards a
buried memory of light // // Whose faded trace no photograph records.
just biology.  // // I am the king that
buried the world; // // The only map of his kingdom perfect enough //
o hear and touch and see // // what is
buried well inside.  // // Yes, this is where I hide— // // and you c
It never forms // // Intelligence, to
burn a gem-like flame.  // // If you are last to leave, put out the li
reel // // Back to lupine-winds, fire
burn and chthonic cauldron bubble.  Incorrigible night // // in which
y root, smouldering slowly, // // will
burn for ever.  The fire once begun // // would last for days and day
of our first // // spring; an ache and
burn .  // // How sweet and clean was that return.  // // How can we no
d // // Where your funeral pyres still
burn , // // Silently roaring // // In a late summer’s haze // // No
// without words or comforts.  // // We
burn .  // // We can’t touch or even speak, // // afraid of the reflec
ncrements of incarnation down // // to
burn within these apples and this bough, // // Which here and now at
se I feel // // future lights heating,
burning brighter now // // that her kerosene eyes have lost their hea
ut // // It misfits, kills a bell in a
burning crucible.  // // The cat yowls, and it all comes // // Beauti
n aloft, // // My skin feels ’kin to a
burning fire’s waft, // // Sizzling at every edge and spitting ’oft. 
// // And I kept digging, lungs // //
Burning .  Listen, kid:  // // Broken ribs aren’t worth it, // // Kid: 
fear, a bough // // Cracks like fire,
burning so bright, a bird // // Cozied in its nest, snuggles down som
nsed eyes ‘big // // as saucers’ x-ray-
burning to my five- // // year infant guilt.  Fruitless to plead my ca
nd Pyriphlegethon, // // Carrying your
burning wails into Acheron // // Your river of woe and death.  // //
ed to ash // // and the smell of their
burning will herald the day.  // //
are happy—some shiny erection to // //
burnish my halo.  Ah, I have a whim // // to build a fine bridge clea
ancing shoes over broken shards.  // //
Burnished leaves line damp concrete, // // Rejected love letters aban
once scorched soft calfskin, // // Now
burns blackened words into dead wood; // // Cremates Glede-eyes garne
y // // Another day of fresh cigarette
burns , // // not failing to hit the side of a barn // // but falling
smell like watching rain fall // // In
burnt amber light, // // With an old movie in the background— // //
tion of rowers, // // The pink heat of
burnt necks and thirsty flowers.  // // I taste the faint rustle of gr
ot-quite-never-yet notes // // will be
burnt to the sound of a piped lament.  // // The manager wouldn’t deal
[Hidden behind the candyfloss
burps ] // // Hidden behind the candyfloss burps of hey and how are yo
ps] // // Hidden behind the candyfloss
burps of hey and how are you, // // Concealed beneath ‘I don’t know’
BURR (or Brrrrr) // // The Girton oak has developed a burr // // Und
// I imagined its cross section like a
burr , // // or like cork— // // all suberised.  // // It could look
works for the College bird.  // // The
burr -sore want some fast relief:  // // Heat-treatment is the only cur
) // // The Girton oak has developed a
burr // // Under the bark it is seen and heard // // Rolling Rs and
like a Scot, // // At every moment the
burring grows, // // Thrushes migrate where the weather’s hot, // //
you sleeping, // // My living comfort,
burrowed in our bed.  // // You reach across and still the drilling be
(warm) corridor.  // // Every Girtonian
burrs like a Scot, // // At every moment the burring grows, // // Th
y cure; // // Everyone should give the
bursar grief— // // Have protests along her (warm) corridor.  // // E
we are left in its throes, // // Now,
bursar , now, let us warm our toes.  // //
// in things grammatical, your bubble
burst .  // //
oved the light // // Refracted—'til it
burst —became a mass // // Of scum.  For us, lost Space and Earth and f
ein of water; // // I love that bubble-
burst every time.  // // The cold he feels nudges at my booted feet.  /
// abrading the bolt-rust, // // they
burst through their binding // // like overwound springs; // // nill
ery of mustard yellow tights.  // // My
bursting flight of spotlit laughing on the pavement // // dries to si
touch the light // // And now the song
bursts from our throats // // And now our hearts are opened wide //
[cyclamen in purple
bursts kiss compost] // // cyclamen in purple bursts kiss compost //
kiss compost] // // cyclamen in purple
bursts kiss compost // // mushroom-tiled and moss-gilded // // a sum
en foetus-leaves // // In the last May
bursts of spring.  // // Till now there’s only been a fist, // // Hal
Did you
bury her yet?  // // // // Listen, kid: are you, or are you not, //
y May Ball maroon-laced shoes // // To
bury your mother.  // // And me realising there’s still a street brawl
es are suddenly spread.  // // Over the
bus as it rounds Hyde Park, // // Down border-lanes, and further west
Crossing // // “the yellow
bus had stopped // // at the railroad crossing // // the driver yell
mumbled my name to the dank moss in the
bus shelter // // I mouthed my name silently on the windswept tip of
// Dear Alan, // // I saw a man on the
bus who I thought was you // // Dear Alan, // // I knew he couldn’t
beauty of the day submerged in silence. 
Buses , bicycles, cold commuters, they passed us by as we stood on the
t such a mug.  // // I’ve cancelled his
buses , no more will I pay for—and // // now on the bridge I am pullin
st the man.  // // He has built me some
buses which boosted my ego—the // // Heatherwick’s sure to produce a
he camera’s smitten gaze, // // While
Bush stares out from under you.  // // You look so nice: fresh-dressed
‘War is not nice’—Barbara
Bush // // There is a picture of you that we love, // // Taken when
our lovely, darkening bowers // // Of
bushes , trees, and living, dying flowers.  // //
ot at all fair.  // // The pledges from
business are far from what’s needed.  The // // real public benefit’s
she was old enough // // To join their
business in the living room.  // // She does not see them now.  // //
le more priming (the // // buy-in from
business is not keeping pace) // // —but Sadik the Most Evil deposes
it’s ‘badly impacted’ // // But meets ‘
business leaders’—which means he won’t need us— // // He’s in with to
him.  // // And there are some scars a
business suit can’t hide.  // // And I still faint from nosebleeds.  //
ng recurs in identical mornings.  // //
Business will go as usual—Routine completion guarantee.  // // My real
by it was the fashion, Sweeney did bad
business .  // // You can tell a lot about a man from his beard, so I’m
n small house agents’ clerks // // and
busted city slickers on // // the dole, unshaven merchants, and // /
e lies on your tongue— // // I’ve been
busy .  // // Amidst these love letters littered, // // Lost in curdle
to pay any attention.  // // She’s too
busy cavorting around space, gay as Galactus, // // Blowing out more
ap // // There, though if it were less
busy I wouldn’t mind // // Standing, would // // Even smile at the o
r song.  // // Granny’s keeping herself
busy // // Making Gaelics in the kitchen, // // Keeping her mind tog
// Lost in curdled red // // I’ve been
busy , too, // // Falling— // // Could you come over?  // // Then it’
// // Stomach, clenching, so hard the
butterflies // // Brush the back of my throat.  // // I should have s
/ // Night she sulks, // // Two cigar
butts dunking themselves // // In the undergrowth.  // // Silent drip
with a little more priming (the // //
buy -in from business is not keeping pace) // // —but Sadik the Most E
/ // And those that would.  // // They
buzz like passengers, the // // words that please the mind, // // na
inside me breaking, // // and the low
buzzing of machines beneath the steady gaze of grey // // hospital wa
face, // // The bearded wonders from a
bygone age // // Of yellow Victorian tobacco-stains upon the creamy-w