The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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reater // // Then when sat around this
table , // // A crowd of faces linked by tinsel and blood, // // Whil
.  // // Under the window, on the patio
table , // // a kestrel is plucking the flunked corpse: // // discard
nto a million messy shards.  // // The
table and children and paper and dust appear // // Recycled as the m
deep-veined wood // // Of an old pine
table .  Between the wood and you, // // There is the day’s newspaper,
right.  // // The line of bodies on the
table in // // The dust-white room are children.  // // Part of the n
se inside.  A woman leans // // upon a
table in the window, looks // // out into sunlight, over grass, towar
does that silence sit with you at each
table ?  // // You’re already looking at me, somehow knowing, // // So
// My tea.  Sugar bowl fills not-white
tablecloth sea.  // // Daily no-feeling recurs in identical mornings. 
ewing machines on (animated) dissecting
tables ’, as it were.  // // But yesterday, waking early, I observed //
er thoughts, like chairs drawn out from
table’s edge, // // Awaited those who knew how to be guests.  // // T
e one in the oven.  // // Teacakes were
taboo .  I wasn’t even // // allowed to bring up the subject of Lindt.
// // Blind to the consequence:  // //
Tabula Rasa.  // //
ed creases of downy skin // // and the
tactless scratch of green biro.  // // I have to keep running to feel
s blew bubbles.  Beneath the flushed sea-
tail , a gleam— // // It was just a small fish.  // //
gold-wrought // // Over-thought in the
tail -end; by day at poet’s sea of glass and fire; // // (too hopeful
of relatives.  // // Fields of Athenry
tails off, // // (Too slow, // // Too sad) // // Leaving us to deci
bindweed.  Deposited, blooming with the
taint // // Of former stages of my seven skins; // // A chronicle of
/ // Slowly starts to disperse.  // //
Take a listen, // // This is how the rain now sounds, // // This is
f the immortal rhymists // // It would
take a poet with supreme imagination to create from cheese an immortal
yet you stay // // inside my head, and
take away my will // // to find a way.  // // The final fray // // r
// // I noticed the sign said // // ‘
take care, ail road’ // // ahead, on the rail road // // a deer had
ll explode // // And the watery sounds
take control of your body // // But no one can hear them // // And n
All is not yours to surrender // // I
take even your liquid mirror // // Is there no more you can do // //
be dragons // // Wake as three screams
take // // Flight, from window to shadow // // A child’s voice deepe
Pontius // // One could not
take her painting very seriously // // Nor his watching from the wind
to leave the fire for a while // // to
take him to the house.  // // I always regretted, felt cheated by //
l abyss // // please come and claim it—
take it back— // // you wasted ink and were bound to miss.  // // Fro
ment where opposites attract.  // // Oh
take me back to the start.  // //
The Scientist // // Oh
take me back to the start, // // at the moment where opposites attrac
es linger; // // I am watching the boy
take off his shoes, // // Slipping them easy as peel from his moon-si
sium moon.  // // One night soon I will
take off my boots, // // Slip out from under the heavy trees // // A
gap // // Among the passengers) // //
Take out the book before the faceless passengers // // And fill my mi
?  // // She points to the sky.  // //
Take some distance.  // // We live in morbidity, // // Submissive or
Wells in winter // // We
take the path beside the wood—the fir // // and silver birch along th
three years in boxes.  // // I want to
take this moment and fossilise it. // // forgotten quotations unpeel
ur the holy water down the sink, // //
Take up the pom-pom instead.  // // But that wouldn’t kill the dead.  /
ts and we’re all in boy // // and I’ll
take you for all that you’ve got.  // //
Jerusalem, 21 January 2009 // // ‘I’ll
take your coat.  Ehud will fix a drink.  // // How was the flight?  Few
// Lunch was hard, strong cheese // //
taken amongst the bums // // in the silence of exiles.  // // No surp
fruit?  // // Each spent page something
taken // // For something to be returned, // // October’s secret lef
ar, of course, it’s mine.  // // You’ve
taken residence beneath my skin, // // And sewn our hearts together u
n the wind?  // // What winged seed has
taken root, // // Those drawings I made years since // // Of shapes
a picture of you that we love, // //
Taken when you were only three months old.  // // In it you’re lying o
s power // // (But only late at night,
taken with port) // // I like them all and sample every sort // // f
lake // // But the things that heaven
takes , // // Human things that Michael breaks // // Will wash away h
an energy saving light bulb, // // It
takes its time to warm up, and can, apparently, cause a rash, // // B
// Towards that moment // // Where it
takes off.  // // One stride too far, // // Over an edge too steep //
ded with chalk and bone.  // // Tarweed
takes root and // // Its appetite carves sharp to sign the paper, //
h a still?  Local // // excise officer
takes to // // dropping by unannounced.  // // Catch them at it— //
ur of the brightest ripest ones, // //
takes yard eggs, flour, fruit of the citronnier // // and bakes a tar
// // White and pure, unlike the life
taking it’s last steps.  // // // // …Screeching brakes and crunchin
dawn, choosing our course by instinct,
taking // // left or right according to our whim, or how the light //
Fairy
Tale // // alright: once upon a time, // // a girl in a cloak of sym
ful by half in the dawning).  // // End-
tale :  November song seeks mist-blue port, so // // Defying stormy-wea
terval // // There is a forty-one year
tale to tell // // —could I but find the words to make it plain.  //
en in the deeps, // // leaves from the
tale -tree lifted, swift and free, // // shining, re-combining in thei
example will never be found.  // // His
talents astound:  // // Listen // // to // // His // // Voice // /
sted on the sea: // // its scales, its
tales , and its bitter // // fomenting glory in the great not-me.  //
gpie? // // and the magpie says: fairy
tales formally feature // // insufficient details to impart one speci
, // // Are obscured by Middle-Eastern
tales // // Of a boy-king.  // // Seeming deathless, // // The year
, // // Are obscured by Middle-Eastern
tales .  // // The supple green branches, // // Seeming deathless, //
/ what about the women come and go and
talk                                                                  
she was raped by a swan // // I mean,
talk about a half remembered mythic method // // I can’t even remembe
Together through the meadow?  Touch and
talk // // Are mingled as we sit beside the stream // // And watch t
ack where we started.  // // // // We
talk less now— // // Leave notes that are no more than signs— // //
// // play tennis on the lawn, // //
talk of equality and love, // // the fight to win our rights.  // //
// // Than WB Yeats // // For all his
talk of old men’s lust and rage.  // // I’ve glanced awhile at poets o
indow to the soul // // but eyes don’t
talk to God: // // mouths do // // mouths don’t talk to God:  // //
don’t talk to God: // // tongues don’t
talk to God // // sweet symphonies rely solely on sound // // meanin
d: // // mouths do // // mouths don’t
talk to God: // // tongues don’t talk to God // // sweet symphonies
e, hetero, // // but at least it won’t
talk to me on the train.  // // This might have been a very bad move. 
omise me—let’s run when you can run and
talk when words you have mastered, // // Let’s sit cross-legged at ho
o looked like a brother, and a place to
talk .  // // Years later we went back and made the same unchartered //
// // talking they walked and walking
talked — // // but never once of cheese.  // //
ad the flower-borne messages // // and
talked to relatives not seen for years.  // // It had to be, but it wa
ail road rail road!’ // // he kept on
talking // // and couldn’t be stopped // // he loved it… crossing //
crossing’ // // then the train did the
talking // // and we all went quiet // // but he wasn’t quiet // //
re stopped, // // and had long stopped
talking . // // but there’s no use in talking // // when everything’s
phones speak out.  // // So many people
talking : can we doubt // // that somewhere herein lies some deep phi
driver yelled ‘quiet’ // // we kept on
talking // // I noticed the sign said // // ‘take care, ail road’ //
in that was crossing // // did all the
talking — // // my deer, at the railroad, // // done.  ‘It’s him’ you
and such great themes as these, // //
talking they walked and walking talked— // // but never once of chees
t my dear’s words.  // // They can’t be
talking to me.  // // I’ll be interested to see how it all turns out. 
d talking. // // but there’s no use in
talking // // when everything’s been said.  // // In the dead, we sto
e meetings with old friends // // more
talks , more silences // // more sleeps, more sleepless nights, more d
notonous.  // // But if a tidal wave as
tall as the Empire State // // Really is gonna come to make us all me
ind the trees beyond the meadow, // //
tall grasses glowing in the morning sun // // below and to the right.
u strike flint to raise a good fire.  I
tally days with snowdamp sticks.  // //
n thrall to notions of her name, // //
tame linnets nibble for to follow // // and trade with her their need
/ The upstream coming down ’coming more
tame // // The closer to the hope-made sky I came.  // // Then, as a
ws uneasily // // Over the tanning-bed
tan that won’t glow healthily.  // // But they miss the glimmer of pri
e the hum of pub chatter // // And the
tang of good-humoured sweat // // Along with the crispness of a river
y orbing tyrant queen; // // Umbilical
tangen skywards, cut clean.  // // I am the moon-child broken free, //
// Fate.  // // Shift essential, // //
Tangential // // To the Jura // // Mandala.  // // As the hadrons co
te page // // as your letters arrived,
tangible amidst my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the flickering fire a
ory lenses your beauty.  // // Glacial. 
Tangled in cables.  // // Spirit, they’ve vanished!  // //
em?  // // Millennia lived together, so
tangled in this flesh— // // Survival does not equal dividing.  Is thi
behind me, // // swaying in a Finnish
tango // // to the ship’s pitch and yaw, // // borrowed eyes seeing
// // New Year.  Gaza, 2009 // // The
tank commander, aiming well, // // Took out the vacant ground floor f
irt that flows uneasily // // Over the
tanning -bed tan that won’t glow healthily.  // // But they miss the gl
// For, if it could, it would feed even
Tantalus .  // // The frequent sticky thrill of that first bite of frui
I want to see the rest: // // a ticker-
tape parade, // // a paper-shower of life: // // your driving licenc
r around crumbling // // Pages // //
Tapering towards well-thumbed // // Edges— // // Their camouflage of
e // // lives woven in cloth, // // a
tapestry , // // by which // // all that’s left of us // // is sold
palms and fingered trees press tip and
taproot // // down through decomposing leaves and drenching mist.  //
/ // a sudden coalescence of storm and
tar // // shuddering down the motorway // // to loom as close // //
artificial sparkle // // And hearts as
target practice.  // // I should have gone a long time ago, // // Fee
ing from refracted // // oil-light off
tarmac .  As you // // fingertipped your way through // // measured mu
, petrified, // // Frozen in flight on
tarmac soar // // No scar or battle wound, // // Just resting, feet
folly, // // Gliding over crystalline
tarmac .  // // The limestone’s awake, the vestibules are glowing, //
// a gentler walk, to bare bleak Malham
Tarn .  // // Then back to skirt the edge of Malham Cove, // // with f
ut knowing that to hold on // // would
tarnish it all I can do // // is let it pass through and hope // //
it of the citronnier // // and bakes a
tarte au citron meringuée.  // //
// Girded with chalk and bone.  // //
Tarweed takes root and // // Its appetite carves sharp to sign the pa
nd my fear is I will not live up to the
task .  // //
m confined, // // Tell us to start the
task assigned // // For three grim hours.  For my degree // // I fear
rate // // Completion of our necessary
task to fight // // And crush this evil force.  We did appreciate //
// That friend he’d picked // // —his
tasseled hat // // and pink cravat— // // just gazed at Nick, // //
ed yourself, and like beads loosed from
tassels // // the cap of each i let lavender and thistle // // spro
// An uncooked morsel.  // // How do I
taste ?  // //
// Especially today.  // // You don’t
taste anything, // // Because you’ve already finished yours.  // // W
y.         I like it.  // // But I can’t
taste it anymore.  // // Let’s see, ah yes, here we are: // // three
river of woe and death.  // // Never to
taste , never to touch // // Drift amidst the scattered echoes // //
// // Untranslatable pain.  // // What
taste on the air // // Led you here?  See her red hair // // Last nig
e crispness of a river’s skin.  // // I
taste the contentment of bees, // // The exhilaration of rowers, //
rnt necks and thirsty flowers.  // // I
taste the faint rustle of grass as I sit on it, // // The tickle of i
Pimm’s // // I
taste the hum of pub chatter // // And the tang of good-humoured swea
that get stuck to my clothes.  // // I
taste the jigsaw created by leaves overhead, // // With the clammy fi
r // // Ring and middle finger, // //
Taste the lies on your tongue— // // I’ve been busy.  // // Amidst th
you, and yearn for you, // // And can
taste this longing in the back of my mouth, you’d laugh.  // // After
ou // // Mercy!  I implore you // // A
taste to slake this thirst.  // // Naïve one, mercy, // // Is not som
l grey // // tea with you, all I could
taste was pure happiness and honey.  // // Summer swam round, and the
ts with his mossed cottage trees // //
tasting the words themselves lke cottage cheese // // To Eliot, diffi
nforced, leaving me // // Gripping the
tatters of hope in my fist.  // // With nothing left to fight for, I b
Fall for———— // // Passing Fall in
tattooed cold, // // Misted breath on misted grass.  // // Dew dapple
stylish, and it’s deft:  // // Any half-
taught infant can contrive // // To lean a pile of lines towards the
oat pulling // // The wire from within
taught // // I’ll hide behind my Wyatt today who knew // // Existing
/ // Were nature, these forms so often
taught that you could // // chat in verse, speak in poetry, you could
// Might, from time to time, consent a
tawny arm to drape.  // //
beached her on Naxos, written off as a
tax loss, // // Raised black sails, and now I’m in clover.  // // ARI
// “It’s been a fiasco, a drain on our
taxes .  The // // tendering process was not at all fair.  // // The p
of 20p fell from my wallet in stopping
taxi , // // Filled that space for years—It makes no sound as it drops
come through.  // // I’ll give it some
taxpayer funding, and get old saint // // George of the Chancel to th
e…  // // Sol… // // tod // // elcaro
te se lucreh* // // * ‘You flesh to atone’ (Google Translate, 2014). 
not despair // // now men can come to
tea .  // // An eco-room.  // // A modern phoenix // // risen from old
nd you’d made me a cup of tea—chamomile
tea —because I was cold.  And although you’d been sat there for days and
/ The page, like linen freshly laid for
tea , // // Bid hieratic welcome to those gods, // // Or ghosts, or g
back to you, and you’d made me a cup of
tea —chamomile tea—because I was cold.  And although you’d been sat ther
ls.  // // Float downstairs, put on the
tea .  // // Ding dong, ding dong, merrily.  // // We enter mass to ban
in my genes and my hair // // And the
tea -leaves showed me nothing to fear; // // But I cried a splashy Vic
th matching spoon; // // The miniature
tea pot // // (Worth mending, Nan said, it’s genuine Limoges); // //
r, no-shape cup waiter serves // // My
tea .  Sugar bowl fills not-white tablecloth sea.  // // Daily no-feelin
d days waiting for me to come back, the
tea was still hot.  And so we just sat there, and the trees weren’t pin
the question // // What we cooking for
tea ?      We could have Prometheus again.  We had that last Saturday.    
ans.  But drinking warm earl grey // //
tea with you, all I could taste was pure happiness and honey.  // // S
e wine stained lips and glasses, // //
teabags gone furry in the heat, // // an empty bookshelf // // what
ook like you’ve one in the oven.  // //
Teacakes were taboo.  I wasn’t even // // allowed to bring up the sub
/ // We hold you treasure, evermore to
teach .  // //
recesses of your rabbit’s hole.  // //
Teach her dutifully that // // A woman fallen has no reason to live,
// // Almost as often as him trying to
teach me to change the laces in my shoes, // // Increasing in frustra
one // // No school today.  Miss cannot
teach us Greek; // // No breath remains to show how we might speak //
writing, say that you had been // // A
teacher and must be exemplar for // // The ‘women’s college’ where th
Sestina to an English
Teacher // // I wondered if // // you hated words— // // those word
wilt upon each soft pale shirt, // //
teaching by strange example that the human heart // // is as much a n
its recycled shell, while a translucent
team // // of chameleon shrimps held a whiskery love-in and hoydenish
ash abates—where I once was, the waders
team , rich foraging is // // in their sights—time for a gentler strea
.  // // Ah but before little hands can
tear at tissue // // Stille Nacht must be sung before the crib, // /
// // But I cried a splashy Victorian
tear , // // Finding the day so new and so odd, // // With the gain o
ng to the concrete, eyes screaming from
tear gas // // Thrown by Apartheid police.  // // And me realising th
nd the wood, // // The ghoulish form’s
tear in the air re-sewn // // So through it dancing branches from roo
[Red-hot and
tear -kissed] // // Red-hot and tear-kissed under mask // // with ste
hot and tear-kissed] // // Red-hot and
tear -kissed under mask // // with steel miles ahead in wait // // an
prayer // // Into a child’s chest, and
tear out his heart // // Like it didn’t belong there, because it was
ing him closer to the exotic East.  Each
tear was worth the glor- // // y of the find in the name of God for t
// Faith, as delicate as I, can // //
Tear with a sharp breath or vicious statement.  // // But your line st
very gate of heaven // // We sowed in
tears , but here’s the golden grain:  // // We won’t give up our love,
azing from a clifftop grave // // Your
tears mingling with the rain // // Could I foretell the future // //
he ocean rolling beneath us // // Your
tears mingling with the rain // // Great Skellig slate grey and wet /
// Her blushed cheeks moistened with my
tears .  // // Momentary flashes of white coats and pitying faces // /
, // // When it brings its audience to
tears // // Or lets them feel or empathise.  // // For the writer may
air // // And mildew took the place of
tears // // The boy without a face.  // // July came, and the woods g
ow yourself, vain paragon, // // Your
tears will recreate Cocytus and Pyriphlegethon, // // Carrying your b
him closer to the pristine West Isles. 
Tears would pay for the glor- // // y of the find in the name of God
egy and tragedy, could // // smile and
tease and pass on courage, save // // our grades and your dignity, yo
// Rhythmed by the clink-clink-clink of
teaspoons against the side of mugs.  // // And though our unkind inact
/ old watches spread, // // bracelets,
teaspoons // // neatly priced, // // hunch-huddled, // // a child-l
Martha // // Dirty saucers.  Damp
teatowels .  // // The steady drip-drip-drip of drying plates on the dr
he post-it note // // (The survivor of
technological advance, // // Its virtual descendants grace // // Th
home, // // but now I’m back // // to
teddy and a baby brother’s cry.  // // The virus makes me look // //
ory // // (nineteen-sixty-one or so—my
teens —already // // between the end of the Chatterley ban // // and
Falling Is Like This // //
Teetering on the edge of // // A big idea.  // // Each line, a step,
lence   unspoken fear    gritting   the
teeth and fingers // // the forbidden room // // groans and secrets
charging cables, // // And my missing
teeth , // // And the probiotics, // // And the dust illuminated betw
r // // In creams and gels.  // // His
teeth are polished by professionals, // // Shirts meticulously casual
m running, running from the grey // //
teeth breathing just beyond my shoulder blades.  An unsteady light //
less, ceaseless.  She // // sighs to my
teeth .  // // Deafness, I watch the sea.  // // See ripples.  She’s wat
e swatches dotted with herds of woollen
teeth .  // // I will close your goddamn curtains for you.  // //
ld have smiled by now, at least.  // //
Teeth , showing, to break the ice // // And cut the tension.  // // I
und, // // In your uneven smile, sharp
teeth , // // Your voice, I love the sound— // // I need you.  // //
mostly harmless, with a past // // Of
telephonic hygiene?  It never forms // // Intelligence, to burn a gem-
/ // I had to show what I wanted so to
tell .  // //
weeney did bad business.  // // You can
tell a lot about a man from his beard, so I’m told; // // His pedigre
/ // There is a forty-one year tale to
tell // // —could I but find the words to make it plain.  // // Two b
n’t feel like home anymore // // yeah,
tell me about it, but just don’t tell me she was raped by a swan // /
cked // // anything not yet broken, so
tell me // // contrary poltergeist what is it you // // see in my mi
d and lazy, // // And my parents can’t
tell me enough, // // That I’m wasting my life away— // // But your
me try that just // // one more time. 
Tell me have you seen Schiele’s // // Levitation, the curled toes the
ffirmed by sun, love, and drinks // //
Tell me, is there anything worth more // // Than the light dancing on
d my eyes are a deeper grey.  // // You
tell me it’s difficult to love a light, when every darkness is a remin
o remained through // // the year.  You
tell me my honey hair is darker now, and my eyes are a deeper grey.  //
// // you // // Gog or // // Magog? 
Tell // // me of cut chalk and // // turf scalped red, ley lines and
yeah, tell me about it, but just don’t
tell me she was raped by a swan // // I mean, talk about a half remem
meaning will forever elude you— // //
tell me something else I will not forget.  // //
possibility of preservation.  // // You
tell me there is // // always something I could have done differently
could have done differently.  // // You
tell me there is // // no possibility of preservation - // // but se
sh, // // But you’d roll your eyes and
tell me we’re late for dinner.  // // So I’ll tuck my mind back inside
/ I hear whispers in the weather // //
Tell of flames beneath shed skin, // // The old so neatly severed //
ecognisable // // Than ever before.  To
tell the solid // // Cost from the worthless losses; // // That five
o thought into that verb, // // But to
tell the truth would greatly disturb // // The poem’s appeal or myste
of her gaze: does he not want // // to
tell ?  // // This painting has a private life.  // //
hilling hall where I’m confined, // //
Tell us to start the task assigned // // For three grim hours.  For my
Urban Warfare // // Nameless faces
tell us we’re going to war, // // I wonder where they think we’ve bee
are plastered onto mine.  // // I can’t
tell whether I want them there // // Or whether you want my voice, my
// // … // // i have a strong urge to
tell you how it feels to be standing here // // but it’s warm inside
hecised son (/sun) // // Sceptics will
tell you that, // // Astrologistically, // // This is convenient //
HOW CAN I
TELL YOU WHAT IT FEELS LIKETO BE HERE IN THIS PLACE // // black // /
his mark into the waiting clay; // //
Telling the future his signature flaw.  // // Creation stutters throug
voice in the back of your mind, // //
Telling you about things you don’t want to hear.  // //
in these kitchen goods?  // // He never
tells .  But in each piece // // The inner thought is evident:  // // T
t hands through perfect hair.  // // He
tells us he is having an affair.  // // Like I’d know // // I think—
threatened to be absorbed // // by the
temerity of this Alaskan scene.  // // It may be the coldest day of th
iteness.  // // Who will join me in the
temple ?  // // A hand will skim mine as we present our offerings.  //
kshops and digs // // and stand in the
temple // // announcing // // UNESCO // // world // // heritage //
.  // // Philosophies are aired, // //
temple columns spaced, // // lightning rods earthed.  // // On the da
rd of Liberty arose // // And drew the
temple down on English tongues.  // // Huntsman, lord of a thousand bl
ruins of markets, // // Coiling round
temple pillars and bronze effigies, // // Usurping the old shore with
Temple // // The moon is no longer my goddess.  // // I praise Venus
in.  Throw open // // the fire-coloured
temptations , welcome in // // the roaming bees.  // // Feel the fire.
us—of weighed and measured mass // //
Ten billion years from this.  Yet few’ll then know, // // Or knowing g
// Play it, Sam.  // // BBC1, half past
ten .  // // Here’s lookin’ at you, kid.  // //
lmost all—are duds.  Nevertheless // //
ten thousand different species rise and fall // // and rise again.  Gr
six hundred and forty muscles, and all
ten toes.  But the moon saved me— // //   // // But you’d alread
no, hardly thus.  // // Some miles are
ten , while others swiftly pass.  // //
Patrimony // // My grandad
tended to old men when young, // // The kind who’d spent a lifetime i
the caresses of that pen most famously
tender // // Forever stained with the Bard’s loving lines, she found
!  // // Sanitized warm parsnip smells  
tender goose   and the great pudding // // drink! to Christ! and be m
like a blessing on the broken // // I
tender this in thankfulness, a token // // Of what cannot be spoken f
ntines Day a kick from the stomach, the
tender // // Violence of a body’s ripening—is this the poem?  // // S
n Mars, // // Then I might search your
tender wounds // // And you my battle scars, // // Then you might pu
asco, a drain on our taxes.  The // //
tendering process was not at all fair.  // // The pledges from busines
and relaxation in which he receives the
tenderness of nature.  What is he like?  What is his name?  I don’t know
Feel the water.  Push out below, // //
tendrils into the dark and damp.  Now push out above, // // buds into
springing, // // The vine and all its
tendrils , // // Unfold from the face, // // Trip from the tongue //
// We share hot chocolate, // // play
tennis on the lawn, // // talk of equality and love, // // the fight
ey Hill is sour // // Larkin ascerbic,
Tennyson has power // // (But only late at night, taken with port) //
s rolled, // // I need characters like
Tennyson , // // Who improve, like port and venison, // // And turn l
/ waiting on fronted news, the foreplay
tense , // // the hot slit in a letter, the shriek.  // // I have neve
s suicide, and sugar mice // // were a
tensed trap, and truffles could be wrapped // // any which way, were
ng, to break the ice // // And cut the
tension .  // // I should have spoken by now, but…  // // I should have
ght and strain of the wave-thick // //
tentacular lashings at surge; // // and I in my belly cave singing //
// The avenues just run as ‘First’ to ‘
Tenth ’ from right to left.  // // Milan and Barcelona and Vienna and B
sever // // Sov’ran // // ultra regna
terra .  // // Now dog, did re-venom Eden // // infidel beg!  // // Am
of individuality across the page’s lush
terrain , // // But never those things that have the amazing audacity
/   // // I heard the reply and it was
terrible and dreadful and silent // //
e frame, the dusty sepia.  // // We are
terrified of what the beard might hide, // // What it might mean if a
hood snow.  // // Humming show tunes to
test my voice // // Or lack thereof, because there isn’t anything wor
ppointed // // but still loved it.  To
test them it painted // // over their scales or feathers as they slep
ine // // But for now just these words
tether us together to our old home.  // // Home is a name spoken well,
ct ballad form—four-line stanzas, three
tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed ABAB.  How prosaic!  My judicious
miracle will occur, // // A sonnet or
tetrameter will appear as if by magic, // // Out of the magician’s ha
// // In circling curlicues of sacred
text , // // Flaring in ink and paper to the floor, // // The shredde
ghts, // // Squelch the compost of old
text messages between my toes, // // Obsessive over the kind of love
/ // Excising every sign-post from the
text // // Paring all the parts that point away // // To something o
y-five unfolds its fire- // // Tongued
text : this warfare is the strife that binds.  // //
can’t be right.  // // Let me check the
textbook again. // // 2, said half-jokingly on holiday in Singapore,
// Gray street lamps passing by show no-
texture of headrests.  // // Foreign coin of size of 20p fell from my
Looking back, it’s flown by.  On his 13
th birthday we had that big party down the pub, // // and for her 21s
Tridente, 10
th September // // With domes at our backs— // // the city ragged li
shore.  // // Of bridges traversing the
Thames here in London, we’ve // // just thirty three—surely room for
There’s none to hold you // // Here’s
Thanatos to claim you, // // You will never know the wilderness of mi
ckers sound, the jokes renowned— // //
Thank God for the paper crown.  // // Young and old.  // // It hides m
// Without too many ‘please’, // // ‘
Thank you’ and ‘excuse me’s slips from my mind // // As I pour with t
g on the broken // // I tender this in
thankfulness , a token // // Of what cannot be spoken face to face; //
ven- // // handed air of gravitas.  Our
thanks , and come again’.  // // The Envoy.  Gaza, 1 March 2009 // // N
// No isle is truly godforsaken, give
thanks for His majesty, // // these three hills awash in blooms, arch
Ieri- Land of the Hummingbird, give no
thanks for majesty // // or those three hills awash in blooms, archin
If only it would keep you here].  // //
Thanks for today.  It was nice seeing each other, wasn’t it?  // // Lik
Of Newton.  Each light-ray does one ice
thaw , // // Reflecting light through perfect diamond form, // // Shi
!  // // Stay!  Desert not him who loves
thee !  // // Cruel one!  Forgive me!  // // I know not what I’ve done! 
and sealing wax, // // and such great
themes as these, // // talking they walked and walking talked— // //
g birdsong.  // // I made you the ideal
theory :  // // An unsystematised list of every correct proposition.  //
String-
Theory (for Girton choir) // // In the beginning, // // only this, //
hate the bugger more.  // // And so my
theory for this open sore:  // // Verse forms, like fashions, fit the
e of Evolution // // I’m thinking up a
theory to explain it— // // Why Rhyme Royal is such a bloody chore.  /
of a submissive kind // // Which three
therapists and a college counsellor failed to spot, // // But I feel
w tunes to test my voice // // Or lack
thereof , because there isn’t anything worse // // Than boredom.  Excep
e day all the books drew blanks?  // //
There’d be nothing to write about for one. // // (but they’d find som
aw // // to the ocean:  I have no feet. 
There’ll be time to meet— // // now my flesh becomes fare: // // mea
d sailed with the oaf, resolute.  // //
THESEUS // // I blame my dad.  Such a loser // // To marry Medea.  I a
lls rolled heavenward, phonemes falling
thick and fast // // their babble: tongues, their diphthongs dripping
gainst the wire brush // // of David’s
thick black hair, // // staying in place until at home // // the sma
’s patient page.  // // I remember your
thick handwriting on that white page // // as your letters arrived, t
own // // Might and strain of the wave-
thick // // tentacular lashings at surge; // // and I in my belly ca
s // // Over itself, a growing potion,
thick // // To perfect brew’d.  My bones grow Ache and Lack; // // Bu
ys it rains; pumpkins pockmark; cushion-
thief strikes) // // again I imagine it forked by lightening, white a
forth your K.  // // So when the silver
thief (who always came // // on Thursdays) took our memories, why did
was not fed.  // // So the cat sat, so
thin and impatient, // // but then… bittersweet jubilation!  // // He
But we are not honest.  // // The only
thing a beard hides is a chin.  // // Perhaps we’re scared to look his
our loves?  // // That there’s no such
thing as cold, just an absence of warmth?  // // That can’t be right. 
it, because she knew // // That such a
thing as Spring would come again.  // // Ostara didn’t need viscera wr
he facts as hard and cold, as they very
thing cheese! as it is growing old // // They want the superb, the su
et him be crowned.  // // He’s the real
thing .  He’s renowned.  // // He can run, he can swim—he’ll never be dr
with fresh Gorgonzola … // // but the
thing is, she so rarely ate it.  // // His confidence shaken, near sho
Goin’ Away.  Same As You.  Maybe The Only
Thing Is…The Knowin’ // //
ies became water.  The moon was the only
thing keeping the sky in place, you see, because the stars felt so sor
-dee-dee,” said the minstrel, “The only
thing // // Left of this life is its sweet melody.  So // // Fiddle-d
my scorn tucked in a mason jar, the one
thing left. she only hears whispers, “I just think of him as a child”
love-song, // // a meaningless // //
thing .  // // Molly, his wife, would pursue his creation with // // c
de my eyelids.  // // Is it true that a
thing of // // (heart-stopping) beauty looks at you // // you do not
it is a given // // And here’s a given
thing that lives again.  // //
// // And is perfect, // // Like the
thing that you were.  // // The morning still falls // // And squalls
hey, maybe if I continue to sing, that
thing // // That’s on the tip of your tongue, // // That reason why
ow.”  // // Why snow?  That seems an odd
thing to say, right?  I mean // // what about the women come and go an
ernize to someone else’s eyes, affirm a
thing , touch a cord // // ‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines on (anim
s.  // // Fresheners’ smell is the only
thing we can see, // // Gray street lamps passing by show no-texture
itself, you know, nothing can even be a
thing without anything, // // For something always exists - // // Wa
Things a man should know // // You’re obtuse—and a pain.  Now PLEASE l
For light, for love, for greater // //
Things , and left our brains lame, // // Reduced to an inability to ca
e worm is a serpent // // And whispers
things .  // // And the voice grows louder and louder // // And it’s s
// but may you revel in this world of
things // // as I today: you look and autumn springs.  // //
My vocabulary // // Can describe many
things , but the thoughts that race // // Through my heart when I brea
ur love, it is a given // // And given
things can always live again.  // // The stone is rolled away, the roc
ing mist.  // // This is where the good
things go to die.  Light // // and air, pools and palaces, sanity //
rgot to check if I was versed // // in
things grammatical, your bubble burst.  // //
POLONIUS Very like a whale.  // // Odd
things have strewn the floors today: quicksand clumps, capsized melon
into my mind // // Of poetry and other
things , how they please, // // Hope that the gods of Underground will
the air.  // // Ha ha ha.  // // Great
things I can destroy, // // Look, the sun is dead.  // // I killed it
s me with gentle reproach // // Of the
things I could never be:  // // There for you, // // Or ready to leav
ind for release.  // // Until I cry for
things I never had // // And laugh at memories I never made.  // // I
// // One by one, // // I hold these
things in my hands— // // The familiar blunt fingers and shallow nail
Marcus.  The boundary between two // //
Things is just a matter of timing.  Is this the poem?  // //
on down the creek // // bearing loose
things left afloat.  // // Behind each moored boat runs a wake: time
yes seeing // // some earlier draft of
things , // // lost in a cold, particulate light.  // // Is this the d
our body and the world.  // // Careful,
things might fall // // Where the senses cannot feel— // // This is
ss // // Reflect, despairing, that all
things must pass.  // // Unless, emboldened by our revelry, // // We
ns that pretend to be the foundation of
things .  ‘Reality’ is clean, simple and purely luminous.  It is difficul
les down somehow.  // // A change, some
things remain, I must be heard // // I must be free.  A timed renaissa
nt still knocking about breaking // //
things scratching walls hiding under bedsheets, // // buoyed by the c
// Sweet like shalimar, // // And of
things that are gone // // Since we went driving in your parents’ car
artbreaking song // // Reminding me of
things that are // // Sweet like shalimar, // // And of things that
, we chose // // a name that meant all
things // // that dazzle and move and wave; // // small but unending
’s lush terrain, // // But never those
things that have the amazing audacity to contain nothing more than the
the gunshot on the lake // // But the
things that heaven takes, // // Human things that Michael breaks //
things that heaven takes, // // Human
things that Michael breaks // // Will wash away his refuge.  // // As
eet like shalimar // // Played on over
things that were // // Wrong, that heartbreaking song // // Remindin
continue to sing, because you do crazy
things // // To get back what you need.  // // So that HAL might set
is absolute.  // // Fronds and furtive
things unfurl while forest // // palms and fingered trees press tip a
weave my name // // For these are the
things we can call our own.  // //
// // trip, remembering nothing of the
things we’d seen, // // choosing again without design.  We ended in th
quietly die in a corner like the living
things ?  // // With dreams you wake, and feel as if you’d never shut y
of your mind, // // Telling you about
things you don’t want to hear.  // //
at night I lie awake and call.  // // I
think about the time we met, how long ago // // It was, before we eve
le classes’ ancient knowledge.  // // I
think again of coal-dust in the chest.  // // If he who fell at Passch
d denial.  // // What will our children
think , and is it fair // // to leave them, as the offspring of divorc
Poetry is not made by Man, as you might
think , but by It.  Poetry came from It, as we do not really know how to
n affair.  // // Like I’d know // // I
think — // // He is no loathsome sprezzateur // // Nor some unsavvy s
cks out her eye. // // the left one, I
think .  // // I don’t actually remember that well. // // and the girl
// But please make it soon, because I
think I just called you God.  // //
// the blood below.  Pause.           I
think I just want to really feel.  // // Un-pause.  Furl my sparrow win
// I suppose.  // // I will die here, I
think .  // // I know not if this is an abyss, // // A joke, // // Or
Apathy // // I could die here, I
think .  // // I know now your real name.  // // I could fold my shatte
sit here, and regard the man.  // // I
think — // // I should very much like to hold you // // over // // a
// I think the sky is tragic, // // I
think it is tragic because it is never not there.  // // Feel free to
// Now we’re “an item”, // // and you
think it’s out of choice.  // // *Section C includes a Part divided in
you praised so much—if you would // //
think I’d misunderstood if I saved // // myself from regret, if I use
i’m slowing // // down // // i // //
think // // i’m // // going // // to … // // [exit stage right ac
at i could // // SLOW DOWN ... o ... i
think i’m slowing // // down // // i // // think // // i’m // //
// of the world, dragonlike, I was, I
think , // // less a hatchling, head under my own wing, // // and mor
ust be Abstract’ // // 1.  // // Don’t
think .  Look.  Just look, look around!  Don’t be blinded by preconception
left. she only hears whispers, “I just
think of him as a child” and I can bend and break when you want to sna
into day // // Into night.  Try not to
think of me, // // Though you might, let this waste of sea intervene.
[I often
think of that January morning] // // I often think of that January mo
of that January morning] // // I often
think of that January morning together, dreaming // // of nothing as
reasing in frustration exponentially (I
think that’s the one), // // Every time I thought a pot was getting h
in-between the sheets.  // // I used to
think the best songs had been sung, // // That genius is destined to
man, concerned with an honesty which we
think the skin provides, // // But we are not honest.  // // The only
ay it was tragic, most likely.  // // I
think the sky is tragic, // // I think it is tragic because it is nev
p, // // your foot upon the crust, you
think // // ‘This time, it will hold my weight.’  // // But every ste
not abnormal.  Otherwise OK Cupid would
think twice // // About having one of its stupid questions to break t
Delphi // // I
think we have to conclude // // that the Greeks // // were mistaken.
oing to war, // // I wonder where they
think we’ve been.  // // Each in our uniforms, black suit, striped tie
apless victim to con.”  // // So if you
think your love and your roses // // Your good looks, better bank sta
es thoughts in the mind // // Of every
thinker it lands upon, // // Contrasting gentle with the strong // /
ated racks.  // // She looks up, // //
thinking aloud like a dream, // // ‘There are some days,’ she says, /
swallowing them, and her tongue, // //
Thinking of what she’d have given—anything but her dignity // // To b
being brought back here, // // her son
thinking // // ‘that’s what she’d’ve wanted’.  // // Her scarf, her n
he little fishes swim in packs, and I’m
thinking , the fuck will they do if they catch the what, water?  Why wou
In Defence of Evolution // // I’m
thinking up a theory to explain it— // // Why Rhyme Royal is such a b
In search of // // I catch myself
thinking while writing ‘is this the poem?’  // // Words catch my mouth
d.  // // Lame understanding wretch who
thinks rhymes wrench’t // // sufficiént; you claim sans rhyme it’s pr
endless life.  I wondered if your // //
thinning blood resented life, // // words mocking your condition—if /
// // A long sustained note; a perfect
third ; // // Each of us with our own concerns.  // // I’ve lost my ke
l place until hardened into rock // //
third , freeze for centuries until // // crystallized into meaningless
// // The ‘women’s college’ where the
third years saw // // They had just funds enough to pay and brought y
mplore you // // A taste to slake this
thirst .  // // Naïve one, mercy, // // Is not something to which you
// // The pink heat of burnt necks and
thirsty flowers.  // // I taste the faint rustle of grass as I sit on
were just simply overcome; // // This
thirteen -and-a-half mile Eden seemed to be divine.  // // And so they
ou wrong.  // // Only an infidel writes
thirteen lines.  // //
Thirteen LinesA song in word-music.  // // Love sent you to the desert
n’s best effort at defence // // drops
thirty feet into a hole.  // // Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One cold
hames here in London, we’ve // // just
thirty three—surely room for one more.  // // Now it happens my old fr
garden, left untended // // for maybe
thirty years.  A winding path // // leads from the glazed back door /
cky clay.  // // Between rutted mud and
thistle bloom // // We pick our path along the hollow way // // Hand
Sun.  // // Threaded with thoughts that
thistle -scratch // // and bounce back: big prizes! // // glossier gl
// the cap of each i let lavender and
thistle // // sprout from its neck, to wilt upon each soft pale shir
s one // // it holds the stress in the
thoracal zone // // springing the bird to post-Jurassic flight // //
sh and singing pain // // Of lashes; a
thorn halo hallows your head, // // Vice-like; your pierced side hold
would have read Section C* // // more
thoroughly // // if I’d truly intended to avoid falling.  // // Now w
sh, // // To let go of leaden years as
though a mouthful of smoke, // // To find new ways to no longer hold.
hich I move, ever more warm, // // And
though at start I find I face a swarm // // Of loosen water rocks, I
ush a sheen of light on water // // As
though behind the sky itself they traced // // The shift and shimmer
last few bottles that remain, // // As
though delirium could dull the pain.  // // But out there in the dark
Angelic messengers who say // // That
though he finds himself alone, // // Life’s pawn at lifetime’s darker
nd now, at last, // // you’re out.  And
though I dreamed I saw // // your coming in the night, I can no more
eat or two and make a gap // // There,
though if it were less busy I wouldn’t mind // // Standing, would //
Fire // // My sign is Aries. 
Though it seems a poor // // fit for me, it is at least a Fire.  // /
pumping acid yet, // // I carry on, as
though I’m craving more.  // // My shoes have turned a whole new shade
// // …and pension protection.  // //
Though , just on reflection, // // Our model excludes gravitation.  //
he Beatles’ first LP; // // strangely,
though , not sex but fire).  // // See this: // // the large, dilapida
ns against the side of mugs.  // // And
though our unkind inactions told you otherwise, you kept your faith //
haps be comforting // // as any fruit,
though Suliman’s pilaf // // is real comfort food.  But comfort me no
settle low, cold as a curse, // // but
though the thunder roars, it will not rain. // // your ribs are kindl
wers // // to folk problems // // and
though they were wrong // // about the girl on the stool // // the e
-parched silence.  // // You held fast,
though those rattling serpent-words // // You heard hissed ‘Arrogance
stake was suggesting the cotton— // //
Though to let him get lost seemed too rotten.  // // Now I wish that I
my death has deeply touched // // me. 
Though unknown to you, still you bewail // // my loss – but ask my co
seem cut and twisted everywhere.  // //
Though , via a chink a softer glare // // suggests I need not now desp
ever sought to bear?  // // It’s not as
though we’ve ceased all intercourse.  // // In truth I’d not part now,
o night.  Try not to think of me, // //
Though you might, let this waste of sea intervene.  // // The horizon,
nk that’s the one), // // Every time I
thought a pot was getting hot instead of a flame losing heat.  // // S
, // // I don’t suppose you have often
thought // // Dear Alan, // // I saw a man on the bus who I thought
ount, the universal word, a thrifty fox-
thought , golden delighted kept at bay from the quiet and rustling exam
ye // // and he’d be gripped.  // // I
thought he’d itch // // if I’d no stitch.  // // Oh! why // // did I
The Tree of Wisdom // // I
thought I understood you once, // // Believed you were more than you
whiff // // of sweat and gin.  // // I
thought if I, // // demurely stripped, // // I’d catch Nick’s eye //
n, wet-yellow, gold-wrought // // Over-
thought in the tail-end; by day at poet’s sea of glass and fire; // /
ay agree, but he lies, // // He put no
thought into that verb, // // But to tell the truth would greatly dis
lls.  But in each piece // // The inner
thought is evident:  // // These objects are his household gods, // /
// “The Romans were honest // // they
thought it was all // // girls, grapes and snow.”  // // Why snow?  Th
ss it is tragic, // // And even if you
thought it was, // // You must plan what you say, // // Control what
// This is the en-suite life.  // // I
thought I’d fledged, // // abandoned the embarrassment of home, // /
, rhythm, and repetition rather than by
thought .  Just like in nature’s murmuring, Dionysus rules and Apollo is
Déjeuner // // I
thought Nick old, // // but devilish.  // // He’s in a raffish // //
charitable, // // sad.  // // ‘Yes,’ I
thought , ‘nothing ever // // changes.’  I wondered // // if she’d pic
, // // I don’t suppose you have often
thought of me // // Dear Alan, // // I don’t suppose you have often
dence shaken, near shot dead, // // he
thought of some words that Pol Pot said, // // and he almost did best
seemed to be divine.  // // And so they
thought of what two-day-old Adam must have done:  // // Alone in brand
et us fall, and let us grow, // // One
thought , one heart, one voice, one song.  // // Diminuendo— // // sof
spend her days // // watching, and so
thought she might // // hide the fact // // in stale jumpers // //
sed.  She left the door ajar— // // She
thought she’d heard the breath of the unknown— // // But through the
d not be dissuaded, // // and probably
thought that he’d made it // // when he chose to cajole her // // wi
th birthday is nearing— // // brings a
thought that is far from cheering: // // that while the past // // w
aphite, // // Wrist responding to each
thought // // That strides in freedom on an edge // // Between idea
folk of Greece.  // // But I’ve always
thought // // that there’s something to be said // // for the wisdom
elf-confessed skeptics // // privately
thought // // that this was // // one // // great // // conceptual
Cookies and rainbow, // // Did what I
thought was right, // // Shunned… but I grow.  // // Feeling when it
an, // // I saw a man on the bus who I
thought was you // // Dear Alan, // // I knew he couldn’t have been
d mechanically in the perfection of his
thought .  Who can help this helpless man?  Perhaps only the ecstasy and
craft // // and skill, and yet I never
thought you deft // // enough to use so delicate a dial.  // // Why s
voice of reason, an echo // // Of some
thought you once had, // // But couldn’t hold.  // // Yet, when I sta
peer at you sideways // // drawing my
thoughts along your wooden wave-shapes // // dipping into knot warps
Crushed // // My
thoughts are a maelstrom, a cacophony, // // Crashing, shrieking, //
osemary for remembrance and pansies for
thoughts , // // Barbiturates for the beauties and kitchen ovens for t
rites of the mind // // Grow branching
thoughts , bear fruit.  // // A song // // Where birds once chorused a
Bearded
Thoughts // // Beards seem to be out of fashion nowadays— // // The
at are the other passengers.  // // And
thoughts begin to press into my mind // // Of poetry and other things
’re gone.  // // Wake up alone to empty
thoughts , // // In the early evening now, day dead, // // And there’
undefined.  // // A word that initiates
thoughts in the mind // // Of every thinker it lands upon, // // Con
t away, the volumes shelved, // // Her
thoughts , like chairs drawn out from table’s edge, // // Awaited thos
s you wrap up warm with worn-out future
thoughts , // // Of poems half-remembered, long ago destinies rolled u
e coffee, // // then sat and poured my
thoughts over a journal’s patient page.  // // I remember your thick h
yes, // // Holding and held by darling
thoughts , // // Smile’s phantom echoing inchoate affections, // // A
/ Barefoot across the damp ground of my
thoughts , // // Squelch the compost of old text messages between my t
would avoid dreaming // // of you.  The
thoughts still hurt.  Like bruises, existing as echoes // // of former
ow case, wishing those ‘thoughts’ away,
thoughts that are not yours.  In your ennui, you tried to control them,
/ // Can describe many things, but the
thoughts that race // // Through my heart when I breathe in what you
inks from the Sun.  // // Threaded with
thoughts that thistle-scratch // // and bounce back: big prizes!  //
’ll happen again.  // // If half-formed
thoughts will drip // // From the lips of this voice // // Like sali
tching your pillow case, wishing those ‘
thoughts ’ away, thoughts that are not yours.  In your ennui, you tried
ish tongues.  // // Huntsman, lord of a
thousand blooded tongues // // Master of the hollow forest, who binds
to disappear.  // // Now the chain is a
thousand daggers, // // Piercing you, making you scream.  // // But t
t all—are duds.  Nevertheless // // ten
thousand different species rise and fall // // and rise again.  Great
red chaos with a raucous song:  // // A
thousand geese are flying into night.  // //
fallow, // // la belle dame.  // // In
thrall to notions of her name, // // tame linnets nibble for to follo
he muscular he-brute:  // // Provided a
thread , left her brother stone dead, // // And sailed with the oaf, r
the wall— // // After the wires we'll
thread through your jaw— // // We'll build you up better than ever be
druid, one drinks from the Sun.  // //
Threaded with thoughts that thistle-scratch // // and bounce back: bi
her using twine.  // // You’re sure our
threads are finally aligned, // // So why do mine feel ready to unwin
gram // // Of blazing damage.  Kinship,
threat , and fire // // Contend for right in sixteen forty-five— // /
ie, to prove there was // // A hideous
threat to all the World.  // // A hideous threat to all the World?  //
reat to all the World.  // // A hideous
threat to all the World?  // // Lie?  To prove there was // // He had
it looks // // Forlorn enough to be a
threat to // // Something.  // // A cycle of conversation fills the r
slowly absorbed by paper // // as I am
threatened to be absorbed // // by the temerity of this Alaskan scene
ke mine, heaves with caged spite // //
Threatening to escape.  Getting nowhere, I stare // // Harder, longer
// All Mary had to do was wait.  Give it
three days and He’ll return // // And bring salvation and sunshine an
nce, swimming // // awards, your grade
three flute— // // all, all are floating // // through the air and o
s been roiling now for more // // than
three fraught years – with bitterness and bile // // sieved through o
Three gay rituals // // Through doors of luminescent playfulness, //
s to start the task assigned // // For
three grim hours.  For my degree // // I fear I am not in my perfect m
ve thanks for His majesty, // // these
three hills awash in blooms, arching heavenwards in certain praise //
e no thanks for majesty // // or those
three hills awash in blooms, arching skyward only to praise // // nat
// // But he was dead: // // had died
three hours after his arrival, // // was buried in an unmarked grave.
was not the memory we needed.  // // So
three months later, we met again // // on a Suffolk shingle beach.  //
love, // // Taken when you were only
three months old.  // // In it you’re lying on the sun-warmed, deep-ve
Three Pieces of Advice // // 1.  Heat always travels from hot to cold.
Let’s see, ah yes, here we are:  // //
three recipes for Prometheus (a lá Kafka) // // first, secure firmly
her days were there, really?  // // All
three removed their clothes, as seemed appropriate, // // The boys sc
Here be dragons // // Wake as
three screams take // // Flight, from window to shadow // // A child
ere in London, we’ve // // just thirty
three —surely room for one more.  // // Now it happens my old friend is
y strict ballad form—four-line stanzas,
three tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed ABAB.  How prosaic!  My judi
rsion of a submissive kind // // Which
three therapists and a college counsellor failed to spot, // // But I
a 1958 // // After the floods of fifty-
three // // they raised the ramparts: giant concrete blocks // // o
here’s been fifteen homicides and sixty-
three violent crimes”—tv-light // // and wonder: do I have it, or no?
Three Ways of Walking // // // // 2H // // ‘Two Hard’, too hard.  /
to rush // // you finite proof ‘within
three working days’.  // // In limbo here I can no longer vouch // //
ugh to pay and brought you here.  // //
Three X-rays and a CAT scan for an air- // // Conditioned corpse.  A q
ty bookshelf // // what remains // //
three years in boxes.  // // I want to take this moment and fossilise
el the heat upon my face.  // // Twenty
three years later, when my mother died // // we had the proper formal
ce.  // // And me realising that he was
three years older than me when his mother died, // // That there’s st
this meme of after-night // // On the
threshold of genesis, in what purgatory shall I persist?  // // To tha
// You joined relations that they also
threw // // Into the asp-bored sand to rest for two millennia.  // //
tion // // as Paradise offers // // a
thrice -empty // // shun.  // // Death’s minstrel followed this path o
ord is paramount, the universal word, a
thrifty fox-thought, golden delighted kept at bay from the quiet and r
en Tantalus.  // // The frequent sticky
thrill of that first bite of fruit // // While propped against the tr
// as she indulges in a spot // // of
thrilling , but too quick, arson— // // under the brown fog of a winte
scholarship // // to read and pen and
thrive , // // even without degree.  // // My maths proves useful:  //
skin, to the scream stuck // // In my
throat .  // // Her chest, like mine, heaves with caged spite // // Th
butterflies // // Brush the back of my
throat .  // // I should have smiled by now, at least.  // // Teeth, sh
a girl’s wrists, her // // ankles, her
throat .  It squatted, watched her, penned // // a tribute with a claw
star, // // So that I do not slit this
throat .  // // Light a fire to the fang.  // //
orget how it sounds when you clear your
throat , // // Or the face you pull in the mirror when fiddling with y
mirror // // Clearing the gravel in my
throat pulling // // The wire from within taught // // I’ll hide beh
// Pentameter as breath from nature’s
throat ; // // To me it’s just another tyrant’s coat.  // // So, free
// // And now the song bursts from our
throats // // And now our hearts are opened wide // // To hear the W
d machinery.  // // A continuous shriek
throbs against the wall // // And the tree falls silent after receivi
r’s hot, // // Only we are left in its
throes , // // Now, bursar, now, let us warm our toes.  // //
Dark shapes are calling each to each: a
throng // // moves north against the fading evening light.  // // Sla
d saint // // George of the Chancel to
throw in some too.”  // // So the project proceeds with a little more
into the waxing light, the spring rain. 
Throw open // // the fire-coloured temptations, welcome in // // the
reds and golds replace the greens.  Now
throw the canopy too // // to the winds, let it whirl away // // int
the imagination fires.  // // Pots are
thrown and fired, // // crops are watered.  // // Seasons and years a
te, eyes screaming from tear gas // //
Thrown by Apartheid police.  // // And me realising that he was three
// turtles and all reptilian life thus
thrown // // into the evolving curve of modern flight // // now trad
s, // // catseyes like bouquets // //
thrown into the night behind us.  // // And now, deep in the wilds of
every moment the burring grows, // //
Thrushes migrate where the weather’s hot, // // Only we are left in i
/ shared only with my Euclid // // and
Thucydides .  // // My visitors all knock.  // // We share hot chocolat
ildish hands // // Giving a final dull
thud as they fall to the ground.  // //
is a divining-rod // // or an oil rig,
thudding into the ground // // to draw up lubrication for her joints.
// Pages // // Tapering towards well-
thumbed // // Edges— // // Their camouflage of grease spots // // L
transparent blister of a moon, // // A
thumbtack lighting the midges and her // // Blackened soles, he lies
atched from flight // // With wheeling
thump .  // // Icarus, spread-eagled in the cycling lane.  // // With b
// heroic but futile, // // impetuous
thunder // // and ultimate payment.  // // Pens open and ready, // /
cold as a curse, // // but though the
thunder roars, it will not rain. // // your ribs are kindling; breath
n a promontory we watched // // As the
thunderstorm struck the sea // // The shock of a constellation lost /
s like a Pollock painting // // As the
thunderstorm struck the sea // // Years from that night // // On a p
tion // // It is 8:11 in my bathroom a
Thursday // // I am a naked Hamlet shaving in the mirror // // Clear
silver thief (who always came // // on
Thursdays ) took our memories, why did // // he stoop to brass?  Why do
// // ‘Every mile is two’? no, hardly
thus .  // // Some miles are ten, while others swiftly pass.  // //
s a million times yes I declare!  // //
Thus the sonnets of Shakespeare will forevermore consume, the beings,
e // // turtles and all reptilian life
thus thrown // // into the evolving curve of modern flight // // now
The first notes to // // Wild Mountain
Thyme , // // And our voices warm // // And swell around // // The s
Wild Mountain
Thyme // // Christmas day.  // // We’re all at my gran’s house, // /
shape like a camel.  // // POLONIUS By
th’mass and it’s like a camel indeed.  // // HAMLET Methinks it is lik
/ Than boredom.  Except the non-existent
tick // // Of your digital clock, resting next to my head.  // // “No
// // I want to see the rest: // // a
ticker -tape parade, // // a paper-shower of life: // // your driving
ou going like a fat gold clock (watch!)
ticking // // Boxes on an Apollo checklist; stuck at some point, stil
tle of grass as I sit on it, // // The
tickle of its many spears on bare toes, // // And the fragments that
see // // The canopy of green fingers
tickling the clouds // // And the saffron-yellow orbs of our mango tr
gets a bit monotonous.  // // But if a
tidal wave as tall as the Empire State // // Really is gonna come to
// Usurping the old shore with the new
tide .  // //
Ebb
tide // // First I carefully let go // // just as far as I can reach
auntlet of the winter storm.  // // The
tide is high, and every wave tries hard // // to breach the wall.  An
ouse // // of my room washed away on a
tide of sleep.  Suddenly I’m running.  Grey // // wolves behind me and
s of paper cluster // // In clouds and
tides to carry // // In light like a welcome guest.  // //
chairs, the cat, // // drew up rotas,
tidied up upstairs, // // let the flower-arrangers in when they came
// Alone in the desert, strangled by a
tie .  // //
e stealthily // // And know the simple
tie , knotted with pride // // And ironed shirt that flows uneasily //
ch in our uniforms, black suit, striped
tie // // Marching to the front line, clutching our briefcases // //
day night, the tv on, // // keeping us
tied to the hundrum: // // you watching and I, lamely, pretending //
d in front, walking in a straight line,
tied to the inexorability of pace and // // surety of pressing the ph
ered // // What it might be like to be
tied up, or otherwise encumbered, // // Or maybe forced to wear somet
could never be bothered to wrap.  // //
Ties , from when he tried to make an effort // // and make her proud;
r been this close.  // // The pond is a
tight circle of moon, eyelashed with heavy grasses.  // // His pointed
e vapours held betwixt these lines move
tight // // Into gaping personages then, quick // // As they dance i
their nilpelts // // the nil strain –
tight pressed // // in a circlet of steel.  // // Haunch-heaving and
aiting for when, the // // Doors clamp
tight shut, like an oyster, (Would // // Someone please // // Make a
what it is to be alive.  // // “Hold me
tight ” you say // // and my fear is I will not live up to the task.  /
/ Tightens coils, wrenches words // //
Tightens coils, a crucible // // Refining through fire.  // // The pa
/ // Cremates Glede-eyes garnet // //
Tightens coils, wrenches words // // Tightens coils, a crucible // /
ne-cage // // The word-worm encircles,
tightens its coils, and the wordsmith // // And wrings and wrenches w
I was.  I was there with my crown pulled
tightly over my ears, and I was happy, really happy.  I was stood in a
eses, and the mystery of mustard yellow
tights .  // // My bursting flight of spotlit laughing on the pavement
easured musings, down below // // your
tightwires I would slowly // // mimic your steps; growing day by day,
// A pant in the night, // // Panthera
Tigris gulps the moon.  // //
wyngachu.  // // They jostle and press ’
til , // // abrading the bolt-rust, // // they burst through their bi
h.  He loved the light // // Refracted—'
til it burst—became a mass // // Of scum.  For us, lost Space and Eart
t // // And don’t count your winnings ’
til you’re in the clear.  // // Play your men like your cards, dear, a
ple bursts kiss compost // // mushroom-
tiled and moss-gilded // // a summerwake heap of sawdust and soil //
// // the hours spent washing bathroom
tiles of blood. // // you pray for rain, but no relief. dry-heave //
// We watch and hold each other’s hands
till evening, // // And as we watch, our souls dart to and fro // //
e stars turned blue // // He lay there
till his breath ran cold // // The boy without a face.  // // Between
in circles must i keep on // // GOING
till i break?  // // DO i have to keep repeating // // keep repeating
ds I know.  // // (How many miles to go
till I can sleep?) // // But then, just as I feel like letting go, //
earth’s slow // // Bleed, four nights
till it sheds // // Its shadow to bloom // // In the vast, dust-fill
n the last May bursts of spring.  // //
Till now there’s only been a fist, // // Half giving and half holding
ing him with grace.  // // He lay there
till the grass grew high // // He lay there till the stars turned blu
the grass grew high // // He lay there
till the stars turned blue // // He lay there till his breath ran col
// Dig, let loam glaze the // // pain,
till we // // forget // // your // // name.  // //
/ // Walk through the present darkness
till you come // // To the stone steps, the lions, the façade, // //
worship waist-deep in hands // // That
tilled the salty earth // // No less than home.  // // The burden of
rate a melody // // In the supermarket
tills ’ // // Incessant beeping // // A granite sword looming, // //
we are.  // // After the slip from the
tilt of the stool— // // After the grip of the hinge of the door— //
the drowning which was meant?  // // My
tilt -shift vision // // of Prospero’s storm: // // cellophane sea an
// // expecting no // // less.  // //
Tim was their orphan, withdrawn with elation at // // endless results
en I end something // // For the first
time .  // //
Fairy Tale // // alright: once upon a
time , // // a girl in a cloak of symbolic colouration // // meets a
ctice.  // // I should have gone a long
time ago, // // Feet, turning, past sloppy kisses // // And out the
/ // Having abandoned their shoes some
time ago, // // Print a wide arc, then slope down towards // // A st
he waste fate does discard.  // // Yet,
time allowed, what seems fine chance will be // // And, likewise to t
/ Dawn // // Five o nine, // // Swiss
time ; // // An accurate // // Fate.  // // Shift essential, // //
slows down, stops, waits, pontificates. 
Time and flux goes ahead of him, leaving him in the dust.  He revels jo
and embrace, // // Will catch me this
time and make me Mrs.  // // I’ll-settle-for-a-jack-in-lieu-of-an-ace;
in brand new Paradise with infinite-ish
time .  // // And so they split their Garden up in perfectly straight l
ll expend // // themselves in riffs of
time and space, // // in overlapping amplitudes of bliss, // // patt
// // And timelessness resounding into
time .  // // And when the heart is full of quietness // // Begin the
r past // // Journey through your seed
time and your summer // // And through the fall of every fruiting tim
nd that the creature, transfixed by its
time -blown boughs, // // Will find itself returned to the perfect lig
ere minutes, hours, and days run not to
time // // But to a vivid centre— // // There stands a tree // // R
groans and secrets // // and when the
time comes we will pray for you, and try not to forget // // Stocking
otless nape, // // Might, from time to
time , consent a tawny arm to drape.  // //
// The stealthy scissors of a blinded
time // // Cutting through accretions of the past // // Dully and da
hrough part-drawn shades, // // Liquid
time daubed on air’s pale vellum, // // Us in the warm, in the yellow
time, the college’s time, the porter’s
time ,” etc.  // // To some other wide-eyed labour-eager chosen one //
// back across the page:  // // Love,
Time , Ever, Age.  // //
of digit meets digits, // // space and
time exploded // // to a single // // point // // Could this induce
ng fire // // of the sun marks passing
time .  // // Far down below, the earth // // is mostly water.  // //
rich foraging is // // in their sights—
time for a gentler stream.  // // Now I feel the flood’s return // //
Renewal // // Good
time for it, autumn.  // // Now we’ve stooked up in a corner and shed
o sleep …        Brrng!  Brnng!  // // No
time for that sunshine, get up and go // // you’ve got that in you no
entiment, // // and she never had much
time for times past.  // // So the half-full tin of strawberry mints /
-notes resound.  // // He’ll never lose
time , he’s carefully wound.  // // A finer example will never be found
(I think that’s the one), // // Every
time I thought a pot was getting hot instead of a flame losing heat.  /
/ we’ll feel where we are for the first
time : // // in the dark of dark, // // hungry every second of our li
like this.  // // Farewell—farewell—our
time is gone, // // A farewell kiss and then we’re done // // One la
me the moons before we know // // What
time it is, before we can stretch across // // To that person who was
upon the crust, you think // // ‘This
time , it will hold my weight.’  // // But every step it drops you down
And through the fall of every fruiting
time .  // // Journey through the pictures packed like loam, // // The
// // another crematorium.  // // This
time Judith has chosen the music, // // a Beethoven string quartet.  /
.  // // Our space is the earth, // //
time lives in fire, // // leaving us the water and the air.  // //
ng of which I am bereft.  // // Slowly,
time makes its approach // // On this idle breeze, // // And summons
o creep back in when I have gone.  It’s
time : my end has come.  // // Note by the senior author:  When my assi
aves // // except your soft smile each
time my fingertips turned a page, // // and every night I watched you
// [Long shot, vast sea.] // // Long
time , no see.  // // [I missed you.] // // Stormy where you are?  //
// the cool night air // // slows down
time .  // // Now is the time // // to lie on the earth, // // smell
er, // // Cleave the land.  // // In a
time of dates that rot from inside out // // And will not dry // //
on snow snow-white.  // // This is the
time of old shoes, // // when every step is new // // and every mile
larating // // assault // // of night-
time on my radiator-warmed skin // // And the crunch of the season un
Fibbonacci // // Once upon a
time , // // one word was all it took // // to set the pair of them o
t dawn.  // // Immortality // // Is in
time , our blood coloured autumn.  // // Artifice // // Risks going ag
hat I had, the arrogant cad, // // But
time passed—and I hadn’t a lot on.  // // Concluding this long anamnes
ts of late modernity.  // // None came. 
Time passed.  She left the door ajar— // // She thought she’d heard th
lls up like a woodlouse] // // // //
time rolls up like a woodlouse and the skies // // go white, and noth
[
time rolls up like a woodlouse] // // // // time rolls up like a wo
should’ve written The Waste Land first
time round Nickerson.  // //
n’s // // through there, and space and
time // // seem cut and twisted everywhere.  // // Though, via a chin
[For A Long
Time She Stands There] // // For A Long Time She Stands There, Given
ime She Stands There] // // For A Long
Time She Stands There, Given To The Dreadful Clouds Crossing The Stars
Stay with the music, words will come in
time .  // // Slow down your breathing.  Keep it deep and slow.  // // B
ildhood fever // // Which once spelled
time so slow.  // // I hear whispers in the weather // // Tell of fla
our mulling // // Minds one step at a
time ).  // // Soon we lost our cognitive // // Sense, began to mime /
mine and mine // // was answering, and
time // // stilled, and out of the heart // // came a song of our fi
e slap me try that just // // one more
time .  Tell me have you seen Schiele’s // // Levitation, the curled to
really, // // she was just passing the
time , // // that the whole reason she was // // sat, hunch-huddled /
; // // I love that bubble-burst every
time .  // // The cold he feels nudges at my booted feet.  // // The sp
etting so drunk is a waste of // // my
time , the college’s time, the porter’s time,” etc.  // // To some othe
waste of // // my time, the college’s
time , the porter’s time,” etc.  // // To some other wide-eyed labour-e
// Verse forms, like fashions, fit the
time they fix— // // You can’t revive a worn-out box of tricks.  // /
// I sang in jail.  // // Give me some
time to blow the man down // //
will // // jump to join in, but needs
time to come through.  // // I’ll give it some taxpayer funding, and g
// // We have the space // // and the
time // // to cross the waters, // // explore the earth, // // and
// // Come fill the cup, we’ve little
time to drink, // // The ship of state’s about to plunge and sink, //
me and sit with me, // // We pick this
time to fall in love.  // // Lights still flickering on the tree, //
the spreading sands and soft mudflats: 
time to // // gather pace.  // // Now I rush on down the creek // //
/ Behind each moored boat runs a wake: 
time to gush full spate.  // // Now my headlong dash abates—where I on
from marsh just covered in the slack: 
time to let it dry.  // // Now I cut new rivulets // // to drain the
// slows down time.  // // Now is the
time // // to lie on the earth, // // smell the air, // // feel the
// the flotsam brought in on the flow: 
time to mark the beach.  // // Now I start to trickle back // // over
the ocean:  I have no feet.  There’ll be
time to meet— // // now my flesh becomes fare: // // meat for man.  H
ced in possibility // // For time upon
time to revisit as you swing down through the lines and rhymes // //
arrow spotless nape, // // Might, from
time to time, consent a tawny arm to drape.  // //
saving light bulb, // // It takes its
time to warm up, and can, apparently, cause a rash, // // But you’d r
up and placed in possibility // // For
time upon time to revisit as you swing down through the lines and rhym
how the light // // was caught.  After
time we found coffee and wine, // // a waiter who looked like a broth
wake and call.  // // I think about the
time we met, how long ago // // It was, before we ever knew the flow
he dogs that passed, for the very first
time , // // Were kindred panters of the air; // // The dead lived on
eir sides instead of flesh, // // That
time when all that I am will slide through the mesh // // Of the worl
lmost 25 years old.  I cannot remember a
time // // When I didn’t feel, beneath my clothes and the fallen //
our clothes, // // I cannot remember a
time when I felt clean enough.  // //
iety leaves, I cannot remember // // A
time when my shadow didn’t leave the oily residue // // Of embarrassm
nto the stage.  // // There will come a
time when the new year is held back, firm by the wrist.  // // // //
er. // // 1, given to me for the first
time while helping me with GCSE Physics, and repeated // // On a week
more.  // // Re-fill my glass, and this
time with Champagne, // // Drink down the last few bottles that remai
rk, // // ye fill the night; // // Oh
time ; // // ye slip, slip, slip away, // // Slipping slipping, slip!
at the moon.  // // Bitter Creek, last
time // // You said this was the only way.  // // Just please arrive
arking my demiurge.  // // Give me some
time // // You were the sea, you the surge, // // You were the lashi
// // change // // like friends with
time .’  // // Everything’s easy.  // // It slips like oil through an e
/ // Seasons and years are counted and
timed .  // // Philosophies are aired, // // temple columns spaced, //
must be heard // // I must be free.  A
timed renaissance, I // // Must change my heart, must build my soul a
ess rising out of emptiness, // // And
timelessness resounding into time.  // // And when the heart is full o
e Mum a call, // // and look up flight-
times for your daughter’s plane.  // // Your life defined by the whist
// // and she never had much time for
times past.  // // So the half-full tin of strawberry mints // // mus
, old rope.  // // Boarding passes from
times they went for broke.  // // Gifts they could never be bothered t
sts and in open spaces // // there are
times // // when the imagination fires.  // // Pots are thrown and fi
urry, out of focus and unfeeling // //
Times , when the suns are this or that // // And become the moons befo
th an impenetrable stare, yes a million
times yes I declare!  // // Thus the sonnets of Shakespeare will forev
s now, who dares me eat a peach?  // //
Time’s warring chariots can clatter by— // // we have the earth, the
n two // // Things is just a matter of
timing .  Is this the poem?  // //
// // // Lover, the years have fine
timing , or fine luck, I’ve noticed: // // an old one dies, a young on
ing billowing fabrics, // // Exquisite
timpani of sole on pavement.  // // How he glitches and slides, // //
/ we'll make you a new one of china and
tin .  // // After your hipbone, we'll put in a ball // // of steel an
ness Lighthouse; // // The rusty sweet
tin of icing tips, // // Individually wrapped in kitchen towel.  // /
for times past.  // // So the half-full
tin of strawberry mints // // must mean a sentry asleep at the post: 
able, // // A crowd of faces linked by
tinsel and blood, // // While the ideal me waves from a mile away.  //
cattered // // doll-like bodies, their
tiny faces // // far too clear.  // // A wave breaks over us like a s
— // // By changing everything.  // //
Tiny fingertips.  // // (The winners in heartbreak.) // // “Biology i
one, // // Unseen or seen, did spark a
tiny fire.  // // A lonely ember ’twas, and did require // // Some mo
t // // palms and fingered trees press
tip and taproot // // down through decomposing leaves and drenching m
ek- // // ing end, Portugal could only
tip its hat.  Columbus would sail // // again.  Columbus was the beginn
uthed my name silently on the windswept
tip of the hill // //   // // I bellowed my name to the slate grey s
o sing, that thing // // That’s on the
tip of your tongue, // // That reason why you hung around in the firs
se; // // The rusty sweet tin of icing
tips , // // Individually wrapped in kitchen towel.  // // One by one,
f history.  // // But still at night, I
tiptoe to the door // // To rustle through these severed strips of l
// Then where would we be?  // // In a
tirade of sad sad songs, and sadder looks longingly out at a patch of
s.  // // Long into night we’re sitting
tired and carefree // // In the darkness of no-brand car’s back seats
’s world; // // I’m ill; I’m hurt; I’m
tired ; I’m bored; // // I’ve loved and now I’m torn apart…  // // The
ened slightly, // // Muscles eased and
tired , not wanting everything.  // // There was a hint or flash of som
/ // More pink, more soft, and in this
tired state // // I fade into a peaceful sleep: a gate, // // A door
// She stands, hunched and weary, too
tired // // To have held on.  Head lowered, but her eyes // // Stare
r the brown fog of a winter noon // //
Tiresias the stripper’s son // // turns to me and says: // // you sh
ne condensed to a mere bromide.  // // ’
Tis pity he’s a bore.  // //
forms of that abyssal goddess.  // // ’
Tis pity he’s a bore.  // // How he strides, // // Warm air turbulent
Tis pity he’s a bore // // I imagine he’d wear my armour well, // //
iled to pine in ecstatic agony.  // // ’
Tis pity.  // // Some ancestral memory is unseated // // From its pla
on I remember this, // // Not the torn
tissue or even the treasure beneath.  // // My Grandmother says she sa
Ah but before little hands can tear at
tissue // // Stille Nacht must be sung before the crib, // // Two ve
ly, // // Left hand knotted in a white
tissue , // // The right hanging, something sad inside.  // // A cloud
in a bubble that you know // // Soaped
Titan in his bath.  He loved the light // // Refracted—'til it burst—b
we'll put in a ball // // of steel and
titanium , wedged in the hole, // // with a stem in your marrow to go
st to seed, sapling, and snag— // // A
toast and a cup to the soil and loam, // // To the litter of leaves a
ael, hurrah! hurrah!  // // A cup and a
toast to seed, sapling, and snag— // // A toast and a cup to the soil
a bygone age // // Of yellow Victorian
tobacco -stains upon the creamy-white // // Bernard Shaw, the voluptuo
ng a cool kiss, // // prone on a white
toboggan , // // doubling your speed, and again; // // the surprise
s Roma:  // // Erde…  // // Sol…  // //
tod // // elcaro te se lucreh* // // * ‘You flesh to atone’ (Google
it d’escalier // // I keep remembering
today , // // As in, // // Today, I keep remembering.  // // Maybe it
remembering today, // // As in, // //
Today , I keep remembering.  // // Maybe it’s a lacuna of my // // sle
the fish.  // // Anyways, how was your
today ?  // // I woke up at 5.  // // [P.M.] // // Shit.  How long sinc
ll // // to find a way.  // // And now
today // // is ending.  I suppose tomorrow’s still // // another day
g // // It seemed, only it wasn’t blue
today , // // It was deep and grey when // // It appeared, the sun ju
would keep you here].  // // Thanks for
today .  It was nice seeing each other, wasn’t it?  // // Like a breath
Hermione // // No school
today .  Miss cannot teach us Greek; // // No breath remains to show ho
// // So, plummeting down Castle Hill
today // // past the old motte, I cast away // // all such signs.  Ma
d— // // or deceived ourselves?  // //
Today , polyester jackets, unadorned // // Mutely cry out for someone
/ // Odd things have strewn the floors
today : quicksand clumps, capsized melon cubes, stranded sea monkeys //
s // // to folk problems // // hoping
today // // she’d speak // // common Greek.  // // No one asked //
ctogenarian sits: caught // // in the—“
today there’s been fifteen homicides and sixty-three violent crimes”—t
taught // // I’ll hide behind my Wyatt
today who knew // // Existing on hot coals blisters the feet // // J
you are glad to feel, // // Especially
today .  // // You don’t taste anything, // // Because you’ve already
vel in this world of things // // as I
today : you look and autumn springs.  // //
he Line // // “I drew a line under you
today .”  // // You spat in my face.  // // And swiftly it scratched ac
ltar draped in bells and mistle- // //
toe as an instrument whose strings sing of souls hurt.  // // Blind, d
great flow // // Of white from top-to-
toe .  Each day I feel // // My bones grow old with waiting for the fee
                             Dipping my
toe // // This is where s/he wants me to stay.                    Wis
ropriate, // // The boys scrambled up,
toecurling -wise and like two young // // Eves, in a flurry of speckle
/ // Now, bursar, now, let us warm our
toes .  // //
/ The tickle of its many spears on bare
toes , // // And the fragments that get stuck to my clothes.  // // I
hundred and forty muscles, and all ten
toes .  But the moon saved me— // //   // // But you’d already sw
// of scaffold.  And why not wriggle our
toes in bits of old bran and chaff // // mixed up with sawdust from o
compost of old text messages between my
toes , // // Obsessive over the kind of love they want reserved // //
below us // // the dark grass mops our
toes // //   // // the cold air stings my lips // // … // // i hav
Schiele’s // // Levitation, the curled
toes the moment // // of departure, are you afraid do you // // unde
, and dropp’d beneath, pass’d ’neath my
toes // // To endless death, rinsing me feet to nose.  // // But just
ith her clavicle // // And put me back
together and seal the wound with her mouth // // So that I have a lip
ness.  // // Helium and hydrogen hauled
together // // at our heart’s core.  // // I keep us cold in a glass
/ I often think of that January morning
together , dreaming // // of nothing as we walked through the waves.  /
core.  // // Helium and hydrogen hauled
together .  // // I'm not sure when we collected this specimen of sadne
/ // and when their lips and legs lock
together in an unbreakable twist // // their kisses aren’t words //
page, my skin, // // Until they settle
together // // Nestled in a form I had not meant // // Bringing a me
s this the poem?  // // Millennia lived
together , so tangled in this flesh— // // Survival does not equal div
olden afternoon in which we walk // //
Together through the meadow?  Touch and talk // // Are mingled as we s
But for now just these words tether us
together to our old home.  // // Home is a name spoken well, // // By
ath my skin, // // And sewn our hearts
together using twine.  // // You’re sure our threads are finally align
in the kitchen, // // Keeping her mind
together // // While we’re all fixing // // Absences with cream, whi
elsewhere, as deep as port, as rich as
Tokaji , // // your head bobs in peace upon a heart’s-blood bouquet.  /
// // I tender this in thankfulness, a
token // // Of what cannot be spoken face to face; // // Your glance
A
Token // // Your glance is like a blessing on the broken, // // Your
ts are his household gods, // // Found
tokens of her whiter soul, // // Icons for his orphaned heart, // //
lot about a man from his beard, so I’m
told ; // // His pedigree and personal grooming, how he values himself
difference old, // // I don’t wanna be
told ‘I love you’.  I want it // // To come and wreck me.  // // And I
nds to hold // // and promised stories
told // // of daughters, lovers old, trapeze // // swingers and graf
/ Nothing to argue with here.  // // 3,
told over the phone last week, with me complaining about a getting a n
ragic, // // At least, that’s what I’m
told , that even the comedy is tragic, // // Well, if you say so.  //
ntelligible, or unoriginal.  // // If I
told you I’d die without you, that our love flows through me // // Li
// // And though our unkind inactions
told you otherwise, you kept your faith // // that all of life still
dividing.  Is this the poem?  // // They
told you sharks never turned on their pilots—that’s your blood // //
went home to get the dinner on.  // //
Tomorrow —the same. // // find a bunch of flowers for a suffering frie
now today // // is ending.  I suppose
tomorrow’s still // // another day // // to find a way.  // //
e—I have no more— // // I’m waiting on
tomorrow’s world; // // I’m ill; I’m hurt; I’m tired; I’m bored; //
arker edge, // // The one who gave him
tone and form // // Is still the guardian of his life // // Is still
jump a major fifth— // // And down the
tone I never can hear— // // And rise again— // // And don’t go shar
ir priest bless by its // // psalmodic
tone —only heaven can sing.  // // Parodied mastery, pantomime mystery
// // within the crepusc // // -ular
tone , the tusk // // is ground // // into the small hole in my side
of wet grass. // // cowbwebs catch on
tongue and mesh eyes // // blinking on a pimpled trunk // // snail-s
// Blonde hair flicking like a snake’s
tongue .  // // But her stylish-yet-affordable boots // // Do sometime
m echoing inchoate affections, // // A
tongue , dark and delicate, from a peak dangling, // // A curled query
e finger, // // Taste the lies on your
tongue — // // I’ve been busy.  // // Amidst these love letters litter
raining fecund mass // // Unleashed.  A
tongue of blinding, whippèd flame // // Sears all before, while beari
lips and // // their mother tongue the
tongue of love. // // they use their words, saying eyes are the windo
// // Between the lines // // As the
tongue slips on significance.  // // Above the belt, you’re a god, //
thing // // That’s on the tip of your
tongue , // // That reason why you hung around in the first place //
old from the face, // // Trip from the
tongue // // That speaks the Word // // Amidst the tympanum.  // //
ng along, // // Airwards words off the
tongue .  // // The sky was blue.  // // That she knew, had known all a
// their lips and // // their mother
tongue the tongue of love. // // they use their words, saying eyes ar
/ She imagined swallowing them, and her
tongue , // // Thinking of what she’d have given—anything but her dign
lled in the juice that runs // // From
tongue to lip to lip’s corner and streams // // Into a bead collectin
een forty-five unfolds its fire- // //
Tongued text: this warfare is the strife that binds.  // //
nguages they cannot speak, // // their
tongues dancing // // their legs dancing in different tongues // //
// // mouths don’t talk to God:  // //
tongues don’t talk to God // // sweet symphonies rely solely on sound
are not found.  // // Re-call the river-
tongues from Alph to Styx, // // summon the summoners, the shaping sh
e // // Fends between adversaries.  Old
tongues , // // Grown grave, recite the Prayer Book and the Rose.  //
// And drew the temple down on English
tongues .  // // Huntsman, lord of a thousand blooded tongues // // Ma
// Huntsman, lord of a thousand blooded
tongues // // Master of the hollow forest, who binds // // The aged
// // makes no sound // // only their
tongues // // sing // //
/ Its five red petals breed six warring
tongues // // That in the silence spell our hexagram.  // // War mean
ing thick and fast // // their babble: 
tongues , their diphthongs dripping, from // // their lips and // //
// // their legs dancing in different
tongues // // their eyeballs rolled heavenward, phonemes falling thic
// Here is Herbert, Tyndale, Eliot—rare
tongues // // Who in the fires of sixteen forty-five // // Found pro
ll never understand” why I had to leave
tonight .  Clancy got loose and ran through an alley with keef, kefir, w
ng stormy-weather and determinism both,
tonight // // I only say: there’s not much to report.  // //
style or that man’s wealth, // // But
tonight I smile and say, // // As I put their books away, // // Oh s
/ // // In a new city and in love, we
took a mapless walk // // at dawn, choosing our course by instinct, t
al diatribes // // in small.  Then they
took on the look of all that marginalia // // you find from the smug
f (who always came // // on Thursdays)
took our memories, why did // // he stoop to brass?  Why do I chiefly
The tank commander, aiming well, // //
Took out the vacant ground floor flat, // // So those I loved precipi
ed his outspread hair // // And mildew
took the place of tears // // The boy without a face.  // // July cam
upon a time, // // one word was all it
took // // to set the pair of them off— // // it was like triple tro
re there, amongst them all.  // // They
took you away, at night I lie awake and call.  // // I think about the
/ // he sees my lips as archaeological
tools // // extracting and brushing each letter // // in return he t
ears since // // Of shapes pinnate and
toothed , // // Like a hand, lobed or broken, // // When will they be
s he won’t need us— // // He’s in with
top brass and so scorns Hamas.  // // Where we die to live, he has zer
through still, warm air.  // // On the
top deck of a 68 // // Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // // add to
he-horizon, an endless hill.  // // The
top did seem but further every inch // // But ’hind did seem sure dea
g condensation // // Bolting blind the
top -floor library– // // Like a vitreous slogan of a monument, // //
// // When flying to their messy, tree-
top nests, // // Settling down in comfort comparable to ours, // //
// // behind the wall, level with the
top , // // running the gauntlet of the winter storm.  // // The tide
rows, a great flow // // Of white from
top -to-toe.  Each day I feel // // My bones grow old with waiting for
finished yours.  // // Would you like a
top up?  // //
e air is warm enough to melt // // the
topmost layer.  The frost returns // // to make a crust.  The next tw
u down // // into soft snow, up to the
tops // // of your gumboots.  The mile or two // // to the village s
magic revealed // // by the flickering
torch // // of a heartbeat.  // // Over the bow // // I can see the
’m bored; // // I’ve loved and now I’m
torn apart…  // // These whispers of our unquiet hearts // // I wonde
, // // And there’s no dusty sheets or
torn curtains // // Or your voice.  // // And, I wish // // We could
/ // Hazy summer light filters through
torn curtains.  // // You shed dust from your eyes, // // Blood dripp
reason I remember this, // // Not the
torn tissue or even the treasure beneath.  // // My Grandmother says s
the superb, the surreal, the mundane, a
torrent of individuality across the page’s lush terrain, // // But ne
pstick smudge scar all the way round my
torso .  // // And as the seal starts to weep and my legs start to give
he course?  // // Coursing.  // // [And
tossing and turning and tumbling me into the weeds.] // // Make sure
to someone else’s eyes, affirm a thing,
touch a cord // // ‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines on (animated) d
ps // // Slide past lips // // Mellow
touch , a kiss // // Then our eyes meet // //
en first lines along the east // // To
touch and brush a sheen of light on water // // As though behind the
upon the pedestal of a saint, // // by
touch and instinct you descend to hide among // // the seeds spun by
ever-reaching steps, // // to hear and
touch and see // // what is buried well inside.  // // Yes, this is w
alk // // Together through the meadow? 
Touch and talk // // Are mingled as we sit beside the stream // // A
d you’d sooner chew nettles // // than
touch anything branded by Nestlé, // // that a hand-grenade of barbed
death.  // // Never to taste, never to
touch // // Drift amidst the scattered echoes // // Of long forgott
s below, // // The silent depths where
touch is everything.  // //
mforts.  // // We burn.  // // We can’t
touch or even speak, // // afraid of the reflections; // // and when
For romance but I am too porous, every
touch soaks in, // // Seeping and spreading, mycorrhizal in my depend
shows the way // // To reach beyond—to
touch the light // // And now the song bursts from our throats // //
leaning over and reaching out as if to
touch what ran below in streams of oily debris, further than I could f
e.  Consequently, they died as they lost
touch with true vitality of nature.  // // 3.  // // But poets have no
in the ground), // // Or even vicars,
touched by God, nothing to hide?  // // Or the classicist, that type o
low // // And ebb of love like beaches
touched by waves // // From dawn far into the nights, before the word
// Your writhing at my death has deeply
touched // // me.  Though unknown to you, still you bewail // // my l
/ // Of embarrassment on everything it
touched , my mouth // // Soils everything, my speech smeared into your
/ // Outside her window, // // Hardly
touched the panes, // // Instead was broken into pieces, // // Colla
generations.  Each // // sentient being
touches and reshapes // // the world around her, far as she can reach
ding into music now, we trace // // in
touches of a single string, our source, // // flowing in everything,
// // Overcooked recipe books— // //
Tough , stringy leather around crumbling // // Pages // // Tapering
t drums that cry vanité! // // vanité! 
tous n’est ce que vanité!  // // But, creeping further in, she finds a
the outer darkness of the world // //
Towards a buried memory of light // // Whose faded trace no photograp
/ // Print a wide arc, then slope down
towards // // A still canal, laced with rust that blooms // // From
Translation of Wallace Stevens’s ‘Notes
Towards a Supreme Fiction’, section 1:  ‘It Must be Abstract’ // // 1.
// // And that each life is a movement
towards contemplation // // Of its abounding moment // // And that t
s // // out into sunlight, over grass,
towards // // some distant point outside the picture frame.  // // Wh
idea.  // // Each line, a step, // //
Towards that moment // // Where it takes off.  // // One stride too f
ever building, swelling, // // Oozing
towards the battlegrounds ahead.  // // The clash where flesh meets wi
mmock Water // // Wend your way // //
Towards the edge // // Where fell breaks // // On nothing but the sh
epherdess, // // Down through the dark
towards the grey church spire // // In to its heart : the arching app
contrive // // To lean a pile of lines
towards the left.  // // You’d have to be a fool to feel bereft // //
// Around our dying sun, // // Falling
towards the verge of sleep // // When all our wars are done, // // F
n all our wars are done, // // Falling
towards the verge of sleep // // Where, lying side by side, // // Th
crumbling // // Pages // // Tapering
towards well-thumbed // // Edges— // // Their camouflage of grease s
y the juggernaut, // // chucked in the
towel and had to join the queue // // in servile severance.  // // On
// // Individually wrapped in kitchen
towel .  // // One by one, // // I hold these things in my hands— //
.  // // The mile south to the Martello
tower , // // we walk along the banked-up track // // behind the wall
// // A dirigible anchored to demotic
towers - // // Half-deserted, effluvial.  // // A surety of sound and
ffiti.  // // In between your trees and
towers // // I’d gaze away my hours // // safe from view; surroundin
afternoon // // we walk to the edge of
town and on // // the mile across the river meadows // // to Grantch
/ The dodo royals are dragged about the
town // // And rhyme’s extinction means egality.  // // At least that
mpagne.  // // The carnival has come to
town , // // The breeze is on vacation as // // The hot work begins,
ed was the evening sky.  // // By Derby
town they settled down // // on purple sage to lie.  // // A Cheshire
ess of their mother’s house.  // // The
townsmen wonder why he draws // // When all he draws are pots and pan
s, has seemed a sign— // // not of the
town’s past, but of your fine // // bones, feather-forming in the fas
Spin’s more dangerous // // Myth more
toxic // // groundzeronineelevenwaronterrorbinladenbombingssuicide //
ddling with your hair.  // // You could
trace a line, like a long sleek ribbon, through all lived history //
// // From Ilkley’s old stone bridge I
trace a path // // against the stream, back up the river Wharfe, //
, // // Whose knived line carv’s out a
trace , a Well // // Cascading in with all its mights to Hell?  // //
e.  // // Resounding into music now, we
trace // // in touches of a single string, our source, // // flowing
tried] // // I have tried // // (as I
trace my hand along the wood-grain // // which falls from the mantelp
ried memory of light // // Whose faded
trace no photograph records.  // // You glimpsed it once within the ga
it now, away upstream…  // // So every
trace of light begins a grace // // In me, a beckoning.  The smallest
// to dive // // is gone, sunk without
trace // // to greet the water channelling below.  // // And you, voy
mile, plastered on my face, // // As I
traced our path to this point.  // // “Feel better soon” // // Wrappe
// As though behind the sky itself they
traced // // The shift and shimmer of another river // // Flowing un
low down, // // it tumbles, trembling,
traces mindlessly // // a girdle of the globe.  It gleams and disappea
wer, // // we walk along the banked-up
track // // behind the wall, level with the top, // // running the g
filled up with bliss, ’cause // // he
tracked down his Whiskas // // while the dear mouse dropped dead of s
listing.  // // The death rattle of the
track’s devouring // // And an incessant nattering of the doors that
a spot we can see!  // // What will you
trade for an eye?  AI might be cis, white, male, hetero, // // but at
lving curve of modern flight // // now
trade in futures on the wishing bone // // and flocks of starlings, s
morning breaks upon the night // // we
trade in futures on the wishing bone // // and learn too late that on
bird to post-Jurassic flight // // to
trade in futures on the wishing bone // // Hall in Bones and Cartilag
linnets nibble for to follow // // and
trade with her their needs, (all fame, // // all hopes will doubtless
/ // To afford the crowns of Cain, the
trademarks of Hester, // // Until she falls dead.  // // O reputation
Furcula // // //
Trading futures on the wishing bone // // clavicles fuse in birds’ an
, preserving those // // Old childhood
traditions of tree climbing delight // // Fruit eating and the inevit
ore books, more coffee cups // // more
tragedies , comedies, histories // // more shapes, more colours, more
you hated my words, // // the words on
tragedy and elegy, words // // you praised so much—if you would // /
you see (trying so hard to relate it to
tragedy ), // // And wondering, as you roll into the snug sheets, if i
or two - pretty scene, but where’s the
tragedy ?  // // Back to the books, // // Back to the justification, /
/ // keep its humour through elegy and
tragedy , could // // smile and tease and pass on courage, save // //
ok at the sky anymore, not unless it is
tragic , // // And even if you thought it was, // // You must plan wh
ologise.  // // It is tragic, it is all
tragic , // // At least, that’s what I’m told, that even the comedy is
the sky is tragic, // // I think it is
tragic because it is never not there.  // // Feel free to argue with m
most likely.  // // I think the sky is
tragic , // // I think it is tragic because it is never not there.  //
gress.  // // I apologise.  // // It is
tragic , it is all tragic, // // At least, that’s what I’m told, that
s high up in the hills.  // // Surely a
tragic loading, // // Something to analyze here.  // // Nothing can s
ind something) // // They’d say it was
tragic , most likely.  // // I think the sky is tragic, // // I think
what I’m told, that even the comedy is
tragic , // // Well, if you say so.  // // I have no idea, // // So I
step across the gap // // Between the
train and the platform, the gap // // Constricting in a press of bodi
stays on that crossing’ // // then the
train did the talking // // and we all went quiet // // but he wasn’
ep as the // // Doors open, the // //
Train disgorging scores of ‘excuse me please’ // // As passengers //
he one we were crossing. // // and the
train that was crossing // // did all the talking— // // my deer, at
but at least it won’t talk to me on the
train .  // // This might have been a very bad move.  But don’t panic, c
d you.  You began dreaming // // as the
train travelled through snow and ever nearer to the waves, // // and
ed by the shuttered windows of the next
train — // // Watch, as all the panes steal your reflections.  // // I
ok for me forever // // on the passing
trains and platforms // // while I // // Am dancing on your blind sp
frivolous dance, and escape from their
transcendental intrusion, // // of You.  // // 6.  // // Let It come
ng moment // // And that the creature,
transfixed by its time-blown boughs, // // Will find itself returned
t.  Soak up the rays and the air.  // //
Transform the coloured flower into coloured flesh // // and hide a se
/ // of former pain written across me,
transforming the body’s blank page.  // // I don’t understand why you
Flyte // // Awestruck Oxonians, // //
Transgenerationally , // // Can’t help but emulate, // // Try as they
aid ‘Forsooth, I must punish my uncle’s
transgression but feta or parmesan now THAT is the question’ // // Wo
// and its leaves have all been lost in
transit , // // and the birds and the branches are unseen.  // // Her
* // // * ‘You flesh to atone’ (Google
Translate , 2014).  // //
gs // // up a hill // // could hardly
translate // // for a snake // // that was itself // // spokesperso
Fitzwilliam Museum, Cambridge // // I
translate Greek words from a slab of stone // // the size of an ancie
rushing each letter // // in return he
translates Latin eulogies // // and we imagine their last seconds //
for I am well of love.  // // The usual
translation is not raisins // // but flagons.  Flagons might indeed /
A
Translation of Wallace Stevens’s ‘Notes Towards a Supreme Fiction’, se
The startling chartreuse yellow, // //
Translucent as childhood fever // // Which once spelled time so slow.
om depth to height—suddenly seem // //
Translucent in the glancing lights that show // // Where their quick-
s claw from its recycled shell, while a
translucent team // // of chameleon shrimps held a whiskery love-in a
dinner has given way.  // // Under the
transparent blister of a moon, // // A thumbtack lighting the midges
w // // no gravestones // // poor yew
transplanted // // wide-lipped pots // // ornamental // // shape cl
sy Discourse // // // // // // //
Transport yourself to the moment when these immortal words spilled fro
de, and sugar mice // // were a tensed
trap , and truffles could be wrapped // // any which way, were still t
Mundane, a gaudy colour.  // // Like a
trap the hand snaps shut, // // Creases more, // // Folds into itsel
s told // // of daughters, lovers old,
trapeze // // swingers and graffiti.  // // In between your trees and
eld // // Over the flame, some strange
trapped , // // Untranslatable pain.  // // What taste on the air //
but safety first – // // you’re in the
trash dear Wayne – you wongaboy – // // since you forgot to check if
You began dreaming // // as the train
travelled through snow and ever nearer to the waves, // // and to the
Pieces of Advice // // 1.  Heat always
travels from hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never eat at an empty sushi restau
ed, slanting lines of geese // // more
travels , journeys, voyages, expeditions // // more books, more coffee
retch shore to shore.  // // Of bridges
traversing the Thames here in London, we’ve // // just thirty three—s
s, glassware, cruets, // // Vases, ash
trays , cups, and bowls.  // // What does he see in jugs and jars?  //
msily // // into the slow // // black
treacle of the night air // // and see the simplicity // // moonligh
ins, of people.  // // Just you, steady
tread and glinted eyes, // // Holding and held by darling thoughts, /
lk-soaked silence.  // // Darkened feet
tread over a foreign space // // Which whispers with frustration at i
// // Not the torn tissue or even the
treasure beneath.  // // My Grandmother says she saw // // Angel’s fe
now at last you know // // We hold you
treasure , evermore to teach.  // //
ting ‘is this the poem?’  // // Let the
treasure maps go Marcus.  The boundary between two // // Things is jus
kle memory— // // elusive and illusive
treasure , she.  // //
letter, the shriek.  // // I have never
treasured the fingerprint // // sonic resonances of a snore.  // // W
d, for now, the wilder moor.  // // The
treasures to be found along my path // // are elemental: water, sky a
our floorboards.  // // Ooh go on then,
treat ourselves to a fancy dress daydream // // and puff that renovat
sore want some fast relief:  // // Heat-
treatment is the only cure; // // Everyone should give the bursar gri
irmishes and wars, // // What peace or
treaty can there be // // Between two worlds like ours?  // // Could
From
Trebetherick Point // // I hold the hazy shades at bay— // // The su
there in the crook of the crown of the
tree .  // //
/ But, creeping further in, she finds a
tree // // ablaze with fragrant lemon-yellow suns, // // and, pickin
The Mango
Tree // // Although I have long been away, I can still see // // The
// This is your own, your ancient apple
tree // // And here the light you buried for so long // // Leaps up
er // // A journey to the magic apple
tree .  // // And journey also, darkling, through your past // // Jour
each creature must find its way to this
tree // // And that each life is a movement towards contemplation //
see yourself, and through yourself the
tree , // // And through the tree at last, the buried light.  // // Bo
sh, presents, crib, Christ Kind:  // //
tree aspark and fizzing, in a cavern // // so unknown but home.  // /
urself the tree, // // And through the
tree at last, the buried light.  // // Boughs form an arch, the painti
hose // // Old childhood traditions of
tree climbing delight // // Fruit eating and the inevitably ripped cl
nd the saffron-yellow orbs of our mango
tree // // Dangling by such slender stalks from its laden boughs.  //
the infinity of the other // // As the
tree drops its leaves like yellow coin:  // //             NOW // //
throbs against the wall // // And the
tree falls silent after receiving no entry.  // // // // …If you c
// // The loaded branches of the apple
tree , // // Glow red and ripe and gold and bow themselves // // To b
.  // // As old as the oak, as this oak
tree grew // // What I know now is not then what I knew.  // //
.  // // Lights still flickering on the
tree , // // I ain’t sleepy either.  // // The angel then sings out, “
moonrise // // Sung beside the candled
tree .  // // It was so for my childhood too // // When my eyes search
the deeps, // // leaves from the tale-
tree lifted, swift and free, // // shining, re-combining in their dan
cation for her joints.  // // Or it’s a
tree long bereft of its roots, // // a prop for mother nature’s grand
The
Tree of Wisdom // // I thought I understood you once, // // Believe
o a vivid centre— // // There stands a
tree // // Radiant in its being.  // // They say its name is ONCE and
ne; // // Outside our window the cedar
tree // // Shook its head along with me, // // Blankly dismissing th
feet // // Firm in convictions that a
tree so generous // // Could never refuse us its ripe children to eat
ipped clothes.  // // Or does the mango
tree solitarily stand // // Still constant, fruit-laden, generous and
The Magic Apple
Tree // // Someday make a journey through the rain // // Through sod
ce, // // pattering the pattern of the
Tree .  // // Summon the summoners, and let them sing.  // // The summo
l, // // The image of an ancient apple
tree , // // The fall of light through branches and the fling // //
lds, // // When flying to their messy,
tree -top nests, // // Settling down in comfort comparable to ours, //
fruit // // While propped against the
tree trunk, kept cool in the shade // // My brother beside me, compan
ribed arcana // // runes from the root-
tree written in the deeps, // // leaves from the tale-tree lifted, sw
happy.  I was stood in a forest of pink
trees and it would have been perfect, except my skin felt too big for
s, // // Slip out from under the heavy
trees // // And join the boy who bathes in the light of the moon.  //
ely, darkening bowers // // Of bushes,
trees , and living, dying flowers.  // //
rs and graffiti.  // // In between your
trees and towers // // I’d gaze away my hours // // safe from view;
lly composed: // // the sky behind the
trees beyond the meadow, // // tall grasses glowing in the morning su
Of rooks opposed to any sawing of their
trees , // // Choosing, building, flying, feeding in the fields, // /
ed grass.  // // Dew dappled on falling
trees , // // Dancing shoes over broken shards.  // // Burnished leave
lear across a great river, where // //
trees , grass and flowers can stretch shore to shore.  // // Of bridges
face.  // // Between the shining silver
trees // // He waited for the world to freeze // // And ice to form
t // // is flickering between needling
trees ; history assures me it’s a house.  // // If I can only reach the
es] // // I whispered my name into the
trees // // I mumbled my name to the dank moss in the bus shelter //
[I whispered my name into the
trees ] // // I whispered my name into the trees // // I mumbled my n
start to feed us, // // When from the
trees in Girton’s driveway come the caws // // Of rooks opposed to an
es, // // Collapsed into the shattered
trees // // Like water flows down drains.  // // If there had been a
be // // And, likewise to two falling
trees , my bone, // // Unseen or seen, did spark a tiny fire.  // // A
of light, the glowing // // grass and
trees outside her window, warming // // in the sun?  Or maybe nothing
while forest // // palms and fingered
trees press tip and taproot // // down through decomposing leaves and
om Creamy keats with his mossed cottage
trees // // tasting the words themselves lke cottage cheese // // To
A Song for the Planting of Fruit
Trees // // We sing waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // // A cu
hot.  And so we just sat there, and the
trees weren’t pink and the stars couldn’t sing, but we were happy.
one’s saying yes.  // // Even the plane
tree’s drop-earrings // // Have almost reached their seventy-percent
// // holding for an instant // // it
trembles // // and // // vanishes.  // //
was so scared that I could feel a fear
trembling and leaping between my synapses.  In all six hundred and fort
s man?  Perhaps only the ecstasy and the
trembling of love could awake him from his fantasy.  True awakening flo
choose to slow down, // // it tumbles,
trembling , traces mindlessly // // a girdle of the globe.  It gleams a
r Book and the Rose.  // // This is the
trial of fire and fire, for fire // // Alone holds fast that which he
.  // // When a Hero formed part of the
tribute // // The girl fell for the muscular he-brute:  // // Provide
A
Tribute to AQOH // //   // // ]I[ // //   // //   // //   /
squatted, watched her, penned // // a
tribute with a claw pisswet, bloodwhorled, // // and badinaged with h
o mark the beach.  // // Now I start to
trickle back // // over wet ground, under sky, // // from marsh just
e flood’s return // // push against my
trickle home, // // to creep back in when I have gone.  It’s time: my
nd the glittering ebbstream // // that
trickled the head of the pool.  Sand shivered a hermit // // crab’s cl
, a crime to confront.  // // The light
trickled through, // // A liquid reminiscent of // // Our despondent
oded // // by stagnant recess overfull
trickling // // downwards to slug lickings on empty bird box // // w
// You can’t revive a worn-out box of
tricks .  // // Just like you can’t wear medieval sleeves // // Or hab
Tridente , 10th September // // With domes at our backs— // // the ci
mantelpiece in rivulets) // // I have
tried // // (as I peer at you sideways // // drawing my thoughts alo
[I have tried] // // I have
tried // // (as I trace my hand along the wood-grain // // which fal
[I have
tried ] // // I have tried // // (as I trace my hand along the wood-g
that are not yours.  In your ennui, you
tried to control them, restrict their frivolous dance, and escape from
/ // A hungry old cat (Siamese) // //
tried to draw out a mouse with some cheese.  // // But his scheming wa
ushes in my coffee.  // // As much as I
tried to forget, the memories resurfaced in echoes, // // and always
ered to wrap.  // // Ties, from when he
tried to make an effort // // and make her proud; and four wax-white
to save your // // voice, your image,
tried to save your life— // // if only // // words could // // save
// // The tide is high, and every wave
tries hard // // to breach the wall.  And when it hits just right //
es, // // And in every reader the poet
tries // // To foreground something strange and new.  // //
A
trifle (with double cream) // // Dr Foster went to Gloucester // // f
// // need a new project to keep me in
trim — // // now the Gurkhas are happy—some shiny erection to // // b
-line stanzas, three tetrameter and one
trimeter , rhymed ABAB.  How prosaic!  My judicious removal of selected
/ // nature’s glory.  He renamed you La
Trinitaria , holy // // Trinity, and then conquered and claimed you in
/ state His glory.  This land I name, La
Trinitaria , holy // // Trinity.  Let’s alight now and claim her in the
La
Trinitaria // // ONE // // Columbus was the beginning, caravels cre
renamed you La Trinitaria, holy // //
Trinity , and then conquered and claimed you in the name of God’s grace
land I name, La Trinitaria, holy // //
Trinity .  Let’s alight now and claim her in the name of God’s grace.  //
An Easter
Triolet // // We won’t give up our love, it is a given // // And giv
empts of two wheels // // To end this
trip early.  // // “Sorry” // // Your absence, far more valuable //
ls, // // Unfold from the face, // //
Trip from the tongue // // That speaks the Word // // Amidst the tym
ck and made the same unchartered // //
trip , remembering nothing of the things we’d seen, // // choosing aga
he pair of them off— // // it was like
triple trouble!  // // They simmered down when he was about five years
ain.  Columbus was the beginning, he saw
triplet hills peak- // // ing out from the emerald isle’s southern sh
rtfelt sigh.  // // As the violin plays
triplets // // The final note is sung // // Diminuendo—soft, my love
les singing the day in // // The heart
trips and is under way // //
Fugue by water // // The heart
trips and is under way // // A harbour adorned with lights // // Sho
e as she wheezes on through; // // The
triumphant honk of a goose (astray) // // Or the farm-wife, with clip
and far, the song // // Called you; in
triune harmony you ascended.  // // Amended death.  I wish I could be f
scuffling back on the dirt they earlier
trod .  // // His eyes are deep dark centre stones, // // Buried in sq
archaic, rather like a caveman or some
troglodyte .  // // We are too sophisticated now, // // Roman, concern
lad it was an epic cause the Greeks and
Trojans fought for, instead of finlandia swiss, gubbeen and brin d’amo
ead.  // // “No milk” // // Pushing a
trolley through the stacks // // Of discounted washing powder and //
of them off— // // it was like triple
trouble !  // // They simmered down when he was about five years old, /
e net of your head, // // But deep and
troubled the head rolls inwards, implodes // // Without a sound or si
Troubled waters // // The good Lady Lumley is pondering glumly.  “I /
ng the head, and ploughing // // a red
trough .  // // I cough a protest.  No bird sings.  // //
ld // // And wore the bottoms of their
trousers rolled, // // I need characters like Tennyson, // // Who im
’s blouses, // // dad’s old shirts and
trousers , // // sorry to let them go.’  // // The pace is always //
he illusion holds until // // a single
truck tyre appears, // // a sudden coalescence of storm and tar // /
love could awake him from his fantasy. 
True awakening floats on the ocean of sleep.  // // 8.  // // MacCullo
that isn’t yours and can’t // // Seem
true .  But there you lie—innocently // // Staring past the camera’s sm
g // // Blair // // Lied, // // It’s
true .  // // He had to // // Lie, to prove there was // // A hideous
on; laziness, it shows.  // // Descend,
true nature sprouts, like damp, decant- // // ing fungus.  Brutish, Br
t it will // // occasionally not breed
true .  Now strife: // // the different dittoes must compete for life. 
xcluded by the precision of reason.  The
true poet, who I call the major man, is a man of night, revery, and mu
ill, and added to your breaking; // //
True predators fear this world’s raw // // Venality that spurns your
t I can’t convey.  // // What we say is
true , // // « Quand la sage montre la Lune, l’imbécile regarde son do
d looks on in horror) // // but in the
true sense: // // beating mind dying with beating body.  // // Five m
a nail inside my eyelids.  // // Is it
true that a thing of // // (heart-stopping) beauty looks at you // /
ntly, they died as they lost touch with
true vitality of nature.  // // 3.  // // But poets have not given in
here was // // He had to.  // // ‘It’s
true ’ // // Lied // // Blair // //
gar mice // // were a tensed trap, and
truffles could be wrapped // // any which way, were still turf slight
d!  Sailors, all hail!  // // No isle is
truly godforsaken, give thanks for His majesty, // // these three hil
C* // // more thoroughly // // if I’d
truly intended to avoid falling.  // // Now we’re “an item”, // // an
// Does it wash off, I wonder, does it
truly subside and quietly die in a corner like the living things?  //
y you might // // Play when the stakes
trump the game, and then dear // // Keep your wits about you and your
news: // // vainglorious hope they’ll
trumpet forth your K.  // // So when the silver thief (who always came
d look like // // a section of spalted
trunk — // // blackstrap coaly seams // // making the wood marbled.  /
bout its canopy, // // and her clipped
trunk is an ash boomerang.  // // Old woman wobbles back to her old ma
t // // While propped against the tree
trunk , kept cool in the shade // // My brother beside me, companiable
mesh eyes // // blinking on a pimpled
trunk // // snail-spotted and blooded // // by stagnant recess overf
Below, bestial lust // // Striped with
trust , meaningless fucks and love celestial.  // // Two-faced words in
tes that are no more than signs— // //
Trust that the old choices hold wordlessly.  // //
// Smiles and bravado that shield the
truth // // From the handshake.  // // A handheld spotlight skims the
e forms rarely see the light // // The
truth is that they’re dead because they’re shite.  // //
and I will be blacker than coal. if my
truth is wrong I want you to gouge it from me. use blunt, hoping, hopi
we’ve ceased all intercourse.  // // In
truth I’d not part now, no more would you, // // but each of us, face
I accused her // // Of suppressing the
truth —so condemning our youth // // To be fed to that Cretan abuser. 
generated by this ennui: the desire for
Truth , something that doesn’t change and they can have.  Consequently,
n falls upon me, // // And reveals the
truth that I had feared.  // // I sit beneath your branches, breathles
e sky.  // // From above you’ll see the
truth .  // // That we’ve always been satellites // // Going around, a
into that verb, // // But to tell the
truth would greatly disturb // // The poem’s appeal or mystery.  // /
gness.  You are mewling death.  // // In
truth , you stagnant, solipsistic bore, // // You’re nothing, utter no
all and high up.  // // With my hands I
try and cut the sun.  // //
, // // Can’t help but emulate, // //
Try as they might.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Oscar Pistorius //
/ // I will, don’t worry.  // // [I’ll
try , don’t worry.] // // Give me a ring.  // // You got it.  // // [O
he time comes we will pray for you, and
try not to forget // // Stockings   spongy carpets   the window clad
y into day, into day // // Into night. 
Try not to think of me, // // Though you might, let this waste of sea
questions // // interrogate me slap me
try that just // // one more time.  Tell me have you seen Schiele’s //
onto the desk and away, // // And you
try to catch them in the net of your head, // // But deep and trouble
ou from moving, // // Clanking, as you
try to disappear.  // // Now the chain is a thousand daggers, // // P
// That crashes over you // // And you
try to gasp for breath, but you can’t // // And it feels like your he
I am not in my perfect mind // // As I
try to get my brain on line, // // Searching amongst my fact-debris. 
nd rhymes // // Of everything you see (
trying so hard to relate it to tragedy), // // And wondering, as you
oyal is such a bloody chore.  // // I’m
trying to be cheerful, but can’t fain it:  // // With every line I hat
owhere, I stare // // Harder, longer. 
Trying to be less alive, // // To lose this odium before I lose mysel
e half-formed house // // Of the brain
trying to crystallize, but so often falls at the first hurdle, // //
um back to you—wait, don’t kiss me, I’m
trying to finish the story.  And I swam back to you, and you’d made me
ng for that one item on my list.  // //
Trying to keep on course, despite // // The best attempts of two whe
Catalogue d’Oiseaux:  // //
Trying to make you love me again // // Is like notating birdsong.  //
ly basis, // // Almost as often as him
trying to teach me to change the laces in my shoes, // // Increasing
// // from keys to coots // // while
trying to turn a phrase // // or check a reference on-line.  // // Th
clipped // // wind curves // // moles
tubers // // worm roots wait // // for spring // // when dried bloo
good for scattering // // from plastic
tubs // // feeding yew // // crooked elbow // // no gravestones //
e we’re late for dinner.  // // So I’ll
tuck my mind back inside itself, and let it linger // // On the stirr
play “sleeping satellite” with my scorn
tucked in a mason jar, the one thing left. she only hears whispers, “I
rose.  // // This is our hexagram: the
Tudor rose // // Of sixteen forty-five unfolds its fire- // // Tongu
r rose.  // // This is Sweet Briar, the
Tudor seal, it binds // // One kingdom with another, fire with fire. 
s of luminescent playfulness, // // On
Tuesdays for the boys in crinkled shirts, // // A break from labs and
hat isn’t yours.  // // Kat couldn’t do
Tuesdays , so you covered instead— // // put out the biscuits, the cha
// By hand, hardening to the rocks each
tug , // // The upstream coming down ’coming more tame // // The clos
feel like if I rock back and inch, I’ll
tumble and my bones will clatter.  // // I don’t want to align my chak
ap, than choose to slow down, // // it
tumbles , trembling, traces mindlessly // // a girdle of the globe.  It
kle fumbling // // with phonemes, come
tumbling // // back across the page:  // // Love, Time, Ever, Age.  //
ng.  // // [And tossing and turning and
tumbling me into the weeds.] // // Make sure to come up for air.  //
m bared fists against jaws, // // From
tumbling to the concrete, eyes screaming from tear gas // // Thrown b
ng metal as gravity falls away.  // //
Tumbling upwards, being pulled by an invisible string held // // By a
ffee-stained plastic floor, its frailty
tuned by too bright, // // White-gold light, suspending patterned nav
rst childhood snow.  // // Humming show
tunes to test my voice // // Or lack thereof, because there isn’t any
glass, // // But blotted quickly by a
tunnel’s vulgar arrival.  // // Those old eyes are achingly familiar. 
// // How he strides, // // Warm air
turbulent // // expanding billowing fabrics, // // Exquisite timpani
Tell // // me of cut chalk and // //
turf scalped red, ley lines and hillforts, // // invasions and massac
rapped // // any which way, were still
turf slightly warped.  // // Eat junk?  You might as well rummage thr
ves from a mile away.  // // Bloated on
turkey and stale conversation // // The pack turns their inquisitive
ead on, Spirit.  // // Dad balances the
turkey , // // He was better than his word.  // // The crackers sound,
rink to Christmas! and be merry!  // //
Turkey on a platter from John Lewis, cinnamon infused bread sauce and
om keys to coots // // while trying to
turn a phrase // // or check a reference on-line.  // // This is the
/ of waves upon the sand.  Eastwards we
turn , // // along the open beach, in rich sea air.  // // Look up, lo
// make a dash for the mountain, // //
turn and bellow their challenge // // from the rim of their ridge.  //
at me.  // // The moment passes, and we
turn anywhere: // // fear reflects between our eyes, // // without w
one direction or the other, but I see a
turn // // Before me and hope, somehow, for // // Neither.  // //
ures— // // ‘You go!’  ‘Now me!’  ‘Whose
turn for riding?’  Is this the poem?  // // Last night’s kiss a broken
e eternal angelic fight.  // // Still I
turn from peat-smoke laughter and librarian’s plight // // To where,
s midwinter dawn.  // // It completes a
turn in the air // // with slow brute grace, // // then passes, //
e a secret inside.  // // Feel the air. 
Turn in the four winds.  Broadcast the secret // // to earth, as far a
ng’s front-page news, // // And we—we
turn it over so you will not see.  // //
you seemed so sad, but all you did was
turn , leaning over and reaching out as if to touch what ran below in s
rove, like port and venison, // // And
turn life’s lead to poems of pure gold.  // // I need the poets now, w
window // // As the branches dance and
turn , // // The startling chartreuse yellow, // // Translucent as ch
iance will not sleep, // // You cannot
turn to stone.  // // Here are the slips of paper // // where you liv
your soft smile each time my fingertips
turned a page, // // and every night I watched your mind dreaming //
I’m craving more.  // // My shoes have
turned a whole new shade of wet.  // // My Frost-bit ears resound with
high // // He lay there till the stars
turned blue // // He lay there till his breath ran cold // // The bo
th a bull/man’s exciting), // // But I
turned on the charm: made her help me to arm— // // And reel in my r
poem?  // // They told you sharks never
turned on their pilots—that’s your blood // // In the water—they’ve a
gather up all of the pieces:  // // He
turned out a bore—I was dumped on the shore // // And now I have wed
on the hills of green // // Everything
turned strangely, oddly quiet // // The wind that blusters is strange
- 20:8:03-12:03:04 // // You have not
turned to stone // // and yet it is as stone // // that we must show
/ // Coursing.  // // [And tossing and
turning and tumbling me into the weeds.] // // Make sure to come up f
have gone a long time ago, // // Feet,
turning , past sloppy kisses // // And out the door.  // //
p the mar // // Of what we’d done from
turning sour, while // // Sweet like shalimar // // Played on over t
ssed obsidian.  // // The Sun will keep
turning .  We just need to stay here.  // // Right?  // // All Mary had
e wrack in a finflick.  // // Our nets,
turning weed, revealed nothing: no blenny, no bream— // // It was jus
less wary, a little more loved, // //
Turns away and continues onwards // // Until the mile has become two
// The world moves the same:  // // It
turns but doesn’t alter // // Its alterations; // // Then why do you
the typist puts her knickers on // //
turns off the record, flickers on // // the switch, grabs her car-key
// I’ll be interested to see how it all
turns out.  // // I change the disc, it is not a record (I did lie to
res the surface, finds a snag, and then
turns — // // shearing me.  Clearing me myself from hide.  Hide?  // //
and stale conversation // // The pack
turns their inquisitive gaze // // On me.  Questions launched from all
r.  // // Poof!  // // Another metaphor
turns to dust.  // // With a casual pop-culture reference, // // She
asual pop-culture reference, // // She
turns to leave the polystyrene cemetery, // // Blonde hair flicking l
// Tiresias the stripper’s son // //
turns to me and says: // // you should’ve written The Waste Land firs
s revision one makes one and one // //
turtles and all reptilian life thus thrown // // into the evolving cu
thin the crepusc // // -ular tone, the
tusk // // is ground // // into the small hole in my side where your
tusk ! tusk! tusk! tusk! tusk! // // your eyes, weighted, watch the gl
tusk! 
tusk ! tusk! tusk! tusk! // // your eyes, weighted, watch the glass //
tusk! tusk! 
tusk ! tusk! tusk! // // your eyes, weighted, watch the glass // // s
tusk! tusk! tusk! 
tusk ! tusk! // // your eyes, weighted, watch the glass // // snatch
tusk! tusk! tusk! tusk! 
tusk ! // // your eyes, weighted, watch the glass // // snatch its so
ium freely falls around my head, // //
Tuxedoed and awaiting recognition // // Of how bizarre the night can
micides and sixty-three violent crimes”—
tv -light // // and wonder: do I have it, or no? this meme of after-ni
The Flower // // Monday night, the
tv on, // // keeping us tied to the hundrum: // // you watching and
haffinches // // were twittering.  The
twain // // with anglo-saxon attitudes // // then to Caerphilly came
ark a tiny fire.  // // A lonely ember ’
twas , and did require // // Some movement to its fickle flame inspire
// // But ’hind did seem sure death.  ’
Twas in this pinch // // I rose my head.  Above it to my heart // //
heart // // A crack in distance shone—’
twas my ember.  // // The flame brought me to my feet remember // //
h, // // high on your bristling Harris
Tweed lapel.  // // The smell of disappointment and of smoke.  // // Y
y since last December, // // Just over
twelve months now.  // // Our voices warm the space around it, // //
this kind of wound, // // Kid: you’re
twenty -four years old.  // // Get over it.  You swim or you drown, //
regretted, felt cheated by // // that
twenty -minute hiatus.  // // But the fire bore us no grudge, // // an
d us back into its glow.  // // Another
twenty one years, // // another crematorium.  // // This time Judith
Spell // // Summon the summoners, the
twenty -six // // enchanters.  Spelling silence into sound, // // they
// I feel the heat upon my face.  // //
Twenty three years later, when my mother died // // we had the proper
bnormal.  Otherwise OK Cupid would think
twice // // About having one of its stupid questions to break the ice
on // // or to reflect a man // // at
twice his natural size.  // // This is my space for scholarship // //
every mile is two, // // and I’d walk
twice that for you.  // //
can see the evening’s // // last blue
twilight , // // pressed between // // stormclouds like a flower, //
// And sewn our hearts together using
twine .  // // You’re sure our threads are finally aligned, // // So w
/ // to admit my narcissism behind the
twinkling guitar riff // // and yell my apologies instead of typing /
hen flickers past // // A Milky Way of
twinkling roseate light— // // Shape-shifting, whispers ‘there is mor
nd legs lock together in an unbreakable
twist // // their kisses aren’t words // // and the great big massiv
egg laid by a too-proud rooster // //
twisted copper about a girl’s wrists, her // // ankles, her throat. 
and space and time // // seem cut and
twisted everywhere.  // // Though, via a chink a softer glare // // s
were beards upon the face, // // A Mr. 
Twit complex, the psychologists (clean-shaven and in black) might say.
eddar Gorge the chaffinches // // were
twittering .  The twain // // with anglo-saxon attitudes // // then t
That speaks the Word // // Amidst the
tympanum .  // // But hard by the rood-screen here, // // His face is
s fall to the furrow, // // Amidst the
tympanum , // // Hard by the rood-screen here.  // //
Green Man, Mid-Winter // // Amidst the
tympanum // // His stone hair startles from // // A face in the foli
household fire:  // // Here is Herbert,
Tyndale , Eliot—rare tongues // // Who in the fires of sixteen forty-f
to hide?  // // Or the classicist, that
type of beard that looks like that of Hercules // // On plaster casts
// // and yell my apologies instead of
typing // // and deleting, admit my ugly want as the drummer // // s
[the
typist puts her knickers on] // // the typist puts her knickers on //
typist puts her knickers on] // // the
typist puts her knickers on // // turns off the record, flickers on /
// // Higgledy Piggledy // // Oedipus
Tyrannus // // Murdered his father // // And knocked up his mum.  //
y, // // We make a stand against their
tyranny // // And, just before we stagger through the exit, // // Di
ar bow.  // // No woman ruled by orbing
tyrant queen; // // Umbilical tangen skywards, cut clean.  // // I am
throat; // // To me it’s just another
tyrant’s coat.  // // So, free verse, then, seems fittest to survive. 
usion holds until // // a single truck
tyre appears, // // a sudden coalescence of storm and tar // // shud
// // From BAE.  Do please sit here and
Tzipi , pass // // The red to Gordon.  I’m afraid the view just now //