The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

This concordance provides an index to every word in the poems, excluding a list of common "stopwords".  It may be useful in finding a half-remembered poem, and perhaps in looking at the usage of words in the poems as a whole.  It will be readable only on a large screen.

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d make me Mrs.  // // I’ll-settle-for-a-
jack -in-lieu-of-an-ace; // // You’re dumber than most, and that’s a h
ived ourselves?  // // Today, polyester
jackets , unadorned // // Mutely cry out for someone // // To demonst
ercing bars, // // Soft choking from a
jagged cleft.  // // A wax of fire—shrill waning hearts— // // Then s
ark and yours the song // // I sang in
jail .  // // Give me some time to blow the man down // //
Jane // // A crown gall, // // they found it indide her body.  // //
across // // and find myself in wooded
Janet’s Foss.  // // Upstream again to clamber Gordale Scar // // and
Decomposed on Westminster Bridge,
January 3, 2002 // // Early in the evening, we left the school.
eft.  // // Dinner Party.  Jerusalem, 21
January 2009 // // ‘I’ll take your coat.  Ehud will fix a drink.  // /
[I often think of that
January morning] // // I often think of that January morning together
y morning] // // I often think of that
January morning together, dreaming // // of nothing as we walked thro
re is.  // // I keep us cold in a glass
jar // // at our heart's core.  // // Helium and hydrogen hauled toge
core.  // // I keep us cold in a glass
jar , // // but secretly hope there is // // no possibility of preser
age.  // // Absentmindedly I missed the
jar of water, swirling brushes in my coffee.  // // As much as I tried
ellite” with my scorn tucked in a mason
jar , the one thing left. she only hears whispers, “I just think of him
cedars:  // // We shudder here with the
jarring noise of chain saws, // // Beginning to write essays that in
ls.  // // What does he see in jugs and
jars ?  // // What meaning in these kitchen goods?  // // He never tell
ter the wires we'll thread through your
jaw — // // We'll build you up better than ever before.  // //
ould have come from bared fists against
jaws , // // From tumbling to the concrete, eyes screaming from tear g
above // // A pair of hormone-infested
jaws // // From which stomach-swirling growls // // Rattle, // // I
more.] / [Too long.] / [ Winter has a
jealous moon.] // // How’s the course?  // // Coursing.  // // [And t
// // lace, all behind us.  // // Your
jeans were rusty // // red, too short.  I could // // see the whites
nd my life bereft.  // // Dinner Party. 
Jerusalem , 21 January 2009 // // ‘I’ll take your coat.  Ehud will fix
has zero to give.  // // Consequences. 
Jerusalem , 3 March 2009 // // Giggly Hillary // // Met mean Binyamin
page).  // // Higgledy Piggledy // //
Jesus of Nazareth // // Born on a solstice // // The prophecised son
d no gold, // // no gems nor coins nor
jewels ; just the old // // and weathered hills, created by some force
stuck to my clothes.  // // I taste the
jigsaw created by leaves overhead, // // With the clammy fingers of s
he warmth of his ring.  // // Fiddling,
jittering , spluttering, crying // // his name like a love-song, // /
/ // Nil Charge // // High above desk-
jockey Cardiff // // the wild wind // // from the heights of Gwyngac
// a cool half million.  Dead it goes to
Joe .  // // If I’ve ‘been DEAD’ am I now resurrect // // and rich, or
merry!  // // Turkey on a platter from
John Lewis, cinnamon infused bread sauce and incongruous prosecco //
rse private finance will // // jump to
join in, but needs time to come through.  // // I’ll give it some taxp
s my mind to whiteness.  // // Who will
join me in the temple?  // // A hand will skim mine as we present our
warm we came, and roll’d // // Away to
join my sweat and flesh below, // // My knife no place to cling, my l
t from under the heavy trees // // And
join the boy who bathes in the light of the moon.  // //
// // chucked in the towel and had to
join the queue // // in servile severance.  // // One afterthought //
was before she was old enough // // To
join their business in the living room.  // // She does not see them n
ho’s that?’ and no-one knew.  // // You
joined relations that they also threw // // Into the asp-bored sand t
progress flowers— // // An open habit
jointly stitched anew.  // //
d // // to draw up lubrication for her
joints .  // // Or it’s a tree long bereft of its roots, // // a prop
e // // great // // conceptual // //
joke // // about our failure // // to realise // // that riddles //
inly steps // // To cross the road (no
joke in that) // // Catch at only half way there.  // // Feathers bla
know not if this is an abyss, // // A
joke , // // Or the place I used to know.  // // All I know is that th
ugh your words // // and your sardonic
jokes , could // // see your hands shake, could not save // // the ha
is word.  // // The crackers sound, the
jokes renowned— // // Thank God for the paper crown.  // // Young and
the textbook again. // // 2, said half-
jokingly on holiday in Singapore, but actually just very sound advice.
he smell of the raw earth // // like a
jolt // // in the clockwork // // of memory.  // // Not here, but el
Jonathan’s Deathbed // // Jonathan’s deathbed was strewn with salvati
Jonathan’s Deathbed // //
Jonathan’s deathbed was strewn with salvation in // // gadgets and gi
There was a bitter, civil // // war in
Jordan .  // // There was a gun.  // // There was a bullet, stray.  //
n the heights of Gwyngachu.  // // They
jostle and press ’til, // // abrading the bolt-rust, // // they burs
then sat and poured my thoughts over a
journal’s patient page.  // // I remember your thick handwriting on th
ney to the magic apple tree.  // // And
journey also, darkling, through your past // // Journey through your
Daydream Dale
Journey // // From Ilkley’s old stone bridge I trace a path // // ag
// // Red and white lights guide their
journey , // // Light foliage for their constant “go”.  // // I feel v
the fall of every fruiting time.  // //
Journey through the pictures packed like loam, // // The rooting plac
Magic Apple Tree // // Someday make a
journey through the rain // // Through sodden streets in darkening De
lso, darkling, through your past // //
Journey through your seed time and your summer // // And through the
streets in darkening December // // A
journey to the magic apple tree.  // // And journey also, darkling, th
ing lines of geese // // more travels,
journeys , voyages, expeditions // // more books, more coffee cups //
ng and hoping. let me hear the sound of
joy and gladness so that the bones you crushed can rejoice. it’s waiti
// about my first response.  Success and
joy // // may be your stated goal but safety first – // // you’re in
drink! to winter! and be merry.  // //
joy , pride swelling in the belly    fear // // the forbidden room //
Joy Ride // // // // Oh, and to freeze this: // // you with your h
him, leaving him in the dust.  He revels
joylessly and mechanically in the perfection of his thought.  Who can h
impatient, // // but then… bittersweet
jubilation !  // // He was filled up with bliss, ’cause // // he track
ddess.  // // I praise Venus with every
judder .  // // My body is a hymn to Cupid; // // He is in its arches
ce of Red Leicester, // // but history
judged he was not fed.  // // So the cat sat, so thin and impatient, /
rimeter, rhymed ABAB.  How prosaic!  My
judicious removal of selected line breaks was universally acknowledged
/ another crematorium.  // // This time
Judith has chosen the music, // // a Beethoven string quartet.  // //
it’s genuine Limoges); // // The milk
jug from bank holidays // // At Dungeness Lighthouse; // // The rust
ou, // // but each of us, faced by the
juggernaut , // // chucked in the towel and had to join the queue //
, and bowls.  // // What does he see in
jugs and jars?  // // What meaning in these kitchen goods?  // // He n
// When I see desire distilled in the
juice that runs // // From tongue to lip to lip’s corner and streams
s // // The boy without a face.  // //
July came, and the woods grew pretty // // Local people left the city
notes the piano plays.  // // Crescendo—
jump a major fifth— // // And down the tone I never can hear— // //
rand and flamboyant adventure—to // //
jump on the bandwagon he’ll be glad.”  // // The Boris is happy.  “We
y—of course private finance will // //
jump to join in, but needs time to come through.  // // I’ll give it s
ines the noble beard to a // // Woolly-
jumpered existence in out-of-the-way places, // // Lounging on a benc
ht // // hide the fact // // in stale
jumpers // // and behind // // shelves of chipped china.  // // I sm
ccentric professors or men with knitted
jumpers // // (big ideas on rocks and bones in the ground), // // Or
d grey when // // It appeared, the sun
jumping // // From cloud to cloud.  // // The world went waterwards a
he unseizable defying Iphis, // // she
jumps // // to meet the water channelling below.  // // Held aloft by
and beginning—for G) // // From random
junctures in primeval winds // // a billion random patterns form—unti
y he stood beneath the willow // // In
June he lay among the yarrow // // Pollen gilding him with yellow //
meone new // // playing the part, such
Jungian subtext— // // you are a child a gang of children you // //
tless effrontery // // And imposed the
jungle’s law entirely // // On the dithering herds that daily assert
(or down), // // little hessikan, your
juniper hair // // shines like strands of the sun resting // // upon
// // bits and pieces, odds and ends,
junk , old rope.  // // Boarding passes from times they went for broke.
still turf slightly warped.  // // Eat
junk ?  You might as well rummage through bins, // // barefaced as a B
ential, // // Tangential // // To the
Jura // // Mandala.  // // As the hadrons collide, // // I’m countin
zone // // springing the bird to post-
Jurassic flight // // to trade in futures on the wishing bone // //
nd so I // // Dispense with this your
justice // // (It is not vengeance but justice) // // This I give to
those dread ancients // // Dispensing
justice , not mercy // // I grant you, then, your justice // // You w
justice // // (It is not vengeance but
justice ) // // This I give to you.  // // Drift, despair, dream // /
ot mercy // // I grant you, then, your
justice // // You will still be beautiful in death.  // //
/ Back to the books, // // Back to the
justification , // // The deliberate slow conundrum of complexity (if