The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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D

Our model excludes gravitation.  // //
Da capo // //
Double
Dactyls // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Oedipus Tyrannus // // Murder
family, // // Lead on, Spirit.  // //
Dad balances the turkey, // // He was better than his word.  // // Th
olute.  // // THESEUS // // I blame my
dad .  Such a loser // // To marry Medea.  I accused her // // Of suppr
hulk and his vanity // // Claimed his
dad was a sea god—insanity— // // But he did have firm pecs, and it l
malleable in the gloaming?  // // Isn’t
Daddy proud?  // // I was always earth-strewn, // // A brief interlud
d within the glossy blackness // // Of
Dad’s funereal car.  // // Later, unpacking, // // I find a history—
laden // // with mum’s blouses, // //
dad’s old shirts and trousers, // // sorry to let them go.’  // // Th
should keep me going for—wait…!  // //
DAEDALUS // // I blame the King’s first commission // // He just saw
you, making you scream.  // // But the
daggers are not daggers, // // No one can hear your screams // // An
// // I plucked from falling world two
daggers cold.  // // My eyes obscured by wash, I blindly dug // // My
scream.  // // But the daggers are not
daggers , // // No one can hear your screams // // And no one has see
ear.  // // Now the chain is a thousand
daggers , // // Piercing you, making you scream.  // // But the dagger
rely // // On the dithering herds that
daily assert // // Their dependence on this concrete desert.  // // T
accretions of the past // // Dully and
daily deleting, whatever is not next // // Sneering, and sniping and
er, quieter.  Let us rescue you from the
daily grind.  // // We concentrate on renewal, us lot.  // //
fills not-white tablecloth sea.  // //
Daily no-feeling recurs in identical mornings.  // // Business will go
The
Daily Planet // // All day the noise of battle rolls, // // The skir
shop to seek supplies // // becomes a
daily ritual.  // // Suffolk, circa 1958 // // After the floods of fi
ow I flick my wand // // some miles of
dale and moor to skip across // // and find myself in wooded Janet’s
Daydream
Dale Journey // // From Ilkley’s old stone bridge I trace a path //
there will be more.  // // More hills,
dales , crags, beaches // // more boat or cycle rides // // more walk
to brush, a hexagram // // Of blazing
damage .  Kinship, threat, and fire // // Contend for right in sixteen
them in return a rose, // // la belle
dame .  // //
ces’ steeds lie fallow, // // la belle
dame .  // // In thrall to notions of her name, // // tame linnets nib
La Belle
Dame // // La belle dame shivers in the shadows, // // a green silk
La Belle Dame // // La belle
dame shivers in the shadows, // // a green silk veil against her fram
// // Perfect formation and heartless
damnation // // as Paradise offers // // a thrice-empty // // shun.
en shards.  // // Burnished leaves line
damp concrete, // // Rejected love letters abandoned.  // // I want y
// Descend, true nature sprouts, like
damp , decant- // // ing fungus.  Brutish, British, you’re out of // /
ed my boots, water breaking // // into
damp dust around my knees and my smile breaking // // into laughter,
// // Blackened soles, he lies back in
damp grass // // And wonders when on earth all this will end.  // //
ness.  I walk // // Barefoot across the
damp ground of my thoughts, // // Squelch the compost of old text mes
tside plumbing blues and blacks.  // //
Damp limestone humming and spectral, // // The absence, eerie, of mou
elow, // // tendrils into the dark and
damp .  Now push out above, // // buds into the waxing light, the sprin
r; // // instead I’m staring at want’s
damp shoes // // on the dark path back from college, refusing // //
Martha // // Dirty saucers. 
Damp teatowels.  // // The steady drip-drip-drip of drying plates on t
the wood through; // // Here’s to you,
damson , and cherry, and plum // // Be bearers of fruit and cheerers o
control them, restrict their frivolous
dance , and escape from their transcendental intrusion, // // of You. 
en at the window // // As the branches
dance and turn, // // The startling chartreuse yellow, // // Translu
at blusters is strangely keen.  // // A
dance , hypnotic; long, yet savour it // // The leaves are moved, thei
g personages then, quick // // As they
dance into shape, do vacate back // // To blackn’d smog which as the
, // // shining, re-combining in their
dance // // the genesis of every utterance, // // pattering the patt
poken by now, but…  // // I should have
danced by now, and yet // // Legs, faltering, when I see you // // A
in the air re-sewn // // So through it
dancing branches from roots grown // // Do frame the stars, suspended
as the first // // Without the old sun-
dancing Christ:  // // The bread stayed bready and the wine // // Pas
their tongues dancing // // their legs
dancing in different tongues // // their eyeballs rolled heavenward,
ag at night // // Looks in to see them
dancing in red light, // // Endeavours in but weekly shut out blunt. 
ything worth more // // Than the light
dancing on this face?  // // Than the certainty of a familiar shore?  /
and platforms // // while I // // Am
dancing on your blind spot // //
// Dew dappled on falling trees, // //
Dancing shoes over broken shards.  // // Burnished leaves line damp co
they cannot speak, // // their tongues
dancing // // their legs dancing in different tongues // // their ey
hout a hint of irony // // Spin’s more
dangerous // // Myth more toxic // // groundzeronineelevenwaronterro
Between experience and reality that you
dangle me from.  // // Frozen winches and stays– // // I never earnes
tongue, dark and delicate, from a peak
dangling , // // A curled query around a new gaze, // // Your palm pr
on-yellow orbs of our mango tree // //
Dangling by such slender stalks from its laden boughs.  // // We were
e trees // // I mumbled my name to the
dank moss in the bus shelter // // I mouthed my name silently on the
al Prima Vera.  // // Blake saw it too. 
Dante and Beatrice // // Are bathing in it now, away upstream…  // //
sted breath on misted grass.  // // Dew
dappled on falling trees, // // Dancing shoes over broken shards.  //
d to // // a woodland glade // // and
dappled shade— // // and suited too.  // // That friend he’d picked /
If Chesterton had been present would he
dare suggest that an ode to cheese would have been the best // // No,
oles // // The wormholes lead us if we
dare // // to unimagined worlds that scare // // me.  Something creep
// Watching new generations play.  Then
dared // // A young voice call: ‘who’s that?’ and no-one knew.  // //
al sensation // // However, no man has
dared to extol, the properties of a property so woefully dull.  // //
can reach.  // // Who is this now, who
dares me eat a peach?  // // Time’s warring chariots can clatter by— /
// From the elm- // // Wood door, not
daring // // To step beyond our domain, // // Not much caring // //
ng) // // is night-mute // // and sea-
dark .  // //
ush out below, // // tendrils into the
dark and damp.  Now push out above, // // buds into the waxing light,
g inchoate affections, // // A tongue,
dark and delicate, from a peak dangling, // // A curled query around
// // And a cheer for you, inkcap, and
dark brittlegill // // And a drink for you, fungus, and your magic fr
he beginning of space // // the sky is
dark , but the raging fire // // of the sun marks passing time.  // //
earlier trod.  // // His eyes are deep
dark centre stones, // // Buried in squinting distance, // // And hi
de, your mycelium long, // // And your
dark decomposing run all the wood through; // // Here’s to you, damso
es, and planted fireworks // // in the
dark edges beyond the flickering light.  // // Nearly-five-year-old Co
whirl away // // into the encroaching
dark .  // // Feel the earth.  Feel the water return // // to the dry g
of weed on the water are like chips of
dark gold // // Under the magnesium moon.  // // One night soon I wil
up in the woods, now. it’s good in the
dark , good in the dark, hoping, hoping and hoping. grind me up and sca
// the sky // // below us // // the
dark grass mops our toes // //   // // the cold air stings my lips /
now. it’s good in the dark, good in the
dark , hoping, hoping and hoping. grind me up and scatter my ashes, Ba’
ent.  // // The fire will be lit in the
dark hours of night, // // when dawn is stuck in its casual delay.  //
r the first time: // // in the dark of
dark , // // hungry every second of our lives, and // // blood-fed, o
d // // Are lost forever in the coming
dark , // // Impounded in some Dover Lorry Park.  // // Uncase the Cam
arching apple boughs…  // // The sky is
dark , intense, a stormy grey, // // But just beneath the darkness all
scale for such a furious flame?  // //
Dark Matter reels.  Imagine it just passed, // // Expanding in a bubb
ovember the days were short, // // and
dark night fell as we built and lit the fire // // on the dark stones
e are for the first time: // // in the
dark of dark, // // hungry every second of our lives, and // // bloo
ring at want’s damp shoes // // on the
dark path back from college, refusing // // to look him in the eye, i
// to the dry ground.  Let the cooling
dark // // settle around and about, under and over.  // // Complete a
inst the flow.  // // They dart between
dark shadows and the gleam // // Of sunlight in green water—come and
up, my love—the sky is calling.  // //
Dark shapes are calling each to each: a throng // // moves north agai
r, // // the fog lights catching great
dark shoals // // of rain, algorithmic complexity // // that flexes
/ lightning rods earthed.  // // On the
dark side of the earth, // // in the light of a fire, // // and fain
my belly cave singing // // to the rib-
dark sky, larking my demiurge.  // // Give me some time // // You wer
who // // couldn’t find his hat in the
dark so he put on the cat instead.  // // Columbus was the end.  He lef
we built and lit the fire // // on the
dark stones, and planted fireworks // // in the dark edges beyond the
he shepherdess, // // Down through the
dark towards the grey church spire // // In to its heart : the archin
l the pain.  // // But out there in the
dark we know they lurk, // // We sense their stench, as stealing thro
/ // And so to the magic of day and of
dark // // We’ll sing waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // //
u back soon.  // // Warmth in 5 o’clock
dark , // // You smell like watching rain fall // // In burnt amber l
your hands, as the deep blue // // sky
darkened and embellished around you.  You began dreaming // // as the
nstances of milk-soaked silence.  // //
Darkened feet tread over a foreign space // // Which whispers with fr
est, // // As we linger in our lovely,
darkening bowers // // Of bushes, trees, and living, dying flowers.  /
e rain // // Through sodden streets in
darkening December // // A journey to the magic apple tree.  // // A
his grave with boughs // // But in the
darkening hour they saw // // The boy without a face.  // //
eft the school.  Wandering out along the
darkening lanes we went to cross the river, black and cruel.  This city
path // // Like rain.  Staining stones
darker as words attempt to fill the gap // // Between this point and
alone, // // Life’s pawn at lifetime’s
darker edge, // // The one who gave him tone and form // // Is still
the year.  You tell me my honey hair is
darker now, and my eyes are a deeper grey.  // // You tell me it’s dif
er far, a corniced window bay // // in
darker wood.  Clear morning sunlight fills // // the room we glimpse
] // // What have we done in this, our
darkest night?  // // To what forgotten forest are we fell // // And
ic apple tree.  // // And journey also,
darkling , through your past // // Journey through your seed time and
// // the embers beneath the ash were
darkly glowing, asking only // // a slight encouragement.  As the day
tormy grey, // // But just beneath the
darkness all is gold:  // // The slope of hills, the fields of barleyc
// // We witnessed in the silence, the
darkness and the secrecy // // When to sense was to make ourselves be
we’re both in the abyss.  // // In the
darkness I keep rewriting ‘is this the poem?’  // // Let the treasure
ght, Pale Yellow // // Our house is in
darkness .  // // I shut my eyes, but // // my eyelids are glowing wit
ifferent we look—you and I, // // More
darkness in my brow than in your entirety.  // // You may yet grow to
s difficult to love a light, when every
darkness is a reminder of their breaking.  // //
mon Pie in Zaïre // // Further in, the
darkness is absolute.  // // Fronds and furtive things unfurl while fo
itting tired and carefree // // In the
darkness of no-brand car’s back seats.  // // Fresheners’ smell is the
t memory.  // // Walk through the outer
darkness of the world // // Towards a buried memory of light // // W
r fall.  // // Walk through the present
darkness till you come // // To the stone steps, the lions, the façad
d a calling; // // “Sleeper awake, the
darkness was a dream // // For you will see the Dayspring at your wak
press my eyelids from // // out of the
darkness , // // watch the brightness // // squirm, then smile, then
// // more shapes, more colours, more
darknesses // // more storms, gales, lightning bolts // // more days
linted eyes, // // Holding and held by
darling thoughts, // // Smile’s phantom echoing inchoate affections,
nows swim against the flow.  // // They
dart between dark shadows and the gleam // // Of sunlight in green wa
ning, // // And as we watch, our souls
dart to and fro // // Between the lights of speech and depths below,
// Reflex that deflects skilful asking
darts , // // I wonder if I have no choice but to be selfish, presumpt
ite // // Bernard Shaw, the voluptuous
Darwin , the natty Disraeli.  // // Youth wins, // // Confines the nob
gush full spate.  // // Now my headlong
dash abates—where I once was, the waders team, rich foraging is // //
/ Nimble Nimrods, the nil // // make a
dash for the mountain, // // turn and bellow their challenge // // f
e a sage, // // And I bet I’d get more
dates // // Than WB Yeats // // For all his talk of old men’s lust a
// Cleave the land.  // // In a time of
dates that rot from inside out // // And will not dry // // The boat
h part-drawn shades, // // Liquid time
daubed on air’s pale vellum, // // Us in the warm, in the yellow, //
// and promised stories told // // of
daughters , lovers old, trapeze // // swingers and graffiti.  // // In
/ // and look up flight-times for your
daughter’s plane.  // // Your life defined by the whistle of the kettl
forms against the wire brush // // of
David’s thick black hair, // // staying in place until at home // //
it.  // // Too much strain // // For
dawn brain; // // And does matter // // Matter // // That much?  //
love, we took a mapless walk // // at
dawn , choosing our course by instinct, taking // // left or right acc
ke beaches touched by waves // // From
dawn far into the nights, before the words // // Began to stick and m
in the Small Hours // // Yawn, // //
Dawn // // Five o nine, // // Swiss time; // // An accurate // //
Where birds once chorused a dew bright
dawn .  // // Immortality // // Is in time, our blood coloured autumn.
, // // Beyond your long last line the
dawn is breaking”.  // //
in the dark hours of night, // // when
dawn is stuck in its casual delay.  // // All letters not claimed will
se // // and still // // as midwinter
dawn .  // // It completes a turn in the air // // with slow brute gra
ead.  // // In the prehistoric, melting
dawn , // // stretched her gauzy face on mine // // so that, by paint
ire; // // (too hopeful by half in the
dawning ).  // // End-tale:  November song seeks mist-blue port, so //
Columbus was the end.  He left the quiet
dawns behind, left too // // a strange new religion, new gold mines,
smell of their burning will herald the
day .  // //
// The world would start again the next
day .  // // A clockwork Abraham, ready every morning with his flint //
// // mimic your steps; growing day by
day , // // a cursive script’s embrace // // in which to rest—safe in
Is this the poem?  // // On Valentines
Day a kick from the stomach, the tender // // Violence of a body’s ri
ts, stained now with black, what if one
day all the books drew blanks?  // // There’d be nothing to write abou
calp to the ground.  // // Fresh as the
day although freckled and browned // // And frowned.  // // With the
c fruits— // // And so to the magic of
day and of dark // // We’ll sing waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah
the living, do not kill // // another
day .”  // // And yet you stay // // inside my head, and take away my
Another
day // // Another day // // to feel your ever-present absence, still
// // Over-thought in the tail-end; by
day at poet’s sea of glass and fire; // // (too hopeful by half in th
Autumn // // The
day breaks slowly on the hills of green // // Everything turned stran
slowly // // mimic your steps; growing
day by day, // // a cursive script’s embrace // // in which to rest—
g.  // // Did I love enough? use every
day ?  // // Days for seeing you in different ways.  // // Days enough
ughts, // // In the early evening now,
day dead, // // And there’s no song on or cold coffee left, // // An
nute.  // // At the slow end of a forty
day fast // // unpeel the digits from your onion fist // // and mask
before // // The furnaces by night and
day —for me.  // // Now my achievement’s lauded as the best:  // // To
/ // After two years’ pay, this is the
day // // He finally comes to Gaza (with chums).  // // Avoids being
memory, for good or ill, // // another
day .  // // I cannot say // // whether I have the necessary skill //
w // // Of white from top-to-toe.  Each
day I feel // // My bones grow old with waiting for the feel // // O
ay my skin will be stripped enough. one
day I get to cry Kri’at Shema lying down.  I get unbelief. one day I wi
t Shema lying down.  I get unbelief. one
day I will be calx and cure, what’s inside will be me.  // //
steady ground // // Whales singing the
day in // // The heart trips and is under way // //
ight on water // // Whales singing the
day in // // You hold your hand in mine // // Shoeless feet and unst
-beat cotton, holes at the knee, // //
Day into day, into day // // Into night.  Try not to think of me, //
ton, holes at the knee, // // Day into
day , into day // // Into night.  Try not to think of me, // // Though
at the knee, // // Day into day, into
day // // Into night.  Try not to think of me, // // Though you might
els // // The evening before Christmas
day .  // // Men and listening children // // Wait for the ring of a b
l its warmth.  // // [You’d brighten my
day more.] / [Too long.] / [ Winter has a jealous moon.] // // How’s
. it’s waiting there for you. maybe one
day my skin will be stripped enough. one day I get to cry Kri’at Shema
d now you never are.  // // Nothing all
day nothing // // Until a night of nothing following that day.  // //
Wednesday // // Another
day of fresh cigarette burns, // // not failing to hit the side of a
eydale // // they passed the following
day .  // // Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, // // and such great
kan scene.  // // It may be the coldest
day of the year // // but no Murder of absurd black penguins // // c
// // And so they thought of what two-
day -old Adam must have done:  // // Alone in brand new Paradise with i
eze this: // // you with your hair cut
day -short, // // blowing a cool kiss, // // prone on a white tobogga
ashy Victorian tear, // // Finding the
day so new and so odd, // // With the gain of the world and the loss
Until a night of nothing following that
day .  // // Sometimes at night I drift.  // // Small and high up.  //
dden from its hidden source; // // The
Day -Spring, the eternal Prima Vera.  // // Blake saw it too.  Dante and
uished, empty, spent; the beauty of the
day submerged in silence.  Buses, bicycles, cold commuters, they passed
2-3 // // This year it snows on Boxing
Day .  // // The country road not cleared for days // // —and then of
// expecting to find it cold, but every
day // // the embers beneath the ash were darkly glowing, asking only
The Daily Planet // // All
day the noise of battle rolls, // // The skirmishes and wars, // //
// waiting for the gong // // and one
day to be asked.  // // My own—a set of two— // // shared only with m
Another day // // Another
day // // to feel your ever-present absence, still // // to find a w
suppose tomorrow’s still // // another
day // // to find a way.  // //
Silence // // Came to stay one
day .  // // Unpacked her bags, // // and hung her quiet fripperies //
// // a slight encouragement.  As the
day went on, // // we generated quantities of fuel // // and built a
Wild Mountain Thyme // // Christmas
day .  // // We’re all at my gran’s house, // // The full, Catholic-si
// // // My mother always said, “one
day you might // // Play when the stakes trump the game, and then dea
love poems to myself, // // Hoping one
day you’ll understand that I’m not so inventive // // And when I give
then, treat ourselves to a fancy dress
daydream // // and puff that renovation brick-dust from our lungs.  //
Daydream Dale Journey // // From Ilkley’s old stone bridge I trace a
e fire once begun // // would last for
days and days.  Each morning I came down, // // expecting to find it
.  And although you’d been sat there for
days and days waiting for me to come back, the tea was still hot.  And
Mary had to do was wait.  Give it three
days and He’ll return // // And bring salvation and sunshine and the
// // The country road not cleared for
days // // —and then of course it snows again.  // // One afternoon f
he same branches that // // during the
days are // // bloodshot.  // // How can you sleep in this // // bli
Am I the waiting well?  // // For rainy
days are far between, // // In restless Asphodel.  // // If what they
lue, // // artificially structuring my
days around coffee // // before falling asleep in the hope I would av
// In a late summer’s haze // // Now,
days become shorter // // And we know that soon, // // Another flock
e from there.  // // The light of other
days can shine // // on any past and redefine // // our history, and
ce begun // // would last for days and
days .  Each morning I came down, // // expecting to find it cold, but
or seeing you in different ways.  // //
Days enough for giving and receiving.  // // Did I give enough?  // //
d I love enough? use every day?  // //
Days for seeing you in different ways.  // // Days enough for giving a
or too straight, too curly.’  // // In
days gone by it was the fashion, Sweeney did bad business.  // // You
that was forty years ago // // —these
days his hair is white all through.) // // ‘Every mile is two’? no,
Apple Sunday // // Dog-
days in autumn—what other days were there, really?  // // All three re
                                  these
days it’s all I Am Legend without a hint of irony // // Spin’s more d
Remains a vivid memory of my childhood
days .  // // Now far from home, I wonder if new children might // //
ain // // away from you, in those last
days of pain, // // another summer, home in Camberwell.  // // Betwee
rms, gales, lightning bolts // // more
days of sun or rain or passing cloud // // more meetings with old fri
can no longer vouch // // for working
days , or if my real malaise // // might just be musing if I’m wanted
/ Between the endpoints there were many
days // // —or should have been—for many kinds of loving.  // // Did
years // // Where minutes, hours, and
days run not to time // // But to a vivid centre— // // There stands
skin is the warmest retort.  // // The
days still dis-leave.  Pale envy-green, wet-yellow, gold-wrought // //
esting // // The concrete wave.  // //
Days stretch out, like a wingspan // // And feathers form the funeral
smile and portion and peel // // these
days to savour, or discard; not feed the eternal angelic fight.  // //
hough you’d been sat there for days and
days waiting for me to come back, the tea was still hot.  And so we jus
cause, // // no-one else to spend her
days // // watching, and so thought she might // // hide the fact //
k shingle beach.  // // In November the
days were short, // // and dark night fell as we built and lit the fi
ay // // Dog-days in autumn—what other
days were there, really?  // // All three removed their clothes, as se
eft me stuck in a maze to the end of my
days // // Where it stinks.  I’d give gold for some fresh air.  // //
ke flint to raise a good fire.  I tally
days with snowdamp sticks.  // //
ud like a dream, // // ‘There are some
days ,’ she says, // // ‘when the rails look like // // lives cluster
was a dream // // For you will see the
Dayspring at your waking, // // Beyond your long last line the dawn i
you finite proof ‘within three working
days ’.  // // In limbo here I can no longer vouch // // for working d
n the wood and you, // // There is the
day’s newspaper, blazoned with // // The spin of a world that isn’t
name that meant all things // // that
dazzle and move and wave; // // small but unending—Ondine.  // // But
rth and fire between them: // // these
dazzling coloured images of flames.  // // Should I wonder if my eyes
// your compass with its swinging fleur-
de -lys // // watched by the crystal prism’s sharp-cut eye?  // // It
There must be moonshine // // Fin
de siècle.  // // Ethel Sargant, botanist // // (Girton student 1880s
caught his eye and struck him blind and
dead .  // // A winged beast can be so underhanded; // // its pupils w
stery // // ruled their ambitions, now
dead and now done with // // since no-one remembers—no— // // nobody
ovided a thread, left her brother stone
dead , // // And sailed with the oaf, resolute.  // // THESEUS // //
s, // // In the early evening now, day
dead , // // And there’s no song on or cold coffee left, // // And th
live in morbidity, // // Submissive or
dead , // // Are you too far to see ?  // // But shouldn’t we strive f
light // // The truth is that they’re
dead because they’re shite.  // //
// // Of long forgotten lust; // //
Dead gods rise and so I // // Dispense with this your justice // //
// There was a lull— // // But he was
dead : // // had died three hours after his arrival, // // was buried
// // His confidence shaken, near shot
dead , // // he thought of some words that Pol Pot said, // // and he
I can destroy, // // Look, the sun is
dead .  // // I killed it then, just then.  // // Inside it was a nothi
, new gold mines, new laws and a people
dead .  // // Ieri- Land of the Hummingbird, give no thanks for majesty
// // So that the Earth stops spinning
dead in its gait, // // So that I’m launched 3,000 miles in a single
could raise // // a cool half million. 
Dead it goes to Joe.  // // If I’ve ‘been DEAD’ am I now resurrect //
The
Dead Letter Office closes down // // // // // The dead letter offi
fice closes down // // // // // The
dead letter office is closing down // // because of a failure of mana
f I’m wanted now // // by you alive or
dead ?  Live I could raise // // a cool half million.  Dead it goes to J
kindred panters of the air; // // The
dead lived on in my genes and my hair // // And the tea-leaves showed
marks of Hester, // // Until she falls
dead .  // // O reputation, reputation, devour and swallow her whole, /
kas // // while the dear mouse dropped
dead of starvation.  // //
tead.  // // But that wouldn’t kill the
dead .  // // They are stuck in agelessness; // // She has to clamber
n everything’s been said.  // // In the
dead , we stopped // // and stayed stuck in the quiet, // // the end
, // // In acrid conversation with the
dead , // // whose ghosts go round in circles down from heaven, // //
, // // Now burns blackened words into
dead wood; // // Cremates Glede-eyes garnet // // Tightens coils, wr
Rattle, // // Instilling all the Seven
Deadlies // // Plus a few extra.  // // She could just hang up her cr
murk, // // Mendacious bigots do their
deadly work, // // Those creeping politicians breathing hate, // //
ad it goes to Joe.  // // If I’ve ‘been
DEAD ’ am I now resurrect // // and rich, or still a ghastly ex-offici
sing of souls hurt.  // // Blind, dumb,
deaf upon the pedestal of a saint, // // by touch and instinct you de
s.  She // // sighs to my teeth.  // //
Deafness , I watch the sea.  // // See ripples.  She’s watching too.  //
ped lament.  // // The manager wouldn’t
deal with the mail // // and was an inveterate absentee, // // he ne
alise // // That Life’s not all drinks
deals and drunken romances.  // //
an, // // I hope this finds you // //
Dear Alan // //
Dear Alan // // Dear Alan, // // I hope this finds you well // // D
ose you have often thought of me // //
Dear Alan, // // I don’t suppose you have often thought // // Dear A
n this bench, for you to collect // //
Dear Alan, // // I don’t suppose you have often thought of me // //
/ // I hope this finds you well // //
Dear Alan, // // I have lost // // Dear Alan, // // I have lost the
// Dear Alan, // // I have lost // //
Dear Alan, // // I have lost the receipt on which I wrote your addres
I knew he couldn’t have been you // //
Dear Alan, // // I hope this finds you // // Dear Alan // //
Dear Alan // //
Dear Alan, // // I hope this finds you well // // Dear Alan, // //
on the bus who I thought was you // //
Dear Alan, // // I knew he couldn’t have been you // // Dear Alan, /
t suppose you have often thought // //
Dear Alan, // // I saw a man on the bus who I thought was you // //
.  // // Play your men like your cards,
dear , and never // // Keep your cards in hand after you’re quite done
/ In their resting place— // // You—my
dear —are such a vessel // //
ies, but falls fallow?  // // Go hungry
dear fox // // Do not bloody my door, there // // Is nothing for you
thematic precision to // // better her
dear husband’s still-mortal guess.  // // Fearless and shameless and h
hen the stakes trump the game, and then
dear // // Keep your wits about you and your hand sleight // // And
acked down his Whiskas // // while the
dear mouse dropped dead of starvation.  // //
eath // // // // // // // // //
Dear Wayne of Interpol:  I have your mail.  // // Your writhing at my d
fety first – // // you’re in the trash
dear Wayne – you wongaboy – // // since you forgot to check if I was
a suffering friend // // —cancer, poor
dear , we’ll keep her in our prayers— // // sweep the kitchen floor an
/ Shut my ears to Antigone, blot out my
dear’s words.  // // They can’t be talking to me.  // // I’ll be inter
e // // You will still be beautiful in
death .  // //
o few.  // // Birth certificate.  // //
Death certificate.  // // I want to see the rest: // // a ticker-tape
will make you // // An example in your
death .  // // Curst to know yourself, vain paragon, // // Your tears
Between Life and
Death // // // // // // // // // Dear Wayne of Interpol:  I hav
e your mail.  // // Your writhing at my
death has deeply touched // // me.  Though unknown to you, still you b
had seen // // My suit and gown, would
death have seemed a dream?  // //
ne harmony you ascended.  // // Amended
death .  I wish I could be faithful.  // // Lover, brother, I have done
// climax, nothingness.  You are mewling
death .  // // In truth, you stagnant, solipsistic bore, // // You’re
to Acheron // // Your river of woe and
death .  // // Never to taste, never to touch // // Drift amidst the s
ist says: meme for belief in life after
death // // Old man sits bespectacled in laptop moth-light.  Rendered
earching, love-life listing.  // // The
death rattle of the track’s devouring // // And an incessant natterin
pass’d ’neath my toes // // To endless
death , rinsing me feet to nose.  // // But just as I did to this purpo
ery inch // // But ’hind did seem sure
death .  ’Twas in this pinch // // I rose my head.  Above it to my heart
Jonathan’s
Deathbed // // Jonathan’s deathbed was strewn with salvation in // /
Jonathan’s Deathbed // // Jonathan’s
deathbed was strewn with salvation in // // gadgets and gizmos that s
e supple green branches, // // Seeming
deathless , // // Are obscured by Middle-Eastern tales // // Of a boy
es // // Of a boy-king.  // // Seeming
deathless , // // The year is born again.  The festival // // Of a boy
Red, white.  A yellow glare:  // // 222
deaths in Cambridgeshire last year.  // // People finding their way ho
// a thrice-empty // // shun.  // //
Death’s minstrel followed this path of destruction to // // find out
// // They crumble in atop themselves,
debris // // From some controll’d explosion: dry and charr’d, // //
touch what ran below in streams of oily
debris , further than I could fathom and far enough to fall at from a h
line, // // Searching amongst my fact-
debris .  // // In the inky hall where I’m confined // // As my pen mo
as left a- // // mid the disappointing
debris of the world:  // // Its fag ends and canisters of laughing gas
Poem: 
Debris // // the imprint’s still there but it just doesn’t feel like
escend, true nature sprouts, like damp,
decant - // // ing fungus.  Brutish, British, you’re out of // // step
ames.  // // Should I wonder if my eyes
deceive me?  // //
We asked ourselves:  // // Had we been
deceived — // // or deceived ourselves?  // // Today, polyester jacket
// // Had we been deceived— // // or
deceived ourselves?  // // Today, polyester jackets, unadorned // //
fragile form.  // // What kind of fool
deceives himself like this?  // //
// Through sodden streets in darkening
December // // A journey to the magic apple tree.  // // And journey
n armchair left // // Empty since last
December , // // Just over twelve months now.  // // Our voices warm t
w, // // Too sad) // // Leaving us to
decide on // // Another song.  // // Granny’s keeping herself busy //
/ A promise, a signpost, // // And us,
deciding to stay.  // // We marched in lock-step // // To that glorio
Go far with that name.  // // Made the
decision to // // Pseudonymous-ify:  // // Called himself Woody, //
// For ablutions, kneels on the slender
deck , makes oblations // // Of shorn hair and candle wax, to the sain
ough still, warm air.  // // On the top
deck of a 68 // // Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // // add to the
ere has heard it before.  // // I could
declare our love to be an energy saving light bulb, // // It takes it
trable stare, yes a million times yes I
declare !  // // Thus the sonnets of Shakespeare will forevermore consu
// // That severs, and condemns us to
decline , // // Before the best that Europe’s vineyards yield, // //
Decomposed on Westminster Bridge, January 3, 2002 // // Early i
ess tip and taproot // // down through
decomposing leaves and drenching mist.  // // This is where the good t
our mycelium long, // // And your dark
decomposing run all the wood through; // // Here’s to you, damson, an
// you came home.  Measuring the miles
decreasing with every page // // of the novel that dwindled between y
ee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -
Dee .”  // //
// Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-
dee // // -Dee.”  // //
ir // // life’s melody.  // // “Fiddle-
dee -dee,” said the minstrel, “The only thing // // Left of this life
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -Dee.”  // //
// Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -Dee.”  // //
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -Dee.”  // /
// Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -
Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // F
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // F
Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-d
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-d
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-d
dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-d
So // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee //
dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee //
e is its sweet melody.  So // // Fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fidd
eet melody.  So // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-
dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fidd
/ // life’s melody.  // // “Fiddle-dee-
dee ,” said the minstrel, “The only thing // // Left of this life is i
// So pure and free, and // // Yet we
deemed // // It far beyond the realm // // Of serfs, and so kept awa
light, hush’d // // lull brown, // //
deep among your dusk // // heavy sockets. rust // // me down // //
nly it wasn’t blue today, // // It was
deep and grey when // // It appeared, the sun jumping // // From clo
/ // Slow down your breathing.  Keep it
deep and slow.  // // Become an open singing-bowl, whose chime // //
hem in the net of your head, // // But
deep and troubled the head rolls inwards, implodes // // Without a so
the new moon.  // // And elsewhere, as
deep as port, as rich as Tokaji, // // your head bobs in peace upon a
lled with wonder as they gaze // // so
deep between the colours of the flames.  // // Drawn by warmth, I came
hat dwindled between your hands, as the
deep blue // // sky darkened and embellished around you.  You began dr
es.  // // So on I flow, my breath held
deep but soft, // // I let my body fall again, be wash’d // // Into
r be drowned.  // // You strike him and
deep crystal bass-notes resound.  // // He’ll never lose time, he’s ca
they earlier trod.  // // His eyes are
deep dark centre stones, // // Buried in squinting distance, // // A
breast against // // And worship waist-
deep in hands // // That tilled the salty earth // // No less than h
mark the seat of disappointment, // //
Deep in my lungs.  // // Now in his immanent radiance, // // With his
s the peacock // // its scream, // //
Deep in the bosom of the // // gentle night.  // // I make no love to
to the night behind us.  // // And now,
deep in the wilds of the Irish Sea, // // the new year is sleeping wi
Hollow Way // // // Horse hooves sunk
deep into sticky clay.  // // Between rutted mud and thistle bloom //
// // that somewhere herein lies some
deep philosophy?  // // Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // // add to
/ In it you’re lying on the sun-warmed,
deep -veined wood // // Of an old pine table.  Between the wood and you
window to shadow // // A child’s voice
deepens , // // Like a changeling held // // Over the flame, some str
// through the dust it only // // digs
deeper . // // clinch my neck between your fingers, // // bore that s
y hair is darker now, and my eyes are a
deeper grey.  // // You tell me it’s difficult to love a light, when e
// The words and ink slowly // // Seep
deeper into the page, my skin, // // Until they settle together // /
in feet at least) // // To Mellbreak’s
deepest crest // //
flame inspire.  // // So moved I to my
deepest depths of will, // // With heavy heart embarking on its sea. 
/ Had I not written this I confess with
deepest regret, I would banish this rubbish to the first dustbin I met
l.  // // Your writhing at my death has
deeply touched // // me.  Though unknown to you, still you bewail //
runes from the root-tree written in the
deeps , // // leaves from the tale-tree lifted, swift and free, // //
g // // did all the talking— // // my
deer , at the railroad, // // done.  ‘It’s him’ you said // // and I c
// // ahead, on the rail road // // a
deer had stopped // // ‘it’s gonna die,’ he said, // // ‘if it stays
sunken palazzi // // Where mosaics are
defaced with algae and refuse of ages, // // Sounding over black wave
ed yards // // of man’s best effort at
defence // // drops thirty feet into a hole.  // // Cambridge, circa
In
Defence of Evolution // // I’m thinking up a theory to explain it— //
// // Concealed beneath ‘I don’t know’
defence , // // Reflex that deflects skilful asking darts, // // I wo
read me I’m not there to reply, cannot
defend , cannot explain with a hand or description - no visual aid, //
for your // // gawping students, that
define your life.  // // Your young voice brought old words to life, /
your daughter’s plane.  // // Your life
defined by the whistle of the kettle; // // Rhythmed by the clink-cli
seconds.  // // It’s so easy // // to
deflate into lonely doubt.  // // Coloured creases of downy skin // /
don’t know’ defence, // // Reflex that
deflects skilful asking darts, // // I wonder if I have no choice but
// It’s democratic, stylish, and it’s
deft :  // // Any half-taught infant can contrive // // To lean a pile
and skill, and yet I never thought you
deft // // enough to use so delicate a dial.  // // Why should I miss
ompanied by the ineffectual whirring of
defunct machinery] // //
Microgynon // //
Defy the moon suck, Cnut unheeded, // // All that she did with packet
nd primed.  // // Evadne the unseizable
defying Iphis, // // she jumps // // to meet the water channelling b
er song seeks mist-blue port, so // //
Defying stormy-weather and determinism both, tonight // // I only say
ned // // For three grim hours.  For my
degree // // I fear I am not in my perfect mind // // As I try to ge
and pen and thrive, // // even without
degree .  // // My maths proves useful:  // // I can assess my scanty n
Déjeuner // // I thought Nick old, // // but devilish.  // // He’s i
// // when dawn is stuck in its casual
delay .  // // All letters not claimed will be chastened to ash // //
apologies instead of typing // // and
deleting , admit my ugly want as the drummer // // sweats because it’s
ions of the past // // Dully and daily
deleting , whatever is not next // // Sneering, and sniping and snippi
/ Back to the justification, // // The
deliberate slow conundrum of complexity (if only I could remember thos
hought you deft // // enough to use so
delicate a dial.  // // Why should I miss this little piece of you?  //
dn’t remind me of you.  // // Faith, as
delicate as I, can // // Tear with a sharp breath or vicious statemen
// the imprimatura of your skin; // //
delicate cave magic revealed // // by the flickering torch // // of
e affections, // // A tongue, dark and
delicate , from a peak dangling, // // A curled query around a new gaz
here.  But now someone’s penned // // A
delicate sonnet—to me—and it’s hers.  // //
d childhood traditions of tree climbing
delight // // Fruit eating and the inevitably ripped clothes.  // //
sal word, a thrifty fox-thought, golden
delighted kept at bay from the quiet and rustling examination halls.  /
w bottles that remain, // // As though
delirium could dull the pain.  // // But out there in the dark we know
Hot] // // Hot.  // // Too hot.  // //
Delirium freely falls around my head, // // Tuxedoed and awaiting rec
Delphi // // I think we have to conclude // // that the Greeks // /
lf)-importance never recognized, // //
demanding silence for each wireless news: // // vainglorious hope the
urry fury // // at the nilherd’s final
demands , // // stamp in a sweep to the slope-edge: // // horns lower
squinting distance, // // And his skin
demarcates the Sun’s furthest edge.  // // His hair is a lustrous shad
// // to the rib-dark sky, larking my
demiurge .  // // Give me some time // // You were the sea, you the su
, seems fittest to survive.  // // It’s
democratic , stylish, and it’s deft:  // // Any half-taught infant can
war dirt-up, image-bled, // // if nine
demon ever did, god-won // // Arrêt.  // // Anger // // art // // L
r knees.  // // Feet anointed and seven
demons rise, // // Let him without sin cast the first stone, // // L
// Mutely cry out for someone // // To
demonstrate a melody // // In the supermarket tills’ // // Incessant
retched, // // A dirigible anchored to
demotic towers - // // Half-deserted, effluvial.  // // A surety of s
and gin.  // // I thought if I, // //
demurely stripped, // // I’d catch Nick’s eye // // and he’d be grip
are leaves I write on, // // Where the
dendrites of the mind // // Grow branching thoughts, bear fruit.  //
n // // with waiting in dissention and
denial .  // // What will our children think, and is it fair // // to
ter of our land.  // // Our learning is
denied at your command.  // // They are not mine, these words you make
uch-loved mystery, in short.  // // You
denied yourself, and like beads loosed from tassels // // the cap of
strung out in series and enfolded into
dense coils, // // Chopped up and worn away until I forget how it sou
alphabet soup // // Served iambic, al
dente , but as yet unsigned.  // // Will my new friend accept that I mi
n, the curled toes the moment // // of
departure , are you afraid do you // // understand Karagiozis the lant
ng herds that daily assert // // Their
dependence on this concrete desert.  // // They shudder at your distin
eeping and spreading, mycorrhizal in my
dependency on // // Your voice, all 25 years of me dissolving into th
g pace) // // —but Sadik the Most Evil
deposes poor Boris, and // // gets the Red Margaret to look at the ca
stockings curled // // Like bindweed. 
Deposited , blooming with the taint // // Of former stages of my seven
loat in the blur of your // // Shallow
depth of field // // Like a spirit waiting for its clay; // // Becau
n water—come and go // // Like us from
depth to height—suddenly seem // // Translucent in the glancing light
// // Between the lights of speech and
depths below, // // The silent depths where touch is everything.  //
ne happy.  // // Shadowed-masses in the
depths hum through the reeds, // // Winding past colonnades and the r
nspire.  // // So moved I to my deepest
depths of will, // // With heavy heart embarking on its sea.  // // T
/ // Having found grace at last in the
depths of your lair.  // // She’ll stone you back // // Without a car
ld I let myself sink into the caressing
depths // // Or fight to the lung-stinging surface?  // // My base an
y // // Through water’s edge // // To
depths unknown (in feet at least) // // To Mellbreak’s deepest crest
ech and depths below, // // The silent
depths where touch is everything.  // //
// red was the evening sky.  // // By
Derby town they settled down // // on purple sage to lie.  // // A Ch
ly claiming incorrectly that the second
derivative of xx is aa and the second derivative of yy is -gg.  // //
d derivative of xx is aa and the second
derivative of yy is -gg.  // // Those who did manage to solve the earl
ing, // // And a wonderful point to be
derived .  // // For inside you are a million pages, // // Of knowled
ruises and black lung // // And purple
dermal chunks of coal and grit.  // // Just so his father, prisoner of
// Earth's arrogance, its invitation to
descend .  // // A face has been fixed, and focuses below, // // yet d
below and limestone crags above; // //
descend the steps to reach the valley floor— // // to leave behind, f
saint, // // by touch and instinct you
descend to hide among // // the seeds spun by the breeze, between lin
ce, ’lision; laziness, it shows.  // //
Descend , true nature sprouts, like damp, decant- // // ing fungus.  Br
hnological advance, // // Its virtual
descendants grace // // The screen on my mother’s PC).  // // I peel
miles // // Capture all of my love and
describe it // // Badly.  // //
t even close.  My vocabulary // // Can
describe many things, but the thoughts that race // // Through my hea
th yourself, // // Don’t.  No easier to
describe my feelings in scrawled letters // // Than in conversations,
nto sub-parts each with several options
describing those actions that might be permitted and/or recommended if
t defend, cannot explain with a hand or
description - no visual aid, // // No images allowed, the written wor
not flee!  Do not leave me!  // // Stay! 
Desert not him who loves thee!  // // Cruel one!  Forgive me!  // // I
rden of Egypt, // // The burden of the
desert of the sea.  // // Fatness sluiced clean, // // Streets emptie
s like a rope whipping in a breeze on a
desert -plain, // // The pitch-white lake bed bare of life, // // All
a predator to die, // // Alone in the
desert , strangled by a tie.  // //
in your parents’ car // // Out to the
desert , // // Sweet like shalimar // // On the radio, the sandy scar
/ // Their dependence on this concrete
desert .  // // They shudder at your distinctive stride // // As your
nchored to demotic towers - // // Half-
deserted , effluvial.  // // A surety of sound and shining light // //
s picked their path and left you // //
Deserted .  Only bramble blooms; only ivy strays // // Through the holl
word-music.  // // Love sent you to the
desert’s hush-parched silence.  // // You held fast, though those ratt
espair // // but follow where, by cute
design , // // the wormholes lead, // // I have a very real fear //
e’d seen, // // choosing again without
design .  We ended in the same bar // // with the same familiar waiter
// // The Boris is happy.  “We need a
designer with // // boldness and vision—I know just the man.  // // H
our shared bookshelf // // When I see
desire distilled in the juice that runs // // From tongue to lip to l
ire that’s generated by this ennui: the
desire for Truth, something that doesn’t change and they can have.  Con
ld find it hard to believe that men can
desire more from art that cheese // // They want their soul to be gen
ey redirected themselves and pursue the
desire that’s generated by this ennui: the desire for Truth, something
inds // // The aged with their heart’s
desire , the rose // // With senseless fear: your ancient hexagram //
drastic; there’s a word // // for the
desire to look in the windows of other peoples’ homes, // // but I do
irmations:  // // I am in control of my
desires // // I am unsullied by the blood crystals on my palm // //
ed awhile at poets on the shelf, // //
Desiring this man’s style or that man’s wealth, // // But tonight I s
pshod, all across the page and onto the
desk and away, // // And you try to catch them in the net of your hea
// // // Nil Charge // // High above
desk -jockey Cardiff // // the wild wind // // from the heights of Gw
.  // // A loop of stern faces around a
desk too large // // To make contact with anything other than // //
ate, // // Reduce the common people to
despair , // // And laugh as they invest their funds elsewhere.  // //
er glare // // suggests I need not now
despair // // but follow where, by cute design, // // the wormholes
/ // This I give to you.  // // Drift,
despair , dream // // Of lips never to kiss // // There’s none to hol
n’t have a clue!  // // Another hour in
despair // // It was so easy before // //
an keep me warm, // // but I shall not
despair // // now men can come to tea.  // // An eco-room.  // // A m
t, drain one more glass // // Reflect,
despairing , that all things must pass.  // // Unless, emboldened by ou
ge…  // // Ah!  Nihilist nil, // // nil
desperandum .  // // Bannockburn dreaming – // // this is their Balacl
ly open from the // // Outside.  // //
Despite cuff, coins and courtesy, the circle // // Will inhale.  The p
list.  // // Trying to keep on course,
despite // // The best attempts of two wheels // // To end this tr
rs’ I reflect // // might just be you,
despite your wish that I // // should rest in perfect peace.  I’m circ
// A liquid reminiscent of // // Our
despondent slough // // By contrast.  It seemed // // So pure and fre
Destination (and beginning—for G) // // From random junctures in prime
gs had been sung, // // That genius is
destined to die young, // // That you must expire like Shelley, // /
// Of poems half-remembered, long ago
destinies rolled up and placed in possibility // // For time upon tim
ll’d explosion: dry and charr’d, // //
Destin’d to be the waste fate does discard.  // // Yet, time allowed,
// Ha ha ha.  // // Great things I can
destroy , // // Look, the sun is dead.  // // I killed it then, just t
udes you, // // your essay // // will
destroy you.  // //
all unaccountable post // // should be
destroyed before it is sent: // // forgetting the details won’t be ex
/ But I feel like I want to be entirely
destroyed by love.  // // Not like that.  // // I mean, sure, to be fr
nightstand, and four dozen roses I once
destroyed .  I’m up in the woods, now. it’s good in the dark, good in th
Death’s minstrel followed this path of
destruction to // // find out their instrument, plucked on its string
ver-the-face-of-the-water wings, // //
detaching the head, and ploughing // // a red trough.  // // I cough
sound as it drops.  // // I replay too
detailed memory waiter’s goodbye, smile of cabbie; // // Ambient obje
es formally feature // // insufficient
details to impart one specific viable // // meaning and are instead c
efore it is sent: // // forgetting the
details won’t be excused, // // and we may read it out as a punishmen
ix with you lot // // Just as much for
detection and wit as for wine?  // // Has she guessed that this dogger
om are no friend of ours.  // // Yet in
determination progress flowers— // // An open habit jointly stitched
iet, four-cornered life, // // Polite,
determined , and remote— // // His angel sisters keep watch over // /
look what nonsense it writes!  How it is
determined by sound, rhythm, and repetition rather than by thought.  Ju
t, so // // Defying stormy-weather and
determinism both, tonight // // I only say: there’s not much to repor
R (or Brrrrr) // // The Girton oak has
developed a burr // // Under the bark it is seen and heard // // Rol
ultural constructions // // onto which
developing minds can project anxieties // // and sexual confusion wit
r // // I thought Nick old, // // but
devilish .  // // He’s in a raffish // // urban mould // // not suite
me // // and somewhere that is utterly
devoid of remembrance.  // // It’s everything you’d expect // // of a
ces synchronising in prayer.  // // Our
devotion will be irrefutable.  // // We will shed worldliness // // F
dead.  // // O reputation, reputation,
devour and swallow her whole, // // Drive her mad within the recesses
// // The death rattle of the track’s
devouring // // And an incessant nattering of the doors that continue
song // // Where birds once chorused a
dew bright dawn.  // // Immortality // // Is in time, our blood colou
/ Misted breath on misted grass.  // //
Dew dappled on falling trees, // // Dancing shoes over broken shards.
cting at his chin’s peak.  // // Orange
dew drop, // // Promising and frightening and // // Does anyone noti
deft // // enough to use so delicate a
dial .  // // Why should I miss this little piece of you?  // //
language does not understand // // Our
dialect , sweet sister of our land.  // //
f energy and youth, I choose // // Our
dialect , sweet sister of our land.  // // Our learning is denied at yo
of Mammon, you still bruise // // Our
dialect , sweet sister of our land.  // // The poor must grow their foo
n the world in all its hues:  // // Our
dialect , sweet sister of our land.  // // When you dismiss my bitter w
// // Reflecting light through perfect
diamond form, // // Shining direct into eachother’s face, // // Beam
ouse.  // // I remember you called me a
diamond in a world of coal.  A light // // through the mist, softly lu
A battleship floating // // Above the
diaphanous sea // // Of her Victorian dress.  // // She sits still ab
st they were covered in words: critical
diatribes // // in small.  Then they took on the look of all that marg
d with my brittle bones and star roll’d
dice // // I plucked from falling world two daggers cold.  // // My e
and the fire // // And the misting-up
Dickensian window.  // // Bravely, someone intones // // The first no
// What a pitiful way for a predator to
die , // // Alone in the desert, strangled by a tie.  // //
n blade.  // // I will see you before I
die // // Face to face.  // // I do, // // I suppose, // // Still l
r footsteps in the stone.  // // I will
die here.  // // I know.  // // But not yet.  // // Each step is pain
ar you, // // I suppose.  // // I will
die here, I think.  // // I know not if this is an abyss, // // A jok
Apathy // // I could
die here, I think.  // // I know now your real name.  // // I could fo
nder, does it truly subside and quietly
die in a corner like the living things?  // // With dreams you wake, a
anymore // // I watched my grandfather
die in his voice. hurry boy, “your light points to the sky”. he says i
// This is where the good things go to
die .  Light // // and air, pools and palaces, sanity // // of men and
otch in a stomach.  // // That is it—to
die , not in the customary sense // // (machine clanging to a halt, //
ss and so scorns Hamas.  // // Where we
die to live, he has zero to give.  // // Consequences.  Jerusalem, 3 Ma
or unoriginal.  // // If I told you I’d
die without you, that our love flows through me // // Like blood, tha
sung, // // That genius is destined to
die young, // // That you must expire like Shelley, // // Or the fir
/ a deer had stopped // // ‘it’s gonna
die ,’ he said, // // ‘if it stays on that crossing’ // // then the t
e and they can have.  Consequently, they
died as they lost touch with true vitality of nature.  // // 3.  // //
ree years older than me when his mother
died , // // That there’s still so much that I can’t do, // // That I
ull— // // But he was dead: // // had
died three hours after his arrival, // // was buried in an unmarked g
wenty three years later, when my mother
died // // we had the proper formal funeral.  // // (She had chosen t
e luck, I’ve noticed: // // an old one
dies , a young one stumbles mumbling onto the stage.  // // There will
weep away this red refuse.  // // Blood
dies quicker than paint // // Shouts the gunshot on the lake // // B
and // // Not enough months to make a
difference old, // // I don’t wanna be told ‘I love you’.  I want it /
/ the places were // // myself:  // //
different ages, different // // moods, different company, // // but
different ages, different // // moods,
different company, // // but me nonetheless.  // // Here, the courtya
not breed true.  Now strife: // // the
different dittoes must compete for life.  // // Another billion random
e // // myself: // // different ages,
different // // moods, different company, // // but me nonetheless. 
duds.  Nevertheless // // ten thousand
different species rise and fall // // and rise again.  Great populatio
s shame of not doing, rather than doing
different - // // The half-formed house // // Of the brain trying to
Same but
differenT // // they prefer to sing in languages they cannot speak, /
es dancing // // their legs dancing in
different tongues // // their eyeballs rolled heavenward, phonemes fa
very day?  // // Days for seeing you in
different ways.  // // Days enough for giving and receiving.  // // Di
words // // Began to stick and move in
different ways.  // // I see it all, like spring it follows // // All
rities abound, and you realise how very
different we are, // // And the loneliness breeds like dysentery down
arble by two gentle breaths.  // // How
different we look—you and I, // // More darkness in my brow than in y
// always something I could have done
differently .  // // There is // // nothing // // in between.  // //
ed risks and hazards.  // // You see it
differently .  // // You claim I would have read Section C* // // more
// always something I could have done
differently .  // // You tell me there is // // no possibility of pres
re)”; // // next head: “bet you were a
difficult child”; // // the next: “getting so drunk is a waste of //
ves lke cottage cheese // // To Eliot,
difficult , in cold collations // // Crumbling and stuffed with other
lean, simple and purely luminous.  It is
difficult to look and experience life in this way.  It has no name, it
a deeper grey.  // // You tell me it’s
difficult to love a light, when every darkness is a reminder of their
ill.  But who gave you your face?  // //
Dig , let loam glaze the // // pain, till we // // forget // // your
I lose myself entirely.  // // My nails
dig red crescents in my skin as I strike // // At her face, connectin
y?  Did you, or did you not, // // Keep
digging — // // All night— // // I kept digging.  The sun rose, // //
the while // // the crafty sea is also
digging down // // beneath the piles.  Then one stormy night // // i
igging.  The sun rose, // // And I kept
digging , lungs // // Burning.  Listen, kid:  // // Broken ribs aren’t
igging— // // All night— // // I kept
digging .  The sun rose, // // And I kept digging, lungs // // Burning
he wall miles away // // in a world of
digit meets digits, // // space and time exploded // // to a single
// // Horrified by the refrain of his
digital anima, // // Luminescent soul between muddied fingers // //
pt the non-existent tick // // Of your
digital clock, resting next to my head.  // // “No milk” // // Pushi
d of a forty day fast // // unpeel the
digits from your onion fist // // and mask yourself with the pocked p
s away // // in a world of digit meets
digits , // // space and time exploded // // to a single // // point
what she’d have given—anything but her
dignity // // To be there in the crook of the crown of the tree.  //
ourage, save // // our grades and your
dignity , your // // inspiration, your endless, relentless love of lif
orms, // // So easy to learn.  // // I
digress .  // // I always digress.  // // I apologise.  // // It is tra
earn.  // // I digress.  // // I always
digress .  // // I apologise.  // // It is tragic, it is all tragic, //
essed skeptics // // run workshops and
digs // // and stand in the temple // // announcing // // UNESCO //
// // through the dust it only // //
digs deeper. // // clinch my neck between your fingers, // // bore t
re).  // // See this: // // the large,
dilapidated country house // // that is my mother’s next big venture
e, // // apportion rationed quires and
dilute ink.  // // The snow has reached the window ledge.  // // No pr
snows and skies of memory // // always
diminishing make it seem // // that right now sitting here coffee ca
ts // // The final note is sung // //
Diminuendo —soft, my love, // // We end where we begun.  // //
one heart, one voice, one song.  // //
Diminuendo — // // soft soft, come down— // // The ebb and flow of me
Dimming // // Four bare feet in the wet grass; he and she, // // Hav
loat downstairs, put on the tea.  // //
Ding dong, ding dong, merrily.  // // We enter mass to bands of brass,
airs, put on the tea.  // // Ding dong,
ding dong, merrily.  // // We enter mass to bands of brass, // // We
necked cycles.  // // The pinked sky of
dinner has given way.  // // Under the transparent blister of a moon,
ft // // and then went home to get the
dinner on.  // // Tomorrow—the same. // // find a bunch of flowers fo
hen silence, and my life bereft.  // //
Dinner Party.  Jerusalem, 21 January 2009 // // ‘I’ll take your coat. 
ll your eyes and tell me we’re late for
dinner .  // // So I’ll tuck my mind back inside itself, and let it lin
ttending prayer // // and, dressed for
dinner , // // waiting for the gong // // and one day to be asked.  //
round.  // // The plants, the fish, the
dinosaurs , the apes // // advance across the generations.  Each // //
This reality is primitive, musical, and
Dionysiac .  Nature chants in nonsensical monosyllables; its nonsense pi
on the shore // // And now I have wed
Dionysus // //
ought.  Just like in nature’s murmuring,
Dionysus rules and Apollo is asleep!  // // 7.  // // The awkward heav
Diorama // // Sheets of water laminate the windows // // as if to re
ast // // their babble: tongues, their
diphthongs dripping, from // // their lips and // // their mother to
ur youth // // When ash-keyed branches
dipped and prayed // // Not to hollows, but hellos—the crying of news
hour.  // // Softly the last gondolier,
dipping his hands // // For ablutions, kneels on the slender deck, ma
ts along your wooden wave-shapes // //
dipping into knot warps and sanded-down blemishes) // // To imagine /
                                        
Dipping my toe // // This is where s/he wants me to stay.            
gh perfect diamond form, // // Shining
direct into eachother’s face, // // Beaming an endless web around my
body fall again, be wash’d // // Into
direction mapp’d by playing drums.  // // One knife’s whisk’d out my h
.  My path has not yet led // // In one
direction or the other, but I see a turn // // Before me and hope, so
// On me.  Questions launched from all
directions // // As my hands grasp blindly for a white flag.  // // “
ica.  // // The sky stretched, // // A
dirigible anchored to demotic towers - // // Half-deserted, effluvial
end sandal’d feet scuffling back on the
dirt they earlier trod.  // // His eyes are deep dark centre stones, /
// // ignites arena morn:  // // I war
dirt -up, image-bled, // // if nine demon ever did, god-won // // Arr
// // A break from labs and analysing
dirts ; // // A break from hoping father just would guess.  // // In E
Martha // //
Dirty saucers.  Damp teatowels.  // // The steady drip-drip-drip of dry
o the smell of smoke, // // Midday, in
dirty sheets with window open, // // Your newest song on the speaker,
e warmest retort.  // // The days still
dis -leave.  Pale envy-green, wet-yellow, gold-wrought // // Over-thoug
elieu and brie // // Fixing anyone who
disagrees with an impenetrable stare, yes a million times yes I declar
horizontal barrier // // Willing it to
disappear — // // But still I don’t know which way is home.  // // My
low.  // // Red, white, and black words
disappear .  // // I’m not so far away from home.  // //
moving, // // Clanking, as you try to
disappear .  // // Now the chain is a thousand daggers, // // Piercing
ast and last, // // the future is fast
disappearing .  // //
he ones holding hands // // as the sun
disappears .  // //
// a girdle of the globe.  It gleams and
disappears , // // cloud-eclipsed, and closer than it seems.  // //
ires…  // // Of course its parents were
disappointed // // but still loved it.  To test them it painted // /
ste, and she was left a- // // mid the
disappointing debris of the world:  // // Its fag ends and canisters o
Harris Tweed lapel.  // // The smell of
disappointment and of smoke.  // // Your (self)-importance never recog
two lines, // // They mark the seat of
disappointment , // // Deep in my lungs.  // // Now in his immanent ra
And look up at what I achieved.  // //
Disappointment , often, when // // Faced with the end result // // Th
w it all turns out.  // // I change the
disc , it is not a record (I did lie to you once), // // And see if th
in hand after you’re quite done; // //
Discard and shuffle quickly if you’re clever // // And find a new hap
nd peel // // these days to savour, or
discard ; not feed the eternal angelic fight.  // // Still I turn from
// Destin’d to be the waste fate does
discard .  // // Yet, time allowed, what seems fine chance will be //
the poem?  // // The cicada’s memories
discarded , a copper effigy caves in, // // And far away green wings a
Skins // // Sedimentary;
discarded sleeves and scarves // // The sandy bend that was my elbow,
is plucking the flunked corpse:  // //
discarding the moving-you- // // over-the-face-of-the-water wings, //
// // a child-like smile almost // //
discernable beneath the map // // of her skin, like // // an unmade
o his // // Point of the ring, without
disclosing the secrets // // He holds to his chest.  // // Wrists, sh
// // Augmenting the fourth line with
discordant violence.  // // The angel-song, the music of the spheres /
a trolley through the stacks // // Of
discounted washing powder and // // Garish Christmas wrapping paper,
Hail, Holy Houston:  A
Discourse on the Anxiety of Mechanised Racial Profiling // // Love se
A Regrettably Cheesy
Discourse // // // // // // // Transport yourself to the moment
ls not be repulsed by the inadequacy of
discourses on mozzarella, richelieu and brie // // Fixing anyone who
// you must be nimble.  // // Later we
discover // // that that was just a sideshow: all the while // // t
ore we stagger through the exit, // //
Discover that we might yet wreck their brexit.  // //
which I float, // // Does drift away,
discovering below’t // // A pool of stillness, dotted with specs chro
d are so unkind:  // // Parse—calculate—
discuss …  I see // // In the panic hall where I’m confined // // My
verses such as this, which misguidedly
discuss vieux corse and swiss // // Had I not written this I confess
fingers entwined, // // While we help
disentangle some alphabet soup // // Served iambic, al dente, but as
rth-strewn, // // A brief interlude of
disequilibrium .  // // This pumice golem was never sacred // // In th
the // // Doors open, the // // Train
disgorging scores of ‘excuse me please’ // // As passengers // // Cr
feit silver, // // Steeled against the
disgrace of a head bowed // // By superior hands into a prayer, in th
Vicious or Virtuous?  // // Metallic
disks land on a surface // // Causing a sound more recognisable // /
eet sister of our land.  // // When you
dismiss my bitter words offhand, // // Both you and I have everything
its head along with me, // // Blankly
dismissing the old sublime; // // The dogs that passed, for the very
// // Dead gods rise and so I // //
Dispense with this your justice // // (It is not vengeance but justic
I am one of those dread ancients // //
Dispensing justice, not mercy // // I grant you, then, your justice /
he storm sullen // // Slowly starts to
disperse .  // // Take a listen, // // This is how the rain now sounds
r pressed?  // // And so the big words,
dispossessed // // by our ramshackle fumbling // // with phonemes, c
Shaw, the voluptuous Darwin, the natty
Disraeli .  // // Youth wins, // // Confines the noble beard to a //
s meeting sewing machines on (animated)
dissecting tables’, as it were.  // // But yesterday, waking early, I
eeve; we’re worn // // with waiting in
dissention and denial.  // // What will our children think, and is it
ng // // concentration until the walls
dissolved around me, the small house // // of my room washed away on
n // // Your voice, all 25 years of me
dissolving into the bed, // // The stain anxiety leaves, I cannot rem
ze.  // // But the sly cat would not be
dissuaded , // // and probably thought that he’d made it // // when h
ntre stones, // // Buried in squinting
distance , // // And his skin demarcates the Sun’s furthest edge.  //
Above it to my heart // // A crack in
distance shone—’twas my ember.  // // The flame brought me to my feet
She points to the sky.  // // Take some
distance .  // // We live in morbidity, // // Submissive or dead, //
e.  // // I stand, figureless, grey and
distant , // // My frustration, ever building, swelling, // // Oozing
nlight, over grass, towards // // some
distant point outside the picture frame.  // // What does she see?  Is
ared bookshelf // // When I see desire
distilled in the juice that runs // // From tongue to lip to lip’s co
.  One of the crowd in particular // //
Distinct , only, because it looks // // Forlorn enough to be a threat
ete desert.  // // They shudder at your
distinctive stride // // As your polished black shoes emerge stealthi
t flagons.  Flagons might indeed // //
distract me, or Suliman, from his pilaf.  // // But stay me not with r
Gaza (with chums).  // // Avoids being
distracted where it’s ‘badly impacted’ // // But meets ‘business lead
u’d slipped away?  // // The Washington
distraction must have helped.  // // So good of you to come and help u
air my grey // // scarf waving like a
distress signal—fossilised.  The camera light // // flashed seconds be
ket Square on a Friday night?  // // We
distrust this facial hair perhaps, or what it means.  // // Perhaps it
// But to tell the truth would greatly
disturb // // The poem’s appeal or mystery.  // // As the importance
// Christopher Isherwood // // Quickly
ditched Corpus // // With Berlin in mind.  // // Wrote of his life in
the jungle’s law entirely // // On the
dithering herds that daily assert // // Their dependence on this conc
f again, and fill // // the world with
dittoed offspring.  Yet it will // // occasionally not breed true.  Now
true.  Now strife: // // the different
dittoes must compete for life.  // // Another billion random changes: 
en fixed, and focuses below, // // yet
diurnal as a druid, one drinks from the Sun.  // // Threaded with thou
// the girl poised and primed // // to
dive // // is gone, sunk without trace // // to greet the water chan
oice.  // // *Section C includes a Part
divided into sub-parts each with several options describing those acti
s flesh— // // Survival does not equal
dividing .  Is this the poem?  // // They told you sharks never turned o
rteen-and-a-half mile Eden seemed to be
divine .  // // And so they thought of what two-day-old Adam must have
/ // He is reduced to an X.  // // The
divine condensed to a mere bromide.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a bore.  //
wine // // Passed up its chance to be
divine ; // // Outside our window the cedar tree // // Shook its head
Wooden // // Her walking-stick is a
divining -rod // // or an oil rig, thudding into the ground // // to
// // Your line, not for emphasis, but
division , // // Pushes me back.  You’re there, but I’m still here //
// to leave them, as the offspring of
divorce , // // with burdens that they never sought to bear?  // // It
walked through the waves.  // // Lying
dizzily on the cliffs, we listened to echoes upon echoes // // of the
ten pity // // For their lovely Prince
Dmitry // // Who had crowned their lives with grace.  // // They came
and adaptive and it’s free:  // // The
dodo royals are dragged about the town // // And rhyme’s extinction m
Apple Sunday // //
Dog -days in autumn—what other days were there, really?  // // All thre
an // // ultra regna terra.  // // Now
dog , did re-venom Eden // // infidel beg!  // // Am I putrid, raw //
al Hadad, I submit.  I lie to you like a
dog , like Shaitan or Kafir soft in your ear, and I can change. if it w
last seconds // // like the one whose
dog slept on // // their chest to keep it warm // // or the ones hol
tiersmen stand and watch // // Elbowed
dog -wise against the rumour // // Of Africa.  // // The sky stretched
wine?  // // Has she guessed that this
doggerel , painfully wrought, // // Pretentious and meaningless, is on
then my mouth will praise you. the wild
dogs cry out in the undulating skink night, “mother will never underst
dismissing the old sublime; // // The
dogs that passed, for the very first time, // // Were kindred panters
montre la Lune, l’imbécile regarde son
doigt .  » // // // // Point A.  Point B.  // // Starting in A going t
and busted city slickers on // // the
dole , unshaven merchants, and // // the acne-crusted vicar’s son— //
he poem?  // // The smallest matryoshka
doll is always so hard to open.  // // Hold it to your ear, do you hea
// cellophane sea and scattered // //
doll -like bodies, their tiny faces // // far too clear.  // // A wave
The Christmas
Dolls ’ House // // A house gestated in paternal love // //
r, not daring // // To step beyond our
domain , // // Not much caring // // Whether there was a // // World
be out of fashion nowadays— // // The
domain of eccentric professors or men with knitted jumpers // // (big
// // Two book-ends bracket our shared
domain : // // the start, the lobby of a Greek hotel // // in summer,
Tridente, 10th September // // With
domes at our backs— // // the city ragged like old // // lace, all b
/ // In scratchy biro ink.  // // Each
domestic heirloom bearing // // The curly script of a generation //
ught of what two-day-old Adam must have
done :  // // Alone in brand new Paradise with infinite-ish time.  // /
is // // always something I could have
done differently.  // // There is // // nothing // // in between.  //
is // // always something I could have
done differently.  // // You tell me there is // // no possibility of
p your cards in hand after you’re quite
done ; // // Discard and shuffle quickly if you’re clever // // And f
e of sleep // // When all our wars are
done , // // Falling towards the verge of sleep // // Where, lying si
could stop the mar // // Of what we’d
done from turning sour, while // // Sweet like shalimar // // Played
[What have we done] // // What have we
done in this, our darkest night?  // // To what forgotten forest are w
// // my deer, at the railroad, // //
done .  ‘It’s him’ you said // // and I could hear in the quiet // //
, // // A farewell kiss and then we’re
done // // One last kiss,—and another one— // // Perhaps just one mo
ch specimen, // // Like one might have
done sitting in an omnibus or hackney cab:  // // ‘That one is too lar
Forgive me!  // // I know not what I’ve
done !  // // This passion!  // // Compassion!  // // I will surrender
, // // A farewell kiss—and then we’re
done , // // We know we can’t go on like this…  // //
] // // A farewell kiss—and then we’re
done , // // We know we can’t go on like this.  // // Farewell—farewel
[What have we
done ] // // What have we done in this, our darkest night?  // // To w
ruled their ambitions, now dead and now
done with // // since no-one remembers—no— // // nobody heard from t
faithful.  // // Lover, brother, I have
done you wrong.  // // Only an infidel writes thirteen lines.  // //
downstairs, put on the tea.  // // Ding
dong , ding dong, merrily.  // // We enter mass to bands of brass, //
put on the tea.  // // Ding dong, ding
dong , merrily.  // // We enter mass to bands of brass, // // We stand
e and a flavour of their own:  // // So
Donne is sharp and Geoffrey Hill is sour // // Larkin ascerbic, Tenny
nd souls of any given room // // While
doomed to perish are humble verses such as this, which misguidedly dis
, past sloppy kisses // // And out the
door .  // //
into a peaceful sleep: a gate, // // A
door , a light, a face, the clouds ’come snow // // Appear and I do ch
// After the grip of the hinge of the
door — // // After the blood has been wiped from the wall— // // Afte
// None came.  Time passed.  She left the
door ajar— // // She thought she’d heard the breath of the unknown— /
er or sent, // // so we’re locking the
door and we’re losing the key.  // // If you aimed a card, or a note,
r’s son— // // the old podiatrist next
door , // // ‘Eternal Footman’, snickers on, // // dribbles in excite
.  // // Another having naught but shop
door front, // // Who shivers cold in sleeping bag at night // // Lo
t away // // From the elm- // // Wood
door , not daring // // To step beyond our domain, // // Not much car
Philae // // The
door of the south, // // Where frontiersmen stand and watch // // El
/ // If I can only reach the red front
door , porridge warm with honey // // sits upon the stove, and my Gran
hoose to open all, // // The gate, the
door , the face, the light, I fall // // Upon a bed of compact mist, a
hungry dear fox // // Do not bloody my
door , there // // Is nothing for you // // In this night.  Redshift /
of the unknown— // // But through the
door there only swept a gust // // Of fumes and dust and waste, and s
path // // leads from the glazed back
door // // through box and holly grown to full maturity // // to an
// But still at night, I tiptoe to the
door // // To rustle through these severed strips of love, // // An
omething seemed greater // // Than the
door we ranged // // Behind, but never in front.  // // It seemed a c
// // We scuttled around behind // //
Doors and were blown // // About by the winds of change.  // // Somet
ayer, in the back // // Of a car who’s
doors can only open from the // // Outside.  // // Despite cuff, coin
nd, // // Waiting for when, the // //
Doors clamp tight shut, like an oyster, (Would // // Someone please /
arly, I observed // // open-a-fraction
doors , down the corridors, sent shivers of sunlight in criss-cross ray
Three gay rituals // // Through
doors of luminescent playfulness, // // On Tuesdays for the boys in c
ngers.  // // Shrill beep as the // //
Doors open, the // // Train disgorging scores of ‘excuse me please’ /
ry of pain, // // as if there were any
doors still left locked // // anything not yet broken, so tell me //
/ // And an incessant nattering of the
doors that continue to open, // // The sweltering smell of morbid rec
/ The white Museum with its plate-glass
doors .  // // Through these you pass and up a flight of stairs, // //
hids.  // // I will char those swatches
dotted with herds of woollen teeth.  // // I will close your goddamn c
ing below’t // // A pool of stillness,
dotted with specs chrome:  // // The stars.  They glitter ’gainst my mi
A trifle(with
double cream) // // Dr Foster went to Gloucester // // for a summer
Double Dactyls // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Oedipus Tyrannus // //
g, puts her sneakers on, // // downs a
double shot of gin // // (needs to get her liquors on) // // gets he
// prone on a white toboggan, // //
doubling your speed, and again; // // the surprise gut-punch // // o
s so easy // // to deflate into lonely
doubt .  // // Coloured creases of downy skin // // and the tactless s
// If there had been a bird // // No
doubt she would have seen it.  // // She gazed blankly at the branches
// // So many people talking: can we
doubt // // that somewhere herein lies some deep philosophy?  // // V
ve // // over the sink. sing miserere,
doubt // // the notes, your voice too much your own. believe // // t
needs, (all fame, // // all hopes will
doubtless end in shallow // // graves), share confessions of their sh
g of sugar petals, // // The rising of
dough , // // The rolling of crusts.  // // The revival of lifeless ha
my eye as I enter the kitchen: // // a
dove , sprawled wide in its this— // // is-my-beloved-son yawn.  // //
e coming dark, // // Impounded in some
Dover Lorry Park.  // // Uncase the Camembert, bring out the Brie, //
/ handbag, puts her sneakers on, // //
downs a double shot of gin // // (needs to get her liquors on) // //
/ Hark! the herald angels.  // // Float
downstairs , put on the tea.  // // Ding dong, ding dong, merrily.  //
agnant recess overfull trickling // //
downwards to slug lickings on empty bird box // // with flightless eg
onely doubt.  // // Coloured creases of
downy skin // // and the tactless scratch of green biro.  // // I hav
Café oh late // //
Doze on my arm while it fades, // // Sodium light slit sliding throug
h champagne on the nightstand, and four
dozen roses I once destroyed.  I’m up in the woods, now. it’s good in t
A trifle(with double cream) // //
Dr Foster went to Gloucester // // for a summer spin— // // and like
orrowed eyes seeing // // some earlier
draft of things, // // lost in a cold, particulate light.  // // Is t
d it’s free:  // // The dodo royals are
dragged about the town // // And rhyme’s extinction means egality.  //
/ // insinuate up from the city // //
dragging their ledgers and pens // // for the annual nil return.  //
r priest came // // who stood over the
dragon // // speaking powerful words // // not a reader of riddles /
ined at the centre // // of the world,
dragonlike , I was, I think, // // less a hatchling, head under my own
Here be
dragons // // Wake as three screams take // // Flight, from window t
the end, the moment life just seemed to
drain // // away from you, in those last days of pain, // // another
tones // // skittering onto the // //
drain cover // //   // // … // // above us // // white stars pierc
the case.  // // “It’s been a fiasco, a
drain on our taxes.  The // // tendering process was not at all fair.
where.  // // The lights are going out,
drain one more glass // // Reflect, despairing, that all things must
// // Now I cut new rivulets // // to
drain the chains of pools that lace the spreading sands and soft mudfl
the waiting lists are long, and you are
drained . // // the billows settle low, cold as a curse, // // but th
drip-drip-drip of drying plates on the
draining board // // as you pray for strength, head in hands, // //
reproduction.  (Fleshly reproduction is
draining .) // // The quick, brown fox sticks his hot sharp stink in o
// And her, sobbing, while our future
drains away.  // // She stands, hunched and weary, too tired // // To
ered trees // // Like water flows down
drains .  // // If there had been a bird // // No doubt she would have
om time to time, consent a tawny arm to
drape .  // //
as a muscle, // // is as much an altar
draped in bells and mistle- // // toe as an instrument whose strings
n the corner, madly // // yellowed and
drastic ; there’s a word // // for the desire to look in the windows o
er than // // Words.  Each man seeks to
draw eyes to his // // Point of the ring, without disclosing the secr
and musicians and mathematicians // //
draw from an ancient well of that which can’t be spoken, only sung //
ungry old cat (Siamese) // // tried to
draw out a mouse with some cheese.  // // But his scheming was built o
e // // Before those wretched wreckers
draw the line // // That severs, and condemns us to decline, // // B
rig, thudding into the ground // // to
draw up lubrication for her joints.  // // Or it’s a tree long bereft
d the notes // // Oh onwards, onwards,
draw us on // // Into the ever-flowing flow // // And let us fall, a
n fifty-five; // // The man, Bologna’s
drawing -master.  // // He lives a quiet, four-cornered life, // // Po
/ // (as I peer at you sideways // //
drawing my thoughts along your wooden wave-shapes // // dipping into
inged seed has taken root, // // Those
drawings I made years since // // Of shapes pinnate and toothed, //
tween the colours of the flames.  // //
Drawn by warmth, I came to see you, // // which I do.  You look back a
f wedding favours // // And a line not
drawn on paper.  // //
elved, // // Her thoughts, like chairs
drawn out from table’s edge, // // Awaited those who knew how to be g
Sodium light slit sliding through part-
drawn shades, // // Liquid time daubed on air’s pale vellum, // // U
tays unfinished.  // // One last breath
drawn , shakily, then I end something // // For the first time.  // //
The last breath out is the first to be
drawn .  // // Under the window, on the patio table, // // a kestrel i
wonder why he draws // // When all he
draws are pots and pans, // // Pitchers, kettles, glassware, cruets,
ouse.  // // The townsmen wonder why he
draws // // When all he draws are pots and pans, // // Pitchers, ket
/ // Boughs form an arch, the painting
draws you in // // Under its framing fringe of rich green leaves, //
final breath?  // // I am one of those
dread ancients // // Dispensing justice, not mercy // // I grant you
th shiftless sorrow, restless, rootless
dread .  // // Instead I wake to warmth, to find you sleeping, // // M
tomach // // Is the fear, the absolute
dread of what may be.  // // Words run slipshod, all across the page a
heard the reply and it was terrible and
dreadful and silent // //
ong Time She Stands There, Given To The
Dreadful Clouds Crossing The Stars, Racing To Nowhere // // And you’r
uit and gown, would death have seemed a
dream ?  // //
// slowly, I’m about to knock when the
dream drops my hand through // // the air, and back to the little roo
// “Sleeper awake, the darkness was a
dream // // For you will see the Dayspring at your waking, // // Bey
nights between inky uterine nights—I’d
dream : // // my index finger extended in front, walking in a straight
.  // // Certainly, he would never even
dream of eating meat // // that he had dropped on the floor (by accid
s I give to you.  // // Drift, despair,
dream // // Of lips never to kiss // // There’s none to hold you //
Haunch-heaving and panting // // they
dream of their freedom, // // of succulent grass // // on the height
Hercules et Oracle // // . // // lose
dream // // or sever // // Sov’ran // // ultra regna terra.  // //
orbinladenbombingssuicide // // Ah, to
dream perchance to sleep …        Brrng!  Brnng!  // // No time for that
emory?  // // Is it a memory or another
dream // // That golden afternoon in which we walk // // Together th
r son within // // Wakes, to return to
dream —the // // Stars will wait for him.  // //
looks up, // // thinking aloud like a
dream , // // ‘There are some days,’ she says, // // ‘when the rails
ass ring on and // // on—the noise the
dream -world appropriates for its own // // but you Break it with a sm
t last, // // you’re out.  And though I
dreamed I saw // // your coming in the night, I can no more // // cr
I’m still here // // Where I’d always
dreamed of staying before // // Everything snapped and you left, you
d and embellished around you.  You began
dreaming // // as the train travelled through snow and ever nearer to
// and every night I watched your mind
dreaming // // before my unconscious swallowed me like an ocean of bl
, sleeping, dreaming.  // // I am still
dreaming ; everything breaks over me in waves.  // // Like a seed liste
s // // And chases whispers through my
dreaming head; // // Dry voices sift and fall in ash and cinders, //
f staring at the sea.  Waking, sleeping,
dreaming .  // // I am still dreaming; everything breaks over me in wav
our letters arrived, tangible amidst my
dreaming .  // // I huddled by the flickering fire and read it with my
be nothing—maybe she // // is pensive,
dreaming , lost in reverie.  // // And the artist who is showing us the
think of that January morning together,
dreaming // // of nothing as we walked through the waves.  // // Lyin
alling asleep in the hope I would avoid
dreaming // // of you.  The thoughts still hurt.  Like bruises, existin
// nil desperandum.  // // Bannockburn
dreaming – // // this is their Balaclava – // // heroic but futile,
ear is sleeping within // // cyclizine
dreams , // // and I am reminded of yesterday’s wonder: // // a choru
// They rustle through me in my waking
dreams // // And so I’ll have a heart-, a head-, a handful when // /
ore sleeps, more sleepless nights, more
dreams // // more seasons bleeding into seasons.  // // Just not so m
it nice?’  // // Everybody occasionally
dreams of apocalypse.  // // Sometimes your routine just gets a bit mo
and Freud said you’re everyone in your
dreams .  // // Of course I’ll continue to sing, because you do crazy t
t we miss or forget, // // waking from
dreams of the house in my head, // // that old haunt still knocking a
ner like the living things?  // // With
dreams you wake, and feel as if you’d never shut your eyes, never ever
// With wings too heavy to fly // //
Drenched in the love that screamed from my veins // // When you pier
// down through decomposing leaves and
drenching mist.  // // This is where the good things go to die.  Light
go on then, treat ourselves to a fancy
dress daydream // // and puff that renovation brick-dust from our lun
diaphanous sea // // Of her Victorian
dress .  // // She sits still above the mantelpiece // // In my Nan’s
der you.  // // You look so nice: fresh-
dressed and still warm from // // Your bath—calm as the sun’s unknowi
ls, // // attending prayer // // and,
dressed for dinner, // // waiting for the gong // // and one day to
round the Cambridge crematorium, // //
dressed for the occasion, // // we read the flower-borne messages //
red // // if she’d pictured // // her
dresses // // being brought back here, // // her son thinking // //
The Other Side of the Line // // “I
drew a line under you today.”  // // You spat in my face.  // // And s
th black, what if one day all the books
drew blanks?  // // There’d be nothing to write about for one.  // //
il the Lord of Liberty arose // // And
drew the temple down on English tongues.  // // Huntsman, lord of a th
e biscuits, the chairs, the cat, // //
drew up rotas, tidied up upstairs, // // let the flower-arrangers in
‘Eternal Footman’, snickers on, // //
dribbles in excitement // // licks his lips and gets his slippers on
And expire with the curse of your name
dribbling from my lips // // And clotting on my neck.  // // I know n
yew needs
dried blood in spring // // blood ancestry // // phantoms // // gra
oots wait // // for spring // // when
dried blood scatters // //
from the window, impassive // // Blood
dries quicker than paint // // But all the wide obliging sea // // N
spotlit laughing on the pavement // //
dries to sighs in seconds.  // // It’s so easy // // to deflate into
/ Never to taste, never to touch // //
Drift amidst the scattered echoes // // Of long forgotten lust; //
the cloud on which I float, // // Does
drift away, discovering below’t // // A pool of stillness, dotted wit
eps slipping // // to the ghosts which
drift behind me, // // swaying in a Finnish tango // // to the ship’
tice) // // This I give to you.  // //
Drift , despair, dream // // Of lips never to kiss // // There’s none
g that day.  // // Sometimes at night I
drift .  // // Small and high up.  // // With my hands I try and cut th
test measure even, // // Breaks in the
drill and rhythm of a bell…  // // Were I to wake alone I would be wee
.  // // You reach across and still the
drilling bell // // And stretch and yawn and kiss me.  All is well.  //
Drink and be merry // // Fur     fire    and we are safe against the
losed against the great grey sky // //
drink ! and be merry!  // // Green spindles stick to socks    a silent
the snow from your coat, uncle— // //
drink ! and be merry!  // // Hymns rattle around the silverware    cade
afe against the cold, cold night // //
drink ! and be merry!  // // Warm, mellow bread breath    chanting   an
// // Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t
drink anything without it.  // // You know what I mean.  // // Course.
s, and this time with Champagne, // //
Drink down the last few bottles that remain, // // As though delirium
kcap, and dark brittlegill // // And a
drink for you, fungus, and your magic fruits— // // And so to the mag
/ ‘I’ll take your coat.  Ehud will fix a
drink .  // // How was the flight?  Few noticed that you’d slipped away?
he very medium of their work.  // // We
drink in language with our mothers milk // // But poets curdle words
ns // // The world forced us // // To
drink , potions which // // Were excellent (Minus // // Perhaps their
Come fill the cup, we’ve little time to
drink , // // The ship of state’s about to plunge and sink, // // Pou
are    cadences vibrate the port // //
drink to Christ! and be merry!  // // Sanitized warm parsnip smells  t
er goose   and the great pudding // //
drink ! to Christ! and be merry. // // silence   unspoken fear    grit
nd the queen’s speech, naturally // //
drink to Christmas! and be merry!  // // Turkey on a platter from John
d sauce and incongruous prosecco // //
drink ! // // to Christmas! // // and, please, be merry.  // //
breath    chanting   and a song // //
drink to winter! and be merry!  // // Fat boar bubbling in oil spit, a
n oil spit, and the lamb is bled // //
drink ! to winter! and be merry. // // joy, pride swelling in the bell
humour—I’m used to humour.  // // Yeah. 
Drink water?  // // Can’t drink anything without it.  // // You know w
’m perched inside an open window // //
drinking coffee that leaves rings // // slowly absorbed by paper //
// // Of freedom and equality, // //
Drinking the potions // // The world forced us // // To drink, potio
/ the sourness of their own oceans.  But
drinking warm earl grey // // tea with you, all I could taste was pur
elf, realise // // That Life’s not all
drinks deals and drunken romances.  // //
low, // // yet diurnal as a druid, one
drinks from the Sun.  // // Threaded with thoughts that thistle-scratc
morn, // // Affirmed by sun, love, and
drinks // // Tell me, is there anything worth more // // Than the li
cers.  Damp teatowels.  // // The steady
drip -drip-drip of drying plates on the draining board // // as you pr
Damp teatowels.  // // The steady drip-
drip -drip of drying plates on the draining board // // as you pray fo
/ // In the undergrowth.  // // Silent
drip -drops of water from pelt.  // // Soundless patter of padding paws
in.  // // If half-formed thoughts will
drip // // From the lips of this voice // // Like saliva onto the pa
teatowels.  // // The steady drip-drip-
drip of drying plates on the draining board // // as you pray for str
oken shards, // // All that remains is
dripping blood // // And an empty frame.  // //
their babble: tongues, their diphthongs
dripping , from // // their lips and // // their mother tongue the to
shed dust from your eyes, // // Blood
dripping from your next cigarette, // // And we feel bored and lazy,
e anticipated ending stretches forward,
dripping hungrily on the path // // Like rain.  Staining stones darker
he kitchen floor and the leaves off the
drive , // // do the Sainsburys’ run, give Mum a call, // // and look
n, devour and swallow her whole, // //
Drive her mad within the recesses of your rabbit’s hole.  // // Teach
roof always down.] // // I have to go. 
Drive safe.  // // I will, don’t worry.  // // [I’ll try, don’t worry.
// at the railroad crossing // // the
driver yelled ‘quiet’ // // we kept on talking // // I noticed the s
// // When from the trees in Girton’s
driveway come the caws // // Of rooks opposed to any sawing of their
ings that are gone // // Since we went
driving in your parents’ car.  // //
dunes on the windshield.  // // We went
driving in your parents’ car // // And didn’t stop until we’d gone so
For A.  // // We went
driving in your parents’ car // // Out to the desert, // // Sweet li
ching the floating moon.  // // We went
driving in your parents’ car // // To see if we could stop the mar //
// a paper-shower of life: // // your
driving licence, swimming // // awards, your grade three flute— // /
sheet, and withdraw, // // Back to my
drooling muse, because // // When I write a poem, I can be // // Jus
aying yes.  // // Even the plane tree’s
drop -earrings // // Have almost reached their seventy-percent // //
the sun seems spent:  // // The blasts
drop like a shutter’s blink and break // // The moment when the child
g at his chin’s peak.  // // Orange dew
drop , // // Promising and frightening and // // Does anyone notice t
s that the age of legends is reduced to
droplets of pity wept by the few that can see your footsteps in the st
his Whiskas // // while the dear mouse
dropped dead of starvation.  // //
dream of eating meat // // that he had
dropped on the floor (by accident) // // simply because it was so exp
inhale the air that you’ve // // just
dropped .  // // This is where I hide below // // your ever-reaching s
l // // excise officer takes to // //
dropping by unannounced.  // // Catch them at it— // // there must be
glory of it— // // The warm egg // //
Dropping from the golden heaven of her vent // // Misshapen, shitten,
e that water made of stone.  // // Away
dropp’d all my fat as up I rose, // // Away dropp’d loosen hairs, my
my sweat it froze // // And fell, and
dropp’d beneath, pass’d ’neath my toes // // To endless death, rinsin
’d all my fat as up I rose, // // Away
dropp’d loosen hairs, my sweat it froze // // And fell, and dropp’d b
/ // so passed I through, life’s ocean
dropp’d on me, // // and with my brittle bones and star roll’d dice /
rains great, warm // // Mediterranean
drops .  // //
space for years—It makes no sound as it
drops .  // // I replay too detailed memory waiter’s goodbye, smile of
nfinity of the other // // As the tree
drops its leaves like yellow coin:  // //             NOW // // and  
owly, I’m about to knock when the dream
drops my hand through // // the air, and back to the little room wher
In the undergrowth.  // // Silent drip-
drops of water from pelt.  // // Soundless patter of padding paws.  //
// // Spoon cuts crimson flesh // //
Drops spray silent // // Zest bittersweet scent // // Syrupy fingert
of man’s best effort at defence // //
drops thirty feet into a hole.  // // Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One
ld my weight.’  // // But every step it
drops you down // // into soft snow, up to the tops // // of your gu
s off from the rest of // // Humanity,
drove a rut // // Between our consciousness // // And the light beyo
ou drown, // // Kid.  She swims and you
drown .  // //
oon, they loved it enough to not let it
drown , and so I was safe.  And so I started swimming and swimming, and
orrigible night // // in which sailors
drown at sea because I let the glass ring on and // // on—the noise t
ld.  // // Get over it.  You swim or you
drown , // // Kid.  She swims and you drown.  // //
ar anything else // // And nothing can
drown out this voice and its words.  // // But then you look around //
unspoken— // // She hopes to watch you
drown .  // // When you exist outside of me // // Am I the waiting wel
// // Or parroting particulars // //
Drowned in champagne.  // // The carnival has come to town, // // The
/ // our exquisitely ice-etched selves
drowned , like ice cubes // // in scotch, or scotch in a stomach.  //
He can run, he can swim—he’ll never be
drowned .  // // You strike him and deep crystal bass-notes resound.  //
ercolours splattered my sleeves and the
drowning page.  // // Absentmindedly I missed the jar of water, swirli
, particulate light.  // // Is this the
drowning which was meant?  // // My tilt-shift vision // // of Prospe
My bones grow Ache and Lack; // // But
drown’d out is their path—it floats adrift.  // // They crumble in ato
// // A girl on a stool // // high on
drugs // // up a hill // // could hardly translate // // for a snak
focuses below, // // yet diurnal as a
druid , one drinks from the Sun.  // // Threaded with thoughts that thi
// The boat rocks on the water like a
drum .  // //
// In while the branch outside knocks,
drum -like, // // Pounding out a rhythm in harmony with cold machinery
and deleting, admit my ugly want as the
drummer // // sweats because it’s supposed // // to hurt and the cro
// // Into direction mapp’d by playing
drums .  // // One knife’s whisk’d out my hand, flies back and falls; /
ile night // // brings rumbling forest
drums that cry vanité! // // vanité! tous n’est ce que vanité!  // //
/ Stiff from the night before and still
drunk // // I shackle myself to the peddles and roll along quietly //
lt child”; // // the next: “getting so
drunk is a waste of // // my time, the college’s time, the porter’s t
uminated in slow motion // // And I am
drunk on vertigo // // when I picture him as St.  Sebastian, // // Na
// That Life’s not all drinks deals and
drunken romances.  // //
// // From some controll’d explosion: 
dry and charr’d, // // Destin’d to be the waste fate does discard.  //
th.  Feel the water return // // to the
dry ground.  Let the cooling dark // // settle around and about, under
/ // you pray for rain, but no relief. 
dry -heave // // over the sink. sing miserere, doubt // // the notes,
/ // There, the sound of boots make me
dry heave.  // // South of here, the sun will shine, // // And throug
t covered in the slack: time to let it
dry .  // // Now I cut new rivulets // // to drain the chains of pools
kywards, extending // // The lows into
dry soil.  My path has not yet led // // In one direction or the other
rot from inside out // // And will not
dry // // The boat rocks on the water like a drum.  // //
ispers through my dreaming head; // //
Dry voices sift and fall in ash and cinders, // // In acrid conversat
ls.  // // The steady drip-drip-drip of
drying plates on the draining board // // as you pray for strength, h
changes: all // // —or almost all—are
duds .  Nevertheless // // ten thousand different species rise and fall
erhanded; // // its pupils were graves
dug amid sapphires…  // // Of course its parents were disappointed //
lidays, // // we chopped and sawed and
dug and then set fire to // // the produce of our labours.  // // A b
// My eyes obscured by wash, I blindly
dug // // My place, lifting my molten body’s mold // // By hand, har
he properties of a property so woefully
dull .  // // Are we not glad it was an epic cause the Greeks and Troja
s, // // To find the case and lift the
dull brown cover // // To see, at first, your image in the glass.  //
ent source of grace, if from // // the
dull hearts habit made can grow // // this flower—momentary and no— /
remain, // // As though delirium could
dull the pain.  // // But out there in the dark we know they lurk, //
by childish hands // // Giving a final
dull thud as they fall to the ground.  // //
ellent (Minus // // Perhaps their mind-
dulling // // Concoction which // // Constricted our mulling // //
g through accretions of the past // //
Dully and daily deleting, whatever is not next // // Sneering, and sn
rings sing of souls hurt.  // // Blind,
dumb , deaf upon the pedestal of a saint, // // by touch and instinct
a-jack-in-lieu-of-an-ace; // // You’re
dumber than most, and that’s a hell of a lot // // There are no limit
eces:  // // He turned out a bore—I was
dumped on the shore // // And now I have wed Dionysus // //
imagine // // (your contours like sand-
dunes // // against the beige of my fingertips // // against the str
On the radio, the sandy scar // // Of
dunes on the windshield.  // // We went driving in your parents’ car /
e fir // // and silver birch along the
dunes that run // // between the marshes and the sea.  The sun // //
e milk jug from bank holidays // // At
Dungeness Lighthouse; // // The rusty sweet tin of icing tips, // //
Night she sulks, // // Two cigar butts
dunking themselves // // In the undergrowth.  // // Silent drip-drops
// lull brown, // // deep among your
dusk // // heavy sockets. rust // // me down // // within the crepu
stop until we’d gone so far // // That
dusky silence hit // // Sweet like shalimar.  // // We were all alone
e only swept a gust // // Of fumes and
dust and waste, and she was left a- // // mid the disappointing debri
// The table and children and paper and
dust appear // // Recycled as the morning’s front-page news, // //
boots, water breaking // // into damp
dust around my knees and my smile breaking // // into laughter, befor
Its shadow to bloom // // In the vast,
dust -filled // // Maria of a hidden // // Moon.  Now your shadow //
m // // and puff that renovation brick-
dust from our lungs.  // // Blown away through our empty sails, over t
through torn curtains.  // // You shed
dust from your eyes, // // Blood dripping from your next cigarette, /
oof of our labour.  // // After the red
dust had settled // // (at least for a while) // // We asked ourselv
x goes ahead of him, leaving him in the
dust .  He revels joylessly and mechanically in the perfection of his th
// And the probiotics, // // And the
dust illuminated between // // My optic nerve and all those that seek
knowledge.  // // I think again of coal-
dust in the chest.  // // If he who fell at Passchendaele had seen //
rests. like malagas // // through the
dust it only // // digs deeper. // // clinch my neck between your fi
rim; the Pleiad mass // // Of gas and
dust that veils, then flickers past // // A Milky Way of twinkling ro
// And hands recall hands from silent
dust .  // // The mis-struck stone.  The blade which breaks.  // // The
ne of bodies on the table in // // The
dust -white room are children.  // // Part of the news they lie upon, t
Poof!  // // Another metaphor turns to
dust .  // // With a casual pop-culture reference, // // She turns to
would banish this rubbish to the first
dustbin I met // // And the moral of this, as readers will foresee is
el is propped up all ornamental, // //
dusted cogs very still above sleeping bodies.  Our grist is long gone /
sed // // Squeezed into the frame, the
dusty sepia.  // // We are terrified of what the beard might hide, //
cold coffee left, // // And there’s no
dusty sheets or torn curtains // // Or your voice.  // // And, I wish
when the sun // // presses through the
dusty window // // to fade the colours of the carpet, // // and peop
pt of a generation // // Framed by the
dusty yellow // // Of that marvellous invention, // // The post-it n
ine as we present our offerings.  // //
Dutiful eyes, obedient lips, // // Voices synchronising in prayer.  //
of your rabbit’s hole.  // // Teach her
dutifully that // // A woman fallen has no reason to live, // // But
maids, // // my needlework, // // the
duty to be paying calls, // // attending prayer // // and, dressed f
poem?  // // In the Marianas, old souls
dwell in robber crabs, // // But still their young steal shells to hi
ith every page // // of the novel that
dwindled between your hands, as the deep blue // // sky darkened and
rust remains // // Of another autumn’s
dying .  // // But now the planes are suddenly spread.  // // Over the
rs // // Of bushes, trees, and living,
dying flowers.  // //
y orbits we must keep // // Around our
dying sun, // // Falling towards the verge of sleep // // When all o
in the true sense: // // beating mind
dying with beating body.  // // Five minutes after our hearts stop //
in poetry, you could save // // these
dying words with your // // endless life.  I wondered if your // // t
e of the Beats // // I’d be Kerouac or
Dylan // // If my muse were only willin’ // // I’d be On The Road,
, // // And the loneliness breeds like
dysentery down every corridor, // // And everything becomes impinging
ad of finlandia swiss, gubbeen and brin
d’amour ?  // // And had Hamlet said ‘Forsooth, I must punish my uncle’
l’esprit
d’escalier // // I keep remembering today, // // As in, // // Today
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d’Oiseaux :  // // Trying to make you love me again // // Is like nota