The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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ink it’s out of choice.  // // *Section
C includes a Part divided into sub-parts each with several options des
// You claim I would have read Section
C * // // more thoroughly // // if I’d truly intended to avoid fallin
This Boy’s in Love—Section
C Part 2b (i-ixx) // // I fell into it by accident.  // // A barrier
e done sitting in an omnibus or hackney
cab :  // // ‘That one is too large, too small, cut close or not at all
ailed memory waiter’s goodbye, smile of
cabbie ; // // Ambient objects.  // //
nsides, // // By the abjected charging
cables , // // And my missing teeth, // // And the probiotics, // //
your beauty.  // // Glacial.  Tangled in
cables .  // // Spirit, they’ve vanished!  // //
.  // // I close my eyes and feel their
cacoons grow // // More pink, more soft, and in this tired state //
nes speak out— // // add to the road’s
cacophony .  // //
d // // My thoughts are a maelstrom, a
cacophony , // // Crashing, shrieking, // // Half longing, half cauti
nes speak out— // // add to the road’s
cacophony .  // // Through air and ether people mutter, shout, // // v
// Now I wish that I had, the arrogant
cad , // // But time passed—and I hadn’t a lot on.  // // Concluding t
cestry // // phantoms // // graveyard
cadavers // // spicing the soil // // iron rusted // // pump valves
ries // // nestled within each bite of
Cadbury’s , // // so bring on the celery.  And a slice // // of cake
/ Hymns rattle around the silverware    
cadences vibrate the port // // drink to Christ! and be merry!  // //
ernovae; helium flame // // From Alpha
Caeli’s rim; the Pleiad mass // // Of gas and dust that veils, then f
th anglo-saxon attitudes // // then to
Caerphilly came.  // // They lingered long in Leicestershire; // // r
Café oh late // // Doze on my arm while it fades, // // Sodium light
opard-like // // Within the corrugated
cage .  // // The petrified wood // // Of my great-grandmother’s rolli
// The word-worm breaks from the bone-
cage // // The word-worm encircles, tightens its coils, and the words
/ // Her chest, like mine, heaves with
caged spite // // Threatening to escape.  Getting nowhere, I stare //
er head, // // To afford the crowns of
Cain , the trademarks of Hester, // // Until she falls dead.  // // O
at he’d made it // // when he chose to
cajole her // // with fresh Gorgonzola … // // but the thing is, she
// —in muesli, say, or maybe Christmas
cake , // // or more appropriately, Suliman’s pilaf.  // // But stay m
g on the celery.  And a slice // // of
cake was suicide, and sugar mice // // were a tensed trap, and truffl
// and scraped the mud off of her own
caked shoes.  // // The feet that passed here have passed away.  // //
lives with grace.  // // They came with
cakes , they came with flowers // // They came to strew his grave with
ut all you can see through is a pierced
calcite skin, bloody ingrown nails and an incorrection.  Adonai, Adonis
tions posed are so unkind:  // // Parse—
calculate —discuss …  I see // // In the panic hall where I’m confined
// // Of the skull, once scorched soft
calfskin , // // Now burns blackened words into dead wood; // // Crem
wrenches words to verse // // Scorched
calfskin with meaning // // Of the skull, once scorched soft calfskin
// do the Sainsburys’ run, give Mum a
call , // // and look up flight-times for your daughter’s plane.  // /
took you away, at night I lie awake and
call .  // // I think about the time we met, how long ago // // It was
the world of which you’re made.  // //
Call nothing common in the earth or air, // // Accept it all and let
// // For these are the things we can
call our own.  // //
// and sharpen their needling, // //
call out their managers, // // rule up their ledgers, // // and ente
ecision of reason.  The true poet, who I
call the major man, is a man of night, revery, and murmuring, a man of
they find and are not found.  // // Re-
call the river-tongues from Alph to Styx, // // summon the summoners,
s play.  Then dared // // A young voice
call : ‘who’s that?’ and no-one knew.  // // You joined relations that
you to feel the same, but— // // I’ll
call you back soon.  // // Warmth in 5 o’clock dark, // // You smell
sion to // // Pseudonymous-ify:  // //
Called himself Woody, // // And promptly found fame.  // // Higgledy
ck to your house.  // // I remember you
called me a diamond in a world of coal.  A light // // through the mis
se make it soon, because I think I just
called you God.  // //
High and clear and far, the song // //
Called you; in triune harmony you ascended.  // // Amended death.  I wi
// Look up, look up, my love—the sky is
calling .  // // Dark shapes are calling each to each: a throng // //
sky is calling.  // // Dark shapes are
calling each to each: a throng // // moves north against the fading e
eam // // Is somehow a beginning and a
calling ; // // “Sleeper awake, the darkness was a dream // // For yo
eedlework, // // the duty to be paying
calls , // // attending prayer // // and, dressed for dinner, // //
Arms stretched as sundown.  // // Echo
calls of words unspoken— // // She hopes to watch you drown.  // // W
ed and still warm from // // Your bath—
calm as the sun’s unknowing light, // // New but not news, a sign tha
é, // // that a hand-grenade of barbed
calories // // nestled within each bite of Cadbury’s, // // so bring
down.  I get unbelief. one day I will be
calx and cure, what’s inside will be me.  // //
of pain, // // another summer, home in
Camberwell .  // // Between the endpoints there were many days // // —
der fluorescent light.  // // Autumn in
Cambridge , and the stars wouldn’t shed me as much light // // as they
/ drops thirty feet into a hole.  // //
Cambridge , circa 1966 // // One cold winter’s afternoon // // we wal
e best:  // // To get inky fingers in a
Cambridge college // // And pilfer the noble classes’ ancient knowled
t’s everything you’d expect // // of a
Cambridge courtyard: // // the library, the chapel, // // the fluste
iano piece.) // // Standing around the
Cambridge crematorium, // // dressed for the occasion, // // we read
Fitzwilliam Museum,
Cambridge // // I translate Greek words from a slab of stone // // t
e.  A yellow glare: // // 222 deaths in
Cambridgeshire last year.  // // People finding their way home.  // //
// stilled, and out of the heart // //
came a song of our first // // spring; an ache and burn.  // // How s
ompact // // No more as to the warm we
came , and roll’d // // Away to join my sweat and flesh below, // //
// The boy without a face.  // // July
came , and the woods grew pretty // // Local people left the city //
/ let the flower-arrangers in when they
came at one, // // locked up behind us when we left // // and then w
// // I don’t understand why you never
came back.  The waves // // always return to comfort the shore.  The pa
last for days and days.  Each morning I
came down, // // expecting to find it cold, but every day // // the
/ and finding // // the man // // who
came forth // // from the earth // // had something to say // // th
e I wonder // // Just exactly where it
came from // // And if it’ll happen again.  // // If half-formed thou
, as you might think, but by It.  Poetry
came from It, as we do not really know how to create poetry or account
u began to feel like echoes, // // you
came home.  Measuring the miles decreasing with every page // // of th
ic // // Mother Earth.  // // But they
came // // nonetheless // // the feeble // // the old // // the ra
// So when the silver thief (who always
came // // on Thursdays) took our memories, why did // // he stoop t
the riddle himself // // and the poor
came // // the feeble // // the rabid // // the lame // // looking
/ // The closer to the hope-made sky I
came .  // // Then, as a blacksmith finds his mold self-grown, // // M
xon attitudes // // then to Caerphilly
came .  // // They lingered long in Leicestershire; // // red was the
streets of late modernity.  // // None
came .  Time passed.  She left the door ajar— // // She thought she’d he
f the flames.  // // Drawn by warmth, I
came to see you, // // which I do.  You look back at me.  // // The mo
Silence // //
Came to stay one day.  // // Unpacked her bags, // // and hung her qu
kes, they came with flowers // // They
came to strew his grave with boughs // // But in the darkening hour t
Later, of course, // // another priest
came // // who stood over the dragon // // speaking powerful words /
ned their lives with grace.  // // They
came with cakes, they came with flowers // // They came to strew his
race.  // // They came with cakes, they
came with flowers // // They came to strew his grave with boughs //
// POLONIUS By th’mass and it’s like a
camel indeed.  // // HAMLET Methinks it is like a weasel.  // // POLON
/ // We were all alone with our // //
Camel lights watching the floating moon.  // // We went driving in you
at cloud?  That’s almost in shape like a
camel .  // // POLONIUS By th’mass and it’s like a camel indeed.  // //
ome Dover Lorry Park.  // // Uncase the
Camembert , bring out the Brie, // // The precious freight that crosse
ak // // Of bones to pick up.  // // A
camera lens whirs to focus on a hunched // // Body.  One of the crowd
like a distress signal—fossilised.  The
camera light // // flashed seconds before waves flooded my boots, wat
lie—innocently // // Staring past the
camera’s smitten gaze, // // While Bush stares out from under you.  /
well-thumbed // // Edges— // // Their
camouflage of grease spots // // Leopard-like // // Within the corru
/ // Briers grew about his head // //
Campions covered his outspread hair // // And mildew took the place o
then slope down towards // // A still
canal , laced with rust that blooms // // From old fashioned, swan-nec
rails.  I’m not such a mug.  // // I’ve
cancelled his buses, no more will I pay for—and // // now on the brid
flowers for a suffering friend // // —
cancer , poor dear, we’ll keep her in our prayers— // // sweep the kit
rally quite poorly attempted, with many
candidates not able to understand fully the situation being studied.  A
on being studied.  A large proportion of
candidates only attempted the first part and were unable to earn any o
akes oblations // // Of shorn hair and
candle wax, to the saint; // // The ram-head of the corpse cracks a s
slow as moonrise // // Sung beside the
candled tree.  // // It was so for my childhood too // // When my eye
myself like honeycomb.  Wax might create
candlelight , // // but for now my light is stored, and the slightest
the choirs pass.  // // Gaudete.  // //
Candles glowing through stained glass.  // // O little one mild.  // /
d! wriggling life! a name! love!  // //
Candles , hats—shake the snow from your coat, uncle— // // drink! and
t we have any power to light // // One
candle’s guttering sickly flame // // And peer.  Myopic view, fragment
[Hidden behind the
candyfloss burps] // // Hidden behind the candyfloss burps of hey and
dyfloss burps] // // Hidden behind the
candyfloss burps of hey and how are you, // // Concealed beneath ‘I d
s of the world:  // // Its fag ends and
canisters of laughing gas.  // //
t.  Rendered absurd— // // warmed by un-
canned laughter and crackling fire-breath // // (Sound-bites for both
g crudely over cor- // // al, usurping
canoes claim to the crests, each sullen swelling rock- // // ing him
cresting over cor- // // al, usurping
canoes control of the crests, each rippling roll rock- // // ing him
.  // // Her white hand weeps about its
canopy , // // and her clipped trunk is an ash boomerang.  // // Old w
/ // Feel the fire.  Spread out a green
canopy // // in the warming sunlight.  Soak up the rays and the air.  /
g been away, I can still see // // The
canopy of green fingers tickling the clouds // // And the saffron-yel
, // // Wherefrom they bounce onto the
canopy , // // Sprinkling their light through ground, through sky, thr
golds replace the greens.  Now throw the
canopy too // // to the winds, let it whirl away // // into the encr
// // And flowing across the virginal
canvas of the page was the fluid skill of the masterful mage // // So
ke beads loosed from tassels // // the
cap of each i let lavender and thistle // // sprout from its neck, t
contain nothing more than their visible
capacity // // So that cheese is not sorely missed from the criticall
the right.  And rising left // // the
Cape Cod house’s painted clapboard side.  // // At centre, as if growi
Cape Cod Morning // // Almost accidental, but carefully composed:  //
her just would guess.  // // In Eastern
Cape men show their worth by rite, // // Both those who fit and those
r model excludes gravitation.  // // Da
capo // //
ewn the floors today: quicksand clumps,
capsized melon cubes, stranded sea monkeys // // Maybe they patterniz
unseen by their neat // // nihilarian
captors .  // // The nilherds sense nail-break // // and sharpen their
metaphors and simplistic similes // //
Capture all of my love and describe it // // Badly.  // //
herds encircle // // to make their nil
capture .  // // For this year there’s no nil return.  // // Nil Return
stand restless with suspense // // to
capture the flight and fall of // // the girl poised and primed.  //
Since we went driving in your parents’
car .  // //
// // We went driving in your parents’
car // // And didn’t stop until we’d gone so far // // That dusky si
lickers on // // the switch, grabs her
car -keys, // // handbag, puts her sneakers on, // // downs a double
ossy blackness // // Of Dad’s funereal
car .  // // Later, unpacking, // // I find a history— // // My histo
// // We went driving in your parents’
car // // Out to the desert, // // Sweet like shalimar // // On the
// // We went driving in your parents’
car // // To see if we could stop the mar // // Of what we’d done fr
into a prayer, in the back // // Of a
car who’s doors can only open from the // // Outside.  // // Despite
/ // The patterns the night frosted on
car windows // // will be water and unremarkable in the morning warmt
// misting in the middle of a cracked
caramel carpet // // a burial mound where boots crunch beech nuts //
// // TWO // // Columbus was the end,
caravels crashing crudely over cor- // // al, usurping canoes claim t
ONE // // Columbus was the beginning,
caravels cresting over cor- // // al, usurping canoes control of the
e losing the key.  // // If you aimed a
card , or a note, or a cry // // too carelessly into the hopeful abyss
// // The box arrived— // // Crumpled
cardboard , // // Raw-edged— // // Wrapped within the glossy blacknes
il Charge // // High above desk-jockey
Cardiff // // the wild wind // // from the heights of Gwyngachu, //
e clear.  // // Play your men like your
cards , dear, and never // // Keep your cards in hand after you’re qui
cards, dear, and never // // Keep your
cards in hand after you’re quite done; // // Discard and shuffle quic
She’ll stone you back // // Without a
care .  // //
// I noticed the sign said // // ‘take
care , ail road’ // // ahead, on the rail road // // a deer had stopp
, would pursue his creation with // //
care and affecting mathematic precision to // // better her dear husb
eterate absentee, // // he never could
care for the sender or sent, // // so we’re locking the door and we’r
// // Conditioned corpse.  A quality of
care // // That might have saved you all those years ago.  // // Con
s ranged all around // // —they little
care .  // // Voices far across the valley sound // // through still,
’ homes, // // but I don’t remember or
care what it is.  I never could // // meet anyone’s eye.  // //
Long into night we’re sitting tired and
carefree // // In the darkness of no-brand car’s back seats.  // // F
y it should. // // resent the years of
careful compromise, // // the hours spent washing bathroom tiles of b
uitar filled the room with the sound of
careful echoes.  // // Even now I remember little of reading The Waves
Between your body and the world.  // //
Careful , things might fall // // Where the senses cannot feel— // //
d Morning // // Almost accidental, but
carefully composed: // // the sky behind the trees beyond the meadow,
my Nan’s seaside semi.  // // Each item
carefully labelled // // With owner and origin immortalized // // In
Ebb tide // // First I
carefully let go // // just as far as I can reach // // the flotsam
und.  // // He’ll never lose time, he’s
carefully wound.  // // A finer example will never be found.  // // Hi
a card, or a note, or a cry // // too
carelessly into the hopeful abyss // // please come and claim it—take
r.  // // She’d this need for a bull to
caress her.  // // Left me stuck in a maze to the end of my days // /
ith a sigh that page surrendered to the
caresses of that pen most famously tender // // Forever stained with
/ // Should I let myself sink into the
caressing depths // // Or fight to the lung-stinging surface?  // //
step beyond our domain, // // Not much
caring // // Whether there was a // // World beyond to explore.  //
// // Drowned in champagne.  // // The
carnival has come to town, // // The breeze is on vacation as // //
ting in the middle of a cracked caramel
carpet // // a burial mound where boots crunch beech nuts // // and
indow // // to fade the colours of the
carpet , // // and people come in, // // binbag-laden // // with mum
hair // // Then my bare feet on coarse
carpet , // // I hit what I head for // // And study my imprint.  //
nished, sanded, rooted into cold // //
carpet ) // // there is simply nothing to connect you to your former s
loors, // // Through spaghetti-stained
carpet // // With a smile, plastered on my face, // // As I traced o
not to forget // // Stockings   spongy
carpets   the window clad in lights, closed against the great grey sky
// As I pour with them into the // //
Carriage , step across the gap // // Between the train and the platfor
there.  // // Only an infrequent ferry
carries me across, // // Reluctant.  // // He holds his generosity hi
r cluster // // In clouds and tides to
carry // // In light like a welcome guest.  // //
been a very bad move.  But don’t panic,
carry on.  // //
eins weren’t pumping acid yet, // // I
carry on, as though I’m craving more.  // // My shoes have turned a wh
eate Cocytus and Pyriphlegethon, // //
Carrying your burning wails into Acheron // // Your river of woe and
birthed!”)—children at play— // // The
carter’s mare as she wheezes on through; // // The triumphant honk of
e wishing bone // // Hall in Bones and
Cartilage has shown // // the furcula might prove a midline split //
the castle mound, // // swelling with
cartoon vigour from the surround- // // ing shops and offices, has se
to me // // That any given Aztec would
carve a prayer // // Into a child’s chest, and tear out his heart //
ng—Ondine.  // // But finding a form to
carve // // to remember you by is hard.  // // It is not that forms o
are empty on the inside.  // // I feel
carved out when I accept.  // // He maps out his face and hair // //
weed takes root and // // Its appetite
carves sharp to sign the paper, // // Cleave the land.  // // In a ti
t with Blight, // // Whose knived line
carv’s out a trace, a Well // // Cascading in with all its mights to
free // // In the darkness of no-brand
car’s back seats.  // // Fresheners’ smell is the only thing we can se
The angel then sings out, “Amen, // //
Casablanca’s on again.”  // // Play it, Sam.  // // BBC1, half past te
heart embarking on its sea.  // // The
cascade I had ’fore in-gazed faced me, // // Wide-as-the-horizon, an
ber // // And, half in mind, Ascent of
Cascade start.  // // Behind the flow I knew there to be ice, // // F
line carv’s out a trace, a Well // //
Cascading in with all its mights to Hell?  // // The vapours held betw
a flight of stairs, // // To find the
case and lift the dull brown cover // // To see, at first, your image
ear infant guilt.  Fruitless to plead my
case // // into that microphone I could not reach, // // high on you
// gets the Red Margaret to look at the
case .  // // “It’s been a fiasco, a drain on our taxes.  The // // te
; and four wax-white earplugs // // in
case one snored too loud.  Two bashed half-hearts, // // the Valentin
sleepless nights, clutching your pillow
case , wishing those ‘thoughts’ away, thoughts that are not yours.  In y
t saw in me a magician // // Who could
cast a bronze bull to let his Queen pull, // // And commit all her si
Over Easy // // I don’t wish to
cast any aspersions // // upon your nature, the way you nurture, //
Hill today // // past the old motte, I
cast away // // all such signs.  May the new // // and broken morning
e.  // // His hair is a lustrous shadow
cast by earthly forms of that abyssal goddess.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a
ehow you fill your name already, // //
Cast in white marble by two gentle breaths.  // // How different we lo
demons rise, // // Let him without sin
cast the first stone, // // Let her without skin be the first to cry.
se // // And small black-stoppered oil
caster .  // // The year is nineteen fifty-five; // // The man, Bologn
reat shakes.  // // So, plummeting down
Castle Hill today // // past the old motte, I cast away // // all su
/ // During these slow nine months the
castle mound, // // swelling with cartoon vigour from the surround- /
like that of Hercules // // On plaster
casts .  // // No longer when walking down the street can one compare e
// That forges, through its surge, the
casts of forms— // // Icons for us—of weighed and measured mass // /
night, // // when dawn is stuck in its
casual delay.  // // All letters not claimed will be chastened to ash
ofessionals, // // Shirts meticulously
casual .  // // His humour still hasn’t crawled // // Out of the bathr
r metaphor turns to dust.  // // With a
casual pop-culture reference, // // She turns to leave the polystyren
his father, prisoner of war // // Then
casualty of blue austerity; // // Just so my father, labouring before
n purple sage to lie.  // // A Cheshire
cat accosted them, // // then walked his wild way // // alone.  In S
/ put out the biscuits, the chairs, the
cat , // // drew up rotas, tidied up upstairs, // // let the flower-a
nd his hat in the dark so he put on the
cat instead.  // // Columbus was the end.  He left the quiet dawns behi
ry judged he was not fed.  // // So the
cat sat, so thin and impatient, // // but then… bittersweet jubilatio
ght you here.  // // Three X-rays and a
CAT scan for an air- // // Conditioned corpse.  A quality of care //
iling of the Cheese // // A hungry old
cat (Siamese) // // tried to draw out a mouse with some cheese.  // /
ust made her sneeze.  // // But the sly
cat would not be dissuaded, // // and probably thought that he’d made
bell in a burning crucible.  // // The
cat yowls, and it all comes // // Beautifully crashing down, // // L
Catalogue d’Oiseaux:  // // Trying to make you love me again // // Is
e // // I at least want to be rendered
catatonic by the impact.  // // I want someone whose smile makes the s
// the matter’s so compacted it won’t
catch .  // //
cross the road (no joke in that) // //
Catch at only half way there.  // // Feathers blacken and unpeel // /
ank statements and embrace, // // Will
catch me this time and make me Mrs.  // // I’ll-settle-for-a-jack-in-l
riting ‘is this the poem?’  // // Words
catch my mouth, bitter as lightning—is this the poem?  // // The cicad
In search of // // I
catch myself thinking while writing ‘is this the poem?’  // // Words c
I, // // demurely stripped, // // I’d
catch Nick’s eye // // and he’d be gripped.  // // I thought he’d itc
ave clods of wet grass. // // cowbwebs
catch on tongue and mesh eyes // // blinking on a pimpled trunk // /
thinking, the fuck will they do if they
catch the what, water?  Why would aquarium be a freshers’ event?  // //
// // dropping by unannounced.  // //
Catch them at it— // // there must be moonshine.  // //
he desk and away, // // And you try to
catch them in the net of your head, // // But deep and troubled the h
// // The sash rattles up // // then
catches .  // // I clamber clumsily // // into the slow // // black t
the impact, white on the window, // //
catches my eye as I enter the kitchen: // // a dove, sprawled wide in
t mercy // // Is the spider’s web that
catches the spider?  // // All is not yours to surrender // // I take
ere near Chester, // // the fog lights
catching great dark shoals // // of rain, algorithmic complexity //
lame, // // Reduced to an inability to
cater // // For our inner selves.  Pressured into // // Insanity, we
ll at my gran’s house, // // The full,
Catholic -size family, // // Cramped into the front room // // Like c
brute grace, // // then passes, // //
catseyes like bouquets // // thrown into the night behind us.  // //
o our whim, or how the light // // was
caught .  After time we found coffee and wine, // // a waiter who looke
ed with her would-be saviour // // and
caught his eye and struck him blind and dead.  // // A winged beast ca
reet-side window the octogenarian sits: 
caught // // in the—“today there’s been fifteen homicides and sixty-t
t small hole through. // // the marble
caught the glass, // // where the sun rises.  // //
to lupine-winds, fire burn and chthonic
cauldron bubble.  Incorrigible night // // in which sailors drown at s
ore to know’.  // // Imprisoned in this
cauldron we must know // // How miniscule we are, before we form //
s time to warm up, and can, apparently,
cause a rash, // // But you’d roll your eyes and tell me we’re late f
n!  // // He was filled up with bliss, ’
cause // // he tracked down his Whiskas // // while the dear mouse d
er, // // was because she had no other
cause , // // no-one else to spend her days // // watching, and so th
.  // // Are we not glad it was an epic
cause the Greeks and Trojans fought for, instead of finlandia swiss, g
linger // // On the stirring of senses
caused by your palm on mine.  // // I’ll keep these unspecific love po
Metallic disks land on a surface // //
Causing a sound more recognisable // // Than ever before.  To tell the
g, shrieking, // // Half longing, half
caution .  // // Should I let myself sink into the caressing depths //
primatura of your skin; // // delicate
cave magic revealed // // by the flickering torch // // of a heartbe
ings at surge; // // and I in my belly
cave singing // // to the rib-dark sky, larking my demiurge.  // // G
Perhaps it seems archaic, rather like a
caveman or some troglodyte.  // // We are too sophisticated now, // /
d: // // tree aspark and fizzing, in a
cavern // // so unknown but home.  // // Ah but before little hands c
a’s memories discarded, a copper effigy
caves in, // // And far away green wings are flying—is this the poem?
ay any attention.  // // She’s too busy
cavorting around space, gay as Galactus, // // Blowing out more stars
the trees in Girton’s driveway come the
caws // // Of rooks opposed to any sawing of their trees, // // Choo
t cry vanité! // // vanité! tous n’est
ce que vanité!  // // But, creeping further in, she finds a tree // /
o bear?  // // It’s not as though we’ve
ceased all intercourse.  // // In truth I’d not part now, no more woul
/ // on the heath, // // Releaseless,
ceaseless .  She // // sighs to my teeth.  // // Deafness, I watch the
repeating // // DO i have to, without
ceasing , // // without rest or break? // // i WISH that i could slow
e divine; // // Outside our window the
cedar tree // // Shook its head along with me, // // Blankly dismiss
tt begins Omeros with cutting down some
cedars :  // // We shudder here with the jarring noise of chain saws, /
// So good of you to come and help us
celebrate // // Completion of our necessary task to fight // // And
te of Cadbury’s, // // so bring on the
celery .  And a slice // // of cake was suicide, and sugar mice // //
with trust, meaningless fucks and love
celestial .  // // Two-faced words incarnate, bastard breed of loathing
sion // // of Prospero’s storm:  // //
cellophane sea and scattered // // doll-like bodies, their tiny faces
// She turns to leave the polystyrene
cemetery , // // Blonde hair flicking like a snake’s tongue.  // // Bu
in a wild part of the old South London
cemetery .  // // Perhaps I should plant // // some box or holly.  //
Centaur // // Black on white on black // // In your suit, you’re urb
use’s painted clapboard side.  // // At
centre , as if growing from the clapboards, // // but grander far, a c
re, // // but as we intertwined at the
centre // // of the world, dragonlike, I was, I think, // // less a
ier trod.  // // His eyes are deep dark
centre stones, // // Buried in squinting distance, // // And his ski
s run not to time // // But to a vivid
centre — // // There stands a tree // // Radiant in its being.  // //
ened into rock // // third, freeze for
centuries until // // crystallized into meaningless // // serve cold
[A still life, with
ceramic vase] // // A still life, with ceramic vase // // And small
ceramic vase] // // A still life, with
ceramic vase // // And small black-stoppered oil caster.  // // The y
/ // (She had chosen the music for the
ceremony // // —a Schubert piano piece.) // // Standing around the C
awash in blooms, arching heavenwards in
certain praise // // state His glory.  This land I name, La Trinitaria
hem, // // Breaking their sheen into a
certain shade // // Particular and unrepeatable.  // // Some golden e
has nothing to be ashamed about.  // //
Certainly , he would never even dream of eating meat // // that he had
t dancing on this face?  // // Than the
certainty of a familiar shore?  // // Please, allow me to fade this wa
// life.  They are too few.  // // Birth
certificate .  // // Death certificate.  // // I want to see the rest: 
// // Birth certificate.  // // Death
certificate .  // // I want to see the rest: // // a ticker-tape parad
riggle our toes in bits of old bran and
chaff // // mixed up with sawdust from our new cut beams!  // // We’r
s her skin.  // // In Cheddar Gorge the
chaffinches // // were twittering.  The twain // // with anglo-saxon
as you try to disappear.  // // Now the
chain is a thousand daggers, // // Piercing you, making you scream.  /
you won’t // // Because the wave is a
chain , // // Keeping you from moving, // // Clanking, as you try to
shudder here with the jarring noise of
chain saws, // // Beginning to write essays that in some wise start t
I cut new rivulets // // to drain the
chains of pools that lace the spreading sands and soft mudflats: time
g me as I sleep, // // from the wicker
chair .  // // I need not say anything because // // she fills the sil
Wicker
Chair // // My Grandmother sits in the corner.  // // There is a chai
e.  The room is empty.  // // There is a
chair there, made of wicker // // For her to perch on.  // //
r sits in the corner.  // // There is a
chair there, made of wicker // // For her to perch on.  // // I am ly
umes shelved, // // Her thoughts, like
chairs drawn out from table’s edge, // // Awaited those who knew how
ache on floors, // // Perch on arms of
chairs , // // Settle into laps of relatives.  // // Fields of Athenry
stead— // // put out the biscuits, the
chairs , the cat, // // drew up rotas, tidied up upstairs, // // let
latter.  // // I don’t want to align my
chakras ; I want to them to shatter.  // // I’m sure it’s not abnormal.
ed utterly into pits // // Girded with
chalk and bone.  // // Tarweed takes root and // // Its appetite carv
or // // Magog?  Tell // // me of cut
chalk and // // turf scalped red, ley lines and hillforts, // // inv
on.  // // Body aching, waiting, for my
chalk outline.  The last mark I’ll make, // // White and pure, unlike
mountain, // // turn and bellow their
challenge // // from the rim of their ridge.  // // Recasting the bal
giant is the figure who succumb to Its
challenge .  He slows down, stops, waits, pontificates.  Time and flux go
ell, while a translucent team // // of
chameleon shrimps held a whiskery love-in and hoydenish // // bivalve
to you, and you’d made me a cup of tea—
chamomile tea—because I was cold.  And although you’d been sat there fo
// Re-fill my glass, and this time with
Champagne , // // Drink down the last few bottles that remain, // //
through an alley with keef, kefir, with
champagne on the nightstand, and four dozen roses I once destroyed.  I’
parroting particulars // // Drowned in
champagne .  // // The carnival has come to town, // // The breeze is
dren to look after— // // there was no
chance for her to follow him.  // // There was a week of waiting while
s; I’ve lost my way; // // I’ve had my
chance —I have no more— // // I’m waiting on tomorrow’s world; // //
ready and the wine // // Passed up its
chance to be divine; // // Outside our window the cedar tree // // S
// Yet, time allowed, what seems fine
chance will be // // And, likewise to two falling trees, my bone, //
and get old saint // // George of the
Chancel to throw in some too.”  // // So the project proceeds with a l
were built.  // // All humans feel the
change // // And, if we look, we can still see.  // // Great stone sh
k, // // ‘and watch the street outside
change , // // and the people // // change, and the weather // // ch
de change, // // and the people // //
change , and the weather // // change // // like friends with time.’ 
esire for Truth, something that doesn’t
change and they can have.  Consequently, they died as they lost touch w
will make you fall in love easier I can
change for you.  I will be your umbilicalised hero. correct and reposse
are achingly familiar.  // // —‘Please
change here, for…’— // //
an or Kafir soft in your ear, and I can
change . if it will make you fall in love easier I can change for you. 
/ The air they shine through breathes a
change in them, // // Breaking their sheen into a certain shade // /
; // // She has to clamber out.  // //
Change // // Is what she has chosen.  // //
e // // change, and the weather // //
change // // like friends with time.’  // // Everything’s easy.  // /
ree.  A timed renaissance, I // // Must
change my heart, must build my soul anew.  // // As old as the oak, as
one of many.  // // All humans feel the
change .  // // Seeking the return of the light, // // Great stone shr
/ Strip off the civility // // And you
change skin; // // Are more and less than human.  // // I read the un
s nest, snuggles down somehow.  // // A
change , some things remain, I must be heard // // I must be free.  A t
ries.  The vital stress // // expresses
change .  Some variant has found // // how good sex is—to mix the genes
were blown // // About by the winds of
change .  // // Something seemed greater // // Than the door we ranged
d to see how it all turns out.  // // I
change the disc, it is not a record (I did lie to you once), // // An
t as often as him trying to teach me to
change the laces in my shoes, // // Increasing in frustration exponen
ou stagnate and // // fade, longing to
change the world?  // //
A child’s voice deepens, // // Like a
changeling held // // Over the flame, some strange trapped, // // Un
for life.  // // Another billion random
changes : all // // —or almost all—are duds.  Nevertheless // // ten t
n   ripped apart.  // // Then the light
changes or goes out altogether // // and I can’t quite remember the f
‘Yes,’ I thought, ‘nothing ever // //
changes .’  I wondered // // if she’d pictured // // her dresses // /
s every minuscule alteration— // // By
changing everything.  // // Tiny fingertips.  // // (The winners in he
nd primed // // as she flees the water
channelling below.  // //
without trace // // to greet the water
channelling below.  // // And you, voyeur, // // approach the ledge t
// she jumps // // to meet the water
channelling below.  // // Held aloft by spray // // she floats above
neath her feet // // to meet the water
channelling below.  // // The crowds stand restless with suspense //
ry!  // // Warm, mellow bread breath    
chanting   and a song // // drink to winter! and be merry!  // // Fat
imitive, musical, and Dionysiac.  Nature
chants in nonsensical monosyllables; its nonsense pierces us at once w
rming, breaking, forming // // ordered
chaos with a raucous song:  // // A thousand geese are flying into nig
on // // (spokesnake?) // // for old,
chaotic // // Mother Earth.  // // But they came // // nonetheless /
idge courtyard: // // the library, the
chapel , // // the fluster of lights // // in windows of work-stale r
silver crunching aphids.  // // I will
char those swatches dotted with herds of woollen teeth.  // // I will
// // Lounging on a bench or pew, some
character in a play // // With Brian Blessed // // Squeezed into the
of their trousers rolled, // // I need
characters like Tennyson, // // Who improve, like port and venison, /
ing, // // hooves pounding // // they
charge …  // // Ah!  Nihilist nil, // // nil desperandum.  // // Bannoc
// // // // Nil
Charge // // High above desk-jockey Cardiff // // the wild wind //
/ // Adrift on waters // // Stagnant,
charged , ion wet, // // The pumice golem // // On and off again, //
d by my insides, // // By the abjected
charging cables, // // And my missing teeth, // // And the probiotic
s me eat a peach?  // // Time’s warring
chariots can clatter by— // // we have the earth, the water and the s
The pace is always // // slow, // //
charitable , // // sad.  // // ‘Yes,’ I thought, ‘nothing ever // //
In a
charity shop // // Sat behind the counter, // // old watches spread,
s exciting), // // But I turned on the
charm : made her help me to arm— // // And reel in my return once I’d
From some controll’d explosion: dry and
charr’d , // // Destin’d to be the waste fate does discard.  // // Yet
// // We have the vote, // // a royal
charter too, // // no need to hide behind anon // // or to reflect a
es dance and turn, // // The startling
chartreuse yellow, // // Translucent as childhood fever // // Which
wind blows about our windows // // And
chases whispers through my dreaming head; // // Dry voices sift and f
ur! more glorious to spend yours // //
chasing what’s cheap, than choose to slow down, // // it tumbles, tre
// // All letters not claimed will be
chastened to ash // // and the smell of their burning will herald the
s so often taught that you could // //
chat in verse, speak in poetry, you could save // // these dying word
Pimm’s // // I taste the hum of pub
chatter // // And the tang of good-humoured sweat // // Along with t
s—already // // between the end of the
Chatterley ban // // and the Beatles’ first LP; // // strangely, tho
us to spend yours // // chasing what’s
cheap , than choose to slow down, // // it tumbles, trembling, traces
house.  // // I always regretted, felt
cheated by // // that twenty-minute hiatus.  // // But the fire bore
while trying to turn a phrase // // or
check a reference on-line.  // // This is the en-suite life.  // // I
u wongaboy – // // since you forgot to
check if I was versed // // in things grammatical, your bubble burst.
// That can’t be right.  // // Let me
check the textbook again. // // 2, said half-jokingly on holiday in S
tch!) ticking // // Boxes on an Apollo
checklist ; stuck at some point, still.  // // Don’t worry Karl we have
/ so milk-white was her skin.  // // In
Cheddar Gorge the chaffinches // // were twittering.  The twain // /
r now vacant stomach // // Her blushed
cheeks moistened with my tears.  // // Momentary flashes of white coat
ives his back to the smiters // // His
cheeks to them that pluck out the hair, // // His spring is come to s
.  Gaza, 1 March 2009 // // Now we must
cheer , for Blair is here.  // // After two years’ pay, this is the day
it and cheerers of hearts— // // And a
cheer for you, inkcap, and dark brittlegill // // And a drink for you
and plum // // Be bearers of fruit and
cheerers of hearts— // // And a cheer for you, inkcap, and dark britt
a bloody chore.  // // I’m trying to be
cheerful , but can’t fain it:  // // With every line I hate the bugger
/ // brings a thought that is far from
cheering : // // that while the past // // will last and last, // //
tuff immortality is made on.  // // Not
cheese .  // //
alking talked— // // but never once of
cheese .  // //
The Failing of the
Cheese // // A hungry old cat (Siamese) // // tried to draw out a mo
with supreme imagination to create from
cheese an immortal sensation // // However, no man has dared to extol
ts as hard and cold, as they very thing
cheese ! as it is growing old // // They want the superb, the surreal,
ium // // Poets have been silent about
cheese // // Because whilst every subject is the message.  // // Che
// tried to draw out a mouse with some
cheese .  // // But his scheming was built on // // her fondness for S
n their visible capacity // // So that
cheese is not sorely missed from the critically acclaimed world of the
Cheese is the medium // // Poets have been silent about cheese // //
t every subject is the message.  // //
Cheese is the very medium of their work.  // // We drink in language w
r ankles.  // // Lunch was hard, strong
cheese // // taken amongst the bums // // in the silence of exiles. 
that men can desire more from art that
cheese // // They want their soul to be gently stroked; they want the
asting the words themselves lke cottage
cheese // // To Eliot, difficult, in cold collations // // Crumbling
nt would he dare suggest that an ode to
cheese would have been the best // // No, in fact I am sure we all ca
A Regrettably
Cheesy Discourse // // // // // // // Transport yourself to the
ged mastery with silence // // For had
cheesy words ravaged the page, then never would they have been engrave
ough; // // Here’s to you, damson, and
cherry , and plum // // Be bearers of fruit and cheerers of hearts— //
e angels were the first to fall, // //
Cherub and Seraph spiralled down // // In circling curlicues of sacre
// // on purple sage to lie.  // // A
Cheshire cat accosted them, // // then walked his wild way // // alo
ld carve a prayer // // Into a child’s
chest , and tear out his heart // // Like it didn’t belong there, beca
stay.                    Wishing for a
chest .  // // I am here.  // // This is me.  Period.  // //
/ // I think again of coal-dust in the
chest .  // // If he who fell at Passchendaele had seen // // My suit
m stuck // // In my throat.  // // Her
chest , like mine, heaves with caged spite // // Threatening to escape
e to explain, sheltered by the brimming
chest , // // the shivering sceptic, afraid, at last, of ghosts?  // /
the one whose dog slept on // // their
chest to keep it warm // // or the ones holding hands // // as the s
sing the secrets // // He holds to his
chest .  // // Wrists, shackled by counterfeit silver, // // Steeled a
56, // // heading west, somewhere near
Chester , // // the fog lights catching great dark shoals // // of ra
e found herself immortalised.  // // If
Chesterton had been present would he dare suggest that an ode to chees
es of that revered pen.  // // Not even
Chesterton would find it hard to believe that men can desire more from
Cramped into the front room // // Like
chestnuts in an oven.  // // Bums ache on floors, // // Perch on arms
net // // You always said you’d sooner
chew nettles // // than touch anything branded by Nestlé, // // that
ays it’s stubble or baby-faced gangster
chic , // // How many Walts do we see in Market Square on a Friday nig
The
chicken and the egg // // I live!  Un-ownable, not made: revealed.  //
about the arse // // Eating us out of
chicken feed.  // // But that was to miss the glory of it— // // The
count your chickens // // … but if the
chicken // // is just the egg’s // // way of making // // another e
Don’t count your
chickens // // … but if the chicken // // is just the egg’s // // w
did // // he stoop to brass?  Why do I
chiefly mourn // // that little gap where we had always kept // // y
such Jungian subtext— // // you are a
child a gang of children you // // are scales beneath a sheepskin you
ars whispers, “I just think of him as a
child ” and I can bend and break when you want to snap me. cleanse me w
ywards, cut clean.  // // I am the moon-
child broken free, // // Losing mother and maternity.  // //
priced, // // hunch-huddled, // // a
child -like smile almost // // discernable beneath the map // // of h
nk and break // // The moment when the
child looks and the lens // // Looks and the newspaper image blithely
names:  // // It is:  The Virgin and her
Child ; // // The Mother and her only Son.  // //
// next head: “bet you were a difficult
child ”; // // the next: “getting so drunk is a waste of // // my tim
ute // // Remains a vivid memory of my
childhood days.  // // Now far from home, I wonder if new children mig
hartreuse yellow, // // Translucent as
childhood fever // // Which once spelled time so slow.  // // I hear
like I’m // // Experiencing that first
childhood snow.  // // Humming show tunes to test my voice // // Or l
e candled tree.  // // It was so for my
childhood too // // When my eyes searched frantically, // // blotted
to branch, preserving those // // Old
childhood traditions of tree climbing delight // // Fruit eating and
The streets of London slalom like your
childhood’s playroom mat, // // And Rome and Paris too have roads tha
// Golden, swollen mangoes unpicked by
childish hands // // Giving a final dull thud as they fall to the gro
ards to compare, // // Men, women, and
children all.  // //
ion messy shards.  // // The table and
children and paper and dust appear // // Recycled as the morning’s f
/ // (“She’s birthed!  She’s birthed!”)—
children at play— // // The carter’s mare as she wheezes on through;
// Now far from home, I wonder if new
children might // // Monkey-like prance from branch to branch, preser
table in // // The dust-white room are
children .  // // Part of the news they lie upon, they can’t // // Loo
ention and denial.  // // What will our
children think, and is it fair // // to leave them, as the offspring
s // // Could never refuse us its ripe
children to eat // // For, if it could, it would feed even Tantalus. 
crowded hospital.  // // There were the
children to look after— // // there was no chance for her to follow h
Christmas day.  // // Men and listening
children // // Wait for the ring of a bell, // // hush, presents, cr
btext— // // you are a child a gang of
children you // // are scales beneath a sheepskin you are crow’s //
ztec would carve a prayer // // Into a
child’s chest, and tear out his heart // // Like it didn’t belong the
Flight, from window to shadow // // A
child’s voice deepens, // // Like a changeling held // // Over the f
// The cloud shadow passes, but in its
chill I remember - // // What if he had got that knife in?  Is this th
// // but grows into ice as my hair is
chilled // // by all the breath of Russia // // (even the kitchen si
As examiners so cruelly, // // In the
chilling hall where I’m confined, // // Tell us to start the task ass
// Become an open singing-bowl, whose
chime // // Is richness rising out of emptiness, // // And timelessn
ight in criss-cross rays // // wedding
chimes of line and light that got through to me.  // // I don’t always
// Meanwhile, the wind whistles in the
chimney .  // //
/ // Nor his watching from the window,
chin -heavy // // Will sweep away this red refuse.  // // Blood dies q
/ // The only thing a beard hides is a
chin .  // // Perhaps we’re scared to look history in the face, // //
rin, // // we'll make you a new one of
china and tin.  // // After your hipbone, we'll put in a ball // // o
// and behind // // shelves of chipped
china .  // // I smiled.  She was right.  // // The rails were like //
r each cracked piece // // Of souvenir
china :  // // The white and yellow honey-pot // // With matching spoo
wisted everywhere.  // // Though, via a
chink a softer glare // // suggests I need not now despair // // but
ms // // Into a bead collecting at his
chin’s peak.  // // Orange dew drop, // // Promising and frightening
d(not a concrete poem) // // After the
chip from the front of your grin, // // we'll make you a new one of c
ers // // and behind // // shelves of
chipped china.  // // I smiled.  She was right.  // // The rails were l
on my plate.  // // Ah! this one looks
chipper —it’s bigger and fitter // // And should keep me going for—wai
speckles of weed on the water are like
chips of dark gold // // Under the magnesium moon.  // // One night s
visitors all knock.  // // We share hot
chocolate , // // play tennis on the lawn, // // talk of equality and
Chocolate Sonnet // // You always said you’d sooner chew nettles //
ing darts, // // I wonder if I have no
choice but to be selfish, presumptuous, breakable.  // // Do I need ot
item”, // // and you think it’s out of
choice .  // // *Section C includes a Part divided into sub-parts each
iversal, standard and // // Unthinking
choice // // That makes all necessary marks.  // // Park-safe, the co
e than signs— // // Trust that the old
choices hold wordlessly.  // //
String-Theory(for Girton
choir ) // // In the beginning, // // only this, // // a sound.  //
bands of brass, // // We stand as the
choirs pass.  // // Gaudete.  // // Candles glowing through stained gl
/ // She spat the pips, for they could
choke you, yet // // She imagined swallowing them, and her tongue, //
h concrete’s piercing bars, // // Soft
choking from a jagged cleft.  // // A wax of fire—shrill waning hearts
ngachu, // // sweeps over the ruminant
chomp // // of a mutinous herd of nil.  // // Below them, the sharp-s
// // But, full of energy and youth, I
choose // // Our dialect, sweet sister of our land.  // // Our learni
louds ’come snow // // Appear and I do
choose to open all, // // The gate, the door, the face, the light, I
yours // // chasing what’s cheap, than
choose to slow down, // // it tumbles, trembling, traces mindlessly /
rper pain – // // some, having parted,
choose to wed again.  // //
nothing of the things we’d seen, // //
choosing again without design.  We ended in the same bar // // with th
ed to any sawing of their trees, // //
Choosing , building, flying, feeding in the fields, // // Walking, hop
we took a mapless walk // // at dawn,
choosing our course by instinct, taking // // left or right according
o successive summer holidays, // // we
chopped and sawed and dug and then set fire to // // the produce of o
s and enfolded into dense coils, // //
Chopped up and worn away until I forget how it sounds when you clear y
/ // As if the act of moving weren’t a
chore , // // As if my veins weren’t pumping acid yet, // // I carry
// // Why Rhyme Royal is such a bloody
chore .  // // I’m trying to be cheerful, but can’t fain it:  // // Wit
eminded of yesterday’s wonder: // // a
chorus of whispers painted on // // the imprimatura of your skin; //
.  // // A song // // Where birds once
chorused a dew bright dawn.  // // Immortality // // Is in time, our
in perfectly straight lines, // // And
chose a brand new name to give to every single one.  // //
rld.  Naming // // you was not hard, we
chose // // a name that meant all things // // that dazzle and move
at it is she sees?  The frame // // he
chose has cut us off from looking at // // the focus of her gaze: doe
hought that he’d made it // // when he
chose to cajole her // // with fresh Gorgonzola … // // but the thin
t.  // // Change // // Is what she has
chosen .  // //
// To some other wide-eyed labour-eager
chosen one // // I shall leave this garden instructionless.  // // I
rematorium.  // // This time Judith has
chosen the music, // // a Beethoven string quartet.  // // Afterwards
proper formal funeral.  // // (She had
chosen the music for the ceremony // // —a Schubert piano piece.) //
dences vibrate the port // // drink to
Christ ! and be merry!  // // Sanitized warm parsnip smells  tender goo
 and the great pudding // // drink! to
Christ ! and be merry. // // silence   unspoken fear    gritting   the
witch would show her face.  // // But,
Christ !  From the West to the East, // // All I can see is the Beast. 
of a bell, // // hush, presents, crib,
Christ Kind: // // tree aspark and fizzing, in a cavern // // so unk
irst // // Without the old sun-dancing
Christ :  // // The bread stayed bready and the wine // // Passed up i
een’s speech, naturally // // drink to
Christmas ! and be merry!  // // Turkey on a platter from John Lewis, c
gruous prosecco // // drink! // // to
Christmas ! // // and, please, be merry.  // //
place // // —in muesli, say, or maybe
Christmas cake, // // or more appropriately, Suliman’s pilaf.  // //
God’s angels // // The evening before
Christmas day.  // // Men and listening children // // Wait for the r
Wild Mountain Thyme // //
Christmas day.  // // We’re all at my gran’s house, // // The full, C
The
Christmas Dolls’ House // // A house gestated in paternal love // //
why i’m getting into
Christmas // // I’m perched inside an open window // // drinking cof
n my Grandmother’s homeland, // // The
Christmas room is readied // // By the mothers and God’s angels // /
Before
Christmas // // There are pagan echoes.  // // The supple green branc
ounted washing powder and // // Garish
Christmas wrapping paper, // // Looking for that one item on my list.
d fame.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // //
Christopher Isherwood // // Quickly ditched Corpus // // With Berlin
A pool of stillness, dotted with specs
chrome :  // // The stars.  They glitter ’gainst my mirror eye, // // A
rmer stages of my seven skins; // // A
chronicle of past unbuttonings.  // // I need these layers, this heral
// Back to lupine-winds, fire burn and
chthonic cauldron bubble.  Incorrigible night // // in which sailors d
of us, faced by the juggernaut, // //
chucked in the towel and had to join the queue // // in servile sever
y // // He finally comes to Gaza (with
chums ).  // // Avoids being distracted where it’s ‘badly impacted’ //
and black lung // // And purple dermal
chunks of coal and grit.  // // Just so his father, prisoner of war //
t // //   // // I sang my name in the
church // // I hissed my name to the cold pebbles and the cold sand /
Down through the dark towards the grey
church spire // // In to its heart : the arching apple boughs…  // //
/ the gulls, and faintly, far away, the
churn // // of waves upon the sand.  Eastwards we turn, // // along
lightning—is this the poem?  // // The
cicada’s memories discarded, a copper effigy caves in, // // And far
kink // // Night she sulks, // // Two
cigar butts dunking themselves // // In the undergrowth.  // // Silen
s, // // Blood dripping from your next
cigarette , // // And we feel bored and lazy, // // And my parents ca
Wednesday // // Another day of fresh
cigarette burns, // // not failing to hit the side of a barn // // b
/ your red coat an aegis to lift // //
cigarettes to your many mouths that // // breathe words down the phon
Iron Age bred, // // now stuck, // //
cinder at last ebb // // ignites arena morn:  // // I war dirt-up, im
// Dry voices sift and fall in ash and
cinders , // // In acrid conversation with the dead, // // whose ghos
recycled air.  // // Our viewing of the
cinema landscape in that filthy glass // // Will only pause briefly,
// Turkey on a platter from John Lewis,
cinnamon infused bread sauce and incongruous prosecco // // drink!  //
becomes a daily ritual.  // // Suffolk,
circa 1958 // // After the floods of fifty-three // // they raised t
rty feet into a hole.  // // Cambridge,
circa 1966 // // One cold winter’s afternoon // // we walk to the ed
this close.  // // The pond is a tight
circle of moon, eyelashed with heavy grasses.  // // His pointed foot
/ Despite cuff, coins and courtesy, the
circle // // Will inhale.  The peak reaching skywards, extending // /
away // // To something other than our
circled self.  // // I know the angels were the first to fall, // //
e dead, // // whose ghosts go round in
circles down from heaven, // // whose ghosts go round in circles up f
// MUST i keep on going round in // //
CIRCLES must i keep on going // // ROUND in circles must i keep on //
ES must i keep on going // // ROUND in
circles must i keep on // // GOING till i break?  // // DO i have to
heaven, // // whose ghosts go round in
circles up from Hell, // // Whose pace, within the strictest measure
nil strain – tight pressed // // in a
circlet of steel.  // // Haunch-heaving and panting // // they dream
rub and Seraph spiralled down // // In
circling curlicues of sacred text, // // Flaring in ink and paper to
in yourself, // // all those feelings
circling in my strange heart // // whose meaning will forever elude y
// // Clipped wires and frames, // //
Circuit mid-flight shorted.  // // I am unsullied by the outside, //
/ // should rest in perfect peace.  I’m
circumspect // // about my first response.  Success and joy // // may
will you trade for an eye?  AI might be
cis , white, male, hetero, // // but at least it won’t talk to me on t
citronnier // // and bakes a tarte au
citron meringuée.  // //
// takes yard eggs, flour, fruit of the
citronnier // // and bakes a tarte au citron meringuée.  // //
predictability.  // // // // In a new
city and in love, we took a mapless walk // // at dawn, choosing our
d nilherds // // insinuate up from the
city // // dragging their ledgers and pens // // for the annual nil
e and fall, // // So why does New York
City from the heavens look so flat?  // // And why do all the names so
ps through // // the window frame.  The
city is a puddle of glistening yellow and grey, // // and everybody h
rew pretty // // Local people left the
city // // Moved by long forgotten pity // // For their lovely Princ
cross the river, black and cruel.  This
city now extinguished, empty, spent; the beauty of the day submerged i
les ahead in wait // // and then a new
city .  // // Now you are relegated to observer, // // My gallery of w
Credit in the
city // // Penthoused // //
// With domes at our backs— // // the
city ragged like old // // lace, all behind us.  // // Your jeans wer
house agents’ clerks // // and busted
city slickers on // // the dole, unshaven merchants, and // // the a
e was a war.  // // There was a bitter,
civil // // war in Jordan.  // // There was a gun.  // // There was a
eal social animal.  // // Strip off the
civility // // And you change skin; // // Are more and less than hum
/ Neither fur, feathers nor scales ever
clad // // A perfectly honed piece of mortal machinery // // Like yo
Stockings   spongy carpets   the window
clad in lights, closed against the great grey sky // // drink! and be
ly // // Trinity.  Let’s alight now and
claim her in the name of God’s grace.  // // TWO // // Columbus was t
// You see it differently.  // // You
claim I would have read Section C* // // more thoroughly // // if I’
anguage does not understand.  // // You
claim it “impedes progress” and is “bland,” // // But, full of energy
he hopeful abyss // // please come and
claim it—take it back— // // you wasted ink and were bound to miss.  /
rhymes wrench’t // // sufficiént; you
claim sans rhyme it’s prose, // // obtusely count ictūs with fingers
ly over cor- // // al, usurping canoes
claim to the crests, each sullen swelling rock- // // ing him closer
e to hold you // // Here’s Thanatos to
claim you, // // You will never know the wilderness of mirrors // //
that bronzed hulk and his vanity // //
Claimed his dad was a sea god—insanity— // // But he did have firm pe
ts casual delay.  // // All letters not
claimed will be chastened to ash // // and the smell of their burning
// // Trinity, and then conquered and
claimed you in the name of God’s grace.  // //
fection, // // Epochs before this have
claimed you, // // The archaic gods will make you // // An example i
eyond the second part, with many simply
claiming incorrectly that the second derivative of xx is aa and the se
the night, I can no more // // credit
clairvoyance for what was simply love // // than I could moralise tha
attles up // // then catches.  // // I
clamber clumsily // // into the slow // // black treacle of the nigh
Janet’s Foss.  // // Upstream again to
clamber Gordale Scar // // and rest, and breathe some more the cool c
stuck in agelessness; // // She has to
clamber out.  // // Change // // Is what she has chosen.  // //
ted by leaves overhead, // // With the
clammy fingers of shade that you are glad to feel, // // Especially t
// Waiting for when, the // // Doors
clamp tight shut, like an oyster, (Would // // Someone please // //
understand” why I had to leave tonight. 
Clancy got loose and ran through an alley with keef, kefir, with champ
in the customary sense // // (machine
clanging to a halt, // // mind looks on in horror) // // but in the
// // Keeping you from moving, // //
Clanking , as you try to disappear.  // // Now the chain is a thousand
eft // // the Cape Cod house’s painted
clapboard side.  // // At centre, as if growing from the clapboards, /
/ // At centre, as if growing from the
clapboards , // // but grander far, a corniced window bay // // in da
lds her stare?  // // Or is it just the
clarity of light, the glowing // // grass and trees outside her windo
rds the battlegrounds ahead.  // // The
clash where flesh meets wire and no-one wins // // Except you, you an
// It’s like how I don’t enjoy a yoga
class until my knees are at my ears, // // and I feel like if I rock
// // And well they do, for both were
classed and cruel:  // // Embroideries and rhymes were fortune’s perk—
dge college // // And pilfer the noble
classes ’ ancient knowledge.  // // I think again of coal-dust in the c
by God, nothing to hide?  // // Or the
classicist , that type of beard that looks like that of Hercules // //
ach?  // // Time’s warring chariots can
clatter by— // // we have the earth, the water and the sky.  // //
and inch, I’ll tumble and my bones will
clatter .  // // I don’t want to align my chakras; I want to them to sh
er to cut me open at the waist with her
clavicle // // And put me back together and seal the wound with her m
ding futures on the wishing bone // //
clavicles fuse in birds’ ancestral night // // in this revision one a
he latest life hurdle means we grab and
claw // // For the meagre protection of a bank balance.  // // The br
l.  Sand shivered a hermit // // crab’s
claw from its recycled shell, while a translucent team // // of chame
hed her, penned // // a tribute with a
claw pisswet, bloodwhorled, // // and badinaged with her would-be sav
beyond that shade; // // With balanced
clay and graphite, // // Wrist responding to each thought // // That
o cursed as the basket spills in sticky
clay // // and scraped the mud off of her own caked shoes.  // // The
ned heart, // // Angelic messengers in
clay — // // Angelic messengers who say // // That though he finds hi
ld // // Like a spirit waiting for its
clay ; // // Because the abstractions of experience // // Make the me
// Horse hooves sunk deep into sticky
clay .  // // Between rutted mud and thistle bloom // // We pick our p
scores // // his mark into the waiting
clay ; // // Telling the future his signature flaw.  // // Creation st
// I cannot remember a time when I felt
clean enough.  // //
; // // Umbilical tangen skywards, cut
clean .  // // I am the moon-child broken free, // // Losing mother an
A Mr. Twit complex, the psychologists (
clean -shaven and in black) might say.  // // The beard is living histo
the foundation of things.  ‘Reality’ is
clean , simple and purely luminous.  It is difficult to look and experie
sert of the sea.  // // Fatness sluiced
clean , // // Streets emptied utterly into pits // // Girded with cha
an ache and burn.  // // How sweet and
clean was that return.  // // How can we not believe in some // // be
. cleanse me with hyssop and I won’t be
clean . wash me and I will be blacker than coal. if my truth is wrong I
end and break when you want to snap me. 
cleanse me with hyssop and I won’t be clean. wash me and I will be bla
und will hear my silent pleas // // To
clear a seat or two and make a gap // // There, though if it were les
bodies, their tiny faces // // far too
clear .  // // A wave breaks over us like a stage curtain, // // and i
ve a whim // // to build a fine bridge
clear across a great river, where // // trees, grass and flowers can
n // // is low ahead of us, the sky is
clear .  // // Across the wood, onto the beach.  We hear // // the gul
nd rest, and breathe some more the cool
clear air.  // // Beyond the scree the open path leads on, // // a ge
re-spear.  // // What passion.  High and
clear and far, the song // // Called you; in triune harmony you ascen
crust.  The next two months // // are
clear and fine and bitter cold.  // // Every step, // // your foot up
clifftop grave // // Curved ache of a
clear horizon // // Could I foretell the future // // The wake of li
light on water // // Curved ache of a
clear horizon // // You hold your hand in mine // // The wake of lig
iced window bay // // in darker wood. 
Clear morning sunlight fills // // the room we glimpse inside.  A wom
count your winnings ’til you’re in the
clear .  // // Play your men like your cards, dear, and never // // Ke
but I grow.  // // Feeling when it gets
clear , // // This pain is very wrong!  // //
// // through still, warm air, // //
clear to my vantage point on higher ground.  // // Voices far across t
y until I forget how it sounds when you
clear your throat, // // Or the face you pull in the mirror when fidd
Boxing Day.  // // The country road not
cleared for days // // —and then of course it snows again.  // // One
ag, and then turns— // // shearing me. 
Clearing me myself from hide.  Hide?  // // No plaice.  He’ll gobble me
Clearing // // Miscellanea, fool’s gold, bric-a-brac, // // bits and
ked Hamlet shaving in the mirror // //
Clearing the gravel in my throat pulling // // The wire from within t
carves sharp to sign the paper, // //
Cleave the land.  // // In a time of dates that rot from inside out //
bars, // // Soft choking from a jagged
cleft .  // // A wax of fire—shrill waning hearts— // // Then silence,
by an invisible string held // // By a
clenched fist, soon to become a fatherly // // Embrace between insubs
n by now, this feeling.  // // Stomach,
clenching , so hard the butterflies // // Brush the back of my throat.
ne // // intent on small house agents’
clerks // // and busted city slickers on // // the dole, unshaven me
/ Discard and shuffle quickly if you’re
clever // // And find a new hapless victim to con.”  // // So if you
the waves.  // // Lying dizzily on the
cliffs , we listened to echoes upon echoes // // of the sea incessantl
oretell the future // // Gazing from a
clifftop grave // // Curved ache of a clear horizon // // Could I fo
slate grey and wet // // Gazing from a
clifftop grave // // Your tears mingling with the rain // // Could I
all will be fine?  // // North of here,
climate’s unsure.  // // All enduring is our failure, // // Let us ke
p with happiness.  You human anti // //
climax , nothingness.  You are mewling death.  // // In truth, you stagn
rocks, I soon surmise // // The more I
climb the softer each stroke comes.  // // So on I flow, my breath hel
// // Old childhood traditions of tree
climbing delight // // Fruit eating and the inevitably ripped clothes
dust it only // // digs deeper.  // //
clinch my neck between your fingers, // // bore that small hole throu
lesh below, // // My knife no place to
cling , my life to stow.  // // I swim through slush of half-solid and
/ // (Like a window)); // // My pride
clings like // // The pixillating condensation // // Bolting blind t
e of the kettle; // // Rhythmed by the
clink -clink-clink of teaspoons against the side of mugs.  // // And th
he kettle; // // Rhythmed by the clink-
clink -clink of teaspoons against the side of mugs.  // // And though o
tle; // // Rhythmed by the clink-clink-
clink of teaspoons against the side of mugs.  // // And though our unk
make for irate avians // // With wings
clipped , // // Clipped wires and frames, // // Circuit mid-flight sh
weeps about its canopy, // // and her
clipped trunk is an ash boomerang.  // // Old woman wobbles back to he
ped pots // // ornamental // // shape
clipped // // wind curves // // moles tubers // // worm roots wait
vians // // With wings clipped, // //
Clipped wires and frames, // // Circuit mid-flight shorted.  // // I
(astray) // // Or the farm-wife, with
clippings from the youngest ewe, // // who cursed as the basket spill
t: once upon a time, // // a girl in a
cloak of symbolic colouration // // meets a magpie on the road.  // /
on-existent tick // // Of your digital
clock , resting next to my head.  // // “No milk” // // Pushing a tro
// Love set you going like a fat gold
clock (watch!) ticking // // Boxes on an Apollo checklist; stuck at s
ould start again the next day.  // // A
clockwork Abraham, ready every morning with his flint // // At six o’
earth // // like a jolt // // in the
clockwork // // of memory.  // // Not here, but elsewhere, // // the
oots crunch beech nuts // // and heave
clods of wet grass. // // cowbwebs catch on tongue and mesh eyes //
ing down the motorway // // to loom as
close // // and still // // as midwinter dawn.  // // It completes a
ws // // It cannot be // // Less than
close by.  // //
me without inside this place.  // // I
close my eyes and feel their cacoons grow // // More pink, more soft,
ss feet and unsteady ground // // If I
close my eyes I still see // // A harbour adorned with lights // //
the festival of Ferragosto // // If I
close my eyes I still see // // Fireworks like a Pollock painting //
m // // I would, but I can’t.  Not even
close .  My vocabulary // // Can describe many things, but the thought
ll not be again.  // // I once held you
close ; now I hold the wind // // As it howls, painlessly, through my
cker // // Flicker.  // // Did I just
close on // // My boson?  // // ‘Standard Model’ perfection!  // // P
‘That one is too large, too small, cut
close or not at all; // // This one here too ginger for the colour ha
urprised.  // // I have never been this
close .  // // The pond is a tight circle of moon, eyelashed with heavy
elter, I’m not far off off-shore // //
Close to the land, I open my maw // // to the ocean:  I have no feet. 
The beard is living history, we are too
close to the past, // // The razor might not last, the bomb might fal
ends have piled up eight or nine // //
Close -written sheets, but as for me // // I fear I am not in my perfe
// How could you // // bear to // //
close your eyes, // // how could you // // fall // // asleep?  // /
h herds of woollen teeth.  // // I will
close your goddamn curtains for you.  // //
gy carpets   the window clad in lights,
closed against the great grey sky // // drink! and be merry!  // // G
am lying in the bed, my eyes // // are
closed .  I can feel that she is there, // // I keep my eyes closed.  //
hat she is there, // // I keep my eyes
closed .  // // My Grandmother sits in the corner, // // she is watchi
disappears, // // cloud-eclipsed, and
closer than it seems.  // //
each rippling roll rock- // // ing him
closer to the exotic East.  Each tear was worth the glor- // // y of t
oming down ’coming more tame // // The
closer to the hope-made sky I came.  // // Then, as a blacksmith finds
ch sullen swelling rock- // // ing him
closer to the pristine West Isles.  Tears would pay for the glor- // /
The Dead Letter Office
closes down // // // // // The dead letter office is closing down
/ // // // The dead letter office is
closing down // // because of a failure of management, // // and all
e rails were like // // lives woven in
cloth , // // a tapestry, // // by which // // all that’s left of us
e // // When I didn’t feel, beneath my
clothes and the fallen // // Leaves of my skin, the seeping rot of lo
really?  // // All three removed their
clothes , as seemed appropriate, // // The boys scrambled up, toecurli
everything, my speech smeared into your
clothes , // // I cannot remember a time when I felt clean enough.  //
And the fragments that get stuck to my
clothes .  // // I taste the jigsaw created by leaves overhead, // //
Fruit eating and the inevitably ripped
clothes .  // // Or does the mango tree solitarily stand // // Still c
// the Valentine that sparked a fight. 
Clothes pegs.  // // He, of course, always hated sentiment, // // and
ok like // // lives clustered into the
clothes , some // // afternoons when the sun // // presses through th
name dribbling from my lips // // And
clotting on my neck.  // // I know now you walk as a man angel hunter.
hanging, something sad inside.  // // A
cloud broke, and she saw it shatter, // // Up there in the sky, // /
globe.  It gleams and disappears, // //
cloud -eclipsed, and closer than it seems.  // //
// more days of sun or rain or passing
cloud // // more meetings with old friends // // more talks, more si
ter home.  // // At once, in shock, the
cloud on which I float, // // Does drift away, discovering below’t //
// // Where fog, encoal’d, imbues with
cloud our sight, // // Surrounding ev’ry face we meet with Blight, //
een lying.  Is this the poem?  // // The
cloud shadow passes, but in its chill I remember - // // What if he h
ore, // // Folds into itself.  // // A
cloud steps aside for a second.  // // The sun hits.  // //
Phonecall // // HAMLET Do you see that
cloud ?  That’s almost in shape like a camel.  // // POLONIUS By th’mass
d, the sun jumping // // From cloud to
cloud .  // // The world went waterwards again.  // // Her right hand s
t appeared, the sun jumping // // From
cloud to cloud.  // // The world went waterwards again.  // // Her rig
he canopy of green fingers tickling the
clouds // // And the saffron-yellow orbs of our mango tree // // Dan
s and scraps of paper cluster // // In
clouds and tides to carry // // In light like a welcome guest.  // //
She Stands There, Given To The Dreadful
Clouds Crossing The Stars, Racing To Nowhere // // And you’re frantic
te, // // A door, a light, a face, the
clouds ’come snow // // Appear and I do choose to open all, // // Th
// Raised black sails, and now I’m in
clover .  // // ARIADNE // // I blame that bronzed hulk and his vanity
Cockatrice // // It
clucked , and spat at the best of both worlds.  // // The monster hatch
rumpled in a heap // // I don’t have a
clue !  // // Another hour in despair // // It was so easy before //
have strewn the floors today: quicksand
clumps , capsized melon cubes, stranded sea monkeys // // Maybe they p
p // // then catches.  // // I clamber
clumsily // // into the slow // // black treacle of the night air //
west // // Leaves and scraps of paper
cluster // // In clouds and tides to carry // // In light like a wel
‘when the rails look like // // lives
clustered into the clothes, some // // afternoons when the sun // //
// // And proffered a posy.  // // She
clutched it and simpered.  // // The future seemed rosy— // // To her
tie // // Marching to the front line,
clutching our briefcases // // Like the paperwork holds the keys to v
oo don’t you: in your sleepless nights,
clutching your pillow case, wishing those ‘thoughts’ away, thoughts th
Microgynon // // Defy the moon suck,
Cnut unheeded, // // All that she did with packet, pop, superseded.  /
r you called me a diamond in a world of
coal .  A light // // through the mist, softly luminous and guiding peo
lung // // And purple dermal chunks of
coal and grit.  // // Just so his father, prisoner of war // // Then
ient knowledge.  // // I think again of
coal -dust in the chest.  // // If he who fell at Passchendaele had see
A modern phoenix // // risen from old
coal -grate ash // // so I can shift my gaze // // from keys to coots
ean. wash me and I will be blacker than
coal . if my truth is wrong I want you to gouge it from me. use blunt,
gle truck tyre appears, // // a sudden
coalescence of storm and tar // // shuddering down the motorway // /
t today who knew // // Existing on hot
coals blisters the feet // // Just when I found them again // // In
ion of spalted trunk— // // blackstrap
coaly seams // // making the wood marbled.  // // Or maybe // // it
ugh my hair // // Then my bare feet on
coarse carpet, // // I hit what I head for // // And study my imprin
/ // His likeness glimmering // // On
coarse woollen lapels // // As proof of our labour.  // // After the
ut you seem unperturbed // // your red
coat an aegis to lift // // cigarettes to your many mouths that // /
21 January 2009 // // ‘I’ll take your
coat .  Ehud will fix a drink.  // // How was the flight?  Few noticed th
// // To me it’s just another tyrant’s
coat .  // // So, free verse, then, seems fittest to survive.  // // It
Candles, hats—shake the snow from your
coat , uncle— // // drink! and be merry!  // // Hymns rattle around th
re: // // meat for man.  He’ll greet my
coat with the least of concern, // // once the knife scores the surfa
ears.  // // Momentary flashes of white
coats and pitying faces // // And her, sobbing, while our future drai
Cockatrice // // It clucked, and spat at the best of both worlds.  //
ragon, // // Your tears will recreate
Cocytus and Pyriphlegethon, // // Carrying your burning wails into Ac
right.  And rising left // // the Cape
Cod house’s painted clapboard side.  // // At centre, as if growing fr
Cape
Cod Morning // // Almost accidental, but carefully composed: // // t
raft the machine under skin, // // Let
code -lines mesh with genotyping—is this the poem?  // // Millennia liv
these layers, this heraldry // // That
codes and siphons off and binds me here // // And keeps me earthed, b
nly for a brief moment.  This reality is
coextensive with ‘unconscious will’, ‘pure power’, ‘exhilaration’ ‘bea
hem company with honey // // sweetened
coffee , a palimpsest of limbs and layers leafing through // // pages
I want to grow.  But all I have is cold
coffee , and an empty page.  // //
// // was caught.  After time we found
coffee and wine, // // a waiter who looked like a brother, and a plac
he jar of water, swirling brushes in my
coffee .  // // As much as I tried to forget, the memories resurfaced i
the floor of your house, sipping sleepy
coffee // // as your guitar filled the room with the sound of careful
artificially structuring my days around
coffee // // before falling asleep in the hope I would avoid dreaming
seem // // that right now sitting here
coffee can make // // do just as well I guess.  // //
es, expeditions // // more books, more
coffee cups // // more tragedies, comedies, histories // // more sha
the flickering fire and read it with my
coffee , // // filling and unfilling the warm mug in murky waves.  //
place where I anxiously waited with my
coffee .  // // Hours later we lay on the floor of your house, sipping
, // // And there’s no song on or cold
coffee left, // // And there’s no dusty sheets or torn curtains // /
west song on the speaker, // // A cold
coffee left by my side.  // // You sing along to your favourite lyrics
Hold // //
Coffee -stained breaths // // I pull myself into // // the comforting
Shit, we’ve missed our stop.  // //
Coffee -stained plastic floor, its frailty tuned by too bright, // //
d inside an open window // // drinking
coffee that leaves rings // // slowly absorbed by paper // // as I a
hugged goodbye.  I walked home and made
coffee , // // then sat and poured my thoughts over a journal’s patien
tep at a time).  // // Soon we lost our
cognitive // // Sense, began to mime // // Words which once we could
ropped up all ornamental, // // dusted
cogs very still above sleeping bodies.  Our grist is long gone // // a
nnades and the ruins of markets, // //
Coiling round temple pillars and bronze effigies, // // Usurping the
s coils, wrenches words // // Tightens
coils , a crucible // // Refining through fire.  // // The page is fil
/ The word-worm encircles, tightens its
coils , and the wordsmith // // And wrings and wrenches words to verse
g out in series and enfolded into dense
coils , // // Chopped up and worn away until I forget how it sounds wh
mates Glede-eyes garnet // // Tightens
coils , wrenches words // // Tightens coils, a crucible // // Refinin
s the tree drops its leaves like yellow
coin :  // //             NOW // // and   NOW // //    and  O // //
no-texture of headrests.  // // Foreign
coin of size of 20p fell from my wallet in stopping taxi, // // Fille
[At the
coinciding point of the years] // // At the coinciding point of the y
iding point of the years] // // At the
coinciding point of the years // // Where minutes, hours, and days ru
he // // Outside.  // // Despite cuff,
coins and courtesy, the circle // // Will inhale.  The peak reaching s
no fire and no gold, // // no gems nor
coins nor jewels; just the old // // and weathered hills, created by
:  // // I can assess my scanty nuts of
coke , // // apportion rationed quires and dilute ink.  // // The snow
grass mops our toes // //   // // the
cold air stings my lips // // … // // i have a strong urge to tell y
cup of tea—chamomile tea—because I was
cold .  And although you’d been sat there for days and days waiting for
stallized into meaningless // // serve
cold and forgotten // // Ah what do they know?  // // “The Romans wer
“Now that I’m old, // // I do feel the
cold — // // and my breathing is rather uncertain.”  // //
drained. // // the billows settle low,
cold as a curse, // // but though the thunder roars, it will not rain
// // Some want the facts as hard and
cold , as they very thing cheese! as it is growing old // // They want
// Slaughtered his girlfriend // // In
cold -blooded rage.  // // (Nothing too funny here, // // Uxoricidally
came down, // // expecting to find it
cold , but every day // // the embers beneath the ash were darkly glow
// // (varnished, sanded, rooted into
cold // // carpet) // // there is simply nothing to connect you to y
seed I want to grow.  But all I have is
cold coffee, and an empty page.  // //
dead, // // And there’s no song on or
cold coffee left, // // And there’s no dusty sheets or torn curtains
ur newest song on the speaker, // // A
cold coffee left by my side.  // // You sing along to your favourite l
    fire    and we are safe against the
cold , cold night // // drink! and be merry!  // // Warm, mellow bread
e cheese // // To Eliot, difficult, in
cold collations // // Crumbling and stuffed with other folk’s quotati
submerged in silence.  Buses, bicycles,
cold commuters, they passed us by as we stood on the bridge, suspended
rp velars // // That cut and crack and
cold consume, // // And leave nothing but a blackened gloom, // // O
hs // // are clear and fine and bitter
cold .  // // Every step, // // your foot upon the crust, you think //
hat bubble-burst every time.  // // The
cold he feels nudges at my booted feet.  // // The speckles of weed on
ecretly hope there is.  // // I keep us
cold in a glass jar // // at our heart's core.  // // Helium and hydr
/ at our heart’s core.  // // I keep us
cold in a glass jar, // // but secretly hope there is // // no possi
but shop door front, // // Who shivers
cold in sleeping bag at night // // Looks in to see them dancing in r
s?  // // That there’s no such thing as
cold , just an absence of warmth?  // // That can’t be right.  // // Le
/ Pounding out a rhythm in harmony with
cold machinery.  // // A continuous shriek throbs against the wall //
for———— // // Passing Fall in tattooed
cold , // // Misted breath on misted grass.  // // Dew dappled on fall
plucked from falling world two daggers
cold .  // // My eyes obscured by wash, I blindly dug // // My place,
// 1.  Heat always travels from hot to
cold .  // // 2.  Never eat at an empty sushi restaurant.  // // 3.  Alwa
re    and we are safe against the cold,
cold night // // drink! and be merry!  // // Warm, mellow bread breat
// Columbo-standard, // // Crouching
cold -nose, // // Eyes like a noose, nipping // // Natural paper edge
hole in my side where your hand, // //
cold , // // now rests. like malagas // // through the dust it only /
has warmed the room // // against the
cold outside.  // // (But that was forty years ago // // —these days
rlier draft of things, // // lost in a
cold , particulate light.  // // Is this the drowning which was meant? 
e church // // I hissed my name to the
cold pebbles and the cold sand // // I roared my name to the surprise
all; // // A slight light pigments the
cold pond harsh, // // Revealing smokey lines of my knife’s end.  //
e.  Wading fearlessly through // // the
cold receding sea, with hair the colour of honey // // obscuring itse
.  // // He coughs with surprise at the
cold rigidity of the ground— // // I have seen him do this before, an
, plucked on its string with his // //
cold rubber fingers and let their priest bless by its // // psalmodic
sed my name to the cold pebbles and the
cold sand // // I roared my name to the surprise of the animals     t
// // He lay there till his breath ran
cold // // The boy without a face.  // // Between the shining silver
ant.  // // 3.  Always wash blood off in
cold water. // // 1, given to me for the first time while helping me
, her gleaming eyes wet // // From the
cold wind on a bench on a freezing night, // // because let’s not go
// // Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One
cold winter’s afternoon // // we walk to the edge of town and on //
I knew there to be ice, // // For such
cold worlds do not let flowing be, // // so passed I through, life’s
his Alaskan scene.  // // It may be the
coldest day of the year // // but no Murder of absurd black penguins
oets now, who match my age, // // Like
Coleridge I could become a sage, // // And I bet I’d get more dates /
hoven string quartet.  // // Afterwards
Colin and I go down to the basement // // —the real crematorium— //
ring light.  // // Nearly-five-year-old
Colin // // needed a lavatory, and I had to leave the fire for a whil
n each other’s company:  // // Ready to
collaborate // // In the shaping of sugar petals, // // The rising o
Instead was broken into pieces, // //
Collapsed into the shattered trees // // Like water flows down drains
ese // // To Eliot, difficult, in cold
collations // // Crumbling and stuffed with other folk’s quotations..
letter here, on this bench, for you to
collect // // Dear Alan, // // I don’t suppose you have often though
your eyes.  // // I’m not sure when we
collected this specimen of sadness.  // // Helium and hydrogen hauled
d together.  // // I'm not sure when we
collected this specimen of sadness, // // the kind that still refract
rtbreak.) // // “Biology is just stamp
collecting ” and // // You are just biology.  // // I am the king that
s corner and streams // // Into a bead
collecting at his chin’s peak.  // // Orange dew drop, // // Promisin
// To get inky fingers in a Cambridge
college // // And pilfer the noble classes’ ancient knowledge.  // //
g up— // // Nothing else works for the
College bird.  // // The burr-sore want some fast relief:  // // Heat-
ind // // Which three therapists and a
college counsellor failed to spot, // // But I feel like I want to be
shoes // // on the dark path back from
college , refusing // // to look him in the eye, it could have been a
// (Linnean Society 1904, // // Girton
College 1913).  // // The Reigate lab, of course // // has a source /
ust be exemplar for // // The ‘women’s
college ’ where the third years saw // // They had just funds enough t
drunk is a waste of // // my time, the
college’s time, the porter’s time,” etc.  // // To some other wide-eye
r planets weep // // To see two worlds
collide .  // //
a // // Mandala.  // // As the hadrons
collide , // // I’m counting beside // // The flickering green // //
/ Of being the first // // Who saw the
collision , // // Revealed the Higgs boson.  // // Briefly.  // // Bu
eir food amongst the sand // // Whilst
colonists enjoy resplendent views:  // // Oppression’s language does n
through the reeds, // // Winding past
colonnades and the ruins of markets, // // Coiling round temple pilla
ent objects surrounded me.  // // In no-
color , no-shape cup waiter serves // // My tea.  Sugar bowl fills not-
// // This one here too ginger for the
colour hair, or too straight, too curly.’  // // In days gone by it wa
sh of something // // Mundane, a gaudy
colour .  // // Like a trap the hand snaps shut, // // Creases more, /
// the cold receding sea, with hair the
colour of honey // // obscuring itself across my vision, and in the a
nches and the fling // // And curve of
colour on the golden fruit…  // // All buried in the rubble of your fa
// // Fairy-free gardens have as many
colour purples raining; // // Bet we can make them all in micro, soft
e, // // a girl in a cloak of symbolic
colouration // // meets a magpie on the road. // // like, a big fuck
mmortality // // Is in time, our blood
coloured autumn.  // // Artifice // // Risks going against the grain.
// to deflate into lonely doubt.  // //
Coloured creases of downy skin // // and the tactless scratch of gree
nescent airs // // moistening the many-
coloured earths.  // // In forests and in open spaces // // there are
// Transform the coloured flower into
coloured flesh // // and hide a secret inside.  // // Feel the air.  T
rays and the air.  // // Transform the
coloured flower into coloured flesh // // and hide a secret inside.  /
ire between them: // // these dazzling
coloured images of flames.  // // Should I wonder if my eyes deceive m
// Finding only shorter grass, // // A
coloured strip made // // By the lawnmower.  // //
spring rain.  Throw open // // the fire-
coloured temptations, welcome in // // the roaming bees.  // // Feel
g under bedsheets, // // buoyed by the
colourless memory of pain, // // as if there were any doors still lef
e a globe spinning so fast that all the
colours blurred into white.  And I felt sorry for it, because although
ies, histories // // more shapes, more
colours , more darknesses // // more storms, gales, lightning bolts //
ugh the dusty window // // to fade the
colours of the carpet, // // and people come in, // // binbag-laden
as they gaze // // so deep between the
colours of the flames.  // // Drawn by warmth, I came to see you, //
h from whence they spring.  // // These
colours seem to fall from Eden’s light, // // The air they shine thro
He who made the Lamb // //
Columbo -standard, // // Crouching cold-nose, // // Eyes like a noose
La Trinitaria // // ONE // //
Columbus was the beginning, caravels cresting over cor- // // al, usu
hat.  Columbus would sail // // again. 
Columbus was the beginning, he saw triplet hills peak- // // ing out
name of God’s grace.  // // TWO // //
Columbus was the end, caravels crashing crudely over cor- // // al, u
rk so he put on the cat instead.  // //
Columbus was the end.  He left the quiet dawns behind, left too // //
g end, Portugal could only tip its hat. 
Columbus would sail // // again.  Columbus was the beginning, he saw t
hen sink bears witness // // to Soviet
columns of ice).  // // But you seem unperturbed // // your red coat
/ Philosophies are aired, // // temple
columns spaced, // // lightning rods earthed.  // // On the dark side
ted, swift and free, // // shining, re-
combining in their dance // // the genesis of every utterance, // //
ly marvel: he exists, he exists, in the
combustion of his heart!  // //
bling onto the stage.  // // There will
come a time when the new year is held back, firm by the wrist.  // //
/ // That such a thing as Spring would
come again.  // // Ostara didn’t need viscera wrenched by obsessed obs
handed air of gravitas.  Our thanks, and
come again’.  // // The Envoy.  Gaza, 1 March 2009 // // Now we must c
ly into the hopeful abyss // // please
come and claim it—take it back— // // you wasted ink and were bound t
ght?  I mean // // what about the women
come and go and talk                                                 
gleam // // Of sunlight in green water—
come and go // // Like us from depth to height—suddenly seem // // T
t have helped.  // // So good of you to
come and help us celebrate // // Completion of our necessary task to
// God bless us, everyone.  // // Baby,
come and sit with me, // // We pick this time to fall in love.  // //
told ‘I love you’.  I want it // // To
come and wreck me.  // // And I don’t mean ‘wreck’ as in emotionally w
spent a lifetime in the pit // // And
come away with bruises and black lung // // And purple dermal chunks
ere for days and days waiting for me to
come back, the tea was still hot.  And so we just sat there, and the tr
just sit and stare, silent, and you’ll
come back to me.  // // But please make it soon, because I think I jus
g around in the first place // // Will
come back to you.  You knew it all along, it seems.  // // And we can w
g.  // // Diminuendo— // // soft soft,
come down— // // The ebb and flow of melody // // Ends on a heartfel
Revelry // //
Come fill the cup, we’ve little time to drink, // // The ship of stat
Riddle // //
Come find me in a crease sea-squalls cannot reach // // Waves are my
ad-, a handful when // // The scissors
come for me.  // // For at my back, like you, I always here // // The
// // of You.  // // 6.  // // Let It
come freely, and look what nonsense it writes!  How it is determined by
me realising that his blood would have
come from bared fists against jaws, // // From tumbling to the concre
e wisdom // // of poor folk // // who
come from the hills // // looking for folk answers // // to folk pro
resently, a bear.  I did not ask them to
come , I did not even want them to come.  You feel this too don’t you: i
olours of the carpet, // // and people
come in, // // binbag-laden // // with mum’s blouses, // // dad’s o
// // Stay with the music, words will
come in time.  // // Slow down your breathing.  Keep it deep and slow. 
hen I have gone.  It’s time: my end has
come .  // // Note by the senior author:  When my assistant first prese
, too, // // Falling— // // Could you
come over?  // // Then it’s your happiness again, // // Lost in bottl
// A door, a light, a face, the clouds ’
come snow // // Appear and I do choose to open all, // // The gate,
hen from the trees in Girton’s driveway
come the caws // // Of rooks opposed to any sawing of their trees, //
// jump to join in, but needs time to
come through.  // // I’ll give it some taxpayer funding, and get old s
the Empire State // // Really is gonna
come to make us all meet our fate, // // You’d best make a bet I’d wa
luck out the hair, // // His spring is
come to shame and spitting, // // Under the blows the cut stones spli
I shall not despair // // now men can
come to tea.  // // An eco-room.  // // A modern phoenix // // risen
ving no entry.  // // // // …If you
come to the end of the road, stop.  If you can’t live with yourself, //
k through the present darkness till you
come // // To the stone steps, the lions, the façade, // // The whit
d in champagne.  // // The carnival has
come to town, // // The breeze is on vacation as // // The hot work
mshackle fumbling // // with phonemes,
come tumbling // // back across the page:  // // Love, Time, Ever, Ag
me into the weeds.] // // Make sure to
come up for air.  // // Course.  // // Good one.  // // I use humour—I
kingdom, and its men, with fire.  // //
Come with your houndsmen to the household fire:  // // Here is Herbert
em to come, I did not even want them to
come .  You feel this too don’t you: in your sleepless nights, clutching
more coffee cups // // more tragedies,
comedies , histories // // more shapes, more colours, more darknesses
st, that’s what I’m told, that even the
comedy is tragic, // // Well, if you say so.  // // I have no idea, /
5.  // // For example, in my mind: here
comes a lion, then an elephant, and presently, a bear.  I did not ask t
g in this way becomes annoying.  It just
comes and goes—we are forever anxiously on the edge, on the look out;
cible.  // // The cat yowls, and it all
comes // // Beautifully crashing down, // // Life flying in.  // //
sheltering waves // // Until the ferry
comes into harbour // // And I see that he is half of me.  // //
The more I climb the softer each stroke
comes .  // // So on I flow, my breath held deep but soft, // // I let
y I should be happy now.  // // Success
comes sweet at last.  // // All I want to do is cut you up.  // // My
pay, this is the day // // He finally
comes to Gaza (with chums).  // // Avoids being distracted where it’s
flies back and falls; // // The other
comes to slush within the marsh, // // Melting into a liquid form, th
ut stones splinter // // The Green Man
comes to winter, // // To the harness and the harrow // // As flails
o arrive, // // When out of your body
comes understanding, // // And a wonderful point to be derived.  //
ns and secrets // // and when the time
comes we will pray for you, and try not to forget // // Stockings   s
to find you sleeping, // // My living
comfort , burrowed in our bed.  // // You reach across and still the dr
tree-top nests, // // Settling down in
comfort comparable to ours, // // Coordinated purpose which only they
, though Suliman’s pilaf // // is real
comfort food.  But comfort me not // // with apples, nor with pilaf. 
pilaf // // is real comfort food.  But
comfort me not // // with apples, nor with pilaf.  I can’t speak //
.  // // But stay me not with them, nor
comfort me // // with apples, for I am well of love.  // // The usual
ance.  // // One afterthought // // of
comfort might assuage the sharper pain – // // some, having parted, c
back.  The waves // // always return to
comfort the shore.  The pain ached in waves.  // // I painted my feelin
oud practicality.  // // We are already
comfortable // // In each other’s company:  // // Ready to collaborat
l of love.  // // Apples may perhaps be
comforting // // as any fruit, though Suliman’s pilaf // // is real
memory of kind words // // fixed to a
comforting face that could // // keep its humour through elegy and tr
hs // // I pull myself into // // the
comforting wetness of your mouth.  // // My hand falls on your waist /
tween our eyes, // // without words or
comforts .  // // We burn.  // // We can’t touch or even speak, // //
the pavement, // // Bristles forced to
comic angles.  // // A pigeon’s slow, ungainly steps // // To cross t
nd field // // Are lost forever in the
coming dark, // // Impounded in some Dover Lorry Park.  // // Uncase
the rocks each tug, // // The upstream
coming down ’coming more tame // // The closer to the hope-made sky I
And though I dreamed I saw // // your
coming in the night, I can no more // // credit clairvoyance for what
h tug, // // The upstream coming down ’
coming more tame // // The closer to the hope-made sky I came.  // //
re // // The cutting edge, the edge is
coming near.  // //
ar // // The edge, the cutting edge is
coming near.  // // Not the blind fury // // With the abhorred shears
ng in.  // // Everything I Ever See Was
Comin ’ Or Goin’ Away.  Same As You.  Maybe The Only Thing Is…The Knowin’
.  // // Our learning is denied at your
command .  // // They are not mine, these words you make me use:  // //
// New Year.  Gaza, 2009 // // The tank
commander , aiming well, // // Took out the vacant ground floor flat,
AEDALUS // // I blame the King’s first
commission // // He just saw in me a magician // // Who could cast a
bull to let his Queen pull, // // And
commit all her sins of emission.  // // The sequel was building the la
stability that will outlive, // // To
commit love to memories less fallible than our own, // // To find new
hoping today // // she’d speak // //
common Greek.  // // No one asked // // if she had any interest // /
which you’re made.  // // Call nothing
common in the earth or air, // // Accept it all and let it be for goo
the offices of state, // // Reduce the
common people to despair, // // And laugh as they invest their funds
erged in silence.  Buses, bicycles, cold
commuters , they passed us by as we stood on the bridge, suspended sens
the light, I fall // // Upon a bed of
compact mist, all soft, // // My heart alight, the ember grown aloft,
k’d // // So softly and remorselessly,
compact // // No more as to the warm we came, and roll’d // // Away
strike a match: // // the matter’s so
compacted it won’t catch.  // //
the shade // // My brother beside me,
companiable but mute // // Remains a vivid memory of my childhood day
ages, different // // moods, different
company , // // but me nonetheless.  // // Here, the courtyard is blan
eady comfortable // // In each other’s
company :  // // Ready to collaborate // // In the shaping of sugar pe
over the sea.  I lay awake and kept them
company with honey // // sweetened coffee, a palimpsest of limbs and
// // point // // Could this induce a
comparable feeling in you?  // // Who’s there?  BANARDO // //
nests, // // Settling down in comfort
comparable to ours, // // Coordinated purpose which only they know be
er when walking down the street can one
compare each specimen, // // Like one might have done sitting in an o
n all we’d have left would be beards to
compare , // // Men, women, and children all.  // //
ard.  // // School store supply; // //
Compass control; // // Consistency straight-ruled.  // // Pacing for
Compass Reading // // You could I never love.  Built of a bulk // //
ap where we had always kept // // your
compass with its swinging fleur-de-lys // // watched by the crystal p
I’ve done!  // // This passion!  // //
Compassion !  // // I will surrender // // My love, surrender // // H
een muddied fingers // // —now usb 3.0
compatible — // // Horrified by the naïveté of younger affirmations:  /
rife: // // the different dittoes must
compete for life.  // // Another billion random changes: all // // —o
told over the phone last week, with me
complaining about a getting a nosebleed on // // A crisp white formal
round and about, under and over.  // //
Complete another ring.  // // Sleep.  // //
// // that the earth beneath // // is
completely // // indifferent // // and that there’s nothing // // a
her consigned to the flames.  // // (I
completely understand why people have // // funeral pyres.) Later we
ill // // as midwinter dawn.  // // It
completes a turn in the air // // with slow brute grace, // // then
/ // Business will go as usual—Routine
completion guarantee.  // // My reality assembles with Ikea instructio
ou to come and help us celebrate // //
Completion of our necessary task to fight // // And crush this evil f
beards upon the face, // // A Mr. Twit
complex , the psychologists (clean-shaven and in black) might say.  //
// // The deliberate slow conundrum of
complexity (if only I could remember those long words more better), //
dark shoals // // of rain, algorithmic
complexity // // that flexes // // and envelops us, // // so it see
// // Almost accidental, but carefully
composed : // // the sky behind the trees beyond the meadow, // // ta
[cyclamen in purple bursts kiss
compost ] // // cyclamen in purple bursts kiss compost // // mushroom
] // // cyclamen in purple bursts kiss
compost // // mushroom-tiled and moss-gilded // // a summerwake heap
ound of my thoughts, // // Squelch the
compost of old text messages between my toes, // // Obsessive over th
rowth’s spiraling has passed // // The
comprehendable .  A lash of light // // That forges, through its surge,
love.  Built of a bulk // // beyond my
comprehension ; lensed eyes ‘big // // as saucers’ x-ray-burning to my
uld. // // resent the years of careful
compromise , // // the hours spent washing bathroom tiles of blood.  //
little fingers.  // // Promise me—don’t
compromise your name, // // This is how you lose sight of the mountai
f the buffalos.  // // Promise me—don’t
compromise your name, // // This is how you lose the ancestral breath
ly Live Once Manual.  // // My life was
compromised // // in an instant // // when all I’d ever wanted was t
// // And find a new hapless victim to
con .”  // // So if you think your love and your roses // // Your good
el was building the labyrinth // // To
conceal where that big baby hybrid is, // // Whose sibling stood guar
ss burps of hey and how are you, // //
Concealed beneath ‘I don’t know’ defence, // // Reflex that deflects
od, // // But slightly blurred and ill-
conceived , // // But cram enough inside and surely in a week or two /
le.  // // Some golden essence seems to
concentrate // // From light to air, from pigment into paint // // I
cue you from the daily grind.  // // We
concentrate on renewal, us lot.  // //
My blurry eyes resisted breaking // //
concentration until the walls dissolved around me, the small house //
connect you to your former self but the
concentric rings that signify your age— // // Meanwhile, the wind whi
ists, it shines outside of language and
concept .  // // 2.  // // After a little while, looking in this way be
u stroked me into light…  // // Eternal
concept , crystalline, unknown…  // // But I can’t reach or feel your f
this was // // one // // great // //
conceptual // // joke // // about our failure // // to realise //
.  He’ll greet my coat with the least of
concern , // // once the knife scores the surface, finds a snag, and t
re too sophisticated now, // // Roman,
concerned with an honesty which we think the skin provides, // // But
t third; // // Each of us with our own
concerns .  // // I’ve lost my keys; I’ve lost my way; // // I’ve had
Delphi // // I think we have to
conclude // // that the Greeks // // were mistaken.  // // A girl on
me passed—and I hadn’t a lot on.  // //
Concluding this long anamnesis // // And to gather up all of the piec
/ // Perhaps their mind-dulling // //
Concoction which // // Constricted our mulling // // Minds one step
// // they raised the ramparts: giant
concrete blocks // // on piles all along the shingle beach.  // // Th
assert // // Their dependence on this
concrete desert.  // // They shudder at your distinctive stride // //
ainst jaws, // // From tumbling to the
concrete , eyes screaming from tear gas // // Thrown by Apartheid poli
Reinforced(not a
concrete poem) // // After the chip from the front of your grin, //
ards.  // // Burnished leaves line damp
concrete , // // Rejected love letters abandoned.  // // I want you to
Just resting, feet cresting // // The
concrete wave.  // // Days stretch out, like a wingspan // // And fea
rocession that // // Squeezed, through
concrete’s piercing bars, // // Soft choking from a jagged cleft.  //
her // // Of suppressing the truth—so
condemning our youth // // To be fed to that Cretan abuser.  // // I’
s draw the line // // That severs, and
condemns us to decline, // // Before the best that Europe’s vineyards
ride clings like // // The pixillating
condensation // // Bolting blind the top-floor library– // // Like a
e is reduced to an X.  // // The divine
condensed to a mere bromide.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a bore.  // //
esented life, // // words mocking your
condition —if // // you knew we saw you through your words // // and
-rays and a CAT scan for an air- // //
Conditioned corpse.  A quality of care // // That might have saved yo
d swiss // // Had I not written this I
confess with deepest regret, I would banish this rubbish to the first
llen on the vineyard.  // // A few self-
confessed skeptics // // privately thought // // that this was // /
is practised in Greece // // the self-
confessed skeptics // // run workshops and digs // // and stand in t
ss end in shallow // // graves), share
confessions of their shame, // // while she gifts them in return a ro
ng is, she so rarely ate it.  // // His
confidence shaken, near shot dead, // // he thought of some words tha
ind // // In the lonely hall where I’m
confined .  // //
bris.  // // In the inky hall where I’m
confined // // As my pen moves blankly line to line // // Controlled
see // // In the panic hall where I’m
confined // // My friends have piled up eight or nine // // Close-wr
, // // In the chilling hall where I’m
confined , // // Tell us to start the task assigned // // For three g
tty Disraeli.  // // Youth wins, // //
Confines the noble beard to a // // Woolly-jumpered existence in out-
// Yet in this well-formed image, I’m
confirmed .  // // Your mind, your hands!  You stroked me into light…  //
/ It seemed a constant battle to // //
Conform , a crime to confront.  // // The light trickled through, // /
nt battle to // // Conform, a crime to
confront .  // // The light trickled through, // // A liquid reminisce
ok him in the eye, it could have been a
confrontation but there’s // // a sickly glow from the windows of the
Un-ownable, not made: revealed.  // //
Confused and worn, I don’t know if I’m here.  // // My form: beauty in
ther flock of birds will settle— // //
Confusedly — // // Here, with us.  // //
can project anxieties // // and sexual
confusion without any explicit // // engagement from responsible adul
Murder of absurd black penguins // //
congregate this afternoon as my leg // // slumbers in the warmth of t
rpet) // // there is simply nothing to
connect you to your former self but the concentric rings that signify
my skin as I strike // // At her face,
connecting with the glass and falling, // // Kneeling on a cushion of
initaria, holy // // Trinity, and then
conquered and claimed you in the name of God’s grace.  // //
patterns, into persons, into us, // //
conscious harmonics, singing face to face.  // // Resounding into musi
umanity, drove a rut // // Between our
consciousness // // And the light beyond, // // Quenched any wistful
nape, // // Might, from time to time,
consent a tawny arm to drape.  // //
/ Eyeless for Gaza, // // Blind to the
consequence :  // // Tabula Rasa.  // //
ie to live, he has zero to give.  // //
Consequences .  Jerusalem, 3 March 2009 // // Giggly Hillary // // Met
that doesn’t change and they can have. 
Consequently , they died as they lost touch with true vitality of natur
e saved you all those years ago.  // //
Conserved and published, now at last you know // // We hold you treas
Our eyes blank, with nothing to // //
Consider , no reason on which to found // // Our release from this hum
y the wrist.  // // // // And, lover,
consider the running down of the strong stag, // // its only hope to
he real crematorium— // // and see her
consigned to the flames.  // // (I completely understand why people ha
ne, awed and appalled // // by our own
consistency , but back where we started.  // // // // We talk less no
supply; // // Compass control; // //
Consistency straight-ruled.  // // Pacing for the exercise alone.  //
but never in front.  // // It seemed a
constant battle to // // Conform, a crime to confront.  // // The lig
ango tree solitarily stand // // Still
constant , fruit-laden, generous and sun-browned // // Golden, swollen
journey, // // Light foliage for their
constant “go”.  // // I feel very far from home.  // // Red, white.  Re
“I don’t know” spills from my lips in a
constant litany, // // Until my shame hangs, heavy, in the frosted ai
eyes make their movement static, // //
Constant , never reaching home.  // // I find that I am not alone // /
rm struck the sea // // The shock of a
constellation lost // // On a promontory we watched // // And the ni
night stared back // // The shock of a
constellation lost // // We navigate by auspice // // And the night
-dulling // // Concoction which // //
Constricted our mulling // // Minds one step at a time).  // // Soon
train and the platform, the gap // //
Constricting in a press of bodies that would // // Never normally ind
// // meaning and are instead cultural
constructions // // onto which developing minds can project anxieties
lars // // That cut and crack and cold
consume , // // And leave nothing but a blackened gloom, // // Of fac
sonnets of Shakespeare will forevermore
consume , the beings, bodies and souls of any given room // // While d
g the wall, then the floor // // As it
consumes you // // And it’s not a serpent // // But a great big blac
around a desk too large // // To make
contact with anything other than // // Words.  Each man seeks to draw
hair // // Like the wind that I cannot
contain by // // Mapping its every minuscule alteration— // // By ch
hings that have the amazing audacity to
contain nothing more than their visible capacity // // So that cheese
/ // to the mountains of advice // //
contained in The You Only Live Once Manual.  // // My life was comprom
                .M, the one I sometimes
contemplate // // This is where I started,                           
nd that each life is a movement towards
contemplation // // Of its abounding moment // // And that the creat
amage.  Kinship, threat, and fire // //
Contend for right in sixteen forty-five— // // Until the Lord of Libe
s of a river’s skin.  // // I taste the
contentment of bees, // // The exhilaration of rowers, // // The pin
n incessant nattering of the doors that
continue to open, // // The sweltering smell of morbid recycled air. 
[And, hey, maybe if I
continue to sing] // // // // // // // // // And, hey, maybe i
e in your dreams.  // // Of course I’ll
continue to sing, because you do crazy things // // To get back what
// // // // // And, hey, maybe if I
continue to sing, that thing // // That’s on the tip of your tongue,
ittle more loved, // // Turns away and
continues onwards // // Until the mile has become two // // And the
n harmony with cold machinery.  // // A
continuous shriek throbs against the wall // // And the tree falls si
emishes) // // To imagine // // (your
contours like sand-dunes // // against the beige of my fingertips //
thing not yet broken, so tell me // //
contrary poltergeist what is it you // // see in my mind’s silvered f
accident.  // // A barrier was missing
contrary // // to the mountains of advice // // contained in The You
// // Our despondent slough // // By
contrast .  It seemed // // So pure and free, and // // Yet we deemed
Of every thinker it lands upon, // //
Contrasting gentle with the strong // // Emotions felt when read in w
deft:  // // Any half-taught infant can
contrive // // To lean a pile of lines towards the left.  // // You’d
// School store supply; // // Compass
control ; // // Consistency straight-ruled.  // // Pacing for the exer
4.  // // Modernity is wrong.  We cannot
control nor predict anything.  They preceded us, autonomous.  Poetry is
of younger affirmations:  // // I am in
control of my desires // // I am unsullied by the blood crystals on m
ng over cor- // // al, usurping canoes
control of the crests, each rippling roll rock- // // ing him closer
plode // // And the watery sounds take
control of your body // // But no one can hear them // // And no one
not yours.  In your ennui, you tried to
control them, restrict their frivolous dance, and escape from their tr
// You must plan what you say, // //
Control what you say.  // // You can never just say it, // // If you
y pen moves blankly line to line // //
Controlled by the wrist of an amputee, // // I fear I am not in my pe
top themselves, debris // // From some
controll’d explosion: dry and charr’d, // // Destin’d to be the waste
stification, // // The deliberate slow
conundrum of complexity (if only I could remember those long words mor
/ // Astrologistically, // // This is
convenient // // In more ways than one.  // //
d of a sunbeam // // until our shadows
converged and it fled to the wrack in a finflick.  // // Our nets, tur
to // // Something.  // // A cycle of
conversation fills the room // // Asking meaningless, roundabout, que
way.  // // Bloated on turkey and stale
conversation // // The pack turns their inquisitive gaze // // On me
/ I don’t always want to be having this
conversation with myself.  // // For years—for, rather, rare nights be
all in ash and cinders, // // In acrid
conversation with the dead, // // whose ghosts go round in circles do
ings in scrawled letters // // Than in
conversations , so the note stays unfinished.  // // One last breath dr
in fair weather.  // // [My heart is a
convertible with the roof always down.] // // I have to go.  Drive saf
and away, // // I get a point I can’t
convey .  // // What we say is true, // // « Quand la sage montre la L
d the bark with our feet // // Firm in
convictions that a tree so generous // // Could never refuse us its r
// //   // //   // //   // //
Cookies and rainbow, // // Did what I thought was right, // // Shunn
ey ever ask the question // // What we
cooking for tea?      We could have Prometheus again.  We had that last
// and rest, and breathe some more the
cool clear air.  // // Beyond the scree the open path leads on, // //
, // // Rested head gentle against the
cool glass, // // But blotted quickly by a tunnel’s vulgar arrival.  /
ve or dead?  Live I could raise // // a
cool half million.  Dead it goes to Joe.  // // If I’ve ‘been DEAD’ am
le propped against the tree trunk, kept
cool in the shade // // My brother beside me, companiable but mute //
ur hair cut day-short, // // blowing a
cool kiss, // // prone on a white toboggan, // // doubling your sp
// reflected in inky water, // // the
cool night air // // slows down time.  // // Now is the time // // t
with vengeance // // second, store in
cool place until hardened into rock // // third, freeze for centuries
you bewail // // my loss – but ask my
cooling corpse to rush // // you finite proof ‘within three working d
eturn // // to the dry ground.  Let the
cooling dark // // settle around and about, under and over.  // // Co
n in comfort comparable to ours, // //
Coordinated purpose which only they know best, // // As we linger in
I can shift my gaze // // from keys to
coots // // while trying to turn a phrase // // or check a reference
d by a too-proud rooster // // twisted
copper about a girl’s wrists, her // // ankles, her throat.  It squat
// The cicada’s memories discarded, a
copper effigy caves in, // // And far away green wings are flying—is
the end, caravels crashing crudely over
cor - // // al, usurping canoes claim to the crests, each sullen swell
s the beginning, caravels cresting over
cor - // // al, usurping canoes control of the crests, each rippling r
ne else’s eyes, affirm a thing, touch a
cord // // ‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines on (animated) dissectin
ns, // // Soldering patches over kneed
corduroys , // // Moulded by no volcanic hand // // Other than his ow
ld in a glass jar // // at our heart's
core .  // // Helium and hydrogen hauled together.  // // I'm not sure
n hauled together // // at our heart’s
core .  // // I keep us cold in a glass jar, // // but secretly hope t
Flaw // // We are not alone.  The apple
core // // left faceless perfection’s shackles to rust.  // // The sh
necessary marks.  // // Park-safe, the
corgi does not even pull the lead // // 2B // // ‘Two Black’ too bla
oss section like a burr, // // or like
cork — // // all suberised.  // // It could look like // // a section
utumn.  // // Now we’ve stooked up in a
corner and shed a skin or two, // // old feathers and splinters litte
runs // // From tongue to lip to lip’s
corner and streams // // Into a bead collecting at his chin’s peak.  /
s it truly subside and quietly die in a
corner like the living things?  // // With dreams you wake, and feel a
ow from the windows of the house on the
corner , madly // // yellowed and drastic; there’s a word // // for t
osed.  // // My Grandmother sits in the
corner , // // she is watching me as I sleep, // // from the wicker c
Chair // // My Grandmother sits in the
corner .  // // There is a chair there, made of wicker // // For her t
g-master.  // // He lives a quiet, four-
cornered life, // // Polite, determined, and remote— // // His angel
e clapboards, // // but grander far, a
corniced window bay // // in darker wood.  Clear morning sunlight fil
-willy their horns reap // // the full
cornucopia , // // gamboling gluttonous // // through the waft from t
CAT scan for an air- // // Conditioned
corpse .  A quality of care // // That might have saved you all those
o the saint; // // The ram-head of the
corpse cracks a smile.  // // Silk sheets in the houses of ill-repute
/ // a kestrel is plucking the flunked
corpse : // // discarding the moving-you- // // over-the-face-of-the-
still a ghastly ex-officio // // crash
corpse ?  Those ‘hoodlums scammers’ I reflect // // might just be you,
ail // // my loss – but ask my cooling
corpse to rush // // you finite proof ‘within three working days’.  //
topher Isherwood // // Quickly ditched
Corpus // // With Berlin in mind.  // // Wrote of his life in his //
you.  I will be your umbilicalised hero. 
correct and repossess and play “sleeping satellite” with my scorn tuck
// // An unsystematised list of every
correct proposition.  // // It says nothing // // And is perfectly us
liness breeds like dysentery down every
corridor , // // And everything becomes impinging, a necessity for gre
— // // Have protests along her (warm)
corridor .  // // Every Girtonian burrs like a Scot, // // At every mo
// // open-a-fraction doors, down the
corridors , sent shivers of sunlight in criss-cross rays // // wedding
s // // Leopard-like // // Within the
corrugated cage.  // // The petrified wood // // Of my great-grandmot
s this, which misguidedly discuss vieux
corse and swiss // // Had I not written this I confess with deepest r
n ever before.  To tell the solid // //
Cost from the worthless losses; // // That five pence that isn’t wort
// // Like they’ll protect us when our
cosy lives explode.  // // Mental muscles flex and pose in minimalist
uilt like the house // // of weathered
Cotswold stone.  // // The box and holly // // were magnificent, but
// // tasting the words themselves lke
cottage cheese // // To Eliot, difficult, in cold collations // // C
/ // from Creamy keats with his mossed
cottage trees // // tasting the words themselves lke cottage cheese /
w me to fade this way:  // // Wind-beat
cotton , holes at the knee, // // Day into day, into day // // Into n
y.  // // My mistake was suggesting the
cotton — // // Though to let him get lost seemed too rotten.  // // No
ploughing // // a red trough.  // // I
cough a protest.  No bird sings.  // //
is moon-silvered skinny feet.  // // He
coughs with surprise at the cold rigidity of the ground— // // I have
// Which three therapists and a college
counsellor failed to spot, // // But I feel like I want to be entirel
sans rhyme it’s prose, // // obtusely
count ictūs with fingers stunt’d; // // numb’d ass’nance, ’lision; la
Don’t
count your chickens // // … but if the chicken // // is just the egg
and your hand sleight // // And don’t
count your winnings ’til you’re in the clear.  // // Play your men lik
e watered.  // // Seasons and years are
counted and timed.  // // Philosophies are aired, // // temple column
22 May 1998 // // The ballot-slips are
counted in // // And somewhere someone’s saying yes.  // // Even the
In a charity shop // // Sat behind the
counter , // // old watches spread, // // bracelets, teaspoons // //
// sat, hunch-huddled // // behind the
counter , // // was because she had no other cause, // // no-one else
o his chest.  // // Wrists, shackled by
counterfeit silver, // // Steeled against the disgrace of a head bowe
// As the hadrons collide, // // I’m
counting beside // // The flickering green // // Of my screen.  // /
I should // // not be doing // // is
counting // // my eggs.  // //
See this: // // the large, dilapidated
country house // // that is my mother’s next big venture after // //
year it snows on Boxing Day.  // // The
country road not cleared for days // // —and then of course it snows
nimals     to the surprise of the quiet
couples and the wistful young mothers     to the surprise of the small
// Accompanying us: families, workers,
couples , // // Phone-paralysed and book-engrossed, // // Pret-a-Mang
here have passed away.  // // Handfast
couples picked their path and left you // // Deserted.  Only bramble b
kids to school.  // // Pointy hats—and
couplets —fade like leaves // // In fashion’s autumn, following this r
ould // // smile and tease and pass on
courage , save // // our grades and your dignity, your // // inspirat
d a fight.  Clothes pegs.  // // He, of
course , always hated sentiment, // // and she never had much time for
// // just the earth.  // // Later, of
course , // // another priest came // // who stood over the dragon //
pless walk // // at dawn, choosing our
course by instinct, taking // // left or right according to our whim,
r has a jealous moon.] // // How’s the
course ?  // // Coursing.  // // [And tossing and turning and tumbling
em on my list.  // // Trying to keep on
course , despite // // The best attempts of two wheels // // To end
force // // beyond imagination; and of
course // // extracted from my fickle memory— // // elusive and illu
// Make sure to come up for air.  // //
Course .  // // Good one.  // // I use humour—I’m used to humour.  // /
llege 1913).  // // The Reigate lab, of
course // // has a source // // of pure water: a still.  // // Gard
of old air.  Hear from you soon?  // //
Course .  // // [I missed you] // //
ot cleared for days // // —and then of
course it snows again.  // // One afternoon for one brief hour // //
re graves dug amid sapphires…  // // Of
course its parents were disappointed // // but still loved it.  To te
in.  // // Like everything you wear, of
course , it’s mine.  // // You’ve taken residence beneath my skin, //
u’re everyone in your dreams.  // // Of
course I’ll continue to sing, because you do crazy things // // To ge
fine plan.  // // We also need money—of
course private finance will // // jump to join in, but needs time to
it.  // // You know what I mean.  // //
Course .  // // You always alone?  // // Not in fair weather.  // // [M
moon.] // // How’s the course?  // //
Coursing .  // // [And tossing and turning and tumbling me into the wee
autumn frost. // // 1am, and Woodlands
court // // is the same as it always is: // // at once a place to be
ard.  // // Still just me and Woodlands
court , // // separate beneath the stars, // // at 1am.  // //
Outside.  // // Despite cuff, coins and
courtesy , the circle // // Will inhale.  The peak reaching skywards, e
// but me nonetheless.  // // Here, the
courtyard is blank.  // // Still just a courtyard.  // // Still just m
courtyard is blank.  // // Still just a
courtyard .  // // Still just me and Woodlands court, // // separate b
hing you’d expect // // of a Cambridge
courtyard : // // the library, the chapel, // // the fluster of light
/ Then back to skirt the edge of Malham
Cove , // // with fields below and limestone crags above; // // desce
// // skittering onto the // // drain
cover // //   // // … // // above us // // white stars pierce //
o find the case and lift the dull brown
cover // // To see, at first, your image in the glass.  // // You see
ers grew about his head // // Campions
covered his outspread hair // // And mildew took the place of tears /
ound, under sky, // // from marsh just
covered in the slack: time to let it dry.  // // Now I cut new rivule
Notes // // // // At first they were
covered in words: critical diatribes // // in small.  Then they took o
// // Kat couldn’t do Tuesdays, so you
covered instead— // // put out the biscuits, the chairs, the cat, //
ame route again // // Until your notes
covered it like yellow bricks.  // //
eneath its reasonable limits // // And
covering the hard brown earth.  // // Blurry, out of focus and unfeeli
est // // in sour milk // // the sick
cow // // and the blight // // that had fallen on the vineyard.  //
// and heave clods of wet grass.  // //
cowbwebs catch on tongue and mesh eyes // // blinking on a pimpled tr
fire, burning so bright, a bird // //
Cozied in its nest, snuggles down somehow.  // // A change, some thing
the Marianas, old souls dwell in robber
crabs , // // But still their young steal shells to hide in—is this th
the pool.  Sand shivered a hermit // //
crab’s claw from its recycled shell, while a translucent team // // o
int of sharp velars // // That cut and
crack and cold consume, // // And leave nothing but a blackened gloom
my head.  Above it to my heart // // A
crack in distance shone—’twas my ember.  // // The flame brought me to
// What?  I stare at you looking.  Blank! 
Crack open the sixth seal // // Whilst you speak the weather of our l
soil // // misting in the middle of a
cracked caramel carpet // // a burial mound where boots crunch beech
ry of items, // // A register for each
cracked piece // // Of souvenir china:  // // The white and yellow ho
He was better than his word.  // // The
crackers sound, the jokes renowned— // // Thank God for the paper cro
// // warmed by un-canned laughter and
crackling fire-breath // // (Sound-bites for both now!)— // // becau
aint; // // The ram-head of the corpse
cracks a smile.  // // Silk sheets in the houses of ill-repute // //
f hope, a sense of fear, a bough // //
Cracks like fire, burning so bright, a bird // // Cozied in its nest,
/ The ice with which I rose grew weary,
crack’d // // So softly and remorselessly, compact // // No more as
// It represented such a fine-wrought
craft // // and skill, and yet I never thought you deft // // enough
t a sideshow: all the while // // the
crafty sea is also digging down // // beneath the piles.  Then one st
// // with fields below and limestone
crags above; // // descend the steps to reach the valley floor— // /
will be more.  // // More hills, dales,
crags , beaches // // more boat or cycle rides // // more walks, more
y blurred and ill-conceived, // // But
cram enough inside and surely in a week or two // // A miracle will o
The full, Catholic-size family, // //
Cramped into the front room // // Like chestnuts in an oven.  // // B
/ No heave-some ebb and flow.  // // No
cramping bend to lunar bow.  // // No woman ruled by orbing tyrant que
/ // Might, if we built a Babel enough
crane .  // // Bums are falling off our kids: ruthless in cutting off w
e air // // (or so it seems to me), to
crash back down— // // you must be nimble.  // // Later we discover /
h, or still a ghastly ex-officio // //
crash corpse?  Those ‘hoodlums scammers’ I reflect // // might just be
und by the // // Endlessness repeating
crashed -crushed // // Ideas, the waiting of night upon night, // //
But a great big black wave // // That
crashes over you // // And you try to gasp for breath, but you can’t
O // // Columbus was the end, caravels
crashing crudely over cor- // // al, usurping canoes claim to the cre
ls, and it all comes // // Beautifully
crashing down, // // Life flying in.  // // Everything I Ever See Was
ts are a maelstrom, a cacophony, // //
Crashing , shrieking, // // Half longing, half caution.  // // Should
/ // —his tasseled hat // // and pink
cravat — // // just gazed at Nick, // // and Nick at him, // // whil
knowledge yet to be explored, // // I
crave to be equal to your wisdom, // // But instead I find my mind is
d yet, // // I carry on, as though I’m
craving more.  // // My shoes have turned a whole new shade of wet.  //
casual.  // // His humour still hasn’t
crawled // // Out of the bathroom.  // // Mock anti-Semitism, amusing
itled] // // There is something // //
Crawling at the back of your mind.  // // You feel it growing, growing
by the outside, // // The outside that
crawls and seethes in me, // // The outside that is me, // // Is my
e I’ll continue to sing, because you do
crazy things // // To get back what you need.  // // So that HAL migh
nything unusual - // // And the sheets
creak in the night as you wrap up warm with worn-out future thoughts,
// That five pence that isn’t worth the
creak // // Of bones to pick up.  // // A camera lens whirs to focus
A trifle(with double
cream ) // // Dr Foster went to Gloucester // // for a summer spin— /
e we’re all fixing // // Absences with
cream , whiskey, // // Guinness, the whole room // // A-glow.  // //
He maps out his face and hair // // In
creams and gels.  // // His teeth are polished by professionals, // /
m all and sample every sort // // from
Creamy keats with his mossed cottage trees // // tasting the words th
ellow Victorian tobacco-stains upon the
creamy -white // // Bernard Shaw, the voluptuous Darwin, the natty Dis
ng that I’d rather wear // // Than the
crease of your brow emblazoned in my hair.  // // And you, around that
Riddle // // Come find me in a
crease sea-squalls cannot reach // // Waves are my shelter, I’m not f
Like a trap the hand snaps shut, // //
Creases more, // // Folds into itself.  // // A cloud steps aside for
late into lonely doubt.  // // Coloured
creases of downy skin // // and the tactless scratch of green biro.  /
build myself like honeycomb.  Wax might
create candlelight, // // but for now my light is stored, and the sli
take a poet with supreme imagination to
create from cheese an immortal sensation // // However, no man has da
rom It, as we do not really know how to
create poetry or account for its spontaneous creation.  Look, really lo
o my clothes.  // // I taste the jigsaw
created by leaves overhead, // // With the clammy fingers of shade th
ust the old // // and weathered hills,
created by some force // // beyond imagination; and of course // //
out the light.  // // We studied mass,
created form, // // And looked for no eternal flame.  // // Just pass
e poetry or account for its spontaneous
creation .  Look, really look—we are nothing, we have nothing, everythin
g the future his signature flaw.  // //
Creation stutters through faltering hands // // —The shuttle shatters
/ // Molly, his wife, would pursue his
creation with // // care and affecting mathematic precision to // //
the unknown.  // // They say that each
creature must find its way to this tree // // And that each life is a
ts abounding moment // // And that the
creature , transfixed by its time-blown boughs, // // Will find itself
the inside, nightmares can be sensitive
creatures — // // ‘You go!’  ‘Now me!’  ‘Whose turn for riding?’  Is this
ming in the night, I can no more // //
credit clairvoyance for what was simply love // // than I could moral
Credit in the city // // Penthoused // //
her pace.  // // Now I rush on down the
creek // // bearing loose things left afloat.  // // Behind each moor
bark wildly at the moon.  // // Bitter
Creek , last time // // You said this was the only way.  // // Just pl
push against my trickle home, // // to
creep back in when I have gone.  It’s time: my end has come.  // // No
worlds that scare // // me.  Something
creepily malign’s // // through there, and space and time // // seem
! tous n’est ce que vanité!  // // But,
creeping further in, she finds a tree // // ablaze with fragrant lemo
gots do their deadly work, // // Those
creeping politicians breathing hate, // // Who prostitute the offices
blackened words into dead wood; // //
Cremates Glede-eyes garnet // // Tightens coils, wrenches words // /
o down to the basement // // —the real
crematorium — // // and see her consigned to the flames.  // // (I com
.) // // Standing around the Cambridge
crematorium , // // dressed for the occasion, // // we read the flowe
nother twenty one years, // // another
crematorium .  // // This time Judith has chosen the music, // // a Be
. rust // // me down // // within the
crepusc // // -ular tone, the tusk // // is ground // // into the s
ches and secluded pathways.  // // Each
crescendo blasts my mind to whiteness.  // // Who will join me in the
e are but notes the piano plays.  // //
Crescendo —jump a major fifth— // // And down the tone I never can hea
yself entirely.  // // My nails dig red
crescents in my skin as I strike // // At her face, connecting with t
at least) // // To Mellbreak’s deepest
crest // //
// Columbus was the beginning, caravels
cresting over cor- // // al, usurping canoes control of the crests, e
battle wound, // // Just resting, feet
cresting // // The concrete wave.  // // Days stretch out, like a win
// al, usurping canoes control of the
crests , each rippling roll rock- // // ing him closer to the exotic E
// // al, usurping canoes claim to the
crests , each sullen swelling rock- // // ing him closer to the pristi
ning our youth // // To be fed to that
Cretan abuser.  // // I’m a man at his best where there’s fighting //
Cretan Quartet—a blame game // // MINOTAUR // // I blame my mother,
ring of a bell, // // hush, presents,
crib , Christ Kind: // // tree aspark and fizzing, in a cavern // //
// Stille Nacht must be sung before the
crib , // // Two verses, slow as moonrise // // Sung beside the candl
showed me nothing to fear; // // But I
cried a splashy Victorian tear, // // Finding the day so new and so o
/ // It looks to flower in your // //
Cries , but falls fallow?  // // Go hungry dear fox // // Do not blood
a constant battle to // // Conform, a
crime to confront.  // // The light trickled through, // // A liquid
fteen homicides and sixty-three violent
crimes ”—tv-light // // and wonder: do I have it, or no? this meme of
A grapefruit squeezed // // Spoon cuts
crimson flesh // // Drops spray silent // // Zest bittersweet scent
ess, // // On Tuesdays for the boys in
crinkled shirts, // // A break from labs and analysing dirts; // //
rooms.  // // Stepping out, // // the
crisp , exhilarating // // assault // // of night-time on my radiator
about a getting a nosebleed on // // A
crisp white formal shirt, // // And me realising that the method of e
od-humoured sweat // // Along with the
crispness of a river’s skin.  // // I taste the contentment of bees, /
corridors, sent shivers of sunlight in
criss -cross rays // // wedding chimes of line and light that got thro
// At first they were covered in words: 
critical diatribes // // in small.  Then they took on the look of all
at cheese is not sorely missed from the
critically acclaimed world of the immortal rhymists // // It would ta
t her dignity // // To be there in the
crook of the crown of the tree.  // //
plastic tubs // // feeding yew // //
crooked elbow // // no gravestones // // poor yew transplanted // /
t cross-legged at home and laugh at our
crooked little fingers.  // // Promise me—don’t compromise your name,
/ // The sandy bend that was my elbow,
crooked // // Round old socks long since sundered from their other ha
hell’s fire unbinds.  // // But now our
cropped , uncivil Samson binds // // Five foxes, brush to brush, a hex
/ // Pots are thrown and fired, // //
crops are watered.  // // Seasons and years are counted and timed.  //
me please’ // // As passengers // //
Cross and recross the gap // // As if they would // // Make of the m
rds you have mastered, // // Let’s sit
cross -legged at home and laugh at our crooked little fingers.  // // P
xtra.  // // She could just hang up her
cross , // // Pour the holy water down the sink, // // Take up the po
dors, sent shivers of sunlight in criss-
cross rays // // wedding chimes of line and light that got through to
indide her body.  // // I imagined its
cross section like a burr, // // or like cork— // // all suberised. 
ut along the darkening lanes we went to
cross the river, black and cruel.  This city now extinguished, empty, s
pigeon’s slow, ungainly steps // // To
cross the road (no joke in that) // // Catch at only half way there. 
// The brave and fearless warrior will
cross the road // // To avoid the reminder that success is fleeting /
the space // // and the time // // to
cross the waters, // // explore the earth, // // and send signal fir
Pens open and ready, // // braced with
crossed ledgers // // and steelily smiling, // // the nilherds encir
Brie, // // The precious freight that
crossed the sundering sea, // // For soon we leave that fast-receding
of the road, // // not the one we were
crossing . // // and the train that was crossing // // did all the ta
crossing. // // and the train that was
crossing // // did all the talking— // // my deer, at the railroad,
couldn’t be stopped // // he loved it… 
crossing // // lines” I said. // // “somethings wrong” I said, // /
bus had stopped // // at the railroad
crossing // // the driver yelled ‘quiet’ // // we kept on talking //
nds There, Given To The Dreadful Clouds
Crossing The Stars, Racing To Nowhere // // And you’re frantic - no r
Crossing // // “the yellow bus had stopped // // at the railroad cro
hrough the quiet.  // // I watched you,
crossing // // your arms.  At the Railroad // // we were stopped, //
,’ he said, // // ‘if it stays on that
crossing ’ // // then the train did the talking // // and we all went
he Lamb // // Columbo-standard, // //
Crouching cold-nose, // // Eyes like a noose, nipping // // Natural
/ His only keepers were the fox, // //
Crouching in the purple phlox, // // The hare whose eyes at equinox /
se it’s supposed // // to hurt and the
crowd hear what they want to hear; // // instead I’m staring at want’
us on a hunched // // Body.  One of the
crowd in particular // // Distinct, only, because it looks // // For
en when sat around this table, // // A
crowd of faces linked by tinsel and blood, // // While the ideal me w
the water channelling below.  // // The
crowds stand restless with suspense // // to capture the flight and f
Jane // // A
crown gall, // // they found it indide her body.  // // I imagined it
// // To be there in the crook of the
crown of the tree.  // //
/ Yes, I was.  I was there with my
crown pulled tightly over my ears, and I was happy, really happy.  I wa
enowned— // // Thank God for the paper
crown .  // // Young and old.  // // It hides my nephew’s eyes.  // //
// With the royal standard let him be
crowned .  // // He’s the real thing.  He’s renowned.  // // He can run,
// // Now it happens my old friend is
crowned mayor of London, he // // goes by the rubrik of Boris the Mad
eir lovely Prince Dmitry // // Who had
crowned their lives with grace.  // // They came with cakes, they came
n gilding him with yellow // // Yellow
crowning him with grace.  // // He lay there till the grass grew high
gold on her head, // // To afford the
crowns of Cain, the trademarks of Hester, // // Until she falls dead.
are scales beneath a sheepskin you are
crow’s // // feet in a mirror, so many questions // // interrogate m
wrenches words // // Tightens coils, a
crucible // // Refining through fire.  // // The page is filled.  I ha
/ It misfits, kills a bell in a burning
crucible .  // // The cat yowls, and it all comes // // Beautifully cr
Columbus was the end, caravels crashing
crudely over cor- // // al, usurping canoes claim to the crests, each
well they do, for both were classed and
cruel :  // // Embroideries and rhymes were fortune’s perk— // // They
!  Desert not him who loves thee!  // //
Cruel one!  Forgive me!  // // I know not what I’ve done!  // // This p
s we went to cross the river, black and
cruel .  This city now extinguished, empty, spent; the beauty of the day
my perfect mind:  // // As examiners so
cruelly , // // In the chilling hall where I’m confined, // // Tell u
s, // // Pitchers, kettles, glassware,
cruets , // // Vases, ash trays, cups, and bowls.  // // What does he
heir path—it floats adrift.  // // They
crumble in atop themselves, debris // // From some controll’d explosi
t, difficult, in cold collations // //
Crumbling and stuffed with other folk’s quotations..  // //
e girl poised and primed, // // ground
crumbling beneath her feet // // to meet the water channelling below.
s— // // Tough, stringy leather around
crumbling // // Pages // // Tapering towards well-thumbed // // Ed
Crummock Water // // Wend your way // // Towards the edge // // Whe
or my bones.  It just hung there softly,
crumpled at the elbows and knees.  But the moon looked so sad that I st
The Box // // The box arrived— // //
Crumpled cardboard, // // Raw-edged— // // Wrapped within the glossy
r // // Another hour gone // // Paper
crumpled in a heap // // I don’t have a clue!  // // Another hour in
arpet // // a burial mound where boots
crunch beech nuts // // and heave clods of wet grass. // // cowbwebs
my radiator-warmed skin // // And the
crunch of the season underfoot // // And the smell of the raw earth /
pursue the sunrise with a net of silver
crunching aphids.  // // I will char those swatches dotted with herds
.  // // // // …Screeching brakes and
crunching metal as gravity falls away.  // // Tumbling upwards, being
our necessary task to fight // // And
crush this evil force.  We did appreciate // // Your quiet support, a
joy and gladness so that the bones you
crushed can rejoice. it’s waiting there for you. maybe one day my skin
he // // Endlessness repeating crashed-
crushed // // Ideas, the waiting of night upon night, // // An expec
Crushed // // My thoughts are a maelstrom, a cacophony, // // Crashi
er.  The frost returns // // to make a
crust .  The next two months // // are clear and fine and bitter cold.
/ Every step, // // your foot upon the
crust , you think // // ‘This time, it will hold my weight.’  // // Bu
face is old now, frost and snow // //
Crustate my hairs and eyebrows, a great flow // // Of white from top-
unshaven merchants, and // // the acne-
crusted vicar’s son— // // the old podiatrist next door, // // ‘Eter
rising of dough, // // The rolling of
crusts .  // // The revival of lifeless hands.  // // The utensils that
pon my shoulder. // // and there’s the
crux , // // right in that light, hush’d // // lull brown, // // dee
in my mind for release.  // // Until I
cry for things I never had // // And laugh at memories I never made. 
ll be stripped enough. one day I get to
cry Kri’at Shema lying down.  I get unbelief. one day I will be calx an
yester jackets, unadorned // // Mutely
cry out for someone // // To demonstrate a melody // // In the super
my mouth will praise you. the wild dogs
cry out in the undulating skink night, “mother will never understand”
// Let her without skin be the first to
cry .  // // Rosemary for remembrance and pansies for thoughts, // //
ck // // to teddy and a baby brother’s
cry .  // // The virus makes me look // // for virtue in the virtual /
// If you aimed a card, or a note, or a
cry // // too carelessly into the hopeful abyss // // please come an
/ // brings rumbling forest drums that
cry vanité! // // vanité! tous n’est ce que vanité!  // // But, creep
/ // Fiddling, jittering, spluttering,
crying // // his name like a love-song, // // a meaningless // // t
old it to your ear, do you hear someone
crying ?  Is this the poem?  // // On Valentines Day a kick from the sto
d // // Not to hollows, but hellos—the
crying of news // // (“She’s birthed!  She’s birthed!”)—children at pl
drowned.  // // You strike him and deep
crystal bass-notes resound.  // // He’ll never lose time, he’s careful
ging fleur-de-lys // // watched by the
crystal prism’s sharp-cut eye?  // // It represented such a fine-wroug
with wheels’ folly, // // Gliding over
crystalline tarmac.  // // The limestone’s awake, the vestibules are g
me into light…  // // Eternal concept,
crystalline , unknown…  // // But I can’t reach or feel your fragile fo
med house // // Of the brain trying to
crystallize , but so often falls at the first hurdle, // // Snaps like
hird, freeze for centuries until // //
crystallized into meaningless // // serve cold and forgotten // // A
ires // // I am unsullied by the blood
crystals on my palm // // I am unsullied.  // // Ornithologists with
ely ice-etched selves drowned, like ice
cubes // // in scotch, or scotch in a stomach.  // // That is it—to d
today: quicksand clumps, capsized melon
cubes , stranded sea monkeys // // Maybe they patternize to someone el
from the // // Outside.  // // Despite
cuff , coins and courtesy, the circle // // Will inhale.  The peak reac
c viable // // meaning and are instead
cultural constructions // // onto which developing minds can project
turns to dust.  // // With a casual pop-
culture reference, // // She turns to leave the polystyrene cemetery,
el, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // // A
cup and a toast to seed, sapling, and snag— // // A toast and a cup t
I swam back to you, and you’d made me a
cup of tea—chamomile tea—because I was cold.  And although you’d been s
sapling, and snag— // // A toast and a
cup to the soil and loam, // // To the litter of leaves and the mulch
ounded me.  // // In no-color, no-shape
cup waiter serves // // My tea.  Sugar bowl fills not-white tablecloth
Revelry // // Come fill the
cup , we’ve little time to drink, // // The ship of state’s about to p
was a problem // // In the under-stair
cupboard // // Of post-modern serfdom.  // // The light was rarely sh
ery judder.  // // My body is a hymn to
Cupid ; // // He is in its arches and secluded pathways.  // // Each c
’m sure it’s not abnormal.  Otherwise OK
Cupid would think twice // // About having one of its stupid question
sware, cruets, // // Vases, ash trays,
cups , and bowls.  // // What does he see in jugs and jars?  // // What
editions // // more books, more coffee
cups // // more tragedies, comedies, histories // // more shapes, mo
with our mothers milk // // But poets
curdle words until they bite, // // With substance and a flavour of t
e love letters littered, // // Lost in
curdled red // // I’ve been busy, too, // // Falling— // // Could y
lief:  // // Heat-treatment is the only
cure ; // // Everyone should give the bursar grief— // // Have protes
et unbelief. one day I will be calx and
cure , what’s inside will be me.  // //
from our new cut beams!  // // We’re a
curio .  Grain shovel is propped up all ornamental, // // dusted cogs v
ft by spray // // she floats above the
curl and spume of sea, and then // // the girl poised and primed //
e has seen your struggle.  // // So you
curl up inside your head, // // Feeling much too small, // // And ye
And ghostly shimmering nylon stockings
curled // // Like bindweed.  Deposited, blooming with the taint // /
elicate, from a peak dangling, // // A
curled query around a new gaze, // // Your palm pressed flat to my so
u seen Schiele’s // // Levitation, the
curled toes the moment // // of departure, are you afraid do you //
walks, more bluebell woods // // more
curlews , more ragged, slanting lines of geese // // more travels, jou
eraph spiralled down // // In circling
curlicues of sacred text, // // Flaring in ink and paper to the floor
ch domestic heirloom bearing // // The
curly script of a generation // // Framed by the dusty yellow // //
r the colour hair, or too straight, too
curly .’  // // In days gone by it was the fashion, Sweeney did bad bus
ith this.  // // I just mean that in my
current state, 19 years and // // Not enough months to make a differe
/ In the glaring static of hidden foamy
currents .  // //
/ // the billows settle low, cold as a
curse , // // but though the thunder roars, it will not rain. // // y
that would flourish were it not for the
curse // // Of bringing her here.  But now someone’s penned // // A d
ndane to say // // And expire with the
curse of your name dribbling from my lips // // And clotting on my ne
// And how, so root and branch do both
curse spell, // // Where fog, encoal’d, imbues with cloud our sight,
pings from the youngest ewe, // // who
cursed as the basket spills in sticky clay // // and scraped the mud
our steps; growing day by day, // // a
cursive script’s embrace // // in which to rest—safe in the sound //
// // An example in your death.  // //
Curst to know yourself, vain paragon, // // Your tears will recreate
// A wave breaks over us like a stage
curtain , // // and it is last night on the M56, // // heading west,
teeth.  // // I will close your goddamn
curtains for you.  // //
// And there’s no dusty sheets or torn
curtains // // Or your voice.  // // And, I wish // // We could wast
Hazy summer light filters through torn
curtains .  // // You shed dust from your eyes, // // Blood dripping f
rough branches and the fling // // And
curve of colour on the golden fruit…  // // All buried in the rubble o
fe thus thrown // // into the evolving
curve of modern flight // // now trade in futures on the wishing bone
// Gazing from a clifftop grave // //
Curved ache of a clear horizon // // Could I foretell the future //
/ // The wake of light on water // //
Curved ache of a clear horizon // // You hold your hand in mine // /
mental // // shape clipped // // wind
curves // // moles tubers // // worm roots wait // // for spring //
glass and falling, // // Kneeling on a
cushion of broken shards, // // All that remains is dripping blood /
Wednesdays it rains; pumpkins pockmark;
cushion -thief strikes) // // again I imagine it forked by lightening,
I am shut out too, // // The past and
custom are no friend of ours.  // // Yet in determination progress flo
h.  // // That is it—to die, not in the
customary sense // // (machine clanging to a halt, // // mind looks
ot paper.  // // I am using scissors to
cut // // a square around your face // // to frame.  These are sharp
rting point of sharp velars // // That
cut and crack and cold consume, // // And leave nothing but a blacken
h there, and space and time // // seem
cut and twisted everywhere.  // // Though, via a chink a softer glare
// mixed up with sawdust from our new
cut beams!  // // We’re a curio.  Grain shovel is propped up all orname
Gog or // // Magog?  Tell // // me of
cut chalk and // // turf scalped red, ley lines and hillforts, // //
ueen; // // Umbilical tangen skywards,
cut clean.  // // I am the moon-child broken free, // // Losing mothe
// ‘That one is too large, too small,
cut close or not at all; // // This one here too ginger for the colou
freeze this: // // you with your hair
cut day-short, // // blowing a cool kiss, // // prone on a white tob
// watched by the crystal prism’s sharp-
cut eye?  // // It represented such a fine-wrought craft // // and sk
ays from her eyes.  // // I want her to
cut me open at the waist with her clavicle // // And put me back toge
orward // // Into last night’s night I
cut // // Myself with familiar awkwardness // // Of searching eyes a
lack: time to let it dry.  // // Now I
cut new rivulets // // to drain the chains of pools that lace the spr
nd spitting, // // Under the blows the
cut stones splinter // // The Green Man comes to winter, // // To th
high up.  // // With my hands I try and
cut the sun.  // //
h, showing, to break the ice // // And
cut the tension.  // // I should have spoken by now, but…  // // I sho
he sees?  The frame // // he chose has
cut us off from looking at // // the focus of her gaze: does he not w
ity of the wood // // And mortar which
cut // // Us off from the rest of // // Humanity, drove a rut // //
eet at last.  // // All I want to do is
cut you up.  // // My hands snip snip in the air.  // // Ha ha ha.  //
now despair // // but follow where, by
cute design, // // the wormholes lead, // // I have a very real fear
// A grapefruit squeezed // // Spoon
cuts crimson flesh // // Drops spray silent // // Zest bittersweet s
/ set in gibbet salt, // // a red nick
cuts … // // wonder began // //   // // or I // // Iron Age bred, /
eros] // // Walcott begins Omeros with
cutting down some cedars:  // // We shudder here with the jarring nois
The
Cutting Edge // // At my back, like you, I always hear // // The edg
you, I always hear // // The edge, the
cutting edge is coming near.  // // Not the blind fury // // With the
ack, like you, I always here // // The
cutting edge, the edge is coming near.  // //
s are falling off our kids: ruthless in
cutting off waste!  // // Fairy-free gardens have as many colour purpl
o excise // // Another snippet for the
cutting room // // A sweeping on the heap of history.  // // But stil
side the windows, // // High-up, grass-
cutting , // // Swaying like fans // // Or parroting particulars //
althy scissors of a blinded time // //
Cutting through accretions of the past // // Dully and daily deleting
/ // “somethings wrong” I said, // //
cutting through the quiet.  // // I watched you, crossing // // your
[
cyclamen in purple bursts kiss compost] // // cyclamen in purple burs
n in purple bursts kiss compost] // //
cyclamen in purple bursts kiss compost // // mushroom-tiled and moss-
a threat to // // Something.  // // A
cycle of conversation fills the room // // Asking meaningless, rounda
les, crags, beaches // // more boat or
cycle rides // // more walks, more bluebell woods // // more curlews
// // From old fashioned, swan-necked
cycles .  // // The pinked sky of dinner has given way.  // // Under th
Cycling Home on a Winter Evening // // // // // // // // // /
mp.  // // Icarus, spread-eagled in the
cycling lane.  // // With borrowed wings a hedgehog // // Sprawls upo
the new year is sleeping within // //
cyclizine dreams, // // and I am reminded of yesterday’s wonder:  //