Home page Indexes: Authors Titles First lines
Recent themes Early themes
PDF version of this poem
Concordance Random poem
Not Averse
This poem may show better as an image: Please click here for PDF version
Trying to make you love me again
Is like notating birdsong.
I made you the ideal theory:
An unsystematised list of every correct proposition.
It says nothing
And is perfectly useless
And is perfect,
Like the thing that you were.
The morning still falls
And squalls through your hair
Like the wind that I cannot contain by
Mapping its every minuscule alteration—
By changing everything.
Tiny fingertips.
(The winners in heartbreak.)
“Biology is just stamp collecting” and
You are just biology.
I am the king that buried the world;
The only map of his kingdom perfect enough
(For you) had to be
Identical.
I cannot understand you
Because you breathe.
I only included everything important.
Everything was important.
Everything squalls and
Everything breathed and
Your soft memory immolates its body beneath my hands.
Rings of ash are black MIDI:
All that is left of bird song.
Phoenix upside—down.
Pigeon panicking inside an elevator.
I can know these everythings and never know how they made you (do this).