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Not Averse
“Take the plunge. Water’s right there. C’mon, I can see you aching from all the way across the room.”
– Keaton St James, ‘A Study in Trans Masculinity’
Listen, kid: are you, or are you not,
The boy in the poem?
He knows I’m here; he knows
What I sound like, he knows
I can swim. He knows,
He knows—
Did you, or did you not, hide
The body? Did you, or did you not,
Keep digging—
All night—
I kept digging. The sun rose,
And I kept digging, lungs
Burning. Listen, kid:
Broken ribs aren’t worth it,
Kid: bandages aren’t for this kind of wound,
Kid: you’re twenty-four years old.
Get over it. You swim or you drown,
Kid. She swims and you drown.