The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

This concordance provides an index to every word in the poems, excluding a list of common "stopwords".  It may be useful in finding a half-remembered poem, and perhaps in looking at the usage of words in the poems as a whole.  It will be readable only on a large screen.

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tly that the second derivative of xx is
aa and the second derivative of yy is -gg.  // // Those who did manage
ree tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed
ABAB .  How prosaic!  My judicious removal of selected line breaks was
concrete, // // Rejected love letters
abandoned .  // // I want you to feel the same, but— // // I’ll call y
e.  // // I thought I’d fledged, // //
abandoned the embarrassment of home, // // but now I’m back // // to
he wet grass; he and she, // // Having
abandoned their shoes some time ago, // // Print a wide arc, then slo
full spate.  // // Now my headlong dash
abates —where I once was, the waders team, rich foraging is // // in t
k up the river Wharfe, // // to Bolton
Abbey , and the Strid beyond, // // and Barden Bridge—and now I flick
// Not the blind fury // // With the
abhorred shears // // But this is what I fear; // // The stealthy sc
unsullied by my insides, // // By the
abjected charging cables, // // And my missing teeth, // // And the
ing further in, she finds a tree // //
ablaze with fragrant lemon-yellow suns, // // and, picking four of th
// What is the account that we are each
able to give?  // // That turning people into poems won’t make them sp
gician’s hat the rainbow bunny of being
able to remember the names of the metrical forms, // // So easy to le
// // Per second, and I’ll finally be
able to stand again, // // And stop falling to my knees.  // // It do
rly attempted, with many candidates not
able to understand fully the situation being studied.  A large proporti
gondolier, dipping his hands // // For
ablutions , kneels on the slender deck, makes oblations // // Of shorn
em to shatter.  // // I’m sure it’s not
abnormal .  Otherwise OK Cupid would think twice // // About having one
// // Watching others, irregularities
abound , and you realise how very different we are, // // And the lone
ent towards contemplation // // Of its
abounding moment // // And that the creature, transfixed by its time-
// They jostle and press ’til, // //
abrading the bolt-rust, // // they burst through their binding // //
again the next day.  // // A clockwork
Abraham , ready every morning with his flint // // At six o’clock.  Sha
estone humming and spectral, // // The
absence , eerie, of mountains, of people.  // // Just you, steady tread
trip early.  // // “Sorry” // // Your
absence , far more valuable // // Than your self, leaves me reversing
there’s no such thing as cold, just an
absence of warmth?  // // That can’t be right.  // // Let me check the
get // // To that pleading warble.  An
absence passes through // // hands, to claws, to talons.  The song unm
er day // // to feel your ever-present
absence , still // // to find a way.  // // I hear you say, // // “Bu
Who am I, Bernard?  // // Welcome to
absence , these open // // Arms stretched as sundown.  // // Echo call
er // // While we’re all fixing // //
Absences with cream, whiskey, // // Guinness, the whole room // // A
a place to be // // and a place to be
absent from, // // at once somewhere that is home // // and somewher
h the mail // // and was an inveterate
absentee , // // he never could care for the sender or sent, // // so
y sleeves and the drowning page.  // //
Absentmindedly I missed the jar of water, swirling brushes in my coffe
of your stomach // // Is the fear, the
absolute dread of what may be.  // // Words run slipshod, all across t
aïre // // Further in, the darkness is
absolute .  // // Fronds and furtive things unfurl while forest // //
coffee that leaves rings // // slowly
absorbed by paper // // as I am threatened to be absorbed // // by t
y paper // // as I am threatened to be
absorbed // // by the temerity of this Alaskan scene.  // // It may b
aiting for its clay; // // Because the
abstractions of experience // // Make the metaphor of photography lit
upreme Fiction’, section 1:  ‘It Must be
Abstract ’ // // 1.  // // Don’t think.  Look.  Just look, look around! 
day of the year // // but no Murder of
absurd black penguins // // congregate this afternoon as my leg // /
ectacled in laptop moth-light.  Rendered
absurd — // // warmed by un-canned laughter and crackling fire-breath
r youth // // To be fed to that Cretan
abuser .  // // I’m a man at his best where there’s fighting // // (Ha
think.  // // I know not if this is an
abyss , // // A joke, // // Or the place I used to know.  // // All I
Sestina // //
Abyss .  A nanosecond’s blazing light, // // The herald to a straining
s a broken bridge—now we’re both in the
abyss .  // // In the darkness I keep rewriting ‘is this the poem?’  //
// // too carelessly into the hopeful
abyss // // please come and claim it—take it back— // // you wasted
us shadow cast by earthly forms of that
abyssal goddess.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a bore.  // // How he strides,
pies a shipwreck.  // // Bubbling past,
Abyssopelagic , Blubber snow, // // Your newborn god of hot-vents and
Acapulco // // The girl poised and primed, // // ground crumbling be
inside.  // // I feel carved out when I
accept .  // // He maps out his face and hair // // In creams and gels
hing common in the earth or air, // //
Accept it all and let it be for good.  // // Start with the very breat
yet unsigned.  // // Will my new friend
accept that I mix with you lot // // Just as much for detection and w
ay up.  // // ‘War is not nice’, but we
accept the battles // // In return for our shiny new lives, however l
// Whose sibling stood guard (to keep
access barred) // // In a stench that should make her a sick sis.  //
ive.  // // The man does not experience
accidence .  // // His poetry is perfect.  // // I sit here, and regard
art 2b (i-ixx) // // I fell into it by
accident .  // // A barrier was missing contrary // // to the mountain
// that he had dropped on the floor (by
accident ) // // simply because it was so expensive.  // // The man do
Cape Cod Morning // // Almost
accidental , but carefully composed: // // the sky behind the trees be
on random patterns form—until // // an
accidental spiral sequence finds // // that it can make itself again,
s not sorely missed from the critically
acclaimed world of the immortal rhymists // // It would take a poet w
g // // to … // // [exit stage right
accompanied by the ineffectual whirring of defunct machinery] // //
suspending patterned navy seats.  // //
Accompanying us: families, workers, couples, // // Phone-paralysed an
y instinct, taking // // left or right
according to our whim, or how the light // // was caught.  After time
the Rise // // The plaintive notes of
accordion -song on the waters, // // The voices straining from the win
rple sage to lie.  // // A Cheshire cat
accosted them, // // then walked his wild way // // alone.  In Swale
not really know how to create poetry or
account for its spontaneous creation.  Look, really look—we are nothing
therefore, that each of us must give an
account of himself.  // // What is the account that we are each able t
account of himself.  // // What is the
account that we are each able to give?  // // That turning people into
f a blinded time // // Cutting through
accretions of the past // // Dully and daily deleting, whatever is no
ve o nine, // // Swiss time; // // An
accurate // // Fate.  // // Shift essential, // // Tangential // /
.  Such a loser // // To marry Medea.  I
accused her // // Of suppressing the truth—so condemning our youth //
// I’ll-settle-for-a-jack-in-lieu-of-an-
ace ; // // You’re dumber than most, and that’s a hell of a lot // //
e a song of our first // // spring; an
ache and burn.  // // How sweet and clean was that return.  // // How
// // To perfect brew’d.  My bones grow
Ache and Lack; // // But drown’d out is their path—it floats adrift. 
ing from a clifftop grave // // Curved
ache of a clear horizon // // Could I foretell the future // // The
he wake of light on water // // Curved
ache of a clear horizon // // You hold your hand in mine // // The w
Like chestnuts in an oven.  // // Bums
ache on floors, // // Perch on arms of chairs, // // Settle into lap
s return to comfort the shore.  The pain
ached in waves.  // // I painted my feelings in layer upon layer of bl
// // Carrying your burning wails into
Acheron // // Your river of woe and death.  // // Never to taste, nev
he ground, // // And look up at what I
achieved .  // // Disappointment, often, when // // Faced with the end
by night and day—for me.  // // Now my
achievement’s lauded as the best:  // // To get inky fingers in a Camb
r for elsewhere.  // // Athlete’s foot,
Achilles ’ heel, mouth ulcer, // // one for the stomach, two for the m
where just past my horizon.  // // Body
aching , waiting, for my chalk outline.  The last mark I’ll make, // //
lgar arrival.  // // Those old eyes are
achingly familiar.  // // —‘Please change here, for…’— // //
, // // As if my veins weren’t pumping
acid yet, // // I carry on, as though I’m craving more.  // // My sho
am sure we all can attest he would have
acknowledged mastery with silence // // For had cheesy words ravaged
of selected line breaks was universally
acknowledged to be the making of this poem.  — AG // //
ole, unshaven merchants, and // // the
acne -crusted vicar’s son— // // the old podiatrist next door, // //
and fall in ash and cinders, // // In
acrid conversation with the dead, // // whose ghosts go round in circ
r real- and rightness) makes // // the
act of meaning something no great shakes.  // // So, plummeting down C
/ // // // // // // // As if the
act of moving weren’t a chore, // // As if my veins weren’t pumping a
ing // // in between.  // // For every
action there is an equal and opposite reaction.  // // In between //
h with several options describing those
actions that might be permitted and/or recommended if barriers are not
f-jokingly on holiday in Singapore, but
actually just very sound advice.  // // Nothing to argue with here.  //
/ the left one, I think.  // // I don’t
actually remember that well. // // and the girl says: why did you pec
And so they thought of what two-day-old
Adam must have done:  // // Alone in brand new Paradise with infinite-
ake            riverrun, past Eve’s and
Adam’s // // sins of the sons are visited upon the fathers           
hose systems down:  // // It’s open and
adaptive and it’s free:  // // The dodo royals are dragged about the t
// first, secure firmly to large rock,
add eagle and serve hot liver with vengeance // // second, store in c
Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // //
add to the road’s cacophony.  // //
Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // //
add to the road’s cacophony.  // // Through air and ether people mutte
that only I saw // // Fit you ill, and
added to your breaking; // // True predators fear this world’s raw //
lost the receipt on which I wrote your
address and, as such, will be leaving this letter here, on this
ching eyes and violent kisses // // To
adjust myself, realise // // That Life’s not all drinks deals and dru
head from pallor, save // // you from
admiring recognition as your // // skin faded, white.  That was not yo
scream them until I’m hoarse, // // to
admit my narcissism behind the twinkling guitar riff // // and yell m
instead of typing // // and deleting,
admit my ugly want as the drummer // // sweats because it’s supposed
pretend you are // // still there when
adolescence was the end // // what do we become?  And now someone new
oody ingrown nails and an incorrection. 
Adonai , Adonis, open my sword lips, then my mouth will praise you. the
rown nails and an incorrection.  Adonai,
Adonis , open my sword lips, then my mouth will praise you. the wild do
he rubrik of Boris the Mad.  // // He’d
adore such a grand and flamboyant adventure—to // // jump on the band
se my eyes I still see // // A harbour
adorned with lights // // On the festival of Ferragosto // // If I c
trips and is under way // // A harbour
adorned with lights // // Shoeless feet and unsteady ground // // If
ld seems to lie, // // Streaks of gold
adorning the earth // // White brush strokes painted across the sky. 
is scratched into my face.  // // He is
adrift in the sea.  // // I am glad of the sheltering waves // // Unt
attention.  // // Again, again.  // //
Adrift on spewing, insipid, lusting waters, // // Aren’t I porous and
Frighteningly Inert // //
Adrift on waters // // Stagnant, charged, ion wet, // // The pumice
But drown’d out is their path—it floats
adrift .  // // They crumble in atop themselves, debris // // From som
icit // // engagement from responsible
adult figures. // // and the girl’s like: oh, shit // //
he fish, the dinosaurs, the apes // //
advance across the generations.  Each // // sentient being touches and
e // // (The survivor of technological
advance , // // Its virtual descendants grace // // The screen on my
He’d adore such a grand and flamboyant
adventure —to // // jump on the bandwagon he’ll be glad.”  // // The B
Brideshead Revisited:  // // Nostalgic
adventures // // Of Ryder and Flyte // // Awestruck Oxonians, // //
sixteen forty-five // // Fends between
adversaries .  Old tongues, // // Grown grave, recite the Prayer Book a
rhymes were fortune’s perk— // // They
advertised who wasn’t made for work.  // // Now, blank verse seems to
ing contrary // // to the mountains of
advice // // contained in The You Only Live Once Manual.  // // My li
Three Pieces of
Advice // // 1.  Heat always travels from hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never
Singapore, but actually just very sound
advice .  // // Nothing to argue with here. // // 3, told over the pho
eem unperturbed // // your red coat an
aegis to lift // // cigarettes to your many mouths that // // breath
air.  // // He tells us he is having an
affair .  // // Like I’d know // // I think— // // He is no loathsome
or, // // The shredded evidence of our
affair // // Our old, embarassing affair with God.  // // And God him
our affair // // Our old, embarassing
affair with God.  // // And God himself will follow soon enough; // /
ursue his creation with // // care and
affecting mathematic precision to // // better her dear husband’s sti
// // Smile’s phantom echoing inchoate
affections , // // A tongue, dark and delicate, from a peak dangling,
they patternize to someone else’s eyes,
affirm a thing, touch a cord // // ‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines
// Horrified by the naïveté of younger
affirmations :  // // I am in control of my desires // // I am unsulli
ks // // And settles each morn, // //
Affirmed by sun, love, and drinks // // Tell me, is there anything wo
mouth, the gold on her head, // // To
afford the crowns of Cain, the trademarks of Hester, // // Until she
ke’s tongue.  // // But her stylish-yet-
affordable boots // // Do sometimes quake.  // // Her high school sit
creek // // bearing loose things left
afloat .  // // Behind each moored boat runs a wake: time to gush full
mall fish, big pond.  // // But staying
afloat ?  // // I move a little, and the ripples run.  // // Spill?  //
ng chest, // // the shivering sceptic,
afraid , at last, of ghosts?  // //
the moment // // of departure, are you
afraid do you // // understand Karagiozis the lantern // // behind a
// We can’t touch or even speak, // //
afraid of the reflections; // // and when the moment’s gone, we’re lo
ipi, pass // // The red to Gordon.  I’m
afraid the view just now // // Is rather badly marred by smoke but, a
d dog-wise against the rumour // // Of
Africa .  // // The sky stretched, // // A dirigible anchored to demot
w!)— // // because he couldn’t see the
afterlife of that Word.  // // Speckled by starlight:  You smoke-sigh a
d black penguins // // congregate this
afternoon as my leg // // slumbers in the warmth of the radiator //
d, I wish // // We could waste another
afternoon // // away.  // //
en of course it snows again.  // // One
afternoon for one brief hour // // the air is warm enough to melt //
ory or another dream // // That golden
afternoon in which we walk // // Together through the meadow?  Touch a
ge, circa 1966 // // One cold winter’s
afternoon // // we walk to the edge of town and on // // the mile ac
clustered into the clothes, some // //
afternoons when the sun // // presses through the dusty window // //
// // in servile severance.  // // One
afterthought // // of comfort might assuage the sharper pain – // //
// a Beethoven string quartet.  // //
Afterwards Colin and I go down to the basement // // —the real cremat
edged to be the making of this poem.  —
AG // //
ross the page:  // // Love, Time, Ever,
Age .  // //
began // //   // // or I // // Iron
Age bred, // // now stuck, // // cinder at last ebb // // ignites a
undulating ring-lines breathing // //
age into you // // and sighing into the ground; // // But now // //
// I need the poets now, who match my
age , // // Like Coleridge I could become a sage, // // And I bet I’d
the concentric rings that signify your
age — // // Meanwhile, the wind whistles in the chimney.  // //
to know.  // // All I know is that the
age of legends is reduced to droplets of pity wept by the few that can
n micro, soft, paint— // // Art in the
age of mechanical reproduction.  (Fleshly reproduction is draining.) //
/ // The bearded wonders from a bygone
age // // Of yellow Victorian tobacco-stains upon the creamy-white //
voice brought old words to life, // //
age only antique, frailty perceivable only // // by sight.  For you th
the hollow forest, who binds // // The
aged with their heart’s desire, the rose // // With senseless fear: y
kill the dead.  // // They are stuck in
agelessness ; // // She has to clamber out.  // // Change // // Is wh
ick as one // // intent on small house
agents ’ clerks // // and busted city slickers on // // the dole, uns
Poets in
Ageor A Study of Reading Habits // // At first I used to wish that I
es were // // myself: // // different
ages , different // // moods, different company, // // but me nonethe
cs are defaced with algae and refuse of
ages , // // Sounding over black waves of the sunset hour.  // // Soft
at might have saved you all those years
ago .  // // Conserved and published, now at last you know // // We ho
, // // Of poems half-remembered, long
ago destinies rolled up and placed in possibility // // For time upon
.  // // I should have gone a long time
ago , // // Feet, turning, past sloppy kisses // // And out the door.
s lying next to us // // Only a second
ago , // // Finding only shorter grass, // // A coloured strip made /
ope to tell.  // // // // Seven weeks
ago I gained the roof for the last time— // // it was a strange night
I think about the time we met, how long
ago // // It was, before we ever knew the flow // // And ebb of love
Having abandoned their shoes some time
ago , // // Print a wide arc, then slope down towards // // A still c
tside.  // // (But that was forty years
ago // // —these days his hair is white all through.) // // ‘Every m
tian, // // Nailed to pine in ecstatic
agony .  // // ’Tis pity.  // // Some ancestral memory is unseated //
or empathise.  // // For the writer may
agree , but he lies, // // He put no thought into that verb, // // Bu
vern // // so unknown but home.  // //
Ah but before little hands can tear at tissue // // Stille Nacht must
ny erection to // // burnish my halo. 
Ah , I have a whim // // to build a fine bridge clear across a great r
ves pounding // // they charge…  // //
Ah !  Nihilist nil, // // nil desperandum.  // // Bannockburn dreaming
snack—not my feast on my plate.  // //
Ah ! this one looks chipper—it’s bigger and fitter // // And should ke
ronterrorbinladenbombingssuicide // //
Ah , to dream perchance to sleep …        Brrng!  Brnng!  // // No time f
// // serve cold and forgotten // //
Ah what do they know?  // // “The Romans were honest // // they thoug
n’t taste it anymore.  // // Let’s see,
ah yes, here we are: // // three recipes for Prometheus (a lá Kafka)
ssed under mask // // with steel miles
ahead in wait // // and then a new city.  // // Now you are relegated
waits, pontificates.  Time and flux goes
ahead of him, leaving him in the dust.  He revels joylessly and mechani
hes and the sea.  The sun // // is low
ahead of us, the sky is clear.  // // Across the wood, onto the beach.
aid // // ‘take care, ail road’ // //
ahead , on the rail road // // a deer had stopped // // ‘it’s gonna d
// // Oozing towards the battlegrounds
ahead .  // // The clash where flesh meets wire and no-one wins // //
// // What will you trade for an eye? 
AI might be cis, white, male, hetero, // // but at least it won’t tal
with a hand or description - no visual
aid , // // No images allowed, the written word is paramount, the univ
// // but he wasn’t quiet // // ‘it’s
ail road rail road!’ // // he kept on talking // // and couldn’t be
oticed the sign said // // ‘take care,
ail road’ // // ahead, on the rail road // // a deer had stopped //
and we’re losing the key.  // // If you
aimed a card, or a note, or a cry // // too carelessly into the hopef
.  Gaza, 2009 // // The tank commander,
aiming well, // // Took out the vacant ground floor flat, // // So t
still flickering on the tree, // // I
ain’t sleepy either.  // // The angel then sings out, “Amen, // // Ca
re, // // leaving us the water and the
air .  // //
l my shame hangs, heavy, in the frosted
air .  // // A mile away, the ideal me, // // A little less wary, a li
// Call nothing common in the earth or
air , // // Accept it all and let it be for good.  // // Start with th
dream drops my hand through // // the
air , and back to the little room where October seeps through // // th
re frantic - no record seems to fit the
air , // // And down, way down in the pit of your stomach // // Is th
to the road’s cacophony.  // // Through
air and ether people mutter, shout, // // voices, ipods, phones speak
reath // // And left it in the shining
air // // And left his stiffened body there // // The boy without a
ll, all are floating // // through the
air and out // // of reach.  I want the rest.  // // I want to hold th
slow // // black treacle of the night
air // // and see the simplicity // // moonlight // // brings to an
// High up above, at the edges of the
air // // and the beginning of space // // the sky is dark, but the
t, and breathe some more the cool clear
air .  // // Beyond the scree the open path leads on, // // a gentler
// The others too I love—Earth, Water,
Air —but Fire // // is something else again.  // // A memory // // (n
valley sound // // through still, warm
air , // // clear to my vantage point on higher ground.  // // Voices
// Three X-rays and a CAT scan for an
air - // // Conditioned corpse.  A quality of care // // That might h
weeds.] // // Make sure to come up for
air .  // // Course.  // // Good one.  // // I use humour—I’m used to h
ur gentle voice, would echo through the
air .  // // Even when you fell sick, your head was held high, // // C
/ to lie on the earth, // // smell the
air , // // feel the warmth of the fire, // // listen to the lapping
ems to concentrate // // From light to
air , from pigment into paint // // In increments of incarnation down
ou up.  // // My hands snip snip in the
air .  // // Ha ha ha.  // // Great things I can destroy, // // Look,
wasn’t it?  // // Like a breath of old
air .  Hear from you soon?  // // Course.  // // [I missed you] // //
it stinks.  I’d give gold for some fresh
air .  // // I can see that I’m one of the wonders, // // Can’t fault
e glass // // snatch its sound out the
air . // // in little hessikaner we fell in (or down), // // little h
afternoon for one brief hour // // the
air is warm enough to melt // // the topmost layer.  The frost return
slatable pain.  // // What taste on the
air // // Led you here?  See her red hair // // Last night, gaping sm
/ // along the open beach, in rich sea
air .  // // Look up, look up, my love—the sky is calling.  // // Dark
ing itself across my vision, and in the
air my grey // // scarf waving like a distress signal—fossilised.  The
ater, sky and earth // // and rock and
air ; no fire and no gold, // // no gems nor coins nor jewels; just th
your public with an even- // // handed
air of gravitas.  Our thanks, and come again’.  // // The Envoy.  Gaza,
valley sound // // through still, warm
air .  // // On the top deck of a 68 // // Voices, ipods, phones speak
// // the spray rises a mile into the
air // // (or so it seems to me), to crash back down— // // you must
nd signal fires // // blazing into the
air .  // // Our space is the earth, // // time lives in fire, // //
The sweltering smell of morbid recycled
air .  // // Our viewing of the cinema landscape in that filthy glass /
good things go to die.  Light // // and
air , pools and palaces, sanity // // of men and kings—all rot away, w
// // The ghoulish form’s tear in the
air re-sewn // // So through it dancing branches from roots grown //
ed in inky water, // // the cool night
air // // slows down time.  // // Now is the time // // to lie on th
mops our toes // //   // // the cold
air stings my lips // // … // // i have a strong urge to tell you ho
the smell in order to // // inhale the
air that you’ve // // just dropped.  // // This is where I hide below
ime, // // Were kindred panters of the
air ; // // The dead lived on in my genes and my hair // // And the t
m to fall from Eden’s light, // // The
air they shine through breathes a change in them, // // Breaking thei
ming sunlight.  Soak up the rays and the
air .  // // Transform the coloured flower into coloured flesh // // a
ore.  // // How he strides, // // Warm
air turbulent // // expanding billowing fabrics, // // Exquisite tim
d hide a secret inside.  // // Feel the
air .  Turn in the four winds.  Broadcast the secret // // to earth, as
dawn.  // // It completes a turn in the
air // // with slow brute grace, // // then passes, // // catseyes
nted and timed.  // // Philosophies are
aired , // // temple columns spaced, // // lightning rods earthed.  //
s the waters // // blow the evanescent
airs // // moistening the many-coloured earths.  // // In forests and
/ // Blowed and bumbling along, // //
Airwards words off the tongue.  // // The sky was blue.  // // That sh
wn shades, // // Liquid time daubed on
air’s pale vellum, // // Us in the warm, in the yellow, // // The ou
ne came.  Time passed.  She left the door
ajar — // // She thought she’d heard the breath of the unknown— // //
ome alphabet soup // // Served iambic,
al dente, but as yet unsigned.  // // Will my new friend accept that I
avels crashing crudely over cor- // //
al , usurping canoes claim to the crests, each sullen swelling rock- //
ing, caravels cresting over cor- // //
al , usurping canoes control of the crests, each rippling roll rock- //
/ // I hope this finds you // // Dear
Alan // //
Dear
Alan // // Dear Alan, // // I hope this finds you well // // Dear A
ou have often thought of me // // Dear
Alan , // // I don’t suppose you have often thought // // Dear Alan,
s bench, for you to collect // // Dear
Alan , // // I don’t suppose you have often thought of me // // Dear
I hope this finds you well // // Dear
Alan , // // I have lost // // Dear Alan, // // I have lost the rece
ar Alan, // // I have lost // // Dear
Alan , // // I have lost the receipt on which I wrote your address and
w he couldn’t have been you // // Dear
Alan , // // I hope this finds you // // Dear Alan // //
Dear Alan // // Dear
Alan , // // I hope this finds you well // // Dear Alan, // // I hav
e bus who I thought was you // // Dear
Alan , // // I knew he couldn’t have been you // // Dear Alan, // //
pose you have often thought // // Dear
Alan , // // I saw a man on the bus who I thought was you // // Dear
absorbed // // by the temerity of this
Alaskan scene.  // // It may be the coldest day of the year // // but
within.  // // Oak and hazel, beech and
alder , // // What news borne on the wind?  // // Just a list of weddi
i // // Where mosaics are defaced with
algae and refuse of ages, // // Sounding over black waves of the suns
ching great dark shoals // // of rain,
algorithmic complexity // // that flexes // // and envelops us, //
Trinitaria, holy // // Trinity.  Let’s
alight now and claim her in the name of God’s grace.  // // TWO // //
compact mist, all soft, // // My heart
alight , the ember grown aloft, // // My skin feels ’kin to a burning
es will clatter.  // // I don’t want to
align my chakras; I want to them to shatter.  // // I’m sure it’s not
// You’re sure our threads are finally
aligned , // // So why do mine feel ready to unwind?  // //
es remind me // // of what it is to be
alive .  // // “Hold me tight” you say // // and my fear is I will not
musing if I’m wanted now // // by you
alive or dead?  Live I could raise // // a cool half million.  Dead it
/ // Harder, longer.  Trying to be less
alive , // // To lose this odium before I lose myself entirely.  // //
n some.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // //
Allan S.  Konigsberg // // Knew that he wouldn’t // // Go far with th
ht.  Clancy got loose and ran through an
alley with keef, kefir, with champagne on the nightstand, and four doz
If you ask the caterpillar, down in the
allotment , with a voice like a windchime // // Heaven will be a kalei
nty of a familiar shore?  // // Please,
allow me to fade this way:  // // Wind-beat cotton, holes at the knee,
ption - no visual aid, // // No images
allowed , the written word is paramount, the universal word, a thrifty
cakes were taboo.  I wasn’t even // //
allowed to bring up the subject of Lindt.  // // All of which left jus
// were magnificent, but could not be
allowed // // to remain in occupation of that space.  // // And so, f
ste fate does discard.  // // Yet, time
allowed , what seems fine chance will be // // And, likewise to two fa
Cape Cod Morning // //
Almost accidental, but carefully composed: // // the sky behind the t
billion random changes: all // // —or
almost all—are duds.  Nevertheless // // ten thousand different specie
peated // // On a weekly basis, // //
Almost as often as him trying to teach me to change the laces in my sh
words that Pol Pot said, // // and he
almost did best her // // with a slice of Red Leicester, // // but h
unch-huddled, // // a child-like smile
almost // // discernable beneath the map // // of her skin, like //
// HAMLET Do you see that cloud?  That’s
almost in shape like a camel.  // // POLONIUS By th’mass and it’s like
plane tree’s drop-earrings // // Have
almost reached their seventy-percent // // Of newly-broken foetus-lea
[I am
almost 25 years old] // // I am almost 25 years old.  I cannot remembe
[I am almost 25 years old] // // I am
almost 25 years old.  I cannot remember a time // // When I didn’t fee
he water channelling below.  // // Held
aloft by spray // // she floats above the curl and spume of sea, and
// // My heart alight, the ember grown
aloft , // // My skin feels ’kin to a burning fire’s waft, // // Sizz
ching home.  // // I find that I am not
alone // // As streetlights guide my yellow path:  // // Your silhoue
when the moment’s gone, we’re lost and
alone .  // // Do we understand each other?  // // Stars and earth and
// Give themselves to pleasure, and are
alone happy.  // // Shadowed-masses in the depths hum through the reed
t-ruled.  // // Pacing for the exercise
alone .  // // HB // // ‘Hard Black’ appears as grey:  // // The unive
trial of fire and fire, for fire // //
Alone holds fast that which hell’s fire unbinds.  // // But now our cr
rhythm of a bell…  // // Were I to wake
alone I would be weeping // // With shiftless sorrow, restless, rootl
two-day-old Adam must have done:  // //
Alone in brand new Paradise with infinite-ish time.  // // And so they
// // then walked his wild way // //
alone .  In Swale- and Wensleydale // // they passed the following day
tiful way for a predator to die, // //
Alone in the desert, strangled by a tie.  // //
t sorry for it, because although it sat
alone in the watercloured skies, the moon could never be king.  And I w
say // // That though he finds himself
alone , // // Life’s pawn at lifetime’s darker edge, // // The one wh
mean.  // // Course.  // // You always
alone ?  // // Not in fair weather.  // // [My heart is a convertible w
Signature Flaw // // We are not
alone .  The apple core // // left faceless perfection’s shackles to ru
/ // Until you’re gone.  // // Wake up
alone to empty thoughts, // // In the early evening now, day dead, //
Sweet like shalimar.  // // We were all
alone with our // // Camel lights watching the floating moon.  // //
in the sky, // // Blowed and bumbling
along , // // Airwards words off the tongue.  // // The sky was blue. 
the bursar grief— // // Have protests
along her (warm) corridor.  // // Every Girtonian burrs like a Scot, /
// when he had them there waiting all
along .  // // I will just be beautiful, and beautiful, and beautiful. 
ue.  // // That she knew, had known all
along // // It seemed, only it wasn’t blue today, // // It was deep
Will come back to you.  You knew it all
along , it seems.  // // And we can walk smugly, the both of us, into t
moor.  // // The treasures to be found
along my path // // are elemental: water, sky and earth // // and ro
shackle myself to the peddles and roll
along quietly // // Only to return to gobbets of          that holds
h to the Martello tower, // // we walk
along the banked-up track // // behind the wall, level with the top,
ning, we left the school.  Wandering out
along the darkening lanes we went to cross the river, black and cruel.
he wood—the fir // // and silver birch
along the dunes that run // // between the marshes and the sea.  The
// // First light and then first lines
along the east // // To touch and brush a sheen of light on water //
d thistle bloom // // We pick our path
along the hollow way // // Handfast; we unscroll your youth // // Wh
on the sand.  Eastwards we turn, // //
along the open beach, in rich sea air.  // // Look up, look up, my lov
ant concrete blocks // // on piles all
along the shingle beach.  // // The mile south to the Martello tower,
ng in A going to B.  // // Words fumble
along the way, // // From there to here, // // Ringing in my ear.  //
I have tried // // (as I trace my hand
along the wood-grain // // which falls from the mantelpiece in rivule
coffee left by my side.  // // You sing
along to your favourite lyrics, // // Hazy summer light filters throu
ow the cedar tree // // Shook its head
along with me, // // Blankly dismissing the old sublime; // // The d
the tang of good-humoured sweat // //
Along with the crispness of a river’s skin.  // // I taste the content
you sideways // // drawing my thoughts
along your wooden wave-shapes // // dipping into knot warps and sande
s.  // // She looks up, // // thinking
aloud like a dream, // // ‘There are some days,’ she says, // // ‘wh
.  // // Re-call the river-tongues from
Alph to Styx, // // summon the summoners, the shaping shapes // // t
ng supernovae; helium flame // // From
Alpha Caeli’s rim; the Pleiad mass // // Of gas and dust that veils,
, // // While we help disentangle some
alphabet soup // // Served iambic, al dente, but as yet unsigned.  //
// (nineteen-sixty-one or so—my teens—
already // // between the end of the Chatterley ban // // and the Be
wing.  // // Somehow you fill your name
already , // // Cast in white marble by two gentle breaths.  // // How
// Of proud practicality.  // // We are
already comfortable // // In each other’s company:  // // Ready to co
t taste anything, // // Because you’ve
already finished yours.  // // Would you like a top up?  // //
t with you at each table?  // // You’re
already looking at me, somehow knowing, // // Somehow wisdom in fresh
stalks for fear of fresh // // blooms: 
already one says: “mankind cannot // // bear very much reality (wink
ask the moth, with its frilled body and
already shredded wings // // Heaven is a single moment of bright ligh
ndibles, and flowing blood, // // born
already smelling copper, from this sunrise, or the next.  // // If you
/ See from up there, // // The fight’s
already started.  // // Look from above, // // We’re on the losing si
aved me— // //   // // But you’d
already swallowed it.  // // I know, and that’s how it saved me.
Fairy Tale // //
alright : once upon a time, // // a girl in a cloak of symbolic colour
he magic apple tree.  // // And journey
also , darkling, through your past // // Journey through your seed tim
all the while // // the crafty sea is
also digging down // // beneath the piles.  Then one stormy night //
sure to produce a fine plan.  // // We
also need money—of course private finance will // // jump to join in,
.  // // You joined relations that they
also threw // // Into the asp-bored sand to rest for two millennia.  /
rooms as a muscle, // // is as much an
altar draped in bells and mistle- // // toe as an instrument whose st
s the same:  // // It turns but doesn’t
alter // // Its alterations; // // Then why do you stagnate and //
n by // // Mapping its every minuscule
alteration — // // By changing everything.  // // Tiny fingertips.  //
/ It turns but doesn’t alter // // Its
alterations ; // // Then why do you stagnate and // // fade, longing
to the ground.  // // Fresh as the day
although freckled and browned // // And frowned.  // // With the roya
The Mango Tree // //
Although I have long been away, I can still see // // The canopy of g
white.  And I felt sorry for it, because
although it sat alone in the watercloured skies, the moon could never
and suddenly I could fit it again.  And
although the skies never really liked the moon, they loved it enough t
a—chamomile tea—because I was cold.  And
although you’d been sat there for days and days waiting for me to come
// Then the light changes or goes out
altogether // // and I can’t quite remember the first way I saw it; /
what I mean.  // // Course.  // // You
always alone?  // // Not in fair weather.  // // [My heart is a conver
your blood // // In the water—they’ve
always been lying.  Is this the poem?  // // The cloud shadow passes, b
you’ll see the truth.  // // That we’ve
always been satellites // // Going around, and around, // // Passing
s.  // // The ink I wrote to you in was
always black, never blue, // // and I’d imagine you sitting and readi
K.  // // So when the silver thief (who
always came // // on Thursdays) took our memories, why did // // he
sy to learn.  // // I digress.  // // I
always digress.  // // I apologise.  // // It is tragic, it is all tra
nd the snows and skies of memory // //
always diminishing make it seem // // that right now sitting here co
My heart is a convertible with the roof
always down.] // // I have to go.  Drive safe.  // // I will, don’t wo
re, but I’m still here // // Where I’d
always dreamed of staying before // // Everything snapped and you lef
// // Isn’t Daddy proud?  // // I was
always earth-strewn, // // A brief interlude of disequilibrium.  // /
without anything, // // For something
always exists - // // Watching others, irregularities abound, and you
tem with the light // // That emanates
always from her eyes.  // // I want her to cut me open at the waist wi
es that say about us?  // // That we’re
always going to give our heat away?  // // That passion never gains, w
t.  Clothes pegs.  // // He, of course,
always hated sentiment, // // and she never had much time for times p
ing Edge // // At my back, like you, I
always hear // // The edge, the cutting edge is coming near.  // // N
me.  // // For at my back, like you, I
always here // // The cutting edge, the edge is coming near.  // //
mories resurfaced in echoes, // // and
always I found myself staring at the sea.  Waking, sleeping, dreaming. 
On nature // // To write on nature is
always ironic.  // // These are leaves I write on, // // Where the de
oodlands court // // is the same as it
always is: // // at once a place to be // // and a place to be absen
urn // // that little gap where we had
always kept // // your compass with its swinging fleur-de-lys // //
is a given // // And given things can
always live again.  // // The stone is rolled away, the rocks are rive
was an old Fellow of Girton // // who
always made love with his shirt on.  // // Saying “Now that I’m old, /
// to take him to the house.  // // I
always regretted, felt cheated by // // that twenty-minute hiatus.  //
y you never came back.  The waves // //
always return to comfort the shore.  The pain ached in waves.  // // I
Poker face // // // // My mother
always said, “one day you might // // Play when the stakes trump the
Chocolate Sonnet // // You
always said you’d sooner chew nettles // // than touch anything brand
rry to let them go.’  // // The pace is
always // // slow, // // charitable, // // sad.  // // ‘Yes,’ I tho
// // The smallest matryoshka doll is
always so hard to open.  // // Hold it to your ear, do you hear someon
ion.  // // You tell me there is // //
always something I could have done differently.  // // There is // //
// // nothing, // // there is // //
always something I could have done differently.  // // You tell me the
have seen him do this before, and he is
always surprised.  // // I have never been this close.  // // The pond
he poor folk of Greece.  // // But I’ve
always thought // // that there’s something to be said // // for the
Three Pieces of Advice // // 1.  Heat
always travels from hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never eat at an empty sushi
that got through to me.  // // I don’t
always want to be having this conversation with myself.  // // For yea
at an empty sushi restaurant.  // // 3. 
Always wash blood off in cold water. // // 1, given to me for the fir
hivering in the entranceway.  // // You
always were late.  Now I’m waiting // // at the door.  At the door.  //
he future pain.  // // But hindsight is
always wise, // // Whereas such beautiful moments, // // Rarely pres
I mean, sure, to be frank, part of me’s
always wondered // // What it might be like to be tied up, or otherwi
re, read the part // // marked, and am
amazed at my predictability.  // // // // In a new city and in love,
// But never those things that have the
amazing audacity to contain nothing more than their visible capacity /
// With this aura of warmth // // Its
amber hues remind me // // of what it is to be alive.  // // “Hold me
like watching rain fall // // In burnt
amber light, // // With an old movie in the background— // // I’m no
pale memory, // // Pendant in silicon
amber .  // // Plain and varied multitudes of senses strung out in seri
papery layers, // // and probably seep
amber .  // // She’s shedding her leaves for // // the winter now, //
iter’s goodbye, smile of cabbie; // //
Ambient objects.  // //
[
Ambient objects surrounded me] // // Ambient objects surrounded me.  /
[Ambient objects surrounded me] // //
Ambient objects surrounded me.  // // In no-color, no-shape cup waiter
ssembles with Ikea instructions.  // //
Ambient objects surrounded us.  // // Long into night we’re sitting ti
e effortlessly, // // Fiery souls with
ambitions deep, // // Pushing forward endlessly.  // // Apparitions o
y, pantomime mystery // // ruled their
ambitions , now dead and now done with // // since no-one remembers—no
ther.  // // The angel then sings out, “
Amen , // // Casablanca’s on again.”  // // Play it, Sam.  // // BBC1,
in triune harmony you ascended.  // //
Amended death.  I wish I could be faithful.  // // Lover, brother, I ha
nded; // // its pupils were graves dug
amid sapphires…  // // Of course its parents were disappointed // //
/ // as your letters arrived, tangible
amidst my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the flickering fire and read i
r to taste, never to touch // // Drift
amidst the scattered echoes // // Of long forgotten lust; // // Dea
ngue // // That speaks the Word // //
Amidst the tympanum.  // // But hard by the rood-screen here, // // H
// And seeds fall to the furrow, // //
Amidst the tympanum, // // Hard by the rood-screen here.  // //
The Green Man, Mid-Winter // //
Amidst the tympanum // // His stone hair startles from // // A face
r tongue— // // I’ve been busy.  // //
Amidst these love letters littered, // // Lost in curdled red // //
ring earthly leas, // // Serenading us
among our garden’s yields, // // When flying to their messy, tree-top
Someone please // // Make a gap // //
Among the passengers) // // Take out the book before the faceless pas
touch and instinct you descend to hide
among // // the seeds spun by the breeze, between lines of sonnets, /
eneath the willow // // In June he lay
among the yarrow // // Pollen gilding him with yellow // // Yellow c
, hush’d // // lull brown, // // deep
among your dusk // // heavy sockets. rust // // me down // // withi
get my brain on line, // // Searching
amongst my fact-debris.  // // In the inky hall where I’m confined //
arm the space around it, // // Hide it
amongst the blooming heather, // // Warm it, // // Pick around it.  /
ch was hard, strong cheese // // taken
amongst the bums // // in the silence of exiles.  // // No surprise a
d.  // // The poor must grow their food
amongst the sand // // Whilst colonists enjoy resplendent views:  //
// // I’m searching for a word // //
amongst the wine stained lips and glasses, // // teabags gone furry i
y eye.  // // And I know you are there,
amongst them all.  // // They took you away, at night I lie awake and
f time and space, // // in overlapping
amplitudes of bliss, // // pattering into patterns, into persons, int
ne // // Controlled by the wrist of an
amputee , // // I fear I am not in my perfect mind.  // // The questio
he bathroom.  // // Mock anti-Semitism,
amusing Islamophobia.  // // My smile is scratched into my face.  // /
ed shirts, // // A break from labs and
analysing dirts; // // A break from hoping father just would guess.  /
y a tragic loading, // // Something to
analyze here.  // // Nothing can stand for itself, you know, nothing c
t a lot on.  // // Concluding this long
anamnesis // // And to gather up all of the pieces:  // // He turned
r name, // // This is how you lose the
ancestral breath, // // This is how you lose home.  // //
ic agony.  // // ’Tis pity.  // // Some
ancestral memory is unseated // // From its place on our shared books
ng bone // // clavicles fuse in birds’
ancestral night // // in this revision one and one makes one // // i
eeds dried blood in spring // // blood
ancestry // // phantoms // // graveyard cadavers // // spicing the
/ The sky stretched, // // A dirigible
anchored to demotic towers - // // Half-deserted, effluvial.  // // A
ecognise.  // // This is your own, your
ancient apple tree // // And here the light you buried for so long /
the garden wall, // // The image of an
ancient apple tree, // // The fall of light through branches and the
e rose // // With senseless fear: your
ancient hexagram // // Is riven oak, for sixteen forty-five // // Ha
m a slab of stone // // the size of an
ancient kin’s era // // he sees my lips as archaeological tools // /
ge // // And pilfer the noble classes’
ancient knowledge.  // // I think again of coal-dust in the chest.  //
and mathematicians // // draw from an
ancient well of that which can’t be spoken, only sung // // can’t be
breath?  // // I am one of those dread
ancients // // Dispensing justice, not mercy // // I grant you, then
his life— // // It’s been well-spent,
and’s gone exactly as he meant it to.  // // And he has some years lef
— // // An open habit jointly stitched
anew .  // //
ust change my heart, must build my soul
anew .  // // As old as the oak, as this oak tree grew // // What I kn
ck.  // // I know now you walk as a man
angel hunter.  // // I could vomit // // Blood and water upon my feet
ite, determined, and remote— // // His
angel sisters keep watch over // // The stillness of their mother’s h
ne with discordant violence.  // // The
angel -song, the music of the spheres // // You left, for stinging sla
/ // I ain’t sleepy either.  // // The
angel then sings out, “Amen, // // Casablanca’s on again.”  // // Pla
avour, or discard; not feed the eternal
angelic fight.  // // Still I turn from peat-smoke laughter and librar
// Icons for his orphaned heart, // //
Angelic messengers in clay— // // Angelic messengers who say // // T
// Angelic messengers in clay— // //
Angelic messengers who say // // That though he finds himself alone,
up to Radio 3, // // Hark! the herald
angels .  // // Float downstairs, put on the tea.  // // Ding dong, din
/ Where, lying side by side, // // The
angels of our planets weep // // To see two worlds collide.  // //
readied // // By the mothers and God’s
angels // // The evening before Christmas day.  // // Men and listeni
han our circled self.  // // I know the
angels were the first to fall, // // Cherub and Seraph spiralled down
// My Grandmother says she saw // //
Angel’s feet once, through the key hole.  // // That was before she wa
ever did, god-won // // Arrêt.  // //
Anger // // art // // Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  // // Erde…  //
vement, // // Bristles forced to comic
angles .  // // A pigeon’s slow, ungainly steps // // To cross the roa
were twittering.  The twain // // with
anglo -saxon attitudes // // then to Caerphilly came.  // // They ling
Horrified by the refrain of his digital
anima , // // Luminescent soul between muddied fingers // // —now usb
e lung-stinging surface?  // // My base
animal is out for blood // // But my saccharine breath pleads for a h
banely monochrome; // // A real social
animal .  // // Strip off the civility // // And you change skin; //
I roared my name to the surprise of the
animals     to the surprise of the quiet couples and the wistful young
‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines on (
animated ) dissecting tables’, as it were.  // // But yesterday, waking
opper about a girl’s wrists, her // //
ankles , her throat.  It squatted, watched her, penned // // a tribute
.  I could // // see the whites of your
ankles .  // // Lunch was hard, strong cheese // // taken amongst the
s // // and stand in the temple // //
announcing // // UNESCO // // world // // heritage // // status //
be a freshers’ event?  // // You’re not
annoyed at the fish.  // // Anyways, how was your today?  // // I woke
ttle while, looking in this way becomes
annoying .  It just comes and goes—we are forever anxiously on the edge,
g their ledgers and pens // // for the
annual nil return.  // // Nil, wild-eyed and woolly, // // pent in a
ise lost between her knees.  // // Feet
anointed and seven demons rise, // // Let him without sin cast the fi
rter too, // // no need to hide behind
anon // // or to reflect a man // // at twice his natural size.  //
question which was generally very well
answered .  // //
your mouth to mine and mine // // was
answering , and time // // stilled, and out of the heart // // came a
// // the lame // // looking for folk
answers // // to folk problems // // and finding // // the man //
from the hills // // looking for folk
answers // // to folk problems // // and though they were wrong //
/ // the rabid // // looking for folk
answers // // to folk problems // // hoping today // // she’d speak
f // // step with happiness.  You human
anti // // climax, nothingness.  You are mewling death.  // // In trut
// // Out of the bathroom.  // // Mock
anti -Semitism, amusing Islamophobia.  // // My smile is scratched into
Snapshot Endings // // // // …The
anticipated ending stretches forward, dripping hungrily on the path //
Anticipation // // Yes, there will be more.  // // More hills, dales,
doing it, but I // // Shut my ears to
Antigone , blot out my dear’s words.  // // They can’t be talking to me
ught old words to life, // // age only
antique , frailty perceivable only // // by sight.  For you these words
onto which developing minds can project
anxieties // // and sexual confusion without any explicit // // enga
ssolving into the bed, // // The stain
anxiety leaves, I cannot remember // // A time when my shadow didn’t
Hail, Holy Houston:  A Discourse on the
Anxiety of Mechanised Racial Profiling // // Love set you going like
e bottles unfolded in the house, // //
anxiously mourning red petal fingernails.  You looked sadly through //
.  It just comes and goes—we are forever
anxiously on the edge, on the look out; never can we rest and say that
waves, // // and to the place where I
anxiously waited with my coffee.  // // Hours later we lay on the floo
// // Listening full and true.  // //
Anyhow , sweet coffee, spiked and spicy, will do.  // // Buzz and thrum
we’re not in Kansas,
anymore // // I watched my grandfather die in his voice. hurry boy, “
 I like it.  // // But I can’t taste it
anymore .  // // Let’s see, ah yes, here we are: // // three recipes f
// // And people don’t look at the sky
anymore , not unless it is tragic, // // And even if you thought it wa
here but it just doesn’t feel like home
anymore // // yeah, tell me about it, but just don’t tell me she was
omising and frightening and // // Does
anyone notice that I’m staring?  // // Pity.  // // Now his sumptuous
of his soul.  // // And so, unknown to
anyone , // // This still life has two untold names:  // // It is:  The
rella, richelieu and brie // // Fixing
anyone who disagrees with an impenetrable stare, yes a million times y
e what it is.  I never could // // meet
anyone’s eye.  // //
the wicker chair.  // // I need not say
anything because // // she fills the silence of the room // // with
specially today.  // // You don’t taste
anything , // // Because you’ve already finished yours.  // // Would y
d sooner chew nettles // // than touch
anything branded by Nestlé, // // that a hand-grenade of barbed calor
/ // Thinking of what she’d have given—
anything but her dignity // // To be there in the crook of the crown
// And it’s shouting and you can’t hear
anything else // // And nothing can drown out this voice and its word
ow, nothing can even be a thing without
anything , // // For something always exists - // // Watching others,
were any doors still left locked // //
anything not yet broken, so tell me // // contrary poltergeist what i
k too large // // To make contact with
anything other than // // Words.  Each man seeks to draw eyes to his /
is wrong.  We cannot control nor predict
anything .  They preceded us, autonomous.  Poetry is not made by Man, as
beyond // // or below // // that has
anything to say // // to the poor folk of Greece.  // // But I’ve alw
odes // // Without a sound or sight of
anything unusual - // // And the sheets creak in the night as you wra
/ Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t drink
anything without it.  // // You know what I mean.  // // Course.  // /
// Or lack thereof, because there isn’t
anything worse // // Than boredom.  Except the non-existent tick // /
ve, and drinks // // Tell me, is there
anything worth more // // Than the light dancing on this face?  // //
st then.  // // Inside it was a nothing
anyway , // // Surprising really how small it was, // // How narrow i
You’re not annoyed at the fish.  // //
Anyways , how was your today?  // // I woke up at 5.  // // [P.M.] //
here’s to fear, // // Here’s to being
anywhere but near.  // // Here they want to leave, // // There, the s
.  // // The moment passes, and we turn
anywhere : // // fear reflects between our eyes, // // without words
before.  Even now, after all these years
apart , // // I can look inside, and find you here, // // Like spring
ked at // // immobile    open   ripped
apart .  // // Then the light changes or goes out altogether // // and
red; // // I’ve loved and now I’m torn
apart …  // // These whispers of our unquiet hearts // // I wonder wha
creaming from tear gas // // Thrown by
Apartheid police.  // // And me realising that he was three years olde
Apathy // // I could die here, I think.  // // I know now your real n
ce of Work” // // A-rise, you poyson’d
ape , and stay the same, // // you weasel without words, uncouth, unki
he plants, the fish, the dinosaurs, the
apes // // advance across the generations.  Each // // sentient being
sunrise with a net of silver crunching
aphids .  // // I will char those swatches dotted with herds of woollen
// // Everybody occasionally dreams of
apocalypse .  // // Sometimes your routine just gets a bit monotonous. 
ock (watch!) ticking // // Boxes on an
Apollo checklist; stuck at some point, still.  // // Don’t worry Karl
nature’s murmuring, Dionysus rules and
Apollo is asleep!  // // 7.  // // The awkward heavy giant is the figu
winkling guitar riff // // and yell my
apologies instead of typing // // and deleting, admit my ugly want as
ress.  // // I always digress.  // // I
apologise .  // // It is tragic, it is all tragic, // // At least, tha
familiar waiter pouring wine, awed and
appalled // // by our own consistency, but back where we started.  //
It takes its time to warm up, and can,
apparently , cause a rash, // // But you’d roll your eyes and tell me
/ // Pushing forward endlessly.  // //
Apparitions of this dream-like world // // Like shadows on a cave wal
would greatly disturb // // The poem’s
appeal or mystery.  // // As the importance is not whether it was mean
t, a face, the clouds ’come snow // //
Appear and I do choose to open all, // // The gate, the door, the fac
cur, // // A sonnet or tetrameter will
appear as if by magic, // // Out of the magician’s hat the rainbow bu
e table and children and paper and dust
appear // // Recycled as the morning’s front-page news, // // And
// // Believed you were more than you
appeared , // // But a realisation falls upon me, // // And reveals t
// It was deep and grey when // // It
appeared , the sun jumping // // From cloud to cloud.  // // The world
I feel like letting go, // // My home
appears , a home that I can keep.  // // Your Fair Isle-knit embrace in
holds until // // a single truck tyre
appears , // // a sudden coalescence of storm and tar // // shudderin
se alone.  // // HB // // ‘Hard Black’
appears as grey:  // // The universal, standard and // // Unthinking
praise // // Of how masterful his pen
appears , // // When it brings its audience to tears // // Or lets th
/ // Tarweed takes root and // // Its
appetite carves sharp to sign the paper, // // Cleave the land.  // /
re // // In to its heart : the arching
apple boughs…  // // The sky is dark, intense, a stormy grey, // // B
ature Flaw // // We are not alone.  The
apple core // // left faceless perfection’s shackles to rust.  // //
Apple Sunday // // Dog-days in autumn—what other days were there, rea
.  // // This is your own, your ancient
apple tree // // And here the light you buried for so long // // Le
December // // A journey to the magic
apple tree.  // // And journey also, darkling, through your past // /
corn.  // // The loaded branches of the
apple tree, // // Glow red and ripe and gold and bow themselves // /
The Magic
Apple Tree // // Someday make a journey through the rain // // Throu
en wall, // // The image of an ancient
apple tree, // // The fall of light through branches and the fling /
nation down // // to burn within these
apples and this bough, // // Which here and now at last, you recognis
t with them, nor comfort me // // with
apples , for I am well of love.  // // The usual translation is not rai
s, in a flurry of speckled limbs lobbed
apples her way.  // // She spat the pips, for they could choke you, ye
flagons, for I am well of love.  // //
Apples may perhaps be comforting // // as any fruit, though Suliman’s
t food.  But comfort me not // // with
apples , nor with pilaf.  I can’t speak // // for Suliman, but I am we
n assess my scanty nuts of coke, // //
apportion rationed quires and dilute ink.  // // The snow has reached
// And crush this evil force.  We did
appreciate // // Your quiet support, as well as generous supplies //
m bereft.  // // Slowly, time makes its
approach // // On this idle breeze, // // And summons me with gentle
g below.  // // And you, voyeur, // //
approach the ledge to find // // the girl poised and primed // // as
ing room of a church hall // // When I
approach the pulpit, // // With a voice like a swallowed sword, or an
how how we might speak // // Or write,
approaching her in skill and elegance.  // // New arts are needed now:
I fight.  // // The end of time is fast
approaching , // // Warmth breaks into my frozen tomb.  // // Chains r
three removed their clothes, as seemed
appropriate , // // The boys scrambled up, toecurling-wise and like tw
or maybe Christmas cake, // // or more
appropriately , Suliman’s pilaf.  // // But stay me not with them, nor
and // // on—the noise the dream-world
appropriates for its own // // but you Break it with a smile and port
A Tribute to
AQOH // //   // // ]I[ // //   // //   // //   // // Cooki
f they catch the what, water?  Why would
aquarium be a freshers’ event?  // // You’re not annoyed at the fish. 
hoes some time ago, // // Print a wide
arc , then slope down towards // // A still canal, laced with rust tha
// // signs of the Mystery, inscribed
arcana // // runes from the root-tree written in the deeps, // // le
aturity // // to an iron-gated pointed
arch // // piercing the wall, built like the house // // of weathere
the buried light.  // // Boughs form an
arch , the painting draws you in // // Under its framing fringe of ric
ent kin’s era // // he sees my lips as
archaeological tools // // extracting and brushing each letter // //
efore this have claimed you, // // The
archaic gods will make you // // An example in your death.  // // Cur
what it means.  // // Perhaps it seems
archaic , rather like a caveman or some troglodyte.  // // We are too s
kull, my black eyes my light eyes, this
arched spine, // // do you remember what Kierkegaard said, // // am
is a hymn to Cupid; // // He is in its
arches and secluded pathways.  // // Each crescendo blasts my mind to
urch spire // // In to its heart : the
arching apple boughs…  // // The sky is dark, intense, a stormy grey,
// these three hills awash in blooms,
arching heavenwards in certain praise // // state His glory.  This lan
/ or those three hills awash in blooms,
arching skyward only to praise // // nature’s glory.  He renamed you L
d bone.  // // Bleached white cathedral
arcs // // A frothing blue blanket, more living than dead.  // // In
/ // cinder at last ebb // // ignites
arena morn:  // // I war dirt-up, image-bled, // // if nine demon eve
st very sound advice.  // // Nothing to
argue with here. // // 3, told over the phone last week, with me comp
is never not there.  // // Feel free to
argue with me.  // // At least when you read me I’m not there to reply
e were sharing, // // And our new-born
argument is furrowing your brow, // // So I glance instead at your mi
ck sails, and now I’m in clover.  // //
ARIADNE // // I blame that bronzed hulk and his vanity // // Claimed
// Just please arrive too late.  // //
Ariel .  I am a wait.  // // So light a fire to the fang // // that can
Fire // // My sign is
Aries .  Though it seems a poor // // fit for me, it is at least a Fir
rned on the charm: made her help me to
arm — // // And reel in my return once I’d knifed him.  // // The prob
our nightbed briefly vacated.  // // My
arm fading back now, rocking with wheels’ folly, // // Gliding over c
ght, from time to time, consent a tawny
arm to drape.  // //
Café oh late // // Doze on my
arm while it fades, // // Sodium light slit sliding through part-draw
// And swell around // // The sunken
armchair left // // Empty since last December, // // Just over twelv
’s a bore // // I imagine he’d wear my
armour well, // // And send sandal’d feet scuffling back on the dirt
L-shaped the house; enclosed within its
arms // // a walled garden, left untended // // for maybe thirty yea
// I watched you, crossing // // your
arms .  At the Railroad // // we were stopped, // // and had long stop
// Bums ache on floors, // // Perch on
arms of chairs, // // Settle into laps of relatives.  // // Fields of
se is a corpse.  // // That I’d kept my
arms outstretched.  But you never arrive.  // // You said you were comi
/ Welcome to absence, these open // //
Arms stretched as sundown.  // // Echo calls of words unspoken— // //
-five— // // Until the Lord of Liberty
arose // // And drew the temple down on English tongues.  // // Hunts
died up upstairs, // // let the flower-
arrangers in when they came at one, // // locked up behind us when we
if nine demon ever did, god-won // //
Arrêt .  // // Anger // // art // // Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  //
ut blotted quickly by a tunnel’s vulgar
arrival .  // // Those old eyes are achingly familiar.  // // —‘Please
: // // had died three hours after his
arrival , // // was buried in an unmarked grave.  // // There were no
is was the only way.  // // Just please
arrive too late.  // // Ariel.  I am a wait.  // // So light a fire to
athless, // // Waiting for a moment to
arrive , // // When out of your body comes understanding, // // And
ept my arms outstretched.  But you never
arrive .  // // You said you were coming.  // // When are you coming?  /
The Box // // The box
arrived — // // Crumpled cardboard, // // Raw-edged— // // Wrapped w
that white page // // as your letters
arrived , tangible amidst my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the flickeri
gle, streams gas against // // Earth's
arrogance , its invitation to descend.  // // A face has been fixed, an
serpent-words // // You heard hissed ‘
Arrogance .  Omnipotence,’ // // Augmenting the fourth line with discor
tten.  // // Now I wish that I had, the
arrogant cad, // // But time passed—and I hadn’t a lot on.  // // Con
/ Grey in the wattle, scabbed about the
arse // // Eating us out of chicken feed.  // // But that was to miss
pot // // of thrilling, but too quick,
arson — // // under the brown fog of a winter noon // // Tiresias the
looking // // I don’t know what makes
art Art // // maybe it’s that once I’ve seen it // // I can never no
them all in micro, soft, paint— // //
Art in the age of mechanical reproduction.  (Fleshly reproduction is dr
d-won // // Arrêt.  // // Anger // //
art // // Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  // // Erde…  // // Sol…  // /
king // // I don’t know what makes art
Art // // maybe it’s that once I’ve seen it // // I can never not se
o believe that men can desire more from
art that cheese // // They want their soul to be gently stroked; they
time, our blood coloured autumn.  // //
Artifice // // Risks going against the grain.  // // The hardest part
now, at this.  // // Eyes, rolling, at
artificial sparkle // // And hearts as target practice.  // // I shou
once you’d left.  I became blue, // //
artificially structuring my days around coffee // // before falling a
eaming, lost in reverie.  // // And the
artist who is showing us the scene // // —does he know what it is she
g her in skill and elegance.  // // New
arts are needed now: can they enhance // // That fine-boned beauty, l
/ // Called you; in triune harmony you
ascended .  // // Amended death.  I wish I could be faithful.  // // Lov
feet remember // // And, half in mind,
Ascent of Cascade start.  // // Behind the flow I knew there to be ice
and Geoffrey Hill is sour // // Larkin
ascerbic , Tennyson has power // // (But only late at night, taken wit
ied, seasoned, laid out, sprinkled with
ash .  // //
ead; // // Dry voices sift and fall in
ash and cinders, // // In acrid conversation with the dead, // // wh
etters not claimed will be chastened to
ash // // and the smell of their burning will herald the day.  // //
body beneath my hands.  // // Rings of
ash are black MIDI:  // // All that is left of bird song.  // // Phoen
opy, // // and her clipped trunk is an
ash boomerang.  // // Old woman wobbles back to her old man.  // //
ast; we unscroll your youth // // When
ash -keyed branches dipped and prayed // // Not to hollows, but hellos
hoenix // // risen from old coal-grate
ash // // so I can shift my gaze // // from keys to coots // // whi
ttles, glassware, cruets, // // Vases,
ash trays, cups, and bowls.  // // What does he see in jugs and jars? 
every day // // the embers beneath the
ash were darkly glowing, asking only // // a slight encouragement.  A
/ This man, at least, has nothing to be
ashamed about.  // // Certainly, he would never even dream of eating m
and hoping. grind me up and scatter my
ashes , Ba’al Hadad, I submit.  I lie to you like a dog, like Shaitan or
/ funeral pyres.) Later we scatter the
ashes // // in a wild part of the old South London cemetery.  // // P
Folds into itself.  // // A cloud steps
aside for a second.  // // The sun hits.  // //
bed.  // // ‘Couldn’t you just sit,’ I
ask , // // ‘and watch the street outside change, // // and the peopl
them to their backs.  // // And I won’t
ask God, he says, why I had to be unmade in every way that matters.  //
softness of her hair.  // // I want to
ask her something (“how are you?”) // // and I want her to say someth
, still you bewail // // my loss – but
ask my cooling corpse to rush // // you finite proof ‘within three wo
ighter, or electric bulb.  // // If you
ask the caterpillar, down in the allotment, with a voice like a windch
his sunrise, or the next.  // // If you
ask the moth, with its frilled body and already shredded wings // //
but not like these       did they ever
ask the question // // What we cooking for tea?      We could have Pro
[If you
ask the worm] // // If you ask the worm, // // The next world is an
[If you ask the worm] // // If you
ask the worm, // // The next world is an eternity in soft dark soil /
phant, and presently, a bear.  I did not
ask them to come, I did not even want them to come.  You feel this too
peak // // common Greek.  // // No one
asked // // if she had any interest // // in sour milk // // the si
g for the gong // // and one day to be
asked .  // // My own—a set of two— // // shared only with my Euclid /
// // (at least for a while) // // We
asked ourselves:  // // Had we been deceived— // // or deceived ourse
f solid pavement in smokefilled grey.  I
asked you why you seemed so sad, but all you did was turn, leaning ove
ce, // // Reflex that deflects skilful
asking darts, // // I wonder if I have no choice but to be selfish, p
e of conversation fills the room // //
Asking meaningless, roundabout, questions for the sake of making // /
rs beneath the ash were darkly glowing,
asking only // // a slight encouragement.  As the day went on, // //
// // how could you // // fall // //
asleep ?  // //
awberry mints // // must mean a sentry
asleep at the post: // // how else to explain, sheltered by the brimm
ays around coffee // // before falling
asleep in the hope I would avoid dreaming // // of you.  The thoughts
murmuring, Dionysus rules and Apollo is
asleep !  // // 7.  // // The awkward heavy giant is the figure who suc
ns that they also threw // // Into the
asp -bored sand to rest for two millennia.  // // Haloed by Hawara sun
resents, crib, Christ Kind: // // tree
aspark and fizzing, in a cavern // // so unknown but home.  // // Ah
er Easy // // I don’t wish to cast any
aspersions // // upon your nature, the way you nurture, // // but as
ays are far between, // // In restless
Asphodel .  // // If what they sing for is undone, // // I’ll grasp th
// Is not something to which you should
aspire , // // Do you not know that mercy // // Is the spider’s web t
mbrace.  // // If only I could feel its
assault , maybe // // This landscape wouldn’t remind me of you.  // //
, // // the crisp, exhilarating // //
assault // // of night-time on my radiator-warmed skin // // And the
completion guarantee.  // // My reality
assembles with Ikea instructions.  // // Ambient objects surrounded us
/ // On the dithering herds that daily
assert // // Their dependence on this concrete desert.  // // They sh
// My maths proves useful:  // // I can
assess my scanty nuts of coke, // // apportion rationed quires and di
fined, // // Tell us to start the task
assigned // // For three grim hours.  For my degree // // I fear I am
// Note by the senior author:  When my
assistant first presented this poem, it was in fairly strict ballad fo
d was to be free // // from any of the
associated risks and hazards.  // // You see it differently.  // // Yo
ne afterthought // // of comfort might
assuage the sharper pain – // // some, having parted, choose to wed a
have a very real fear // // there’s no
assured escape from there.  // // The light of other days can shine //
ckering between needling trees; history
assures me it’s a house.  // // If I can only reach the red front door
tūs with fingers stunt’d; // // numb’d
ass’nance , ’lision; laziness, it shows.  // // Descend, true nature sp
will never be found.  // // His talents
astound :  // // Listen // // to // // His // // Voice // // Openin
// // The triumphant honk of a goose (
astray ) // // Or the farm-wife, with clippings from the youngest ewe,
// Sceptics will tell you that, // //
Astrologistically , // // This is convenient // // In more ways than
// // but the thing is, she so rarely
ate it.  // // His confidence shaken, near shot dead, // // he though
/   // // You did what?  // // I
ate it up. // //   // // The moon?  // // Yes.  I just pul
nto laps of relatives.  // // Fields of
Athenry tails off, // // (Too slow, // // Too sad) // // Leaving us
e great hereafter for elsewhere.  // //
Athlete’s foot, Achilles’ heel, mouth ulcer, // // one for the stomac
e a charm, the fey // // charge of the
atmosphere metallic on my tongue, // // the scariness of the pines ag
ro te se lucreh* // // * ‘You flesh to
atone ’ (Google Translate, 2014).  // //
cheeseboard—your home.  // // Scrambled
atop a chair, to escape the yolk-spindled tails.  // // Dirt dwellers,
t floats adrift.  // // They crumble in
atop themselves, debris // // From some controll’d explosion: dry and
e rain.  Staining stones darker as words
attempt to fill the gap // // Between this point and somewhere just p
.  A large proportion of candidates only
attempted the first part and were unable to earn any of the marks.  Of
his question was generally quite poorly
attempted , with many candidates not able to understand fully the situa
eep on course, despite // // The best
attempts of two wheels // // To end this trip early.  // // “Sorry”
// the duty to be paying calls, // //
attending prayer // // and, dressed for dinner, // // waiting for th
optic nerve and all those that seek its
attention .  // // Again, again.  // // Adrift on spewing, insipid, lus
ive, // // I don’t want her to pay any
attention .  // // She’s too busy cavorting around space, gay as Galact
// // No, in fact I am sure we all can
attest he would have acknowledged mastery with silence // // For had
ing.  The twain // // with anglo-saxon
attitudes // // then to Caerphilly came.  // // They lingered long in
t, // // at the moment where opposites
attract , // // for this is where we begin.  // // We were both made f
n, // // at the moment where opposites
attract .  // // Oh take me back to the start.  // //
gnetic Mountain // // It was a strange
attraction // // That brought us here:  // // A glisten from your sul
the citronnier // // and bakes a tarte
au citron meringuée.  // //
Saudade
Aubade // // the morning after // // I’m searching for a word // //
Aubade to Girton // // We must not speak now of etherised spread- //
ever those things that have the amazing
audacity to contain nothing more than their visible capacity // // So
ssert and you said no.  // // Watch the
audience , hope they’re // // Listening full and true.  // // Anyhow,
pen appears, // // When it brings its
audience to tears // // Or lets them feel or empathise.  // // For th
hissed ‘Arrogance.  Omnipotence,’ // //
Augmenting the fourth line with discordant violence.  // // The angel-
indles stick to socks    a silent great-
aunt   and the queen’s speech, naturally // // drink to Christmas! an
d stay a hundred years // // With this
aura of warmth // // Its amber hues remind me // // of what it is to
onstellation lost // // We navigate by
auspice // // And the night stared back // // Perseid gleams between
between the stars // // We navigate by
auspice // // The fire which leapt over us // // Perseid gleams betw
the bareness of eternity // // At the
austere edge of the real // // And in the lengthening shadow of the u
ner of war // // Then casualty of blue
austerity ; // // Just so my father, labouring before // // The furna
end has come.  // // Note by the senior
author :  When my assistant first presented this poem, it was in fairly
// // Wrote of his life in his // //
Autobiographies , // // Loved for his funny // // As well as his Kind
nor predict anything.  They preceded us,
autonomous .  Poetry is not made by Man, as you might think, but by It. 
y // // Is in time, our blood coloured
autumn .  // // Artifice // // Risks going against the grain.  // // T
ts—fade like leaves // // In fashion’s
autumn , following this rule.  // // And well they do, for both were cl
ty // // moonlight // // brings to an
autumn frost. // // 1am, and Woodlands court // // is the same as it
streams under fluorescent light.  // //
Autumn in Cambridge, and the stars wouldn’t shed me as much light //
Renewal // // Good time for it,
autumn .  // // Now we’ve stooked up in a corner and shed a skin or two
things // // as I today: you look and
autumn springs.  // //
Autumn // // The day breaks slowly on the hills of green // // Every
Apple Sunday // // Dog-days in
autumn —what other days were there, really?  // // All three removed th
-hearted rust remains // // Of another
autumn’s dying.  // // But now the planes are suddenly spread.  // //
like a robot filled them in?  // // The
avenues just run as ‘First’ to ‘Tenth’ from right to left.  // // Mila
e golem // // On and off again, // //
Averse to new versions, // // Soldering patches over kneed corduroys,
nithologists with shears make for irate
avians // // With wings clipped, // // Clipped wires and frames, //
fore falling asleep in the hope I would
avoid dreaming // // of you.  The thoughts still hurt.  Like bruises, e
roughly // // if I’d truly intended to
avoid falling.  // // Now we’re “an item”, // // and you think it’s o
s warrior will cross the road // // To
avoid the reminder that success is fleeting // // Eventually we all s
ally comes to Gaza (with chums).  // //
Avoids being distracted where it’s ‘badly impacted’ // // But meets ‘
irs drawn out from table’s edge, // //
Awaited those who knew how to be guests.  // // The page, like linen f
lls around my head, // // Tuxedoed and
awaiting recognition // // Of how bizarre the night can be, // // Ro
// They took you away, at night I lie
awake and call.  // // I think about the time we met, how long ago //
// // as they did over the sea.  I lay
awake and kept them company with honey // // sweetened coffee, a pali
ecstasy and the trembling of love could
awake him from his fantasy.  True awakening floats on the ocean of slee
eginning and a calling; // // “Sleeper
awake , the darkness was a dream // // For you will see the Dayspring
stalline tarmac.  // // The limestone’s
awake , the vestibules are glowing, // // The Sun, gentle, is rising i
could awake him from his fantasy.  True
awakening floats on the ocean of sleep.  // // 8.  // // MacCullough m
/ your driving licence, swimming // //
awards , your grade three flute— // // all, all are floating // // th
r His majesty, // // these three hills
awash in blooms, arching heavenwards in certain praise // // state Hi
for majesty // // or those three hills
awash in blooms, arching skyward only to praise // // nature’s glory.
the same familiar waiter pouring wine,
awed and appalled // // by our own consistency, but back where we sta
ntures // // Of Ryder and Flyte // //
Awestruck Oxonians, // // Transgenerationally, // // Can’t help but
en’s lust and rage.  // // I’ve glanced
awhile at poets on the shelf, // // Desiring this man’s style or that
no longer seems so big // // The fall,
awkward // // And unspectacular.  // // But, once in a while, after /
// // Both those who fit and those in
awkward guilt.  // // A soft man from the oddest matter built, // //
Apollo is asleep!  // // 7.  // // The
awkward heavy giant is the figure who succumb to Its challenge.  He slo
night I cut // // Myself with familiar
awkwardness // // Of searching eyes and violent kisses // // To adju
// // And what is it your presence has
awoken ?  // // Your glance is like a blessing on the broken // // I t
ght from bedrooms were no match for the
awry // // power of that expanse, its force and height, the way // /
so strange to me // // That any given
Aztec would carve a prayer // // Into a child’s chest, and tear out h