The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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tly that the second derivative of xx is
aa and the second derivative of yy is -gg.  // // Those who did manage
ree tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed
ABAB .  How prosaic!  My judicious removal of selected line breaks was
concrete, // // Rejected love letters
abandoned .  // // I want you to feel the same, but— // // I’ll call y
e.  // // I thought I’d fledged, // //
abandoned the embarrassment of home, // // but now I’m back // // to
he wet grass; he and she, // // Having
abandoned their shoes some time ago, // // Print a wide arc, then slo
full spate.  // // Now my headlong dash
abates —where I once was, the waders team, rich foraging is // // in t
k up the river Wharfe, // // to Bolton
Abbey , and the Strid beyond, // // and Barden Bridge—and now I flick
// Not the blind fury // // With the
abhorred shears // // But this is what I fear; // // The stealthy sc
unsullied by my insides, // // By the
abjected charging cables, // // And my missing teeth, // // And the
ing further in, she finds a tree // //
ablaze with fragrant lemon-yellow suns, // // and, picking four of th
gician’s hat the rainbow bunny of being
able to remember the names of the metrical forms, // // So easy to le
// // Per second, and I’ll finally be
able to stand again, // // And stop falling to my knees.  // // It do
rly attempted, with many candidates not
able to understand fully the situation being studied.  A large proporti
gondolier, dipping his hands // // For
ablutions , kneels on the slender deck, makes oblations // // Of shorn
em to shatter.  // // I’m sure it’s not
abnormal .  Otherwise OK Cupid would think twice // // About having one
// // Watching others, irregularities
abound , and you realise how very different we are, // // And the lone
ent towards contemplation // // Of its
abounding moment // // And that the creature, transfixed by its time-
// They jostle and press ’til, // //
abrading the bolt-rust, // // they burst through their binding // //
again the next day.  // // A clockwork
Abraham , ready every morning with his flint // // At six o’clock.  Sha
estone humming and spectral, // // The
absence , eerie, of mountains, of people.  // // Just you, steady tread
trip early.  // // “Sorry” // // Your
absence , far more valuable // // Than your self, leaves me reversing
there’s no such thing as cold, just an
absence of warmth?  // // That can’t be right.  // // Let me check the
er day // // to feel your ever-present
absence , still // // to find a way.  // // I hear you say, // // “Bu
Who am I, Bernard?  // // Welcome to
absence , these open // // Arms stretched as sundown.  // // Echo call
er // // While we’re all fixing // //
Absences with cream, whiskey, // // Guinness, the whole room // // A
a place to be // // and a place to be
absent from, // // at once somewhere that is home // // and somewher
h the mail // // and was an inveterate
absentee , // // he never could care for the sender or sent, // // so
y sleeves and the drowning page.  // //
Absentmindedly I missed the jar of water, swirling brushes in my coffe
of your stomach // // Is the fear, the
absolute dread of what may be.  // // Words run slipshod, all across t
aïre // // Further in, the darkness is
absolute .  // // Fronds and furtive things unfurl while forest // //
coffee that leaves rings // // slowly
absorbed by paper // // as I am threatened to be absorbed // // by t
y paper // // as I am threatened to be
absorbed // // by the temerity of this Alaskan scene.  // // It may b
aiting for its clay; // // Because the
abstractions of experience // // Make the metaphor of photography lit
upreme Fiction’, section 1:  ‘It Must be
Abstract ’ // // 1.  // // Don’t think.  Look.  Just look, look around! 
day of the year // // but no Murder of
absurd black penguins // // congregate this afternoon as my leg // /
ectacled in laptop moth-light.  Rendered
absurd — // // warmed by un-canned laughter and crackling fire-breath
r youth // // To be fed to that Cretan
abuser .  // // I’m a man at his best where there’s fighting // // (Ha
think.  // // I know not if this is an
abyss , // // A joke, // // Or the place I used to know.  // // All I
Sestina // //
Abyss .  A nanosecond’s blazing light, // // The herald to a straining
s a broken bridge—now we’re both in the
abyss .  // // In the darkness I keep rewriting ‘is this the poem?’  //
// // too carelessly into the hopeful
abyss // // please come and claim it—take it back— // // you wasted
us shadow cast by earthly forms of that
abyssal goddess.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a bore.  // // How he strides,
Acapulco // // The girl poised and primed, // // ground crumbling be
inside.  // // I feel carved out when I
accept .  // // He maps out his face and hair // // In creams and gels
hing common in the earth or air, // //
Accept it all and let it be for good.  // // Start with the very breat
yet unsigned.  // // Will my new friend
accept that I mix with you lot // // Just as much for detection and w
ay up.  // // ‘War is not nice’, but we
accept the battles // // In return for our shiny new lives, however l
// Whose sibling stood guard (to keep
access barred) // // In a stench that should make her a sick sis.  //
ive.  // // The man does not experience
accidence .  // // His poetry is perfect.  // // I sit here, and regard
art 2b (i-ixx) // // I fell into it by
accident .  // // A barrier was missing contrary // // to the mountain
// that he had dropped on the floor (by
accident ) // // simply because it was so expensive.  // // The man do
Cape Cod Morning // // Almost
accidental , but carefully composed: // // the sky behind the trees be
on random patterns form—until // // an
accidental spiral sequence finds // // that it can make itself again,
s not sorely missed from the critically
acclaimed world of the immortal rhymists // // It would take a poet w
g // // to … // // [exit stage right
accompanied by the ineffectual whirring of defunct machinery] // //
suspending patterned navy seats.  // //
Accompanying us: families, workers, couples, // // Phone-paralysed an
y instinct, taking // // left or right
according to our whim, or how the light // // was caught.  After time
the Rise // // The plaintive notes of
accordion -song on the waters, // // The voices straining from the win
rple sage to lie.  // // A Cheshire cat
accosted them, // // then walked his wild way // // alone.  In Swale
not really know how to create poetry or
account for its spontaneous creation.  Look, really look—we are nothing
f a blinded time // // Cutting through
accretions of the past // // Dully and daily deleting, whatever is no
ve o nine, // // Swiss time; // // An
accurate // // Fate.  // // Shift essential, // // Tangential // /
.  Such a loser // // To marry Medea.  I
accused her // // Of suppressing the truth—so condemning our youth //
// I’ll-settle-for-a-jack-in-lieu-of-an-
ace ; // // You’re dumber than most, and that’s a hell of a lot // //
e a song of our first // // spring; an
ache and burn.  // // How sweet and clean was that return.  // // How
// // To perfect brew’d.  My bones grow
Ache and Lack; // // But drown’d out is their path—it floats adrift. 
ing from a clifftop grave // // Curved
ache of a clear horizon // // Could I foretell the future // // The
he wake of light on water // // Curved
ache of a clear horizon // // You hold your hand in mine // // The w
Like chestnuts in an oven.  // // Bums
ache on floors, // // Perch on arms of chairs, // // Settle into lap
s return to comfort the shore.  The pain
ached in waves.  // // I painted my feelings in layer upon layer of bl
// // Carrying your burning wails into
Acheron // // Your river of woe and death.  // // Never to taste, nev
he ground, // // And look up at what I
achieved .  // // Disappointment, often, when // // Faced with the end
by night and day—for me.  // // Now my
achievement’s lauded as the best:  // // To get inky fingers in a Camb
r for elsewhere.  // // Athlete’s foot,
Achilles ’ heel, mouth ulcer, // // one for the stomach, two for the m
where just past my horizon.  // // Body
aching , waiting, for my chalk outline.  The last mark I’ll make, // //
lgar arrival.  // // Those old eyes are
achingly familiar.  // // —‘Please change here, for…’— // //
, // // As if my veins weren’t pumping
acid yet, // // I carry on, as though I’m craving more.  // // My sho
am sure we all can attest he would have
acknowledged mastery with silence // // For had cheesy words ravaged
of selected line breaks was universally
acknowledged to be the making of this poem.  — AG // //
ole, unshaven merchants, and // // the
acne -crusted vicar’s son— // // the old podiatrist next door, // //
and fall in ash and cinders, // // In
acrid conversation with the dead, // // whose ghosts go round in circ
r real- and rightness) makes // // the
act of meaning something no great shakes.  // // So, plummeting down C
/ // // // // // // // As if the
act of moving weren’t a chore, // // As if my veins weren’t pumping a
ing // // in between.  // // For every
action there is an equal and opposite reaction.  // // In between //
h with several options describing those
actions that might be permitted and/or recommended if barriers are not
f-jokingly on holiday in Singapore, but
actually just very sound advice.  // // Nothing to argue with here.  //
/ the left one, I think.  // // I don’t
actually remember that well. // // and the girl says: why did you pec
And so they thought of what two-day-old
Adam must have done:  // // Alone in brand new Paradise with infinite-
ake            riverrun, past Eve’s and
Adam’s // // sins of the sons are visited upon the fathers           
hose systems down:  // // It’s open and
adaptive and it’s free:  // // The dodo royals are dragged about the t
// first, secure firmly to large rock,
add eagle and serve hot liver with vengeance // // second, store in c
Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // //
add to the road’s cacophony.  // //
Voices, ipods, phones speak out— // //
add to the road’s cacophony.  // // Through air and ether people mutte
that only I saw // // Fit you ill, and
added to your breaking; // // True predators fear this world’s raw //
lost the receipt on which I wrote your
address and, as such, will be leaving this letter here, on this
ching eyes and violent kisses // // To
adjust myself, realise // // That Life’s not all drinks deals and dru
head from pallor, save // // you from
admiring recognition as your // // skin faded, white.  That was not yo
scream them until I’m hoarse, // // to
admit my narcissism behind the twinkling guitar riff // // and yell m
instead of typing // // and deleting,
admit my ugly want as the drummer // // sweats because it’s supposed
pretend you are // // still there when
adolescence was the end // // what do we become?  And now someone new
oody ingrown nails and an incorrection. 
Adonai , Adonis, open my sword lips, then my mouth will praise you. the
rown nails and an incorrection.  Adonai,
Adonis , open my sword lips, then my mouth will praise you. the wild do
he rubrik of Boris the Mad.  // // He’d
adore such a grand and flamboyant adventure—to // // jump on the band
se my eyes I still see // // A harbour
adorned with lights // // On the festival of Ferragosto // // If I c
trips and is under way // // A harbour
adorned with lights // // Shoeless feet and unsteady ground // // If
is scratched into my face.  // // He is
adrift in the sea.  // // I am glad of the sheltering waves // // Unt
attention.  // // Again, again.  // //
Adrift on spewing, insipid, lusting waters, // // Aren’t I porous and
Frighteningly Inert // //
Adrift on waters // // Stagnant, charged, ion wet, // // The pumice
But drown’d out is their path—it floats
adrift .  // // They crumble in atop themselves, debris // // From som
icit // // engagement from responsible
adult figures. // // and the girl’s like: oh, shit // //
he fish, the dinosaurs, the apes // //
advance across the generations.  Each // // sentient being touches and
e // // (The survivor of technological
advance , // // Its virtual descendants grace // // The screen on my
He’d adore such a grand and flamboyant
adventure —to // // jump on the bandwagon he’ll be glad.”  // // The B
Brideshead Revisited:  // // Nostalgic
adventures // // Of Ryder and Flyte // // Awestruck Oxonians, // //
sixteen forty-five // // Fends between
adversaries .  Old tongues, // // Grown grave, recite the Prayer Book a
rhymes were fortune’s perk— // // They
advertised who wasn’t made for work.  // // Now, blank verse seems to
ing contrary // // to the mountains of
advice // // contained in The You Only Live Once Manual.  // // My li
Three Pieces of
Advice // // 1.  Heat always travels from hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never
Singapore, but actually just very sound
advice .  // // Nothing to argue with here. // // 3, told over the pho
eem unperturbed // // your red coat an
aegis to lift // // cigarettes to your many mouths that // // breath
air.  // // He tells us he is having an
affair .  // // Like I’d know // // I think— // // He is no loathsome
or, // // The shredded evidence of our
affair // // Our old, embarassing affair with God.  // // And God him
our affair // // Our old, embarassing
affair with God.  // // And God himself will follow soon enough; // /
ursue his creation with // // care and
affecting mathematic precision to // // better her dear husband’s sti
// // Smile’s phantom echoing inchoate
affections , // // A tongue, dark and delicate, from a peak dangling,
they patternize to someone else’s eyes,
affirm a thing, touch a cord // // ‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines
// Horrified by the naïveté of younger
affirmations :  // // I am in control of my desires // // I am unsulli
ks // // And settles each morn, // //
Affirmed by sun, love, and drinks // // Tell me, is there anything wo
mouth, the gold on her head, // // To
afford the crowns of Cain, the trademarks of Hester, // // Until she
ke’s tongue.  // // But her stylish-yet-
affordable boots // // Do sometimes quake.  // // Her high school sit
creek // // bearing loose things left
afloat .  // // Behind each moored boat runs a wake: time to gush full
mall fish, big pond.  // // But staying
afloat ?  // // I move a little, and the ripples run.  // // Spill?  //
ng chest, // // the shivering sceptic,
afraid , at last, of ghosts?  // //
the moment // // of departure, are you
afraid do you // // understand Karagiozis the lantern // // behind a
// We can’t touch or even speak, // //
afraid of the reflections; // // and when the moment’s gone, we’re lo
ipi, pass // // The red to Gordon.  I’m
afraid the view just now // // Is rather badly marred by smoke but, a
d dog-wise against the rumour // // Of
Africa .  // // The sky stretched, // // A dirigible anchored to demot
w!)— // // because he couldn’t see the
afterlife of that Word.  // // Speckled by starlight:  You smoke-sigh a
d black penguins // // congregate this
afternoon as my leg // // slumbers in the warmth of the radiator //
d, I wish // // We could waste another
afternoon // // away.  // //
en of course it snows again.  // // One
afternoon for one brief hour // // the air is warm enough to melt //
ory or another dream // // That golden
afternoon in which we walk // // Together through the meadow?  Touch a
ge, circa 1966 // // One cold winter’s
afternoon // // we walk to the edge of town and on // // the mile ac
clustered into the clothes, some // //
afternoons when the sun // // presses through the dusty window // //
// // in servile severance.  // // One
afterthought // // of comfort might assuage the sharper pain – // //
// a Beethoven string quartet.  // //
Afterwards Colin and I go down to the basement // // —the real cremat
edged to be the making of this poem.  —
AG // //
ross the page:  // // Love, Time, Ever,
Age .  // //
began // //   // // or I // // Iron
Age bred, // // now stuck, // // cinder at last ebb // // ignites a
undulating ring-lines breathing // //
age into you // // and sighing into the ground; // // But now // //
// I need the poets now, who match my
age , // // Like Coleridge I could become a sage, // // And I bet I’d
the concentric rings that signify your
age — // // Meanwhile, the wind whistles in the chimney.  // //
to know.  // // All I know is that the
age of legends is reduced to droplets of pity wept by the few that can
n micro, soft, paint— // // Art in the
age of mechanical reproduction.  (Fleshly reproduction is draining.) //
/ // The bearded wonders from a bygone
age // // Of yellow Victorian tobacco-stains upon the creamy-white //
voice brought old words to life, // //
age only antique, frailty perceivable only // // by sight.  For you th
the hollow forest, who binds // // The
aged with their heart’s desire, the rose // // With senseless fear: y
kill the dead.  // // They are stuck in
agelessness ; // // She has to clamber out.  // // Change // // Is wh
ick as one // // intent on small house
agents ’ clerks // // and busted city slickers on // // the dole, uns
Poets in
Ageor A Study of Reading Habits // // At first I used to wish that I
es were // // myself: // // different
ages , different // // moods, different company, // // but me nonethe
cs are defaced with algae and refuse of
ages , // // Sounding over black waves of the sunset hour.  // // Soft
at might have saved you all those years
ago .  // // Conserved and published, now at last you know // // We ho
, // // Of poems half-remembered, long
ago destinies rolled up and placed in possibility // // For time upon
.  // // I should have gone a long time
ago , // // Feet, turning, past sloppy kisses // // And out the door.
s lying next to us // // Only a second
ago , // // Finding only shorter grass, // // A coloured strip made /
I think about the time we met, how long
ago // // It was, before we ever knew the flow // // And ebb of love
Having abandoned their shoes some time
ago , // // Print a wide arc, then slope down towards // // A still c
tside.  // // (But that was forty years
ago // // —these days his hair is white all through.) // // ‘Every m
tian, // // Nailed to pine in ecstatic
agony .  // // ’Tis pity.  // // Some ancestral memory is unseated //
or empathise.  // // For the writer may
agree , but he lies, // // He put no thought into that verb, // // Bu
vern // // so unknown but home.  // //
Ah but before little hands can tear at tissue // // Stille Nacht must
ny erection to // // burnish my halo. 
Ah , I have a whim // // to build a fine bridge clear across a great r
ves pounding // // they charge…  // //
Ah !  Nihilist nil, // // nil desperandum.  // // Bannockburn dreaming
snack—not my feast on my plate.  // //
Ah ! this one looks chipper—it’s bigger and fitter // // And should ke
ronterrorbinladenbombingssuicide // //
Ah , to dream perchance to sleep …        Brrng!  Brnng!  // // No time f
// // serve cold and forgotten // //
Ah what do they know?  // // “The Romans were honest // // they thoug
n’t taste it anymore.  // // Let’s see,
ah yes, here we are: // // three recipes for Prometheus (a lá Kafka)
ssed under mask // // with steel miles
ahead in wait // // and then a new city.  // // Now you are relegated
waits, pontificates.  Time and flux goes
ahead of him, leaving him in the dust.  He revels joylessly and mechani
hes and the sea.  The sun // // is low
ahead of us, the sky is clear.  // // Across the wood, onto the beach.
aid // // ‘take care, ail road’ // //
ahead , on the rail road // // a deer had stopped // // ‘it’s gonna d
// // Oozing towards the battlegrounds
ahead .  // // The clash where flesh meets wire and no-one wins // //
// // What will you trade for an eye? 
AI might be cis, white, male, hetero, // // but at least it won’t tal
with a hand or description - no visual
aid , // // No images allowed, the written word is paramount, the univ
// // but he wasn’t quiet // // ‘it’s
ail road rail road!’ // // he kept on talking // // and couldn’t be
oticed the sign said // // ‘take care,
ail road’ // // ahead, on the rail road // // a deer had stopped //
and we’re losing the key.  // // If you
aimed a card, or a note, or a cry // // too carelessly into the hopef
.  Gaza, 2009 // // The tank commander,
aiming well, // // Took out the vacant ground floor flat, // // So t
still flickering on the tree, // // I
ain’t sleepy either.  // // The angel then sings out, “Amen, // // Ca
re, // // leaving us the water and the
air .  // //
l my shame hangs, heavy, in the frosted
air .  // // A mile away, the ideal me, // // A little less wary, a li
// Call nothing common in the earth or
air , // // Accept it all and let it be for good.  // // Start with th
dream drops my hand through // // the
air , and back to the little room where October seeps through // // th
re frantic - no record seems to fit the
air , // // And down, way down in the pit of your stomach // // Is th
to the road’s cacophony.  // // Through
air and ether people mutter, shout, // // voices, ipods, phones speak
reath // // And left it in the shining
air // // And left his stiffened body there // // The boy without a
ll, all are floating // // through the
air and out // // of reach.  I want the rest.  // // I want to hold th
slow // // black treacle of the night
air // // and see the simplicity // // moonlight // // brings to an
// High up above, at the edges of the
air // // and the beginning of space // // the sky is dark, but the
t, and breathe some more the cool clear
air .  // // Beyond the scree the open path leads on, // // a gentler
// The others too I love—Earth, Water,
Air —but Fire // // is something else again.  // // A memory // // (n
valley sound // // through still, warm
air , // // clear to my vantage point on higher ground.  // // Voices
// Three X-rays and a CAT scan for an
air - // // Conditioned corpse.  A quality of care // // That might h
weeds.] // // Make sure to come up for
air .  // // Course.  // // Good one.  // // I use humour—I’m used to h
/ to lie on the earth, // // smell the
air , // // feel the warmth of the fire, // // listen to the lapping
ems to concentrate // // From light to
air , from pigment into paint // // In increments of incarnation down
ou up.  // // My hands snip snip in the
air .  // // Ha ha ha.  // // Great things I can destroy, // // Look,
wasn’t it?  // // Like a breath of old
air .  Hear from you soon?  // // Course.  // // [I missed you] // //
it stinks.  I’d give gold for some fresh
air .  // // I can see that I’m one of the wonders, // // Can’t fault
e glass // // snatch its sound out the
air . // // in little hessikaner we fell in (or down), // // little h
afternoon for one brief hour // // the
air is warm enough to melt // // the topmost layer.  The frost return
slatable pain.  // // What taste on the
air // // Led you here?  See her red hair // // Last night, gaping sm
/ // along the open beach, in rich sea
air .  // // Look up, look up, my love—the sky is calling.  // // Dark
ing itself across my vision, and in the
air my grey // // scarf waving like a distress signal—fossilised.  The
ater, sky and earth // // and rock and
air ; no fire and no gold, // // no gems nor coins nor jewels; just th
your public with an even- // // handed
air of gravitas.  Our thanks, and come again’.  // // The Envoy.  Gaza,
valley sound // // through still, warm
air .  // // On the top deck of a 68 // // Voices, ipods, phones speak
// // the spray rises a mile into the
air // // (or so it seems to me), to crash back down— // // you must
nd signal fires // // blazing into the
air .  // // Our space is the earth, // // time lives in fire, // //
The sweltering smell of morbid recycled
air .  // // Our viewing of the cinema landscape in that filthy glass /
good things go to die.  Light // // and
air , pools and palaces, sanity // // of men and kings—all rot away, w
// // The ghoulish form’s tear in the
air re-sewn // // So through it dancing branches from roots grown //
ed in inky water, // // the cool night
air // // slows down time.  // // Now is the time // // to lie on th
mops our toes // //   // // the cold
air stings my lips // // … // // i have a strong urge to tell you ho
the smell in order to // // inhale the
air that you’ve // // just dropped.  // // This is where I hide below
ime, // // Were kindred panters of the
air ; // // The dead lived on in my genes and my hair // // And the t
m to fall from Eden’s light, // // The
air they shine through breathes a change in them, // // Breaking thei
ming sunlight.  Soak up the rays and the
air .  // // Transform the coloured flower into coloured flesh // // a
ore.  // // How he strides, // // Warm
air turbulent // // expanding billowing fabrics, // // Exquisite tim
d hide a secret inside.  // // Feel the
air .  Turn in the four winds.  Broadcast the secret // // to earth, as
dawn.  // // It completes a turn in the
air // // with slow brute grace, // // then passes, // // catseyes
nted and timed.  // // Philosophies are
aired , // // temple columns spaced, // // lightning rods earthed.  //
s the waters // // blow the evanescent
airs // // moistening the many-coloured earths.  // // In forests and
/ // Blowed and bumbling along, // //
Airwards words off the tongue.  // // The sky was blue.  // // That sh
wn shades, // // Liquid time daubed on
air’s pale vellum, // // Us in the warm, in the yellow, // // The ou
ne came.  Time passed.  She left the door
ajar — // // She thought she’d heard the breath of the unknown— // //
ome alphabet soup // // Served iambic,
al dente, but as yet unsigned.  // // Will my new friend accept that I
avels crashing crudely over cor- // //
al , usurping canoes claim to the crests, each sullen swelling rock- //
ing, caravels cresting over cor- // //
al , usurping canoes control of the crests, each rippling roll rock- //
/ // I hope this finds you // // Dear
Alan // //
Dear
Alan // // Dear Alan, // // I hope this finds you well // // Dear A
ou have often thought of me // // Dear
Alan , // // I don’t suppose you have often thought // // Dear Alan,
s bench, for you to collect // // Dear
Alan , // // I don’t suppose you have often thought of me // // Dear
I hope this finds you well // // Dear
Alan , // // I have lost // // Dear Alan, // // I have lost the rece
ar Alan, // // I have lost // // Dear
Alan , // // I have lost the receipt on which I wrote your address and
w he couldn’t have been you // // Dear
Alan , // // I hope this finds you // // Dear Alan // //
Dear Alan // // Dear
Alan , // // I hope this finds you well // // Dear Alan, // // I hav
e bus who I thought was you // // Dear
Alan , // // I knew he couldn’t have been you // // Dear Alan, // //
pose you have often thought // // Dear
Alan , // // I saw a man on the bus who I thought was you // // Dear
absorbed // // by the temerity of this
Alaskan scene.  // // It may be the coldest day of the year // // but
within.  // // Oak and hazel, beech and
alder , // // What news borne on the wind?  // // Just a list of weddi
i // // Where mosaics are defaced with
algae and refuse of ages, // // Sounding over black waves of the suns
ching great dark shoals // // of rain,
algorithmic complexity // // that flexes // // and envelops us, //
Trinitaria, holy // // Trinity.  Let’s
alight now and claim her in the name of God’s grace.  // // TWO // //
compact mist, all soft, // // My heart
alight , the ember grown aloft, // // My skin feels ’kin to a burning
es will clatter.  // // I don’t want to
align my chakras; I want to them to shatter.  // // I’m sure it’s not
// You’re sure our threads are finally
aligned , // // So why do mine feel ready to unwind?  // //
es remind me // // of what it is to be
alive .  // // “Hold me tight” you say // // and my fear is I will not
musing if I’m wanted now // // by you
alive or dead?  Live I could raise // // a cool half million.  Dead it
/ // Harder, longer.  Trying to be less
alive , // // To lose this odium before I lose myself entirely.  // //
n some.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // //
Allan S.  Konigsberg // // Knew that he wouldn’t // // Go far with th
ht.  Clancy got loose and ran through an
alley with keef, kefir, with champagne on the nightstand, and four doz
nty of a familiar shore?  // // Please,
allow me to fade this way:  // // Wind-beat cotton, holes at the knee,
ption - no visual aid, // // No images
allowed , the written word is paramount, the universal word, a thrifty
cakes were taboo.  I wasn’t even // //
allowed to bring up the subject of Lindt.  // // All of which left jus
// were magnificent, but could not be
allowed // // to remain in occupation of that space.  // // And so, f
ste fate does discard.  // // Yet, time
allowed , what seems fine chance will be // // And, likewise to two fa
Cape Cod Morning // //
Almost accidental, but carefully composed: // // the sky behind the t
billion random changes: all // // —or
almost all—are duds.  Nevertheless // // ten thousand different specie
peated // // On a weekly basis, // //
Almost as often as him trying to teach me to change the laces in my sh
words that Pol Pot said, // // and he
almost did best her // // with a slice of Red Leicester, // // but h
unch-huddled, // // a child-like smile
almost // // discernable beneath the map // // of her skin, like //
// HAMLET Do you see that cloud?  That’s
almost in shape like a camel.  // // POLONIUS By th’mass and it’s like
plane tree’s drop-earrings // // Have
almost reached their seventy-percent // // Of newly-broken foetus-lea
[I am
almost 25 years old] // // I am almost 25 years old.  I cannot remembe
[I am almost 25 years old] // // I am
almost 25 years old.  I cannot remember a time // // When I didn’t fee
he water channelling below.  // // Held
aloft by spray // // she floats above the curl and spume of sea, and
// // My heart alight, the ember grown
aloft , // // My skin feels ’kin to a burning fire’s waft, // // Sizz
ching home.  // // I find that I am not
alone // // As streetlights guide my yellow path:  // // Your silhoue
when the moment’s gone, we’re lost and
alone .  // // Do we understand each other?  // // Stars and earth and
// Give themselves to pleasure, and are
alone happy.  // // Shadowed-masses in the depths hum through the reed
t-ruled.  // // Pacing for the exercise
alone .  // // HB // // ‘Hard Black’ appears as grey:  // // The unive
trial of fire and fire, for fire // //
Alone holds fast that which hell’s fire unbinds.  // // But now our cr
rhythm of a bell…  // // Were I to wake
alone I would be weeping // // With shiftless sorrow, restless, rootl
two-day-old Adam must have done:  // //
Alone in brand new Paradise with infinite-ish time.  // // And so they
// // then walked his wild way // //
alone .  In Swale- and Wensleydale // // they passed the following day
tiful way for a predator to die, // //
Alone in the desert, strangled by a tie.  // //
t sorry for it, because although it sat
alone in the watercloured skies, the moon could never be king.  And I w
say // // That though he finds himself
alone , // // Life’s pawn at lifetime’s darker edge, // // The one wh
mean.  // // Course.  // // You always
alone ?  // // Not in fair weather.  // // [My heart is a convertible w
Signature Flaw // // We are not
alone .  The apple core // // left faceless perfection’s shackles to ru
/ // Until you’re gone.  // // Wake up
alone to empty thoughts, // // In the early evening now, day dead, //
Sweet like shalimar.  // // We were all
alone with our // // Camel lights watching the floating moon.  // //
in the sky, // // Blowed and bumbling
along , // // Airwards words off the tongue.  // // The sky was blue. 
the bursar grief— // // Have protests
along her (warm) corridor.  // // Every Girtonian burrs like a Scot, /
ue.  // // That she knew, had known all
along // // It seemed, only it wasn’t blue today, // // It was deep
Will come back to you.  You knew it all
along , it seems.  // // And we can walk smugly, the both of us, into t
moor.  // // The treasures to be found
along my path // // are elemental: water, sky and earth // // and ro
shackle myself to the peddles and roll
along quietly // // Only to return to gobbets of          that holds
h to the Martello tower, // // we walk
along the banked-up track // // behind the wall, level with the top,
ning, we left the school.  Wandering out
along the darkening lanes we went to cross the river, black and cruel.
he wood—the fir // // and silver birch
along the dunes that run // // between the marshes and the sea.  The
// // First light and then first lines
along the east // // To touch and brush a sheen of light on water //
d thistle bloom // // We pick our path
along the hollow way // // Handfast; we unscroll your youth // // Wh
on the sand.  Eastwards we turn, // //
along the open beach, in rich sea air.  // // Look up, look up, my lov
ant concrete blocks // // on piles all
along the shingle beach.  // // The mile south to the Martello tower,
ng in A going to B.  // // Words fumble
along the way, // // From there to here, // // Ringing in my ear.  //
I have tried // // (as I trace my hand
along the wood-grain // // which falls from the mantelpiece in rivule
coffee left by my side.  // // You sing
along to your favourite lyrics, // // Hazy summer light filters throu
ow the cedar tree // // Shook its head
along with me, // // Blankly dismissing the old sublime; // // The d
the tang of good-humoured sweat // //
Along with the crispness of a river’s skin.  // // I taste the content
you sideways // // drawing my thoughts
along your wooden wave-shapes // // dipping into knot warps and sande
s.  // // She looks up, // // thinking
aloud like a dream, // // ‘There are some days,’ she says, // // ‘wh
.  // // Re-call the river-tongues from
Alph to Styx, // // summon the summoners, the shaping shapes // // t
ng supernovae; helium flame // // From
Alpha Caeli’s rim; the Pleiad mass // // Of gas and dust that veils,
, // // While we help disentangle some
alphabet soup // // Served iambic, al dente, but as yet unsigned.  //
// (nineteen-sixty-one or so—my teens—
already // // between the end of the Chatterley ban // // and the Be
wing.  // // Somehow you fill your name
already , // // Cast in white marble by two gentle breaths.  // // How
// Of proud practicality.  // // We are
already comfortable // // In each other’s company:  // // Ready to co
t taste anything, // // Because you’ve
already finished yours.  // // Would you like a top up?  // //
t with you at each table?  // // You’re
already looking at me, somehow knowing, // // Somehow wisdom in fresh
stalks for fear of fresh // // blooms: 
already one says: “mankind cannot // // bear very much reality (wink
/ See from up there, // // The fight’s
already started.  // // Look from above, // // We’re on the losing si
aved me— // //   // // But you’d
already swallowed it.  // // I know, and that’s how it saved me.
Fairy Tale // //
alright : once upon a time, // // a girl in a cloak of symbolic colour
he magic apple tree.  // // And journey
also , darkling, through your past // // Journey through your seed tim
all the while // // the crafty sea is
also digging down // // beneath the piles.  Then one stormy night //
sure to produce a fine plan.  // // We
also need money—of course private finance will // // jump to join in,
.  // // You joined relations that they
also threw // // Into the asp-bored sand to rest for two millennia.  /
rooms as a muscle, // // is as much an
altar draped in bells and mistle- // // toe as an instrument whose st
s the same:  // // It turns but doesn’t
alter // // Its alterations; // // Then why do you stagnate and //
n by // // Mapping its every minuscule
alteration — // // By changing everything.  // // Tiny fingertips.  //
/ It turns but doesn’t alter // // Its
alterations ; // // Then why do you stagnate and // // fade, longing
to the ground.  // // Fresh as the day
although freckled and browned // // And frowned.  // // With the roya
The Mango Tree // //
Although I have long been away, I can still see // // The canopy of g
white.  And I felt sorry for it, because
although it sat alone in the watercloured skies, the moon could never
and suddenly I could fit it again.  And
although the skies never really liked the moon, they loved it enough t
a—chamomile tea—because I was cold.  And
although you’d been sat there for days and days waiting for me to come
// Then the light changes or goes out
altogether // // and I can’t quite remember the first way I saw it; /
what I mean.  // // Course.  // // You
always alone?  // // Not in fair weather.  // // [My heart is a conver
your blood // // In the water—they’ve
always been lying.  Is this the poem?  // // The cloud shadow passes, b
you’ll see the truth.  // // That we’ve
always been satellites // // Going around, and around, // // Passing
s.  // // The ink I wrote to you in was
always black, never blue, // // and I’d imagine you sitting and readi
K.  // // So when the silver thief (who
always came // // on Thursdays) took our memories, why did // // he
sy to learn.  // // I digress.  // // I
always digress.  // // I apologise.  // // It is tragic, it is all tra
nd the snows and skies of memory // //
always diminishing make it seem // // that right now sitting here co
My heart is a convertible with the roof
always down.] // // I have to go.  Drive safe.  // // I will, don’t wo
re, but I’m still here // // Where I’d
always dreamed of staying before // // Everything snapped and you lef
// // Isn’t Daddy proud?  // // I was
always earth-strewn, // // A brief interlude of disequilibrium.  // /
without anything, // // For something
always exists - // // Watching others, irregularities abound, and you
tem with the light // // That emanates
always from her eyes.  // // I want her to cut me open at the waist wi
es that say about us?  // // That we’re
always going to give our heat away?  // // That passion never gains, w
t.  Clothes pegs.  // // He, of course,
always hated sentiment, // // and she never had much time for times p
ing Edge // // At my back, like you, I
always hear // // The edge, the cutting edge is coming near.  // // N
me.  // // For at my back, like you, I
always here // // The cutting edge, the edge is coming near.  // //
mories resurfaced in echoes, // // and
always I found myself staring at the sea.  Waking, sleeping, dreaming. 
On nature // // To write on nature is
always ironic.  // // These are leaves I write on, // // Where the de
oodlands court // // is the same as it
always is: // // at once a place to be // // and a place to be absen
urn // // that little gap where we had
always kept // // your compass with its swinging fleur-de-lys // //
is a given // // And given things can
always live again.  // // The stone is rolled away, the rocks are rive
was an old Fellow of Girton // // who
always made love with his shirt on.  // // Saying “Now that I’m old, /
// to take him to the house.  // // I
always regretted, felt cheated by // // that twenty-minute hiatus.  //
y you never came back.  The waves // //
always return to comfort the shore.  The pain ached in waves.  // // I
Poker face // // // // My mother
always said, “one day you might // // Play when the stakes trump the
Chocolate Sonnet // // You
always said you’d sooner chew nettles // // than touch anything brand
rry to let them go.’  // // The pace is
always // // slow, // // charitable, // // sad.  // // ‘Yes,’ I tho
// // The smallest matryoshka doll is
always so hard to open.  // // Hold it to your ear, do you hear someon
ion.  // // You tell me there is // //
always something I could have done differently.  // // There is // //
// // nothing, // // there is // //
always something I could have done differently.  // // You tell me the
have seen him do this before, and he is
always surprised.  // // I have never been this close.  // // The pond
he poor folk of Greece.  // // But I’ve
always thought // // that there’s something to be said // // for the
Three Pieces of Advice // // 1.  Heat
always travels from hot to cold.  // // 2.  Never eat at an empty sushi
that got through to me.  // // I don’t
always want to be having this conversation with myself.  // // For yea
at an empty sushi restaurant.  // // 3. 
Always wash blood off in cold water. // // 1, given to me for the fir
he future pain.  // // But hindsight is
always wise, // // Whereas such beautiful moments, // // Rarely pres
I mean, sure, to be frank, part of me’s
always wondered // // What it might be like to be tied up, or otherwi
re, read the part // // marked, and am
amazed at my predictability.  // // // // In a new city and in love,
// But never those things that have the
amazing audacity to contain nothing more than their visible capacity /
// With this aura of warmth // // Its
amber hues remind me // // of what it is to be alive.  // // “Hold me
like watching rain fall // // In burnt
amber light, // // With an old movie in the background— // // I’m no
pale memory, // // Pendant in silicon
amber .  // // Plain and varied multitudes of senses strung out in seri
papery layers, // // and probably seep
amber .  // // She’s shedding her leaves for // // the winter now, //
iter’s goodbye, smile of cabbie; // //
Ambient objects.  // //
[
Ambient objects surrounded me] // // Ambient objects surrounded me.  /
[Ambient objects surrounded me] // //
Ambient objects surrounded me.  // // In no-color, no-shape cup waiter
ssembles with Ikea instructions.  // //
Ambient objects surrounded us.  // // Long into night we’re sitting ti
y, pantomime mystery // // ruled their
ambitions , now dead and now done with // // since no-one remembers—no
ther.  // // The angel then sings out, “
Amen , // // Casablanca’s on again.”  // // Play it, Sam.  // // BBC1,
in triune harmony you ascended.  // //
Amended death.  I wish I could be faithful.  // // Lover, brother, I ha
nded; // // its pupils were graves dug
amid sapphires…  // // Of course its parents were disappointed // //
/ // as your letters arrived, tangible
amidst my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the flickering fire and read i
r to taste, never to touch // // Drift
amidst the scattered echoes // // Of long forgotten lust; // // Dea
ngue // // That speaks the Word // //
Amidst the tympanum.  // // But hard by the rood-screen here, // // H
// And seeds fall to the furrow, // //
Amidst the tympanum, // // Hard by the rood-screen here.  // //
The Green Man, Mid-Winter // //
Amidst the tympanum // // His stone hair startles from // // A face
r tongue— // // I’ve been busy.  // //
Amidst these love letters littered, // // Lost in curdled red // //
ring earthly leas, // // Serenading us
among our garden’s yields, // // When flying to their messy, tree-top
Someone please // // Make a gap // //
Among the passengers) // // Take out the book before the faceless pas
touch and instinct you descend to hide
among // // the seeds spun by the breeze, between lines of sonnets, /
eneath the willow // // In June he lay
among the yarrow // // Pollen gilding him with yellow // // Yellow c
, hush’d // // lull brown, // // deep
among your dusk // // heavy sockets. rust // // me down // // withi
get my brain on line, // // Searching
amongst my fact-debris.  // // In the inky hall where I’m confined //
arm the space around it, // // Hide it
amongst the blooming heather, // // Warm it, // // Pick around it.  /
ch was hard, strong cheese // // taken
amongst the bums // // in the silence of exiles.  // // No surprise a
d.  // // The poor must grow their food
amongst the sand // // Whilst colonists enjoy resplendent views:  //
// // I’m searching for a word // //
amongst the wine stained lips and glasses, // // teabags gone furry i
y eye.  // // And I know you are there,
amongst them all.  // // They took you away, at night I lie awake and
f time and space, // // in overlapping
amplitudes of bliss, // // pattering into patterns, into persons, int
ne // // Controlled by the wrist of an
amputee , // // I fear I am not in my perfect mind.  // // The questio
he bathroom.  // // Mock anti-Semitism,
amusing Islamophobia.  // // My smile is scratched into my face.  // /
ed shirts, // // A break from labs and
analysing dirts; // // A break from hoping father just would guess.  /
y a tragic loading, // // Something to
analyze here.  // // Nothing can stand for itself, you know, nothing c
t a lot on.  // // Concluding this long
anamnesis // // And to gather up all of the pieces:  // // He turned
r name, // // This is how you lose the
ancestral breath, // // This is how you lose home.  // //
ic agony.  // // ’Tis pity.  // // Some
ancestral memory is unseated // // From its place on our shared books
ng bone // // clavicles fuse in birds’
ancestral night // // in this revision one and one makes one // // i
eeds dried blood in spring // // blood
ancestry // // phantoms // // graveyard cadavers // // spicing the
/ The sky stretched, // // A dirigible
anchored to demotic towers - // // Half-deserted, effluvial.  // // A
ecognise.  // // This is your own, your
ancient apple tree // // And here the light you buried for so long /
the garden wall, // // The image of an
ancient apple tree, // // The fall of light through branches and the
e rose // // With senseless fear: your
ancient hexagram // // Is riven oak, for sixteen forty-five // // Ha
m a slab of stone // // the size of an
ancient kin’s era // // he sees my lips as archaeological tools // /
ge // // And pilfer the noble classes’
ancient knowledge.  // // I think again of coal-dust in the chest.  //
and mathematicians // // draw from an
ancient well of that which can’t be spoken, only sung // // can’t be
breath?  // // I am one of those dread
ancients // // Dispensing justice, not mercy // // I grant you, then
his life— // // It’s been well-spent,
and’s gone exactly as he meant it to.  // // And he has some years lef
— // // An open habit jointly stitched
anew .  // //
ust change my heart, must build my soul
anew .  // // As old as the oak, as this oak tree grew // // What I kn
ck.  // // I know now you walk as a man
angel hunter.  // // I could vomit // // Blood and water upon my feet
ite, determined, and remote— // // His
angel sisters keep watch over // // The stillness of their mother’s h
ne with discordant violence.  // // The
angel -song, the music of the spheres // // You left, for stinging sla
/ // I ain’t sleepy either.  // // The
angel then sings out, “Amen, // // Casablanca’s on again.”  // // Pla
avour, or discard; not feed the eternal
angelic fight.  // // Still I turn from peat-smoke laughter and librar
// Icons for his orphaned heart, // //
Angelic messengers in clay— // // Angelic messengers who say // // T
// Angelic messengers in clay— // //
Angelic messengers who say // // That though he finds himself alone,
up to Radio 3, // // Hark! the herald
angels .  // // Float downstairs, put on the tea.  // // Ding dong, din
/ Where, lying side by side, // // The
angels of our planets weep // // To see two worlds collide.  // //
readied // // By the mothers and God’s
angels // // The evening before Christmas day.  // // Men and listeni
han our circled self.  // // I know the
angels were the first to fall, // // Cherub and Seraph spiralled down
// My Grandmother says she saw // //
Angel’s feet once, through the key hole.  // // That was before she wa
ever did, god-won // // Arrêt.  // //
Anger // // art // // Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  // // Erde…  //
vement, // // Bristles forced to comic
angles .  // // A pigeon’s slow, ungainly steps // // To cross the roa
were twittering.  The twain // // with
anglo -saxon attitudes // // then to Caerphilly came.  // // They ling
Horrified by the refrain of his digital
anima , // // Luminescent soul between muddied fingers // // —now usb
e lung-stinging surface?  // // My base
animal is out for blood // // But my saccharine breath pleads for a h
banely monochrome; // // A real social
animal .  // // Strip off the civility // // And you change skin; //
I roared my name to the surprise of the
animals     to the surprise of the quiet couples and the wistful young
‘umbrellas meeting sewing machines on (
animated ) dissecting tables’, as it were.  // // But yesterday, waking
opper about a girl’s wrists, her // //
ankles , her throat.  It squatted, watched her, penned // // a tribute
.  I could // // see the whites of your
ankles .  // // Lunch was hard, strong cheese // // taken amongst the
s // // and stand in the temple // //
announcing // // UNESCO // // world // // heritage // // status //
be a freshers’ event?  // // You’re not
annoyed at the fish.  // // Anyways, how was your today?  // // I woke
ttle while, looking in this way becomes
annoying .  It just comes and goes—we are forever anxiously on the edge,
g their ledgers and pens // // for the
annual nil return.  // // Nil, wild-eyed and woolly, // // pent in a
ise lost between her knees.  // // Feet
anointed and seven demons rise, // // Let him without sin cast the fi
rter too, // // no need to hide behind
anon // // or to reflect a man // // at twice his natural size.  //
question which was generally very well
answered .  // //
your mouth to mine and mine // // was
answering , and time // // stilled, and out of the heart // // came a
// // the lame // // looking for folk
answers // // to folk problems // // and finding // // the man //
from the hills // // looking for folk
answers // // to folk problems // // and though they were wrong //
/ // the rabid // // looking for folk
answers // // to folk problems // // hoping today // // she’d speak
f // // step with happiness.  You human
anti // // climax, nothingness.  You are mewling death.  // // In trut
// // Out of the bathroom.  // // Mock
anti -Semitism, amusing Islamophobia.  // // My smile is scratched into
Snapshot Endings // // // // …The
anticipated ending stretches forward, dripping hungrily on the path //
Anticipation // // Yes, there will be more.  // // More hills, dales,
doing it, but I // // Shut my ears to
Antigone , blot out my dear’s words.  // // They can’t be talking to me
ught old words to life, // // age only
antique , frailty perceivable only // // by sight.  For you these words
onto which developing minds can project
anxieties // // and sexual confusion without any explicit // // enga
ssolving into the bed, // // The stain
anxiety leaves, I cannot remember // // A time when my shadow didn’t
Hail, Holy Houston:  A Discourse on the
Anxiety of Mechanised Racial Profiling // // Love set you going like
e bottles unfolded in the house, // //
anxiously mourning red petal fingernails.  You looked sadly through //
.  It just comes and goes—we are forever
anxiously on the edge, on the look out; never can we rest and say that
waves, // // and to the place where I
anxiously waited with my coffee.  // // Hours later we lay on the floo
we’re not in Kansas,
anymore // // I watched my grandfather die in his voice. hurry boy, “
 I like it.  // // But I can’t taste it
anymore .  // // Let’s see, ah yes, here we are: // // three recipes f
// // And people don’t look at the sky
anymore , not unless it is tragic, // // And even if you thought it wa
here but it just doesn’t feel like home
anymore // // yeah, tell me about it, but just don’t tell me she was
omising and frightening and // // Does
anyone notice that I’m staring?  // // Pity.  // // Now his sumptuous
of his soul.  // // And so, unknown to
anyone , // // This still life has two untold names:  // // It is:  The
rella, richelieu and brie // // Fixing
anyone who disagrees with an impenetrable stare, yes a million times y
e what it is.  I never could // // meet
anyone’s eye.  // //
the wicker chair.  // // I need not say
anything because // // she fills the silence of the room // // with
specially today.  // // You don’t taste
anything , // // Because you’ve already finished yours.  // // Would y
d sooner chew nettles // // than touch
anything branded by Nestlé, // // that a hand-grenade of barbed calor
/ // Thinking of what she’d have given—
anything but her dignity // // To be there in the crook of the crown
// And it’s shouting and you can’t hear
anything else // // And nothing can drown out this voice and its word
ow, nothing can even be a thing without
anything , // // For something always exists - // // Watching others,
were any doors still left locked // //
anything not yet broken, so tell me // // contrary poltergeist what i
k too large // // To make contact with
anything other than // // Words.  Each man seeks to draw eyes to his /
is wrong.  We cannot control nor predict
anything .  They preceded us, autonomous.  Poetry is not made by Man, as
beyond // // or below // // that has
anything to say // // to the poor folk of Greece.  // // But I’ve alw
odes // // Without a sound or sight of
anything unusual - // // And the sheets creak in the night as you wra
/ Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t drink
anything without it.  // // You know what I mean.  // // Course.  // /
// Or lack thereof, because there isn’t
anything worse // // Than boredom.  Except the non-existent tick // /
ve, and drinks // // Tell me, is there
anything worth more // // Than the light dancing on this face?  // //
st then.  // // Inside it was a nothing
anyway , // // Surprising really how small it was, // // How narrow i
You’re not annoyed at the fish.  // //
Anyways , how was your today?  // // I woke up at 5.  // // [P.M.] //
here’s to fear, // // Here’s to being
anywhere but near.  // // Here they want to leave, // // There, the s
.  // // The moment passes, and we turn
anywhere : // // fear reflects between our eyes, // // without words
before.  Even now, after all these years
apart , // // I can look inside, and find you here, // // Like spring
ked at // // immobile    open   ripped
apart .  // // Then the light changes or goes out altogether // // and
red; // // I’ve loved and now I’m torn
apart …  // // These whispers of our unquiet hearts // // I wonder wha
creaming from tear gas // // Thrown by
Apartheid police.  // // And me realising that he was three years olde
Apathy // // I could die here, I think.  // // I know now your real n
ce of Work” // // A-rise, you poyson’d
ape , and stay the same, // // you weasel without words, uncouth, unki
he plants, the fish, the dinosaurs, the
apes // // advance across the generations.  Each // // sentient being
sunrise with a net of silver crunching
aphids .  // // I will char those swatches dotted with herds of woollen
// // Everybody occasionally dreams of
apocalypse .  // // Sometimes your routine just gets a bit monotonous. 
ock (watch!) ticking // // Boxes on an
Apollo checklist; stuck at some point, still.  // // Don’t worry Karl
nature’s murmuring, Dionysus rules and
Apollo is asleep!  // // 7.  // // The awkward heavy giant is the figu
winkling guitar riff // // and yell my
apologies instead of typing // // and deleting, admit my ugly want as
ress.  // // I always digress.  // // I
apologise .  // // It is tragic, it is all tragic, // // At least, tha
familiar waiter pouring wine, awed and
appalled // // by our own consistency, but back where we started.  //
It takes its time to warm up, and can,
apparently , cause a rash, // // But you’d roll your eyes and tell me
would greatly disturb // // The poem’s
appeal or mystery.  // // As the importance is not whether it was mean
t, a face, the clouds ’come snow // //
Appear and I do choose to open all, // // The gate, the door, the fac
cur, // // A sonnet or tetrameter will
appear as if by magic, // // Out of the magician’s hat the rainbow bu
e table and children and paper and dust
appear // // Recycled as the morning’s front-page news, // // And
// // Believed you were more than you
appeared , // // But a realisation falls upon me, // // And reveals t
// It was deep and grey when // // It
appeared , the sun jumping // // From cloud to cloud.  // // The world
I feel like letting go, // // My home
appears , a home that I can keep.  // // Your Fair Isle-knit embrace in
holds until // // a single truck tyre
appears , // // a sudden coalescence of storm and tar // // shudderin
se alone.  // // HB // // ‘Hard Black’
appears as grey:  // // The universal, standard and // // Unthinking
praise // // Of how masterful his pen
appears , // // When it brings its audience to tears // // Or lets th
/ // Tarweed takes root and // // Its
appetite carves sharp to sign the paper, // // Cleave the land.  // /
re // // In to its heart : the arching
apple boughs…  // // The sky is dark, intense, a stormy grey, // // B
ature Flaw // // We are not alone.  The
apple core // // left faceless perfection’s shackles to rust.  // //
Apple Sunday // // Dog-days in autumn—what other days were there, rea
.  // // This is your own, your ancient
apple tree // // And here the light you buried for so long // // Le
December // // A journey to the magic
apple tree.  // // And journey also, darkling, through your past // /
corn.  // // The loaded branches of the
apple tree, // // Glow red and ripe and gold and bow themselves // /
The Magic
Apple Tree // // Someday make a journey through the rain // // Throu
en wall, // // The image of an ancient
apple tree, // // The fall of light through branches and the fling /
nation down // // to burn within these
apples and this bough, // // Which here and now at last, you recognis
t with them, nor comfort me // // with
apples , for I am well of love.  // // The usual translation is not rai
s, in a flurry of speckled limbs lobbed
apples her way.  // // She spat the pips, for they could choke you, ye
flagons, for I am well of love.  // //
Apples may perhaps be comforting // // as any fruit, though Suliman’s
t food.  But comfort me not // // with
apples , nor with pilaf.  I can’t speak // // for Suliman, but I am we
n assess my scanty nuts of coke, // //
apportion rationed quires and dilute ink.  // // The snow has reached
// And crush this evil force.  We did
appreciate // // Your quiet support, as well as generous supplies //
m bereft.  // // Slowly, time makes its
approach // // On this idle breeze, // // And summons me with gentle
g below.  // // And you, voyeur, // //
approach the ledge to find // // the girl poised and primed // // as
how how we might speak // // Or write,
approaching her in skill and elegance.  // // New arts are needed now:
three removed their clothes, as seemed
appropriate , // // The boys scrambled up, toecurling-wise and like tw
or maybe Christmas cake, // // or more
appropriately , Suliman’s pilaf.  // // But stay me not with them, nor
and // // on—the noise the dream-world
appropriates for its own // // but you Break it with a smile and port
A Tribute to
AQOH // //   // // ]I[ // //   // //   // //   // // Cooki
f they catch the what, water?  Why would
aquarium be a freshers’ event?  // // You’re not annoyed at the fish. 
hoes some time ago, // // Print a wide
arc , then slope down towards // // A still canal, laced with rust tha
// // signs of the Mystery, inscribed
arcana // // runes from the root-tree written in the deeps, // // le
aturity // // to an iron-gated pointed
arch // // piercing the wall, built like the house // // of weathere
the buried light.  // // Boughs form an
arch , the painting draws you in // // Under its framing fringe of ric
ent kin’s era // // he sees my lips as
archaeological tools // // extracting and brushing each letter // //
efore this have claimed you, // // The
archaic gods will make you // // An example in your death.  // // Cur
what it means.  // // Perhaps it seems
archaic , rather like a caveman or some troglodyte.  // // We are too s
kull, my black eyes my light eyes, this
arched spine, // // do you remember what Kierkegaard said, // // am
is a hymn to Cupid; // // He is in its
arches and secluded pathways.  // // Each crescendo blasts my mind to
urch spire // // In to its heart : the
arching apple boughs…  // // The sky is dark, intense, a stormy grey,
// these three hills awash in blooms,
arching heavenwards in certain praise // // state His glory.  This lan
/ or those three hills awash in blooms,
arching skyward only to praise // // nature’s glory.  He renamed you L
/ // cinder at last ebb // // ignites
arena morn:  // // I war dirt-up, image-bled, // // if nine demon eve
st very sound advice.  // // Nothing to
argue with here. // // 3, told over the phone last week, with me comp
is never not there.  // // Feel free to
argue with me.  // // At least when you read me I’m not there to reply
e were sharing, // // And our new-born
argument is furrowing your brow, // // So I glance instead at your mi
ck sails, and now I’m in clover.  // //
ARIADNE // // I blame that bronzed hulk and his vanity // // Claimed
// Just please arrive too late.  // //
Ariel .  I am a wait.  // // So light a fire to the fang // // that can
Fire // // My sign is
Aries .  Though it seems a poor // // fit for me, it is at least a Fir
rned on the charm: made her help me to
arm — // // And reel in my return once I’d knifed him.  // // The prob
our nightbed briefly vacated.  // // My
arm fading back now, rocking with wheels’ folly, // // Gliding over c
ght, from time to time, consent a tawny
arm to drape.  // //
Café oh late // // Doze on my
arm while it fades, // // Sodium light slit sliding through part-draw
// And swell around // // The sunken
armchair left // // Empty since last December, // // Just over twelv
’s a bore // // I imagine he’d wear my
armour well, // // And send sandal’d feet scuffling back on the dirt
L-shaped the house; enclosed within its
arms // // a walled garden, left untended // // for maybe thirty yea
// I watched you, crossing // // your
arms .  At the Railroad // // we were stopped, // // and had long stop
// Bums ache on floors, // // Perch on
arms of chairs, // // Settle into laps of relatives.  // // Fields of
/ Welcome to absence, these open // //
Arms stretched as sundown.  // // Echo calls of words unspoken— // //
-five— // // Until the Lord of Liberty
arose // // And drew the temple down on English tongues.  // // Hunts
died up upstairs, // // let the flower-
arrangers in when they came at one, // // locked up behind us when we
if nine demon ever did, god-won // //
Arrêt .  // // Anger // // art // // Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  //
ut blotted quickly by a tunnel’s vulgar
arrival .  // // Those old eyes are achingly familiar.  // // —‘Please
: // // had died three hours after his
arrival , // // was buried in an unmarked grave.  // // There were no
is was the only way.  // // Just please
arrive too late.  // // Ariel.  I am a wait.  // // So light a fire to
athless, // // Waiting for a moment to
arrive , // // When out of your body comes understanding, // // And
The Box // // The box
arrived — // // Crumpled cardboard, // // Raw-edged— // // Wrapped w
that white page // // as your letters
arrived , tangible amidst my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the flickeri
gle, streams gas against // // Earth's
arrogance , its invitation to descend.  // // A face has been fixed, an
serpent-words // // You heard hissed ‘
Arrogance .  Omnipotence,’ // // Augmenting the fourth line with discor
tten.  // // Now I wish that I had, the
arrogant cad, // // But time passed—and I hadn’t a lot on.  // // Con
/ Grey in the wattle, scabbed about the
arse // // Eating us out of chicken feed.  // // But that was to miss
pot // // of thrilling, but too quick,
arson — // // under the brown fog of a winter noon // // Tiresias the
looking // // I don’t know what makes
art Art // // maybe it’s that once I’ve seen it // // I can never no
them all in micro, soft, paint— // //
Art in the age of mechanical reproduction.  (Fleshly reproduction is dr
d-won // // Arrêt.  // // Anger // //
art // // Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  // // Erde…  // // Sol…  // /
king // // I don’t know what makes art
Art // // maybe it’s that once I’ve seen it // // I can never not se
o believe that men can desire more from
art that cheese // // They want their soul to be gently stroked; they
time, our blood coloured autumn.  // //
Artifice // // Risks going against the grain.  // // The hardest part
now, at this.  // // Eyes, rolling, at
artificial sparkle // // And hearts as target practice.  // // I shou
once you’d left.  I became blue, // //
artificially structuring my days around coffee // // before falling a
eaming, lost in reverie.  // // And the
artist who is showing us the scene // // —does he know what it is she
g her in skill and elegance.  // // New
arts are needed now: can they enhance // // That fine-boned beauty, l
/ // Called you; in triune harmony you
ascended .  // // Amended death.  I wish I could be faithful.  // // Lov
feet remember // // And, half in mind,
Ascent of Cascade start.  // // Behind the flow I knew there to be ice
and Geoffrey Hill is sour // // Larkin
ascerbic , Tennyson has power // // (But only late at night, taken wit
ied, seasoned, laid out, sprinkled with
ash .  // //
ead; // // Dry voices sift and fall in
ash and cinders, // // In acrid conversation with the dead, // // wh
etters not claimed will be chastened to
ash // // and the smell of their burning will herald the day.  // //
body beneath my hands.  // // Rings of
ash are black MIDI:  // // All that is left of bird song.  // // Phoen
opy, // // and her clipped trunk is an
ash boomerang.  // // Old woman wobbles back to her old man.  // //
ast; we unscroll your youth // // When
ash -keyed branches dipped and prayed // // Not to hollows, but hellos
hoenix // // risen from old coal-grate
ash // // so I can shift my gaze // // from keys to coots // // whi
ttles, glassware, cruets, // // Vases,
ash trays, cups, and bowls.  // // What does he see in jugs and jars? 
every day // // the embers beneath the
ash were darkly glowing, asking only // // a slight encouragement.  A
/ This man, at least, has nothing to be
ashamed about.  // // Certainly, he would never even dream of eating m
and hoping. grind me up and scatter my
ashes , Ba’al Hadad, I submit.  I lie to you like a dog, like Shaitan or
/ funeral pyres.) Later we scatter the
ashes // // in a wild part of the old South London cemetery.  // // P
Folds into itself.  // // A cloud steps
aside for a second.  // // The sun hits.  // //
bed.  // // ‘Couldn’t you just sit,’ I
ask , // // ‘and watch the street outside change, // // and the peopl
softness of her hair.  // // I want to
ask her something (“how are you?”) // // and I want her to say someth
, still you bewail // // my loss – but
ask my cooling corpse to rush // // you finite proof ‘within three wo
but not like these       did they ever
ask the question // // What we cooking for tea?      We could have Pro
phant, and presently, a bear.  I did not
ask them to come, I did not even want them to come.  You feel this too
peak // // common Greek.  // // No one
asked // // if she had any interest // // in sour milk // // the si
g for the gong // // and one day to be
asked .  // // My own—a set of two— // // shared only with my Euclid /
// // (at least for a while) // // We
asked ourselves:  // // Had we been deceived— // // or deceived ourse
f solid pavement in smokefilled grey.  I
asked you why you seemed so sad, but all you did was turn, leaning ove
ce, // // Reflex that deflects skilful
asking darts, // // I wonder if I have no choice but to be selfish, p
e of conversation fills the room // //
Asking meaningless, roundabout, questions for the sake of making // /
rs beneath the ash were darkly glowing,
asking only // // a slight encouragement.  As the day went on, // //
// // how could you // // fall // //
asleep ?  // //
awberry mints // // must mean a sentry
asleep at the post: // // how else to explain, sheltered by the brimm
ays around coffee // // before falling
asleep in the hope I would avoid dreaming // // of you.  The thoughts
murmuring, Dionysus rules and Apollo is
asleep !  // // 7.  // // The awkward heavy giant is the figure who suc
ns that they also threw // // Into the
asp -bored sand to rest for two millennia.  // // Haloed by Hawara sun
resents, crib, Christ Kind: // // tree
aspark and fizzing, in a cavern // // so unknown but home.  // // Ah
er Easy // // I don’t wish to cast any
aspersions // // upon your nature, the way you nurture, // // but as
ays are far between, // // In restless
Asphodel .  // // If what they sing for is undone, // // I’ll grasp th
// Is not something to which you should
aspire , // // Do you not know that mercy // // Is the spider’s web t
mbrace.  // // If only I could feel its
assault , maybe // // This landscape wouldn’t remind me of you.  // //
, // // the crisp, exhilarating // //
assault // // of night-time on my radiator-warmed skin // // And the
completion guarantee.  // // My reality
assembles with Ikea instructions.  // // Ambient objects surrounded us
/ // On the dithering herds that daily
assert // // Their dependence on this concrete desert.  // // They sh
// My maths proves useful:  // // I can
assess my scanty nuts of coke, // // apportion rationed quires and di
fined, // // Tell us to start the task
assigned // // For three grim hours.  For my degree // // I fear I am
// Note by the senior author:  When my
assistant first presented this poem, it was in fairly strict ballad fo
d was to be free // // from any of the
associated risks and hazards.  // // You see it differently.  // // Yo
ne afterthought // // of comfort might
assuage the sharper pain – // // some, having parted, choose to wed a
have a very real fear // // there’s no
assured escape from there.  // // The light of other days can shine //
ckering between needling trees; history
assures me it’s a house.  // // If I can only reach the red front door
tūs with fingers stunt’d; // // numb’d
ass’nance , ’lision; laziness, it shows.  // // Descend, true nature sp
will never be found.  // // His talents
astound :  // // Listen // // to // // His // // Voice // // Openin
// // The triumphant honk of a goose (
astray ) // // Or the farm-wife, with clippings from the youngest ewe,
// Sceptics will tell you that, // //
Astrologistically , // // This is convenient // // In more ways than
// // but the thing is, she so rarely
ate it.  // // His confidence shaken, near shot dead, // // he though
/   // // You did what?  // // I
ate it up. // //   // // The moon?  // // Yes.  I just pul
nto laps of relatives.  // // Fields of
Athenry tails off, // // (Too slow, // // Too sad) // // Leaving us
e great hereafter for elsewhere.  // //
Athlete’s foot, Achilles’ heel, mouth ulcer, // // one for the stomac
ro te se lucreh* // // * ‘You flesh to
atone ’ (Google Translate, 2014).  // //
t floats adrift.  // // They crumble in
atop themselves, debris // // From some controll’d explosion: dry and
e rain.  Staining stones darker as words
attempt to fill the gap // // Between this point and somewhere just p
.  A large proportion of candidates only
attempted the first part and were unable to earn any of the marks.  Of
his question was generally quite poorly
attempted , with many candidates not able to understand fully the situa
eep on course, despite // // The best
attempts of two wheels // // To end this trip early.  // // “Sorry”
// the duty to be paying calls, // //
attending prayer // // and, dressed for dinner, // // waiting for th
optic nerve and all those that seek its
attention .  // // Again, again.  // // Adrift on spewing, insipid, lus
ive, // // I don’t want her to pay any
attention .  // // She’s too busy cavorting around space, gay as Galact
// // No, in fact I am sure we all can
attest he would have acknowledged mastery with silence // // For had
ing.  The twain // // with anglo-saxon
attitudes // // then to Caerphilly came.  // // They lingered long in
t, // // at the moment where opposites
attract , // // for this is where we begin.  // // We were both made f
n, // // at the moment where opposites
attract .  // // Oh take me back to the start.  // //
gnetic Mountain // // It was a strange
attraction // // That brought us here:  // // A glisten from your sul
the citronnier // // and bakes a tarte
au citron meringuée.  // //
Saudade
Aubade // // the morning after // // I’m searching for a word // //
Aubade to Girton // // We must not speak now of etherised spread- //
ever those things that have the amazing
audacity to contain nothing more than their visible capacity // // So
pen appears, // // When it brings its
audience to tears // // Or lets them feel or empathise.  // // For th
hissed ‘Arrogance.  Omnipotence,’ // //
Augmenting the fourth line with discordant violence.  // // The angel-
indles stick to socks    a silent great-
aunt   and the queen’s speech, naturally // // drink to Christmas! an
d stay a hundred years // // With this
aura of warmth // // Its amber hues remind me // // of what it is to
onstellation lost // // We navigate by
auspice // // And the night stared back // // Perseid gleams between
between the stars // // We navigate by
auspice // // The fire which leapt over us // // Perseid gleams betw
the bareness of eternity // // At the
austere edge of the real // // And in the lengthening shadow of the u
ner of war // // Then casualty of blue
austerity ; // // Just so my father, labouring before // // The furna
end has come.  // // Note by the senior
author :  When my assistant first presented this poem, it was in fairly
// // Wrote of his life in his // //
Autobiographies , // // Loved for his funny // // As well as his Kind
nor predict anything.  They preceded us,
autonomous .  Poetry is not made by Man, as you might think, but by It. 
y // // Is in time, our blood coloured
autumn .  // // Artifice // // Risks going against the grain.  // // T
ts—fade like leaves // // In fashion’s
autumn , following this rule.  // // And well they do, for both were cl
ty // // moonlight // // brings to an
autumn frost. // // 1am, and Woodlands court // // is the same as it
streams under fluorescent light.  // //
Autumn in Cambridge, and the stars wouldn’t shed me as much light //
Renewal // // Good time for it,
autumn .  // // Now we’ve stooked up in a corner and shed a skin or two
things // // as I today: you look and
autumn springs.  // //
Autumn // // The day breaks slowly on the hills of green // // Every
Apple Sunday // // Dog-days in
autumn —what other days were there, really?  // // All three removed th
-hearted rust remains // // Of another
autumn’s dying.  // // But now the planes are suddenly spread.  // //
like a robot filled them in?  // // The
avenues just run as ‘First’ to ‘Tenth’ from right to left.  // // Mila
e golem // // On and off again, // //
Averse to new versions, // // Soldering patches over kneed corduroys,
nithologists with shears make for irate
avians // // With wings clipped, // // Clipped wires and frames, //
fore falling asleep in the hope I would
avoid dreaming // // of you.  The thoughts still hurt.  Like bruises, e
roughly // // if I’d truly intended to
avoid falling.  // // Now we’re “an item”, // // and you think it’s o
s warrior will cross the road // // To
avoid the reminder that success is fleeting // // Eventually we all s
ally comes to Gaza (with chums).  // //
Avoids being distracted where it’s ‘badly impacted’ // // But meets ‘
irs drawn out from table’s edge, // //
Awaited those who knew how to be guests.  // // The page, like linen f
lls around my head, // // Tuxedoed and
awaiting recognition // // Of how bizarre the night can be, // // Ro
// They took you away, at night I lie
awake and call.  // // I think about the time we met, how long ago //
// // as they did over the sea.  I lay
awake and kept them company with honey // // sweetened coffee, a pali
ecstasy and the trembling of love could
awake him from his fantasy.  True awakening floats on the ocean of slee
eginning and a calling; // // “Sleeper
awake , the darkness was a dream // // For you will see the Dayspring
stalline tarmac.  // // The limestone’s
awake , the vestibules are glowing, // // The Sun, gentle, is rising i
could awake him from his fantasy.  True
awakening floats on the ocean of sleep.  // // 8.  // // MacCullough m
/ your driving licence, swimming // //
awards , your grade three flute— // // all, all are floating // // th
r His majesty, // // these three hills
awash in blooms, arching heavenwards in certain praise // // state Hi
for majesty // // or those three hills
awash in blooms, arching skyward only to praise // // nature’s glory.
the same familiar waiter pouring wine,
awed and appalled // // by our own consistency, but back where we sta
ntures // // Of Ryder and Flyte // //
Awestruck Oxonians, // // Transgenerationally, // // Can’t help but
en’s lust and rage.  // // I’ve glanced
awhile at poets on the shelf, // // Desiring this man’s style or that
no longer seems so big // // The fall,
awkward // // And unspectacular.  // // But, once in a while, after /
// // Both those who fit and those in
awkward guilt.  // // A soft man from the oddest matter built, // //
Apollo is asleep!  // // 7.  // // The
awkward heavy giant is the figure who succumb to Its challenge.  He slo
night I cut // // Myself with familiar
awkwardness // // Of searching eyes and violent kisses // // To adju
// // And what is it your presence has
awoken ?  // // Your glance is like a blessing on the broken // // I t
so strange to me // // That any given
Aztec would carve a prayer // // Into a child’s chest, and tear out h