The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

This concordance provides an index to every word in the poems, excluding a list of common "stopwords".  It may be useful in finding a half-remembered poem, and perhaps in looking at the usage of words in the poems as a whole.  It will be readable only on a large screen.

F

ome.  // // This is where I am.  // // .
F                                              .M, the one I sometimes
ters on silent stone— // // And in the
fabric of life, I weave my name // // For these are the things we can
ir turbulent // // expanding billowing
fabrics , // // Exquisite timpani of sole on pavement.  // // How he g
// To the stone steps, the lions, the
façade , // // The white Museum with its plate-glass doors.  // // Thr
hour they saw // // The boy without a
face .  // //
ng pin, // // Solid as her steel-stern
face — // // A battleship floating // // Above the diaphanous sea //
mean if all we saw were beards upon the
face , // // A Mr. Twit complex, the psychologists (clean-shaven and i
rm, // // And though at start I find I
face a swarm // // Of loosen water rocks, I soon surmise // // The m
t when I accept.  // // He maps out his
face and hair // // In creams and gels.  // // His teeth are polished
under you today.”  // // You spat in my
face .  // // And swiftly it scratched across the scene, // // Barrica
et // // With a smile, plastered on my
face , // // As I traced our path to this point.  // // “Feel better s
// // Shining direct into eachother’s
face , // // Beaming an endless web around my field, // // Housing my
reath ran cold // // The boy without a
face .  // // Between the shining silver trees // // He waited for the
t, // // I wish a witch would show her
face .  // // But, Christ!  From the West to the East, // // All I can
ts in my skin as I strike // // At her
face , connecting with the glass and falling, // // Kneeling on a cush
t // // we will.  But who gave you your
face ?  // // Dig, let loam glaze the // // pain, till we // // forge
ce, its invitation to descend.  // // A
face has been fixed, and focuses below, // // yet diurnal as a druid,
en our wishes // // And the reality we
face // // Has never seemed greater // // Then when sat around this
a.  // // My smile is scratched into my
face .  // // He is adrift in the sea.  // // I am glad of the shelteri
ned body there // // The boy without a
face .  // // His only keepers were the fox, // // Crouching in the pu
ill see you before I die // // Face to
face .  // // I do, // // I suppose, // // Still love you.  // //
/ His stone hair startles from // // A
face in the foliage, // // Not just the bearded barleycorn // // But
[My face is old now] // // My
face is old now, frost and snow // // Crustate my hairs and eyebrows,
[My
face is old now] // // My face is old now, frost and snow // // Crus
ard by the rood-screen here, // // His
face is set like flint, // // For stony silence.  // // He gives his
place of tears // // The boy without a
face .  // // July came, and the woods grew pretty // // Local people
Poker
face // // // // My mother always said, “one day you might // // P
smoothly // // I reapply to the inside
face of the box to make // // An inventory of items, // // A registe
carding the moving-you- // // over-the-
face -of-the-water wings, // // detaching the head, and ploughing //
elting dawn, // // stretched her gauzy
face on mine // // so that, by painted mouth and fresco eyes, // //
// conscious harmonics, singing face to
face .  // // Resounding into music now, we trace // // in touches of
e // // Than the light dancing on this
face ?  // // Than the certainty of a familiar shore?  // // Please, al
kind words // // fixed to a comforting
face that could // // keep its humour through elegy and tragedy, coul
aps we’re scared to look history in the
face , // // The bearded wonders from a bygone age // // Of yellow Vi
leep: a gate, // // A door, a light, a
face , the clouds ’come snow // // Appear and I do choose to open all,
pen all, // // The gate, the door, the
face , the light, I fall // // Upon a bed of compact mist, all soft, /
// I will see you before I die // //
Face to face.  // // I do, // // I suppose, // // Still love you.  //
us, // // conscious harmonics, singing
face to face.  // // Resounding into music now, we trace // // in tou
a token // // Of what cannot be spoken
face to face; // // Your glance is like a blessing on the broken, //
sors to cut // // a square around your
face // // to frame.  These are sharp // // scissors, new scissors: 
ll its tendrils, // // Unfold from the
face , // // Trip from the tongue // // That speaks the Word // // A
ven now, // // I feel the heat upon my
face .  // // Twenty three years later, when my mother died // // we h
oud our sight, // // Surrounding ev’ry
face we meet with Blight, // // Whose knived line carv’s out a trace,
en you clear your throat, // // Or the
face you pull in the mirror when fiddling with your hair.  // // You c
// // Of what cannot be spoken face to
face ; // // Your glance is like a blessing on the broken, // // Your
more would you, // // but each of us,
faced by the juggernaut, // // chucked in the towel and had to join t
/ // But nowadays it’s stubble or baby-
faced gangster chic, // // How many Walts do we see in Market Square
// // The cascade I had ’fore in-gazed
faced me, // // Wide-as-the-horizon, an endless hill.  // // The top
// Disappointment, often, when // //
Faced with the end result // // The big idea no longer seems so big /
ss fucks and love celestial.  // // Two-
faced words incarnate, bastard breed of loathing and love.  // //
rs) // // Take out the book before the
faceless passengers // // And fill my mind // // To bridge the gap /
e not alone.  The apple core // // left
faceless perfection’s shackles to rust.  // // The shuttle flits throu
tary flashes of white coats and pitying
faces // // And her, sobbing, while our future drains away.  // // Sh
’t // // Look out at me, because their
faces are // // Rubbed out.  In Beit Hanoun, the sun seems spent:  //
// // Invasion.  // // A loop of stern
faces around a desk too large // // To make contact with anything oth
red // // doll-like bodies, their tiny
faces // // far too clear.  // // A wave breaks over us like a stage
at around this table, // // A crowd of
faces linked by tinsel and blood, // // While the ideal me waves from
othing but a blackened gloom, // // Of
faces lost and undefined.  // // A word that initiates thoughts in the
e in the virtual // // but supervision
faces // // seem too near—and yet too far.  // //
Urban Warfare // // Nameless
faces tell us we’re going to war, // // I wonder where they think we’
a Friday night?  // // We distrust this
facial hair perhaps, or what it means.  // // Perhaps it seems archaic
in on line, // // Searching amongst my
fact -debris.  // // In the inky hall where I’m confined // // As my p
would have been the best // // No, in
fact I am sure we all can attest he would have acknowledged mastery wi
nd so thought she might // // hide the
fact // // in stale jumpers // // and behind // // shelves of chipp
moralise that hill.  News of // // the
fact of you (your real- and rightness) makes // // the act of meaning
maginations stoked // // Some want the
facts as hard and cold, as they very thing cheese! as it is growing ol
soft, and in this tired state // // I
fade into a peaceful sleep: a gate, // // A door, a light, a face, th
school.  // // Pointy hats—and couplets—
fade like leaves // // In fashion’s autumn, following this rule.  //
// Then why do you stagnate and // //
fade , longing to change the world?  // //
sses through the dusty window // // to
fade the colours of the carpet, // // and people come in, // // binb
iliar shore?  // // Please, allow me to
fade this way:  // // Wind-beat cotton, holes at the knee, // // Day
s a buried memory of light // // Whose
faded trace no photograph records.  // // You glimpsed it once within
nto a liquid form, they blend.  // // A
faded wash seemingly moves o’er all; // // A slight light pigments th
dmiring recognition as your // // skin
faded , white.  That was not your life.  // // That shadow of your life
oh late // // Doze on my arm while it
fades , // // Sodium light slit sliding through part-drawn shades, //
nightbed briefly vacated.  // // My arm
fading back now, rocking with wheels’ folly, // // Gliding over cryst
a throng // // moves north against the
fading evening light.  // // Slanting lines are forming, breaking, for
etherised spread- // // eagle evenings
fading skin histories // // from violent to -et to rose-risen blush. 
ointing debris of the world:  // // Its
fag ends and canisters of laughing gas.  // //
ree therapists and a college counsellor
failed to spot, // // But I feel like I want to be entirely destroyed
The
Failing of the Cheese // // A hungry old cat (Siamese) // // tried t
ay of fresh cigarette burns, // // not
failing to hit the side of a barn // // but falling far short of a ne
can see is the Beast.  // // Here’s to
failure , here’s to fear, // // Here’s to being anywhere but near.  //
to a map of the world // // Here’s to
failure , here’s to fear, // // To the monster, old fiend, that I can
te’s unsure.  // // All enduring is our
failure , // // Let us keep it near.  // //
ice is closing down // // because of a
failure of management, // // and all the not-quite-never-yet notes //
conceptual // // joke // // about our
failure // // to realise // // that riddles // // are just riddles
// I’m trying to be cheerful, but can’t
fain it:  // // With every line I hate the bugger more.  // // And so
ess suit can’t hide.  // // And I still
faint from nosebleeds.  // //
and thirsty flowers.  // // I taste the
faint rustle of grass as I sit on it, // // The tickle of its many sp
// in the light of a fire, // // and
faint starlight from space // // reflected in inky water, // // the
diator // // and the snow is no longer
faintly falling // // but grows into ice as my hair is chilled // //
e beach.  We hear // // the gulls, and
faintly , far away, the churn // // of waves upon the sand.  Eastwards
rs, a home that I can keep.  // // Your
Fair Isle-knit embrace invites me in.  // // Like everything you wear,
// // tendering process was not at all
fair .  // // The pledges from business are far from what’s needed.  Th
What will our children think, and is it
fair // // to leave them, as the offspring of divorce, // // with bu
// // You always alone?  // // Not in
fair weather.  // // [My heart is a convertible with the roof always d
nt first presented this poem, it was in
fairly strict ballad form—four-line stanzas, three tetrameter and one
: ruthless in cutting off waste!  // //
Fairy -free gardens have as many colour purples raining; // // Bet we
Fairy Tale // // alright: once upon a time, // // a girl in a cloak
ye, magpie? // // and the magpie says: 
fairy tales formally feature // // insufficient details to impart one
scape wouldn’t remind me of you.  // //
Faith , as delicate as I, can // // Tear with a sharp breath or viciou
tions told you otherwise, you kept your
faith // // that all of life still boils down to love.  // //
// // Amended death.  I wish I could be
faithful .  // // Lover, brother, I have done you wrong.  // // Only an
eld deep but soft, // // I let my body
fall again, be wash’d // // Into direction mapp’d by playing drums.  /
the ever-flowing flow // // And let us
fall , and let us grow, // // One thought, one heart, one voice, one s
ten thousand different species rise and
fall // // and rise again.  Great populations press // // against the
your eyes, // // how could you // //
fall // // asleep?  // //
r than I could fathom and far enough to
fall at from a height in swift surrender.  // //
idea no longer seems so big // // The
fall , awkward // // And unspectacular.  // // But, once in a while, a
// I know the angels were the first to
fall , // // Cherub and Seraph spiralled down // // In circling curli
Fall for———— // // Passing Fall in tattooed cold, // // Misted breat
ey spring.  // // These colours seem to
fall from Eden’s light, // // The air they shine through breathes a c
eaming head; // // Dry voices sift and
fall in ash and cinders, // // In acrid conversation with the dead, /
rk, // // You smell like watching rain
fall // // In burnt amber light, // // With an old movie in the back
, and I can change. if it will make you
fall in love easier I can change for you.  I will be your umbilicalised
it with me, // // We pick this time to
fall in love.  // // Lights still flickering on the tree, // // I ain
Fall for———— // // Passing
Fall in tattooed cold, // // Misted breath on misted grass.  // // De
and your summer // // And through the
fall of every fruiting time.  // // Journey through the pictures packe
e of an ancient apple tree, // // The
fall of light through branches and the fling // // And curve of colou
spense // // to capture the flight and
fall of // // the girl poised and primed.  // // Evadne the unseizabl
too have roads that swerve and rise and
fall , // // So why does New York City from the heavens look so flat? 
he razor might not last, the bomb might
fall , // // Then all we’d have left would be beards to compare, // /
might pull me from my sphere // // Or
fall to me from yours, // // Were I, perchance, in Venus // // And y
harness and the harrow // // As flails
fall to split the bearded husk // // And seeds fall to the furrow, //
split the bearded husk // // And seeds
fall to the furrow, // // Amidst the tympanum, // // Hard by the roo
// // Giving a final dull thud as they
fall to the ground.  // //
gate, the door, the face, the light, I
fall // // Upon a bed of compact mist, all soft, // // My heart alig
// // All buried in the rubble of your
fall .  // // Walk through the present darkness till you come // // To
leaves might
fall // // What news borne on the wind?  // // What winged seed has t
the world.  // // Careful, things might
fall // // Where the senses cannot feel— // // This is where I hide,
Teach her dutifully that // // A woman
fallen has no reason to live, // // But do beware // // Something’s
didn’t feel, beneath my clothes and the
fallen // // Leaves of my skin, the seeping rot of loneliness.  I walk
w // // and the blight // // that had
fallen on the vineyard.  // // A few self-confessed skeptics // // pr
A Woman
Fallen // // Scarlet skins and serpent leaves, // // A paradise lost
// // To commit love to memories less
fallible than our own, // // To find new ways to hold, // // To hold
ing my days around coffee // // before
falling asleep in the hope I would avoid dreaming // // of you.  The t
fell in puddles // // Like a building
falling // // Brick by brick.  // // I couldn’t make it out.  // // Y
/ // and the snow is no longer faintly
falling // // but grows into ice as my hair is chilled // // by all
red // // I’ve been busy, too, // //
Falling — // // Could you come over?  // // Then it’s your happiness a
w bizarre the night can be, // // Roof
falling down, // // The sound of the lawnmowers // // Outside the wi
ng to hit the side of a barn // // but
falling far short of a neat bull’s-eye.  // // Not quite seeing the wo
Falling Is Like This // // Teetering on the edge of // // A big idea
her face, connecting with the glass and
falling , // // Kneeling on a cushion of broken shards, // // All tha
y // // if I’d truly intended to avoid
falling .  // // Now we’re “an item”, // // and you think it’s out of
t a Babel enough crane.  // // Bums are
falling off our kids: ruthless in cutting off waste!  // // Fairy-free
ir eyeballs rolled heavenward, phonemes
falling thick and fast // // their babble: tongues, their diphthongs
be able to stand again, // // And stop
falling to my knees.  // // It doesn’t seem so strange to me // // Th
eep // // Around our dying sun, // //
Falling towards the verge of sleep // // When all our wars are done,
// When all our wars are done, // //
Falling towards the verge of sleep // // Where, lying side by side, /
on misted grass.  // // Dew dappled on
falling trees, // // Dancing shoes over broken shards.  // // Burnish
nce will be // // And, likewise to two
falling trees, my bone, // // Unseen or seen, did spark a tiny fire. 
star roll’d dice // // I plucked from
falling world two daggers cold.  // // My eyes obscured by wash, I bli
flower in your // // Cries, but falls
fallow ?  // // Go hungry dear fox // // Do not bloody my door, there
// the sedge, the princes’ steeds lie
fallow , // // la belle dame.  // // In thrall to notions of her name,
that you were.  // // The morning still
falls // // And squalls through your hair // // Like the wind that I
// // Too hot.  // // Delirium freely
falls around my head, // // Tuxedoed and awaiting recognition // //
ain trying to crystallize, but so often
falls at the first hurdle, // // Snaps like a rope whipping in a bree
/ it skates // // it skates!  // // It
falls away // // Through water’s edge // // To depths unknown (in fe
g brakes and crunching metal as gravity
falls away.  // // Tumbling upwards, being pulled by an invisible str
trademarks of Hester, // // Until she
falls dead.  // // O reputation, reputation, devour and swallow her wh
oks to flower in your // // Cries, but
falls fallow?  // // Go hungry dear fox // // Do not bloody my door,
hand along the wood-grain // // which
falls from the mantelpiece in rivulets) // // I have tried // // (as
g wetness of your mouth.  // // My hand
falls on your waist // // your body is so familiar // // yet I have
[So snow
falls outside] // // So snow falls outside, // // So they say I shou
[So snow falls outside] // // So snow
falls outside, // // So they say I should be happy now.  // // Succes
bs against the wall // // And the tree
falls silent after receiving no entry.  // // // // …If you come t
e’s whisk’d out my hand, flies back and
falls ; // // The other comes to slush within the marsh, // // Meltin
you appeared, // // But a realisation
falls upon me, // // And reveals the truth that I had feared.  // //
// // Noise.  Repetitive exchanges of
false // // Smiles and bravado that shield the truth // // From the
flaw.  // // Creation stutters through
faltering hands // // —The shuttle shatters on silent stone— // // A
ave danced by now, and yet // // Legs,
faltering , when I see you // // And her in that embrace.  // // I sho
// and trade with her their needs, (all
fame , // // all hopes will doubtless end in shallow // // graves), s
imself Woody, // // And promptly found
fame .  // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Christopher Isherwood // // Qui
night’s night I cut // // Myself with
familiar awkwardness // // Of searching eyes and violent kisses // /
ld these things in my hands— // // The
familiar blunt fingers and shallow nails // // Of proud practicality.
val.  // // Those old eyes are achingly
familiar .  // // —‘Please change here, for…’— // //
is face?  // // Than the certainty of a
familiar shore?  // // Please, allow me to fade this way:  // // Wind-
strange words were sung // // by few,
familiar voices.  // // For some reason I remember this, // // Not th
ed in the same bar // // with the same
familiar waiter pouring wine, awed and appalled // // by our own cons
ls on your waist // // your body is so
familiar // // yet I have never known you before.  // // I could stay
ned navy seats.  // // Accompanying us: 
families , workers, couples, // // Phone-paralysed and book-engrossed,
s house, // // The full, Catholic-size
family , // // Cramped into the front room // // Like chestnuts in an
// Horrified by the profanities of his
family god, // // Horrified by the refrain of his digital anima, //
tle one mild.  // // Lunchtime with the
family , // // Lead on, Spirit.  // // Dad balances the turkey, // //
ndered to the caresses of that pen most
famously tender // // Forever stained with the Bard’s loving lines, s
// Ooh go on then, treat ourselves to a
fancy dress daydream // // and puff that renovation brick-dust from o
this throat.  // // Light a fire to the
fang .  // //
m a wait.  // // So light a fire to the
fang // // that cannot be reached, // // So that I do not have to se
-up, grass-cutting, // // Swaying like
fans // // Or parroting particulars // // Drowned in champagne.  //
pring sunset, // // Because this is my
fantasy , and Freud said you’re everyone in your dreams.  // // Of cour
mbling of love could awake him from his
fantasy .  True awakening floats on the ocean of sleep.  // // 8.  // //
me to meet— // // now my flesh becomes
fare : // // meat for man.  He’ll greet my coat with the least of conce
e know we can’t go on like this.  // //
Farewell —farewell—our time is gone, // // A farewell kiss and then we
[A
Farewell Kiss] // // A farewell kiss—and then we’re done, // // We k
ell—farewell—our time is gone, // // A
farewell kiss and then we’re done // // One last kiss,—and another on
[A Farewell Kiss] // // A
farewell kiss—and then we’re done, // // We know we can’t go on like
aps just one more little kiss, // // A
farewell kiss—and then we’re done, // // We know we can’t go on like
can’t go on like this.  // // Farewell—
farewell —our time is gone, // // A farewell kiss and then we’re done
d, // // And all the fruits of forest,
farm , and field // // Are lost forever in the coming dark, // // Imp
honk of a goose (astray) // // Or the
farm -wife, with clippings from the youngest ewe, // // who cursed as
houghts // // Beards seem to be out of
fashion nowadays— // // The domain of eccentric professors or men wit
rly.’  // // In days gone by it was the
fashion , Sweeney did bad business.  // // You can tell a lot about a m
d with rust that blooms // // From old
fashioned , swan-necked cycles.  // // The pinked sky of dinner has giv
his open sore:  // // Verse forms, like
fashions , fit the time they fix— // // You can’t revive a worn-out bo
and couplets—fade like leaves // // In
fashion’s autumn, following this rule.  // // And well they do, for bo
st, // // Half giving and half holding
fast :  // // A green knot slowly untying // // Itself from the harde
ill last and last, // // the future is
fast disappearing.  // //
han // // I, in the belly of the whale
fast , // // fasting, feasted on the sea: // // its scales, its tales
ne // // bones, feather-forming in the
fast - // // ness of your mother’s side.  And now, at last, // // you’
ring sea, // // For soon we leave that
fast -receding shore // // And revelries like this will be no more.  //
ge bird.  // // The burr-sore want some
fast relief:  // // Heat-treatment is the only cure; // // Everyone s
blankly at me, like a globe spinning so
fast that all the colours blurred into white.  And I felt sorry for it,
in a single second straight, // // So
fast that my eyes explode in their sockets, // // And as I’m limping
e and fire, for fire // // Alone holds
fast that which hell’s fire unbinds.  // // But now our cropped, unciv
heavenward, phonemes falling thick and
fast // // their babble: tongues, their diphthongs dripping, from //
s hush-parched silence.  // // You held
fast , though those rattling serpent-words // // You heard hissed ‘Arr
.  // // At the slow end of a forty day
fast // // unpeel the digits from your onion fist // // and mask you
in the belly of the whale fast, // //
fasting , feasted on the sea: // // its scales, its tales, and its bit
de of stone.  // // Away dropp’d all my
fat as up I rose, // // Away dropp’d loosen hairs, my sweat it froze
/ drink to winter! and be merry!  // //
Fat boar bubbling in oil spit, and the lamb is bled // // drink! to w
filing // // Love set you going like a
fat gold clock (watch!) ticking // // Boxes on an Apollo checklist; s
tripped in your unmaking, // // Of the
fatal black suit, that only I saw // // Fit you ill, and added to you
harr’d, // // Destin’d to be the waste
fate does discard.  // // Yet, time allowed, what seems fine chance wi
Swiss time; // // An accurate // //
Fate .  // // Shift essential, // // Tangential // // To the Jura //
y is gonna come to make us all meet our
fate , // // You’d best make a bet I’d want that wave to be set // //
// Oedipus Tyrannus // // Murdered his
father // // And knocked up his mum.  // // Question his fitness as /
ysing dirts; // // A break from hoping
father just would guess.  // // In Eastern Cape men show their worth b
ty of blue austerity; // // Just so my
father , labouring before // // The furnaces by night and day—for me. 
ks of coal and grit.  // // Just so his
father , prisoner of war // // Then casualty of blue austerity; // //
// you’ve got that in you not like your
father .  // // Stiff from the night before and still drunk // // I sh
ider] // // A spinning spider, Sputnik-
fathered // // and strung up to struggle, streams gas against // //
Fatherland // // He is an island offshore.  // // There are no bridge
// By a clenched fist, soon to become a
fatherly // // Embrace between insubstantial beings who feel too much
/ sins of the sons are visited upon the
fathers                    they had wars but not like these       did
ms of oily debris, further than I could
fathom and far enough to fall at from a height in swift surrender. 
burden of the desert of the sea.  // //
Fatness sluiced clean, // // Streets emptied utterly into pits // //
at I’m one of the wonders, // // Can’t
fault the regime that I’m under:  // // Meals: fourteen a year—all fro
my side.  // // You sing along to your
favourite lyrics, // // Hazy summer light filters through torn curtai
the wind?  // // Just a list of wedding
favours // // And a line not drawn on paper.  // //
pit.  // // A sense of hope, a sense of
fear , a bough // // Cracks like fire, burning so bright, a bird // /
sun will shine, // // And through the
fear , all will be fine?  // // North of here, climate’s unsure.  // //
And the tea-leaves showed me nothing to
fear ; // // But I cried a splashy Victorian tear, // // Finding the
/ Meals: fourteen a year—all frozen (by
fear )— // // But the service gets slow when it blunders // // Around
the Underground // // Rush hour and my
fear for how I would // // Negotiate the other passengers // // With
and be merry. // // silence   unspoken
fear    gritting   the teeth and fingers // // the forbidden room //
st.  // // Here’s to failure, here’s to
fear , // // Here’s to being anywhere but near.  // // Here they want
Exam Room Villanelle // // I
fear I am not in my perfect mind:  // // As examiners so cruelly, //
hree grim hours.  For my degree // // I
fear I am not in my perfect mind // // As I try to get my brain on li
-written sheets, but as for me // // I
fear I am not in my perfect mind // // In the lonely hall where I’m c
ed by the wrist of an amputee, // // I
fear I am not in my perfect mind.  // // The questions posed are so un
/ “Hold me tight” you say // // and my
fear is I will not live up to the task.  // //
// We shall not sever hydra stalks for
fear of fresh // // blooms: already one says: “mankind cannot // //
nt passes, and we turn anywhere:  // //
fear reflects between our eyes, // // without words or comforts.  //
ne pockets and grease palms.  // // The
fear that we will not get up and over // // The latest life hurdle me
// But they miss the glimmer of primal
fear , // // That you master, as if it wasn’t there.  // // I foresee
n the pit of your stomach // // Is the
fear , the absolute dread of what may be.  // // Words run slipshod, al
// joy, pride swelling in the belly    
fear // // the forbidden room // // groans and secrets // // blood!
horred shears // // But this is what I
fear ; // // The stealthy scissors of a blinded time // // Cutting th
rmholes lead, // // I have a very real
fear // // there’s no assured escape from there.  // // The light of
to your breaking; // // True predators
fear this world’s raw // // Venality that spurns your natural law.  //
rld // // Here’s to failure, here’s to
fear , // // To the monster, old fiend, that I can hear, // // Whispe
wn.  I was so scared that I could feel a
fear trembling and leaping between my synapses.  In all six hundred and
the vitality of your present.  // // I
fear what was will not be again.  // // I once held you close; now I h
// Again.  // // Men are too foolish to
fear you, // // I suppose.  // // I will die here, I think.  // // I
desire, the rose // // With senseless
fear : your ancient hexagram // // Is riven oak, for sixteen forty-fiv
// // And reveals the truth that I had
feared .  // // I sit beneath your branches, breathless, // // Waiting
ar husband’s still-mortal guess.  // //
Fearless and shameless and hopeless, pathetically // // wanting no mo
of a bank balance.  // // The brave and
fearless warrior will cross the road // // To avoid the reminder that
stand motionless within a frame.  Wading
fearlessly through // // the cold receding sea, with hair the colour
ght // // So it ends as a snack—not my
feast on my plate.  // // Ah! this one looks chipper—it’s bigger and f
elly of the whale fast, // // fasting,
feasted on the sea: // // its scales, its tales, and its bitter // /
Misshapen, shitten, and matted with old
feather .  // //
’s past, but of your fine // // bones,
feather -forming in the fast- // // ness of your mother’s side.  And no
rner and shed a skin or two, // // old
feathers and splinters litter our floorboards.  // // Ooh go on then,
it painted // // over their scales or
feathers as they slept // // and rolled them howling down a rocky slo
// Catch at only half way there.  // //
Feathers blacken and unpeel // // With the mourning of the wheels.  //
stretch out, like a wingspan // // And
feathers form the funeral parade.  // // A sparrow snatched from fligh
Unmaking // // Neither fur,
feathers nor scales ever clad // // A perfectly honed piece of mortal
ved-son yawn.  // // Warm flesh through
feathers pressed // // like a sponge-print.  // // The last breath ou
d the magpie says: fairy tales formally
feature // // insufficient details to impart one specific viable //
light, // // The herald to a straining
fecund mass // // Unleashed.  A tongue of blinding, whippèd flame //
aze.  Then late into the night // // I
fed it all the bits that it had missed: // // fragments around the ed
y second of our lives, and // // blood-
fed , or starved to oblivion // // in five minutes.  // // The pattern
r, // // but history judged he was not
fed .  // // So the cat sat, so thin and impatient, // // but then… bi
th—so condemning our youth // // To be
fed to that Cretan abuser.  // // I’m a man at his best where there’s
they came // // nonetheless // // the
feeble // // the old // // the rabid // // looking for folk answers
elf // // and the poor came // // the
feeble // // the rabid // // the lame // // looking for folk answer
he arse // // Eating us out of chicken
feed .  // // But that was to miss the glory of it— // // The warm egg
o eat // // For, if it could, it would
feed even Tantalus.  // // The frequent sticky thrill of that first bi
/ these days to savour, or discard; not
feed the eternal angelic fight.  // // Still I turn from peat-smoke la
write essays that in some wise start to
feed us, // // When from the trees in Girton’s driveway come the caws
ees, // // Choosing, building, flying,
feeding in the fields, // // Walking, hopping, stirring earthly leas,
// I am a fool without wisdom, // //
Feeding on borrowed wit.  // // Your voice echoes off my skull.  // //
ttering // // from plastic tubs // //
feeding yew // // crooked elbow // // no gravestones // // poor yew
h me down.  I was so scared that I could
feel a fear trembling and leaping between my synapses.  In all six hund
hings?  // // With dreams you wake, and
feel as if you’d never shut your eyes, never ever not been seeing word
ot remember a time // // When I didn’t
feel , beneath my clothes and the fallen // // Leaves of my skin, the
left.  // // You’d have to be a fool to
feel bereft // // Because old verse forms rarely see the light // //
traced our path to this point.  // // “
Feel better soon” // // Wrapped in layer after layer, like I’m // //
from your next cigarette, // // And we
feel bored and lazy, // // And my parents can’t tell me enough, // /
gifts are empty on the inside.  // // I
feel carved out when I accept.  // // He maps out his face and hair //
y fingers of shade that you are glad to
feel , // // Especially today.  // // You don’t taste anything, // //
c because it is never not there.  // //
Feel free to argue with me.  // // At least when you read me I’m not t
// // which I’ll never hear because I
feel // // future lights heating, burning brighter now // // that he
ng at the back of your mind.  // // You
feel it growing, growing // // Until the worm is a serpent // // And
ough my embrace.  // // If only I could
feel its assault, maybe // // This landscape wouldn’t remind me of yo
nce you’ve seen the sun?  // // I still
feel its warmth.  // // [You’d brighten my day more.] / [Too long.] /
biro.  // // I have to keep running to
feel I’m going somewhere.  // // Reality eats // // slow-moving prey.
// Just as my memories of you began to
feel like echoes, // // you came home.  Measuring the miles decreasing
print’s still there but it just doesn’t
feel like home anymore // // yeah, tell me about it, but just don’t t
counsellor failed to spot, // // But I
feel like I want to be entirely destroyed by love.  // // Not like tha
l my knees are at my ears, // // and I
feel like if I rock back and inch, I’ll tumble and my bones will clatt
can sleep?) // // But then, just as I
feel like letting go, // // My home appears, a home that I can keep. 
// Of white from top-to-toe.  Each day I
feel // // My bones grow old with waiting for the feel // // Of eart
My bones grow old with waiting for the
feel // // Of earth against their sides instead of flesh, // // That
s audience to tears // // Or lets them
feel or empathise.  // // For the writer may agree, but he lies, // /
// And you can’t stand it and you can
feel pounding, pounding // // But it’s only your head // // Hitting
finally aligned, // // So why do mine
feel ready to unwind?  // //
e bed, my eyes // // are closed.  I can
feel that she is there, // // I keep my eyes closed.  // // My Grandm
// // and hide a secret inside.  // //
Feel the air.  Turn in the four winds.  Broadcast the secret // // to e
e shrines were built.  // // All humans
feel the change // // And, if we look, we can still see.  // // Great
/ Is but one of many.  // // All humans
feel the change.  // // Seeking the return of the light, // // Great
/ Saying “Now that I’m old, // // I do
feel the cold— // // and my breathing is rather uncertain.”  // //
/ // into the encroaching dark.  // //
Feel the earth.  Feel the water return // // to the dry ground.  Let th
come in // // the roaming bees.  // //
Feel the fire.  Spread out a green canopy // // in the warming sunligh
time for a gentler stream.  // // Now I
feel the flood’s return // // push against my trickle home, // // to
of the blaze.  // // Even now, // // I
feel the heat upon my face.  // // Twenty three years later, when my m
/ // behind a stretched sheet, can you
feel the rods // // are they strong enough to lift a stained glass //
letters abandoned.  // // I want you to
feel the same, but— // // I’ll call you back soon.  // // Warmth in 5
the earth, // // smell the air, // //
feel the warmth of the fire, // // listen to the lapping of the water
Epicycle // // Wake.  // //
Feel the water.  Push out below, // // tendrils into the dark and damp
ncroaching dark.  // // Feel the earth. 
Feel the water return // // to the dry ground.  Let the cooling dark /
this place.  // // I close my eyes and
feel their cacoons grow // // More pink, more soft, and in this tired
ift // // The stars black—do you still
feel // // Their loss?  My wife stirs, // // As our son within // //
ght fall // // Where the senses cannot
feel — // // This is where I hide, // // Waiting for the smell in ord
, I did not even want them to come.  You
feel this too don’t you: in your sleepless nights, clutching your pill
mbrace between insubstantial beings who
feel too much.  // // // // …Bleached walls stare into pale skin, ea
          I think I just want to really
feel .  // // Un-pause.  Furl my sparrow wings poised at the precipice a
liage for their constant “go”.  // // I
feel very far from home.  // // Red, white.  Red, white.  A yellow glare
utes after our hearts stop // // we’ll
feel where we are for the first time: // // in the dark of dark, //
nother day // // Another day // // to
feel your ever-present absence, still // // to find a way.  // // I h
e, unknown…  // // But I can’t reach or
feel your fragile form.  // // What kind of fool deceives himself like
t // // Could this induce a comparable
feeling in you?  // // Who’s there?  BANARDO // //
So you curl up inside your head, // //
Feeling much too small, // // And yet, // // Much too large to fit i
t-white tablecloth sea.  // // Daily no-
feeling recurs in identical mornings.  // // Business will go as usual
// // I should have known by now, this
feeling .  // // Stomach, clenching, so hard the butterflies // // Bru
the fields.  // // We’re right grateful
feeling that evening sun through an embrace // // of scaffold.  And wh
never be (ready) // // Respite, (n):  A
feeling that sinks // // And settles each morn, // // Affirmed by su
ght, // // Shunned… but I grow.  // //
Feeling when it gets clear, // // This pain is very wrong!  // //
you hate in yourself, // // all those
feelings circling in my strange heart // // whose meaning will foreve
ain ached in waves.  // // I painted my
feelings in layer upon layer of blue // // until watercolours splatte
// // Don’t.  No easier to describe my
feelings in scrawled letters // // Than in conversations, so the note
for breath, but you can’t // // And it
feels like your head will explode // // And the watery sounds take co
HOW CAN I TELL YOU WHAT IT
FEELS LIKETO BE HERE IN THIS PLACE // // black // // frost // // bl
le-burst every time.  // // The cold he
feels nudges at my booted feet.  // // The speckles of weed on the wat
i have a strong urge to tell you how it
feels to be standing here // // but it’s warm inside // //   so we l
, the ember grown aloft, // // My skin
feels ’kin to a burning fire’s waft, // // Sizzling at every edge and
ld vomit // // Blood and water upon my
feet // // And say never, never forgive him // // He knows, he knows
our adorned with lights // // Shoeless
feet and unsteady ground // // If I close my eyes I still see // //
hold your hand in mine // // Shoeless
feet and unsteady ground // // Whales singing the day in // // The h
paradise lost between her knees.  // //
Feet anointed and seven demons rise, // // Let him without sin cast t
ter’s edge // // To depths unknown (in
feet at least) // // To Mellbreak’s deepest crest // //
r or battle wound, // // Just resting,
feet cresting // // The concrete wave.  // // Days stretch out, like
oung when we smoothed the bark with our
feet // // Firm in convictions that a tree so generous // // Could n
y as peel from his moon-silvered skinny
feet .  // // He coughs with surprise at the cold rigidity of the groun
g // // Those steps made in slippered
feet .  // // I wasn’t sure I’d find the same route again // // Until
neath a sheepskin you are crow’s // //
feet in a mirror, so many questions // // interrogate me slap me try
Dimming // // Four bare
feet in the wet grass; he and she, // // Having abandoned their shoes
t effort at defence // // drops thirty
feet into a hole.  // // Cambridge, circa 1966 // // One cold winter’
// Existing on hot coals blisters the
feet // // Just when I found them again // // In the meat-market, we
les through my hair // // Then my bare
feet on coarse carpet, // // I hit what I head for // // And study m
Grandmother says she saw // // Angel’s
feet once, through the key hole.  // // That was before she was old en
mber.  // // The flame brought me to my
feet remember // // And, half in mind, Ascent of Cascade start.  // /
y armour well, // // And send sandal’d
feet scuffling back on the dirt they earlier trod.  // // His eyes are
off of her own caked shoes.  // // The
feet that passed here have passed away.  // // Handfast couples picked
/ The cold he feels nudges at my booted
feet .  // // The speckles of weed on the water are like chips of dark
n my maw // // to the ocean:  I have no
feet .  There’ll be time to meet— // // now my flesh becomes fare:  //
ed, // // ground crumbling beneath her
feet // // to meet the water channelling below.  // // The crowds sta
oes // // To endless death, rinsing me
feet to nose.  // // But just as I did to this purpose mold, // // Th
yourself at home” // // I eased my two
feet , too small, // // Into worn and ripped slippers // // And shuf
of milk-soaked silence.  // // Darkened
feet tread over a foreign space // // Which whispers with frustration
hould have gone a long time ago, // //
Feet , turning, past sloppy kisses // // And out the door.  // //
sen hairs, my sweat it froze // // And
fell , and dropp’d beneath, pass’d ’neath my toes // // To endless dea
// // To what forgotten forest are we
fell // // And how, so root and branch do both curse spell, // // Wh
days were short, // // and dark night
fell as we built and lit the fire // // on the dark stones, and plant
oal-dust in the chest.  // // If he who
fell at Passchendaele had seen // // My suit and gown, would death ha
ay // // Towards the edge // // Where
fell breaks // // On nothing but the shiver // // of your fresh skim
med part of the tribute // // The girl
fell for the muscular he-brute:  // // Provided a thread, left her bro
sts.  // // Foreign coin of size of 20p
fell from my wallet in stopping taxi, // // Filled that space for yea
the air. // // in little hessikaner we
fell in (or down), // // little hessikan, your juniper hair // // sh
top.  // // All around me // // Noises
fell in puddles // // Like a building falling // // Brick by brick. 
flat, // // So those I loved precipit
fell // // In pulverised procession that // // Squeezed, through con
Love—Section C Part 2b (i-ixx) // // I
fell into it by accident.  // // A barrier was missing contrary // //
flawed.  // // But then to the ground
fell the fruit to me, // // That kept the words so secretly.  // //
Limerick // // There was an old
Fellow of Girton // // who always made love with his shirt on.  // //
gate, on her way to // // recognition,
fellowships // // (Linnean Society 1904, // // Girton College 1913).
o the house.  // // I always regretted,
felt cheated by // // that twenty-minute hiatus.  // // But the fire
// // I cannot remember a time when I
felt clean enough.  // //
ky in place, you see, because the stars
felt so sorry for it.  But once I had swallowed the moon, the stars all
l the colours blurred into white.  And I
felt sorry for it, because although it sat alone in the watercloured s
would have been perfect, except my skin
felt too big for my bones.  It just hung there softly, crumpled at the
gentle with the strong // // Emotions
felt when read in whole.  // // The writer scoffs when hearing praise
e wooden phallus, // // Sharpened with
female power.  // // Poof!  // // Another metaphor turns to dust.  //
now prayer—in sixteen forty-five // //
Fends between adversaries.  Old tongues, // // Grown grave, recite the
d with lights // // On the festival of
Ferragosto // // If I close my eyes I still see // // Fireworks like
lock painting // // On the festival of
Ferragosto // // Years from that night // // Fireworks like a Polloc
re and there.  // // Only an infrequent
ferry carries me across, // // Reluctant.  // // He holds his generos
f the sheltering waves // // Until the
ferry comes into harbour // // And I see that he is half of me.  // /
ess, // // The year is born again.  The
festival // // Of a boy-king // // Is but one of many.  // // The ye
rbour adorned with lights // // On the
festival of Ferragosto // // If I close my eyes I still see // // Fi
s like a Pollock painting // // On the
festival of Ferragosto // // Years from that night // // Fireworks l
any.  // // The year is born again.  The
festival // // Seeking the return of the light // // Is but one of m
ust punish my uncle’s transgression but
feta or parmesan now THAT is the question’ // // Would our souls not
yellow, // // Translucent as childhood
fever // // Which once spelled time so slow.  // // I hear whispers i
// // Ten billion years from this.  Yet
few’ll then know, // // Or knowing grasp, those glaciers of flame.  //
o look at the case.  // // “It’s been a
fiasco , a drain on our taxes.  The // // tendering process was not at
Fibbing // // Blair // // Lied, // // It’s true.  // // He had to /
Fibbonacci // // Once upon a time, // // one word was all it took //
did require // // Some movement to its
fickle flame inspire.  // // So moved I to my deepest depths of will,
and of course // // extracted from my
fickle memory— // // elusive and illusive treasure, she.  // //
lace Stevens’s ‘Notes Towards a Supreme
Fiction ’, section 1:  ‘It Must be Abstract’ // // 1.  // // Don’t thin
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // //
Fiddle -dee // // -Dee.”  // //
out their // // life’s melody.  // // “
Fiddle -dee-dee,” said the minstrel, “The only thing // // Left of thi
Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -Dee.”  // //
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // //
Fiddle -dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -Dee.”  // //
Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee // // -Dee.
// // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee /
fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee /
dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // //
Fiddle -dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee /
// // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // F
fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // F
fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee f
fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // //
Fiddle -dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee f
his life is its sweet melody.  So // //
Fiddle -dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-d
its sweet melody.  So // // Fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-d
melody.  So // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee
fiddle -dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-d
fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // //
Fiddle -dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-d
stealing the warmth of his ring.  // //
Fiddling , jittering, spluttering, crying // // his name like a love-s
Or the face you pull in the mirror when
fiddling with your hair.  // // You could trace a line, like a long sl
And all the fruits of forest, farm, and
field // // Are lost forever in the coming dark, // // Impounded in
// // Beaming an endless web around my
field , // // Housing my growing self inside a shield, // // And bath
// Of my screen.  // // Here in Higgs’
Field // // I keep my eyes peeled, // // For each mil-billionth stri
he blur of your // // Shallow depth of
field // // Like a spirit waiting for its clay; // // Because the ab
e bearded barleycorn // // But a whole
field springing, // // The vine and all its tendrils, // // Unfold f
g, // // We gaze across, to that rusty
field // // Where your funeral pyres still burn, // // Silently roar
rt the edge of Malham Cove, // // with
fields below and limestone crags above; // // descend the steps to re
/ Settle into laps of relatives.  // //
Fields of Athenry tails off, // // (Too slow, // // Too sad) // //
is gold:  // // The slope of hills, the
fields of barleycorn.  // // The loaded branches of the apple tree, //
osing, building, flying, feeding in the
fields , // // Walking, hopping, stirring earthly leas, // // Serenad
away through our empty sails, over the
fields .  // // We’re right grateful feeling that evening sun through a
e’s to fear, // // To the monster, old
fiend , that I can hear, // // Whispering across the sea, // // A nam
aught // // in the—“today there’s been
fifteen homicides and sixty-three violent crimes”—tv-light // // and
no plays.  // // Crescendo—jump a major
fifth — // // And down the tone I never can hear— // // And rise agai
// // To name your best street simply ‘
Fifth ’ must surely be a sin.  // // Maybe the new New Yorkers were jus
oil caster.  // // The year is nineteen
fifty -five; // // The man, Bologna’s drawing-master.  // // He lives
or there she was: weaving a registry of
fifty shades of brown.  // // Ships hang in the sky much in the way br
, circa 1958 // // After the floods of
fifty -three // // they raised the ramparts: giant concrete blocks //
// Completion of our necessary task to
fight // // And crush this evil force.  We did appreciate // // Your
ts, // // the Valentine that sparked a
fight .  Clothes pegs.  // // He, of course, always hated sentiment, //
in my fist.  // // With nothing left to
fight for, I battle.  // // Your line, not for emphasis, but division,
r discard; not feed the eternal angelic
fight .  // // Still I turn from peat-smoke laughter and librarian’s pl
ink into the caressing depths // // Or
fight to the lung-stinging surface?  // // My base animal is out for b
/ talk of equality and love, // // the
fight to win our rights.  // // We have the vote, // // a royal chart
never made.  // // I can be a leader, a
fighter , // // A voice of reason, an echo // // Of some thought you
// I’m a man at his best where there’s
fighting // // (Hand to hand with a bull/man’s exciting), // // But
/ // In the offices running // // His
fighting machine.  // // He whispered sweet nothings // // And proffe
y.  // // See from up there, // // The
fight’s already started.  // // Look from above, // // We’re on the l
ight points to the sky”. he says it’s a
figure , a luminescent metaphor for something else, but all you can see
.  // // The awkward heavy giant is the
figure who succumb to Its challenge.  He slows down, stops, waits, pont
nd an end, an epilogue.  // // I stand,
figureless , grey and distant, // // My frustration, ever building, sw
/ // engagement from responsible adult
figures . // // and the girl’s like: oh, shit // //
es like this will be no more.  // // Re-
fill my glass, and this time with Champagne, // // Drink down the las
// Do I need others’ breezing breath to
fill my happiness?  // // Glances, yeses, and the mystery of mustard y
fore the faceless passengers // // And
fill my mind // // To bridge the gap // // And space between the //
Revelry // // Come
fill the cup, we’ve little time to drink, // // The ship of state’s a
ining stones darker as words attempt to
fill the gap // // Between this point and somewhere just past my hori
[Oh work] // // “Oh work, // // ye
fill the night; // // Oh time; // // ye slip, slip, slip away, // /
// that it can make itself again, and
fill // // the world with dittoed offspring.  Yet it will // // occas
fresh eyes showing.  // // Somehow you
fill your name already, // // Cast in white marble by two gentle brea
fining through fire.  // // The page is
filled .  I have built a pyre // // To all the words whose smoke the sk
hadow to bloom // // In the vast, dust-
filled // // Maria of a hidden // // Moon.  Now your shadow // // Bl
from my wallet in stopping taxi, // //
Filled that space for years—It makes no sound as it drops.  // // I re
w, and that’s how it saved me.  The moon
filled the bits of my skin that were too big and suddenly I could fit
ing sleepy coffee // // as your guitar
filled the room with the sound of careful echoes.  // // Even now I re
why do all the names sound like a robot
filled them in?  // // The avenues just run as ‘First’ to ‘Tenth’ from
… bittersweet jubilation!  // // He was
filled up with bliss, ’cause // // he tracked down his Whiskas // //
illed with wonder] // // Your eyes are
filled with wonder as they gaze // // so deep between the colours of
[Your eyes are
filled with wonder] // // Your eyes are filled with wonder as they ga
fire and read it with my coffee, // //
filling and unfilling the warm mug in murky waves.  // // The ink I wr
waiter serves // // My tea.  Sugar bowl
fills not-white tablecloth sea.  // // Daily no-feeling recurs in iden
mething.  // // A cycle of conversation
fills the room // // Asking meaningless, roundabout, questions for th
in darker wood.  Clear morning sunlight
fills // // the room we glimpse inside.  A woman leans // // upon a
eed not say anything because // // she
fills the silence of the room // // with her presence.  // // My Gran
ith her presence.  // // My Grandmother
fills the whole room with // // her hands, the wrinkles round her eye
tions (extra legroom).  // // Framed by
filtering sun, picking your lip.  // // You’ve handed me back the earb
ourite lyrics, // // Hazy summer light
filters through torn curtains.  // // You shed dust from your eyes, //
viewing of the cinema landscape in that
filthy glass // // Will only pause briefly, // // Or be eclipsed by
There must be moonshine // //
Fin de siècle.  // // Ethel Sargant, botanist // // (Girton student 1
you can do // // Than whine with your
final breath?  // // I am one of those dread ancients // // Dispensin
in a furry fury // // at the nilherd’s
final demands, // // stamp in a sweep to the slope-edge: // // horns
icked by childish hands // // Giving a
final dull thud as they fall to the ground.  // //
y will // // to find a way.  // // The
final fray // // remains in memory, for good or ill, // // another d
As the violin plays triplets // // The
final note is sung // // Diminuendo—soft, my love, // // We end wher
en one stormy night // // it pulls the
final prop.  A hundred yards // // of man’s best effort at defence //
watches from the window // // For the
final stroke // // In Lily’s masterpiece.  // //
ine.  // // You’re sure our threads are
finally aligned, // // So why do mine feel ready to unwind?  // //
per second // // Per second, and I’ll
finally be able to stand again, // // And stop falling to my knees.  /
o years’ pay, this is the day // // He
finally comes to Gaza (with chums).  // // Avoids being distracted whe
/ // ed in Portugal, but when land (oh
finally , land!) bid their seek- // // ing end, Portugal could only ti
// We also need money—of course private
finance will // // jump to join in, but needs time to come through.  /
er on.  // // Tomorrow—the same.  // //
find a bunch of flowers for a suffering friend // // —cancer, poor de
car.  // // Later, unpacking, // // I
find a history— // // My history— // // Of mothers and grandmothers:
fle quickly if you’re clever // // And
find a new hapless victim to con.”  // // So if you think your love an
ow’s still // // another day // // to
find a way.  // //
er I have the necessary skill // // to
find a way.  // // And now today // // is ending.  I suppose tomorrow
r ever-present absence, still // // to
find a way.  // // I hear you say, // // “But life is for the living,
y head, and take away my will // // to
find a way.  // // The final fray // // remains in memory, for good o
ou walked away.  // // So I struggle to
find an end, an epilogue.  // // I stand, figureless, grey and distant
sound, // // they bind and loose, they
find and are not found.  // // Re-call the river-tongues from Alph to
look of all that marginalia // // you
find from the smug graffiti-writing reader:  ‘Foucault!’, // // ‘evolu
ast Indies like one who // // couldn’t
find his hat in the dark so he put on the cat instead.  // // Columbus
more warm, // // And though at start I
find I face a swarm // // Of loosen water rocks, I soon surmise // /
ear was worth the glor- // // y of the
find in the name of God for the sake of gold.  They mock- // // ed in
would pay for the glor- // // y of the
find in the name of God for the sake of gold.  They mock // // him in
orning I came down, // // expecting to
find it cold, but every day // // the embers beneath the ash were dar
d pen.  // // Not even Chesterton would
find it hard to believe that men can desire more from art that cheese
// // They say that each creature must
find its way to this tree // // And that each life is a movement towa
d by its time-blown boughs, // // Will
find itself returned to the perfect lightness of itself // // And to
Riddle // // Come
find me in a crease sea-squalls cannot reach // // Waves are my shelt
al to your wisdom, // // But instead I
find my mind is flawed.  // // But then to the ground fell the fruit
dale and moor to skip across // // and
find myself in wooded Janet’s Foss.  // // Upstream again to clamber G
s less fallible than our own, // // To
find new ways to hold, // // To hold without hands.  // // But serene
s though a mouthful of smoke, // // To
find new ways to no longer hold.  // //
owed this path of destruction to // //
find out their instrument, plucked on its string with his // // cold
write about for one. // // (but they’d
find something) // // They’d say it was tragic, most likely.  // // I
mortal endeavour to preserve, // // To
find stability that will outlive, // // To commit love to memories le
Constant, never reaching home.  // // I
find that I am not alone // // As streetlights guide my yellow path: 
ss and up a flight of stairs, // // To
find the case and lift the dull brown cover // // To see, at first, y
u, voyeur, // // approach the ledge to
find // // the girl poised and primed // // as she flees the water c
ippered feet.  // // I wasn’t sure I’d
find the same route again // // Until your notes covered it like yell
e year tale to tell // // —could I but
find the words to make it plain.  // // Two book-ends bracket our shar
rs apart, // // I can look inside, and
find you here, // // Like spring, eternal spring, inside my heart.  //
ad.  // // Instead I wake to warmth, to
find you sleeping, // // My living comfort, burrowed in our bed.  //
/ small but unending—Ondine.  // // But
finding a form to carve // // to remember you by is hard.  // // It i
to us // // Only a second ago, // //
Finding only shorter grass, // // A coloured strip made // // By the
cried a splashy Victorian tear, // //
Finding the day so new and so odd, // // With the gain of the world a
wers // // to folk problems // // and
finding // // the man // // who came forth // // from the earth //
Cambridgeshire last year.  // // People
finding their way home.  // // People leaning against this horizontal
// once the knife scores the surface,
finds a snag, and then turns— // // shearing me.  Clearing me myself f
é!  // // But, creeping further in, she
finds a tree // // ablaze with fragrant lemon-yellow suns, // // and
essengers who say // // That though he
finds himself alone, // // Life’s pawn at lifetime’s darker edge, //
ky I came.  // // Then, as a blacksmith
finds his mold self-grown, // // My practic’d pattern forged a way it
il // // an accidental spiral sequence
finds // // that it can make itself again, and fill // // the world
ou // // Dear Alan, // // I hope this
finds you // // Dear Alan // //
an // // Dear Alan, // // I hope this
finds you well // // Dear Alan, // // I have lost // // Dear Alan,
he next two months // // are clear and
fine and bitter cold.  // // Every step, // // your foot upon the cru
eeded now: can they enhance // // That
fine -boned beauty, linen-wrapped and masked in paint?  // // How many
// not of the town’s past, but of your
fine // // bones, feather-forming in the fast- // // ness of your mo
o.  Ah, I have a whim // // to build a
fine bridge clear across a great river, where // // trees, grass and
d.  // // Yet, time allowed, what seems
fine chance will be // // And, likewise to two falling trees, my bone
/ Lover, the years have fine timing, or
fine luck, I’ve noticed: // // an old one dies, a young one stumbles
/ // And through the fear, all will be
fine ?  // // North of here, climate’s unsure.  // // All enduring is o
// // Heatherwick’s sure to produce a
fine plan.  // // We also need money—of course private finance will //
jo // // // // Lover, the years have
fine timing, or fine luck, I’ve noticed: // // an old one dies, a you
p-cut eye?  // // It represented such a
fine -wrought craft // // and skill, and yet I never thought you deft
se time, he’s carefully wound.  // // A
finer example will never be found.  // // His talents astound:  // //
converged and it fled to the wrack in a
finflick .  // // Our nets, turning weed, revealed nothing: no blenny,
erine nights—I’d dream: // // my index
finger extended in front, walking in a straight line, tied to the inex
knuckles of your // // Ring and middle
finger , // // Taste the lies on your tongue— // // I’ve been busy.  /
gs unfurl while forest // // palms and
fingered trees press tip and taproot // // down through decomposing l
se, // // anxiously mourning red petal
fingernails .  You looked sadly through // // me, and I was left swallo
riek.  // // I have never treasured the
fingerprint // // sonic resonances of a snore.  // // We shall not se
its string with his // // cold rubber
fingers and let their priest bless by its // // psalmodic tone—only h
in my hands— // // The familiar blunt
fingers and shallow nails // // Of proud practicality.  // // We are
per. // // clinch my neck between your
fingers , // // bore that small hole through. // // the marble caught
etry Group // // To sit on a sofa, our
fingers entwined, // // While we help disentangle some alphabet soup
lauded as the best:  // // To get inky
fingers in a Cambridge college // // And pilfer the noble classes’ an
// // Luminescent soul between muddied
fingers // // —now usb 3.0 compatible— // // Horrified by the naïvet
leaves overhead, // // With the clammy
fingers of shade that you are glad to feel, // // Especially today.  /
at home and laugh at our crooked little
fingers .  // // Promise me—don’t compromise your name, // // This is
prose, // // obtusely count ictūs with
fingers stunt’d; // // numb’d ass’nance, ’lision; laziness, it shows.
spoken fear    gritting   the teeth and
fingers // // the forbidden room // // groans and secrets // // and
an still see // // The canopy of green
fingers tickling the clouds // // And the saffron-yellow orbs of our
// oil-light off tarmac.  As you // //
fingertipped your way through // // measured musings, down below //
nd-dunes // // against the beige of my
fingertips // // against the straight planes of your edges) // // To
// Zest bittersweet scent // // Syrupy
fingertips // // Slide past lips // // Mellow touch, a kiss // // T
// By changing everything.  // // Tiny
fingertips .  // // (The winners in heartbreak.) // // “Biology is jus
// except your soft smile each time my
fingertips turned a page, // // and every night I watched your mind d
you—wait, don’t kiss me, I’m trying to
finish the story.  And I swam back to you, and you’d made me a cup of t
anything, // // Because you’ve already
finished yours.  // // Would you like a top up?  // //
sk my cooling corpse to rush // // you
finite proof ‘within three working days’.  // // In limbo here I can n
eeks and Trojans fought for, instead of
finlandia swiss, gubbeen and brin d’amour?  // // And had Hamlet said
eft it                             near
Finnegan’s Lake            riverrun, past Eve’s and Adam’s // // sins
ch drift behind me, // // swaying in a
Finnish tango // // to the ship’s pitch and yaw, // // borrowed eyes
// We take the path beside the wood—the
fir // // and silver birch along the dunes that run // // between th
// // Unseen or seen, did spark a tiny
fire .  // // A lonely ember ’twas, and did require // // Some movemen
This is the trial of fire and fire, for
fire // // Alone holds fast that which hell’s fire unbinds.  // // Bu
of the earth, // // in the light of a
fire , // // and faint starlight from space // // reflected in inky w
d the Rose.  // // This is the trial of
fire and fire, for fire // // Alone holds fast that which hell’s fire
y and earth // // and rock and air; no
fire and no gold, // // no gems nor coins nor jewels; just the old //
ing.  // // I huddled by the flickering
fire and read it with my coffee, // // filling and unfilling the warm
h the robin // // And the snow and the
fire // // And the misting-up Dickensian window.  // // Bravely, some
a poet’s hexagram // // Of ever-living
fire and unseen rose.  // // This is our hexagram: the Tudor rose //
Drink and be merry // // Fur     
fire    and we are safe against the cold, cold night // // drink! and
each other?  // // Stars and earth and
fire between them: // // these dazzling coloured images of flames.  //
at twenty-minute hiatus.  // // But the
fire bore us no grudge, // // and welcomed us back into its glow.  //
med by un-canned laughter and crackling
fire -breath // // (Sound-bites for both now!)— // // because he coul
e and reel // // Back to lupine-winds,
fire burn and chthonic cauldron bubble.  Incorrigible night // // in w
nse of fear, a bough // // Cracks like
fire , burning so bright, a bird // // Cozied in its nest, snuggles do
the spring rain.  Throw open // // the
fire -coloured temptations, welcome in // // the roaming bees.  // //
s purged the kingdom, and its men, with
fire .  // // Come with your houndsmen to the household fire:  // // He
Of blazing damage.  Kinship, threat, and
fire // // Contend for right in sixteen forty-five— // // Until the
eded a lavatory, and I had to leave the
fire for a while // // to take him to the house.  // // I always regr
e.  // // This is the trial of fire and
fire , for fire // // Alone holds fast that which hell’s fire unbinds.
lace until at home // // the small gas
fire has warmed the room // // against the cold outside.  // // (But
me with your houndsmen to the household
fire :  // // Here is Herbert, Tyndale, Eliot—rare tongues // // Who i
// // You strike flint to raise a good
fire .  I tally days with snowdamp sticks.  // //
must expire like Shelley, // // Or the
fire in your belly // // Will be quenched before your passing bell is
others too I love—Earth, Water, Air—but
Fire // // is something else again.  // // A memory // // (nineteen-
// One kingdom with another, fire with
fire .  // // Its five red petals breed six warring tongues // // That
pace is the earth, // // time lives in
fire , // // leaving us the water and the air.  // //
the air, // // feel the warmth of the
fire , // // listen to the lapping of the water, // // and gaze into
Fire // // My sign is Aries.  Though it seems a poor // // fit for m
// // the sky is dark, but the raging
fire // // of the sun marks passing time.  // // Far down below, the
oul to be gently stroked; they want the
fire of their imaginations stoked // // Some want the facts as hard a
dark night fell as we built and lit the
fire // // on the dark stones, and planted fireworks // // in the da
slowly, // // will burn for ever.  The
fire once begun // // would last for days and days.  Each morning I c
am expands to form // // A Universe of
fire .  One second’s past— // // Matter explodes.  Growth’s spiraling ha
; // // strangely, though, not sex but
fire ).  // // See this: // // the large, dilapidated country house //
ng from a jagged cleft.  // // A wax of
fire —shrill waning hearts— // // Then silence, and my life bereft.  //
/ // the roaming bees.  // // Feel the
fire .  Spread out a green canopy // // in the warming sunlight.  Soak u
oor // // fit for me, it is at least a
Fire .  // // The others too I love—Earth, Water, Air—but Fire // // i
ils, a crucible // // Refining through
fire .  // // The page is filled.  I have built a pyre // // To all the
do not slit this throat.  // // Light a
fire to the fang.  // //
/ Ariel.  I am a wait.  // // So light a
fire to the fang // // that cannot be reached, // // So that I do no
chopped and sawed and dug and then set
fire to // // the produce of our labours.  // // A box or holly root,
/ // Of sixteen forty-five unfolds its
fire - // // Tongued text: this warfare is the strife that binds.  //
-end; by day at poet’s sea of glass and
fire ; // // (too hopeful by half in the dawning).  // // End-tale:  No
// Alone holds fast that which hell’s
fire unbinds.  // // But now our cropped, uncivil Samson binds // //
/ // We navigate by auspice // // The
fire which leapt over us // // Perseid gleams between the stars // /
ike seeing a humpback breach // // The
fire which leapt over us // // The ocean rolling beneath us // // Li
read it out as a punishment.  // // The
fire will be lit in the dark hours of night, // // when dawn is stuck
binds // // One kingdom with another,
fire with fire.  // // Its five red petals breed six warring tongues /
ation fires.  // // Pots are thrown and
fired , // // crops are watered.  // // Seasons and years are counted
Firedrake // // Inspiration, lava of the imagination, // // Rises, m
plore the earth, // // and send signal
fires // // blazing into the air.  // // Our space is the earth, //
e, Eliot—rare tongues // // Who in the
fires of sixteen forty-five // // Found prophesy fulfilled.  Their wri
e are times // // when the imagination
fires .  // // Pots are thrown and fired, // // crops are watered.  //
// // on the dark stones, and planted
fireworks // // in the dark edges beyond the flickering light.  // //
sto // // Years from that night // //
Fireworks like a Pollock painting // // As the thunderstorm struck th
/ If I close my eyes I still see // //
Fireworks like a Pollock painting // // On the festival of Ferragosto
had hoped // // You’d stay and see the
fireworks when they start.  // // No, we quite understand.  We know you
// // My skin feels ’kin to a burning
fire’s waft, // // Sizzling at every edge and spitting ’oft.  // // M
a time when the new year is held back,
firm by the wrist.  // // // // And, lover, consider the running dow
smoothed the bark with our feet // //
Firm in convictions that a tree so generous // // Could never refuse
ea god—insanity— // // But he did have
firm pecs, and it looked like good sex— // // But I did seek a bit mo
theus (a lá Kafka) // // first, secure
firmly to large rock, add eagle and serve hot liver with vengeance //
// The frequent sticky thrill of that
first bite of fruit // // While propped against the tree trunk, kept
ayer, like I’m // // Experiencing that
first childhood snow.  // // Humming show tunes to test my voice // /
// DAEDALUS // // I blame the King’s
first commission // // He just saw in me a magician // // Who could
ret, I would banish this rubbish to the
first dustbin I met // // And the moral of this, as readers will fore
crystallize, but so often falls at the
first hurdle, // // Snaps like a rope whipping in a breeze on a deser
Ebb tide // //
First I carefully let go // // just as far as I can reach // // the
eor A Study of Reading Habits // // At
first I used to wish that I were Keats // // And then I wished I’d be
O Oriens // // // //
First light and then first lines along the east // // To touch and br
ens // // // // First light and then
first lines along the east // // To touch and brush a sheen of light
Chatterley ban // // and the Beatles’
first LP; // // strangely, though, not sex but fire).  // // See this
ctant lie on the grass, // // White at
first , newly-mowed, // // Shorn beneath its reasonable limits // //
// Bravely, someone intones // // The
first notes to // // Wild Mountain Thyme, // // And our voices warm
ortion of candidates only attempted the
first part and were unable to earn any of the marks.  Of the rest many
That reason why you hung around in the
first place // // Will come back to you.  You knew it all along, it se
y the senior author:  When my assistant
first presented this poem, it was in fairly strict ballad form—four-li
peace.  I’m circumspect // // about my
first response.  Success and joy // // may be your stated goal but saf
ipes for Prometheus (a lá Kafka) // //
first , secure firmly to large rock, add eagle and serve hot liver with
of the heart // // came a song of our
first // // spring; an ache and burn.  // // How sweet and clean was
se, // // Let him without sin cast the
first stone, // // Let her without skin be the first to cry.  // // R
Post-it Notes // // // // At
first they were covered in words: critical diatribes // // in small. 
ly, then I end something // // For the
first time.  // //
// // we’ll feel where we are for the
first time: // // in the dark of dark, // // hungry every second of
// you should’ve written The Waste Land
first time round Nickerson.  // //
// The dogs that passed, for the very
first time, // // Were kindred panters of the air; // // The dead li
ld water. // // 1, given to me for the
first time while helping me with GCSE Physics, and repeated // // On
rint.  // // The last breath out is the
first to be drawn.  // // Under the window, on the patio table, // //
one, // // Let her without skin be the
first to cry.  // // Rosemary for remembrance and pansies for thoughts
self.  // // I know the angels were the
first to fall, // // Cherub and Seraph spiralled down // // In circl
r // // and I can’t quite remember the
first way I saw it; // // lost    like all beauty.  // // But knowing
// Ological boost // // Of being the
first // // Who saw the collision, // // Revealed the Higgs boson.  /
ising // // This Easter Sunday was the
first // // Without the old sun-dancing Christ:  // // The bread stay
the dull brown cover // // To see, at
first , your image in the glass.  // // You see yourself, and through y
// may be your stated goal but safety
first – // // you’re in the trash dear Wayne – you wongaboy – // //
hem in?  // // The avenues just run as ‘
First ’ to ‘Tenth’ from right to left.  // // Milan and Barcelona and V
il, a gleam— // // It was just a small
fish .  // //
event?  // // You’re not annoyed at the
fish .  // // Anyways, how was your today?  // // I woke up at 5.  // /
.] // // So, how are you?  // // Small
fish , big pond.  // // But staying afloat?  // // I move a little, and
ipping, nipple slip; // // uncatheable
fish ; // // in a river that eludes you, // // your essay // // will
Just a Small
Fish // // It was just a small fish, refracting the gold of a sunbeam
a Small Fish // // It was just a small
fish , refracting the gold of a sunbeam // // until our shadows conver
y, no bream— // // It was just a small
fish .  // // So we lay on the rock in the heat and watched the sea’s m
he genes around.  // // The plants, the
fish , the dinosaurs, the apes // // advance across the generations.  E
s.  // // And houses have hollow // //
Fishbowl eyes // // Looking over sidings.  // // Their peeling paint
un.  // // Spill?  // // All the little
fishes swim in packs, and I’m thinking, the fuck will they do if they
/ // unpeel the digits from your onion
fist // // and mask yourself with the pocked palm’s odour, // // the
ng.  // // Till now there’s only been a
fist , // // Half giving and half holding fast:  // // A green knot sl
isible string held // // By a clenched
fist , soon to become a fatherly // // Embrace between insubstantial b
// Gripping the tatters of hope in my
fist .  // // With nothing left to fight for, I battle.  // // Your lin
at his blood would have come from bared
fists against jaws, // // From tumbling to the concrete, eyes screami
ir worth by rite, // // Both those who
fit and those in awkward guilt.  // // A soft man from the oddest matt
s Aries.  Though it seems a poor // //
fit for me, it is at least a Fire.  // // The others too I love—Earth,
/ // And yet, // // Much too large to
fit inside your head.  // // You want to escape // // But you can’t,
that were too big and suddenly I could
fit it again.  And although the skies never really liked the moon, they
And you’re frantic - no record seems to
fit the air, // // And down, way down in the pit of your stomach //
ore:  // // Verse forms, like fashions,
fit the time they fix— // // You can’t revive a worn-out box of trick
atal black suit, that only I saw // //
Fit you ill, and added to your breaking; // // True predators fear th
knocked up his mum.  // // Question his
fitness as // // Paterfamilias; // // Son-wise, he’s probably // //
o you once), // // And see if this one
fits , but // // It misfits, kills a bell in a burning crucible.  // /
this one looks chipper—it’s bigger and
fitter // // And should keep me going for—wait…!  // // DAEDALUS //
oat.  // // So, free verse, then, seems
fittest to survive.  // // It’s democratic, stylish, and it’s deft:  //
Fitzwilliam Museum, Cambridge // // I translate Greek words from a sl
// // Untimely winds in sixteen forty-
five // // Blow through the windows, wake the paper rose.  // // This
Once print, now prayer—in sixteen forty-
five // // Fends between adversaries.  Old tongues, // // Grown grave
/ // Who in the fires of sixteen forty-
five // // Found prophesy fulfilled.  Their writing binds // // Past
ur cropped, uncivil Samson binds // //
Five foxes, brush to brush, a hexagram // // Of blazing damage.  Kinsh
// // Is riven oak, for sixteen forty-
five // // Has purged the kingdom, and its men, with fire.  // // Com
ng mind dying with beating body.  // //
Five minutes after our hearts stop // // everything (nothing) // //
[
Five minutes after our hearts stop] // // Five minutes after our hear
e minutes after our hearts stop] // //
Five minutes after our hearts stop // // we’ll feel where we are for
d-fed, or starved to oblivion // // in
five minutes.  // // The patterns the night frosted on car windows //
l Hours // // Yawn, // // Dawn // //
Five o nine, // // Swiss time; // // An accurate // // Fate.  // /
from the worthless losses; // // That
five pence that isn’t worth the creak // // Of bones to pick up.  //
ith another, fire with fire.  // // Its
five red petals breed six warring tongues // // That in the silence s
ster.  // // The year is nineteen fifty-
five ; // // The man, Bologna’s drawing-master.  // // He lives a quie
the Tudor rose // // Of sixteen forty-
five unfolds its fire- // // Tongued text: this warfare is the strife
// Contend for right in sixteen forty-
five — // // Until the Lord of Liberty arose // // And drew the templ
Sixteen Forty-
Five // // Untimely winds in sixteen forty-five // // Blow through t
// // as saucers’ x-ray-burning to my
five - // // year infant guilt.  Fruitless to plead my case // // into
ond the flickering light.  // // Nearly-
five -year-old Colin // // needed a lavatory, and I had to leave the f
// They simmered down when he was about
five years old, // // and she would have been, what, eight? yeah, eig
// // ‘I’ll take your coat.  Ehud will
fix a drink.  // // How was the flight?  Few noticed that you’d slipped
forms, like fashions, fit the time they
fix — // // You can’t revive a worn-out box of tricks.  // // Just lik
tion to descend.  // // A face has been
fixed , and focuses below, // // yet diurnal as a druid, one drinks fr
t is not that forms or words // // are
fixed , but that they slip // // and meanings multiply, // // while
is only—the memory of kind words // //
fixed to a comforting face that could // // keep its humour through e
er mind together // // While we’re all
fixing // // Absences with cream, whiskey, // // Guinness, the whole
n mozzarella, richelieu and brie // //
Fixing anyone who disagrees with an impenetrable stare, yes a million
ib, Christ Kind: // // tree aspark and
fizzing , in a cavern // // so unknown but home.  // // Ah but before
want someone whose smile makes the sun
fizzle out in modesty // // So that the Earth stops spinning dead in
/ As my hands grasp blindly for a white
flag .  // // “I don’t know” spills from my lips in a constant litany,
l translation is not raisins // // but
flagons .  Flagons might indeed // // distract me, or Suliman, from hi
tay me not with raisins nor // // with
flagons , for I am well of love.  // // Apples may perhaps be comfortin
ion is not raisins // // but flagons. 
Flagons might indeed // // distract me, or Suliman, from his pilaf.  /
To the harness and the harrow // // As
flails fall to split the bearded husk // // And seeds fall to the fur
Mad.  // // He’d adore such a grand and
flamboyant adventure—to // // jump on the bandwagon he’ll be glad.”  /
ht // // One candle’s guttering sickly
flame // // And peer.  Myopic view, fragmented past // // And impoten
stance shone—’twas my ember.  // // The
flame brought me to my feet remember // // And, half in mind, Ascent
// To measure scale for such a furious
flame ?  // // Dark Matter reels.  Imagine it just passed, // // Expa
ms // // Of roiling supernovae; helium
flame // // From Alpha Caeli’s rim; the Pleiad mass // // Of gas and
// // Intelligence, to burn a gem-like
flame .  // // If you are last to leave, put out the light.  // // We s
uire // // Some movement to its fickle
flame inspire.  // // So moved I to my deepest depths of will, // //
form, // // And looked for no eternal
flame .  // // Just passed on far more heat than light.  // //
ught a pot was getting hot instead of a
flame losing heat.  // // So what does that say about us?  // // That
nleashed.  A tongue of blinding, whippèd
flame // // Sears all before, while bearing all we’ll know; // // It
Like a changeling held // // Over the
flame , some strange trapped, // // Untranslatable pain.  // // What t
// Or knowing grasp, those glaciers of
flame .  // // To measure scale for such a furious flame?  // // Dark
whispers in the weather // // Tell of
flames beneath shed skin, // // The old so neatly severed // // From
// so deep between the colours of the
flames .  // // Drawn by warmth, I came to see you, // // which I do. 
um— // // and see her consigned to the
flames .  // // (I completely understand why people have // // funeral
uls of those modern men who bask in the
flames of that revered pen.  // // Not even Chesterton would find it h
/ // these dazzling coloured images of
flames .  // // Should I wonder if my eyes deceive me?  // //
// From your perdition she’ll rise with
flaming hair, // // Having found grace at last in the depths of your
rcling curlicues of sacred text, // //
Flaring in ink and paper to the floor, // // The shredded evidence of
as and ether or your man’s flesh // //
flash -fried, seasoned, laid out, sprinkled with ash.  // //
Flash News // // Scientist says: meme for belief in life after death
everything.  // // There was a hint or
flash of something // // Mundane, a gaudy colour.  // // Like a trap
strike with white branches in a // //
flash of white lights against // // bright, pale yellow, // // the s
nal—fossilised.  The camera light // //
flashed seconds before waves flooded my boots, water breaking // // i
istened with my tears.  // // Momentary
flashes of white coats and pitying faces // // And her, sobbing, whil
New York City from the heavens look so
flat ?  // // And why do all the names sound like a robot filled them i
// // Took out the vacant ground floor
flat , // // So those I loved precipit fell // // In pulverised proce
nd a new gaze, // // Your palm pressed
flat to my sole, // // Your nightbed briefly vacated.  // // My arm f
[The sun flattened] // // The sun
flattened // // Outside her window, // // Hardly touched the panes,
[The sun
flattened ] // // The sun flattened // // Outside her window, // //
they bite, // // With substance and a
flavour of their own:  // // So Donne is sharp and Geoffrey Hill is so
// // Telling the future his signature
flaw .  // // Creation stutters through faltering hands // // —The shu
Signature
Flaw // // We are not alone.  The apple core // // left faceless perf
m, // // But instead I find my mind is
flawed .  // // But then to the ground fell the fruit to me, // // T
// until our shadows converged and it
fled to the wrack in a finflick.  // // Our nets, turning weed, reveal
the en-suite life.  // // I thought I’d
fledged , // // abandoned the embarrassment of home, // // but now I’
re is naught but this.  // // No do not
flee !  Do not leave me!  // // Stay!  Desert not him who loves thee!  //
he girl poised and primed // // as she
flees the water channelling below.  // //
/ To avoid the reminder that success is
fleeting // // Eventually we all sit in the gutter, shot down // //
ight skims the gravel, revealing // //
Fleeting instances of milk-soaked silence.  // // Darkened feet tread
sform the coloured flower into coloured
flesh // // and hide a secret inside.  // // Feel the air.  Turn in th
There’ll be time to meet— // // now my
flesh becomes fare: // // meat for man.  He’ll greet my coat with the
roll’d // // Away to join my sweat and
flesh below, // // My knife no place to cling, my life to stow.  // /
ruit squeezed // // Spoon cuts crimson
flesh // // Drops spray silent // // Zest bittersweet scent // // S
// mustard gas and ether or your man’s
flesh // // flash-fried, seasoned, laid out, sprinkled with ash.  //
legrounds ahead.  // // The clash where
flesh meets wire and no-one wins // // Except you, you and your line
nnia lived together, so tangled in this
flesh — // // Survival does not equal dividing.  Is this the poem?  //
his immanent radiance, // // With his
flesh that resonates with echoes // // of the sublime, // // He is r
Of earth against their sides instead of
flesh , // // That time when all that I am will slide through the mesh
// is-my-beloved-son yawn.  // // Warm
flesh through feathers pressed // // like a sponge-print.  // // The
// elcaro te se lucreh* // // * ‘You
flesh to atone’ (Google Translate, 2014).  // //
in the age of mechanical reproduction.  (
Fleshly reproduction is draining.) // // The quick, brown fox sticks
t // // your compass with its swinging
fleur -de-lys // // watched by the crystal prism’s sharp-cut eye?  //
sy lives explode.  // // Mental muscles
flex and pose in minimalist offices.  // // Soldiers making a killing
ain, algorithmic complexity // // that
flexes // // and envelops us, // // so it seems we barely move at al
ond, // // and Barden Bridge—and now I
flick my wand // // some miles of dale and moor to skip across // //
// Was that?  // // A quicker // //
Flicker .  // // Did I just close on // // My boson?  // // ‘Standard
der blades.  An unsteady light // // is
flickering between needling trees; history assures me it’s a house.  //
st my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the
flickering fire and read it with my coffee, // // filling and unfilli
, // // I’m counting beside // // The
flickering green // // Of my screen.  // // Here in Higgs’ Field //
rks // // in the dark edges beyond the
flickering light.  // // Nearly-five-year-old Colin // // needed a la
me to fall in love.  // // Lights still
flickering on the tree, // // I ain’t sleepy either.  // // The angel
icate cave magic revealed // // by the
flickering torch // // of a heartbeat.  // // Over the bow // // I c
// Where their quick-stirring forms are
flickering .  // // We watch and hold each other’s hands till evening,
nickers on // // turns off the record,
flickers on // // the switch, grabs her car-keys, // // handbag, put
// // Of gas and dust that veils, then
flickers past // // A Milky Way of twinkling roseate light— // // Sh
olystyrene cemetery, // // Blonde hair
flicking like a snake’s tongue.  // // But her stylish-yet-affordable
// // One knife’s whisk’d out my hand,
flies back and falls; // // The other comes to slush within the marsh
ess with suspense // // to capture the
flight and fall of // // the girl poised and primed.  // // Evadne th
ud will fix a drink.  // // How was the
flight ?  Few noticed that you’d slipped away?  // // The Washington dis
/ // Wake as three screams take // //
Flight , from window to shadow // // A child’s voice deepens, // // L
/ // into the evolving curve of modern
flight // // now trade in futures on the wishing bone // // and floc
stard yellow tights.  // // My bursting
flight of spotlit laughing on the pavement // // dries to sighs in se
// // Through these you pass and up a
flight of stairs, // // To find the case and lift the dull brown cove
found him, petrified, // // Frozen in
flight on tarmac soar // // No scar or battle wound, // // Just rest
ed wires and frames, // // Circuit mid-
flight shorted.  // // I am unsullied by the outside, // // The outsi
un, give Mum a call, // // and look up
flight -times for your daughter’s plane.  // // Your life defined by th
// springing the bird to post-Jurassic
flight // // to trade in futures on the wishing bone // // Hall in B
parade.  // // A sparrow snatched from
flight // // With wheeling thump.  // // Icarus, spread-eagled in the
lickings on empty bird box // // with
flightless eggshells mouldering.  // //
fall of light through branches and the
fling // // And curve of colour on the golden fruit…  // // All burie
k Abraham, ready every morning with his
flint // // At six o’clock.  Sharp.  // // But maybe I don’t need to s
creen here, // // His face is set like
flint , // // For stony silence.  // // He gives his back to the smite
into the subtle mist.  // // You strike
flint to raise a good fire.  I tally days with snowdamp sticks.  // //
’s shackles to rust.  // // The shuttle
flits through warp and weft // // And hands recall hands from silent
At once, in shock, the cloud on which I
float , // // Does drift away, discovering below’t // // A pool of st
// // Hark! the herald angels.  // //
Float downstairs, put on the tea.  // // Ding dong, ding dong, merrily
ng.  // // Pride was a shiver.  // // I
float in the blur of your // // Shallow depth of field // // Like a
r steel-stern face— // // A battleship
floating // // Above the diaphanous sea // // Of her Victorian dress
th our // // Camel lights watching the
floating moon.  // // We went driving in your parents’ car // // To s
grade three flute— // // all, all are
floating // // through the air and out // // of reach.  I want the re
n to the source, luminate, warm, // //
Floating up seemingly by force ’gainst law // // Of Newton.  Each ligh
.  // // Held aloft by spray // // she
floats above the curl and spume of sea, and then // // the girl poise
// // But drown’d out is their path—it
floats adrift.  // // They crumble in atop themselves, debris // // F
ke him from his fantasy.  True awakening
floats on the ocean of sleep.  // // 8.  // // MacCullough must be rid
/ And we know that soon, // // Another
flock of birds will settle— // // Confusedly— // // Here, with us.  /
futures on the wishing bone // // and
flocks of starlings, sparrows, swallows know // // that one for all a
ght // // flashed seconds before waves
flooded my boots, water breaking // // into damp dust around my knees
// Suffolk, circa 1958 // // After the
floods of fifty-three // // they raised the ramparts: giant concrete
a gentler stream.  // // Now I feel the
flood’s return // // push against my trickle home, // // to creep ba
n our prayers— // // sweep the kitchen
floor and the leaves off the drive, // // do the Sainsburys’ run, giv
head // // Hitting the wall, then the
floor // // As it consumes you // // And it’s not a serpent // // B
meat // // that he had dropped on the
floor (by accident) // // simply because it was so expensive.  // //
well, // // Took out the vacant ground
floor flat, // // So those I loved precipit fell // // In pulverised
our stop.  // // Coffee-stained plastic
floor , its frailty tuned by too bright, // // White-gold light, suspe
ndensation // // Bolting blind the top-
floor library– // // Like a vitreous slogan of a monument, // // Rea
offee.  // // Hours later we lay on the
floor of your house, sipping sleepy coffee // // as your guitar fille
// // Flaring in ink and paper to the
floor , // // The shredded evidence of our affair // // Our old, emba
/ descend the steps to reach the valley
floor — // // to leave behind, for now, the wilder moor.  // // The tr
/ old feathers and splinters litter our
floorboards .  // // Ooh go on then, treat ourselves to a fancy dress d
estnuts in an oven.  // // Bums ache on
floors , // // Perch on arms of chairs, // // Settle into laps of rel
ppers // // And shuffled over hardwood
floors , // // Through spaghetti-stained carpet // // With a smile, p
hale.  // // Odd things have strewn the
floors today: quicksand clumps, capsized melon cubes, stranded sea mon
/ just as far as I can reach // // the
flotsam brought in on the flow: time to mark the beach.  // // Now I
st ripest ones, // // takes yard eggs,
flour , fruit of the citronnier // // and bakes a tarte au citron meri
t’s the end // // Of a love that would
flourish were it not for the curse // // Of bringing her here.  But no
// // It was, before we ever knew the
flow // // And ebb of love like beaches touched by waves // // From
draw us on // // Into the ever-flowing
flow // // And let us fall, and let us grow, // // One thought, one
ent of Cascade start.  // // Behind the
flow I knew there to be ice, // // For such cold worlds do not let fl
ofter each stroke comes.  // // So on I
flow , my breath held deep but soft, // // I let my body fall again, b
uperseded.  // // No heave-some ebb and
flow .  // // No cramping bend to lunar bow.  // // No woman ruled by o
oft soft, come down— // // The ebb and
flow of melody // // Ends on a heartfelt sigh.  // // As the violin p
Crustate my hairs and eyebrows, a great
flow // // Of white from top-to-toe.  Each day I feel // // My bones
And watch the minnows swim against the
flow .  // // They dart between dark shadows and the gleam // // Of su
ch // // the flotsam brought in on the
flow : time to mark the beach.  // // Now I start to trickle back //
tas, tidied up upstairs, // // let the
flower -arrangers in when they came at one, // // locked up behind us
ed for the occasion, // // we read the
flower -borne messages // // and talked to relatives not seen for year
essed between // // stormclouds like a
flower , // // holding for an instant // // it trembles // // and //
ots the sky, what is // // It looks to
flower in your // // Cries, but falls fallow?  // // Go hungry dear f
the air.  // // Transform the coloured
flower into coloured flesh // // and hide a secret inside.  // // Fee
hearts habit made can grow // // this
flower —momentary and no— // // way ever to be preserved or pressed?  /
The
Flower // // Monday night, the tv on, // // keeping us tied to the h
// Of bushes, trees, and living, dying
flowers .  // //
s.  // // Yet in determination progress
flowers — // // An open habit jointly stitched anew.  // //
at river, where // // trees, grass and
flowers can stretch shore to shore.  // // Of bridges traversing the T
morrow—the same. // // find a bunch of
flowers for a suffering friend // // —cancer, poor dear, we’ll keep h
nt me this one wish I beg you // // No
flowers for my grave I pray you // // Mercy!  I implore you // // A t
he pink heat of burnt necks and thirsty
flowers .  // // I taste the faint rustle of grass as I sit on it, //
// They came with cakes, they came with
flowers // // They came to strew his grave with boughs // // But in
d from the Shakespearean pen // // And
flowing across the virginal canvas of the page was the fluid skill of
// // For such cold worlds do not let
flowing be, // // so passed I through, life’s ocean dropp’d on me, //
nwards, draw us on // // Into the ever-
flowing flow // // And let us fall, and let us grow, // // One thoug
of a single string, our source, // //
flowing in everything, for everything // // in the beginning, in the
ift and shimmer of another river // //
Flowing unbidden from its hidden source; // // The Day-Spring, the et
d this week.  // // Play with that same
flowing vein, // // Running between the knuckles of your // // Ring
yeah, eight.  // // Looking back, it’s
flown by.  On his 13th birthday we had that big party down the pub, //
o the shattered trees // // Like water
flows down drains.  // // If there had been a bird // // No doubt she
you I’d die without you, that our love
flows through me // // Like blood, that I pine for you, and yearn for
with pride // // And ironed shirt that
flows uneasily // // Over the tanning-bed tan that won’t glow healthi
the virginal canvas of the page was the
fluid skill of the masterful mage // // So with a sigh that page surr
table, // // a kestrel is plucking the
flunked corpse: // // discarding the moving-you- // // over-the-face
left swallowing saltwater streams under
fluorescent light.  // // Autumn in Cambridge, and the stars wouldn’t
se and like two young // // Eves, in a
flurry of speckled limbs lobbed apples her way.  // // She spat the pi
// bivalves blew bubbles.  Beneath the
flushed sea-tail, a gleam— // // It was just a small fish.  // //
// the library, the chapel, // // the
fluster of lights // // in windows of work-stale rooms.  // // Steppi
wimming // // awards, your grade three
flute — // // all, all are floating // // through the air and out //
n, stops, waits, pontificates.  Time and
flux goes ahead of him, leaving him in the dust.  He revels joylessly a
is pain // // With wings too heavy to
fly // // Drenched in the love that screamed from my veins // // Wh
their trees, // // Choosing, building,
flying , feeding in the fields, // // Walking, hopping, stirring earth
Beautifully crashing down, // // Life
flying in.  // // Everything I Ever See Was Comin’ Or Goin’ Away.  Same
ucous song:  // // A thousand geese are
flying into night.  // //
in, // // And far away green wings are
flying —is this the poem?  // // In the Marianas, old souls dwell in ro
among our garden’s yields, // // When
flying to their messy, tree-top nests, // // Settling down in comfort
ostalgic adventures // // Of Ryder and
Flyte // // Awestruck Oxonians, // // Transgenerationally, // // Ca
// // In the glaring static of hidden
foamy currents.  // //
hard brown earth.  // // Blurry, out of
focus and unfeeling // // Times, when the suns are this or that // /
uld Have Looked You in the Eyes:  // //
Focus is the hinge // // Between experience and reality that you dang
s cut us off from looking at // // the
focus of her gaze: does he not want // // to tell?  // // This painti
pick up.  // // A camera lens whirs to
focus on a hunched // // Body.  One of the crowd in particular // //
cend.  // // A face has been fixed, and
focuses below, // // yet diurnal as a druid, one drinks from the Sun.
seventy-percent // // Of newly-broken
foetus -leaves // // In the last May bursts of spring.  // // Till now
ranch do both curse spell, // // Where
fog , encoal’d, imbues with cloud our sight, // // Surrounding ev’ry f
est, somewhere near Chester, // // the
fog lights catching great dark shoals // // of rain, algorithmic comp
oo quick, arson— // // under the brown
fog of a winter noon // // Tiresias the stripper’s son // // turns t
know now your real name.  // // I could
fold my shattered wings // // And speak the word too mundane to say /
amed by a serpentine // // mouth; less
folded in your body and scent // // than I was fried by a blast from
it you // // see in my mind’s silvered
folds , and did I // // invite you in do I pretend you are // // stil
snaps shut, // // Creases more, // //
Folds into itself.  // // A cloud steps aside for a second.  // // The
ights guide their journey, // // Light
foliage for their constant “go”.  // // I feel very far from home.  //
hair startles from // // A face in the
foliage , // // Not just the bearded barleycorn // // But a whole fie
abid // // the lame // // looking for
folk answers // // to folk problems // // and finding // // the man
come from the hills // // looking for
folk answers // // to folk problems // // and though they were wrong
old // // the rabid // // looking for
folk answers // // to folk problems // // hoping today // // she’d
has anything to say // // to the poor
folk of Greece.  // // But I’ve always thought // // that there’s som
// looking for folk answers // // to
folk problems // // and finding // // the man // // who came forth
// looking for folk answers // // to
folk problems // // and though they were wrong // // about the girl
// looking for folk answers // // to
folk problems // // hoping today // // she’d speak // // common Gre
id // // for the wisdom // // of poor
folk // // who come from the hills // // looking for folk answers //
// // Crumbling and stuffed with other
folk’s quotations..  // //
name, // // tame linnets nibble for to
follow // // and trade with her their needs, (all fame, // // all ho
— // // there was no chance for her to
follow him.  // // There was a week of waiting while they fought it ou
r with God.  // // And God himself will
follow soon enough; // // A little word so easy to excise // // Anot
gests I need not now despair // // but
follow where, by cute design, // // the wormholes lead, // // I have
ty // // shun.  // // Death’s minstrel
followed this path of destruction to // // find out their instrument,
and Wensleydale // // they passed the
following day.  // // Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, // // and s
nothing // // Until a night of nothing
following that day.  // // Sometimes at night I drift.  // // Small an
like leaves // // In fashion’s autumn,
following this rule.  // // And well they do, for both were classed an
ys.  // // I see it all, like spring it
follows // // All before.  Even now, after all these years apart, //
we begin.  // // After the knife, there
follows the scar, // // and after the scissors, well, that's where we
m fading back now, rocking with wheels’
folly , // // Gliding over crystalline tarmac.  // // The limestone’s
cales, its tales, and its bitter // //
fomenting glory in the great not-me.  // // Way-hey, blow the man down
ut his scheming was built on // // her
fondness for Stilton // // when, sadly, it just made her sneeze.  //
r land.  // // The poor must grow their
food amongst the sand // // Whilst colonists enjoy resplendent views:
Suliman’s pilaf // // is real comfort
food .  But comfort me not // // with apples, nor with pilaf.  I can’t
your fragile form.  // // What kind of
fool deceives himself like this?  // //
rds the left.  // // You’d have to be a
fool to feel bereft // // Because old verse forms rarely see the ligh
either will be satisfied.  // // I am a
fool without wisdom, // // Feeding on borrowed wit.  // // Your voice
doing // // Again.  // // Men are too
foolish to fear you, // // I suppose.  // // I will die here, I think
Clearing // // Miscellanea,
fool’s gold, bric-a-brac, // // bits and pieces, odds and ends, junk,
reafter for elsewhere.  // // Athlete’s
foot , Achilles’ heel, mouth ulcer, // // one for the stomach, two for
er cold.  // // Every step, // // your
foot upon the crust, you think // // ‘This time, it will hold my weig
with heavy grasses.  // // His pointed
foot will break the skein of water; // // I love that bubble-burst ev
y // // I shouted my name at the empty
football pitches // // I muttered my name incessantly in the supermar
d podiatrist next door, // // ‘Eternal
Footman ’, snickers on, // // dribbles in excitement // // licks his
pity wept by the few that can see your
footsteps in the stone.  // // I will die here.  // // I know.  // //
where I once was, the waders team, rich
foraging is // // in their sights—time for a gentler stream.  // // N
my heart with scraps of poetry, // //
Forbidden hopes and shards of mystery.  // // They rustle through me i
ting   the teeth and fingers // // the
forbidden room // // groans and secrets // // and when the time come
welling in the belly    fear // // the
forbidden room // // groans and secrets // // blood! wriggling life!
// and weathered hills, created by some
force // // beyond imagination; and of course // // extracted from m
ask to fight // // And crush this evil
force .  We did appreciate // // Your quiet support, as well as genero
, warm, // // Floating up seemingly by
force ’gainst law // // Of Newton.  Each light-ray does one ice thaw,
awls upon the pavement, // // Bristles
forced to comic angles.  // // A pigeon’s slow, ungainly steps // //
r otherwise encumbered, // // Or maybe
forced to wear something restrictive, // // But that’s not even where
/ Drinking the potions // // The world
forced us // // To drink, potions which // // Were excellent (Minus
g on its sea.  // // The cascade I had ’
fore in-gazed faced me, // // Wide-as-the-horizon, an endless hill.  /
n every reader the poet tries // // To
foreground something strange and new.  // //
Foregrounded // // A starting point of sharp velars // // That cut a
by show no-texture of headrests.  // //
Foreign coin of size of 20p fell from my wallet in stopping taxi, //
ence.  // // Darkened feet tread over a
foreign space // // Which whispers with frustration at its // // Inv
of // // waiting on fronted news, the
foreplay tense, // // the hot slit in a letter, the shriek.  // // I
And the moral of this, as readers will
foresee is that passion is the stuff immortality is made on.  // // No
master, as if it wasn’t there.  // // I
foresee you stripped in your unmaking, // // Of the fatal black suit,
darkest night?  // // To what forgotten
forest are we fell // // And how, so root and branch do both curse sp
way, while night // // brings rumbling
forest drums that cry vanité! // // vanité! tous n’est ce que vanité!
rds yield, // // And all the fruits of
forest , farm, and field // // Are lost forever in the coming dark, //
s happy, really happy.  I was stood in a
forest of pink trees and it would have been perfect, except my skin fe
Fronds and furtive things unfurl while
forest // // palms and fingered trees press tip and taproot // // do
ded tongues // // Master of the hollow
forest , who binds // // The aged with their heart’s desire, the rose
ing the many-coloured earths.  // // In
forests and in open spaces // // there are times // // when the imag
s mingling with the rain // // Could I
foretell the future // // Gazing from a clifftop grave // // Curved
ache of a clear horizon // // Could I
foretell the future // // The wake of light on water // // Curved ac
annoying.  It just comes and goes—we are
forever anxiously on the edge, on the look out; never can we rest and
ug sheets, if ink will stain your hands
forever .  // // Does it wash off, I wonder, does it truly subside and
strange heart // // whose meaning will
forever elude you— // // tell me something else I will not forget.  //
forest, farm, and field // // Are lost
forever in the coming dark, // // Impounded in some Dover Lorry Park.
I hide— // // and you can look for me
forever // // on the passing trains and platforms // // while I //
of that pen most famously tender // //
Forever stained with the Bard’s loving lines, she found herself immort
// Thus the sonnets of Shakespeare will
forevermore consume, the beings, bodies and souls of any given room //
self-grown, // // My practic’d pattern
forged a way its own // // And I, the more I let my way be shown, //
rehendable.  A lash of light // // That
forges , through its surge, the casts of forms— // // Icons for us—of
/ // tell me something else I will not
forget .  // //
// // Chopped up and worn away until I
forget how it sounds when you clear your throat, // // Or the face yo
es we will pray for you, and try not to
forget // // Stockings   spongy carpets   the window clad in lights,
/ // The horizon, I know, won’t let me
forget — // // That is its place, to encroach— // // Everything of wh
my coffee.  // // As much as I tried to
forget , the memories resurfaced in echoes, // // and always I found m
// // So much happens that we miss or
forget , // // waking from dreams of the house in my head, // // that
m glaze the // // pain, till we // //
forget // // your // // name.  // //
be destroyed before it is sent:  // //
forgetting the details won’t be excused, // // and we may read it out
pon my feet // // And say never, never
forgive him // // He knows, he knows what he is doing // // Again.  /
t him who loves thee!  // // Cruel one! 
Forgive me!  // // I know not what I’ve done!  // // This passion!  //
Wayne – you wongaboy – // // since you
forgot to check if I was versed // // in things grammatical, your bub
into meaningless // // serve cold and
forgotten // // Ah what do they know?  // // “The Romans were honest
this, our darkest night?  // // To what
forgotten forest are we fell // // And how, so root and branch do bot
green branches, // // Remembering half-
forgotten lives, // // Are obscured by Middle-Eastern tales.  // // T
st the scattered echoes // // Of long
forgotten lust; // // Dead gods rise and so I // // Dispense with t
ople left the city // // Moved by long
forgotten pity // // For their lovely Prince Dmitry // // Who had cr
ke this moment and fossilise it.  // //
forgotten quotations unpeel from the wall // // glide down.  // //
rth into stalled world.  // // Have you
forgotten the early months of silence?  // // Or does that silence sit
hief strikes) // // again I imagine it
forked by lightening, white above again and // // the blood below.  Pa
Distinct, only, because it looks // //
Forlorn enough to be a threat to // // Something.  // // A cycle of c
// // Its megallanic stream expands to
form // // A Universe of fire.  One second’s past— // // Matter explo
t last, the buried light.  // // Boughs
form an arch, the painting draws you in // // Under its framing fring
light.  // // We studied mass, created
form , // // And looked for no eternal flame.  // // Just passed on fa
rn, I don’t know if I’m here.  // // My
form : beauty induced in smears of paint.  // // Yet in this well-forme
is poem, it was in fairly strict ballad
form —four-line stanzas, three tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed ABAB
, // // How slowly my mind renders his
form .  // // He exists illuminated in slow motion // // And I am drun
hey settle together // // Nestled in a
form I had not meant // // Bringing a message I had not planned // /
// // How miniscule we are, before we
form // // Idea that we have any power to light // // One candle’s
?  // // Pity.  // // Now his sumptuous
form is reduced to two lines, // // They mark the seat of disappointm
e, // // The one who gave him tone and
form // // Is still the guardian of his life // // Is still the keep
// earth.  // // But now // // a new
form of reverence // // is practised in Greece // // the self-confes
eflecting light through perfect diamond
form , // // Shining direct into eachother’s face, // // Beaming an e
ut, like a wingspan // // And feathers
form the funeral parade.  // // A sparrow snatched from flight // //
the marsh, // // Melting into a liquid
form , they blend.  // // A faded wash seemingly moves o’er all; // //
t unending—Ondine.  // // But finding a
form to carve // // to remember you by is hard.  // // It is not that
winds // // a billion random patterns
form —until // // an accidental spiral sequence finds // // that it c
r the world to freeze // // And ice to
form upon the breeze // // And snow to lie upon the lease // // Leav
But I can’t reach or feel your fragile
form .  // // What kind of fool deceives himself like this?  // //
scum.  For us, lost Space and Earth and
form .  // // Within our bubble, Hubble shows the forms // // Of roili
my mother died // // we had the proper
formal funeral.  // // (She had chosen the music for the ceremony //
ing a nosebleed on // // A crisp white
formal shirt, // // And me realising that the method of erasing blood
// // and the magpie says: fairy tales
formally feature // // insufficient details to impart one specific vi
sults embryonically won.  // // Perfect
formation and heartless damnation // // as Paradise offers // // a t
than doing different - // // The half-
formed house // // Of the brain trying to crystallize, but so often f
mears of paint.  // // Yet in this well-
formed image, I’m confirmed.  // // Your mind, your hands!  You stroked
make her a sick sis.  // // When a Hero
formed part of the tribute // // The girl fell for the muscular he-br
d if it’ll happen again.  // // If half-
formed thoughts will drip // // From the lips of this voice // // Li
e bruises, existing as echoes // // of
former pain written across me, transforming the body’s blank page.  //
s simply nothing to connect you to your
former self but the concentric rings that signify your age— // // Mea
ited, blooming with the taint // // Of
former stages of my seven skins; // // A chronicle of past unbuttonin
vening light.  // // Slanting lines are
forming , breaking, forming // // ordered chaos with a raucous song:  /
but of your fine // // bones, feather-
forming in the fast- // // ness of your mother’s side.  And now, at la
/ Slanting lines are forming, breaking,
forming // // ordered chaos with a raucous song:  // // A thousand ge
d it starts to snow.  // // A snowdrift
forms against the wire brush // // of David’s thick black hair, // /
show // // Where their quick-stirring
forms are flickering.  // // We watch and hold each other’s hands till
forges, through its surge, the casts of
forms — // // Icons for us—of weighed and measured mass // // Ten bil
// // Of telephonic hygiene?  It never
forms // // Intelligence, to burn a gem-like flame.  // // If you are
theory for this open sore:  // // Verse
forms , like fashions, fit the time they fix— // // You can’t revive a
// Within our bubble, Hubble shows the
forms // // Of roiling supernovae; helium flame // // From Alpha Cae
ir is a lustrous shadow cast by earthly
forms of that abyssal goddess.  // // ’Tis pity he’s a bore.  // // Ho
r you by is hard.  // // It is not that
forms or words // // are fixed, but that they slip // // and meanin
to feel bereft // // Because old verse
forms rarely see the light // // The truth is that they’re dead becau
e to remember the names of the metrical
forms , // // So easy to learn.  // // I digress.  // // I always digr
u these words // // Were nature, these
forms so often taught that you could // // chat in verse, speak in po
ok around the wood, // // The ghoulish
form’s tear in the air re-sewn // // So through it dancing branches f
in d’amour?  // // And had Hamlet said ‘
Forsooth , I must punish my uncle’s transgression but feta or parmesan
finding // // the man // // who came
forth // // from the earth // // had something to say // // that wa
/ // vainglorious hope they’ll trumpet
forth your K.  // // So when the silver thief (who always came // //
el:  // // Embroideries and rhymes were
fortune’s perk— // // They advertised who wasn’t made for work.  // /
e a minute.  // // At the slow end of a
forty day fast // // unpeel the digits from your onion fist // // an
y-Five // // Untimely winds in sixteen
forty -five // // Blow through the windows, wake the paper rose.  // /
/ // Once print, now prayer—in sixteen
forty -five // // Fends between adversaries.  Old tongues, // // Grown
gues // // Who in the fires of sixteen
forty -five // // Found prophesy fulfilled.  Their writing binds // //
xagram // // Is riven oak, for sixteen
forty -five // // Has purged the kingdom, and its men, with fire.  //
agram: the Tudor rose // // Of sixteen
forty -five unfolds its fire- // // Tongued text: this warfare is the
ire // // Contend for right in sixteen
forty -five— // // Until the Lord of Liberty arose // // And drew the
Sixteen
Forty -Five // // Untimely winds in sixteen forty-five // // Blow thr
een my synapses.  In all six hundred and
forty muscles, and all ten toes.  But the moon saved me— // //  
Interval // // There is a
forty -one year tale to tell // // —could I but find the words to make
the cold outside.  // // (But that was
forty years ago // // —these days his hair is white all through.) //
/ // …The anticipated ending stretches
forward , dripping hungrily on the path // // Like rain.  Staining ston
/ In the meat-market, wearing each step
forward // // Into last night’s night I cut // // Myself with famili
And don’t go sharp— // // And onwards,
forwards , into the heart, // // And now we let our voices rise // //
/ // and find myself in wooded Janet’s
Foss .  // // Upstream again to clamber Gordale Scar // // and rest, a
.  // // I want to take this moment and
fossilise it. // // forgotten quotations unpeel from the wall // //
// scarf waving like a distress signal—
fossilised .  The camera light // // flashed seconds before waves flood
A trifle(with double cream) // // Dr
Foster went to Gloucester // // for a summer spin— // // and liked a
from the smug graffiti-writing reader:  ‘
Foucault !’, // // ‘evolution’, ‘what?’, or ‘no!’.  Now they’re wordles
as an epic cause the Greeks and Trojans
fought for, instead of finlandia swiss, gubbeen and brin d’amour?  //
There was a week of waiting while they
fought it out.  // // There was a lull— // // But he was dead:  // //
wilder moor.  // // The treasures to be
found along my path // // are elemental: water, sky and earth // //
light // // was caught.  After time we
found coffee and wine, // // a waiter who looked like a brother, and
lled himself Woody, // // And promptly
found fame.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Christopher Isherwood //
l rise with flaming hair, // // Having
found grace at last in the depths of your lair.  // // She’ll stone yo
ained with the Bard’s loving lines, she
found herself immortalised.  // // If Chesterton had been present woul
hingOn the Huntingdon Road.  // // They
found him, petrified, // // Frozen in flight on tarmac soar // // No
d.  // // A finer example will never be
found .  // // His talents astound:  // // Listen // // to // // His
// expresses change.  Some variant has
found // // how good sex is—to mix the genes around.  // // The plant
I be lost in Venus, // // Could you be
found in Mars, // // Then I might search your tender wounds // // An
ithout hands.  // // But serene pain is
found in the effort to learn to relinquish, // // To let go of leaden
iness again, // // Lost in bottles and
found , // // In your uneven smile, sharp teeth, // // Your voice, I
Jane // // A crown gall, // // they
found it indide her body.  // // I imagined its cross section like a b
surfaced in echoes, // // and always I
found myself staring at the sea.  Waking, sleeping, dreaming.  // // I
// // Consider, no reason on which to
found // // Our release from this human pound.  // //
the fires of sixteen forty-five // //
Found prophesy fulfilled.  Their writing binds // // Past with present
y bind and loose, they find and are not
found .  // // Re-call the river-tongues from Alph to Styx, // // summ
ls blisters the feet // // Just when I
found them again // // In the meat-market, wearing each step forward
objects are his household gods, // //
Found tokens of her whiter soul, // // Icons for his orphaned heart,
y preconceptions that pretend to be the
foundation of things.  ‘Reality’ is clean, simple and purely luminous. 
Dimming // //
Four bare feet in the wet grass; he and she, // // Having abandoned t
rawing-master.  // // He lives a quiet,
four -cornered life, // // Polite, determined, and remote— // // His
, with champagne on the nightstand, and
four dozen roses I once destroyed.  I’m up in the woods, now. it’s good
em, it was in fairly strict ballad form—
four -line stanzas, three tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed ABAB.  Ho
arp with the earth’s slow // // Bleed,
four nights till it sheds // // Its shadow to bloom // // In the vas
lemon-yellow suns, // // and, picking
four of the brightest ripest ones, // // takes yard eggs, flour, frui
across from me, on those // // Special
four -seater sections (extra legroom).  // // Framed by filtering sun,
n effort // // and make her proud; and
four wax-white earplugs // // in case one snored too loud.  Two bashe
nside.  // // Feel the air.  Turn in the
four winds.  Broadcast the secret // // to earth, as far away as it wi
ind of wound, // // Kid: you’re twenty-
four years old.  // // Get over it.  You swim or you drown, // // Kid.
he regime that I’m under:  // // Meals: 
fourteen a year—all frozen (by fear)— // // But the service gets slow
ce.  Omnipotence,’ // // Augmenting the
fourth line with discordant violence.  // // The angel-song, the music
face.  // // His only keepers were the
fox , // // Crouching in the purple phlox, // // The hare whose eyes
but falls fallow?  // // Go hungry dear
fox // // Do not bloody my door, there // // Is nothing for you //
n is draining.) // // The quick, brown
fox sticks his hot sharp stink in ones and zeroes.  // // We are bugge
aramount, the universal word, a thrifty
fox -thought, golden delighted kept at bay from the quiet and rustling
opped, uncivil Samson binds // // Five
foxes , brush to brush, a hexagram // // Of blazing damage.  Kinship, t
waking early, I observed // // open-a-
fraction doors, down the corridors, sent shivers of sunlight in criss-
…  // // But I can’t reach or feel your
fragile form.  // // What kind of fool deceives himself like this?  //
kly flame // // And peer.  Myopic view,
fragmented past // // And impotent.  Neutrino looks on Mass.  // // So
all the bits that it had missed:  // //
fragments around the edges of the blaze.  // // Even now, // // I fee
any spears on bare toes, // // And the
fragments that get stuck to my clothes.  // // I taste the jigsaw crea
in, she finds a tree // // ablaze with
fragrant lemon-yellow suns, // // and, picking four of the brightest
words to life, // // age only antique,
frailty perceivable only // // by sight.  For you these words // // W
/ // Coffee-stained plastic floor, its
frailty tuned by too bright, // // White-gold light, suspending patte
is dripping blood // // And an empty
frame .  // //
—does he know what it is she sees?  The
frame // // he chose has cut us off from looking at // // the focus
October seeps through // // the window
frame .  The city is a puddle of glistening yellow and grey, // // and
Brian Blessed // // Squeezed into the
frame , the dusty sepia.  // // We are terrified of what the beard migh
s, // // a green silk veil against her
frame , // // the sedge, the princes’ steeds lie fallow, // // la bel
ing branches from roots grown // // Do
frame the stars, suspended, understood // // By me, who gapes up from
// a square around your face // // to
frame .  These are sharp // // scissors, new scissors: // // no stone
use, // // I stand motionless within a
frame .  Wading fearlessly through // // the cold receding sea, with ha
some distant point outside the picture
frame .  // // What does she see?  Is there something there?  // // Som
to observer, // // My gallery of waves
framed behind glass.  // // And I gaze too // // At frozen events, pa
er my own wing, // // and more an egg,
framed by a serpentine // // mouth; less folded in your body and scen
seater sections (extra legroom).  // //
Framed by filtering sun, picking your lip.  // // You’ve handed me bac
The curly script of a generation // //
Framed by the dusty yellow // // Of that marvellous invention, // //
wings clipped, // // Clipped wires and
frames , // // Circuit mid-flight shorted.  // // I am unsullied by th
painting draws you in // // Under its
framing fringe of rich green leaves, // // Beyond the music of the s
t like that.  // // I mean, sure, to be
frank , part of me’s always wondered // // What it might be like to be
rs, Racing To Nowhere // // And you’re
frantic - no record seems to fit the air, // // And down, way down in
ldhood too // // When my eyes searched
frantically , // // blotted with beads of light, // // for shadowed g
the beauties and kitchen ovens for the
fraught , // // She’ll sell the pearls in her mouth, the gold on her h
roiling now for more // // than three
fraught years – with bitterness and bile // // sieved through our sha
// // to find a way.  // // The final
fray // // remains in memory, for good or ill, // // another day.  //
round.  // // Fresh as the day although
freckled and browned // // And frowned.  // // With the royal standar
emain, I must be heard // // I must be
free .  A timed renaissance, I // // Must change my heart, must build m
contrast.  It seemed // // So pure and
free , and // // Yet we deemed // // It far beyond the realm // // O
// when all I’d ever wanted was to be
free // // from any of the associated risks and hazards.  // // You s
less in cutting off waste!  // // Fairy-
free gardens have as many colour purples raining; // // Bet we can ma
lean.  // // I am the moon-child broken
free , // // Losing mother and maternity.  // //
es from the tale-tree lifted, swift and
free , // // shining, re-combining in their dance // // the genesis o
// // It’s open and adaptive and it’s
free :  // // The dodo royals are dragged about the town // // And rhy
ause it is never not there.  // // Feel
free to argue with me.  // // At least when you read me I’m not there
just another tyrant’s coat.  // // So,
free verse, then, seems fittest to survive.  // // It’s democratic, st
nd keeps me earthed, but, if I could be
free // // You know there’s nothing that I’d rather wear // // Than
way // // With silly notions // // Of
freedom and equality, // // Drinking the potions // // The world for
and panting // // they dream of their
freedom , // // of succulent grass // // on the heights of Gwyngachu.
to each thought // // That strides in
freedom on an edge // // Between idea and infinite beyond.  // //
// of You.  // // 6.  // // Let It come
freely , and look what nonsense it writes!  How it is determined by soun
// Hot.  // // Too hot.  // // Delirium
freely falls around my head, // // Tuxedoed and awaiting recognition
trees // // He waited for the world to
freeze // // And ice to form upon the breeze // // And snow to lie u
until hardened into rock // // third,
freeze for centuries until // // crystallized into meaningless // //
Joy Ride // // // // Oh, and to
freeze this: // // you with your hair cut day-short, // // blowing a
// From the cold wind on a bench on a
freezing night, // // because let’s not go home just yet, all right? 
bring out the Brie, // // The precious
freight that crossed the sundering sea, // // For soon we leave that
it would feed even Tantalus.  // // The
frequent sticky thrill of that first bite of fruit // // While proppe
ne // // so that, by painted mouth and
fresco eyes, // // I had to show what I wanted so to tell.  // //
Where it stinks.  I’d give gold for some
fresh air.  // // I can see that I’m one of the wonders, // // Can’t
ak from his scalp to the ground.  // //
Fresh as the day although freckled and browned // // And frowned.  //
r’, ‘exhilaration’ ‘beating heart’ and ’
fresh blood’.  This reality is primitive, musical, and Dionysiac.  Natur
hall not sever hydra stalks for fear of
fresh // // blooms: already one says: “mankind cannot // // bear ver
Wednesday // // Another day of
fresh cigarette burns, // // not failing to hit the side of a barn //
rom under you.  // // You look so nice: 
fresh -dressed and still warm from // // Your bath—calm as the sun’s u
mehow knowing, // // Somehow wisdom in
fresh eyes showing.  // // Somehow you fill your name already, // //
when he chose to cajole her // // with
fresh Gorgonzola … // // but the thing is, she so rarely ate it.  //
salvation and sunshine and the smell of
fresh grass with Him.  // // So I’ll just sit and stare, silent, and y
n nothing but the shiver // // of your
fresh skimmer’s // // river-hewn back.  Now bend…  // // It hums // /
ss of no-brand car’s back seats.  // //
Fresheners ’ smell is the only thing we can see, // // Gray street lam
he what, water?  Why would aquarium be a
freshers ’ event?  // // You’re not annoyed at the fish.  // // Anyways
be guests.  // // The page, like linen
freshly laid for tea, // // Bid hieratic welcome to those gods, // /
// // Because this is my fantasy, and
Freud said you’re everyone in your dreams.  // // Of course I’ll conti
y Walts do we see in Market Square on a
Friday night?  // // We distrust this facial hair perhaps, or what it
n your body and scent // // than I was
fried by a blast from your snout.  // //
ether or your man’s flesh // // flash-
fried , seasoned, laid out, sprinkled with ash.  // //
but as yet unsigned.  // // Will my new
friend accept that I mix with you lot // // Just as much for detectio
find a bunch of flowers for a suffering
friend // // —cancer, poor dear, we’ll keep her in our prayers— // /
ade— // // and suited too.  // // That
friend he’d picked // // —his tasseled hat // // and pink cravat— //
one more.  // // Now it happens my old
friend is crowned mayor of London, he // // goes by the rubrik of Bor
too, // // The past and custom are no
friend of ours.  // // Yet in determination progress flowers— // // A
Wednesday Evening // // Brought my new
friend to the Poetry Group // // To sit on a sofa, our fingers entwin
panic hall where I’m confined // // My
friends have piled up eight or nine // // Close-written sheets, but a
ing cloud // // more meetings with old
friends // // more talks, more silences // // more sleeps, more slee
d the weather // // change // // like
friends with time.’  // // Everything’s easy.  // // It slips like oil
/ Orange dew drop, // // Promising and
frightening and // // Does anyone notice that I’m staring?  // // Pit
Frighteningly Inert // // Adrift on waters // // Stagnant, charged,
g draws you in // // Under its framing
fringe of rich green leaves, // // Beyond the music of the shepherde
ked her bags, // // and hung her quiet
fripperies // // between the places where I laid my head.  // // In t
u tried to control them, restrict their
frivolous dance, and escape from their transcendental intrusion, // /
And as we watch, our souls dart to and
fro // // Between the lights of speech and depths below, // // The s
er in, the darkness is absolute.  // //
Fronds and furtive things unfurl while forest // // palms and fingere
use.  // // If I can only reach the red
front door, porridge warm with honey // // sits upon the stove, and m
r we ranged // // Behind, but never in
front .  // // It seemed a constant battle to // // Conform, a crime t
uit, striped tie // // Marching to the
front line, clutching our briefcases // // Like the paperwork holds t
te poem) // // After the chip from the
front of your grin, // // we'll make you a new one of china and tin. 
ppear // // Recycled as the morning’s
front -page news, // // And we—we turn it over so you will not see.  /
ic-size family, // // Cramped into the
front room // // Like chestnuts in an oven.  // // Bums ache on floor
eam: // // my index finger extended in
front , walking in a straight line, tied to the inexorability of pace a
// Another having naught but shop door
front , // // Who shivers cold in sleeping bag at night // // Looks i
past the wee hours of // // waiting on
fronted news, the foreplay tense, // // the hot slit in a letter, the
// The door of the south, // // Where
frontiersmen stand and watch // // Elbowed dog-wise against the rumou
// moonlight // // brings to an autumn
frost . // // 1am, and Woodlands court // // is the same as it always
is old now] // // My face is old now,
frost and snow // // Crustate my hairs and eyebrows, a great flow //
ned a whole new shade of wet.  // // My
Frost -bit ears resound with words I know.  // // (How many miles to go
HERE IN THIS PLACE // // black // //
frost // // black // // sky // // wet stones // // skittering onto
to melt // // the topmost layer.  The
frost returns // // to make a crust.  The next two months // // are
// Until my shame hangs, heavy, in the
frosted air.  // // A mile away, the ideal me, // // A little less wa
minutes.  // // The patterns the night
frosted on car windows // // will be water and unremarkable in the mo
lthough freckled and browned // // And
frowned .  // // With the royal standard let him be crowned.  // // He’
Away dropp’d loosen hairs, my sweat it
froze // // And fell, and dropp’d beneath, pass’d ’neath my toes //
nder:  // // Meals: fourteen a year—all
frozen (by fear)— // // But the service gets slow when it blunders //
glass.  // // And I gaze too // // At
frozen events, pale memory, // // Pendant in silicon amber.  // // Pl
/ // They found him, petrified, // //
Frozen in flight on tarmac soar // // No scar or battle wound, // //
reality that you dangle me from.  // //
Frozen winches and stays– // // I never earnestly looked at you // /
nd // // Grow branching thoughts, bear
fruit .  // // A song // // Where birds once chorused a dew bright daw
/ // And curve of colour on the golden
fruit …  // // All buried in the rubble of your fall.  // // Walk throu
d cherry, and plum // // Be bearers of
fruit and cheerers of hearts— // // And a cheer for you, inkcap, and
d or broken, // // When will they bear
fruit ?  // // Each spent page something taken // // For something to
ditions of tree climbing delight // //
Fruit eating and the inevitably ripped clothes.  // // Or does the man
solitarily stand // // Still constant,
fruit -laden, generous and sun-browned // // Golden, swollen mangoes u
st ones, // // takes yard eggs, flour,
fruit of the citronnier // // and bakes a tarte au citron meringuée. 
may perhaps be comforting // // as any
fruit , though Suliman’s pilaf // // is real comfort food.  But comfor
// // But then to the ground fell the
fruit to me, // // That kept the words so secretly.  // //
A Song for the Planting of
Fruit Trees // // We sing waes hael, waes hael, hurrah! hurrah!  // /
ent sticky thrill of that first bite of
fruit // // While propped against the tree trunk, kept cool in the sh
and bow themselves // // To bless the
fruitful earth from whence they spring.  // // These colours seem to f
er // // And through the fall of every
fruiting time.  // // Journey through the pictures packed like loam, /
g to my five- // // year infant guilt. 
Fruitless to plead my case // // into that microphone I could not rea
a drink for you, fungus, and your magic
fruits — // // And so to the magic of day and of dark // // We’ll sin
e’s vineyards yield, // // And all the
fruits of forest, farm, and field // // Are lost forever in the comin
oreign space // // Which whispers with
frustration at its // // Invasion.  // // A loop of stern faces aroun
figureless, grey and distant, // // My
frustration , ever building, swelling, // // Oozing towards the battle
laces in my shoes, // // Increasing in
frustration exponentially (I think that’s the one), // // Every time
es swim in packs, and I’m thinking, the
fuck will they do if they catch the what, water?  Why would aquarium be
magpie on the road. // // like, a big
fucking magpie. // // and this magpie says: can you help me? // // a
// // Striped with trust, meaningless
fucks and love celestial.  // // Two-faced words incarnate, bastard br
t on, // // we generated quantities of
fuel // // and built a roaring blaze.  Then late into the night // /
Fugue by water // // The heart trips and is under way // // A harbou
ry heat; // // Memory lost in the wine-
fugue , the beautiful // // Give themselves to pleasure, and are alone
ixteen forty-five // // Found prophesy
fulfilled .  Their writing binds // // Past with present: a poet’s hexa
e’re all at my gran’s house, // // The
full , Catholic-size family, // // Cramped into the front room // //
nilly-willy their horns reap // // the
full cornucopia, // // gamboling gluttonous // // through the waft f
r // // through box and holly grown to
full maturity // // to an iron-gated pointed arch // // piercing the
s progress” and is “bland,” // // But,
full of energy and youth, I choose // // Our dialect, sweet sister of
reat big massive enormous wide universe
full of galaxies and black holes and stars // // makes no sound // /
into time.  // // And when the heart is
full of quietness // // Begin the song exactly where you are.  // //
moored boat runs a wake: time to gush
full spate.  // // Now my headlong dash abates—where I once was, the w
time for times past.  // // So the half-
full tin of strawberry mints // // must mean a sentry asleep at the p
i // // Look at you—born of halves and
fulls , // // Born of earth into stalled world.  // // Have you forgot
many candidates not able to understand
fully the situation being studied.  A large proportion of candidates on
Starting in A going to B.  // // Words
fumble along the way, // // From there to here, // // Ringing in my
mock // // him in island schools now,
fumbling for the East Indies like one who // // couldn’t find his hat
, dispossessed // // by our ramshackle
fumbling // // with phonemes, come tumbling // // back across the pa
door there only swept a gust // // Of
fumes and dust and waste, and she was left a- // // mid the disappoin
ough.  // // I’ll give it some taxpayer
funding , and get old saint // // George of the Chancel to throw in so
, // // And laugh as they invest their
funds elsewhere.  // // The lights are going out, drain one more glass
he third years saw // // They had just
funds enough to pay and brought you here.  // // Three X-rays and a CA
a wingspan // // And feathers form the
funeral parade.  // // A sparrow snatched from flight // // With whee
etely understand why people have // //
funeral pyres.) Later we scatter the ashes // // in a wild part of t
, to that rusty field // // Where your
funeral pyres still burn, // // Silently roaring // // In a late sum
er died // // we had the proper formal
funeral .  // // (She had chosen the music for the ceremony // // —a S
I can’t do, // // That I don’t have a
funeral suit, // // And only one pair of black shoes, // // And who’
in the glossy blackness // // Of Dad’s
funereal car.  // // Later, unpacking, // // I find a history— // //
brittlegill // // And a drink for you,
fungus , and your magic fruits— // // And so to the magic of day and o
sprouts, like damp, decant- // // ing
fungus .  Brutish, British, you’re out of // // step with happiness.  Yo
/ Autobiographies, // // Loved for his
funny // // As well as his Kind.  // // Higgledy Piggledy // // Brid
cold-blooded rage.  // // (Nothing too
funny here, // // Uxoricidally, // // Just that his name // // Scan
Unmaking // // Neither
fur , feathers nor scales ever clad // // A perfectly honed piece of m
Drink and be merry // //
Fur     fire    and we are safe against the cold, cold night // // dr
ones and Cartilage has shown // // the
furcula might prove a midline split // // in this revision one makes
Furcula // // // Trading futures on the wishing bone // // clavicle
ame.  // // To measure scale for such a
furious flame?  // // Dark Matter reels.  Imagine it just passed, //
t want to really feel.  // // Un-pause. 
Furl my sparrow wings poised at the precipice and reel // // Back to
my father, labouring before // // The
furnaces by night and day—for me.  // // Now my achievement’s lauded a
arded husk // // And seeds fall to the
furrow , // // Amidst the tympanum, // // Hard by the rood-screen her
ng, // // And our new-born argument is
furrowing your brow, // // So I glance instead at your mirror, // //
wild-eyed and woolly, // // pent in a
furry fury // // at the nilherd’s final demands, // // stamp in a sw
d lips and glasses, // // teabags gone
furry in the heat, // // an empty bookshelf // // what remains // /
/ // And his skin demarcates the Sun’s
furthest edge.  // // His hair is a lustrous shadow cast by earthly fo
darkness is absolute.  // // Fronds and
furtive things unfurl while forest // // palms and fingered trees pre
eyed and woolly, // // pent in a furry
fury // // at the nilherd’s final demands, // // stamp in a sweep to
ge is coming near.  // // Not the blind
fury // // With the abhorred shears // // But this is what I fear; /
es on the wishing bone // // clavicles
fuse in birds’ ancestral night // // in this revision one and one mak
is their Balaclava – // // heroic but
futile , // // impetuous thunder // // and ultimate payment.  // // P
aces // // And her, sobbing, while our
future drains away.  // // She stands, hunched and weary, too tired //
th the rain // // Could I foretell the
future // // Gazing from a clifftop grave // // Curved ache of a cle
ed in lock-step // // To that glorious
future , // // His likeness glimmering // // On coarse woollen lapels
to the waiting clay; // // Telling the
future his signature flaw.  // // Creation stutters through faltering
t // // will last and last, // // the
future is fast disappearing.  // //
h I’ll never hear because I feel // //
future lights heating, burning brighter now // // that her kerosene e
tching now, // // And spare myself the
future pain.  // // But hindsight is always wise, // // Whereas such
he clutched it and simpered.  // // The
future seemed rosy— // // To her, a State Secretary // // Eyeless fo
ear horizon // // Could I foretell the
future // // The wake of light on water // // Curved ache of a clear
night as you wrap up warm with worn-out
future thoughts, // // Of poems half-remembered, long ago destinies r
ve of modern flight // // now trade in
futures on the wishing bone // // and flocks of starlings, sparrows,
reaks upon the night // // we trade in
futures on the wishing bone // // and learn too late that one and one
Furcula // // // Trading
futures on the wishing bone // // clavicles fuse in birds’ ancestral
post-Jurassic flight // // to trade in
futures on the wishing bone // // Hall in Bones and Cartilage has sho