The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

This concordance provides an index to every word in the poems, excluding a list of common "stopwords".  It may be useful in finding a half-remembered poem, and perhaps in looking at the usage of words in the poems as a whole.  It will be readable only on a large screen.

L

fter // // producing six of us.  // //
L -shaped the house; enclosed within its arms // // a walled garden, l
she gifts them in return a rose, // //
la belle dame.  // //
the princes’ steeds lie fallow, // //
la belle dame.  // // In thrall to notions of her name, // // tame li
La Belle Dame // // La belle dame shivers in the shadows, // // a gr
La Belle Dame // //
La belle dame shivers in the shadows, // // a green silk veil against
// // three recipes for Prometheus (a
Kafka) // // first, secure firmly to large rock, add eagle and ser
is true, // // « Quand la sage montre
la Lune, l’imbécile regarde son doigt.  » // // // // Point A.  Point
// What we say is true, // // « Quand
la sage montre la Lune, l’imbécile regarde son doigt.  » // // // //
e // // nature’s glory.  He renamed you
La Trinitaria, holy // // Trinity, and then conquered and claimed you
// state His glory.  This land I name,
La Trinitaria, holy // // Trinity.  Let’s alight now and claim her in
La Trinitaria // // ONE // // Columbus was the beginning, caravels
(Girton student 1880s) // // builds a
lab in her garden // // in Reigate, on her way to // // recognition,
irton College 1913).  // // The Reigate
lab , of course // // has a source // // of pure water: a still.  //
easide semi.  // // Each item carefully
labelled // // With owner and origin immortalized // // In scratchy
e woollen lapels // // As proof of our
labour .  // // After the red dust had settled // // (at least for a w
e,” etc.  // // To some other wide-eyed
labour -eager chosen one // // I shall leave this garden instructionle
ue austerity; // // Just so my father,
labouring before // // The furnaces by night and day—for me.  // // N
n set fire to // // the produce of our
labours .  // // A box or holly root, smouldering slowly, // // will b
in crinkled shirts, // // A break from
labs and analysing dirts; // // A break from hoping father just would
ion.  // // The sequel was building the
labyrinth // // To conceal where that big baby hybrid is, // // Whos
// // the city ragged like old // //
lace , all behind us.  // // Your jeans were rusty // // red, too shor
/ // to drain the chains of pools that
lace the spreading sands and soft mudflats: time to // // gather pac
e you can’t wear quirky May Ball maroon-
laced shoes // // To bury your mother.  // // And me realising there’
lope down towards // // A still canal,
laced with rust that blooms // // From old fashioned, swan-necked cyc
// And who’s going to help me put new
laces in, // // Because you can’t wear quirky May Ball maroon-laced s
as him trying to teach me to change the
laces in my shoes, // // Increasing in frustration exponentially (I t
perfect brew’d.  My bones grow Ache and
Lack ; // // But drown’d out is their path—it floats adrift.  // // Th
g show tunes to test my voice // // Or
lack thereof, because there isn’t anything worse // // Than boredom. 
I keep remembering.  // // Maybe it’s a
lacuna of my // // sleepless mind, // // Or a sly’d promise of the /
angling by such slender stalks from its
laden boughs.  // // We were so young when we smoothed the bark with o
rily stand // // Still constant, fruit-
laden , generous and sun-browned // // Golden, swollen mangoes unpicke
/ // and people come in, // // binbag-
laden // // with mum’s blouses, // // dad’s old shirts and trousers,
Troubled waters // // The good
Lady Lumley is pondering glumly.  “I // // need a new project to keep
by a mother-serpent // // from an egg
laid by a too-proud rooster // // twisted copper about a girl’s wrist
ts.  // // The page, like linen freshly
laid for tea, // // Bid hieratic welcome to those gods, // // Or gho
eries // // between the places where I
laid my head.  // // In the prehistoric, melting dawn, // // stretche
n’s flesh // // flash-fried, seasoned,
laid out, sprinkled with ash.  // //
und grace at last in the depths of your
lair .  // // She’ll stone you back // // Without a care.  // //
a desert-plain, // // The pitch-white
lake bed bare of life, // // All mountains and hills around, // // N
paint // // Shouts the gunshot on the
lake // // But the things that heaven takes, // // Human things that
                        near Finnegan’s
Lake            riverrun, past Eve’s and Adam’s // // sins of the son
He who made the
Lamb // // Columbo-standard, // // Crouching cold-nose, // // Eyes
Fat boar bubbling in oil spit, and the
lamb is bled // // drink! to winter! and be merry. // // joy, pride
the feeble // // the rabid // // the
lame // // looking for folk answers // // to folk problems // // an
ater // // Things, and left our brains
lame , // // Reduced to an inability to cater // // For our inner sel
s, with a hateful maggot’s mind.  // //
Lame understanding wretch who thinks rhymes wrench’t // // sufficiént
the hundrum: // // you watching and I,
lamely , pretending // // to read.  Then you were bending // // your m
the windmill’s
lament —a short play // // O, // // MUST i keep on going round in //
/ will be burnt to the sound of a piped
lament .  // // The manager wouldn’t deal with the mail // // and was
Diorama // // Sheets of water
laminate the windows // // as if to reverse // // the myth of glass,
ly thing we can see, // // Gray street
lamps passing by show no-texture of headrests.  // // Foreign coin of
mmer spin— // // and liked a lass from
Lancashire ; // // so milk-white was her skin.  // // In Cheddar Gorge
// // Our dialect, sweet sister of our
land .  // //
in Portugal, but when land (oh finally,
land !) bid their seek- // // ing end, Portugal could only tip its hat
// // you should’ve written The Waste
Land first time round Nickerson.  // //
ain praise // // state His glory.  This
land I name, La Trinitaria, holy // // Trinity.  Let’s alight now and
t far off off-shore // // Close to the
land , I open my maw // // to the ocean:  I have no feet.  There’ll be t
rp to sign the paper, // // Cleave the
land .  // // In a time of dates that rot from inside out // // And wi
shed round // // a sun-warmed pillowed
land of // // South Georgia sunsets, and // // bougainvillea blooms;
ew laws and a people dead.  // // Ieri-
Land of the Hummingbird, give no thanks for majesty // // or those th
y mock- // // ed in Portugal, but when
land (oh finally, land!) bid their seek- // // ing end, Portugal coul
ious or Virtuous?  // // Metallic disks
land on a surface // // Causing a sound more recognisable // // Than
// // Our dialect, sweet sister of our
land .  // // Our learning is denied at your command.  // // They are n
// // Our dialect, sweet sister of our
land .  // // The poor must grow their food amongst the sand // // Whi
// // Our dialect, sweet sister of our
land .  // // When you dismiss my bitter words offhand, // // Both you
in the mind // // Of every thinker it
lands upon, // // Contrasting gentle with the strong // // Emotions
d air.  // // Our viewing of the cinema
landscape in that filthy glass // // Will only pause briefly, // //
s around, // // Nothing living in this
landscape // // Save mustangs high up in the hills.  // // Surely a t
uld feel its assault, maybe // // This
landscape wouldn’t remind me of you.  // // Faith, as delicate as I, c
// Icarus, spread-eagled in the cycling
lane .  // // With borrowed wings a hedgehog // // Sprawls upon the pa
it rounds Hyde Park, // // Down border-
lanes , and further west // // Leaves and scraps of paper cluster //
hool.  Wandering out along the darkening
lanes we went to cross the river, black and cruel.  This city now extin
o name, it exists, it shines outside of
language and concept.  // // 2.  // // After a little while, looking i
Envoy // // // Oppression’s
language does not understand, // // For in the name of Mammon, you st
ds you make me use:  // // Oppression’s
language does not understand.  // // Hear!  Our songs of love, our live
everything to lose.  // // Oppression’s
language does not understand // // Our dialect, sweet sister of our l
resplendent views:  // // Oppression’s
language does not understand.  // // You claim it “impedes progress” a
edium of their work.  // // We drink in
language with our mothers milk // // But poets curdle words until the
differenT // // they prefer to sing in
languages they cannot speak, // // their tongues dancing // // their
do you // // understand Karagiozis the
lantern // // behind a stretched sheet, can you feel the rods // //
// high on your bristling Harris Tweed
lapel .  // // The smell of disappointment and of smoke.  // // Your (s
ess glimmering // // On coarse woollen
lapels // // As proof of our labour.  // // After the red dust had se
armth of the fire, // // listen to the
lapping of the water, // // and gaze into space.  // // We have the s
h on arms of chairs, // // Settle into
laps of relatives.  // // Fields of Athenry tails off, // // (Too slo
ath // // Old man sits bespectacled in
laptop moth-light.  Rendered absurd— // // warmed by un-canned laughte
mage of what I ought to be // // Looms
large as the pack move on.  // //
but fire).  // // See this: // // the
large , dilapidated country house // // that is my mother’s next big v
nd fully the situation being studied.  A
large proportion of candidates only attempted the first part and were
á Kafka) // // first, secure firmly to
large rock, add eagle and serve hot liver with vengeance // // second
small, // // And yet, // // Much too
large to fit inside your head.  // // You want to escape // // But yo
A loop of stern faces around a desk too
large // // To make contact with anything other than // // Words.  Ea
or hackney cab:  // // ‘That one is too
large , too small, cut close or not at all; // // This one here too gi
ings and the whale, // // You were the
lark and yours the song // // I sang in jail.  // // Give me some tim
sharp and Geoffrey Hill is sour // //
Larkin ascerbic, Tennyson has power // // (But only late at night, ta
ave singing // // to the rib-dark sky,
larking my demiurge.  // // Give me some time // // You were the sea,
has passed // // The comprehendable.  A
lash of light // // That forges, through its surge, the casts of form
inging slash and singing pain // // Of
lashes ; a thorn halo hallows your head, // // Vice-like; your pierced
sea, you the surge, // // You were the
lashings and the whale, // // You were the lark and yours the song //
ain of the wave-thick // // tentacular
lashings at surge; // // and I in my belly cave singing // // to the
/ for a summer spin— // // and liked a
lass from Lancashire; // // so milk-white was her skin.  // // In Che
our shiny new lives, however long they
last .  // //
appy now.  // // Success comes sweet at
last .  // // All I want to do is cut you up.  // // My hands snip snip
// // that while the past // // will
last and last, // // the future is fast disappearing.  // //
grace.  // // And then he breathed his
last blue breath // // And left it in the shining air // // And left
w // // I can see the evening’s // //
last blue twilight, // // pressed between // // stormclouds like a f
o the note stays unfinished.  // // One
last breath drawn, shakily, then I end something // // For the first
// // like a sponge-print.  // // The
last breath out is the first to be drawn.  // // Under the window, on
to drain // // away from you, in those
last days of pain, // // another summer, home in Camberwell.  // // B
sunken armchair left // // Empty since
last December, // // Just over twelve months now.  // // Our voices w
red, // // now stuck, // // cinder at
last ebb // // ignites arena morn:  // // I war dirt-up, image-bled,
e with Champagne, // // Drink down the
last few bottles that remain, // // As though delirium could dull the
ever.  The fire once begun // // would
last for days and days.  Each morning I came down, // // expecting to
s of the sunset hour.  // // Softly the
last gondolier, dipping his hands // // For ablutions, kneels on the
ming hair, // // Having found grace at
last in the depths of your lair.  // // She’ll stone you back // // W
ell kiss and then we’re done // // One
last kiss,—and another one— // // Perhaps just one more little kiss,
at your waking, // // Beyond your long
last line the dawn is breaking”.  // //
pass through and hope // // I get one
last look.  // //
ing, waiting, for my chalk outline.  The
last mark I’ll make, // // White and pure, unlike the life taking it’
ewly-broken foetus-leaves // // In the
last May bursts of spring.  // // Till now there’s only been a fist, /
/ Led you here?  See her red hair // //
Last night, gaping smile, // // Sharp with the earth’s slow // // Bl
like a stage curtain, // // and it is
last night on the M56, // // heading west, somewhere near Chester, //
n for riding?’  Is this the poem?  // //
Last night’s kiss a broken bridge—now we’re both in the abyss.  // //
, wearing each step forward // // Into
last night’s night I cut // // Myself with familiar awkwardness // /
/ // the shivering sceptic, afraid, at
last , of ghosts?  // //
to plunge and sink, // // Pour out the
last of this Burgundian wine // // Before those wretched wreckers dra
ould have Prometheus again.  We had that
last Saturday.         I like it.  // // But I can’t taste it anymore. 
in eulogies // // and we imagine their
last seconds // // like the one whose dog slept on // // their chest
e and pure, unlike the life taking it’s
last steps.  // // // // …Screeching brakes and crunching metal as g
to the past, // // The razor might not
last , the bomb might fall, // // Then all we’d have left would be bea
he tree, // // And through the tree at
last , the buried light.  // // Boughs form an arch, the painting draws
hat while the past // // will last and
last , // // the future is fast disappearing.  // //
ildly at the moon.  // // Bitter Creek,
last time // // You said this was the only way.  // // Just please ar
urn a gem-like flame.  // // If you are
last to leave, put out the light.  // // We studied mass, created form
ith here. // // 3, told over the phone
last week, with me complaining about a getting a nosebleed on // // A
ng for is undone, // // I’ll grasp the
last whispers.  // // Over ocean, the storm sullen // // Slowly start
re: // // 222 deaths in Cambridgeshire
last year.  // // People finding their way home.  // // People leaning
// // Conserved and published, now at
last you know // // We hold you treasure, evermore to teach.  // //
his bough, // // Which here and now at
last , you recognise.  // // This is your own, your ancient apple tree
ness of your mother’s side.  And now, at
last , // // you’re out.  And though I dreamed I saw // // your coming
only way.  // // Just please arrive too
late .  // // Ariel.  I am a wait.  // // So light a fire to the fang //
ic, Tennyson has power // // (But only
late at night, taken with port) // // I like them all and sample ever
Café oh
late // // Doze on my arm while it fades, // // Sodium light slit sl
you’d roll your eyes and tell me we’re
late for dinner.  // // So I’ll tuck my mind back inside itself, and l
// // and built a roaring blaze.  Then
late into the night // // I fed it all the bits that it had missed:  /
heard— // // Patrolled the streets of
late modernity.  // // None came.  Time passed.  She left the door ajar—
rn, // // Silently roaring // // In a
late summer’s haze // // Now, days become shorter // // And we know
n the wishing bone // // and learn too
late that one and one make none // //
[Maybe it’s just the
latent sign] // // Maybe it’s just the latent sign // // Of some per
latent sign] // // Maybe it’s just the
latent sign // // Of some perversion of a submissive kind // // Whic
the Earth // // just the earth.  // //
Later , of course, // // another priest came // // who stood over the
ss // // Of Dad’s funereal car.  // //
Later , unpacking, // // I find a history— // // My history— // // O
down— // // you must be nimble.  // //
Later we discover // // that that was just a sideshow: all the while
sly waited with my coffee.  // // Hours
later we lay on the floor of your house, sipping sleepy coffee // //
emory we needed.  // // So three months
later , we met again // // on a Suffolk shingle beach.  // // In Novem
why people have // // funeral pyres.)
Later we scatter the ashes // // in a wild part of the old South Lond
ther, and a place to talk.  // // Years
later we went back and made the same unchartered // // trip, remember
upon my face.  // // Twenty three years
later , when my mother died // // we had the proper formal funeral.  //
we will not get up and over // // The
latest life hurdle means we grab and claw // // For the meagre protec
h letter // // in return he translates
Latin eulogies // // and we imagine their last seconds // // like th
day—for me.  // // Now my achievement’s
lauded as the best:  // // To get inky fingers in a Cambridge college
longing in the back of my mouth, you’d
laugh .  // // After all, love is universal and you can bet whatever I
he common people to despair, // // And
laugh as they invest their funds elsewhere.  // // The lights are goin
I cry for things I never had // // And
laugh at memories I never made.  // // I can be a leader, a fighter, /
// Let’s sit cross-legged at home and
laugh at our crooked little fingers.  // // Promise me—don’t compromis
// // Blowing out more stars with her
laugh .  // // It’s not that weird, right?  // // It’s like how I don’t
r in that embrace.  // // I should have
laughed by now, at this.  // // Eyes, rolling, at artificial sparkle /
d:  // // Its fag ends and canisters of
laughing gas.  // //
s.  // // My bursting flight of spotlit
laughing on the pavement // // dries to sighs in seconds.  // // It’s
ered absurd— // // warmed by un-canned
laughter and crackling fire-breath // // (Sound-bites for both now!)—
ht.  // // Still I turn from peat-smoke
laughter and librarian’s plight // // To where, in street-side window
knees and my smile breaking // // into
laughter , before stumbling barefoot back to your house.  // // I remem
nquisitive gaze // // On me.  Questions
launched from all directions // // As my hands grasp blindly for a wh
ng dead in its gait, // // So that I’m
launched 3,000 miles in a single second straight, // // So fast that
Firedrake // // Inspiration,
lava of the imagination, // // Rises, magma moltenly golden // // Ha
rly-five-year-old Colin // // needed a
lavatory , and I had to leave the fire for a while // // to take him t
om tassels // // the cap of each i let
lavender and thistle // // sprout from its neck, to wilt upon each s
rontery // // And imposed the jungle’s
law entirely // // On the dithering herds that daily assert // // Th
Floating up seemingly by force ’gainst
law // // Of Newton.  Each light-ray does one ice thaw, // // Reflect
/ // Venality that spurns your natural
law .  // // What a pitiful way for a predator to die, // // Alone in
ot chocolate, // // play tennis on the
lawn , // // talk of equality and love, // // the fight to win our ri
// A coloured strip made // // By the
lawnmower .  // //
f falling down, // // The sound of the
lawnmowers // // Outside the windows, // // High-up, grass-cutting,
range new religion, new gold mines, new
laws and a people dead.  // // Ieri- Land of the Hummingbird, give no
od beneath the willow // // In June he
lay among the yarrow // // Pollen gilding him with yellow // // Yell
ight // // as they did over the sea.  I
lay awake and kept them company with honey // // sweetened coffee, a
d with my coffee.  // // Hours later we
lay on the floor of your house, sipping sleepy coffee // // as your g
It was just a small fish.  // // So we
lay on the rock in the heat and watched the sea’s magic // // unfold
re till the stars turned blue // // He
lay there till his breath ran cold // // The boy without a face.  //
llow crowning him with grace.  // // He
lay there till the grass grew high // // He lay there till the stars
here till the grass grew high // // He
lay there till the stars turned blue // // He lay there till his brea
// “Feel better soon” // // Wrapped in
layer after layer, like I’m // // Experiencing that first childhood s
ter soon” // // Wrapped in layer after
layer , like I’m // // Experiencing that first childhood snow.  // //
// I painted my feelings in layer upon
layer of blue // // until watercolours splattered my sleeves and the
warm enough to melt // // the topmost
layer .  The frost returns // // to make a crust.  The next two months
waves.  // // I painted my feelings in
layer upon layer of blue // // until watercolours splattered my sleev
is seen and heard // // Rolling Rs and
layering up— // // Nothing else works for the College bird.  // // Th
// it could sort of peel away in papery
layers , // // and probably seep amber.  // // She’s shedding her leav
tened coffee, a palimpsest of limbs and
layers leafing through // // pages upon pages of poetry.  My blurry ey
past unbuttonings.  // // I need these
layers , this heraldry // // That codes and siphons off and binds me h
nt’d; // // numb’d ass’nance, ’lision;
laziness , it shows.  // // Descend, true nature sprouts, like damp, de
cigarette, // // And we feel bored and
lazy , // // And my parents can’t tell me enough, // // That I’m wast
and that is where // // the wormholes
lead .  // //
-safe, the corgi does not even pull the
lead // // 2B // // ‘Two Black’ too black?—what sun beyond that shad
e, by cute design, // // the wormholes
lead , // // I have a very real fear // // there’s no assured escape
/ // Lunchtime with the family, // //
Lead on, Spirit.  // // Dad balances the turkey, // // He was better
he strong stag, // // its only hope to
lead the quick spear into the subtle mist.  // // You strike flint to
ort and venison, // // And turn life’s
lead to poems of pure gold.  // // I need the poets now, who match my
Wormholes // // The wormholes
lead us if we dare // // to unimagined worlds that scare // // me.  S
earn to relinquish, // // To let go of
leaden years as though a mouthful of smoke, // // To find new ways to
emories I never made.  // // I can be a
leader , a fighter, // // A voice of reason, an echo // // Of some th
ly impacted’ // // But meets ‘business
leaders ’—which means he won’t need us— // // He’s in with top brass a
be thirty years.  A winding path // //
leads from the glazed back door // // through box and holly grown to
.  // // Beyond the scree the open path
leads on, // // a gentler walk, to bare bleak Malham Tarn.  // // The
offee, a palimpsest of limbs and layers
leafing through // // pages upon pages of poetry.  My blurry eyes resi
lf-taught infant can contrive // // To
lean a pile of lines towards the left.  // // You’d have to be a fool
// // Haloed by Hawara sun you saw him
lean // // To read the writing, say that you had been // // A teache
e finding their way home.  // // People
leaning against this horizontal barrier // // Willing it to disappear
eemed so sad, but all you did was turn,
leaning over and reaching out as if to touch what ran below in streams
// the room we glimpse inside.  A woman
leans // // upon a table in the window, looks // // out into sunligh
at brooch.  // // Or if she ever // //
leant back on her stool // // and realised that, // // really, // /
that I could feel a fear trembling and
leaping between my synapses.  In all six hundred and forty muscles, and
he light you buried for so long // //
Leaps up in you to life and resurrection.  // //
vigate by auspice // // The fire which
leapt over us // // Perseid gleams between the stars // // Like seei
a humpback breach // // The fire which
leapt over us // // The ocean rolling beneath us // // Like seeing a
f the metrical forms, // // So easy to
learn .  // // I digress.  // // I always digress.  // // I apologise. 
t serene pain is found in the effort to
learn to relinquish, // // To let go of leaden years as though a mout
futures on the wishing bone // // and
learn too late that one and one make none // //
oken // // Only the names which I have
learned .  // // Now I listen at the window // // As the branches danc
t, sweet sister of our land.  // // Our
learning is denied at your command.  // // They are not mine, these wo
// Walking, hopping, stirring earthly
leas , // // Serenading us among our garden’s yields, // // When flyi
breeze // // And snow to lie upon the
lease // // Leaving its white grace.  // // And then he breathed his
eems a poor // // fit for me, it is at
least a Fire.  // // The others too I love—Earth, Water, Air—but Fire
ter the red dust had settled // // (at
least for a while) // // We asked ourselves:  // // Had we been decei
rs left in him yet.  // // This man, at
least , has nothing to be ashamed about.  // // Certainly, he would nev
cis, white, male, hetero, // // but at
least it won’t talk to me on the train.  // // This might have been a
t for man.  He’ll greet my coat with the
least of concern, // // once the knife scores the surface, finds a sn
// // I should have smiled by now, at
least .  // // Teeth, showing, to break the ice // // And cut the tens
e’s extinction means egality.  // // At
least that’s how it seems to those who see // // Pentameter as breath
is tragic, it is all tragic, // // At
least , that’s what I’m told, that even the comedy is tragic, // // We
ge // // To depths unknown (in feet at
least ) // // To Mellbreak’s deepest crest // //
s in, if it doesn’t kill me // // I at
least want to be rendered catatonic by the impact.  // // I want someo
/ Feel free to argue with me.  // // At
least when you read me I’m not there to reply, cannot defend, cannot e
ked recipe books— // // Tough, stringy
leather around crumbling // // Pages // // Tapering towards well-th
/ // There for you, // // Or ready to
leave .  // //
// but it’s warm inside // //   so we
leave // //
ps to reach the valley floor— // // to
leave behind, for now, the wilder moor.  // // The treasures to be fou
but this.  // // No do not flee!  Do not
leave me!  // // Stay!  Desert not him who loves thee!  // // Cruel one
// // // // We talk less now— // //
Leave notes that are no more than signs— // // Trust that the old cho
and crack and cold consume, // // And
leave nothing but a blackened gloom, // // Of faces lost and undefine
eck.  // // I mean wrecked as in ended. 
Leave nothing intact.  As in, if it doesn’t kill me // // I at least w
rmest retort.  // // The days still dis-
leave .  Pale envy-green, wet-yellow, gold-wrought // // Over-thought i
m-like flame.  // // If you are last to
leave , put out the light.  // // We studied mass, created form, // //
e by breaking eggs.  // // Oh! must you
leave so early?  We had hoped // // You’d stay and see the fireworks w
d the sundering sea, // // For soon we
leave that fast-receding shore // // And revelries like this will be
// // needed a lavatory, and I had to
leave the fire for a while // // to take him to the house.  // // I a
ber // // A time when my shadow didn’t
leave the oily residue // // Of embarrassment on everything it touche
-culture reference, // // She turns to
leave the polystyrene cemetery, // // Blonde hair flicking like a sna
hildren think, and is it fair // // to
leave them, as the offspring of divorce, // // with burdens that they
here but near.  // // Here they want to
leave , // // There, the sound of boots make me dry heave.  // // Sout
labour-eager chosen one // // I shall
leave this garden instructionless.  // // I will slip off the window o
her will never understand” why I had to
leave tonight.  Clancy got loose and ran through an alley with keef, ke
Fallen // // Scarlet skins and serpent
leaves , // // A paradise lost between her knees.  // // Feet anointed
taproot // // down through decomposing
leaves and drenching mist.  // // This is where the good things go to
n border-lanes, and further west // //
Leaves and scraps of paper cluster // // In clouds and tides to carry
soil and loam, // // To the litter of
leaves and the mulch and the muck— // // To the lifter of leaves, of
ypnotic; long, yet savour it // // The
leaves are moved, their path unbroken now // // The stillness stops,
Under its framing fringe of rich green
leaves , // // Beyond the music of the shepherdess, // // Down throu
y seep amber.  // // She’s shedding her
leaves for // // the winter now, // // but she’ll be blooming, // /
root-tree written in the deeps, // //
leaves from the tale-tree lifted, swift and free, // // shining, re-c
her nature’s grand exit, // // and its
leaves have all been lost in transit, // // and the birds and the bra
into the bed, // // The stain anxiety
leaves , I cannot remember // // A time when my shadow didn’t leave th
ture is always ironic.  // // These are
leaves I write on, // // Where the dendrites of the mind // // Grow
// Pointy hats—and couplets—fade like
leaves // // In fashion’s autumn, following this rule.  // // And wel
y-percent // // Of newly-broken foetus-
leaves // // In the last May bursts of spring.  // // Till now there’
the other // // As the tree drops its
leaves like yellow coin:  // //             NOW // // and   NOW // /
es over broken shards.  // // Burnished
leaves line damp concrete, // // Rejected love letters abandoned.  //
Leaves 22 May 1998 // // The ballot-slips are counted in // // And so
ar more valuable // // Than your self,
leaves me reversing // // Those steps made in slippered feet.  // /
leaves might fall // // What news borne on the wind?  // // What wing
h and the muck— // // To the lifter of
leaves , of branches and bloom // // May your sap run quick and your b
eneath my clothes and the fallen // //
Leaves of my skin, the seeping rot of loneliness.  I walk // // Barefo
// // sweep the kitchen floor and the
leaves off the drive, // // do the Sainsburys’ run, give Mum a call,
s.  // // I taste the jigsaw created by
leaves overhead, // // With the clammy fingers of shade that you are
open window // // drinking coffee that
leaves rings // // slowly absorbed by paper // // as I am threatened
my genes and my hair // // And the tea-
leaves showed me nothing to fear; // // But I cried a splashy Victori
cates.  Time and flux goes ahead of him,
leaving him in the dust.  He revels joylessly and mechanically in the p
/ And snow to lie upon the lease // //
Leaving its white grace.  // // And then he breathed his last blue bre
/ // But your line stands, reinforced,
leaving me // // Gripping the tatters of hope in my fist.  // // With
rote your address and, as such, will be
leaving this letter here, on this bench, for you to collect //
arth, // // time lives in fire, // //
leaving us the water and the air.  // //
/ // (Too slow, // // Too sad) // //
Leaving us to decide on // // Another song.  // // Granny’s keeping h
lows into dry soil.  My path has not yet
led // // In one direction or the other, but I see a turn // // Befo
in.  // // What taste on the air // //
Led you here?  See her red hair // // Last night, gaping smile, // //
// // The snow has reached the window
ledge .  // // No promise of a BA gown // // can keep me warm, // //
// And you, voyeur, // // approach the
ledge to find // // the girl poised and primed // // as she flees th
ut their managers, // // rule up their
ledgers , // // and enter an integer // // each purposeful stride.  //
up from the city // // dragging their
ledgers and pens // // for the annual nil return.  // // Nil, wild-ey
n and ready, // // braced with crossed
ledgers // // and steelily smiling, // // the nilherds encircle //
f fumes and dust and waste, and she was
left a- // // mid the disappointing debris of the world:  // // Its f
n the creek // // bearing loose things
left afloat.  // // Behind each moored boat runs a wake: time to gush
one, // // locked up behind us when we
left // // and then went home to get the dinner on.  // // Tomorrow—t
/ And there’s no song on or cold coffee
left , // // And there’s no dusty sheets or torn curtains // // Or yo
ng on the speaker, // // A cold coffee
left by my side.  // // You sing along to your favourite lyrics, // /
swell around // // The sunken armchair
left // // Empty since last December, // // Just over twelve months
We are not alone.  The apple core // //
left faceless perfection’s shackles to rust.  // // The shuttle flits
ng, the music of the spheres // // You
left , for stinging slash and singing pain // // Of lashes; a thorn ha
// The world swam occasionally, // //
Left hand knotted in a white tissue, // // The right hanging, somethi
lar he-brute:  // // Provided a thread,
left her brother stone dead, // // And sailed with the oaf, resolute.
d left it in the shining air // // And
left his stiffened body there // // The boy without a face.  // // Hi
.  // // The sadness settled once you’d
left .  I became blue, // // artificially structuring my days around co
ant it to.  // // And he has some years
left in him yet.  // // This man, at least, has nothing to be ashamed
e the weather’s hot, // // Only we are
left in its throes, // // Now, bursar, now, let us warm our toes.  //
reathed his last blue breath // // And
left it in the shining air // // And left his stiffened body there //
od // // I can’t even remember where I
left it                             near Finnegan’s Lake            ri
e subject of Lindt.  // // All of which
left just me.  You gave that up for Lent.  // //
// // as if there were any doors still
left locked // // anything not yet broken, so tell me // // contrary
The Notes You Have
Left // // “Make yourself at home” // // I eased my two feet, too sm
s need for a bull to caress her.  // //
Left me stuck in a maze to the end of my days // // Where it stinks. 
run as ‘First’ to ‘Tenth’ from right to
left .  // // Milan and Barcelona and Vienna and Berlin // // All give
ash are black MIDI:  // // All that is
left of bird song.  // // Phoenix upside—down.  // // Pigeon panicking
id the minstrel, “The only thing // //
Left of this life is its sweet melody.  So // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee
stry, // // by which // // all that’s
left of us // // is sold off.  // //
he magpie pecks out her eye. // // the
left one, I think.  // // I don’t actually remember that well.  // //
g our course by instinct, taking // //
left or right according to our whim, or how the light // // was caugh
or love, for greater // // Things, and
left our brains lame, // // Reduced to an inability to cater // // F
rn tucked in a mason jar, the one thing
left . she only hears whispers, “I just think of him as a child” and I
oked sadly through // // me, and I was
left swallowing saltwater streams under fluorescent light.  // // Autu
// below and to the right.  And rising
left // // the Cape Cod house’s painted clapboard side.  // // At cen
e woods grew pretty // // Local people
left the city // // Moved by long forgotten pity // // For their lov
ity.  // // None came.  Time passed.  She
left the door ajar— // // She thought she’d heard the breath of the u
/ The stillness stops, my heart has now
left the pit.  // // A sense of hope, a sense of fear, a bough // //
nstead.  // // Columbus was the end.  He
left the quiet dawns behind, left too // // a strange new religion, n
2 // // Early in the evening, we
left the school.  Wandering out along the darkening lanes we went to cr
of hope in my fist.  // // With nothing
left to fight for, I battle.  // // Your line, not for emphasis, but d
he end.  He left the quiet dawns behind,
left too // // a strange new religion, new gold mines, new laws and a
to be returned, // // October’s secret
left unspoken // // Only the names which I have learned.  // // Now I
within its arms // // a walled garden,
left untended // // for maybe thirty years.  A winding path // // le
b might fall, // // Then all we’d have
left would be beards to compare, // // Men, women, and children all. 
Handfast couples picked their path and
left you // // Deserted.  Only bramble blooms; only ivy strays // //
efore // // Everything snapped and you
left , you walked away.  // // So I struggle to find an end, an epilogu
// To lean a pile of lines towards the
left .  // // You’d have to be a fool to feel bereft // // Because old
// // congregate this afternoon as my
leg // // slumbers in the warmth of the radiator // // and the snow
               these days it’s all I Am
Legend without a hint of irony // // Spin’s more dangerous // // Myt
w.  // // All I know is that the age of
legends is reduced to droplets of pity wept by the few that can see yo
u have mastered, // // Let’s sit cross-
legged at home and laugh at our crooked little fingers.  // // Promise
// Special four-seater sections (extra
legroom ).  // // Framed by filtering sun, picking your lip.  // // You
// their tongues dancing // // their
legs dancing in different tongues // // their eyeballs rolled heavenw
ould have danced by now, and yet // //
Legs , faltering, when I see you // // And her in that embrace.  // //
be wrong // // and when their lips and
legs lock together in an unbreakable twist // // their kisses aren’t
/ And as the seal starts to weep and my
legs start to give, // // I don’t want her to pay any attention.  //
did best her // // with a slice of Red
Leicester , // // but history judged he was not fed.  // // So the cat
illy came.  // // They lingered long in
Leicestershire ; // // red was the evening sky.  // // By Derby town t
Lemon Pie in Zaïre // // Further in, the darkness is absolute.  // //
inds a tree // // ablaze with fragrant
lemon -yellow suns, // // and, picking four of the brightest ripest on
tere edge of the real // // And in the
lengthening shadow of the unknown.  // // They say that each creature
The moment when the child looks and the
lens // // Looks and the newspaper image blithely grins // // Into a
// Of bones to pick up.  // // A camera
lens whirs to focus on a hunched // // Body.  One of the crowd in part
a bulk // // beyond my comprehension;
lensed eyes ‘big // // as saucers’ x-ray-burning to my five- // // y
f photography literal, // // Purgatory
lenses your beauty.  // // Glacial.  Tangled in cables.  // // Spirit,
ich left just me.  You gave that up for
Lent .  // //
Their camouflage of grease spots // //
Leopard -like // // Within the corrugated cage.  // // The petrified w
rld, dragonlike, I was, I think, // //
less a hatchling, head under my own wing, // // and more an egg, fram
re // // Harder, longer.  Trying to be
less alive, // // To lose this odium before I lose myself entirely.  /
e a gap // // There, though if it were
less busy I wouldn’t mind // // Standing, would // // Even smile at
live, // // To commit love to memories
less fallible than our own, // // To find new ways to hold, // // To
g, framed by a serpentine // // mouth;
less folded in your body and scent // // than I was fried by a blast
here we started.  // // // // We talk
less now— // // Leave notes that are no more than signs— // // Trust
yet he knows // // It cannot be // //
Less than close by.  // //
/ That tilled the salty earth // // No
less than home.  // // The burden of Egypt, // // The burden of the d
nd you change skin; // // Are more and
less than human.  // // I read the unspeakable // // Between the line
no more and // // expecting no // //
less .  // // Tim was their orphan, withdrawn with elation at // // en
ile away, the ideal me, // // A little
less wary, a little more loved, // // Turns away and continues onward
e oddest matter built, // // Is man no
less when odd and painted white.  // // Another having naught but shop
r, graft the machine under skin, // //
Let code-lines mesh with genotyping—is this the poem?  // // Millennia
ice, // // For such cold worlds do not
let flowing be, // // so passed I through, life’s ocean dropp’d on me
Ebb tide // // First I carefully
let go // // just as far as I can reach // // the flotsam brought in
ffort to learn to relinquish, // // To
let go of leaden years as though a mouthful of smoke, // // To find n
ithout sin cast the first stone, // //
Let her without skin be the first to cry.  // // Rosemary for remembra
frowned.  // // With the royal standard
let him be crowned.  // // He’s the real thing.  He’s renowned.  // //
suggesting the cotton— // // Though to
let him get lost seemed too rotten.  // // Now I wish that I had, the
anointed and seven demons rise, // //
Let him without sin cast the first stone, // // Let her without skin
// // Who could cast a bronze bull to
let his Queen pull, // // And commit all her sins of emission.  // //
earth or air, // // Accept it all and
let it be for good.  // // Start with the very breath you breathe in n
rusion, // // of You.  // // 6.  // //
Let It come freely, and look what nonsense it writes!  How it is determ
d the moon, they loved it enough to not
let it drown, and so I was safe.  And so I started swimming and swimmin
rsh just covered in the slack: time to
let it dry.  // // Now I cut new rivulets // // to drain the chains o
ll tuck my mind back inside itself, and
let it linger // // On the stirring of senses caused by your palm on
would tarnish it all I can do // // is
let it pass through and hope // // I get one last look.  // //
row the canopy too // // to the winds,
let it whirl away // // into the encroaching dark.  // // Feel the ea
d from tassels // // the cap of each i
let lavender and thistle // // sprout from its neck, to wilt upon ea
But who gave you your face?  // // Dig,
let loam glaze the // // pain, till we // // forget // // your //
mth?  // // That can’t be right.  // //
Let me check the textbook again. // // 2, said half-jokingly on holid
vene.  // // The horizon, I know, won’t
let me forget— // // That is its place, to encroach— // // Everythin
. use blunt, hoping, hoping and hoping. 
let me hear the sound of joy and gladness so that the bones you crushe
my breath held deep but soft, // // I
let my body fall again, be wash’d // // Into direction mapp’d by play
a way its own // // And I, the more I
let my way be shown, // // Did seem to rise that water made of stone.
longing, half caution.  // // Should I
let myself sink into the caressing depths // // Or fight to the lung-
ards, into the heart, // // And now we
let our voices rise // // And let the music now hold sway // // In h
// to earth, as far away as it will go. 
Let the browns // // and reds and golds replace the greens.  Now throw
water return // // to the dry ground. 
Let the cooling dark // // settle around and about, under and over.  /
ew up rotas, tidied up upstairs, // //
let the flower-arrangers in when they came at one, // // locked up be
in which sailors drown at sea because I
let the glass ring on and // // on—the noise the dream-world appropri
d now we let our voices rise // // And
let the music now hold sway // // In harmony, it shows the way // //
ep rewriting ‘is this the poem?’  // //
Let the treasure maps go Marcus.  The boundary between two // // Thing
isten to music whilst I work // // And
let the words go on like I’m not there.  // // I hate doing it, but I
with his // // cold rubber fingers and
let their priest bless by its // // psalmodic tone—only heaven can si
ld shirts and trousers, // // sorry to
let them go.’  // // The pace is always // // slow, // // charitable
Tree.  // // Summon the summoners, and
let them sing.  // // The summoners will summon Everything.  // //
o think of me, // // Though you might,
let this waste of sea intervene.  // // The horizon, I know, won’t let
/ Into the ever-flowing flow // // And
let us fall, and let us grow, // // One thought, one heart, one voice
lowing flow // // And let us fall, and
let us grow, // // One thought, one heart, one voice, one song.  // /
// All enduring is our failure, // //
Let us keep it near.  // //
gone // // and we’re lighter, quieter. 
Let us rescue you from the daily grind.  // // We concentrate on renew
in its throes, // // Now, bursar, now,
let us warm our toes.  // //
brings its audience to tears // // Or
lets them feel or empathise.  // // For the writer may agree, but he l
nd, as such, will be leaving this
letter here, on this bench, for you to collect // // Dear Alan, // /
ols // // extracting and brushing each
letter // // in return he translates Latin eulogies // // and we ima
The Dead
Letter Office closes down // // // // // The dead letter office is
closes down // // // // // The dead
letter office is closing down // // because of a failure of managemen
oreplay tense, // // the hot slit in a
letter , the shriek.  // // I have never treasured the fingerprint //
ine damp concrete, // // Rejected love
letters abandoned.  // // I want you to feel the same, but— // // I’l
iting on that white page // // as your
letters arrived, tangible amidst my dreaming.  // // I huddled by the
.  Now they’re wordless: // // unpenned
letters from the past, encrypted // // in a knowledge of the reader t
’ve been busy.  // // Amidst these love
letters littered, // // Lost in curdled red // // I’ve been busy, to
s stuck in its casual delay.  // // All
letters not claimed will be chastened to ash // // and the smell of t
ier to describe my feelings in scrawled
letters // // Than in conversations, so the note stays unfinished.  //
?) // // But then, just as I feel like
letting go, // // My home appears, a home that I can keep.  // // You
banked-up track // // behind the wall,
level with the top, // // running the gauntlet of the winter storm.  /
Leviathan // // I, in the belly of the whale fast, // // fasting, fe
Tell me have you seen Schiele’s // //
Levitation , the curled toes the moment // // of departure, are you af
thout words, uncouth, unkind // // and
lewd ; you onanistic waste of shame, // // pretentious, with a hateful
y!  // // Turkey on a platter from John
Lewis , cinnamon infused bread sauce and incongruous prosecco // // dr
cut chalk and // // turf scalped red,
ley lines and hillforts, // // invasions and massacres, all the savag
en forty-five— // // Until the Lord of
Liberty arose // // And drew the temple down on English tongues.  //
ill I turn from peat-smoke laughter and
librarian’s plight // // To where, in street-side window the octogena
tion // // Bolting blind the top-floor
library – // // Like a vitreous slogan of a monument, // // Reading. 
// of a Cambridge courtyard: // // the
library , the chapel, // // the fluster of lights // // in windows of
per-shower of life: // // your driving
licence , swimming // // awards, your grade three flute— // // all, a
full trickling // // downwards to slug
lickings on empty bird box // // with flightless eggshells mouldering
n, // // dribbles in excitement // //
licks his lips and gets his slippers on // // as she indulges in a sp
y settled down // // on purple sage to
lie .  // // A Cheshire cat accosted them, // // then walked his wild
.  // // They took you away, at night I
lie awake and call.  // // I think about the time we met, how long ago
, // // the sedge, the princes’ steeds
lie fallow, // // la belle dame.  // // In thrall to notions of her n
d can’t // // Seem true.  But there you
lie —innocently // // Staring past the camera’s smitten gaze, // //
time.  // // Now is the time // // to
lie on the earth, // // smell the air, // // feel the warmth of the
f night upon night, // // An expectant
lie on the grass, // // White at first, newly-mowed, // // Shorn ben
// It’s true.  // // He had to // //
Lie , to prove there was // // A hideous threat to all the World.  //
hideous threat to all the World?  // //
Lie ?  To prove there was // // He had to.  // // ‘It’s true’ // // Li
tter my ashes, Ba’al Hadad, I submit.  I
lie to you like a dog, like Shaitan or Kafir soft in your ear, and I c
nge the disc, it is not a record (I did
lie to you once), // // And see if this one fits, but // // It misfi
form upon the breeze // // And snow to
lie upon the lease // // Leaving its white grace.  // // And then he
children.  // // Part of the news they
lie upon, they can’t // // Look out at me, because their faces are /
// He had to.  // // ‘It’s true’ // //
Lied // // Blair // //
Fibbing // // Blair // //
Lied , // // It’s true.  // // He had to // // Lie, to prove there wa
, // // But merely that on the page it
lies , // // And in every reader the poet tries // // To foreground s
dges and her // // Blackened soles, he
lies back in damp grass // // And wonders when on earth all this will
// // For the writer may agree, but he
lies , // // He put no thought into that verb, // // But to tell the
ing and middle finger, // // Taste the
lies on your tongue— // // I’ve been busy.  // // Amidst these love l
n we doubt // // that somewhere herein
lies some deep philosophy?  // // Voices, ipods, phones speak out— //
atly severed // // From the life which
lies within.  // // Oak and hazel, beech and alder, // // What news b
e Mrs.  // // I’ll-settle-for-a-jack-in-
lieu -of-an-ace; // // You’re dumber than most, and that’s a hell of a
nly // // words could // // save your
life .  // //
ell?  // // This painting has a private
life .  // //
ans and secrets // // blood! wriggling
life ! a name! love!  // // Candles, hats—shake the snow from your coat
// Scientist says: meme for belief in
life after death // // Old man sits bespectacled in laptop moth-light
/ Your young voice brought old words to
life , // // age only antique, frailty perceivable only // // by sigh
// // The pitch-white lake bed bare of
life , // // All mountains and hills around, // // Nothing living in
Between
Life and Death // // // // // // // // // Dear Wayne of Interp
for so long // // Leaps up in you to
life and resurrection.  // //
the different dittoes must compete for
life .  // // Another billion random changes: all // // —or almost all
l me enough, // // That I’m wasting my
life away— // // But your room is my escape, // // You, with my hear
ing hearts— // // Then silence, and my
life bereft.  // // Dinner Party.  Jerusalem, 21 January 2009 // // ‘I
for your daughter’s plane.  // // Your
life defined by the whistle of the kettle; // // Rhythmed by the clin
/ // Beautifully crashing down, // //
Life flying in.  // // Everything I Ever See Was Comin’ Or Goin’ Away.
o, unknown to anyone, // // This still
life has two untold names:  // // It is:  The Virgin and her Child; //
l not get up and over // // The latest
life hurdle means we grab and claw // // For the meagre protection of
ation, your endless, relentless love of
life .  // // I never could work out if // // you hated my words, //
ce on-line.  // // This is the en-suite
life .  // // I thought I’d fledged, // // abandoned the embarrassment
lent stone— // // And in the fabric of
life , I weave my name // // For these are the things we can call our
se dying words with your // // endless
life .  I wondered if your // // thinning blood resented life, // // w
/ voice, your image, tried to save your
life — // // if only // // words could // // save your life.  // //
ith Berlin in mind.  // // Wrote of his
life in his // // Autobiographies, // // Loved for his funny // //
It is difficult to look and experience
life in this way.  It has no name, it exists, it shines outside of lang
s way to this tree // // And that each
life is a movement towards contemplation // // Of its abounding momen
way.  // // I hear you say, // // “But
life is for the living, do not kill // // another day.”  // // And ye
el, “The only thing // // Left of this
life is its sweet melody.  So // // Fiddle-dee fiddle-dee fiddle-dee f
orm // // Is still the guardian of his
life // // Is still the keeper of his soul.  // // And so, unknown to
rest.  // // The man has not wasted his
life — // // It’s been well-spent, and’s gone exactly as he meant it t
ll was well; // // the end, the moment
life just seemed to drain // // away from you, in those last days of
a-Manger munching, soul searching, love-
life listing.  // // The death rattle of the track’s devouring // //
ecessity for greed and proof of love or
life , no loafing here.  // // And people don’t look at the sky anymore
// // He lives a quiet, four-cornered
life , // // Polite, determined, and remote— // // His angel sisters
you kept your faith // // that all of
life still boils down to love.  // //
make, // // White and pure, unlike the
life taking it’s last steps.  // // // // …Screeching brakes and cru
// skin faded, white.  That was not your
life .  // // That shadow of your life was only— // // is only—the mem
// where you lived your paper- // //
life .  They are too few.  // // Birth certificate.  // // Death certifi
nd one // // turtles and all reptilian
life thus thrown // // into the evolving curve of modern flight // /
// // To hear the Word which sings of
life // // To hear the Song, beyond the notes // // Oh onwards, onwa
, // // My knife no place to cling, my
life to stow.  // // I swim through slush of half-solid and rise, //
he You Only Live Once Manual.  // // My
life was compromised // // in an instant // // when all I’d ever wan
t your life.  // // That shadow of your
life was only— // // is only—the memory of kind words // // fixed to
e old so neatly severed // // From the
life which lies within.  // // Oak and hazel, beech and alder, // //
[A still
life , with ceramic vase] // // A still life, with ceramic vase // //
life, with ceramic vase] // // A still
life , with ceramic vase // // And small black-stoppered oil caster.  /
if your // // thinning blood resented
life , // // words mocking your condition—if // // you knew we saw yo
r-tape parade, // // a paper-shower of
life : // // your driving licence, swimming // // awards, your grade
// gawping students, that define your
life .  // // Your young voice brought old words to life, // // age on
olling of crusts.  // // The revival of
lifeless hands.  // // The utensils that outlive them.  // //
en young, // // The kind who’d spent a
lifetime in the pit // // And come away with bruises and black lung /
at stone shrines were built // // Many
lifetimes before us // // And, if we look, we can still see // // Th
ds himself alone, // // Life’s pawn at
lifetime’s darker edge, // // The one who gave him tone and form //
like port and venison, // // And turn
life’s lead to poems of pure gold.  // // I need the poets now, who ma
/ // bullet-proof hideout their // //
life’s melody.  // // “Fiddle-dee-dee,” said the minstrel, “The only t
/ To adjust myself, realise // // That
Life’s not all drinks deals and drunken romances.  // //
flowing be, // // so passed I through,
life’s ocean dropp’d on me, // // and with my brittle bones and star
t though he finds himself alone, // //
Life’s pawn at lifetime’s darker edge, // // The one who gave him ton
e rods // // are they strong enough to
lift a stained glass // // skull, my black eyes my light eyes, this a
turbed // // your red coat an aegis to
lift // // cigarettes to your many mouths that // // breathe words d
of stairs, // // To find the case and
lift the dull brown cover // // To see, at first, your image in the g
deeps, // // leaves from the tale-tree
lifted , swift and free, // // shining, re-combining in their dance //
d the mulch and the muck— // // To the
lifter of leaves, of branches and bloom // // May your sap run quick
by wash, I blindly dug // // My place,
lifting my molten body’s mold // // By hand, hardening to the rocks e
/ // Just passed on far more heat than
light .  // //
eaceful sleep: a gate, // // A door, a
light , a face, the clouds ’come snow // // Appear and I do choose to
that I do not slit this throat.  // //
Light a fire to the fang.  // //
e.  // // Ariel.  I am a wait.  // // So
light a fire to the fang // // that cannot be reached, // // So that
his is where the good things go to die. 
Light // // and air, pools and palaces, sanity // // of men and king
way // // To reach beyond—to touch the
light // // And now the song bursts from our throats // // And now o
O Oriens // // // // First
light and then first lines along the east // // To touch and brush a
ides and sixty-three violent crimes”—tv-
light // // and wonder: do I have it, or no? this meme of after-night
and the stars wouldn’t shed me as much
light // // as they did over the sea.  I lay awake and kept them compa
ing saltwater streams under fluorescent
light .  // // Autumn in Cambridge, and the stars wouldn’t shed me as m
away upstream…  // // So every trace of
light begins a grace // // In me, a beckoning.  The smallest gleam //
etween our consciousness // // And the
light beyond, // // Quenched any wistfulness // // For light, for lo
nd through the tree at last, the buried
light .  // // Boughs form an arch, the painting draws you in // // Un
declare our love to be an energy saving
light bulb, // // It takes its time to warm up, and can, apparently,
   open   ripped apart.  // // Then the
light changes or goes out altogether // // and I can’t quite remember
ere anything worth more // // Than the
light dancing on this face?  // // Than the certainty of a familiar sh
// Looks in to see them dancing in red
light , // // Endeavours in but weekly shut out blunt.  // // They all
r mind, your hands!  You stroked me into
light …  // // Eternal concept, crystalline, unknown…  // // But I can’
ed glass // // skull, my black eyes my
light eyes, this arched spine, // // do you remember what Kierkegaard
ur favourite lyrics, // // Hazy summer
light filters through torn curtains.  // // You shed dust from your ey
distress signal—fossilised.  The camera
light // // flashed seconds before waves flooded my boots, water brea
hite lights guide their journey, // //
Light foliage for their constant “go”.  // // I feel very far from hom
// Quenched any wistfulness // // For
light , for love, for greater // // Things, and left our brains lame,
antically, // // blotted with beads of
light , // // for shadowed gifts.  As slowly // // the strange words
hange.  // // Seeking the return of the
light , // // Great stone shrines were built.  // // All humans feel t
w can you sleep in this // // blinding
light ?  // // How could you // // bear to // // close your eyes, //
there’s the crux, // // right in that
light , hush’d // // lull brown, // // deep among your dusk // // he
/ // The gate, the door, the face, the
light , I fall // // Upon a bed of compact mist, all soft, // // My h
stival // // Seeking the return of the
light // // Is but one of many.  // // All humans feel the change.  //
beyond my shoulder blades.  An unsteady
light // // is flickering between needling trees; history assures me
eate candlelight, // // but for now my
light is stored, and the slightest knock bleeds a honey // // that wi
ngs, // // lost in a cold, particulate
light .  // // Is this the drowning which was meant?  // // My tilt-shi
In clouds and tides to carry // // In
light like a welcome guest.  // //
in the dark edges beyond the flickering
light .  // // Nearly-five-year-old Colin // // needed a lavatory, and
/ Your bath—calm as the sun’s unknowing
light , // // New but not news, a sign that all is right.  // // The l
e dark side of the earth, // // in the
light of a fire, // // and faint starlight from space // // reflecte
o assured escape from there.  // // The
light of other days can shine // // on any past and redefine // // o
// And join the boy who bathes in the
light of the moon.  // //
// blinding from refracted // // oil-
light off tarmac.  As you // // fingertipped your way through // // m
st // // To touch and brush a sheen of
light on water // // As though behind the sky itself they traced //
foretell the future // // The wake of
light on water // // Curved ache of a clear horizon // // You hold y
ld your hand in mine // // The wake of
light on water // // Whales singing the day in // // You hold your h
// // Idea that we have any power to
light // // One candle’s guttering sickly flame // // And peer.  Myop
emingly moves o’er all; // // A slight
light pigments the cold pond harsh, // // Revealing smokey lines of m
ther die in his voice. hurry boy, “your
light points to the sky”. he says it’s a figure, a luminescent metapho
orce ’gainst law // // Of Newton.  Each
light -ray does one ice thaw, // // Reflecting light through perfect d
Soaped Titan in his bath.  He loved the
light // // Refracted—'til it burst—became a mass // // Of scum.  For
ld man sits bespectacled in laptop moth-
light .  Rendered absurd— // // warmed by un-canned laughter and crackl
// // A Milky Way of twinkling roseate
light — // // Shape-shifting, whispers ‘there is more to know’.  // //
moves north against the fading evening
light .  // // Slanting lines are forming, breaking, forming // // ord
on my arm while it fades, // // Sodium
light slit sliding through part-drawn shades, // // Liquid time daube
tuned by too bright, // // White-gold
light , suspending patterned navy seats.  // // Accompanying us: famili
er to restart the solar system with the
light // // That emanates always from her eyes.  // // I want her to
ed // // The comprehendable.  A lash of
light // // That forges, through its surge, the casts of forms— // /
rays // // wedding chimes of line and
light that got through to me.  // // I don’t always want to be having
These colours seem to fall from Eden’s
light , // // The air they shine through breathes a change in them, //
re?  // // Or is it just the clarity of
light , the glowing // // grass and trees outside her window, warming
na // // Abyss.  A nanosecond’s blazing
light , // // The herald to a straining fecund mass // // Unleashed. 
out above, // // buds into the waxing
light , the spring rain.  Throw open // // the fire-coloured temptation
Because old verse forms rarely see the
light // // The truth is that they’re dead because they’re shite.  //
ancient apple tree, // // The fall of
light through branches and the fling // // And curve of colour on the
nto the canopy, // // Sprinkling their
light through ground, through sky, through all.  // //
ay does one ice thaw, // // Reflecting
light through perfect diamond form, // // Shining direct into eachoth
lled me a diamond in a world of coal.  A
light // // through the mist, softly luminous and guiding people thro
ssence seems to concentrate // // From
light to air, from pigment into paint // // In increments of incarnat
l.  // // A surety of sound and shining
light // // To beat the breast against // // And worship waist-deep
onform, a crime to confront.  // // The
light trickled through, // // A liquid reminiscent of // // Our desp
right according to our whim, or how the
light // // was caught.  After time we found coffee and wine, // // a
// Of post-modern serfdom.  // // The
light was rarely shown, // // We scuttled around behind // // Doors
/ If you are last to leave, put out the
light .  // // We studied mass, created form, // // And looked for no
// You tell me it’s difficult to love a
light , when every darkness is a reminder of their breaking.  // //
world // // Towards a buried memory of
light // // Whose faded trace no photograph records.  // // You glimp
atching rain fall // // In burnt amber
light , // // With an old movie in the background— // // I’m not arou
ancient apple tree // // And here the
light you buried for so long // // Leaps up in you to life and resur
es) // // again I imagine it forked by
lightening , white above again and // // the blood below.  Pause.      
to get her liquors on) // // gets her
lighter , gets her gas, // // runs down the hallway, quick as one //
Our grist is long gone // // and we’re
lighter , quieter.  Let us rescue you from the daily grind.  // // We co
from bank holidays // // At Dungeness
Lighthouse ; // // The rusty sweet tin of icing tips, // // Individua
t blister of a moon, // // A thumbtack
lighting the midges and her // // Blackened soles, he lies back in da
ill find itself returned to the perfect
lightness of itself // // And to the infinity of the other // // As
e darknesses // // more storms, gales,
lightning bolts // // more days of sun or rain or passing cloud // /
// // Words catch my mouth, bitter as
lightning —is this the poem?  // // The cicada’s memories discarded, a
d, // // temple columns spaced, // //
lightning rods earthed.  // // On the dark side of the earth, // // i
ite branches in a // // flash of white
lights against // // bright, pale yellow, // // the same branches th
nvest their funds elsewhere.  // // The
lights are going out, drain one more glass // // Reflect, despairing,
somewhere near Chester, // // the fog
lights catching great dark shoals // // of rain, algorithmic complexi
s   spongy carpets   the window clad in
lights , closed against the great grey sky // // drink! and be merry! 
Bridge // // Red and white
lights guide their journey, // // Light foliage for their constant “g
never hear because I feel // // future
lights heating, burning brighter now // // that her kerosene eyes hav
rary, the chapel, // // the fluster of
lights // // in windows of work-stale rooms.  // // Stepping out, //
/ but all I could hear was the smash of
lights inside me breaking, // // and the low buzzing of machines bene
ouls dart to and fro // // Between the
lights of speech and depths below, // // The silent depths where touc
still see // // A harbour adorned with
lights // // On the festival of Ferragosto // // If I close my eyes
under way // // A harbour adorned with
lights // // Shoeless feet and unsteady ground // // If I close my e
pick this time to fall in love.  // //
Lights still flickering on the tree, // // I ain’t sleepy either.  //
seem // // Translucent in the glancing
lights that show // // Where their quick-stirring forms are flickerin
We were all alone with our // // Camel
lights watching the floating moon.  // // We went driving in your pare
// meets a magpie on the road.  // //
like , a big fucking magpie. // // and this magpie says: can you help
sence has awoken?  // // Your glance is
like a blessing on the broken // // I tender this in thankfulness, a
A Token // // Your glance is
like a blessing on the broken, // // Your smile a sudden grace.  // /
ken face to face; // // Your glance is
like a blessing on the broken, // // Your smile a sudden grace.  // /
ce seeing each other, wasn’t it?  // //
Like a breath of old air.  Hear from you soon?  // // Course.  // // [I
ee and wine, // // a waiter who looked
like a brother, and a place to talk.  // // Years later we went back a
me // // Noises fell in puddles // //
Like a building falling // // Brick by brick.  // // I couldn’t make
dy.  // // I imagined its cross section
like a burr, // // or like cork— // // all suberised.  // // It coul
el.  // // POLONIUS By th’mass and it’s
like a camel indeed.  // // HAMLET Methinks it is like a weasel.  // /
see that cloud?  That’s almost in shape
like a camel.  // // POLONIUS By th’mass and it’s like a camel indeed.
// // Perhaps it seems archaic, rather
like a caveman or some troglodyte.  // // We are too sophisticated now
// // A child’s voice deepens, // //
Like a changeling held // // Over the flame, some strange trapped, //
in the air my grey // // scarf waving
like a distress signal—fossilised.  The camera light // // flashed sec
es, Ba’al Hadad, I submit.  I lie to you
like a dog, like Shaitan or Kafir soft in your ear, and I can change. 
// She looks up, // // thinking aloud
like a dream, // // ‘There are some days,’ she says, // // ‘when the
dry // // The boat rocks on the water
like a drum.  // //
ial Profiling // // Love set you going
like a fat gold clock (watch!) ticking // // Boxes on an Apollo check
// pressed between // // stormclouds
like a flower, // // holding for an instant // // it trembles // //
t sitting there, looking blankly at me,
like a globe spinning so fast that all the colours blurred into white.
// // It lingers     violently // //
like a good Pollock should, // // hanging on a nail inside my eyelids
/ Of shapes pinnate and toothed, // //
Like a hand, lobed or broken, // // When will they bear fruit?  // //
ever wash from my hands.  I guard myself
like a honeycomb house.  // // I wonder about your house by the sea, a
/ And the smell of the raw earth // //
like a jolt // // in the clockwork // // of memory.  // // Not here,
ur hair.  // // You could trace a line,
like a long sleek ribbon, through all lived history // // that would
ng, spluttering, crying // // his name
like a love-song, // // a meaningless // // thing.  // // Molly, his
// // Crouching cold-nose, // // Eyes
like a noose, nipping // // Natural paper edges.  // // Through the u
Years from that night // // Fireworks
like a Pollock painting // // As the thunderstorm struck the sea //
se my eyes I still see // // Fireworks
like a Pollock painting // // On the festival of Ferragosto // // Ye
?  // // And why do all the names sound
like a robot filled them in?  // // The avenues just run as ‘First’ to
falls at the first hurdle, // // Snaps
like a rope whipping in a breeze on a desert-plain, // // The pitch-w
corridor.  // // Every Girtonian burrs
like a Scot, // // At every moment the burring grows, // // Thrushes
// all suberised.  // // It could look
like // // a section of spalted trunk— // // blackstrap coaly seams
ong for water and a sky of blue.  // //
Like a seed I want to grow.  But all I have is cold coffee, and an empt
rything breaks over me in waves.  // //
Like a seed listening to echoes through earth, I long for water and a
sun seems spent:  // // The blasts drop
like a shutter’s blink and break // // The moment when the child look
e cemetery, // // Blonde hair flicking
like a snake’s tongue.  // // But her stylish-yet-affordable boots //
ur // // Shallow depth of field // //
Like a spirit waiting for its clay; // // Because the abstractions of
m flesh through feathers pressed // //
like a sponge-print.  // // The last breath out is the first to be dra
too clear.  // // A wave breaks over us
like a stage curtain, // // and it is last night on the M56, // // h
lready finished yours.  // // Would you
like a top up?  // //
// // Mundane, a gaudy colour.  // //
Like a trap the hand snaps shut, // // Creases more, // // Folds int
ing blind the top-floor library– // //
Like a vitreous slogan of a monument, // // Reading.  // // Pride was
a weasel.  // // POLONIUS It is backed
like a weasel.  // // HAMLET Or like a whale?  // // POLONIUS Very lik
el indeed.  // // HAMLET Methinks it is
like a weasel.  // // POLONIUS It is backed like a weasel.  // // HAML
ouds and tides to carry // // In light
like a welcome guest.  // //
T Or like a whale?  // // POLONIUS Very
like a whale.  // // Odd things have strewn the floors today: quicksan
backed like a weasel.  // // HAMLET Or
like a whale?  // // POLONIUS Very like a whale.  // // Odd things hav
need to sing; just wait instead.  // //
Like a Wiccan would wait, because she knew // // That such a thing as
at you // // (only out of you // // (
Like a window)); // // My pride clings like // // The pixillating co
concrete wave.  // // Days stretch out,
like a wingspan // // And feathers form the funeral parade.  // // A
woodlouse] // // // // time rolls up
like a woodlouse and the skies // // go white, and nothing hurts the
[time rolls up
like a woodlouse] // // // // time rolls up like a woodlouse and th
the first way I saw it; // // lost    
like all beauty.  // // But knowing that to hold on // // would tarni
// before my unconscious swallowed me
like an ocean of blue.  // // The sadness settled once you’d left.  I b
ging low in the sky.  And it looked just
like an orb, or an egg, or an eye.  And it was just sitting there, look
hen, the // // Doors clamp tight shut,
like an oyster, (Would // // Someone please // // Make a gap // //
ble beneath the map // // of her skin,
like // // an unmade bed.  // // ‘Couldn’t you just sit,’ I ask, //
er knew the flow // // And ebb of love
like beaches touched by waves // // From dawn far into the nights, be
short.  // // You denied yourself, and
like beads loosed from tassels // // the cap of each i let lavender a
himmering nylon stockings curled // //
Like bindweed.  Deposited, blooming with the taint // // Of former st
, that our love flows through me // //
Like blood, that I pine for you, and yearn for you, // // And can tas
ellophane sea and scattered // // doll-
like bodies, their tiny faces // // far too clear.  // // A wave brea
ce, // // then passes, // // catseyes
like bouquets // // thrown into the night behind us.  // // And now,
// // of you.  The thoughts still hurt. 
Like bruises, existing as echoes // // of former pain written across
e volumes shelved, // // Her thoughts,
like chairs drawn out from table’s edge, // // Awaited those who knew
// Cramped into the front room // //
Like chestnuts in an oven.  // // Bums ache on floors, // // Perch on
/ The speckles of weed on the water are
like chips of dark gold // // Under the magnesium moon.  // // One ni
the poets now, who match my age, // //
Like Coleridge I could become a sage, // // And I bet I’d get more da
ts cross section like a burr, // // or
like cork— // // all suberised.  // // It could look like // // a se
s.  // // Descend, true nature sprouts,
like damp, decant- // // ing fungus.  Brutish, British, you’re out of
e are, // // And the loneliness breeds
like dysentery down every corridor, // // And everything becomes impi
ust as my memories of you began to feel
like echoes, // // you came home.  Measuring the miles decreasing with
Isle-knit embrace invites me in.  // //
Like everything you wear, of course, it’s mine.  // // You’ve taken re
High-up, grass-cutting, // // Swaying
like fans // // Or parroting particulars // // Drowned in champagne.
for this open sore:  // // Verse forms,
like fashions, fit the time they fix— // // You can’t revive a worn-o
a sense of fear, a bough // // Cracks
like fire, burning so bright, a bird // // Cozied in its nest, snuggl
orms // // Intelligence, to burn a gem-
like flame.  // // If you are last to leave, put out the light.  // //
ood-screen here, // // His face is set
like flint, // // For stony silence.  // // He gives his back to the
e, and the weather // // change // //
like friends with time.’  // // Everything’s easy.  // // It slips lik
ut he did have firm pecs, and it looked
like good sex— // // But I did seek a bit more humanity.  // // My mi
I’m here; he knows // // What I sound
like , he knows // // I can swim.  He knows, // // He knows— // // Di
’s still there but it just doesn’t feel
like home anymore // // yeah, tell me about it, but just don’t tell m
eaking // // me, and so I build myself
like honeycomb.  Wax might create candlelight, // // but for now my li
It’s not that weird, right?  // // It’s
like how I don’t enjoy a yoga class until my knees are at my ears, //
ellor failed to spot, // // But I feel
like I want to be entirely destroyed by love.  // // Not like that.  //
exquisitely ice-etched selves drowned,
like ice cubes // // in scotch, or scotch in a stomach.  // // That i
knees are at my ears, // // and I feel
like if I rock back and inch, I’ll tumble and my bones will clatter.  /
repetition rather than by thought.  Just
like in nature’s murmuring, Dionysus rules and Apollo is asleep!  // /
in.  We had that last Saturday.         I
like it.  // // But I can’t taste it anymore.  // // Let’s see, ah yes
’s chest, and tear out his heart // //
Like it didn’t belong there, because it was the only way // // The wo
tells us he is having an affair.  // //
Like I’d know // // I think— // // He is no loathsome sprezzateur //
n” // // Wrapped in layer after layer,
like I’m // // Experiencing that first childhood snow.  // // Humming
t I work // // And let the words go on
like I’m not there.  // // I hate doing it, but I // // Shut my ears
l.  // // Pointy hats—and couplets—fade
like leaves // // In fashion’s autumn, following this rule.  // // An
sleep?) // // But then, just as I feel
like letting go, // // My home appears, a home that I can keep.  // /
knew how to be guests.  // // The page,
like linen freshly laid for tea, // // Bid hieratic welcome to those
’ she says, // // ‘when the rails look
like // // lives clustered into the clothes, some // // afternoons w
d.  She was right.  // // The rails were
like // // lives woven in cloth, // // a tapestry, // // by which /
// Journey through the pictures packed
like loam, // // The rooting places of your growing soul, // // The
ur hand, // // cold, // // now rests. 
like malagas // // through the dust it only // // digs deeper.  // /
oss the sea, // // A name a little bit
like « me ».  // // To the East, to the West, // // I wish a witch wo
// // In my throat.  // // Her chest,
like mine, heaves with caged spite // // Threatening to escape.  Getti
ing to make you love me again // // Is
like notating birdsong.  // // I made you the ideal theory:  // // An
le adult figures. // // and the girl’s
like : oh, shit // //
// Everything’s easy.  // // It slips
like oil through an engine, // // with the occasional stinge // // s
es at our backs— // // the city ragged
like old // // lace, all behind us.  // // Your jeans were rusty //
t can one compare each specimen, // //
Like one might have done sitting in an omnibus or hackney cab:  // //
hools now, fumbling for the East Indies
like one who // // couldn’t find his hat in the dark so he put on the
machinery // // Like you, that stalked
like one who had // // Mastered the hunt with effortless effrontery /
can there be // // Between two worlds
like ours?  // // Could I be lost in Venus, // // Could you be found
they burst through their binding // //
like overwound springs; // // nilly-willy their horns reap // // the
And those that would.  // // They buzz
like passengers, the // // words that please the mind, // // navigat
ters like Tennyson, // // Who improve,
like port and venison, // // And turn life’s lead to poems of pure go
n while the branch outside knocks, drum-
like , // // Pounding out a rhythm in harmony with cold machinery.  //
der if new children might // // Monkey-
like prance from branch to branch, preserving those // // Old childho
d, dripping hungrily on the path // //
Like rain.  Staining stones darker as words attempt to fill the gap //
// From the lips of this voice // //
Like saliva onto the paper.  // // The words and ink slowly // // See
// // To imagine // // (your contours
like sand-dunes // // against the beige of my fingertips // // again
// The ocean rolling beneath us // //
Like seeing a humpback breach // // Great Skellig slate grey and wet
Perseid gleams between the stars // //
Like seeing a humpback breach // // The fire which leapt over us //
dad, I submit.  I lie to you like a dog,
like Shaitan or Kafir soft in your ear, and I can change. if it will m
ding me of things that are // // Sweet
like shalimar, // // And of things that are gone // // Since we went
// // Out to the desert, // // Sweet
like shalimar // // On the radio, the sandy scar // // Of dunes on t
e from turning sour, while // // Sweet
like shalimar // // Played on over things that were // // Wrong, tha
// That dusky silence hit // // Sweet
like shalimar.  // // We were all alone with our // // Camel lights w
die young, // // That you must expire
like Shelley, // // Or the fire in your belly // // Will be quenched
d, // // hunch-huddled, // // a child-
like smile almost // // discernable beneath the map // // of her ski
look inside, and find you here, // //
Like spring, eternal spring, inside my heart.  // //
in different ways.  // // I see it all,
like spring it follows // // All before.  Even now, after all these ye
ssikan, your juniper hair // // shines
like strands of the sun resting // // upon my shoulder. // // and th
ousers rolled, // // I need characters
like Tennyson, // // Who improve, like port and venison, // // And t
entirely destroyed by love.  // // Not
like that.  // // I mean, sure, to be frank, part of me’s always wonde
assicist, that type of beard that looks
like that of Hercules // // On plaster casts.  // // No longer when w
t on blocks because they planned it out
like that // // (You don’t get perpendiculars in nature, after all). 
ed arch // // piercing the wall, built
like the house // // of weathered Cotswold stone.  // // The box and
uly subside and quietly die in a corner
like the living things?  // // With dreams you wake, and feel as if yo
nd we imagine their last seconds // //
like the one whose dog slept on // // their chest to keep it warm //
t line, clutching our briefcases // //
Like the paperwork holds the keys to victory, // // Like they’ll prot
Like a window)); // // My pride clings
like // // The pixillating condensation // // Bolting blind the top-
// // His // // Voice // // Opening
like the sky opens round // // -ing a road as you reach a bay and the
y useless // // And is perfect, // //
Like the thing that you were.  // // The morning still falls // // An
// And squalls through your hair // //
Like the wind that I cannot contain by // // Mapping its every minusc
ate at night, taken with port) // // I
like them all and sample every sort // // from Creamy keats with his
                  they had wars but not
like these       did they ever ask the question // // What we cooking
rwork holds the keys to victory, // //
Like they’ll protect us when our cosy lives explode.  // // Mental mus
// What kind of fool deceives himself
like this?  // //
’re done, // // We know we can’t go on
like this…  // //
’re done, // // We know we can’t go on
like this.  // // Farewell—farewell—our time is gone, // // A farewel
Falling Is
Like This // // Teetering on the edge of // // A big idea.  // // Ea
ast-receding shore // // And revelries
like this will be no more.  // // Re-fill my glass, and this time with
always wondered // // What it might be
like to be tied up, or otherwise encumbered, // // Or maybe forced to
// I think— // // I should very much
like to hold you // // over // // a // // volcano.  // //
set the pair of them off— // // it was
like triple trouble!  // // They simmered down when he was about five
boys scrambled up, toecurling-wise and
like two young // // Eves, in a flurry of speckled limbs lobbed apple
light in green water—come and go // //
Like us from depth to height—suddenly seem // // Translucent in the g
mth in 5 o’clock dark, // // You smell
like watching rain fall // // In burnt amber light, // // With an ol
llapsed into the shattered trees // //
Like water flows down drains.  // // If there had been a bird // // N
es the tenderness of nature.  What is he
like ?  What is his name?  I don’t know and could only marvel: he exists,
mouflage of grease spots // // Leopard-
like // // Within the corrugated cage.  // // The petrified wood //
gain // // Until your notes covered it
like yellow bricks.  // //
her // // As the tree drops its leaves
like yellow coin:  // //             NOW // // and   NOW // //    an
e a worn-out box of tricks.  // // Just
like you can’t wear medieval sleeves // // Or habits while you bike y
The Cutting Edge // // At my back,
like you, I always hear // // The edge, the cutting edge is coming ne
ors come for me.  // // For at my back,
like you, I always here // // The cutting edge, the edge is coming ne
honed piece of mortal machinery // //
Like you, that stalked like one who had // // Mastered the hunt with
u’re in the clear.  // // Play your men
like your cards, dear, and never // // Keep your cards in hand after
l).  // // The streets of London slalom
like your childhood’s playroom mat, // // And Rome and Paris too have
nd go // // you’ve got that in you not
like your father.  // // Stiff from the night before and still drunk /
eath, but you can’t // // And it feels
like your head will explode // // And the watery sounds take control
orn halo hallows your head, // // Vice-
like ; your pierced side holds your sceptre-spear.  // // What passion.
nk.  Enough buns // // and you’ll look
like you’ve one in the oven.  // // Teacakes were taboo.  I wasn’t eve
er // // for a summer spin— // // and
liked a lass from Lancashire; // // so milk-white was her skin.  // /
in.  And although the skies never really
liked the moon, they loved it enough to not let it drown, and so I was
) // // They’d say it was tragic, most
likely .  // // I think the sky is tragic, // // I think it is tragic
// To that glorious future, // // His
likeness glimmering // // On coarse woollen lapels // // As proof of
HOW CAN I TELL YOU WHAT IT FEELS
LIKETO BE HERE IN THIS PLACE // // black // // frost // // black //
t seems fine chance will be // // And,
likewise to two falling trees, my bone, // // Unseen or seen, did spa
/ // I will slip off the window of her
lily -ridden house and // // pursue the sunrise with a net of silver c
w // // For the final stroke // // In
Lily’s masterpiece.  // //
‘within three working days’.  // // In
limbo here I can no longer vouch // // for working days, or if my rea
/ // sweetened coffee, a palimpsest of
limbs and layers leafing through // // pages upon pages of poetry.  My
ng // // Eves, in a flurry of speckled
limbs lobbed apples her way.  // // She spat the pips, for they could
Limerick // // There was an old Fellow of Girton // // who always ma
lham Cove, // // with fields below and
limestone crags above; // // descend the steps to reach the valley fl
plumbing blues and blacks.  // // Damp
limestone humming and spectral, // // The absence, eerie, of mountain
ing over crystalline tarmac.  // // The
limestone’s awake, the vestibules are glowing, // // The Sun, gentle,
ed, // // Shorn beneath its reasonable
limits // // And covering the hard brown earth.  // // Blurry, out of
t’s a hell of a lot // // There are no
limits and we’re all in boy // // and I’ll take you for all that you’
(Worth mending, Nan said, it’s genuine
Limoges ); // // The milk jug from bank holidays // // At Dungeness L
ode in their sockets, // // And as I’m
limping blind through Siberia, // // I want her to restart the solar
// allowed to bring up the subject of
Lindt .  // // All of which left just me.  You gave that up for Lent.  /
edge of // // A big idea.  // // Each
line , a step, // // Towards that moment // // Where it takes off.  //
iss-cross rays // // wedding chimes of
line and light that got through to me.  // // I don’t always want to b
saic!  My judicious removal of selected
line breaks was universally acknowledged to be the making of this poem
e meet with Blight, // // Whose knived
line carv’s out a trace, a Well // // Cascading in with all its might
triped tie // // Marching to the front
line , clutching our briefcases // // Like the paperwork holds the key
// // As my pen moves blankly line to
line // // Controlled by the wrist of an amputee, // // I fear I am
broken shards.  // // Burnished leaves
line damp concrete, // // Rejected love letters abandoned.  // // I w
The Other Side of the
Line // // “I drew a line under you today.”  // // You spat in my fac
l, but can’t fain it:  // // With every
line I hate the bugger more.  // // And so my theory for this open sor
riting to explore // // When I write a
line I wonder // // Just exactly where it came from // // And if it’
ith your hair.  // // You could trace a
line , like a long sleek ribbon, through all lived history // // that
a list of wedding favours // // And a
line not drawn on paper.  // //
eft to fight for, I battle.  // // Your
line , not for emphasis, but division, // // Pushes me back.  You’re th
s, a sign that all is right.  // // The
line of bodies on the table in // // The dust-white room are children
on the stock exchange // // So we can
line pockets and grease palms.  // // The fear that we will not get up
mind // // As I try to get my brain on
line , // // Searching amongst my fact-debris.  // // In the inky hall
h or vicious statement.  // // But your
line stands, reinforced, leaving me // // Gripping the tatters of hop
t was in fairly strict ballad form—four-
line stanzas, three tetrameter and one trimeter, rhymed ABAB.  How pro
Before those wretched wreckers draw the
line // // That severs, and condemns us to decline, // // Before the
ur waking, // // Beyond your long last
line the dawn is breaking”.  // //
a phrase // // or check a reference on-
line .  // // This is the en-suite life.  // // I thought I’d fledged,
xtended in front, walking in a straight
line , tied to the inexorability of pace and // // surety of pressing
confined // // As my pen moves blankly
line to line // // Controlled by the wrist of an amputee, // // I fe
Other Side of the Line // // “I drew a
line under you today.”  // // You spat in my face.  // // And swiftly
ne wins // // Except you, you and your
line victorious.  // //
ipotence,’ // // Augmenting the fourth
line with discordant violence.  // // The angel-song, the music of the
how to be guests.  // // The page, like
linen freshly laid for tea, // // Bid hieratic welcome to those gods,
enhance // // That fine-boned beauty,
linen -wrapped and masked in paint?  // // How many years your kohl eye
// // Only an infidel writes thirteen
lines .  // //
// // // First light and then first
lines along the east // // To touch and brush a sheen of light on wat
t their Garden up in perfectly straight
lines , // // And chose a brand new name to give to every single one. 
chalk and // // turf scalped red, ley
lines and hillforts, // // invasions and massacres, all the savagery
o revisit as you swing down through the
lines and rhymes // // Of everything you see (trying so hard to relat
e fading evening light.  // // Slanting
lines are forming, breaking, forming // // ordered chaos with a rauco
read the unspeakable // // Between the
lines // // As the tongue slips on significance.  // // Above the bel
once were: // // those undulating ring-
lines breathing // // age into you // // and sighing into the ground
ped // // he loved it… crossing // //
lines ” I said. // // “somethings wrong” I said, // // cutting throug
“In Nature There Are Few Sharp
Lines ” // // // // // Manhattan’s built on blocks because they pla
the machine under skin, // // Let code-
lines mesh with genotyping—is this the poem?  // // Millennia lived to
?  // // The vapours held betwixt these
lines move tight // // Into gaping personages then, quick // // As t
// more curlews, more ragged, slanting
lines of geese // // more travels, journeys, voyages, expeditions //
old pond harsh, // // Revealing smokey
lines of my knife’s end.  // // I’m roped on to the source, luminate,
/ the seeds spun by the breeze, between
lines of sonnets, // // in the secret of the space behind the new moo
Forever stained with the Bard’s loving
lines , she found herself immortalised.  // // If Chesterton had been p
ow his sumptuous form is reduced to two
lines , // // They mark the seat of disappointment, // // Deep in my
t can contrive // // To lean a pile of
lines towards the left.  // // You’d have to be a fool to feel bereft
Thirteen
LinesA song in word-music.  // // Love sent you to the desert’s hush-p
ching // // By the bone-ground my eyes
linger ; // // I am watching the boy take off his shoes, // // Slippi
which only they know best, // // As we
linger in our lovely, darkening bowers // // Of bushes, trees, and li
my mind back inside itself, and let it
linger // // On the stirring of senses caused by your palm on mine.  /
// then to Caerphilly came.  // // They
lingered long in Leicestershire; // // red was the evening sky.  // /
I can never not see it again.  // // It
lingers     violently // // like a good Pollock should, // // hangin
und this table, // // A crowd of faces
linked by tinsel and blood, // // While the ideal me waves from a mil
// // recognition, fellowships // // (
Linnean Society 1904, // // Girton College 1913).  // // The Reigate
all to notions of her name, // // tame
linnets nibble for to follow // // and trade with her their needs, (a
/ For example, in my mind: here comes a
lion , then an elephant, and presently, a bear.  I did not ask them to c
you come // // To the stone steps, the
lions , the façade, // // The white Museum with its plate-glass doors.
e juice that runs // // From tongue to
lip to lip’s corner and streams // // Into a bead collecting at his c
/ Framed by filtering sun, picking your
lip .  // // You’ve handed me back the earbuds we were sharing, // //
/ // poor yew transplanted // // wide-
lipped pots // // ornamental // // shape clipped // // wind curves
he curse of your name dribbling from my
lips // // And clotting on my neck.  // // I know now you walk as a m
dribbles in excitement // // licks his
lips and gets his slippers on // // as she indulges in a spot // //
a word // // amongst the wine stained
lips and glasses, // // teabags gone furry in the heat, // // an emp
g, can’t be wrong // // and when their
lips and legs lock together in an unbreakable twist // // their kisse
diphthongs dripping, from // // their
lips and // // their mother tongue the tongue of love. // // they us
an ancient kin’s era // // he sees my
lips as archaeological tools // // extracting and brushing each lette
// //   // // the cold air stings my
lips // // … // // i have a strong urge to tell you how it feels to
g.  // // “I don’t know” spills from my
lips in a constant litany, // // Until my shame hangs, heavy, in the
// Syrupy fingertips // // Slide past
lips // // Mellow touch, a kiss // // Then our eyes meet // //
// // Drift, despair, dream // // Of
lips never to kiss // // There’s none to hold you // // Here’s Thana
rmed thoughts will drip // // From the
lips of this voice // // Like saliva onto the paper.  // // The words
rrection.  Adonai, Adonis, open my sword
lips , then my mouth will praise you. the wild dogs cry out in the undu
fferings.  // // Dutiful eyes, obedient
lips , // // Voices synchronising in prayer.  // // Our devotion will
with her mouth // // So that I have a
lipstick smudge scar all the way round my torso.  // // And as the sea
that runs // // From tongue to lip to
lip’s corner and streams // // Into a bead collecting at his chin’s p
within the marsh, // // Melting into a
liquid form, they blend.  // // A faded wash seemingly moves o’er all;
r eyes.  // // As the sky began seeping
liquid gold // // and blood rust // // we were both made from stardu
od rust // // as the sky began seeping
liquid gold, // // the kind that still refracts through your eyes.  //
rs to surrender // // I take even your
liquid mirror // // Is there no more you can do // // Than whine wit
// The light trickled through, // // A
liquid reminiscent of // // Our despondent slough // // By contrast.
iding through part-drawn shades, // //
Liquid time daubed on air’s pale vellum, // // Us in the warm, in the
le shot of gin // // (needs to get her
liquors on) // // gets her lighter, gets her gas, // // runs down th
gers stunt’d; // // numb’d ass’nance, ’
lision ; laziness, it shows.  // // Descend, true nature sprouts, like
ideal theory:  // // An unsystematised
list of every correct proposition.  // // It says nothing // // And i
t news borne on the wind?  // // Just a
list of wedding favours // // And a line not drawn on paper.  // //
// // Looking for that one item on my
list .  // // Trying to keep on course, despite // // The best attemp
// You’re obtuse—and a pain.  Now PLEASE
listen again // //
love you so.  // // But it didn’t
listen , and so I did. // //   // // You did what?  // //
ames which I have learned.  // // Now I
listen at the window // // As the branches dance and turn, // // The
Did you bury her yet?  // // // //
Listen , kid: are you, or are you not, // // The boy in the poem?  //
d I kept digging, lungs // // Burning. 
Listen , kid:  // // Broken ribs aren’t worth it, // // Kid: bandages
lowly starts to disperse.  // // Take a
listen , // // This is how the rain now sounds, // // This is how it
und.  // // His talents astound:  // //
Listen // // to // // His // // Voice // // Opening like the sky o
e, this rhythm in your blood // // And
listen to it, ringing soft and low.  // // Stay with the music, words
I picture the Ramsays’ sitting room and
listen to music whilst I work // // And let the words go on like I’m
// feel the warmth of the fire, // //
listen to the lapping of the water, // // and gaze into space.  // //
// // Lying dizzily on the cliffs, we
listened to echoes upon echoes // // of the sea incessantly singing h
I’ve
listened to too much Midwest emo and now I can’t remember how to write
ng before Christmas day.  // // Men and
listening children // // Wait for the ring of a bell, // // hush, pr
ks over me in waves.  // // Like a seed
listening to echoes through earth, I long for water and a sky of blue.
ger munching, soul searching, love-life
listing .  // // The death rattle of the track’s devouring // // And a
at something worse. // // the waiting
lists are long, and you are drained. // // the billows settle low, co
s a punishment.  // // The fire will be
lit in the dark hours of night, // // when dawn is stuck in its casua
// and dark night fell as we built and
lit the fire // // on the dark stones, and planted fireworks // // i
know” spills from my lips in a constant
litany , // // Until my shame hangs, heavy, in the frosted air.  // //
// // Make the metaphor of photography
literal , // // Purgatory lenses your beauty.  // // Glacial.  Tangled
cup to the soil and loam, // // To the
litter of leaves and the mulch and the muck— // // To the lifter of l
two, // // old feathers and splinters
litter our floorboards.  // // Ooh go on then, treat ourselves to a fa
busy.  // // Amidst these love letters
littered , // // Lost in curdled red // // I’ve been busy, too, // /
// But staying afloat?  // // I move a
little , and the ripples run.  // // Spill?  // // All the little fishe
spering across the sea, // // A name a
little bit like « me ».  // // To the East, to the West, // // I wish
he hills ranged all around // // —they
little care.  // // Voices far across the valley sound // // through
legged at home and laugh at our crooked
little fingers.  // // Promise me—don’t compromise your name, // // T
pples run.  // // Spill?  // // All the
little fishes swim in packs, and I’m thinking, the fuck will they do i
ass?  Why do I chiefly mourn // // that
little gap where we had always kept // // your compass with its swing
unknown but home.  // // Ah but before
little hands can tear at tissue // // Stille Nacht must be sung befor
st streets and plazas names that have a
little heft.  // // To name your best street simply ‘Fifth’ must surel
hessikaner we fell in (or down), // //
little hessikan, your juniper hair // // shines like strands of the s
snatch its sound out the air. // // in
little hessikaner we fell in (or down), // // little hessikan, your j
reath pleads for a haven.  // // I have
little hope that either will be satisfied.  // // I am a fool without
other one— // // Perhaps just one more
little kiss, // // A farewell kiss—and then we’re done, // // We kno
// A mile away, the ideal me, // // A
little less wary, a little more loved, // // Turns away and continues
ideal me, // // A little less wary, a
little more loved, // // Turns away and continues onwards // // Unti
” // // So the project proceeds with a
little more priming (the // // buy-in from business is not keeping pa
eful echoes.  // // Even now I remember
little of reading The Waves // // except your soft smile each time my
glowing through stained glass.  // // O
little one mild.  // // Lunchtime with the family, // // Lead on, Spi
e a dial.  // // Why should I miss this
little piece of you?  // //
through // // the air, and back to the
little room where October seeps through // // the window frame.  The c
Revelry // // Come fill the cup, we’ve
little time to drink, // // The ship of state’s about to plunge and s
seen your struggle.  // // It’s only a
little voice in the back of your mind, // // Telling you about things
e and concept.  // // 2.  // // After a
little while, looking in this way becomes annoying.  It just comes and
mself will follow soon enough; // // A
little word so easy to excise // // Another snippet for the cutting r
// Whilst you speak the weather of our
little world // // (Wednesdays it rains; pumpkins pockmark; cushion-t
iven // // And given things can always
live again.  // // The stone is rolled away, the rocks are riven // /
And space between the // // Ones that
live as they please // // And those that would.  // // They buzz like
// // A woman fallen has no reason to
live , // // But do beware // // Something’s gotta give.  // // From
so scorns Hamas.  // // Where we die to
live , he has zero to give.  // // Consequences.  Jerusalem, 3 March 200
wanted now // // by you alive or dead? 
Live I could raise // // a cool half million.  Dead it goes to Joe.  //
y.  // // Take some distance.  // // We
live in morbidity, // // Submissive or dead, // // Are you too far t
advice // // contained in The You Only
Live Once Manual.  // // My life was compromised // // in an instant
The chicken and the egg // // I
live !  Un-ownable, not made: revealed.  // // Confused and worn, I don’
ou say // // and my fear is I will not
live up to the task.  // //
the end of the road, stop.  If you can’t
live with yourself, // // Don’t.  No easier to describe my feelings in
, like a long sleek ribbon, through all
lived history // // that would show the immortal endeavour to preserv
red panters of the air; // // The dead
lived on in my genes and my hair // // And the tea-leaves showed me n
ping—is this the poem?  // // Millennia
lived together, so tangled in this flesh— // // Survival does not equ
are the slips of paper // // where you
lived your paper- // // life.  They are too few.  // // Birth certific
to large rock, add eagle and serve hot
liver with vengeance // // second, store in cool place until hardened
an, Bologna’s drawing-master.  // // He
lives a quiet, four-cornered life, // // Polite, determined, and remo
en // // And here’s a given thing that
lives again.  // //
dark, // // hungry every second of our
lives , and // // blood-fed, or starved to oblivion // // in five min
ches, // // Remembering half-forgotten
lives , // // Are obscured by Middle-Eastern tales.  // // The supple
// // ‘when the rails look like // //
lives clustered into the clothes, some // // afternoons when the sun
/ Like they’ll protect us when our cosy
lives explode.  // // Mental muscles flex and pose in minimalist offic
tles // // In return for our shiny new
lives , however long they last.  // //
// Our space is the earth, // // time
lives in fire, // // leaving us the water and the air.  // //
nd.  // // Hear!  Our songs of love, our
lives , our blood, and // // My window on the world in all its hues:  /
nce Dmitry // // Who had crowned their
lives with grace.  // // They came with cakes, they came with flowers
ight.  // // The rails were like // //
lives woven in cloth, // // a tapestry, // // by which // // all th
warmth, to find you sleeping, // // My
living comfort, burrowed in our bed.  // // You reach across and still
ar you say, // // “But life is for the
living , do not kill // // another day.”  // // And yet you stay // /
ing bowers // // Of bushes, trees, and
living , dying flowers.  // //
esent: a poet’s hexagram // // Of ever-
living fire and unseen rose.  // // This is our hexagram: the Tudor ro
n black) might say.  // // The beard is
living history, we are too close to the past, // // The razor might n
ntains and hills around, // // Nothing
living in this landscape // // Save mustangs high up in the hills.  //
r all and all for one is right // // a
living riddle of the one and one and one // // but in the ritual spli
gh // // To join their business in the
living room.  // // She does not see them now.  // // After all, it wa
de and quietly die in a corner like the
living things?  // // With dreams you wake, and feel as if you’d never
ees // // tasting the words themselves
lke cottage cheese // // To Eliot, difficult, in cold collations //
e'll thread through your jaw— // // We'
ll build you up better than ever before.  // //
from the front of your grin, // // we'
ll make you a new one of china and tin.  // // After your hipbone, we'
and tin.  // // After your hipbone, we'
ll put in a ball // // of steel and titanium, wedged in the hole, //
rom the wall— // // After the wires we'
ll thread through your jaw— // // We'll build you up better than ever
s, the fields of barleycorn.  // // The
loaded branches of the apple tree, // // Glow red and ripe and gold a
up in the hills.  // // Surely a tragic
loading , // // Something to analyze here.  // // Nothing can stand fo
for greed and proof of love or life, no
loafing here.  // // And people don’t look at the sky anymore, not unl
who gave you your face?  // // Dig, let
loam glaze the // // pain, till we // // forget // // your // // n
ourney through the pictures packed like
loam , // // The rooting places of your growing soul, // // The subso
/ // A toast and a cup to the soil and
loam , // // To the litter of leaves and the mulch and the muck— // /
faced words incarnate, bastard breed of
loathing and love.  // //
’d know // // I think— // // He is no
loathsome sprezzateur // // Nor some unsavvy stumbling sapeur // //
// Eves, in a flurry of speckled limbs
lobbed apples her way.  // // She spat the pips, for they could choke
ur shared domain: // // the start, the
lobby of a Greek hotel // // in summer, where we met and all was well
innate and toothed, // // Like a hand,
lobed or broken, // // When will they bear fruit?  // // Each spent p
/ // Garden shed // // with a still? 
Local // // excise officer takes to // // dropping by unannounced.  /
came, and the woods grew pretty // //
Local people left the city // // Moved by long forgotten pity // //
deciding to stay.  // // We marched in
lock -step // // To that glorious future, // // His likeness glimmeri
ong // // and when their lips and legs
lock together in an unbreakable twist // // their kisses aren’t words
/ as if there were any doors still left
locked // // anything not yet broken, so tell me // // contrary polt
angers in when they came at one, // //
locked up behind us when we left // // and then went home to get the
for the sender or sent, // // so we’re
locking the door and we’re losing the key.  // // If you aimed a card,
at It // // sees inside you // // and
lodges a    piece    of itself there?  // // Breathless, I stand being
// // in a wild part of the old South
London cemetery.  // // Perhaps I should plant // // some box or holl
ppens my old friend is crowned mayor of
London , he // // goes by the rubrik of Boris the Mad.  // // He’d ado
ture, after all).  // // The streets of
London slalom like your childhood’s playroom mat, // // And Rome and
f bridges traversing the Thames here in
London , we’ve // // just thirty three—surely room for one more.  // /
w very different we are, // // And the
loneliness breeds like dysentery down every corridor, // // And every
/ Leaves of my skin, the seeping rot of
loneliness .  I walk // // Barefoot across the damp ground of my though
// It’s so easy // // to deflate into
lonely doubt.  // // Coloured creases of downy skin // // and the tac
r seen, did spark a tiny fire.  // // A
lonely ember ’twas, and did require // // Some movement to its fickle
am not in my perfect mind // // In the
lonely hall where I’m confined.  // //
the radiator // // and the snow is no
longer faintly falling // // but grows into ice as my hair is chilled
of smoke, // // To find new ways to no
longer hold.  // //
Temple // // The moon is no
longer my goddess.  // // I praise Venus with every judder.  // // My
h the end result // // The big idea no
longer seems so big // // The fall, awkward // // And unspectacular.
etting nowhere, I stare // // Harder,
longer .  Trying to be less alive, // // To lose this odium before I lo
ng days’.  // // In limbo here I can no
longer vouch // // for working days, or if my real malaise // // mig
ules // // On plaster casts.  // // No
longer when walking down the street can one compare each specimen, //
// // Crashing, shrieking, // // Half
longing , half caution.  // // Should I let myself sink into the caress
earn for you, // // And can taste this
longing in the back of my mouth, you’d laugh.  // // After all, love i
en why do you stagnate and // // fade,
longing to change the world?  // //
rade of sad sad songs, and sadder looks
longingly out at a patch of grass with the sun on it and a rabbit or t
through and hope // // I get one last
look .  // //
ital.  // // There were the children to
look after— // // there was no chance for her to follow him.  // // T
world of things // // as I today: you
look and autumn springs.  // //
and purely luminous.  It is difficult to
look and experience life in this way.  It has no name, it exists, it sh
e ridiculed!  // // 9.  // // Poets can
look and see something that has been secretly excluded by the precisio
oice and its words.  // // But then you
look around // // And no one can hear it // // And no one has seen y
1.  // // Don’t think.  Look.  Just look,
look around!  Don’t be blinded by preconceptions that pretend to be the
spitting ’oft.  // // My open’d eyes do
look around the wood, // // The ghoulish form’s tear in the air re-se
) beauty looks at you // // you do not
look at It // // sees inside you // // and lodges a    piece    of i
is, and // // gets the Red Margaret to
look at the case.  // // “It’s been a fiasco, a drain on our taxes.  T
o loafing here.  // // And people don’t
look at the sky anymore, not unless it is tragic, // // And even if y
panes steal your reflections.  // // I
look at you, across from me, on those // // Special four-seater secti
Loose Ghazal for Rumi // //
Look at you—born of halves and fulls, // // Born of earth into stalle
came to see you, // // which I do.  You
look back at me.  // // The moment passes, and we turn anywhere:  // /
his is where I hide— // // and you can
look for me forever // // on the passing trains and platforms // //
rother’s cry.  // // The virus makes me
look // // for virtue in the virtual // // but supervision faces //
// The fight’s already started.  // //
Look from above, // // We’re on the losing side.  // // Isn’t this ma
h back from college, refusing // // to
look him in the eye, it could have been a confrontation but there’s //
a chin.  // // Perhaps we’re scared to
look history in the face, // // The bearded wonders from a bygone age
there’s a word // // for the desire to
look in the windows of other peoples’ homes, // // but I don’t rememb
ter all these years apart, // // I can
look inside, and find you here, // // Like spring, eternal spring, in
Abstract’ // // 1.  // // Don’t think. 
Look .  Just look, look around!  Don’t be blinded by preconceptions that
— // // all suberised.  // // It could
look like // // a section of spalted trunk— // // blackstrap coaly s
days,’ she says, // // ‘when the rails
look like // // lives clustered into the clothes, some // // afterno
st monk.  Enough buns // // and you’ll
look like you’ve one in the oven.  // // Teacakes were taboo.  I wasn’
/ // 1.  // // Don’t think.  Look.  Just
look , look around!  Don’t be blinded by preconceptions that pretend to
// // in small.  Then they took on the
look of all that marginalia // // you find from the smug graffiti-wri
e news they lie upon, they can’t // //
Look out at me, because their faces are // // Rubbed out.  In Beit Ha
e forever anxiously on the edge, on the
look out; never can we rest and say that: we have it now.  Philosophers
r account for its spontaneous creation. 
Look , really look—we are nothing, we have nothing, everything swims an
why does New York City from the heavens
look so flat?  // // And why do all the names sound like a robot fille
h stares out from under you.  // // You
look so nice: fresh-dressed and still warm from // // Your bath—calm
// Great things I can destroy, // //
Look , the sun is dead.  // // I killed it then, just then.  // // Insi
// Until I hit the ground, // // And
look up at what I achieved.  // // Disappointment, often, when // //
burys’ run, give Mum a call, // // and
look up flight-times for your daughter’s plane.  // // Your life defin
the open beach, in rich sea air.  // //
Look up, look up, my love—the sky is calling.  // // Dark shapes are c
beach, in rich sea air.  // // Look up,
look up, my love—the sky is calling.  // // Dark shapes are calling ea
its spontaneous creation.  Look, really
look —we are nothing, we have nothing, everything swims and wills aroun
umans feel the change // // And, if we
look , we can still see.  // // Great stone shrines were built // // M
y lifetimes before us // // And, if we
look , we can still see // // There are pagan echoes.  // //
/ // 6.  // // Let It come freely, and
look what nonsense it writes!  How it is determined by sound, rhythm, a
gentle breaths.  // // How different we
look —you and I, // // More darkness in my brow than in your entirety.
there?  // // Breathless, I stand being
looked at // // immobile    open   ripped apart.  // // Then the ligh
hes and stays– // // I never earnestly
looked at you // // (only out of you // // (Like a window)); // //
studied mass, created form, // // And
looked for no eternal flame.  // // Just passed on far more heat than
s there, hanging low in the sky.  And it
looked just like an orb, or an egg, or an eye.  And it was just sitting
nd coffee and wine, // // a waiter who
looked like a brother, and a place to talk.  // // Years later we went
/ // But he did have firm pecs, and it
looked like good sex— // // But I did seek a bit more humanity.  // /
sly mourning red petal fingernails.  You
looked sadly through // // me, and I was left swallowing saltwater st
d at the elbows and knees.  But the moon
looked so sad that I stayed there for hours and hours until it began t
How and Why I Should Have
Looked You in the Eyes:  // // Focus is the hinge // // Between exper
ou at each table?  // // You’re already
looking at me, somehow knowing, // // Somehow wisdom in fresh eyes sh
ame // // he chose has cut us off from
looking at // // the focus of her gaze: does he not want // // to te
been, what, eight? yeah, eight.  // //
Looking back, it’s flown by.  On his 13th birthday we had that big par
and observe // // What?  I stare at you
looking .  Blank!  Crack open the sixth seal // // Whilst you speak the
an eye.  And it was just sitting there,
looking blankly at me, like a globe spinning so fast that all the colo
// // the rabid // // the lame // //
looking for folk answers // // to folk problems // // and finding //
k // // who come from the hills // //
looking for folk answers // // to folk problems // // and though the
// // the old // // the rabid // //
looking for folk answers // // to folk problems // // hoping today /
Garish Christmas wrapping paper, // //
Looking for that one item on my list.  // // Trying to keep on course,
looking // // I don’t know what makes art Art // // maybe it’s that
// // 2.  // // After a little while,
looking in this way becomes annoying.  It just comes and goes—we are fo
have hollow // // Fishbowl eyes // //
Looking over sidings.  // // Their peeling paint // // Maroon // //
// BBC1, half past ten.  // // Here’s
lookin ’ at you, kid.  // //
break // // The moment when the child
looks and the lens // // Looks and the newspaper image blithely grins
hen the child looks and the lens // //
Looks and the newspaper image blithely grins // // Into a million mes
thing of // // (heart-stopping) beauty
looks at you // // you do not look at It // // sees inside you // /
ur love and your roses // // Your good
looks , better bank statements and embrace, // // Will catch me this t
feast on my plate.  // // Ah! this one
looks chipper—it’s bigger and fitter // // And should keep me going f
cular // // Distinct, only, because it
looks // // Forlorn enough to be a threat to // // Something.  // //
rs cold in sleeping bag at night // //
Looks in to see them dancing in red light, // // Endeavours in but we
the classicist, that type of beard that
looks like that of Hercules // // On plaster casts.  // // No longer
n a tirade of sad sad songs, and sadder
looks longingly out at a patch of grass with the sun on it and a rabbi
machine clanging to a halt, // // mind
looks on in horror) // // but in the true sense: // // beating mind
nted past // // And impotent.  Neutrino
looks on Mass.  // // So was the project worth it?  Should we mass- //
eans // // upon a table in the window,
looks // // out into sunlight, over grass, towards // // some distan
// // Blots the sky, what is // // It
looks to flower in your // // Cries, but falls fallow?  // // Go hung
/ pensioner-permeated racks.  // // She
looks up, // // thinking aloud like a dream, // // ‘There are some d
shuddering down the motorway // // to
loom as close // // and still // // as midwinter dawn.  // // It com
ncessant beeping // // A granite sword
looming , // // We gaze across, to that rusty field // // Where your
the image of what I ought to be // //
Looms large as the pack move on.  // //
ration at its // // Invasion.  // // A
loop of stern faces around a desk too large // // To make contact wit
fe in?  Is this the poem?  // // Strange
loops writhe inside, nightmares can be sensitive creatures— // // ‘Yo
why I had to leave tonight.  Clancy got
loose and ran through an alley with keef, kefir, with champagne on the
Loose Ghazal for Rumi // // Look at you—born of halves and fulls, //
ilence into sound, // // they bind and
loose , they find and are not found.  // // Re-call the river-tongues f
I rush on down the creek // // bearing
loose things left afloat.  // // Behind each moored boat runs a wake: 
// You denied yourself, and like beads
loosed from tassels // // the cap of each i let lavender and thistle
y fat as up I rose, // // Away dropp’d
loosen hairs, my sweat it froze // // And fell, and dropp’d beneath,
t start I find I face a swarm // // Of
loosen water rocks, I soon surmise // // The more I climb the softer
wn on English tongues.  // // Huntsman,
lord of a thousand blooded tongues // // Master of the hollow forest,
in sixteen forty-five— // // Until the
Lord of Liberty arose // // And drew the temple down on English tongu
ng dark, // // Impounded in some Dover
Lorry Park.  // // Uncase the Camembert, bring out the Brie, // // Th
// Hercules et Oracle // // .  // //
lose dream // // or sever // // Sov’ran // // ultra regna terra.  //
ncestral breath, // // This is how you
lose home.  // //
/ // That passion never gains, we just
lose it to our loves?  // // That there’s no such thing as cold, just
ive, // // To lose this odium before I
lose myself entirely.  // // My nails dig red crescents in my skin as
/ // Both you and I have everything to
lose .  // // Oppression’s language does not understand // // Our dial
ds which once we could // // Speak, to
lose our grasp on // // The reality of the wood // // And mortar whi
omise your name, // // This is how you
lose sight of the mountains, of the buffalos.  // // Promise me—don’t
omise your name, // // This is how you
lose the ancestral breath, // // This is how you lose home.  // //
ger.  Trying to be less alive, // // To
lose this odium before I lose myself entirely.  // // My nails dig red
bass-notes resound.  // // He’ll never
lose time, he’s carefully wound.  // // A finer example will never be
/ THESEUS // // I blame my dad.  Such a
loser // // To marry Medea.  I accused her // // Of suppressing the t
urprise gut-punch // // of the snowman
losing heart // // and losing his lunch // // all over the white hil
pot was getting hot instead of a flame
losing heat.  // // So what does that say about us?  // // That we’re
of the snowman losing heart // // and
losing his lunch // // all over the white hillside, // // snow white
I am the moon-child broken free, // //
Losing mother and maternity.  // //
// Look from above, // // We’re on the
losing side.  // // Isn’t this mass extermination ?  // // She points
// so we’re locking the door and we’re
losing the key.  // // If you aimed a card, or a note, or a cry // //
ders // // Around in the passages—just
losing weight // // So it ends as a snack—not my feast on my plate.  /
nown to you, still you bewail // // my
loss – but ask my cooling corpse to rush // // you finite proof ‘with
rs black—do you still feel // // Their
loss ?  My wife stirs, // // As our son within // // Wakes, to return
// With the gain of the world and the
loss of God.  // //
ched her on Naxos, written off as a tax
loss , // // Raised black sails, and now I’m in clover.  // // ARIADNE
he solid // // Cost from the worthless
losses ; // // That five pence that isn’t worth the creak // // Of bo
/ // and when the moment’s gone, we’re
lost and alone.  // // Do we understand each other?  // // Stars and e
but a blackened gloom, // // Of faces
lost and undefined.  // // A word that initiates thoughts in the mind
s and serpent leaves, // // A paradise
lost between her knees.  // // Feet anointed and seven demons rise, //
ou well // // Dear Alan, // // I have
lost // // Dear Alan, // // I have lost the receipt on which I wrote
s of forest, farm, and field // // Are
lost forever in the coming dark, // // Impounded in some Dover Lorry
// some earlier draft of things, // //
lost in a cold, particulate light.  // // Is this the drowning which w
Then it’s your happiness again, // //
Lost in bottles and found, // // In your uneven smile, sharp teeth, /
dst these love letters littered, // //
Lost in curdled red // // I’ve been busy, too, // // Falling— // //
—maybe she // // is pensive, dreaming,
lost in reverie.  // // And the artist who is showing us the scene //
skin in the sultry heat; // // Memory
lost in the wine-fugue, the beautiful // // Give themselves to pleasu
it, // // and its leaves have all been
lost in transit, // // and the birds and the branches are unseen.  //
two worlds like ours?  // // Could I be
lost in Venus, // // Could you be found in Mars, // // Then I might
remember the first way I saw it; // //
lost    like all beauty.  // // But knowing that to hold on // // wou
f us with our own concerns.  // // I’ve
lost my keys; I’ve lost my way; // // I’ve had my chance—I have no mo
oncerns.  // // I’ve lost my keys; I’ve
lost my way; // // I’ve had my chance—I have no more— // // I’m wait
sea // // The shock of a constellation
lost // // On a promontory we watched // // And the night stared bac
nds one step at a time).  // // Soon we
lost our cognitive // // Sense, began to mime // // Words which once
he cotton— // // Though to let him get
lost seemed too rotten.  // // Now I wish that I had, the arrogant cad
t—became a mass // // Of scum.  For us,
lost Space and Earth and form.  // // Within our bubble, Hubble shows
ve lost // // Dear Alan, // // I have
lost the receipt on which I wrote your address and, as such, will be l
now // // that her kerosene eyes have
lost their heat // // and the snows and skies of memory // // always
n have.  Consequently, they died as they
lost touch with true vitality of nature.  // // 3.  // // But poets ha
ack // // The shock of a constellation
lost // // We navigate by auspice // // And the night stared back //
d.  // // We concentrate on renewal, us
lot .  // //
did bad business.  // // You can tell a
lot about a man from his beard, so I’m told; // // His pedigree and p
put their books away, // // Oh sod the
lot !  I’d better be myself.  // //
y new friend accept that I mix with you
lot // // Just as much for detection and wit as for wine?  // // Has
, // // But time passed—and I hadn’t a
lot on.  // // Concluding this long anamnesis // // And to gather up
umber than most, and that’s a hell of a
lot // // There are no limits and we’re all in boy // // and I’ll ta
earplugs // // in case one snored too
loud .  Two bashed half-hearts, // // the Valentine that sparked a fig
.  // // And the voice grows louder and
louder // // And it’s shouting and you can’t hear anything else // /
pers things.  // // And the voice grows
louder and louder // // And it’s shouting and you can’t hear anything
roar in your head and it keeps getting
louder and louder // // And you can’t stand it and you can feel pound
ur head and it keeps getting louder and
louder // // And you can’t stand it and you can feel pounding, poundi
stence in out-of-the-way places, // //
Lounging on a bench or pew, some character in a play // // With Brian
// that all of life still boils down to
love .  // //
ncarnate, bastard breed of loathing and
love .  // //
ak // // for Suliman, but I am well of
love .  // //
use // // A house gestated in paternal
love // //
y.  // // You tell me it’s difficult to
love a light, when every darkness is a reminder of their breaking.  //
listic similes // // Capture all of my
love and describe it // // Badly.  // //
tles each morn, // // Affirmed by sun,
love , and drinks // // Tell me, is there anything worth more // // T
O Valentine // // Master of
love and much-loved mystery, in short.  // // You denied yourself, and
rustle through these severed strips of
love , // // And strew my heart with scraps of poetry, // // Forbidd
im to con.”  // // So if you think your
love and your roses // // Your good looks, better bank statements and
r // // with flagons, for I am well of
love .  // // Apples may perhaps be comforting // // as any fruit, tho
ompass Reading // // You could I never
love .  Built of a bulk // // beyond my comprehension; lensed eyes ‘big
s // // blood! wriggling life! a name! 
love !  // // Candles, hats—shake the snow from your coat, uncle— // /
riped with trust, meaningless fucks and
love celestial.  // // Two-faced words incarnate, bastard breed of loa
s only the ecstasy and the trembling of
love could awake him from his fantasy.  True awakening floats on the oc
t least a Fire.  // // The others too I
love —Earth, Water, Air—but Fire // // is something else again.  // //
can change. if it will make you fall in
love easier I can change for you.  I will be your umbilicalised hero. c
—for many kinds of loving.  // // Did I
love enough? use every day?  // // Days for seeing you in different w
told you I’d die without you, that our
love flows through me // // Like blood, that I pine for you, and year
d any wistfulness // // For light, for
love , for greater // // Things, and left our brains lame, // // Redu
; // // There’s no way I’d promised to
love her.  // // I beached her on Naxos, written off as a tax loss, //
// of chameleon shrimps held a whiskery
love -in and hoydenish // // bivalves blew bubbles.  Beneath the flushe
y mouth, you’d laugh.  // // After all,
love is universal and you can bet whatever I say // // Someone, somew
ter Triolet // // We won’t give up our
love , it is a given // // And given things can always live again.  //
lden grain:  // // We won’t give up our
love , it is a given // // And here’s a given thing that lives again. 
s are riven // // We won’t give up our
love , it is a given // // The grave is made the very gate of heaven /
ves line damp concrete, // // Rejected
love letters abandoned.  // // I want you to feel the same, but— // /
// I’ve been busy.  // // Amidst these
love letters littered, // // Lost in curdled red // // I’ve been bus
Pret-a-Manger munching, soul searching,
love -life listing.  // // The death rattle of the track’s devouring //
me, // // We pick this time to fall in
love .  // // Lights still flickering on the tree, // // I ain’t sleep
we ever knew the flow // // And ebb of
love like beaches touched by waves // // From dawn far into the night
upon the stove, and my Grandmother will
love me again.  Breaking // // slowly, I’m about to knock when the dre
ue d’Oiseaux:  // // Trying to make you
love me again // // Is like notating birdsong.  // // I made you the
like I want to be entirely destroyed by
love .  // // Not like that.  // // I mean, sure, to be frank, part of
/ inspiration, your endless, relentless
love of life.  // // I never could work out if // // you hated my wor
ing, a necessity for greed and proof of
love or life, no loafing here.  // // And people don’t look at the sky
t understand.  // // Hear!  Our songs of
love , our lives, our blood, and // // My window on the world in all i
mine.  // // I’ll keep these unspecific
love poems to myself, // // Hoping one day you’ll understand that I’m
The well of
love // // // // Raisins are all very well in their place // // —i
This Boy’s in
Love —Section C Part 2b (i-ixx) // // I fell into it by accident.  //
rteen LinesA song in word-music.  // //
Love sent you to the desert’s hush-parched silence.  // // You held fa
y of Mechanised Racial Profiling // //
Love set you going like a fat gold clock (watch!) ticking // // Boxes
uttering, crying // // his name like a
love -song, // // a meaningless // // thing.  // // Molly, his wife,
sion!  // // I will surrender // // My
love , surrender // // Hear me gods!  I will surrender // // All // /
/ // There is a picture of you that we
love , // // Taken when you were only three months old.  // // In it
credit clairvoyance for what was simply
love // // than I could moralise that hill.  News of // // the fact o
will break the skein of water; // // I
love that bubble-burst every time.  // // The cold he feels nudges at
too heavy to fly // // Drenched in the
love that screamed from my veins // // When you pierced me with your
ting, I’m sure it’s the end // // Of a
love that would flourish were it not for the curse // // Of bringing
n the lawn, // // talk of equality and
love , // // the fight to win our rights.  // // We have the vote, //
ch sea air.  // // Look up, look up, my
love —the sky is calling.  // // Dark shapes are calling each to each: 
mile, sharp teeth, // // Your voice, I
love the sound— // // I need you.  // //
me // // with apples, for I am well of
love .  // // The usual translation is not raisins // // but flagons. 
/ // their mother tongue the tongue of
love . // // they use their words, saying eyes are the window to the s
toes, // // Obsessive over the kind of
love they want reserved // // For romance but I am too porous, every
ing // // back across the page:  // //
Love , Time, Ever, Age.  // //
d it before.  // // I could declare our
love to be an energy saving light bulb, // // It takes its time to wa
ity that will outlive, // // To commit
love to memories less fallible than our own, // // To find new ways t
e // // gentle night.  // // I make no
love to the girl // // on the heath, // // Releaseless, ceaseless.  S
note is sung // // Diminuendo—soft, my
love , // // We end where we begun.  // //
ty.  // // // // In a new city and in
love , we took a mapless walk // // at dawn, choosing our course by in
Fellow of Girton // // who always made
love with his shirt on.  // // Saying “Now that I’m old, // // I do f
// I do, // // I suppose, // // Still
love you.  // //
’t go!  // // I’ll eat you up, // // I
love you so.  // // But it didn’t listen, and so I did. //
llmark // // If I could show you how I
love you with this poem // // I would, but I can’t.  Not even close.  M
ce old, // // I don’t wanna be told ‘I
love you’.  I want it // // To come and wreck me.  // // And I don’t m
hurt; I’m tired; I’m bored; // // I’ve
loved and now I’m torn apart…  // // These whispers of our unquiet hea
e in his // // Autobiographies, // //
Loved for his funny // // As well as his Kind.  // // Higgledy Piggle
/ // and couldn’t be stopped // // he
loved it… crossing // // lines” I said. // // “somethings wrong” I s
skies never really liked the moon, they
loved it enough to not let it drown, and so I was safe.  And so I start
ents were disappointed // // but still
loved it.  To test them it painted // // over their scales or feather
alentine // // Master of love and much-
loved mystery, in short.  // // You denied yourself, and like beads lo
A Hymn to a
Loved One // // We wake up to Radio 3, // // Hark! the herald angels
nt ground floor flat, // // So those I
loved precipit fell // // In pulverised procession that // // Squeez
now // // Soaped Titan in his bath.  He
loved the light // // Refracted—'til it burst—became a mass // // Of
/ // A little less wary, a little more
loved , // // Turns away and continues onwards // // Until the mile h
y know best, // // As we linger in our
lovely , darkening bowers // // Of bushes, trees, and living, dying fl
by long forgotten pity // // For their
lovely Prince Dmitry // // Who had crowned their lives with grace.  //
Stormy where you are?  // // Very blue. 
Lovely weather.  // // [Bad weather.  Very blue.] // // So, how are yo
ath.  I wish I could be faithful.  // //
Lover , brother, I have done you wrong.  // // Only an infidel writes t
firm by the wrist.  // // // // And,
lover , consider the running down of the strong stag, // // its only h
Sijo // // // //
Lover , the years have fine timing, or fine luck, I’ve noticed:  // //
mised stories told // // of daughters,
lovers old, trapeze // // swingers and graffiti.  // // In between yo
ion never gains, we just lose it to our
loves ?  // // That there’s no such thing as cold, just an absence of w
ave me!  // // Stay!  Desert not him who
loves thee!  // // Cruel one!  Forgive me!  // // I know not what I’ve
—or should have been—for many kinds of
loving .  // // Did I love enough? use every day?  // // Days for seei
// // Forever stained with the Bard’s
loving lines, she found herself immortalised.  // // If Chesterton had
marshes and the sea.  The sun // // is
low ahead of us, the sky is clear.  // // Across the wood, onto the be
ghts inside me breaking, // // and the
low buzzing of machines beneath the steady gaze of grey // // hospita
are drained. // // the billows settle
low , cold as a curse, // // but though the thunder roars, it will not
// So the moon was there, hanging
low in the sky.  And it looked just like an orb, or an egg, or an eye. 
// And listen to it, ringing soft and
low .  // // Stay with the music, words will come in time.  // // Slow
too tired // // To have held on.  Head
lowered , but her eyes // // Stare through me, past my skin, to the sc
a sweep to the slope-edge: // // horns
lowered , // // hides steaming, // // hooves pounding // // they cha
reaching skywards, extending // // The
lows into dry soil.  My path has not yet led // // In one direction or
erley ban // // and the Beatles’ first
LP ; // // strangely, though, not sex but fire).  // // See this:  //
dding into the ground // // to draw up
lubrication for her joints.  // // Or it’s a tree long bereft of its r
luc bat to mr. beam // // your whispered words hushed round // // a
er, the years have fine timing, or fine
luck , I’ve noticed: // // an old one dies, a young one stumbles mumbl
// Sol… // // tod // // elcaro te se
lucreh * // // * ‘You flesh to atone’ (Google Translate, 2014).  // //
// right in that light, hush’d // //
lull brown, // // deep among your dusk // // heavy sockets. rust //
they fought it out.  // // There was a
lull — // // But he was dead: // // had died three hours after his ar
end.  // // I’m roped on to the source,
luminate , warm, // // Floating up seemingly by force ’gainst law //
s to the sky”. he says it’s a figure, a
luminescent metaphor for something else, but all you can see through i
ree gay rituals // // Through doors of
luminescent playfulness, // // On Tuesdays for the boys in crinkled s
he refrain of his digital anima, // //
Luminescent soul between muddied fingers // // —now usb 3.0 compatibl
A light // // through the mist, softly
luminous and guiding people through // // the sourness of their own o
.  ‘Reality’ is clean, simple and purely
luminous .  It is difficult to look and experience life in this way.  It
Troubled waters // // The good Lady
Lumley is pondering glumly.  “I // // need a new project to keep me i
bb and flow.  // // No cramping bend to
lunar bow.  // // No woman ruled by orbing tyrant queen; // // Umbili
/ Arrêt.  // // Anger // // art // //
Lunar // // vos rêves Roma:  // // Erde…  // // Sol… // // tod // /
wman losing heart // // and losing his
lunch // // all over the white hillside, // // snow white upon snow
/ see the whites of your ankles.  // //
Lunch was hard, strong cheese // // taken amongst the bums // // in
glass.  // // O little one mild.  // //
Lunchtime with the family, // // Lead on, Spirit.  // // Dad balances
true, // // « Quand la sage montre la
Lune , l’imbécile regarde son doigt.  » // // // // Point A.  Point B.
// And come away with bruises and black
lung // // And purple dermal chunks of coal and grit.  // // Just so
caressing depths // // Or fight to the
lung -stinging surface?  // // My base animal is out for blood // // B
uff that renovation brick-dust from our
lungs .  // // Blown away through our empty sails, over the fields.  //
he sun rose, // // And I kept digging,
lungs // // Burning.  Listen, kid:  // // Broken ribs aren’t worth it,
at of disappointment, // // Deep in my
lungs .  // // Now in his immanent radiance, // // With his flesh that
t the precipice and reel // // Back to
lupine -winds, fire burn and chthonic cauldron bubble.  Incorrigible nig
But out there in the dark we know they
lurk , // // We sense their stench, as stealing through the murk, //
rent of individuality across the page’s
lush terrain, // // But never those things that have the amazing auda
ts // // For all his talk of old men’s
lust and rage.  // // I’ve glanced awhile at poets on the shelf, // /
ttered echoes // // Of long forgotten
lust ; // // Dead gods rise and so I // // Dispense with this your j
, impious beauty; // // Below, bestial
lust // // Striped with trust, meaningless fucks and love celestial. 
ain.  // // Adrift on spewing, insipid,
lusting waters, // // Aren’t I porous and malleable in the gloaming? 
n’s furthest edge.  // // His hair is a
lustrous shadow cast by earthly forms of that abyssal goddess.  // //
as we walked through the waves.  // //
Lying dizzily on the cliffs, we listened to echoes upon echoes // //
ough. one day I get to cry Kri’at Shema
lying down.  I get unbelief. one day I will be calx and cure, what’s in
// // For her to perch on.  // // I am
lying in the bed, my eyes // // are closed.  I can feel that she is th
// // In the water—they’ve always been
lying .  Is this the poem?  // // The cloud shadow passes, but in its ch
ch across // // To that person who was
lying next to us // // Only a second ago, // // Finding only shorter
y three months old.  // // In it you’re
lying on the sun-warmed, deep-veined wood // // Of an old pine table.
owards the verge of sleep // // Where,
lying side by side, // // The angels of our planets weep // // To se
// // You sing along to your favourite
lyrics , // // Hazy summer light filters through torn curtains.  // //
your compass with its swinging fleur-de-
lys // // watched by the crystal prism’s sharp-cut eye?  // // It rep
l’esprit d’escalier // // I keep remembering today, // // As in, //
// // « Quand la sage montre la Lune,
l’imbécile regarde son doigt.  » // // // // Point A.  Point B.  // /