The Girton Poetry Group

Not Averse

Concordance

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of typing // // and deleting, admit my
ugly want as the drummer // // sweats because it’s supposed // // to
down // // within the crepusc // // -
ular tone, the tusk // // is ground // // into the small hole in my
/ Athlete’s foot, Achilles’ heel, mouth
ulcer , // // one for the stomach, two for the money.  // // Nothing t
le, // // impetuous thunder // // and
ultimate payment.  // // Pens open and ready, // // braced with cross
m // // or sever // // Sov’ran // //
ultra regna terra.  // // Now dog, did re-venom Eden // // infidel be
an ruled by orbing tyrant queen; // //
Umbilical tangen skywards, cut clean.  // // I am the moon-child broke
er I can change for you.  I will be your
umbilicalised hero. correct and repossess and play “sleeping satellite
s, affirm a thing, touch a cord // // ‘
umbrellas meeting sewing machines on (animated) dissecting tables’, as
ight.  Rendered absurd— // // warmed by
un -canned laughter and crackling fire-breath // // (Sound-bites for b
The chicken and the egg // // I live! 
Un -ownable, not made: revealed.  // // Confused and worn, I don’t know
hink I just want to really feel.  // //
Un -pause.  Furl my sparrow wings poised at the precipice and reel // /
only attempted the first part and were
unable to earn any of the marks.  Of the rest many did not progress bey
e bound to miss.  // // From now on all
unaccountable post // // should be destroyed before it is sent:  // /
elves?  // // Today, polyester jackets,
unadorned // // Mutely cry out for someone // // To demonstrate a me
ise officer takes to // // dropping by
unannounced .  // // Catch them at it— // // there must be moonshine. 
t to cry Kri’at Shema lying down.  I get
unbelief . one day I will be calx and cure, what’s inside will be me.  /
shimmer of another river // // Flowing
unbidden from its hidden source; // // The Day-Spring, the eternal Pr
Alone holds fast that which hell’s fire
unbinds .  // // But now our cropped, uncivil Samson binds // // Five
their lips and legs lock together in an
unbreakable twist // // their kisses aren’t words // // and the grea
// // The leaves are moved, their path
unbroken now // // The stillness stops, my heart has now left the pit
seven skins; // // A chronicle of past
unbuttonings .  // // I need these layers, this heraldry // // That co
ounded in some Dover Lorry Park.  // //
Uncase the Camembert, bring out the Brie, // // The precious freight
Slipping, slipping, nipple slip; // //
uncatheable fish; // // in a river that eludes you, // // your essay
cold— // // and my breathing is rather
uncertain .”  // //
rs later we went back and made the same
unchartered // // trip, remembering nothing of the things we’d seen,
re unbinds.  // // But now our cropped,
uncivil Samson binds // // Five foxes, brush to brush, a hexagram //
es, hats—shake the snow from your coat,
uncle — // // drink! and be merry!  // // Hymns rattle around the silv
Hamlet said ‘Forsooth, I must punish my
uncle’s transgression but feta or parmesan now THAT is the question’ /
hed your mind dreaming // // before my
unconscious swallowed me like an ocean of blue.  // // The sadness set
ment.  This reality is coextensive with ‘
unconscious will’, ‘pure power’, ‘exhilaration’ ‘beating heart’ and ’f
bble me up instead with haste // // An
uncooked morsel.  // // How do I taste?  // //
same, // // you weasel without words,
uncouth , unkind // // and lewd; you onanistic waste of shame, // //
ackened gloom, // // Of faces lost and
undefined .  // // A word that initiates thoughts in the mind // // Of
kin // // And the crunch of the season
underfoot // // And the smell of the raw earth // // like a jolt //
Poems on the
Underground // // Rush hour and my fear for how I would // // Negoti
ey please, // // Hope that the gods of
Underground will hear my silent pleas // // To clear a seat or two an
butts dunking themselves // // In the
undergrowth .  // // Silent drip-drops of water from pelt.  // // Sound
d dead.  // // A winged beast can be so
underhanded ; // // its pupils were graves dug amid sapphires…  // //
derstands // // That which he needs to
understand .  // // And doesn’t worry with the rest.  // // The man has
one, we’re lost and alone.  // // Do we
understand each other?  // // Stars and earth and fire between them:  /
// // Oppression’s language does not
understand , // // For in the name of Mammon, you still bruise // //
mpted, with many candidates not able to
understand fully the situation being studied.  A large proportion of ca
:  // // Oppression’s language does not
understand .  // // Hear!  Our songs of love, our lives, our blood, and
departure, are you afraid do you // //
understand Karagiozis the lantern // // behind a stretched sheet, can
.  // // Oppression’s language does not
understand // // Our dialect, sweet sister of our land.  // //
to myself, // // Hoping one day you’ll
understand that I’m not so inventive // // And when I give you my wor
ks when they start.  // // No, we quite
understand .  We know you can’t stay long // // And must stay silent fo
ulating skink night, “mother will never
understand ” why I had to leave tonight.  Clancy got loose and ran throu
ned to the flames.  // // (I completely
understand why people have // // funeral pyres.) Later we scatter th
g the body’s blank page.  // // I don’t
understand why you never came back.  The waves // // always return to
to be // // Identical.  // // I cannot
understand you // // Because you breathe.  // // I only included ever
:  // // Oppression’s language does not
understand .  // // You claim it “impedes progress” and is “bland,” //
ve, // // When out of your body comes
understanding , // // And a wonderful point to be derived.  // // For
th a hateful maggot’s mind.  // // Lame
understanding wretch who thinks rhymes wrench’t // // sufficiént; you
some unsavvy stumbling sapeur // // He
understands // // That which he needs to understand.  // // And doesn
n // // Do frame the stars, suspended,
understood // // By me, who gapes up from my shelter home.  // // At
The Tree of Wisdom // // I thought I
understood you once, // // Believed you were more than you appeared,
phodel.  // // If what they sing for is
undone , // // I’ll grasp the last whispers.  // // Over ocean, the st
gine you as you once were: // // those
undulating ring-lines breathing // // age into you // // and sighing
raise you. the wild dogs cry out in the
undulating skink night, “mother will never understand” why I had to le
Natural paper edges.  // // Through the
undulating skink // // Night she sulks, // // Two cigar butts dunkin
its nonsense pierces us at once with an
unease and vitality.  // // 4.  // // Modernity is wrong.  We cannot co
ride // // And ironed shirt that flows
uneasily // // Over the tanning-bed tan that won’t glow healthily.  //
zle and move and wave; // // small but
unending —Ondine.  // // But finding a form to carve // // to remember
in the temple // // announcing // //
UNESCO // // world // // heritage // // status // // but saying //
st in bottles and found, // // In your
uneven smile, sharp teeth, // // Your voice, I love the sound— // //
earth.  // // Blurry, out of focus and
unfeeling // // Times, when the suns are this or that // // And beco
d it with my coffee, // // filling and
unfilling the warm mug in murky waves.  // // The ink I wrote to you i
han in conversations, so the note stays
unfinished .  // // One last breath drawn, shakily, then I end somethin
/ The vine and all its tendrils, // //
Unfold from the face, // // Trip from the tongue // // That speaks t
heat and watched the sea’s magic // //
unfold to the music of wind and the glittering ebbstream // // that t
ital walls.  Roses in empty wine bottles
unfolded in the house, // // anxiously mourning red petal fingernails
Tudor rose // // Of sixteen forty-five
unfolds its fire- // // Tongued text: this warfare is the strife that
olute.  // // Fronds and furtive things
unfurl while forest // // palms and fingered trees press tip and tapr
o comic angles.  // // A pigeon’s slow,
ungainly steps // // To cross the road (no joke in that) // // Catch
rogynon // // Defy the moon suck, Cnut
unheeded , // // All that she did with packet, pop, superseded.  // //
and for her 21st, well she was away at
uni , wasn’t she?  // // They’re growing up, now.  // //
ey think we’ve been.  // // Each in our
uniforms , black suit, striped tie // // Marching to the front line, c
wormholes lead us if we dare // // to
unimagined worlds that scare // // me.  Something creepily malign’s //
the in what you breathed // // Out are
unintelligible , or unoriginal.  // // If I told you I’d die without yo
you’d laugh.  // // After all, love is
universal and you can bet whatever I say // // Someone, somewhere has
Hard Black’ appears as grey:  // // The
universal , standard and // // Unthinking choice // // That makes all
wed, the written word is paramount, the
universal word, a thrifty fox-thought, golden delighted kept at bay fr
ous removal of selected line breaks was
universally acknowledged to be the making of this poem.  — AG // //
and the great big massive enormous wide
universe full of galaxies and black holes and stars // // makes no so
allanic stream expands to form // // A
Universe of fire.  One second’s past— // // Matter explodes.  Growth’s
// you weasel without words, uncouth,
unkind // // and lewd; you onanistic waste of shame, // // pretentio
the side of mugs.  // // And though our
unkind inactions told you otherwise, you kept your faith // // that a
mind.  // // The questions posed are so
unkind :  // // Parse—calculate—discuss …  I see // // In the panic hal
from // // Your bath—calm as the sun’s
unknowing light, // // New but not news, a sign that all is right.  //
park and fizzing, in a cavern // // so
unknown but home.  // // Ah but before little hands can tear at tissue
t…  // // Eternal concept, crystalline,
unknown …  // // But I can’t reach or feel your fragile form.  // // Wh
e thought she’d heard the breath of the
unknown — // // But through the door there only swept a gust // // Of
/ Through water’s edge // // To depths
unknown (in feet at least) // // To Mellbreak’s deepest crest // //
// And in the lengthening shadow of the
unknown .  // // They say that each creature must find its way to this
the keeper of his soul.  // // And so,
unknown to anyone, // // This still life has two untold names:  // //
th has deeply touched // // me.  Though
unknown to you, still you bewail // // my loss – but ask my cooling c
erald to a straining fecund mass // //
Unleashed .  A tongue of blinding, whippèd flame // // Sears all before
ring, that all things must pass.  // //
Unless , emboldened by our revelry, // // We make a stand against thei
ople don’t look at the sky anymore, not
unless it is tragic, // // And even if you thought it was, // // You
mark I’ll make, // // White and pure,
unlike the life taking it’s last steps.  // // // // …Screeching bra
map // // of her skin, like // // an
unmade bed.  // // ‘Couldn’t you just sit,’ I ask, // // ‘and watch t
Unmaking // // Neither fur, feathers nor scales ever clad // // A pe
.  // // I foresee you stripped in your
unmaking , // // Of the fatal black suit, that only I saw // // Fit y
er his arrival, // // was buried in an
unmarked grave.  // // There were no victors: only victims.  // //
athed // // Out are unintelligible, or
unoriginal .  // // If I told you I’d die without you, that our love fl
nce // // Came to stay one day.  // //
Unpacked her bags, // // and hung her quiet fripperies // // between
// Of Dad’s funereal car.  // // Later,
unpacking , // // I find a history— // // My history— // // Of mothe
ssilise it. // // forgotten quotations
unpeel from the wall // // glide down.  // //
the slow end of a forty day fast // //
unpeel the digits from your onion fist // // and mask yourself with t
way there.  // // Feathers blacken and
unpeel // // With the mourning of the wheels.  // //
or ‘no!’.  Now they’re wordless:  // //
unpenned letters from the past, encrypted // // in a knowledge of the
et columns of ice).  // // But you seem
unperturbed // // your red coat an aegis to lift // // cigarettes to
-browned // // Golden, swollen mangoes
unpicked by childish hands // // Giving a final dull thud as they fal
orn apart…  // // These whispers of our
unquiet hearts // // I wonder what he’s going to say?  // // We are b
on car windows // // will be water and
unremarkable in the morning warmth; // // our exquisitely ice-etched
o a certain shade // // Particular and
unrepeatable .  // // Some golden essence seems to concentrate // // F
o loathsome sprezzateur // // Nor some
unsavvy stumbling sapeur // // He understands // // That which he ne
long the hollow way // // Handfast; we
unscroll your youth // // When ash-keyed branches dipped and prayed /
s pity.  // // Some ancestral memory is
unseated // // From its place on our shared bookshelf // // When I s
s // // When you pierced me with your
unseen blade.  // // I will see you before I die // // Face to face. 
nyielding sky // // Untouched by bird,
unseen by any eye.  // // And I know you are there, amongst them all. 
gh the waft from the grasses // // and
unseen by their neat // // nihilarian captors.  // // The nilherds se
t in the gutter, shot down // // By an
unseen enemy on his way up.  // // ‘War is not nice’, but we accept th
// and the birds and the branches are
unseen .  // // Her white hand weeps about its canopy, // // and her c
e to two falling trees, my bone, // //
Unseen or seen, did spark a tiny fire.  // // A lonely ember ’twas, an
hexagram // // Of ever-living fire and
unseen rose.  // // This is our hexagram: the Tudor rose // // Of six
rl poised and primed.  // // Evadne the
unseizable defying Iphis, // // she jumps // // to meet the water ch
usted city slickers on // // the dole,
unshaven merchants, and // // the acne-crusted vicar’s son— // // th
// Served iambic, al dente, but as yet
unsigned .  // // Will my new friend accept that I mix with you lot //
and less than human.  // // I read the
unspeakable // // Between the lines // // As the tongue slips on sig
ur palm on mine.  // // I’ll keep these
unspecific love poems to myself, // // Hoping one day you’ll understa
big // // The fall, awkward // // And
unspectacular .  // // But, once in a while, after // // The syllables
Christ! and be merry. // // silence   
unspoken fear    gritting   the teeth and fingers // // the forbidden
returned, // // October’s secret left
unspoken // // Only the names which I have learned.  // // Now I list
as sundown.  // // Echo calls of words
unspoken — // // She hopes to watch you drown.  // // When you exist o
ed with lights // // Shoeless feet and
unsteady ground // // If I close my eyes I still see // // A harbour
r hand in mine // // Shoeless feet and
unsteady ground // // Whales singing the day in // // The heart trip
hing just beyond my shoulder blades.  An
unsteady light // // is flickering between needling trees; history as
s me, // // Is my insides.  // // I am
unsullied by my insides, // // By the abjected charging cables, // /
am in control of my desires // // I am
unsullied by the blood crystals on my palm // // I am unsullied.  //
Circuit mid-flight shorted.  // // I am
unsullied by the outside, // // The outside that crawls and seethes i
e blood crystals on my palm // // I am
unsullied .  // // Ornithologists with shears make for irate avians //
e fine?  // // North of here, climate’s
unsure .  // // All enduring is our failure, // // Let us keep it near
I made you the ideal theory:  // // An
unsystematised list of every correct proposition.  // // It says nothi
n its arms // // a walled garden, left
untended // // for maybe thirty years.  A winding path // // leads f
// The universal, standard and // //
Unthinking choice // // That makes all necessary marks.  // // Park-s
Sixteen Forty-Five // //
Untimely winds in sixteen forty-five // // Blow through the windows,
[
Untitled ] // // There is something // // Crawling at the back of you
anyone, // // This still life has two
untold names:  // // It is:  The Virgin and her Child; // // The Mothe
d up into a vast, unyielding sky // //
Untouched by bird, unseen by any eye.  // // And I know you are there,
the flame, some strange trapped, // //
Untranslatable pain.  // // What taste on the air // // Led you here?
/ // and the riddles // // not // //
untrue .  // //
olding fast:  // // A green knot slowly
untying // // Itself from the hardened winter nut // // And the hal
// Without a sound or sight of anything
unusual - // // And the sheets creak in the night as you wrap up warm
ed, // // So why do mine feel ready to
unwind ?  // //
esh // // Of the world up into a vast,
unyielding sky // // Untouched by bird, unseen by any eye.  // // And
oor, the face, the light, I fall // //
Upon a bed of compact mist, all soft, // // My heart alight, the embe
Tokaji, // // your head bobs in peace
upon a heart’s-blood bouquet.  // //
e glimpse inside.  A woman leans // //
upon a table in the window, looks // // out into sunlight, over grass
Fairy Tale // // alright: once
upon a time, // // a girl in a cloak of symbolic colouration // // m
Fibbonacci // // Once
upon a time, // // one word was all it took // // to set the pair of
e mind // // Of every thinker it lands
upon , // // Contrasting gentle with the strong // // Emotions felt w
e // // sprout from its neck, to wilt
upon each soft pale shirt, // // teaching by strange example that the
ly on the cliffs, we listened to echoes
upon echoes // // of the sea incessantly singing her serenade of blue
.  // // I painted my feelings in layer
upon layer of blue // // until watercolours splattered my sleeves and
ppeared, // // But a realisation falls
upon me, // // And reveals the truth that I had feared.  // // I sit
// // Even now, // // I feel the heat
upon my face.  // // Twenty three years later, when my mother died //
// I could vomit // // Blood and water
upon my feet // // And say never, never forgive him // // He knows,
like strands of the sun resting // //
upon my shoulder. // // and there’s the crux, // // right in that li
shed // // Ideas, the waiting of night
upon night, // // An expectant lie on the grass, // // White at firs
and layers leafing through // // pages
upon pages of poetry.  My blurry eyes resisted breaking // // concentr
r the white hillside, // // snow white
upon snow snow-white.  // // This is the time of old shoes, // // wh
world to freeze // // And ice to form
upon the breeze // // And snow to lie upon the lease // // Leaving i
// Of yellow Victorian tobacco-stains
upon the creamy-white // // Bernard Shaw, the voluptuous Darwin, the
ld.  // // Every step, // // your foot
upon the crust, you think // // ‘This time, it will hold my weight.’ 
it might mean if all we saw were beards
upon the face, // // A Mr. Twit complex, the psychologists (clean-sha
m’s // // sins of the sons are visited
upon the fathers                    they had wars but not like these  
upon the breeze // // And snow to lie
upon the lease // // Leaving its white grace.  // // And then he brea
bone // // as Martin’s morning breaks
upon the night // // we trade in futures on the wishing bone // // a
orrowed wings a hedgehog // // Sprawls
upon the pavement, // // Bristles forced to comic angles.  // // A pi
of souls hurt.  // // Blind, dumb, deaf
upon the pedestal of a saint, // // by touch and instinct you descend
ly, far away, the churn // // of waves
upon the sand.  Eastwards we turn, // // along the open beach, in ric
r, porridge warm with honey // // sits
upon the stove, and my Grandmother will love me again.  Breaking // //
ldren.  // // Part of the news they lie
upon , they can’t // // Look out at me, because their faces are // /
er would they have been engraved // //
Upon those souls of those modern men who bask in the flames of that re
d placed in possibility // // For time
upon time to revisit as you swing down through the lines and rhymes //
on’t wish to cast any aspersions // //
upon your nature, the way you nurture, // // but as we intertwined at
fted, // // Blonde and blue-eyed Sufi,
upright and serious and oblivious.  // // Promise me—let’s run when yo
at is left of bird song.  // // Phoenix
upside —down.  // // Pigeon panicking inside an elevator.  // // I can
he cat, // // drew up rotas, tidied up
upstairs , // // let the flower-arrangers in when they came at one, //
d myself in wooded Janet’s Foss.  // //
Upstream again to clamber Gordale Scar // // and rest, and breathe so
ening to the rocks each tug, // // The
upstream coming down ’coming more tame // // The closer to the hope-m
rice // // Are bathing in it now, away
upstream …  // // So every trace of light begins a grace // // In me,
as gravity falls away.  // // Tumbling
upwards , being pulled by an invisible string held // // By a clenched
Urban bird watchingOn the Huntingdon Road.  // // They found him, petr
vilish.  // // He’s in a raffish // //
urban mould // // not suited to // // a woodland glade // // and da
Urban Warfare // // Nameless faces tell us we’re going to war, // //
te on black // // In your suit, you’re
urbanely monochrome; // // A real social animal.  // // Strip off the
my lips // // … // // i have a strong
urge to tell you how it feels to be standing here // // but it’s warm
oul between muddied fingers // // —now
usb 3.0 compatible— // // Horrified by the naïveté of younger affirma
s wrong I want you to gouge it from me. 
use blunt, hoping, hoping and hoping. let me hear the sound of joy and
s of loving.  // // Did I love enough? 
use every day?  // // Days for seeing you in different ways.  // // Da
/ // Course.  // // Good one.  // // I
use humour—I’m used to humour.  // // Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t
stopped talking. // // but there’s no
use in talking // // when everything’s been said.  // // In the dead,
y are not mine, these words you make me
use :  // // Oppression’s language does not understand.  // // Hear!  Ou
never thought you deft // // enough to
use so delicate a dial.  // // Why should I miss this little piece of
tongue the tongue of love. // // they
use their words, saying eyes are the window to the soul // // but eye
I saved // // myself from regret, if I
used them to save your // // voice, your image, tried to save your li
/ // Good one.  // // I use humour—I’m
used to humour.  // // Yeah.  Drink water?  // // Can’t drink anything
s, // // A joke, // // Or the place I
used to know.  // // All I know is that the age of legends is reduced
oad, or in-between the sheets.  // // I
used to think the best songs had been sung, // // That genius is dest
udy of Reading Habits // // At first I
used to wish that I were Keats // // And then I wished I’d been one o
without degree.  // // My maths proves
useful :  // // I can assess my scanty nuts of coke, // // apportion r
It says nothing // // And is perfectly
useless // // And is perfect, // // Like the thing that you were.  //
// whole, warm.  Not paper.  // // I am
using scissors to cut // // a square around your face // // to fram
in, // // And sewn our hearts together
using twine.  // // You’re sure our threads are finally aligned, // /
al mornings.  // // Business will go as
usual —Routine completion guarantee.  // // My reality assembles with I
ples, for I am well of love.  // // The
usual translation is not raisins // // but flagons.  Flagons might in
s crashing crudely over cor- // // al,
usurping canoes claim to the crests, each sullen swelling rock- // //
caravels cresting over cor- // // al,
usurping canoes control of the crests, each rippling roll rock- // //
ple pillars and bronze effigies, // //
Usurping the old shore with the new tide.  // //
e revival of lifeless hands.  // // The
utensils that outlive them.  // //
s—for, rather, rare nights between inky
uterine nights—I’d dream: // // my index finger extended in front, wa
olipsistic bore, // // You’re nothing,
utter nothing, nothing more.  // //
their dance // // the genesis of every
utterance , // // pattering the pattern of the Tree.  // // Summon the
at is home // // and somewhere that is
utterly devoid of remembrance.  // // It’s everything you’d expect //
s sluiced clean, // // Streets emptied
utterly into pits // // Girded with chalk and bone.  // // Tarweed ta
// // (Nothing too funny here, // //
Uxoricidally , // // Just that his name // // Scans quite well on the